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[peachteastudiess]

01052019

36/100 days of productivity

I'm studying for tomorrow's Spanish literature test and I'm feeling quite motivated. I have to say that the Forest app really helps a lot, I was pretty skeptical about it.

Am I the only one who's still amazed that at almost 7 in the evening is still light outside or..? I'm still getting used to it 😅😅

Enjoy my messy desk 💕

Currently listening to: Caterina Caselli - Insieme a te non ci sto più

[sweet-villain]

Feelings~ Part 2~ Joseph Quinn

Previous Part

Tags : @haylaansmi @m-rae23 @peachteastudiess @thxliaaa @edtomh

Summary : no summary because I can’t think of one

Light shined through your window with a breeze making you shiver turning around, pausing at the unfamiliar chest. Your gaze followed the person in your bed to see blonde hair cascade over their face. Blonde hair. Memories of last night flooded your head as you groaned back in bed. The drinking. Jamie talking then there was a moment and you two locked lips.

A groan next you brought you out of your thoughts as you lay frozen next to Jamie, who was waking up. He stretched his arms out and yawned, he blinked his eyes a couple of time before his eyebrows made a frowned. His eyes peered over the room he was in before settling on you, sitting in bed clutching the sheets to your chest while the other was biting the nail on your thumb.

He sat up, another groan escapes him as he rubs his eyes. It was silent for a few moments before his eyes settled on you again.

" Darling?" he calls out to you, yet you were still trying to process that Jamie was in bed with you, you were both naked and this could not be good.

" This isn't right, Jamie" you tell him, to afraid to look at him to catch a hurt look in his eyes or the unhappy look on his face but he reached out to grab your hand and hold it.

" It's alright" he soothes you feeling you getting worried, his thumb twirling in circles. " Jamie I-"

" I know, it was a one time thing. I'm not mad, darling or upset" this time you met his gaze. His eyes showed warmth and a smile was lit up on his lips.

" So, this won't ruin our friendship or make it weird?" he laughed, shaking his head. " Only if you let it" he says.

On the other hand, Joseph had been missing you and he can't keep you off his mind. All he can think about is you and the way you walked away from him, the hurt in your voice and the tears. It broke him apart seeing you like this.

He doesn't want you out of his life. Part of him hopes that you can still be his friend, even though you are hurting. He will give you time, but he needs to see you.

He walked up the stairs of your apartment, not bothering to see Jamie's car is parked right next to your and he rings the doorbell, looking down at the ground while chewing on the inside of his cheek. His hands were shaking and he was trying to catch his breath, feeling his heart about to jump at any second.

The door flies open and what greets him, is not who he expects. He stares in shock seeing one of his closest friends staring back at him in just a pair of sweats.

" What are you doing here?" Joseph asks Jamie. Jamie is leaning against the door with his arms across his chest with an unimpressed look on his face.

" Hanging out with a friend" he dry says causing Joseph to frown, his eyes search for you over Jamie's shoulder in hopes you would come out to talk to him, but you were no where in sight.

You, however were leaning against the living room wall, listening to the conversation. Your own heart in the palm of your hand, a tear falls down your cheek. You didn't want to see Joseph, thank god Jamie was here.

" She's busy right now" Jamie gets off the wall with his hand at the door about to close the door on Joseph when his hand stops. Jamie opens the door looking at him.

" I want to see her" he tries to push past Jamie. Jamie stands in the way, blocking Joseph from coming in.

" She's not in a good state right now, she doesn't want to see you"

" Please" Joseph begs his friend, with pleading eyes and the desperation behind his tone. You make your way to the door, with the handle on Jamie's hand letting him know you were there. Jamie pauses what he was going to say feeling your hand on top of his, looks back locking eyes with you as if asking if you were okay with this.

You swiftly nod at him, he turns back to Joseph and opens the door wider where Joseph now has his eyes on you. In nothing but a big sweater, and his eyes go back to Jamie as he is processing why you were half naked.

It was like a light bulb has clicked in his eyes as he puts two and two, his jaw sets with his fist to his sides.

" why him?" he asks, not at Jamie but the question is towards you. You can feel the anger seeping through him as he stares at you.

" What?" you ask, eyebrows frowned together.

" Why did you sleep with him?" he motions towards Jamie who looks at the ground like it was the most interesting thing he can look at. He winces the harshness behind Joseph's tone.

" Why not?" you shot back, shrugging. Joseph scoffs.

" you get hurt and run to the next best thing you find" that hurt. The dug a knife into your heart. Jamie's mouth dropped as he heard the words leave Joseph's mouth. Joseph regretted as soon as he said the words watching your eyes go from the kinds in them to the hurtful anger in them.

You point a finger at him, " How dare you talk to me like that?!"

" I-I'm-" Joseph was about to apologize when the door slammed in his face. You turned your back to the door with your hands on your face, a sob escapes your mouth as you slide down the door.

You can't believe he would say something like this.

Jamie kneel down besides you as he takes you into his arms, soothing you by rocking you back and forth and kissing the side of your head.

After a few moments, Jamie speaks.

" He's so stupid, darling. You're such a great catch" you sniffed hearing the words. You pulled away from his grasp, and look at him as looks back at you with a small smile.

" Thank you, that made it a little better" he nods, standing up and holding his hands out to you.

" Come on, I'll make us something to eat and then we can go for a walk. How does that sound?"

You nod, wiping your nose with the sleeve of your sweater grabbing his hands as he helps you up. He makes his way to the kitchen while you sit on one of the chair watching him and keeping him company.

He was such a good friend to you. Always looking out for you.

-

You were packing to go over to your parents for the weekend to get away from your apartment, have some time to yourself and away from the whole Joseph thing.

Jamie had left your apartment the following day, he stayed over a bit to make sure you were okay before letting you know he was going to be back if you needed him or someone to talk to or just to listen.

You appreciate his concern and comfort but you had to tell him he needed to do the things he wanted, he has a life too. He told you he would drop what he was doing to make sure you were okay. It was sweet.

Your phone pinged letting you know someone had texted you and wanted your attention.

It was the last person you wanted to talk to.

Hi, I just want to reach out and apologize for being an asshole. You didn't deserve that, I miss you

You threw your phone back on the bed, running a hand through your hair wishing things would be different. Why did you have to catch feelings for him? Why you?

Joe was sweet, he was kind, he had such a huge heart, he was funny, he was a dork and your favorite person in the world. But right now, he wasn't.

I hope I can see you soon

Another text message from him. You miss him terribly, and you miss the sex too. But more, him. The way he would make you laugh and smile, the way he took interest in the things you told him and what excited you. He got excited about those things too, he would act like such a dork. He loved to scare you and tease you. He loved to flirt with you and cause your heart to speed faster. He loved making you blush and comment on that it was a great color on you. He knew your body better than anyone, he loved to take his time with you and when it came to sex, he rocked your world like no one else did.

You gave him your heart and he ripped it right out of your chest like it was nothing.

You packed the rest of the things you needed before heading to your car putting the bags inside. The sun beamed in your eyes as you closed the trunk of the car. You fished out your sunglasses putting them on, but looked back at them seeing the sunglasses Joseph has gotten you for Christmas.

You slide into your car and started it, looking back at your apartment, you blew a kiss to it before driving off to your parents. It wasn't that too long of a journey getting to their place, you parked the car right next to theirs.

" Y/N!" you heard a familiar voice. Your eyes landed on your sister who was running to you with open arms. She was much younger than you, just starting college and living at home still.

You two would talk on the phone whenever she had time. She came to you for advice and she knows about your feelings for Joe.

" Hey there" you greeted her, pulling her into a hug. " I missed you, sunshine" she giggled at her nickname you call her, and hugged you back.

" I missed you too, so much"

You pulled away from her. She helped you with your bags, she looked like something was bothering her but you could not put a finger to what it was.

" Everything okay?" you ask, worried that she was hiding something from you. She nodded, chewing on her lip and looked away quicker than you liked grabbing your stuff and running inside.

" Y/N is here!" she shouted. You assumed she was telling your parents but as soon as you walked through the door, you met the familiar brown beautiful eyes.

" Joseph" you whispered his name. But it was like he heard it and his lips turned into that shy smile you loved.

" Hello, lovely" he greets you.

" Oh my goodness, hunny. You're here!" your mom rushes over to you pulling you into a hug, but you don't greet her as your eyes are locked with those brown eyes of his.

[frithams]

9 People I Want to Know Better

I was tagged by @moderngothicstudent

Last song: Easy by Commodores

Last show: What We Do In The Shadows

Currently watching: Better Call Saul

Currently reading: The Empathy Exams by Leslie Jamison

I'm tagging: @kolwyntjie, @booksnscience, @messydeskstudies, @thatstudyblrontea, @studyblr-accountant, @adhddissertation, @lattesandlearning, @latte-studies, @peachteastudiess

[fi-notes]

🌙tag game🌙

I was tagged by @jschoolstudies thank you!!

Rules: answer seventeen questions and tag twentyone blogs✨

Nickname: I have none based on my name, but my dad calls me Princess since I was a baby

Starsign: aries

Height: 170cm

Last film I watched: Midnigh in Paris⭐️

Favourite musician: Fabrizio De André, an italian singer, Green Day and Arctic Monkeys

Song stuck in my head: Would You Be So Kind, by Dodie

Other blogs: I have a blog where I post random stuff

Do I get ask? Not really, but I would be happy to get them

Blogs following: I follow something like 70 blogs, which are very few

What am I wearing: my pajamas👌🏻

Dream job: maybe writer, Art Director

Dream trip: it may sounds basic, but I really would like to travel the whole World

Play ant instruments? I started studing music whenI was twelve, with a guitar. Growing up I was interested in piano, bass, ukulele. I really love music, though I’m very self-conscious about my voice

Languages: italian, english and I’m tryibg to learn german

Favorite food: pasta!🍝

Favorite song: Fluorescent Adolescent by Arctic Monkeys, Californication by Red Hot Chili Peppers and others, but these are the main ones

Random facts: it’s odd, but I can’t keep nail polish on for more than a day or two, because I hate the feeling of having it on my nails

I’m tagging @productivity-placement @study-revolution @coffeshops-and-notes @studylikegeller @mothmab @morganastudy @studyechoes @peachteastudiess @lazymusicstudyblr @vicstvdies @lattestudies @pjstudies @frenchmunchkin @eyelinerandintegrals @gravity-bug @learniqn @lalesnotes @lawyerd @livsdesk @litsocials @mang-hoee

[korastudies]

🌿 Tag Game! 🌿

Thanks for tagging me @sweetcarolinestudies 

Rules: Answer seventeen questions and then tag twenty one blogs you’d like to know better.

Nickname? Don’t have one actually!

Starsign? Aquarius

Height? 5’3′

Last film I saw? Princess Diaries

Favourite musician? It’s a mix between Dolly Parton, ABBA, and Ariana Grande

Song stuck in my head? “Dumb Blonde” by Dolly Parton ft. Miranda Lambert

Other blogs? @fleurfieldss

Do I get asks? Not many, but I appreciate the ones I do get

Blogs following? 934

What am I wearing? Just my casual outfit which is a hoodie, t shirt, & jeans

Dream job? Teaching

Dream trip? Not sure tbh. A lot of where I want to travel is food based so I guess a road trip around the U.S.

Play any instruments? Nope

Languages? English only

Favorite food? Carbs because bread and pasta is where it be

Favorite songs? “Fly Me to the Moon” by Frank Sinatra

Random Fact? I own a munchkin cat named Luna

People I’m tagging (feel free to do it even if I don’t tag you!):

@pizza-and-studying @moonstarbujo @sagittariustudent @study-van @studyblr-accountant @acaedemics @hristudies28 @problematicprocrastinator @engblr-student @nerdinaomi @soft004 @twatdoeslearning @phariespams @froppyyy @peachteastudiess @saraistudiess @bujo-onthebeat @eevelynstudies @sunshine-sapphics @ravenclawstudiesstuff @sparkly-student-witch @anxioustudying

[liviastudiespsych]

#gettoknowme

While I was away, I got tagged by a bunch of beautiful people in this game. Thank you @nightowlstudblr, @aishadocumentaries, @perisephone, @magbags, @medicinis and sorry it took me so long to do this 

Thanks Rules: Answer seventeen questions and then tag twenty one blogs you’d like to know better.

Nickname? Well, none really stuck but I’ve been called Lily, Lilli, Livi, Liviosky, Livietta (which my mom still uses to be fair) and the newest one Liv

Starsign? Aquarius

Height? I’m a good average of 167/168 cm. I’ve been told that I’m short for the uk, but I don’t care anymore :) at least I can go out with people taller than me

Last film I saw: I FINALLY WATCHED CALL ME BY YOUR NAME AND IT WAS BEAUTIFUL

Favourite musician? I’m listening to a lot of indie stuff right now. So tons of Wolf Alice, Foals, Mitski and The Vaccines. But in general my favourite artists usually are Darren Criss, Fabbrizio de Andre, FoB, P!atD, Florence and the Machine and so so so many

Song stuck in my head: Because it’s in my week’s bujo Nobody by Mitski

Do I get asks? Some. I really like answering to them so keep ‘em coming!

Other blogs? yes. One. But I haven’t used it since I made this so I’m not going to say the name here :)

Blogs following? I follow 710 followers and 7.8k follow me (which woooow!)

What am I wearing? Black pants, a very comfortable sports bra and a really cure yellow hoodie with a wink embroidered on one side, IT’S SO CUTE :)

Dream job? Ah. Who knows? Right now, psychologist. But I’d love to do something where you get to travel a lot, at least for a few years. And I’d also love something creative, like an artist or especially a writer. Teacher or something like it would also be pretty cool

Dream trip? Like, are you kidding? So many! But especially: coast to coast roadtrip in the US, JAPAN!, Iceland, Paris, Greece, North of Italy (cause I realised I haven’t been there enough), Finland, Amsterdam and the Netherlands, Scotland, Ireland, Whales SO. MANY. PLACES. SO. LITTLE. TIME

Play any instruments? Not really. I could play the recorder very bad in middle school but I haven’t touched it in 7 years and I think that’s best for everyone. I don’t even know if we can call that an instrument

Languages? Italian, English, some French and Spanish

Favorite food: PASTA, eggs, potatoes in all types and shapes and ways. Rice too

Favorite songs? why so many difficult questions??? :’( of all times, I’d have to àsay it’s probably La Città Vecchia by de Andre

Random Fact: Even though I have a weird relationship with my parents I talk about them way too much

Tagging: @elle-phant-baby @peachteastudiess @thats-so-bucky @softbrooklyn, @boldlystudy, @hannybstudies, @starduststudies, @warrioreads, @naps-official, @libraerie, @avocados-and-evergreens, @problematicprocrastinator, @ice-cream-and-study, @soaked-in-starlight, @philosophyblr, @theorganisedkat, @softbrooklyn

I know these are only 18, but you know... I didn’t know who to tag anymore. I looked through my latest reblogs and likes so I think some of you don’t even follow me, sorry 🙈 don’t feel like you have to do it. And everyone else who does want to answer to these, you are tagged

[peachteastudiess]

Happy 2020 my dearest peaches!!

I started my “roaring 20s” with a cup of chai latte and a piece of red velvet cake. I went out for breakfast with my cousin and we ate in this small coffee shop in East London and after that I went to work. I was pretty happy! What did you do on the first day of the 2020s?

I wish you all a magnificent decade! 🍑

[sweet-villain]

Feelings~4~ Joseph Quinn

Previous Part

Warning : Smut ahead

Tags : @haylaansmi @m-rae23 @peachteastudiess @thxliaaa @edtomh @eddiemuns0nl0ver @bratckerman @hellfirefiend @wren-2-d @munsonmolls

His hand running down your thighs, " Did Jamie touch you like this?" he cooed, looking up at you with his eyes. They were no longer brown, darker almost black. " Do you need help to make you cum, sweetheart?"

"Please," you whispered, " I want you, Joseph."

Joseph darkly chuckled before hooking his fingers into the waistband of your shorts, before pulling them down your legs. His gaze set on the glistering part between your legs.

Your chest heaved up and down, a gasp escaping your mouth feeling the cold air and thrusting your hips up as this thumb began to rub on one of your spots. Squeezing your eyes shut your body trembled, " it's feels so good, Joe. Please.."

" Be patient," he slaps your thing, making you gasp. His gaze narrowed into a glare, " if you aren't going to be a good girl, then I won't give you what you want."

You bite your lip, " I'm sorry."

He hummed before diving in, wrapping his lips around your pulsing bud. Your entire body shot up, letting out a cry as waves of pleasure shot through your core. His hands held your hips down, as his tongue flicked, making you arch your hips.

You felt like your whole body was on fire.

Your eyes went wide at the sloppy sounds he was making with his mouth, " Look at me, sweetheart," he mumbled, your hooded eyes peeking at him. He flattened his tongue, before licking to your slit, making your body jolt.

" Did Jamie eat you out like this,"he mocked, then began flicking the tip of his tongue against your clit, " or am I the only one that can lick this pussy?"

His tongue then slide into your folds, before pulling in and out. His thumb circled on your swollen bud, " Joseph, I"m going- I don't-I can't-"

" Cum for me sweetheart," he encouraged, " Let it go, let me take care of you."

He took care of you all night long

-

You stared at him in the dark as his chest rose up and down. As he took care of you all night, you could not help but think what about the person he was seeing. He hasn't mentioned anyone since he got to your parents house.

He turned to his side and rose his head a bit seeing you weren't on the pillow next to him. His eyes land on you sitting up, he turns on the bedside lamp that was next to him. Squinting with one eye, and yawning as he looks over to you. Some of his curls plastered on his forehead and some are a mess around his head.

" Why aren't you sleeping?" He asks, rubbing his eyes as he sits up next to you.

" I can't sleep" he yawns again. The only thing that is blocking you from curling to him and cuddling him was the sheet between the two of you.

He eyes the expression on your face watching as you bite the edge of your thumb looking at the wall like you had something on your mind.

" What are you thinking about?" he asks, sitting up against the headboard or the wall as he couldn't go to bed now without worrying about you. He watched as the sheet covered your front but the back, his eyes roamed on the skin that he felt a few hours ago under his fingertips. You were soft as a feather under his touch.

" Nothing" you muttered not really wanting to have this conversation with him when you woke up him with your sleeping. " Go back to bed, it's late" you laid down with your back to him.

But he laid down next to you, moving closer to you. You can feel him rubbing against your ass, but he wasn't hard. His arm wrapped around you, placing a kiss on your bare shoulder.

" Doesn't sound like anything" he taps the side of your head with his finger. " I know you, you tend to hide when you say it's nothing when it's something"

You sighed, there was no way of getting out of this and might as well talk to him. You turned to face him and you were inches away from his face, noses almost rubbing against each other as you gaze into his tired brown eyes.

" It's just-.. this is confusing..."his eyebrows frowned together as you continued, " you flirt with and again, sleep with me, and for what? To pull at my heart strings again?"

It takes him awhile to answer your question. You watch as his eyes search into your for something, he bites his bottom lip as he thinks to himself.

" No, I am not trying to hurt you if that's what you are getting at. I like this, being with you Y/N" you rolled your eyes.

" But do you feel something between us?" you had to ask him this because you weren't about to play cat and mouse with him. This has to end, you weren't going to be his toy anymore.

He was silent for quite some time, his breath fanning over your face but it's the moving away and turning to face the ceiling that gave you the answer. You rose up into a sitting position to look at him, yet he was being too quiet for your liking and you were scared.

You nodded as taking the silence as your answer feeling the tears coming, you didn't bother to grab anything as you headed to the bathroom. The softness of your patter of your feet told Joseph that you had left him alone in bed. He looks at the empty side of the bed, where you were laying moments again and turns to his side putting his hand there feeling the warmth there and inhaling your scent.

He can't give you an answer because he is scared of falling in love, that's what's happening. He is a coward that is afraid to give you his heart. The thought of Jamie and you spending time together, riled him up because he wanted to be the one to spend time with you.

He stood up from the bed, running a hand down his tired face as he pulled on his boxers and made his way to the bathroom door. He gently knocks on it.

He doesn't hear anything from the other side.

" Y/N?" he calls out to you but you stand on the other side of the door, a white cotton towel wrapped around you as you stare at yourself in the mirror. The tired, sad eyes stare back at you.

How could you do this to yourself? Why would you let him in again? He broke your heart once again and you let him.

Once you hear your name being called making you scoff looking at the door in disgust. You stayed in the bathroom, getting into the bathtub. Looks like you were going to sleep here for the night, being around Joseph was not something you wanted right now.

Joseph frowned and tried to open the door, but the door wouldn't budge. You had locked yourself in the bathroom, upset and hurt by him.

He called your name a couple more times before deciding to go back to bed. If you were going to act like this, he would try again in the morning.

Yet in the morning, he got dressed and left. He was upset and angry, more at himself for things getting to be like this.

-

" He mentioned me over dinner? You must be joking" Jamie gaped at when you mentioned that Joseph was at your parents place and then you slept with him the following night.

" He did, and he wasn't too happy to find out were going to Europe together" Jamie chuckled, nodding his head.

" Of course he's not, darling. He's jealous of how close you and I got"

" I told him I didn't want to be part of his life, and yet he is playing with my feelings again and one again, I'm stupid for letting him"

" You love him" Jamie says, putting his hand on top of yours as you two were out for lunch. It seems as Jamie was the only person you would rant to and he would make you feel better.

" I wish I didn't. Like why him? Why couldn't it be you?" Jamie chuckles, leaning back into his chair.

" Darling as much as I would of loved it to be me, it's not and yes we had great sex, and we always have fun when we hang out but your heart is set on Joseph"

" Ugh, I hate it when you're right" he shrugged, " now eat before it gets too cold"

You glanced down at your food remembering this was the same place you used to go with Joseph to grab lunch, and yet here you were with Jamie who has been wonderful to you.

" A trip is all you need to get your mind off of little Joseph"

" Maybe, has he tried to contact you?" Jamie shook his head even thought Joseph is really close friend of his, he wasn't calling Jamie to check on him or asking him to hang out. More like Joseph was trying to stay away from Jamie.

" You two are close, I don't see why he wouldn't want to catch up"

Jamie gave you a look

" Darling, are you this dense?" he asks. " Hey! Not nice" you threw a piece of bread at him making him laugh.

" The man adores you and has feelings for you, but maybe. Maybe he is too scared to admit that he wants a relationship with you. You two have slept together more than I can count on my fingers, of course some feelings will happen. It's Joseph we're talking about."

"It just hurts he couldn't man up and tell me his feelings"

Jamie nodded, understanding.

" Give him time, he might come around and surprise you"

You leaned back in your seat hoping maybe Jamie was right.

_

" Hi Mom! Just wanted to check in on you since I left, I hope you aren't mad at me" you had your phone between your shoulder and head as you packed for your trip with Jamie.

" No, sweetheart. I know you had some sort of fight with Joseph, I completely understand you want your space"

" Thank you mom, how's dad? How's Anna? ( your sister)"

" You're dad is at work, he has more hours this week and he's been doing good. He said you should come visit us again soon, he wants to take you out to the shops. Anna has been studying for her midterms, she has been in her room sometimes cooped up in there, give her a call and reassure her please, when you can?"

" I will mom, I'm packing for my trip to Europe"

She made a hm sound before asking.

" Who is Jamie?" you chuckled knowing she would bring it up one way or another. " He's a good friend, Mom"

" Is he cute? Handsome?"

" Yes mom, he's an actor and musician" this made your mom happy to hear. She really thought Jamie was a boyfriend you were hiding.

" We aren't dating, Mom. He's just a friend who looks after me"

" sounds like he likes you" she comments, you scrunched up your eyebrows. Jamie likes you? No way, he was just making sure you were okay and making sure you wren't upset.

" Mom, I have to go" you tell her. " Okay sweetie, I love you and stay safe. Call me when you can"

" Love you too Mom, give Ann and Dad my love" then you hung up the phone throwing the phone on the bed.

Running your hands through your hair thinking about what your mom said.

" He can't like me, can't he?"

-

As you arrived at the airport, Jamie greets you with a cup of coffee and a smile on his face. His hood is up shielding his face with a pair of sunglasses. He didn't want any attention from the paparazzi.

" Good Morning, darling. Don't you look comfy"you glanced down at what you were wearing, a pair of sweats and a matching hoodie and sneakers.

" Thank you?"he laughed at your response poking your nose. As you stood in line to check in, a familiar face caught your eye.

" You got to be kidding me" you looked over to Jamie who heard you, and crouches down to your level to see who you were looking at. He rolls his eyes as he sees who it is.

" Why is he here?" Joseph locks eyes with you as he makes his way over to you and Jamie.

" Well look at who I found" he looks at you then at Jamie, when he gazes at Jamie, his mouth goes in a thin line as he nods.

" What are you doing, Joe?" you stepped in between Jamie and him.

" Going on a little vacation" Jamie snorted hearing him knowing well aware that he was just going to spy on you. " Just leave her alone" he tells him.

Joseph eyes squint at his so called friend, pursing his lips he shakes his head.

" I am going on vacation, I don't know what you are talking about" Jamie throws his head back groaning as he faces Joseph.

" You aren't fooling anyone, admit it how you feel about Y/N before it's too late"

" what do you mean before it's too late?" he eyes Jamie up and down trying to figure it out. Jamie averts his gaze to something else while you look at the two trying to understand how to put an end to this.

"I would treat her better than what you have done" Jamie mutters and it feels like the whole world stops at his world. Jamie on the other hand feels like he wants to throw up his heart and whatever else is biting inside of him.

" Excuse me?" Joseph gaped at him.

" I don't need to repeat myself. You are aware of what I said, I'm not stupid Joe"

You were stunned at Jamie's confession but he was right, Joseph hasn't' been treating you the way you need to be and Jamie did. But you had no feelings for Jamie, you were confused.

You grabbed your bags stepping out of line rolling it to the exit.

You couldn't handle this right now. You could not even breathe.

" Y/N?" you heard Jamie call out to you, Joseph did too as the two tried to catch up with you through the mass of people now recognizing who they were.

[icepeachhime]

tagged by @aster-study

rules: answer 20 questions, then tag 20 bloggers you want to get know better.

NAME: anastasia

NICKNAMES: sia, lil

ZODIAC SIGN: leo

HEIGHT: 1.48m

LANGUAGES SPOKEN: russian, english

NATIONALITY: russian

FAVOURITE SEASON: summer or late spring

FAVOURITE FLOWER: cotton

FAVOURITE SCENT: wood and fire smoke

FAVOURITE COLOR: pastel yellow

FAVOURITE ANIMAL: cat

FAVOURITE FICTIONAL CHARACTER: Monte Cristo

COFFEE, TEA, OR HOT CHOCOLATE: coffee

AVERAGE SLEEP HOURS: 5-7 hours

DOG OR CAT PERSON: cat person

NUMBER OF BLANKETS YOU SLEEP WITH: 1

DREAM TRIP: [currently outside] seoul

BLOG ESTABLISHED: winter-spring of 2019

RANDOM FACT: i collect postcards and enjoy sending them

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💛 to anyone who see this. Feel free to be involved even if not tagged.

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27052019

39/100 days of productivity

I. Am. So. Stupid.

I procrastinated too long and now I'm not ready for tomorrow's literature exam. Life is just great. I'm gonna end the year with a marvelous D. Great! 😭

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12052019

37/100 days of productivity

Some notes for the science test I have tomorrow.

Currently listening to: Lizzo - Truth Hurts

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29042019

35/100 days of productivity

Back to school is not my cup of tea, but I'll still try.

Currently listening to: Mira - Anii mei

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05042019

31/100 days of productivity

Just the messiest part of my desk and a little bit of Huxley.

Currently listening to: Maruv e Boosin - Drunk Groove

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26052019

38/100 days of productivity

Studying for... drum roll please... another Italian literature test! The creativity in this blog and in my school life is really something!

Currently listening to: Ritchie - Menina Veneno

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The sky after the rain is always beautiful 🌧️

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13032019

27/100 days of productivity

First day of PON. I already want to go home. Politics are not my style. 🍑