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âmy beloved⊠please pick up, pleaseâŠâ he says as he stares at his phone. your lover had been away on a business trip, much to his dissatisfaction as he had to go days without you.
after a few more rings you finally picked up, turning on the camera so you could see each other.
âhi, loveâ you say and chuckle as you could practically see him melt. he was grinning ear to ear, delighted that he could finally see you, albeit on a screen, it was truly better than nothing.
âi miss you like crazy, you donât even know half of it, my beloved. i had boring meetings all day and a sad and lonely dinner all by myself, i didnât want to dine with my business partners. you were in my mind all day long.â your lover admits with a cute pout, wrapping his blanket around him to mimic your embrace, even if it was not even nearly close to a fraction of your warmth.
your lover paused for a bit to silently admire you before he continued. âwhat were you up to? did you miss me? did you think as much about me as i did about you?â
âwhat an onslaught of question, dearâ you say with an adorable grin, your lover was truly adorable.
âbut yes, i have been thinking about you all day. iâve been doing my normal stuff as usual.. and looking forward to your returnâ
he smiles warmly at the mutual feeling of you missing him too. âmy beloved, i will be back tomorrow before you know it. the first thing iâll do is catch up on our missed cuddles. i will be looking forward to it. you better prepare yourself, my love.â
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DOUBLE TROUBLE

.àłàż feat. atsumu + osamu miya
in which: the twins have a little bet, and youâre their next target. who can make you cum the most on halloween night without anyone knowing, keep quiet virgin or youâll get caught.
warning: 18+, college!au, fratboy!inarizaki, oblivious!reader, non+ dubcon/peer pressure, threesome, corruptive thoughts, misogyny (?), manipulation, drugs (molly), vaginal fingering, vaginal penetration, unprotected, petname: angel, oral (f!receiving + m!receiving), virginity loss, exhibitionism + voyeurism, implied orgy (with suna), sunaosa TEASE, theyâre sleazy hoes. wc: 2k
àłàż kiâs note: this is fic was supposed to kickstart my kinktober series. i hope you love this as much as i do because i had the best time writing it! in my mind itâs still october đ divider: @cafekitsune

two devils, one angel, and fate. being a virgin sacrifice wasnât necessarily on your halloween bucket list for this year.
â âĄïž â
âcanât think of anyone to bring âsamu ?â atsumu piqued, osamu is supposed to be the smart one.
the infamous twins had been thinking for some time on who to invite to their annual halloween party.
there were plenty of guests, but they needed someone special for the night.
atsumuâs fucked half of the bimbos from his fan club, meanwhile osamu was never satisfied with any of his groupies.
âwell,â he starts. âi have an idea.â the light bulb in his head flickered before finally going off when he thought of the perfect girl. the dainty little college freshman whom he sees walking around campus all dolled up.
âwhoâs that girl that we always see with sunarin?â he ponders, in attempt to remember your name. atsumuâs eyes lit up when he realized. he knew exactly who his brother was talking about.
osamu really was a genius.
ây/n..â his tone was unsure, but curious nonetheless. osamu shot a finger gun âbingo.â indicating that his atsumu was right on the money. they paused, staring at one another as if they were reading each others minds. twin telepathy surely was a blessing. if they were both thinking correctly it seems like theyâve got a target.
*incoming facetime from; suna rintaro*
âyes suna?â you answer holding the phone above your face. âwhatâre you doing tomorrow?â the abrupt question never threw you off anymore, it was common for suna taking you on all kinda of spontaneous adventures on and off campus.
â âm not doing anything, gonna watch horror movies and eat candy.â suna eyed you feigning disgust, what lame plans. âabsolutely not..â he scoffs, âthe twins invited you to their party tomorrow and youâre going.â the miya twins were mutual friends and have been known to throw some awesome ragers from time to time, how could you decline such an offer?
âi donât have a costume???â honestly you were trying to find any excuse possible to lessen your chances of coming home wasted on halloween night. but suna had a solution to everything, even this. âwear white, iâll sort out the rest.â he hung up after the condescending message, leaving you to piece together his surprise.
white, the colour of purity and innocence. nothing is innocent about a college party, especially because,
halloween was the one night a year a girl could dress like a total slut, and no one could say anything about it.
a firm knock was set on your dorm room door. âletâs goâ his eyes fixated as you opened the door. suna mildly regrets not taking up the twinsâ offer to join them on their escapade tonight, especially with the way that dress hugs your body. he quickly releases himself from the dirty thoughts.
âokay, whatâs my costume? you said wear white.â sunaâs hand rises from his side revealing a halo. makes sense why he told you to wear white now. it wasnât until you took in his costume that really made you understand his choice.
heâs dressed in a red button up, except the buttons werenât being used at all. the devil horns stuck in his hair confirmed the unoriginal costume idea. a few days back he mentioned matching costumes with the rest of his fraternity, and if you had to see the rest of them like this, than you were sure that attending this party was worth it.
the house was loud, as much as it was crowded, sunaâs hand around your wrist is the only thing preventing you from getting caught in the ocean of people.
âsunarin! weâre over here.â pi kappa alpha (Î ÎÎ) was one of seven frats at your university, and was definitely the hottest. pretty, rich boys with the world at their disposal. everyone knew this but that never stopped girls from clinging onto them, after all osamuâs arms and atsumuâs absâ focus!
âah, you made it.â osamu exclaimed opening his arms for a particularly tight hug. you hugged all of them, each cologne scent different from the last. âmind if we steal rin for a minute? wonât be long, promise.â atsumuâs tone of voice couldnât have been more condescending, talking to you so sweet and saccharin. you nodded, shooting the quintet a small smile, before going to find a drink.
âan angel, cute.â atsumu watched your back was you walked away into a crowd of people. all that clouded his thoughts were all the things he wanted to do to you throughout the night. âget yer head intha game. what are the rules?â osamu chuckled, it was no doubt that he was having the same thoughts as his brother. thatâs for sure.
â âts 10:30, whoever can make her cum the most before midnight first wins. unless you fuck her that is.. sheâs a virgin so if you manage to to take her virginity you automatically win. get caught and you have to restart.â the night is young and the rules were set, but there was one question unanswered, whats the prize for a game such as this?
money of course. sex and money have been interchangeable for as long as mankind can remember, no difference here. a thousand dollars put up by each member, totalling to five thousand. winner takes all, loser gets nothing. may the best twin win.
atsumu wasted no time following you to the kitchen hearing the laughs from his friends behind. unfortunate for him bokuto caught your attention a little too quickly. he watched the two of you laugh and introduce yourselves to one another. it wouldnât go on for much longer, not if atsumu could help it.
âbo-kun! do me a favor wouldâya?â he said, slinging an arm over your shoulder. âget some more ice for the cooler, âts intha basement.â
in boy world, this was a territorial interaction meaning; get the fuck out of here.
meanwhile in girl world, you didnât think anything of it.
bokuto cheerfully agreed uttering ânice meeting you!â before sliding past the crowd of people to go fetch that ice.
âcute costume miya.â you look up to see him above your shoulder. he unhooks his arm from your side, leaning up against the counter. ânot too bad yourself. you look,â he pauses for a mere few seconds. thoughts of you and how innocent you look plagued his mind, costume doesnât help either. something in him was excited to taint that, youâd look so much prettier with your makeup smudged and begging him to make you cum, he thought.
âpretty,â he smiled, eyes shifting around your lips, and neck then back to your eyes. âyou look really fucking pretty.â
ânights still young, you like games?â you tilted your head at the question. a suspicious question but how could anyone say no to him. âdependsss..â you drag out the word, tone laced with hesitation. this was all one big game, that you unfortunately didnât know you were apart of, throwing another in the mix couldnât hurt.
âhow do ya feel about suck and blow?â
ââĄïžâ
suna forcefully offered up kitaâs amex for the game, safe to say that heâs not happy about it.
the game rules were simple; suck and blow, on a card that is. pass the card mouth to mouth without dropping it. drop it and make out with the next person in front of everyone and spend an additional 10 minutes in an enclosed space. sounds easy right? it wasnât a pi kappa alpha party without this tradition, they have a separate room dedicated for games such as these.
you watched intensely as the card made its rounds over and over you successfully received and passed it on. you were also standing between atsumu and bokuto, yikes! the card was making its way back around and like before it was just a matter of sucking and blowing, until you were locking lips with one of the hottest guys on campus. atsumu âdropped the cardâ by accident, catalyzing the makeout sesh between the two of you.
itâs hot, itâs sloppy, itâs fucking miya atsumu.
you feel his smile on your lips as he slips his tongue in between yours, aiming for your bottom lip. the whooping, and whistling among the group was enough to encourage the egotism within you both to put on a nice show for everyone. your nails intertwining in his undercut, while his arms hug your waist.
âokay okay,â kita pushes, removing the two of you off of each other. â10 minutes, you know the drill.â
the frat brothers exchange a glance, one of many kita has shared with his little since atsumu started college.
the amount of girls that have survived that room, godspeed.
hearing the door close behind you was almost frightening, even after the spectacle you put on for everyone just now. it wasnât until you took a few steps in you noticed this is a bedroom, not your average stuffy coat closet.
âsuna teach you to kiss like that or what?â he teases, watching you stare at him in disbelief. âcanât believe he hasnât fucked you yet.â
guess iâll be the first, he thought.
suna? fucking you? confusion was an understatement really. unbeknownst to you they all thought you were sunas secret fuck buddy till he told them you were untouched.
atsumu almost forgot, and the realization ran through his blood with pure mischief. he was ready to get his hands on you and play with his toy of the night.
âletâs have some fun, yea?â he quips, walking towards you. âfun like what?â unintentionally you take a step back, the two of you flowing in a seamless b-line towards the bed as he goes forward and you go back.
âyouâre a big girl right? in college now. ya know what big girls do?â his tone was informative signalling that thereâs more to his mini monologue. âbig college girlsâŠkiss, and suck, and fuck boys.â
the smooth of your calves hit the sheets.
âa-atsumu iâmââ youâre a stuttering mess, and he finds it adorable.
âyouâre what?â he mocks, lifting his voice up an octave to replicate you. it was only a matter of seconds before you were pushed onto the bed with his body caging yours beneath him.
it was all happening so fast, itâs not that you didnât want to but this has never happened before. being stuck in a room with a guy especially an experienced one was never on you to-do list for today.
atsumuâs done this to many girls. heâs used to fucking bitches every week and you were no different. he never looses and heâs damn sure nothing will change that tonight.
âiâve never done this beforeâŠâ shame drowns your conscience as you confess what you thought was a secret. little did you know, he knew.
âsâokay,â his lips pecked against your jaw lightly, he could feel how tense you were but curious as well. âjust wanna make you feel good, hmm?â you could feel atsumuâs hand creeping between your thighs though his eyes never leaving yours. this look on your face, the look of a virgin, never gets old for him.
the inquisitive look of âmaybe itâs not so badâ staring back at him as he pulls your panties to the side running his fingers along your wet folds. you didnât protest, or squirm, or defy, you just laid there beady eyes staring, legs spread for him awaiting his touch.
simultaneously, his fingers slide into you with ease while sharing a kiss to keep you quiet, earning a soft moan onto his lips. your body canât help but concentrate at the foreign feeling of someone else other than yourself fingering you. âahhhâ! s-slow down âtsumu, too much!â
âno can do angel, got a lot ridinâ on ya.â completely dismissing your feelings, he continues to pump his fingers into your leaking cunt. âhurts..â you whine. âatsumu it hurts!â
âdonât lie ta me pretty, i can feel you clenching âround me.â your face flushed at his words, fluttering around his fingers. besides the slight discomfort it felt so fucking good, you really couldnât get enough of it.
the humiliation you felt hearing the lewd squelching of his digits fingerfucking you was apparent. you watched in awe as he sped up, arm now jackhammering in and out of you at an ruthless pace. âfuckfuckfuck!â you cry, eyes brimming with tears.
atsumu traps your lips in a messy kiss, tasting a mixture alcohol on each others tongues. whines and whimpers escape fall from your lips onto his at the feeling of the coil in your stomach about to break. the euphoria that overcomes your body when your legs begin to tremble, thighs squeezing around his hand, your virgin cunny covers his fingers in sticky cum.
but his assault on your pussy doesnât stop there, heâs still going; fucking you through your orgasm. âcanât stop there, you can give me another one baby, know you can.â
âno! c-canât take it! iââ his hand quickly cups around your lips, muffling any sound that dares to come out of your mouth. timeâs almost up and atsumu would throw more than a fit if he got caught and had to restart already.
he could feel it again, your pussy clenching around his fingers. atsumu continued at his gruelling pace, with a slick smile on his face. It was so cute seeing you like this, half an hour ago you walked into this party as an innocent little thing, and now he had you exactly where he wanted you â under him with his fingers buried inside of you, on your second orgasm.
âcumming⊠âm cummingâ!â you mumble under the weight of his hand, eyes fluttering shut. âatta-fucking-girl angel.â your chest heaved and knees buckled while you creamed on the blondes fingers once more this time at full force, making you see stars before he pulled out of you.
âwasnât so hard now was it?â he smiled sucking your slick off of his fingers. atsumu is now leading by two points and cocky was an understatement, he can feel himself growing hard watching your body go limp against the sheets. if he had the time, heâd take you right then and there but there was always an opportunity for that.
âmake yourself decent before you come out.â was the last thing he said to you, chuckling while the door clicked shut behind him.
get yourself together! the sound of your own voice mentally cursing you was enough to spring you back to your feet, pulling your dress down, and fixing your hair. luckily for you, everyone continued their conversations, dancing, and games as you crept out the room exhaling heavily with relief.
a few eyes lingered, especially kitaâs. he peered at you from afar, while atsumu whispered in his ear. he raised the red solo cup with an upward tilt of his head before smirking in your direction, taking a sip from the cup.
frat boys are just the equivalent to mean girls.
hell, it hasnât even been five minutes and heâs already going around telling everyone. you couldnât bare to see it really, causing you to relocate somewhere else in the house, the stairs.
you sat on the wooden steps, eyes glued onto your phone screen. the feeling of someone walking down was evident as the hardwood took a dip at the weight, it was osamu.
he pondered, swirling the liquid courage in his hand. how could he get you on his white linen sheets? he thought. osamu smirked at the idea that popped into his head soon after remembering the common denominator between his bed and that dress youâre wearing.
starring at your back from a few steps above, his eyes moveded to suna who was situated mere meters away from where you sat. he feigns tipping his cup, eyes pointing down to where you sat then back to the brunette.
it was genius, if he ruins that pretty little dress of yours youâll have no choice but to take it off.
âdo it.â suna mouthed covering his words with a cupped hand.
the weight of someone walking down the stairs returns after having paused, you didnât think much of it until alcohol poured down your shoulder and into your bra from above you.
âsorry angel! that was my bad.â osamu quips, downing the rest of his cup.
âyouâve got to be kidding me..â
ârelaaax,â he drawls before reassuring that âyou can come change up here.â
ââĄïžâ
osamu scanned his closet looking for one of his old flingsâ clothes murmuring, âno-no-no-too big-too smallâ damn i should call her..â as he looks through the assortment of clothing.
you waited on his bed partly disgusted at the fact that these clothes were equivalent to trophies.
âcheck that drawer taâ your left for something.â he gestures a waving hand, pointing to the side table next to his bed.
the drawer was less then helpful, containing: condoms, an agent provocateur set (brand new, mind you), a bottle of dior sauvage, and a miniature plastic bag with two smiley face pills in it.
he has drugs just laying in his room?
âwhatâre these?â prodding at the drugs you ask, dangling the bag between delicate fingers.
he turns to face you, smirking when he sees what caught your curiosity. âa pretty girl named, molly.â osamu banged a girl with that name now that he thinks about it.
âyou guys seriously take these?â eyes narrowing at the tiny pill analyzing itâs appearance, but wanting to know more at the same time. âare they fun?â
osamu closes the closet door, leaning against the frame with his arms crossed. his attention is focused elsewhere when you display genuine interest in the party drug.
âwanna find out?â he asks with the tilt of his head.
fuck around and find out was an understatement, getting fucked after finding out was more accurate really.
âfuuuuck âsamu..â your manicure runs through silver hair, as he messily laps at your cunt.
every flick of his tongue making your knees buckle, the pleasure was overwhelming your lower half as he teased your clit with the tip his tongue.
you couldnât get over how good it feels, what was the point of staying a virgin when thereâs men who will pleasure you like the miya twins.
âpussy tastes sâgood princess.â he mumbles onto you, sending vibrations up your spine, continuing to eat you like youâre his last meal.
he could feel now eager you were to get off, grinding yourself against his face in hopes to chase the orgasmic high that your body was so close to.
the loud noises of his mouth smothered against your pussy and broken whimpers fill up the room.
loud enough for suna to hear through the bedroom door heâs standing on the other side of. he could feel his erection growing, listening to his best friend taint his virgin girl bestie on the most sinister night of the year.
ârighthererighthere! âm cummingâ oh fuck!â the euphoric feelings of the drug in your system enhanced every last nerve running through your veins.
youâre loud, high pitched whines falling from your throat as you throw your head back, eyes shutting tight.
osamuâs face pushed into your cunt with force, nose nudging at your clit. little did the two of you know, the brunette purposely walked into the room with you on the verge of a mind blowing orgasm and osamuâs mouth quite busy.
âyou cumming?â suna asks, gripping your face with slender fingers.
your eyes shoot open to see one of his hands planted on the back of osamuâs head pushing his mouth deeper into your pussy, the other holding your face, taunting from above.
âoh yea, youâre fucked.â he taunts, pushing your lips into a kissy face forcefully moving your head from side to side, observing your features.
sunaâs done his fair share to know you werenât all there, your dilated pupils, flushed face and very vulnerable state gave it away.
âdonât be shy, go on. might be âsamu going to town on ya but your attentions on me, hmm?â
seeing you tweaked out on the verge of your third orgasm of the night really did it for him.
it was torture, watching and hearing the twins have their fun with you meanwhile he had to watch.
absolutely no fair. heâs the reason you even considered coming to the party at all it wouldnât be all that bad if he used you as a reward for his efforts, now would it?
ârin!!â you whine, âget out! this is embarrassing!â
suna doesnât bother listening to your protest. heâs already slid his shirt off, unbuckling his belt watching osamu make you cum.
âmove it.â he chuckles, tugging at grey locks.
âhey, i had her first.â osamu scoffs at his friends audacity.
âtechnically atsumu had her first, but itâs my turn. so, are you gonna keep bitchinâ or get your dick sucked while i fuck her?â
the two boys spoke as of you werenât even there, like you were just an object for them to play with. this wasnât about the bet anymore. this was about you, and the fact that theyâd never get the opportunity to see your tweaked out, legs spread, off molly ever again.
a once in a lifetime opportunity with you in a position to not protest.
sunaâs shadow hovered over you, manipulating your body to fit both of them on osamuâs mattress.
hazy eyes stared into his green ones with incoherent mumbles falling from your lips. seeing you fucked out made him want it that much more.
âhang in there for us pretty.â his voice sounding so sincere, meanwhile rubbing the tip of his cock along your slit.
he pushes into you without warning, stretching your cunt around his girth.
âshit..â he hisses through his teeth. âdefinitely a virgin, fuck.â
âahâ!â your hand flies to his chest in attempt to get him to slow down. âsâtoo much..â
ânone of that,â osamu coos, grabbing your wrist.
you didnât even notice that he slid his boxers off, smearing precum on your lips like lipgloss.
âhey âsamu whereâs theââ atsumu says, swinging the door open to the lewdest live scene heâs ever seen. âholy hell.â
âare you gonna stare or join?â

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Meet Me On a Midsummer's Night.



Pairings: beefy!Bucky x F!Reader [ pre-established rs ] Warning: MUTUAL PINING. FLUFF. BUCKY SMUG AND A TEASING MF. PDA. Summary: On a hot night, you canât fall asleep thinking about this and thatâ you finally call Bucky. You didnât know he'd come out to meet you but he did. A/N: I've been digging my playlist and I stumbled upon my old korean hip-hop playlist. It's summer here in Aus and the song is about meeting someone they like in the middle of the night and this is the product. I'll leave the song here, and if you know this song, you're awesome.
The ceiling fan creaked overhead, pushing the thick, summer air around your room without mercy. You kicked off your sheet for what felt like the hundredth time, staring at the faint glow of your phone on the nightstand. Midnight, it whispered, daring you to do something impulsive.
Your thumb hovered over Buckyâs name in your contacts, nerves coiling in your stomach. The sensible part of you begged you to stop. But the other partâthe part that lingered on his laugh too long, memorized the exact shade of his smileâurged you forward.
Your thumb hovered over his name in your contacts for an embarrassing amount of time. You bit your lip, debating, until finallyâfinallyâyou pressed Call before you could change your mind.
It only rang once before his voice poured through the speaker, low and warm like honey.
âHey.â
His voice was warm and a little raspy, like he hadnât quite shaken off sleep. The sound wrapped around you, and your lips curled into a smile you were too glad he couldnât see.
âHey,â you whispered back, trying not to sound too breathless. âWhatâre you doing?â
âNot much. Just⊠chilling.â A faint rustle came through the line, like heâd sat up. âYou?â
You pressed your palm to your forehead, silently berating yourself. What were you doing? What was this? And why did your heart feel like it was trying to climb out of your chest?
âI, umâcanât sleep,â you blurted before logic could catch up to your words. âItâs the heat. Thought maybe⊠youâd want to meet up?â
There was a pause on the other end, long enough that you bit your lip and cursed yourself for saying something so ridiculous. Then Bucky chuckled, low and warm, like he couldnât quite believe you.
âItâs midnight,â he said, his tone teasing. But then, softer: âSure.â
You blinked, your stomach flipping in a way that felt entirely too much for someone agreeing to meet you.Â
âCool,â you said, trying for nonchalant.
âCool,â he echoed. There was a pause, and you could almost picture the amused quirk of his lips. âUh⊠so⊠we actually need a meeting place, if weâre doing this.â
âOh, gosh, yeah,â you stammered, flustered. Your fingers curled into the sheets as you scrambled for an idea. âUm⊠your favorite bar? Death and Taxes? Thatâs still your favorite, right?â
He laughed, soft and deep, like he couldnât help himself. âStill my favorite. Death and Taxes it is.â
You could almost picture him leaning back against the headboard, his lips quirking up at the corners.
âOkay. See you in a bit.â
âYeah⊠see you.â
The call ended, and you pressed your phone against your chest like it could stop your heart from breaking free of your ribcage. For a moment, you just sat there, letting the giddy, reckless feeling take over. You stared at the ceiling, cheeks warm, a wild smile tugging at your lips.
Then you bolted out of bed.
Your closet door creaked open as you rifled through it, tossing rejected options onto the floor. Something light, something comfortableâit wasnât like this was a date. But still, you didnât want to look like youâd just rolled out of bed, even though you absolutely had. You finally settled on a loose, flowy top and shorts, tying your hair back with a lazy knot and slipping on your sandals.
The walk to the bar felt longer than it should have, every step only adding to the fluttery mess in your stomach. It wasnât nerves, exactlyâokay, maybe it was nerves. It had been so long since youâd seen him. Long enough that you werenât entirely sure if youâd even recognize him.
He wasnât big on social media, wasnât one for selfies or tagged pictures. Sure, you had the version of him burned into your memoryâthe sharp jawline, piercing eyes, the way he always looked like he belonged in a leather jacket, even if he wasnât wearing one. But people changed. What if heâd changed? What if he walked up, and you had to pretend to place him? The thought made your cheeks flush with secondhand embarrassment.
You arrived first, of course. The bar was quiet at this hour, the neon sign glowing faintly against the brick wall, casting soft red and blue hues onto the sidewalk. You stood just outside, rocking slightly on your heels, the nightâs heat sticking to your skin. The air buzzed with crickets and the faint hum of cars in the distance, but all you could focus on was the wild beat of your heart.
Would he even look the same? Would it be weird? Would heâ
âY/N.â
The sound of your name cut through your thoughts, and you turned on instinct.
The world slowed.
It wasnât just a turn. It was a pivot, a gasp caught in your throat as your eyes found him. And oh. Oh, Bucky.
He stood a few feet away, hands shoved into the pockets of dark jeans that fit him almost criminally well. The kind of fit that made your brain short-circuit. His shirt was simple, black, stretched over broad shoulders that practically dared you to look away. His long hair, slightly tousled, caught the faint glow of the neon light, framing his face like heâd just stepped out of a movie poster. And that face. God, that face. The sharp lines of his jaw softened only by the faint stubble that made him look rugged in the most devastating way.
Tall, solid, impossibly handsomeâthis wasnât the boy youâd known. This was⊠something else entirely.
âHey,â he said, his voice lower, richer than you remembered, like heâd spent the years perfecting it. His lips curled into a small, almost shy smile, but his eyesâblue and brightâwere locked on you, like he couldnât quite believe you were real.
You stood frozen, blinking up at him, every coherent thought scattering like confetti. It felt like the kind of moment people wrote songs about, the kind where the summer air turned into something magical just because he was in it.
âBucky,â you managed, your voice embarrassingly breathy. âYou⊠youâre here.â
âI am,â he said, his smile widening slightly. He stepped closer, and you swore you could feel the heat radiating off him even from a foot away. âYou⊠okay? You look like youâve seen a ghost.â
âSorry,â you blurted, gripping the strap of your bag tighter. âItâs just⊠itâs been a while. And youââ You gestured vaguely at him, your face hot. âYouâre⊠you lookâŠâ
His brows lifted, his grin turning into something teasing. âI lookâŠ?â
Like a Greek god. Like a walking, talking fever dream. Like youâve ruined every other man for me.
âGood,â you finished lamely, your voice pitching up slightly at the end. âYou look good.â
His chuckle was soft, but it wrapped around you like a warm blanket, and you caught the way his gaze swept over you. Not hurried, not lazyâjust deliberate enough to make your skin tingle.
âSo do you,â he said, his tone casual, but the way he said itâlow, like it was just for youâsent your heart tumbling into your stomach. âBetter than good, actually.â
Your laugh came out nervous and breathy as you tried to deflect. âWhat, like you expected me to show up in pajamas?â
He shrugged, that teasing smile still playing on his lips. âWouldnât have minded. You could probably pull them off.â
It was impossible to tell if he was joking. It was even more impossible to figure out why your brain was suddenly turning into melted butter.
âAnyway,â he said, glancing toward the bar before looking back at you. âShall we?â
âY-Yes, letâs go.â you replied, your voice steadier now, though your pulse was still racing.
He smiled again, the kind of smile that felt like a secret, like you were the only one who got to see it. Then he stepped aside, motioning toward the door.Â
âAfter you.â
You hesitated, glancing at him, then the bar. The thought hit you suddenly, startling and unshakable.
You hadnât seen him in years, but in this momentâon this hot summer nightâit felt like no time had passed at all.
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The corner booth of Death and Taxes was quieter, tucked away from the hum of late-night laughter and clinking glasses. It wasnât completely silentâthe bar was alive in that effortless, summery way, the air buzzing with heat and conversationâbut it was as close as youâd get. You slid into the seat first, leaving him no choice but to take the one directly across from you, where the glow of the dim light caught your face just right.
Not that he was looking too hard or anything.
Except he absolutely was.
âTwo cold ones,â you told the waitress, already glancing at him for confirmation. Bucky raised a brow, smirking. âYou remembered.â
âOf course,â you said simply, shrugging like it was nothing.
It wasnât nothing. It was a beer at midnight in a corner booth with you. And he was about two seconds away from grinning like an idiot over it.
When the beers came, you both dove into the fries firstâcrispy, golden, hotâand he realized heâd missed this. You werenât in a rush, just talking, the way you always had. The kind of easy, back-and-forth rhythm that made him feel like no time had passed.
âItâs been a long time,â he said, taking a sip of his drink before leaning back in his seat. âHowâve you been?â
You tilted your head thoughtfully, your lips curving into a small smile. âOh, you know. I havenât really changed much. Still working hard.â
Your voice was light, but it made his chest ache anyway. He knew that look, the way you brushed off the weight of your own life like it wasnât worth mentioning.
âIâm the same. Still working hard,â he replied. His eyes lingered on you for a beat too long before he asked, âYou still dating that same guy?â
He shouldnât have asked. He knew it the second the words left his mouth. But curiosityâor something else entirelyâhad gotten the better of him.
âOh. Um, no.â You busied yourself with your beer, the glass cool against your hand. âWe broke up.â
His heart gave a little kick, though he tried not to show it. âYou guys broke up? Sorry, I shouldnât have brought it up.â He reached for a fry, half-smiling. âItâs good to see you anyway.â
âItâs okay,â you said softly, looking up at him again. There was something unreadable in your gaze, something he wanted to spend the rest of the night deciphering. âIt was a while back. But itâs good to see you too.â
God, stop looking at me like that.
He leaned forward, his elbow on the table, watching the way your fingers idly traced the condensation on your glass. âTime goes by so fast, huh?â he mused. âWeâve already come all this way, but how come you havenât changed at all?â
You raised a brow at him, playful but curious.
You tilted your head at him, your brow arching slightly, the corners of your mouth quirking.
âYouâre still pretty,â he added, and though he chuckled, his words landed softer than he expected. Half-joking, yeah, but the truth was so clear it hurt.
Your reaction wasnât what he expected. You looked down, your fingers brushing the rim of your glass as a quiet laugh escaped you.Â
âDonât be ridiculous,â you said lightly, waving him off before quickly changing the subject. âSo, what about you? Been up to anything exciting?â
Why are you changing the subject? The thought rolled through his mind, unbidden but persistent. His eyes lingered on your face, the way you avoided his gaze with that bashful smile. Is it because of the alcohol or because youâre shy?
He shifted in his seat, resting his chin on his hand as he leaned forward. âWhat, you donât want me getting sentimental on you?â
Your laugh bubbled up again, the sound warm and easy, but you didnât answer.
Yeah, he thought, watching the way you brushed a strand of hair behind your ear, your cheeks just a shade warmer than before. Itâs because youâre shy.
And god help him, it only made him want to say more.
Bucky took another long sip of his beer, the cool bitterness doing little to distract him from the way your smile lingered in his mind, soft and teasing. The overhead lights cast a warm glow on your skin, and he could see the faint sheen of summer heat clinging to your collarbones. You were leaning forward slightly, your chin propped on your hand, completely at easeâor so it seemed.
His thumb traced the rim of his glass absently, the thought bubbling up in his chest before he could push it down.
âI want to tell you something,â he said, his voice low but steady.
You tilted your head slightly, the curious quirk of your brow pulling his attention to the way your lips curved.
âHm? And whatâs that?â
The corner of his mouth twitched. He swirled the beer in his glass once, then set it down deliberately, as if that might make this easier.Â
âI used to like you before.â
For a moment, he thought heâd miscalculated. That heâd said too much too soon. But then your reaction broke through his nerves like sunlight on waterâa faint laugh, soft and disarming.
âI know,â you said, your tone light, but your gaze flicked to your drink, your fingers tracing the condensation on the glass like it might give you something to hold onto.
The simple words knocked the air clean out of his lungs.
You know? His mind stumbled over the implications. Had he been that obvious? Had you noticed the way he looked at you back then, the way heâd hovered just a little too long when you stood close, his fingers itching to brush yours?
He shifted in his seat, clearing his throat.Â
âGuess Iâm a little drunk. Donât mind my ramblings,â he muttered, leaning back like that would somehow lessen the weight of what heâd just said.
You gave him a look, one brow arched, the faintest smirk tugging at the corner of your mouth. âYou donât get drunk.â
Shit.
âIâuhââ His hand rubbed at the back of his neck, heat creeping up to his ears as he tried for a laugh. âRight. Forgot who I was talking to.â
Your smirk grew, but you didnât press him further. Instead, you took another fry, dipping it in the ketchup and nibbling on the end. His gaze followed the movement like he had no choice in the matter, his thoughts spinning helplessly.
You knew? He wanted to ask, wanted to make you spell it out, wanted to hear it in your voice. Did you really know? Or was this some casual observation, something you didnât think twice about while it had consumed him for years?
But then you glanced up, your eyes meeting his, and the warmth thereâgentle, a little shyâunraveled something in him.
He leaned forward again, resting his arms on the table, his beer forgotten. âIf you knew,â he said, his voice quiet now, almost teasing, âwhy didnât you say anything?â
You blinked, caught off guard, but the smile that followed was soft. âWhy didnât you?â
His laugh was quiet, rueful. âTouchĂ©.â
For a moment, neither of you spoke. The noise of the bar faded into the background, the space between you charged with something unspoken, something almost tangible. Bucky watched as you took another sip of your drink, your lashes casting shadows on your cheeks, your lips brushing the edge of the glass.
âDo you still?â you asked suddenly, your voice tentative, like the words had escaped without permission.
His heart stuttered, the question catching him off guard. He could lie, brush it off like he had before, but the thought of hiding how he feltâafter all this time, after youâfelt impossible.
Instead, he leaned forward, close enough that he could see the way your breath caught.Â
âWhat do you think?â he murmured, his voice low, his gaze fixed on yours.
And the way your cheeks flushed, the way your lips parted ever so slightly, was enough to make him think that maybe, just maybe, you already knew the answer.
You let out a nervous huff, the sound breaking through the air between you, as fragile as it was charged. His words hung there, lingering like they had weight, like they could change everything if you gave them room. But you didnât trust yourself to stay in that momentânot when his gaze was locked on yours like that, steady and warm and impossibly deep.
âItâs getting hot in here,â you said quickly, your voice pitched higher than usual as you slid out of the booth. âWe should, um⊠we should take a walk. Go someplace else.â
For a moment, he didnât respond, and you dared a glance at him. He was leaning back in his chair now, his head tilted slightly, a small, amused smile tugging at his lips. But then he nodded, standing with that same effortless grace that had always made him seem larger than life.
âSure,â he said simply, his voice easy, as if he hadnât just made your heart feel like it was trying to claw its way out of your chest. He nodded, standing with that quiet ease of his, reaching for his wallet before you could protest.
You jumped up quickly, your excitement spilling over as you moved toward the door without waiting for him. The cool night air hit your skin as soon as you stepped outside, a welcome relief from the stuffy warmth of the bar. You breathed it in deeply, the summer heat still clinging to the pavement, but at least the air felt freer out here.
âWeâre walking, huh?â Bucky said from behind you, his voice teasing but warm. âGot a specific destination in mind, or are we just wandering?â
âWandering,â you said brightly, not slowing your pace. âWho needs a plan, anyway?â
You felt light, like your feet barely touched the ground as you walked ahead of him, your sandals clicking softly against the pavement. The streetlights cast golden pools along the sidewalk, your shadow dancing playfully as you moved. You threw a glance over your shoulder to see if he was keeping up, and the way he was watching youâhis hands stuffed in his pockets, his lips curved into a soft, crooked smileâmade something inside you flutter wildly.
âYouâre gonna leave me behind,â he called, his tone mock-scolding.
âThen hurry up!â you called back, laughing as you skipped a few steps ahead, your movements careless and free.
For a moment, it felt perfect. Like something out of a summer dream, the hum of crickets filling the quiet spaces between your laughter and his easy steps.
And thenâoh god.
A shadow darted near your face, too fast and too sudden, and you froze in the middle of the sidewalk. It took you half a second to process itâa beetle, its shiny wings catching the light as it buzzed straight toward you.
âAH! GO AWAY.â The words tumbled out as you flailed, stumbling backward and nearly losing a shoe in the process.
Bucky stopped in his tracks, his brows shooting up. âWhat theâ?â
âBUG!â you yelped, pointing wildly at the air around you. âItâs flying! Do something!â
The beetle buzzed again, its wings making a high-pitched hum as it veered closer. You squeaked, ducking dramatically and running behind Bucky like he was a human shield.
He turned, his expression somewhere between concern and disbelief. âAre you serious right now? Itâs just a beetle.â
âItâs not just a beetle!â you hissed, gripping his arm like your life depended on it. âItâs a flying. Look at it!â
He glanced at the beetle, then back at you, the corners of his mouth twitching. âYouâre freaking out over that? Itâs like⊠half an inch.â
âItâs not the size that matters!â you shot back, still cowering behind him. âItâs the intent! Look at itâitâs coming for me!â
That did it. He broke, his laughter spilling out in soft, rich waves that vibrated through his chest.Â
âYouâre unbelievable,â he muttered, but he stepped forward anyway, waving a hand to shoo the beetle away.
When it finally buzzed off into the night, you peeked over his shoulder cautiously, still clutching his arm.Â
âIs it gone?â
âYes, itâs gone,â he said, still chuckling. âYou can come out of hiding now.â
You straightened, brushing imaginary dirt off your top as if that might restore some of your dignity.Â
âThanks,â you mumbled, refusing to meet his gaze.
âDonât mention it, bug magnet.â His voice was full of barely concealed laughter, and you turned to glare at him, but he only grinned wider, his eyes crinkling at the corners.
âNot funny,â you muttered, though you couldnât quite keep the smile from tugging at your lips.
âOh, itâs very funny,â he countered, and the warmth in his gaze made your chest ache in a way that had nothing to do with the beetle.
And when his hand brushed against yours as you both started walking again, your heart skipped so hard you thought it might give out entirely.
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The hill wasnât farâjust a short walk past quiet streets and through a small park. The city stretched out below like a sea of twinkling lights, the soft hum of distant traffic blending with the chirping of crickets. The air was still warm, but up here, a slight breeze brushed against your skin, carrying the scent of grass and something faintly sweet.
You spotted the bench first, nestled beneath a tall tree, its silhouette just visible against the glow of the city below. Without waiting for him, you made your way over, plopping down with a contented sigh and stretching your legs out in front of you. The wood was cool against your skin, grounding you after the walk.
Bucky followed, his steps slower, more deliberate. When he reached the bench, he hesitated for a moment before sitting beside you, close enough that your knees almost touched. Almost.
âNice spot,â he said, leaning back and resting an arm along the back of the bench, his fingers just brushing your shoulder. His voice was low, casual, but there was a softness to it, like he wasnât just talking about the view.
âYeah,â you murmured, your gaze fixed on the skyline. The city lights flickered like a million little stars, stretching endlessly, but you couldnât help feeling like the real magic was sitting next to you. âI used to come up here a lot.â
âAlone?â His voice tilted just enough to make the word feel heavier than it should.
âSometimes,â you said, glancing at him. His profile was sharp against the faint glow of the streetlights, his hair falling in soft waves that caught the breeze. You looked back at the city quickly, your heart tripping over itself. âItâs peaceful. Helps me think.â
âThink about what?â His voice was closer now, like heâd leaned in just a little. You felt the weight of his gaze on you, like he could see through every answer you wanted to give and straight to the truth.
âStuff,â you said vaguely, feeling the heat crawl up your neck. âLife. Work.â
âYouâre a terrible liar,â he said, and when you glanced at him, his lips were curved into that crooked, teasing smile that made your chest ache.
âIâm not lying!â you protested, though your voice betrayed you, the words coming out more flustered than you intended.
âYouâre thinking about me,â he said, so casually it took you a second to realize what heâd said.
Your head snapped toward him, your mouth falling open in protest, but the look on his face stopped you cold. His smile was soft now, his blue eyes steady and full of something you couldnât quite name.
âAdmit it,â he murmured, his voice dipping lower. âI take up way too much space in that head of yours.â
You scoffed, trying to sound indignant, but the laugh that followed betrayed you. âYouâre unbelievable.â
âIâm right,â he countered, leaning just a little closer, his arm still stretched along the back of the bench. His fingers brushed your shoulder again, light and deliberate, like a dare. âAnd you know it.â
You rolled your eyes, looking away, but your lips twitched into a smile. âYouâve got a big ego, you know that?â
âMaybe,â he said, and when you glanced back, the grin he gave you was pure trouble. âBut Iâm not wrong.â
The moment stretched, the silence between you filled only by the faint breeze and the hum of the city below. His gaze never wavered, steady and unrelenting, and you felt yourself drawn in despite every effort to look away.
âYou still havenât denied it,â he pointed out, his voice quieter now, softer.Â
Your heart pounded, your hands fidgeting in your lap. âWhatâs the point? You wouldnât believe me anyway.â
He laughed softly, the sound rich and warm.Â
âYouâre right,â he admitted, his smile tilting into something almost sheepish. âI wouldnât.â
You bit your lip, trying to hold back your own laugh, but it slipped out anyway, light and breathless.Â
âUgh.â
âI mean who did you call to meet you out here? At midnight?â he shot back, his tone lighter now, teasing but full of warmth.
You looked at him then, really looked at him, the way the light caught in his eyes, the faint crinkle at the corners of his smile.Â
âMaybe I shouldâve called someone else.â
Buckyâs eyebrows shot up, his lips twitching into an incredulous grin. âSomeone else?â he repeated, leaning in slightly, the faintest spark of amusement dancing in his eyes. âYou wound me, doll.â
You rolled your eyes, trying to ignore the heat creeping up your neck. âIâm serious. Maybe Samââ
âSam?â he cut in, a laugh slipping out before he could stop it. He leaned back, spreading his arms along the bench like he was getting comfortable for the show. âYou think Sam would leave his comfy bed and perfectly air-conditioned apartment to meet you at midnight? Please.â
âWellââ
âAnd donât even say Steve,â he continued, cutting off whatever rebuttal you had. âYou know heâs asleep by nine. The manâs practically a grandpa.â
You laughed, unable to help yourself, and the sound only seemed to spur him on.
âFace it,â he said, leaning forward now, his voice dropping just enough to make your breath catch. âIâm the only one you could call. You wanted me here.â
Your mouth opened, a half-formed protest on the tip of your tongue, but his expression stopped you cold. The teasing curve of his lips was still there, but his eyesâthey were steady, intent, like he was daring you to deny it.
âIâŠâ you started, faltering when you realized he wasnât going to look away.
âGo on,â he murmured, his voice soft but full of challenge. âSay it.â
âSay what?â you managed, your fingers twisting in your lap.
âThat you wanted me here.â His smile turned into something softer, warmer, but no less devastating. âThat when you couldnât sleep, I was the first person you thought of.â
Your breath hitched, and you could feel your face heating under his gaze. You tried to look away, to laugh it off, but he leaned in closer, his elbow resting on his knee, his face just inches from yours.
âCâmon,â he coaxed, his voice dropping even lower. âAdmit it. Itâs only fair.â
âFair?â you echoed, your voice barely above a whisper.
He smirked, the corner of his mouth twitching upward. âYeah. I already told you I used to like you.â He tilted his head slightly, his gaze dropping to your lips for the briefest second before finding your eyes again. âYour turn.â
Your heart pounded, your hands freezing in your lap, and you swore the city had gone completely silent around you. His eyes searched yours, his expression soft but unyielding, like he was ready to wait forever if he had to.
And god help you, you couldnât decide if you wanted to runâor pull him closer.
âPftâitâs not like itâs going to change anything,â you reasoned, though your voice betrayed you, soft and unsteady. You looked away, focusing on the skyline instead of the man sitting far too close, his presence making it impossible to think straight.
Bucky didnât move for a moment, letting your words hang in the air between you. When he finally spoke, his voice was low, quietâdangerously deliberate. âThatâs where youâre wrong.â
Your breath caught, and you couldnât stop yourself from glancing back at him. He was leaning forward now, his elbows resting on his knees, his hands clasped loosely together. But his eyesâthey were locked on you, piercing, like they were unraveling every carefully constructed excuse youâd ever made.
âHow is that wrong?â you challenged, though your voice wavered, giving you away.
He let out a soft laugh, the kind that felt like it had been pulled from deep in his chest. âBecause,â he said, leaning back again, his arm stretching across the bench behind you, his fingers just brushing your shoulder. âIt changes everything.â
Your stomach flipped, and you swallowed hard, trying to keep your composure. âYouâre being dramatic.â
âAm I?â he shot back, and there was that teasing edge again, soft and warm but dangerous because it was him. âTell me, doll, what happens if I kiss you right now?â
Your heart slammed against your ribs, and you froze, your hands gripping the edge of the bench like it might keep you grounded.Â
âYou wouldnât.â
Bucky tilted his head, the faintest smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth, but his eyesâthose impossibly blue eyesâdidnât waver. He was studying you like you were some sort of puzzle, his gaze tracing every line of your face, every small movement you made.
âWouldnât I?â His voice was low, rough, like gravel smoothed over by honey. And god, it wasnât fair, the way it made your skin prickle, the way it sent your heart into a dizzying spiral.
You turned your head sharply, staring out at the city like it might save you from whatever this was. But it wasnât saving you. Not with the way he leaned just a little closer, his arm still draped casually over the back of the bench, his fingers now brushing against your shoulder. The heat of him was impossible to ignore.
âNo,â you said, your voice firmer this time, but it still wavered at the end. âYou wouldnât.â
He let out a soft laugh, the sound so low and intimate it curled around you like smoke. âWhyâs that?â
âBecauseââ You faltered, your brain scrambling for a reason, for any reason. âBecause youâre all talk.â
Buckyâs grin didnât falter. If anything, it deepened, his lips curving in that maddening way that made your stomach twist and your chest tighten.Â
âAll talk?â he repeated, his voice a low murmur that slipped over your skin like silk. âThatâs what you think of me?â
You swallowed hard, refusing to look at him, even though you could feel his gaze on youâhot, heavy, and completely unrelenting. Your pulse thundered in your ears, a wild, uneven rhythm that made it impossible to think.
âIââ you started, but the words caught in your throat because suddenly, he moved.
He shifted closer, the bench creaking softly under his weight. His arm stretched further along the backrest, and when you finally glanced at him, he was right there. His face hovered just inches from yours, his blue eyes impossibly intense, locked onto yours like he was daring you to look away.
âHow about,â he whispered, his voice low and rough enough to send a shiver racing down your spine, âyou kiss me, and Iâll show you.â
You inhaled sharply, awareness flaring through every nerve in your body. Kiss him? God, he wanted you to kiss him? He was so close, his lips so close to yours, his warm breath whispering across your mouth. His warm breath ghosted over your skin, and the faint scent of beer and something unmistakably him made your head spin.
âKiss me,â he said again, his voice low and almost hoarse. He was hovering near you, so tantalizingly close, but decidedly not kissing you. He was waiting for you to press your lips to his, but coming as close to you as he could. Tempting you, encouraging you, pulling you in.
Do it. The thought whispered through your mind, reckless and insistent. He was so close. So impossibly close. One small shift forward, andâ
Instead, you faltered, glancing down at his lips. âYouâre bluffing.â
His lips twitched into a small, infuriating smirk. âTry me.â
You felt drawn forward as if by a magnet. Lightly, delicately, you pressed your lips to his, feeling how much you trembled, how insubstantial and frail your kiss felt but unable to do anything more. You lingered for just a moment, and then pulled back, uncertainly.
Bucky remained still, not moving, so close, his chest now against yours. He didn't kiss you, he didn't smile, or say anything, and you felt an unfamiliar tremor of panic rise in you.
âI thought you said you'd show me,â you said ruefully, your cheeks beginning to burn. Had you done it wrong? Could a kiss be wrong? You could barely remember your name right now, let alone how to kiss someone.Â
Especially this someone.
âOh I will,â Bucky whispered. âI'm just waiting for you to really kiss me.â
Something in the timbre of his voice, something in the drowsy desire of his words emboldened you. You leaned forward and kissed him more sensuously, taking his lips with yours, opening your mouth and savouring the fullness of his. And with only the slightest of pauses, Bucky took over.
He leaned against your heavily, almost surging into you, his mouth roaming over yours with a heady, sensual slowness that ignited you. His lips moved over yours possessively, with a slow, languid rhythm as his tongue dipped into your mouth to taste you. When his tongue met yours, you let out a little cry of pleasure, feeling an arrow of desire shoot right down to your core.
He groaned at the sound and dipped his tongue into your mouth and out again rhythmically, as if making love to you. One hand slipped around your back and held you while the other slid up to your breast and felt you, owned you, roamed over you like you were a longed-for prize. He groaned against you, and his kiss deepened into a hot, sensual exploration.
You felt weightless, boneless, all but liquefied by the heat of his mouth on yours and the strength of his hands caressing every part of you. His sounds of pleasure, his soft groans and heavy breathing, every male expression of pleasure made you even more desperate for him. You wrapped your arms around his neck and pulled him down into you, kissing him with abandon.
There was no time for words, no breath to be stolen for the little flirtations of new lovers, there was simply this kiss. You fell into each other, seeking, needing, as if making up for all the years you had denied yourselves this pleasure. It was never enough, there was never a moment when it seemed right to part, never the need to break and bring lips to skin, or to fumble with clothing. It was all consuming, and erotic enough, this deep, soulful kiss, this meeting of mouths and breath and sounds.
You weren't friends...not now, and not ever, you suddenly knew. You had always been this to each other, always one breath away from this, always one kiss away. . one breathless, soulful, beautiful kiss.
Finallyâfinallyâwhen the need for air had peaked, when the thundering of your hearts needed calming, he reluctantly pulled away, his chest rising and falling with each laboured breath. He smiled at you, a soft laugh escaping through his breathing.
âNow that,â he said, bumping his nose against you as his breath finally began to slow. âIs kissing back.â
Your fingers brushing against your own lips as if to confirm what just happened. Heat crept up your neck and into your cheeks, and you suddenly couldnât quite meet his gaze.
âIâI should probably get home,â you stammered, your voice higher than you intended. âItâs late.â
Buckyâs brow lifted, the corner of his mouth twitching in amusement, but he didnât argue. Instead, he straightened slightly, his hand lingering at your elbow for just a moment before dropping away. âAlright,â he said softly, his voice warm and steady. âIâll walk you.â
âOh, you donât have toââ
âYou think Iâd let you walk home alone?â His eyes narrowed slightly, his tone shifting to something more serious, though the teasing lilt never fully disappeared. âNot a chance, doll.â
Before you could protest again, he was already on his feet, reaching out a hand to help you up. His grip was firm but gentle, his fingers warm around yours, and when you stood, the faintest squeeze sent another ripple of heat through you.
The walk started quietly. The soft noise of crickets filled the summer night, the distant glow of the city lights casting a faint halo on the horizon. The air was thick with unspoken words, every glance and sidelong look charged with the memory of the kiss youâd just shared.
Bucky fell into step beside you, his pace unhurried but purposeful. You noticed it immediatelyâhow he positioned himself closer to the road, his body a silent barrier between you and the passing cars. It was such a small thing, something most people might not even notice, but it made your chest tighten in a way that had nothing to do with the lingering taste of his kiss.
The silence between you wasnât uncomfortable, but it was heavy, the kind that made you acutely aware of everythingâof the way his shoulder brushed yours every now and then, of the soft scuff of his boots against the pavement, of the way your heart hadnât quite settled back into its normal rhythm.
And then, without warning, his hand brushed against yours. It was fleeting, accidental, but the spark it sent through you was impossible to ignore. You glanced up at him, your pulse quickening as you caught the way his lips quirked into the faintest smile.
He didnât say anythingâjust slipped his fingers through yours, his grip warm and steady, his thumb brushing softly against your knuckles. The gesture was so simple, so natural, but it felt monumental, like crossing some invisible line you could never return from.
You couldnât help but glance at him again, your lips parting to say somethingâanythingâbut the words died on your tongue when you saw the way he was looking at you. His expression was soft, almost shy.
He didnât look away, and neither did you. The streetlights flickered as you walked beneath them, their glow casting golden pools on the sidewalk, but all you could see was him.
âAre you always this quiet after a kiss?â he asked suddenly, his voice low and teasing, though there was a softness to it that made your heart flutter.
Your face heated, and you looked down at your joined hands, your laugh shaky. âAre you always this smug after one?â
He laughs.
âDepends,â he said, his thumb brushing over your knuckles again,âWas it good enough to be smug about?â
You shot him a look, biting your lip to keep from smiling too wide. âWow, youâre already smug anyway. . .â
âAnd yet,â he said, his voice dropping just enough to make your breath catch, âyouâre still holding my hand.â
You didnât have an answer for that. Or maybe you did, but it was lost somewhere between the heat of his gaze and the warmth of his palm against yours. And somehow, you didnât mind one bit.
The walk to your door felt like it ended too soon. One moment, the quiet streets were stretching ahead of you, your hand warm in his, and now, here you wereâstanding on your front step with no excuse to linger.
Your fingers twitched reluctantly as you let go of his hand, the cool night air rushing in where his warmth had been. You caught the faintest flicker of something on his faceâhesitation, maybe?âbut it was gone just as quickly, replaced by a soft, crooked smile.
The faint glow of your porch light cast soft shadows across his face, making the lines of his jaw and the curve of his lips seem even sharper, even softer all at once.
âI had so much fun today,â Bucky said, his voice quiet but steady, the kind of low timbre that seemed to settle somewhere deep in your chest. âIt was so good seeing you.â
âYeah,â you said softly, your lips curving into a smile even as your heart ached. âMe too.â
He shifted slightly, the smallest movement that still felt impossibly significant. âGood night,â he murmured, his voice dipping lower, almost hesitant.
You nodded, your own voice barely above a whisper. âGood night.â
But he didnât turn to leave. Instead, he lingered, his gaze holding yours like he wasnât ready to let go just yet.
âYou have a sweet dream,â he added, his words softer now, gentler, and they hit you like a warm breeze. His lips tilted into a small, almost bashful smile, and the tenderness in his expression stole whatever breath you had left.
You barely managed to nod, your throat too tight to speak. But before you could even think about what to say, he stepped forward, closing the space between you in one unhurried movement.
His arms wrapped around you, solid and warm, pulling you into him without hesitation. It wasnât hurried or awkwardâit was grounding, steadying, like heâd been waiting all night for this. The scent of himâfaintly woodsy, clean, and muskyâwashed over you as his hands settled lightly on your back, and your face pressed against his chest. You could feel the slow, steady rise and fall of his breathing, the strength in the way he held you as though he didnât want the moment to slip away.
âGood night,â he murmured again, his voice rumbling softly against your hair. His arms tightened slightly before he finally, finally let you go, his hands lingering just a moment longer than necessary before dropping to his sides.
You stepped back, your heart thundering as you looked up at him.Â
You swallowed hard, your lips curving into a smile as you opened your door. âGood night, Bucky.â
As the door clicked shut behind you, you leaned against it, your chest rising and falling as you tried to calm your racing heart. On the other side, you imagined him standing there for just a moment longer, smiling to himself the way he always did when he thought no one was looking.
And somehow, that made everything feel perfect.
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Wondering where Antonio has been? Well, he was at a wedding! Antoinette, the beautiful lawyer who helped in Dulce v. Caruso, was also in attendance. Antonio and his stowaway cat, Selene, had a great time.
NOTE: Please check out the entire crossover event over on @abbysimsfun's page! It was awesome. The first post that Antonio appeared in was this one. Thank you again, Abby, for having him and for letting me borrow your characters. I love them!
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The Marigold Chateau, Ravenwood
[When Antonio told his grandfather about other commitments, he was being truthful; one of them was
his colleague Felix Psyded, Esquire, and Lilith Pleasantâs wedding.]
[Antonio didnât attend out of obligation, though. They were friends located in different cities but employed under the same firm. The two met when Antonio paid a visit to the Britechester office one time.]
[They kept in touch and had a mutual respect. Antonio felt comfortable giving advice to Felix when he worked on a plea deal for Rafa Bonilla, a young man with previous ties to another cartel. Now, Rafa was free from incarceration and Los Tigres, and he was a guest at this wedding, too. He also got along with Antonio.]
ANTONIO: Selene, please behave.
[Antonio chased Selene after her collar fell off. According to him, she was good about never straying too far away; however, he didnât take any chances in this unfamiliar town. He put the collar back on and pet her on the head.]
CONRAD: Antonio, nice running into you again. Why donât you join me for a drink?
[Earlier in the day, Antonio spoke to Captain Conrad Gordon of Brindleton PD. Initially, he was wary of the observant law enforcer, but Rafa assured him that he was trustworthy.]
[But now it was just the two of them. All the other guests were in different parts of the venue, so Antonioâs guard was back up.]
ANTONIO: Yeah, sure.
[Each of them ordered a drink from the bar once Antonio sat down. Conrad attempted to lighten the mood with a joke.]
CONRAD: Good thing you put Seleneâs collar back on. Lilith might be plotting to catnap her.
[Antonio chuckled.]
ANTONIO: She does seem like a fellow black cat fan, given her alternative style.
CONRAD: She has a black cat tattoo. Iâm sure she and Felix will adopt one once they have settled into their new home.
ANTONIO: Thatâs a tattoo Iâm surprisingly missing.
[Conrad nodded.]
CONRAD: I noticed your tattoos the other day. Do any of them hold a special meaning?
[Antonio paused, still on edge. Was Conrad checking if he had any cartel-related tattoos?]
ANTONIO: Honestly, most of them lack any meaning.
CONRAD: Ah, you got them because they looked cool? I like that.
[Maybe Conrad was a pretty chill dude, actually?]
ANTONIO: ..Well, I admit I went overboard quickly.. I took advantage of my newfound freedom after I turned eighteen. But I genuinely like them.
CONRAD: Thatâs normal. I got into some trouble at university because of the freedom I had.. but Rafa needed me.
CONRAD: It makes me happy to see him enjoying his life â dancing carefree at this party, spending time with his girlfriend.
[Antonio recalled Rafa describing Conrad as an older brother to him. It was touching.]
[Okay, this guy was safe! Conrad and Antonio spent the next half hour chatting about geeky topics, their pets, and boxing. Antonio was more of a basketball guy, but he focused on the shared interests. The two men laughed and had a good time.]
[Conrad started talking about his job as a detective, which got Antonio thinking about Dulce...]
ANTONIO: Hey, do you know of any private investigators you could recommend? Itâs for a past client of mine... your son is a fan of hers.
CONRAD: Oh, hold on. I know the right person.
[He took out his phone and gave Antonio the contact information of the PI.]
ANTONIO: Thank you.
FELIX: Iâm a little jealous; Conrad and I got acquainted at a bar, but we had a rocky start.
[Felix teased his good friend.]
CONRAD: Felix! Congratulations again.
ANTONIO: I canât believe the night is nearly over. Why donât we take a small group photo?
FELIX: We must! Life is too short. You can never have enough photographs.
#very late update oops#oc mlt: antonio romero#abbysimsfun's conrad gordon#abbysimsfun's felix psyded esquire#tjolc#tjolc gen 2#alegria legacy#joy of life challenge#joy of life legacy#ts4#the sims 4#tw alcohol#alcohol tw#tw drinking#drinking tw
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Levelling up Love
Video games, jealousy and confessions with Wonwoo
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It was one of those perfectly chaotic evenings, where the sound of pixelated creatures leaping across screens drowned out the world outside. The video game cafĂ© was alive with vibrant energy laughter, playful screams, and the soft click of controllers filled the room. I leaned back in my chair, glancing over at Wonwoo, who was completely engrossed in a game of Street Fighter. His brow was furrowed in concentration, his mouth in a slight pout as he focused intently on the screen. I couldnât help but smile; watching him like this made my heart race in ways I had never experienced before.
We had been dating for a few months now, but each moment still felt fresh, like unwrapping a new gift. Every shared smile, every gentle touch, and every playful banter between us added layers to our growing connection. I loved how natural we fell into each other's rhythms; each date felt effortlessly enchanting. This night was no exception.
After an exhilarating round of gaming, Wonwoo suggested we take a break and grab some snacks. With a quick peck on my cheek that sent an excited shiver down my spine, he excused himself to the counter, leaving me alone for the first time that evening. I watched as he chatted animatedly with the café staff, his beautiful hair falling in graceful curls, and my heart swelled he was even charming with complete strangers.
As I sat there sipping on my soda, my gaze wandered around the cafĂ©, landing on a friendly-looking worker who smiled at me while rearranging some game cases. âHey, are you enjoying your time here?â he asked, his voice warm and inviting.
I offered him a smile in return, âYeah, itâs a blast! My boyfriend and I love gaming, so this is a perfect spot for us.â I gestured to the empty chair beside me, where Wonwoo had just sat moments ago. The worker nodded, seemingly intrigued.
âOh, thatâs awesome! Which games do you play?â he asked, leaning in slightly. I sensed a curiosity mixed with friendly enthusiasm. I started telling him about our favorite co-op games, losing track of time as the conversation flowed easily. It was refreshing to connect with someone new, sharing a mutual love for gaming.
However, just then, I felt a shift in the air; warmth turned to tension. I turned my head slightly to see Wonwoo standing a few feet away, his arms crossed and an unmistakable look of jealousy etched onto his face. The way his eyes narrowed just a bit when he saw me talking to the worker was enough to make my heart skip a beat. I tried to suppress the laughter bubbling inside me, finding his reaction both comical and endearing.
He must have been standing there for a bit, observing our exchange. The moment I met his gaze, a mixture of confusion settled on his face intermingled with protectiveness. As if sensing the shift in my attention, the worker quickly retreated, offering me a smile and a slight head nod as he walked away.
âHey,â Wonwoo said, approaching me, the hint of sulkiness lacing his tone. I couldnât help but giggle. He plopped down beside me, a mild pout forming on his lips as he shot the worker a sideways glance. âI brought snacks,â he said, trying to sound nonchalant, but I could see through it.
I couldnât contain my amusement; this sulky side of him was too adorable. âWonwoo,â I said softly, nudging him playfully. âYou donât have to be jealous. I was just chatting.â
âJealous?â he scoffed, though the slight blush creeping up his cheeks gave him away. âI wasnât jealous. I just didnât like how he was looking at you.â
âOh please,â I laughed again, my affection for him deepening. âHe was just being friendly! You know I only have eyes for you.â I paused for a moment, my heart beginning to race as I prepared to share something I had been holding close to my heart. âAnd I love you, you know that?â
The words hung in the air like an electric current, both thrilling and terrifying, and as soon as they passed my lips, my pulse quickened. Wonwooâs expression changed completely; the sulkiness melted away, replaced by wide eyes filled with surprise and absolute joy.
âI⊠I love you too,â he stuttered, the words flowing out of him like a rush of relief. Without missing a beat, he captured my face in his hands, pulling me in for a tender kiss that sent sparks dancing through me. The world around us faded away, leaving only him and the warmth of our newfound confession.
Suddenly, he was all kisses soft, sweet pecks that turned into an eager cascade of joy. I could feel his smile against my lips as our laughter intertwined, creating a symphony of feelings that resonated deep within me.
âReally? You mean it?â he asked, still partially caught up in the sweetness of that moment.
âYes, I mean it!â I responded, my heart racing in a way that felt like it belonged in a fairytale. âYouâve captured my heart, Wonwoo.â
He beamed at me, a grin that could light up the darkest of rooms. The sulkiness had completely disappeared, replaced by a pure glee that radiated from him. âIâm glad,â he said, his voice softening, âbecause I never want to let you go.â
As our laughter faded into warmth and comfort, I found my fingers intertwined with his, perfectly fitting in a way that felt as though it was always meant to be. The café buzzed on around us, but in that moment, it felt like we were the only two people in the world, locked together in a love that was just beginning to bloom.
From that night onward, I knew I had leveled up in more than just gaming I had leveled up in love, and with Wonwoo at my side, every new adventure felt like the start of an exciting quest.
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So. You guys remember that AU I had? The one where Darth Vader kind-of adopted Inquisitor!Ezra as his son? Among other things? No? Ok yeah here's the link to the OG post
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ANYWAY I HAVE MORE THOUGHTS NOW!
Shortly after arriving on Lothal, Sabine found Ezra some armor and painted it to match hers. Since they look pretty much the same and never take off their helmets when they're out vandalizing, no one knows who they are or even how many of them there are. People start calling them the Mad Mandos. Sabine thinks it's a lame nickname, Ezra thinks it's awesome.
When Vader shows up, Ezra insists he stay for dinner. Yes he knows Vader can't eat with the suit, but it's polite and he hasn't had a family dinner with Dad in so long...
Cue the most awkward meal of all time. Vader tries to make small talk. Sabine is silently panicking while Vader is making small talk. Vader is trying to figure out who the Mandalorian is (is she ezra's friend? is she ezra's girlfriend? did she kidnap him? did he kidnap her? was it mutual kidnapping? this is all very unclear and vader needs answers) without being too scary, for Ezra's sake, but frankly there's nothing he can do about it. He's terrifying. It's a fact.
Anyway. Ezra's happy. Sabine's freaked out. (She's so glad she took Ezra out of the bounty hunting profession because this would have ended so badly if he'd been hurt.) And then...
Actually, I have to back up and explain.
So, the Empire is in absolute CHAOS right now. Mostly due to the fact that the Emperor is dead.
Palpatine had been trying to get rid of Ezra for some time, seeing the boy as a weakness to Vader, so Vader offed Palps as soon as he had the chance.
Then Vader realizes oh no, am I the Emperor now??? Vader thinks quick, trying to figure out someone who he could appoint as Emperor. They need to be smart and responsible and able to deal with crazy people and...
Cody!
Vader makes Cody the Emperor, and immediately runs off to find his missing kid.
(Cody lasts two years as Emperor before abdicating due to how much he absolutely loathes the job. He departs from the public eye and instantly vanishes. No one can find him. No one knows where he is. He goes down in history as the least hated emperor of the short-lived empire. Legend has it that he can still be seen, now and then, drinking space margaritas on the beaches of Scarif.)
But with Cody's abdication and immediate vanishment, nobody is left in charge. Power struggles are immediate and messy, and in all that chaos, some of the regular protocols are forgotten.
Such as the one maintaining Vader's life support system.
See, Palpatine didn't want Vader being operational without him, so he had something built into the suit so that it would shut down if he didn't enter a specific code every week. Cody kept it up because it was just one of those regular protocols, he didn't even know what it did, but now with the chaos, it's forgotten about.
On Lothal, Vader collapses suddenly.
Sabine would rather do anything than touch the machinery of Vader's life support system, but he's Ezra's dad and he's dying and grrrrrrh FINE SHE'LL HELP.
With some quick thinking, she gets the most essential parts of the suit to work, pauses briefly to make sure Ezra's not going to have a panic attack, and then sets to work on restoring the rest of the suit.
Sabine is horrified by the state of Vader's prosthetics. This equipment is like... 10, 15 years out of date.
Project: Repair Ezra's Dad becomes her new hobby. Vader is a begrudging participant in this project. He's just doing it because she's Ezra's friend. Well... probably his friend? He passed out before he figured out what, exactly, she was.
But once he is awake and functional, it's not long before Vader comes to the conclusion that she's SEVERAL things to Ezra, including his ride-or-die best friend, his roommate, his partner in crime, his occasional parental guidance, and his substitute moral compass.
By means of incredibly unsubtle questioning, Vader does rule the girlfriend thing out. By equally unsubtle means, he also makes it very clear to Sabine that the girlfriend thing is completely off the table in the future as well. Like forever. Hands off his son.
(That was a dinner conversation neither Sabine nor Ezra would ever like to repeat.)
Anyway, over time, Sabine and Vader get to talking. No one--especially not Ezra--knows how it happens, but Sabine and Vader actually become friends. It's kind of a terrifying idea.
(Vader attempts, with his usual unsubtle means, to gauge Ezra's opinion on potentially acquiring a sister.)
(Oddly, Ezra doesn't seem too keen on it.)
(Vader, now worried, makes a mental note to reiterate to Sabine that under no hypothetical future circumstances will she ever be allowed to date his son.)
So, yeah. Time passes. Vader just kind of... sticks around. A couple Inquisitors show up and he yells at them for interrupting bonding time with his son but he doesn't Force-choke them because it makes Ezra upset when he does.
In fact, Ezra seems to be getting upset about several things Vader does that he used to be fine with before. Vader almost wants to be mad at Sabine for giving his son a conscience, but he begins to realize that he doesn't quite like doing those things, either.
(Without the outdated, barely-functional suit tormenting him nearly every second of the day, and on a planet that shines with Light, Vader's grip on the Darkness is slipping.)
(One day, standing amid the long grasses, watching Ezra trying to show off by climbing the rock spires, Vader smiles.)
(He has not smiled in fourteen years.)
But good things don't always last, do they?
One day, on one of their vandalism missions, both of the kids go missing. Vader, filled with rage, takes his TIE and chases their kidnappers down to one of the shanty-towns.
He is seconds away from going on a murder spree when Ezra's frantic intervention stops him.
Some intimidation and a bit of mind reading later, Vader uncovers the truth. These people, it seems, got Ezra and Sabine out of a scrape, and were genuinely going to bring them back home after their stop here--or, if that didn't work out, after they went on a brief mission to free Wookiee slaves.
Vader doesn't even really notice that they were going to be freeing Wookiee slaves from the Empire.
Ever since the oozing slick of Darkness started to be washed away, Vader has felt something worryingly like pangs of conscience for what he has done in service to the Empire.
Long before he was a Sith--long before he was a Jedi--Vader was a boy who had a dream about freeing all the slaves.
"I'm coming with," he announces.
"Dad, I'm not really sure that's a good idea--"
"This is not up for discussion, son."
Oh Force, Kanan thinks. Oh Force, this is definitely a Sith Lord. There is a Sith Lord going on this mission with us to fight the Empire. what the kriff what the kriff what the kriff---
What follows is the most awkward, tense mission the Spectres have ever undertaken.
It's also, without a doubt, the easiest mission the Spectres have ever undertaken.
Vader goes all Rogue One Hallway Scene on the transport full of Stormtroopers, which Ezra frowns at him for, and Vader feels a little tiny bit bad about it.
Zeb is slightly impressed by Ezra's ability to whack stormtroopers together by their helmets without even touching them.
"Hey, Kanan, kid's like you!" he says, without thinking.
There's a long, terrified pause.
"Cockroaches," Vader huffs, pointing at Kanan in something more like annoyance than anything else. "You're like cockroaches. Squish one and three more show up. Utterly impossible to kill."
"Da-ad!" Ezra complains. "You can't kill my friends!"
"I'm not going to kill your friends. I merely said they were difficult to kill."
"Well you made it sound like a threat! And you said you wouldn't do that anymore!"
"I know. They're just like this," Sabine mutters under her breath, giving Kanan a consoling pat on the shoulder. "You get used to it, after a while."
#star wars#star wars rebels#ezra bridger#inquisitor ezra bridger#sabine wren#darth vader#jessica's random thoughts#sabezra#(in that Vader is staunchly against it at the moment)#(that awkward moment when your dad is a Sith Lord and trying to shovel talk a girl you're not even dating)#anyway there is more of this to come!#but alas I work the early shift tomorrow so for the present I must retire to my chambers and slumber#Dad Vader But He's Got The Wrong Son AU
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Hello! Feel free to ignore this if you can't or wouldn't like to write it!
If it's not any trouble, could I request an Arthur Morgan x Asexual!Reader thing (one shot or headcanons, whatever fits better and/or is easier!), where there's like, mutual pining, but the reader speaks about their aversion to sex and lack of that sort of attraction, and how they think they're just never gonna have a meaningful romantic relationship because of this? Been feeling discouraged and sad about this, so yeah lmao.
And if the reader could be buff, it'd be awesome (no, I am not buff yet, but I will use this as inspiration to get there lol.
Anyways, tysm for taking the time to read this! Have a lovely day/night/afternoon!
heart stronger than flesh
WARNING: None
PAIRING: Arthur Morgan x Asexual! Reader
NOTE: I hope this gave you the encouragement you were looking for! Arthur's got your back, and so do I. You're going to reach those buff goals, one step at a time. Stay strong and know you're worthy of all the love and care in the world! Thank you so much for requesting this. Remember that love comes in many forms, and you deserve it as you are.
SUMMARY: Arthur has always admired youâyour strength, your sharp wit, the way you stand tall in the middle of this messy world. He knows thereâs something unspoken between you two, but neither of you has dared to name it. That is, until one evening when you finally confront your fears about the future.

The camp was quiet tonight, only the crackling of the fire filling the air as the rest of the gang slowly drifted off to sleep. You sat a little ways from the fire, resting on a fallen log, your muscles tense from the long day. Arthur sat nearby, the warmth of the firelight casting flickering shadows over his face as he quietly cleaned his gun. His usual frown softened whenever his eyes flickered your way, though he was trying to act like he wasnât paying too much attention to you.
It had been this way for a while now. The unspoken tension between you two simmered just beneath the surfaceâan unacknowledged pining that neither of you knew how to handle. You werenât blind to how he looked at you, especially after all the times youâd ridden into town together, his eyes lingering on the way your biceps flexed when you pulled the reins. He was always good at keeping it hidden, though, his cowboy façade of stoicism remaining intact. But tonight felt different. He kept glancing over at you more often than usual, his jaw clenched a little tighter.
You sighed and stretched your arms above your head, feeling your muscles strain under your skin. Even in the dim light, your physique was obviousâstrong arms and broad shoulders earned through days of hard work and rough living. You were proud of the strength you'd built, but something else gnawed at you. The weight in your chest wasnât from exhaustion.
You tried to brush the thought aside, but it came creeping back, like it always did.
Arthur noticed the shift in your expression. He finally broke the silence, his voice low and gravelly. âYou alright?â
You hesitated, your fingers idly picking at the worn fabric of your pants. âYeah. Just⊠got a lot on my mind, I guess.â
He nodded, putting down his gun and giving you his full attention now. He was quiet for a moment, waiting for you to speak. His eyes were soft, his usual guarded expression slipping as he looked at you with concern.
You shifted on the log, feeling the words at the back of your throat, but they were hard to spit out. How could you explain it? You werenât shy about being tough, about fighting back against the world, but this? This was something different. Something more vulnerable.
âArthurâŠâ you started, not looking at him directly. âYou ever⊠feel like you're not ever gonna have what other folks have? Like, love⊠romance?â You paused, feeling the knot in your stomach tighten. âI mean, I see people, how they are with each other. But for me⊠I donât feel the same way they do.â
Arthur frowned slightly, not sure where you were going with this yet. âWhat do you mean?â
You swallowed hard, your hands tightening into fists in your lap. âI donât⊠I donât want the same things as most people. I donât wantââ You stopped, heart pounding, before forcing yourself to continue. âI donât want sex, Arthur. I never have. Never felt that way. And it makes me feel like⊠like I'm gonna be enough. Not for anyone.â
Arthur was silent for a moment, his gaze fixed on you, but there was no judgment in his eyes. Just understanding, like he was listening to every word you said with more focus than he gave most things in this world.
You let out a shaky breath. âIâve been thinkinâ about it for a while now. About... us. I know thereâs⊠something between us, but Iâm scared itâll never work because I canât give you what most people expect in a relationship. Hell, I donât even know if itâs fair to you.â
Arthur finally spoke, his voice low and calm. âYou really think thatâs all there is to love? To wantinâ someone?â
You blinked at him, surprised by his question.
âIâm serious,â he said, shifting forward slightly, his elbows resting on his knees as he leaned toward you. âYou think Iâm with youâcare about youâjust âcause of what I could get outta you physically?â He shook his head. âIt ainât like that. Not for me.â
You stared at him, unsure of what to say.
âI donât care about that,â he continued. âHell, Iâve been around enough folks to know what really matters. I care about *you*. I care about the way you carry yourself, the way you look after the people you care about, the way you get stronger every damn day.â His eyes softened even more. âYou think I ainât noticed how damn strong youâve gotten, how you keep pushinâ yourself?â
Your heart skipped a beat as he spoke, and a warmth spread through your chest at his words. You had always prided yourself on your strength, but hearing it from himâhearing how he noticed and appreciated itâmeant more than you could have expected.
âIâve felt it too,â he admitted, his voice dropping to a rough whisper. âSomethinâ between us. I ainât gonna pretend I know all the answers, but I know I care about you. And I donât need anything else but you by my side.â
It was hard with the weight of your fears crashing into the relief his words brought.
Arthur, ever perceptive, reached out slowly, placing a calloused hand on your knee. It was a gentle touchâso different from the hardened man you were used to seeing in him.
âI ainât here to push you,â he said softly. âYou donât ever have to be anything youâre not. I donât expect you to change, and I sure as hell donât think youâre any less for feelinâ the way you do.â He hesitated, squeezing your knee gently. âYouâre more than enough. I promise you that.â
You let out a shaky laugh, wiping your eyes quickly. âArthur, I⊠I donât know what to say.â
âYou donât gotta say anything,â he murmured, his thumb brushing lightly over your skin. âJust know that you mean somethinâ to me. And I ainât goinâ anywhere.â
For the first time in a long while, the tight knot in your chest started to loosen. You werenât used to feeling this kind of reassurance, and yet, here was Arthur Morganâsomeone as rough as the life you both ledâtelling you that you were enough just as you were.
You looked down at his hand on your knee, then back up into his eyes. âThank you,â you whispered.
He smiledâjust a small, fleeting thing, but it was real. âAnytime.â
The two of you sat there for a while longer, the fire crackling softly beside you, the night quiet and peaceful for once. And in that stillness, you felt a sense of calm settle in your bones.
You were strongâphysically and emotionally. And with Arthur by your side, maybe you didnât have to carry that weight alone.
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WIP Weekend
Itâs been a while since Iâve made progress on any of my fics, but Iâm trying my best to write something for Kateâs Roll-A-Trope Challenge, so I finally have something I can share a snippet of đ„ł
Over the last 14 weeks, Iâve been tagged in 19 WIP Wednesday posts / Last Line games / WIP polls (yes, I keep track!), so thank you to the following lovely people for continuing to think of me even though Iâve been suspiciously quiet đ:
@burntheedges @nerdieforpedro @604to647 @the-mandawhor1an
@kyberblade @almostfoxglove @for-a-longlongtime @djarins-wife
May I offer you some (totally unedited and marginally redacted) pre-spice Din and f!Reader in the trope genre of secret relationship below the cutâŠ

Swallowing, you blink innocently and ask, âIs there anything else you need before I turn in?â Youâre not particularly tired, but you should let him get some rest. Slowly, the angle of Mandoâs helmet drops a few centimetres, and he releases a vibrant hum. The few seconds of silence that follow feel charged somehow, full of expectation, and just as you realise where heâs relocated his gaze to, he rumbles a reply in the lowest, sexiest register youâve heard from him this evening. âSo far, youâve known exactly what Iâve needed without me having to ask.â He pauses again as he slowly tilts his helmet, the silence loaded with promise. âSo you tell me. What do I need now?â Your eyes inadvertently dart to his crotch again and⊠shit. Youâre pretty sure somethingâs happening down there. It looks⊠harder⊠larger (if thatâs even possible). âYou, uhâŠ.â Your attempt at an answer goes nowhere since you donât know what to say. You want this, sure, but you shouldnât. Heâs injured, and you promised your uncle youâd keep your distance, not jump into an intimate act with the guy the first chance you get. After a few deep and shuddering breaths, you manage, âYou need a good nightâs sleep.â âI do,â he agrees. âBut your question was whether I need anything else before you go to bed. Sleep comes after you go. What comes before?â Fuck. His words vibrate through you and disintegrate your misgivings. Thereâs no logical decision to answer in the way that you do; it just happens. âYou⊠if you want.â A pleased hum resonates through the vocoder. âI do,â he agrees again. âThe bacta took away the pain, but if youâre offering some pleasure tooâŠ.â âY-yes,â you blurt, halfway between eager and anxious. âBut⊠my uncle will kill me if he finds out.â Mando chuckles. âHeâd shoot me first. Our secret, then?â Your pussy dampens at the idea, eyes flashing as you nod your acceptance of his clandestine terms. Suddenly, a secret liaison with the apparently dangerous man youâre supposed to be avoiding for your own good sounds like the most desirable thing in the galaxy.
Yeah, you know me⊠I canât just write a single scene; I have to write the whole damn relationship!
So, obviously, this is how their secret relationship gets off the ground. You may have gathered that Reader is a certain High Magistrateâs niece and has been given strict instructions to avoid the new resident of the cabin out on the lava flats. You can look forward to plenty of sneaking around, flimsy excuses, near misses, and suspicious confrontations. Oh, and smut đ
I canât believe I only have a month left to write all this. What have I signed up for? Iâm so fuckedâŠ
*Hates self for not being able to write short stories* /jk

Iâm clearly over-excited about finally having something for a WIP post, so Iâm going wild and tagging a load of writer mutuals and favourites. Feel free to do any form of WIP post you choose, or ignore me entirely if youâre not up for posting snippets right now (either way, youâre all awesome) đ
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Bed Chem - Chapter One


My Main Masterlist | Gareth Emerson Masterlist
Bed Chem Masterlist
Modern AU; Rockstar!Gareth Emerson x Popstar!Fem Reader (Both Gareth and Reader are in their early 20s) ; loosely based off of the song Bed Chem by Sabrina Carpenter
Warnings: 18+ mdni, Slow Burn, Popstar!Fem Reader, Rockstar!Gareth, Mentions of Anxiety, Best Friend!Robin, Mutual Pining, Flirting
Synopsis: I was in a sheer dress the day that we met; we were both in a rush, we talked for a sec.
Word Count: 2.8k
âThis is all so crazy,â you mumbled to yourself and to your best friend, Robin, as you frantically moved around your hotel room. You kept pacing back and forth in the small room like a pinball bouncing off of the walls of the machine.Â
âCrazy, why?â Robin asked as she followed after you, trying to fix your hair. âGod damn girl, fucking stay still,â she sighed, looking at you. You stopped in your place and turned to look at her, biting your lip out of nerves as she reached her right hand up, pushing a strand of your hair back behind your ear.Â
âItâs all so crazy because I donât deserve this,â you said, nervously, âI am literally just a small town girl from Ohio.â You sighed, looking up at Robin. âI am not meant to be a popstar, or famous, or anything for that matter..â You trailed off, looking around the hotel room, your eyes meeting the curtains that hung in front of the windows. âIâm just⊠me.â
âThat, my friend, is where you are wrong,â Robin replied, smiling at you as she proceeded to fix your hair and look at your makeup. âYou are so incredibly talented and beautiful and you deserve this so much. You have worked so hard to be where you are now and it makes me so proud watching you grow and evolve as a person and a performer.â She added, smiling as she triple checked your hair and makeup. âBesides, there are so many other people that are excited to see you perform tonight as well. The fans, the artists, the actors; you are literally the talk of this Awards Show.â
âYeah?â You asked, looking at her. âLike who? Who could possibly be excited to see me perform?â You raised an eyebrow, watching her every move.Â
âWell, for instance, I heard that Corroded Coffin is going to be there,â she said with a wink before she walked back to the bed to grab your dress. âI saw a video of them the other day on Instagram? No, maybe it was TikTok? I donât remember the platform but I know they were doing a live stream and talking about the Awards Show, since theyâre performing too. They were answering some questions that people were asking in the chat and your name was mentioned. All four of them smiled, and I think their drummer was talking about how stoked he was to finally meet you and see you perform live and in person.â She added as she unzipped the dress bag, revealing your black and sheer looking dress.Â
âWait, their drummer?â You asked, taking a few steps closer to her. âLike, you mean Gareth?â You asked, âLike, Gareth Emerson? Fluffy hair, blue eyes, freckles, those really strong arms that could just, probably put anyone in a choke hold and that really awesome shaded dragon tattoo on his left bicep that looks really fucking good when heâs drumming?â You paused for a second, thinking about Corroded Coffin, more specifically, their drummer and hisâŠlooks, no, wait talent? No, itâs his looks, definitely his looks, but, his talent helps too. âThe same drummer thatâs killing records, making all those videos and just like, one of the hottest and best drummers out there right now?â You added, and Robin shrugged in return, a small smirk on her face.
âI thought that was Eddie? I donât know; Iâm not sure? I donât think that I know their names, should I?â She joked, looking at you. You rolled your eyes, crossing your arms over your chest as you made eye contact with her.
âYou know their names,â you argued, sighing softly. You made your way to the bed and looked down at the dress as she took it out of the bag. âYou and I both know that you know their names, and which one is which and what instrument they play,â you added, looking at her. âCloseted fan,â you mumbled at her.
âYeah, yeah.â Robin started, picking the dress up by the hanger in her hands. âI know who they are because of you. Iâve heard you yell and scream Garethâs name at your phone too many times to count. Occasionally Eddieâs name too but, mostly Gareth; Iâm not entirely sure what you see in him, honestly. Heâs just a⊠man.â She held the dress up by the hanger and looked at you. âAnd, you know what? Iâm still surprised you listen to their music; I mean, you sit here and make upbeat pop music, and you listen to rock music in your free time? It doesnât make any sense to me.â She added, shaking her head as she went on a tangent, again, about your music choices and the music you make.
âI really donât feel comfortable taking musical advice from a woman who listens to country music in her free time,â you teased, grabbing your dress from her. You made your way to the bathroom attached to the hotel room and walked in, hanging the dress on the back of the door.
âHey, I think every genre of music should be loved and is unique. The minute you write a country album, Iâll be the first to buy it!â She smiled back, watching you disappear into the bathroom with your dress.Â
You shook your head and proceeded to get into your dress for the night. You slid off the robe you had on and stepped into your dress, pulling it up and over your body before zipping it up in the back. You did a little spin, checking yourself out in the mirror.
The black dress hugged your body perfectly, fitting in all the right places. The top corset was stoned with black and silver sequins and crystals, forming a perfect sweetheart neckline around your cleavage. The midsection of the dress was a sheer fabric with a couple sequins attached to it, showing the illusion of your skin beneath before it met the solid black sequin and sparkly skirt that was floor length. There was a slit cut out on the left side of the dress, starting at your upper thigh and lasting to the very bottom of the dress, flaring out at the bottom.
You gave yourself one last once over in the mirror before you stepped out of the bathroom, finding Robin zipping up her own dress for the night.
She looked up at you and smiled, taking in your appearance. âHot,â she giggled, walking towards you. âYou are so totally going to get hit on tonight while wearing that.â She said, looking you up and down. âHopefully by Corroded Coffinâs drummer.â
You shook your head and blushed at Robinâs compliments before you sat down on the bed carefully, strapping on your matching black heels that showed off your perfectly french manicured toes. âI donât think Iâm going to get hit on in this, especially not by Gareth,â you said softly, strapping both of the shoes on your feet. âIf anything, youâre going to get hit on in that,â you added, looking up at Robin as she did a quick spin in her simple navy blue mermaid style dress. As she spun the bottom train of the dress rose up, showing off the black Converse shoes she had on underneath. âReally?â You asked, raising an eyebrow.
âWhat?â She asked, defensively. âIâm not the one on the red carpet, Miss Popstar; you should be happy that I am in a dress for you, honestly.â She added, placing her hands on her hips, drawing attention to her waistline that appeared to be overdramatic in this dress. You rolled your eyes and stood up, looking at her.
âI wish you were walking the red carpet with me,â you admitted, shaking your head. âI am so scared that I am going to make a fool out of myself in front of everyone and blow my chances at becoming famous.â You added, looking at her.
âHey, please,â Robin reassured you, stepping closer to you. âIf Jennifer Lawrence can fall walking up some stairs, in front of everyone, while trying to accept an award then you really have nothing to worry about. And if you do fall, just laugh it off. I think you are overthinking this whole thing,â she frowned, looking at you. âLook at me,â she said, catching your eyes. âDeep breath, okay?â She took a deep breath in and held it for a few seconds before she let it go. You mimicked her moves, taking a deep breath yourself before you let it go in a fairly similar fashion. âBetter?â
âBetter,â you nodded, forcing a small smile for her.
âI mean it,â Robin said your name, noticing the forced smile on your face. âYou have this amazing confidence every time you walk on a stage, and I just know that it will come out on the red carpet, trust me.â You smiled a little more at her words.
âI hate that you always know what to say,â you nodded her way, feeling your anxiety slowly wash away as you thought about walking the red carpet and meeting so many new people. âAnd, that you're always right.â You added, grabbing your purse.
âItâs a Buckley gift, really,â she beamed, grabbing her bag as she followed you out the door of the hotel room.
When you arrived at the venue for the Music Awards, your car door was being opened for you by people you didnât even know. The kind gentleman smiled at you and helped you out of the car, giving you a nod as he said your name and smiled at you.
Wow, you could definitely get used to this.
You matched his smile as you adjusted your purse over your shoulder, the small bag hanging by your hip. You began making your way down the red carpet, your face lighting up as fans were lined up calling your name left and right for pictures and autographs.Â
You made your way over to some, smiling at the teenage girls who were in front of you with excited grins on their faces. âOh my god,â one of the girls said. âI cannot believe itâs you!â She said, jumping up and down.Â
âSeriously! Oh my god, weâre such big fans!â The other girl added. âCan we get an autograph? And maybe a picture with you?â You smiled at them both, finding their excitement both sweet and heartwarming.
âOf course!â You replied, grabbing the sharpie from one of the girlâs hands. You quickly signed your signature over the papers they both had, adding a little hand drawn heart next to your name before you took one of their phones in your hands. You stood between them and took a couple selfies with them, smiling, silly faces, you took at least five selfies with the girls before you thanked them and headed on your way down the red carpet again.
As you inched closer and closer towards the entrance of the Awards Show, you were stopped by so many people. People wanting pictures of you, wanting to talk to you and ask you questions, more people asking for your autograph. Despite being overwhelming, it was definitely fun and a dream come true. As you were posing for some more pictures, you heard your name.
More specifically, you heard your name being said by the one and only Gareth Emerson. You looked around, finding all four members of Corroded Coffin a few feet away as they smiled and chatted with the journalists on the red carpet.
You stared at them for a second and blinked, your heart stopping. Jeff, Eddie, Gareth and Grant stood there; Gareth was currently giving a whole speech about how you were the one performer he was excited to see and meet.Â
How your music was so fun and bubbly, just like your personality. How you always looked so badass on stage and carried yourself with such high regards. How you have a way of moving a crowd and this would be the first time he would actually be in the crowd to watch you in person. How you always looked so pretty in everything you wore and howâokay, now you were just hearing things that you wanted to hearâŠ
You looked around the red carpet again before slowly making your way towards the group of boys. You didnât even remember walking over, your feet just led you to them; but you werenât complaining because, wow were they hot in person. Way hotter than you ever dreamed they would be.
âYeah, her music seems to be speaking to a lot of people, and in my mind that makes a great artist,â Gareth praised, smiling at the journalist.
âAbsolutely,â Eddie agreed, âshe knows her audience and she is definitely playing to that. Hell, I didnât even know I was part of her audience but, here I am!â
âHere we all are,â Grant corrected Eddie.
âYeah, especially Gareth,â Jeff commented, elbowing Gareth in the side gently which made Gareth roll his eyes slightly.
You stopped behind the boys, standing between Eddie and Gareth as you let out a soft giggle.
âThe feeling is very much mutual,â you smiled, looking at the boys as you snuck in between Eddie and Gareth, wrapping your arms around their backs gently. Eddie smiled as he felt your touch his back, and Gareth tensed at the touch slightly, his cheeks flushing a soft pink from being so close to you. âSpeak of the devil herself and she shall appear.â You teased, looking at the four boys and the journalist.
The boys smiled at you, letting out little snickers here and there at how you referred to yourself as the devil. The journalist looked at you and spoke your name softly, pulling your attention back to him. âWhat are you most excited for tonight?â The journalist asked, smiling as he held a little microphone towards you.
âHonestly? Performing tonight, I am so excited to perform my own music in front of so many amazing artists. I am a little nervous, but definitely excited. I am also excited to see so many amazing artists perform as well; like these guys. Iâve been a huge fan of Corroded Coffin for quite some time, and seeing them perform will be a dream come true.â You replied, smiling at the journalist.Â
âThe feeling is very much mutual,â Eddie replied, his classic smirk on his face as he looked at you. You smiled and looked at him, rolling your eyes gently.
âI am so glad,â you giggled softly. âI should be on my way, but it was amazing to chat with you guys, Iâll see you all later!â You added before you gave Eddie and Gareth both a quick side hug and waved goodbye to all the boys before you continued down the red carpet. You posed for a few more pictures, smiling at the photographers in front of you. You were so focused on the photographers that you didnât realize that Garethâs gaze had followed you down the red carpet, watching and taking in your every move.
That night was a blur of emotions, feelings and experiences. It felt like you were floating as you performed on stage in front of the entire worldâliterally.Â
After leaving the stage you wandered backstage, trying to find your way through the halls and crowds of people. You werenât paying attention as you found yourself losing your balance, tripping over something.
The next thing you knew you were falling towards the ground before a pair of strong arms wrapped around you and caught you gently. You braced yourself for impact, your hands grabbing the personâs biceps tightly.Â
âCareful, princess,â the person said, helping you to your feet with their arms still wrapped around you gently. You looked up, smiling a little as you were left face to face with the one and only Gareth Emerson. âYou okay? Donât want you getting hurt before we go on stage and perform, now, do we?â He asked, a small smile on his face as your face flushed from being so close to him.
âYeah,â you replied softly, looking at him with a similar smile on your face. âIâm perfect, thanks,â you added, loosening your grip on his biceps before you nodded slightly. âJust perfectâŠâ
âAnything for you, princess,â Gareth nodded, slowly releasing his hold on you. âI should go get ready and make sure everything is all good for our set. But, uh, Iâll see you around?â He asked, you nodded and smiled, biting your lip softly. âOh, and good job; you sounded amazing out there⊠youâre a natural.â He smiled before he turned around and made his way towards the stage, leaving you to watch his every move this time as he walked away.

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when confessed to first.
ìíìŽí ă» female reader + word count 500 genre fluff potential friends2lovers love-struck non-idol au warnings not proof-read â more
a/n. blank
heeseung would be a really, really flustered. itâd just come out of nowhere; like, just before hanging up on a phone call, youâd suddenly say âi love youâ, leaving the call before heâs able to respond. would replay your words in his mindâ you said âloveâ right? not âlikeâ? as in, you have romantic feelings for him? forget sleep, heâd stay up all night. would probably think of ways to show his mutual feelingsâŠ
jay would be confusedâ but not in the âerm, i donât feel the same, so this is awkwardâ kind of way, but in the âHUH AM I HEARING (or rather, seeing) THIS RIGHTâ kind of way. how could you mouth âi love youâ from across a crowded room, flash a sheepish grin, and disappear into the masses? would probably be frozen in his spot, a mirage of emotions flooding into his body. one thingâs for sure, heâs dying to say the words backâŠ
jake would actually be super super elated, right off the bat. like, leaving a romantic, long letter professing your love for him? after heâs hidden his own feelings for, what felt like, decades? instant mood booster. is so ready to dash off in search of you, hoping that you hadnât gotten the wrong idea; heâll say the words, âi love you too, ynâ anytime, like a song on repeatâŠ
sunghoon would pauseâ his speech, his movement, everything. itâd be so quick, so fleeting, and so straightforward. would probably take a second to recollect himself, before pulling you into his embrace, whispering a small, âi am so very in love with you, ynâ. wide wide grins, as you two bask in one anotherâs warmthâŠ
sunoo would blink very very slowly in an attempt to process things. OHHH, so you wore his favourite colour, brought him to his favourite cafe, and showed him this awesome sunset view, as a confession scheme? how could he be so oblivious? would immediately pull you into his arms, mumbling a soft, âi love you, too. so much.â interlacing hands, and hearing stories of all your previous confession attempts, causing him to go into a state of late realisationâŠ
jungwon would probably freeze in surprise; yes, he was still wide awake when you were tracing the message âi love youâ on his bare skin. probably would continue to lay his head on his forearms, hoping that itâd conceal the growing blush on his cheeks. itâs practically impossible for him to sleep, when his heartâs beating at forty kilometres per hourâ youâre everything to him. although heâs itching to spring up and say the words back, he feels far too shy to do so. hopefully the right moment comes soonâŠ
riki would start being all smiley; heâd pat your head gently, ruffling your hair ever so slightly. in all honesty, youâre kind of obviousâ he hasnât seen anyone use codenames, while gawking at the person of context. would have noticed your longing stares at his direction, as well as the unsubtle dust of pink across your cheeks. finds the confession really cute, actually. says a little, âtook you so long to confess, loveâ, whilst smiling wholeheartedly at youâŠ
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Title: Highly Unprofessional
Author: seidenapfel
Artist: Sasanka-27
Rating: Explicit
Pairings: Castiel/Dean Winchester
Length: 23000
Warnings: N/A
Tags: Professor Castiel, College Student Dean Winchester, Mutual Pining, Castiel is Jack Klineâs Parent, Dean Winchester Has Self-Worth Issues
Posting Date: November 4, 2024
Summary: On his first day of college, Dean feels like a fish out of water. After years of working his ass off with several jobs at once to fund his brotherâs studies, his family and friends have decided to pay him back. Thatâs how he finds himself panicking in the lecture hall. Thankfully, a fellow student distracts him. She promptly becomes a good friend, and Dean has no idea how badly he will need her. The moment he lays eyes on his physics professor, Dean is lost. Castiel Novak seems like the man of his dreams. And when the professorâs son appears from under the podium, several lives take an unsuspected turn.
Excerpt: âOh, fuck you,â Dean grouched, though he couldnât help but grin. âNo, thank you,â Charlie shot back without heat. âYouâre not my type.â âOuch.â Charlie chuckled, rolling her eyes. âAs in, you're not a girl.â âOh. OhâŠâ Taken aback, Dean was lost for words. Silently, he observed her in a new light. Of course, his reaction didnât go unnoticed. Charlie sat up straight â or as straight as she could sit, given that she⊠Dean winced internally. Goddammit, Winchester! Get your shit together. A frown covered Charlieâs brow. âThat a problem?â she asked coldly. âUh⊠No?â Dean gulped as she glared at him, a hand on her bag, ready to leave. Finally, his main drive kicked back in. âFuck, no. No, no, no. Thatâs⊠thatâs awesome,â he stuttered, scratching the back of his head. The wary look on Charlieâs face was replaced by a broad smile, and Dean relaxed. âSaved by the bell, bitch.â Charlie nudged him. âAnd you got to know, thereâs nothing wrong with working and saving up before being able to go to college. Actually, itâs kind of awesome that youâre here.â âThatâs notââ Dean started to object, but then he shrugged. She didnât need to hear his sorry life story. Instead, he offered his hand. âDean.â âThe dean? Head of the college? That at least explains your advanced age,â Charlie quipped, a twinkle in her eyes. âOh, shuddup,â Dean muttered, earning him another chuckle. Before Charlie could answer, though, someone cleared their throat. The entire lecture hall fell silent at once, except for two idiots in the last row who were still wrestling on their seats. Somewhere, a girl laughed, but everyone else kept their mouths shut. And then, a voice pierced through the silence. âGentlemen.â Goosebumps erupted all over Deanâs body at that sound and a shiver ran down his spine. That voice was doing things to him. Fuck! Slowly, he turned his eyes to its source and froze. There, behind the podium, stood the most breathtaking man Dean had ever laid eyes on. âThank you for gracing us with your presence,â the man went on with a snide remark when the tumult stopped before addressing the crowd. âGood morning. Now that we can finally start, Iâm really impressed how many of you joined me this term. A physicist talking about comparative religion and science is not everyoneâs cup of tea. But keep in mind that many of our predecessors studied both. Back in the day when scientists didnât have to specialise.â He paused. âEven though I have to admit, the cryptid part in the classâ description might have sold itâŠâ The lecture hall erupted in laughter and Dean was too mesmerised to look away. Hanging on the professorâs lips, he was hooked, especially after he got a name a moment later. Castiel Novak was not what Dean had expected. Whatever Sam had told him about college whenever Dean hadnât tuned him out â nothing could have prepared him for the lecture he was just experiencing.
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Seek Shelter
SPN Fanfic
Characters - Briana x Jensen
Summary - Briana gets caught in a sudden downpour and seeks shelter under a bus stop awning and gets some unexpected company
Word Count - 1,556
A/N - This was written for the @spnfanficpondâs Valentineâs Day Writing Challenge. I chose the âcaught in the rainâ prompt. Betaâd by @candygrammeÂ
Warning - Mutual pining, almost PDA. *They are both married to their spouses in this, but theyâre in open relationships and both partners are aware of their relationship.*Â
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Briana had woken early and decided to take a run to ready herself for a busy day. She had a day full of recording for her new show and then doing a photo shoot with Matt as promo for their new movie. She liked keeping busy, but she had to be in the right mindset to get through the busier days. Some good cardio would help with that.Â
It was pleasant and wasnât raining when she set out, so she decided to forgo the gym in favor of fresh air and a new route. After about thirty minutes, she was quite a few miles away from her place, and the sky had darkened ominously. She was in an industrial part of town, no shops or people were around. sheâd thought it quaint until the sun disappeared.Â
As the first, fat droplets hit her forehead, she began looking for shelter. At the end of the block stood a bus stop canopy. Before she could get there, a thunderclap sounded closely overhead, and then a fuck-ton of water started to fall all at once. By the time she got to the small awning, she was soaked through.Â
Checking her pulse, she marched in place to cool down instead of just stopping after her strenuous run. From the looks of it, she would be hunkered down for a while.Â
âShit!â someone shouted as they ran under the shelter, bringing some of the rain in with them. âOh, sorry.âÂ
âJensen?â Briana asked, shocked.Â
âHey, you.â He smiled a crooked smile at her, then went in for a soggy hug.Â
She responded, not caring that she was getting even wetter. The feel of his arms around her was more comforting than the water was displeasing. âWhat are you doing here?âÂ
âJust working on a few things, you know how it is,â he responded cryptically.Â
âUh huh⊠but what are you doing here?â She gestured to the practically abandoned part of Vancouver they were currently seeking refuge in.Â
âOh, well, I was checking out a new breakfast spot around the corner and decided to walk a new route to get to set. Then the bottom fell out and I saw this bus stop and ran like hell.âÂ
She pursed her lips and nodded. âWell, fancy meeting you here!âÂ
They both laughed. Jensen sat and pulled a partially dry bag out from under his jacket. He withdrew a bagel with cream cheese and held out half for Briana to take. Taking a look out at the darkened sky still sluicing rain, she nodded, sat beside him, and accepted the bagel. The cream cheese was thick and creamy and tasted of fruit, and the bagel was still warm from being toasted. It was refreshing and perfectly cozy given their circumstances.Â
âSo, what have you been up to?â Jensen asked around a bite of bagel.Â
âRecording, shooting a little project with Matt,â she said with a shrug.Â
âI heard about that, thatâs awesome!â His responding smile was warm and genuine.Â
âIt was a ton of fun, it was great getting to work with him on something like that.â
âI bet, Iâm glad it worked out for yâall.â He paused as he took another bite of his bagel. After a moment, he asked in a low voice, âHowâs JosĂ©?âÂ
Briana bit back a smile. âGood. Howâs Danneel?â Her voice was light, in contrast to the feeling in her gut.Â
âGood, and the kids are great,â he added.Â
âValentina is as well,â Briana confirmed.Â
Bringing up their families was always how things started. Like they needed reminding that they were involved with other people, had families that they worked hard to provide for. That never seemed to deter them from doing what they were drawn to. Theyâd had a connection from the first time Jensen shoved that damn powdered donut in his mouth; meeting Brianaâs slapstick beat for beat. He was genuine and thoughtful, not to mention too handsome to look at for very long. Sheâd been smitten from the start, and when they started spending more and more time together, things naturally escalated.Â
They were both swingers, JosĂ© and Danneel were both very understanding people and had their own exploits when the opportunities arose. There was a mutually beneficial agreement. But just because everything checked off on paper, didnât mean that feelings didnât get hurt.Â
âI didnât get to see much of you in Jacksonville,â he said, almost too quiet to be heard over the downpouring rain.Â
âI was busy,â she said, not unkindly, then reached out to grab his hand to further the point.Â
He froze for a moment, eyes flicking around to the torrential downpour around them as if a pap was waiting across the street for them to do something stupid. Of course, there was no one around. And even if there was someone out there, the rain was coming down in sheets and was nearly impossible to see through. The entire time theyâd been sitting there, not one car had driven by. They were alone. They were also soaked and cold.Â
Ever so slowly, his eyes drifted down to where she held his hand, then raised his eyes to meet hers. âIâve missed you.âÂ
She smiled again. âItâs been a while since we could catch up properly.âÂ
âWhy donât we go for dinner while Iâm in town?â His emerald eyes shone with possibility and promise.Â
âYou know Iâm a sucker for a good dinner.â
âName the time and place.âÂ
âIâll text you,â she promised.Â
âAlright,â he smiled. âIt feels good to be back in Vancouver.âÂ
Just after he finished speaking he shivered. Briana laughed.Â
âPoor choice of words, my friend.â
âWell, it did feel good, until I got caught out in the rain,â he said with a good-natured chuckle.Â
She loved that he didnât put on his faux-grumpy façade with her. They were past that. Sheâd seen it for what it was from the start, he could never fool her into thinking he meant half of what he complained about. Sheâd called him on his bullshit and heâd dropped the act. There were a few people that he didnât put on his go-to act for, and she considered it an honor that she was one of them.Â
Unable to control herself, Briana reached over to wipe a strand of waterlogged hair from his forehead. His eyes bored into hers, and she felt her stomach tighten at the look. She let her fingers trail down his face and trace over his strong jaw. Even dripping wet, he was stunning.Â
The sound of the rain pelting their awning thundered around them, almost blocking out the rush of blood in Brianaâs ears. It was thrilling, being with him in public like this. Although they werenât doing anything scandalous, it was an intimate moment. Were it to be caught on camera, theyâd both have to deal with their PR people to get it toned down or swept under a rug. Regardless, Briana felt herself pulled toward him.Â
His eyes flicked down to her mouth, and his leaning toward her was all the permission she needed to close the distance between them. She slammed their lips together with needy urgency. He hummed into the kiss and met her push for pull. It had been months since theyâd been able to slake such urges.Â
His hand wrapped around the side of her head, holding her in place as they tasted the sweetness of fruity cream cheese from each otherâs mouths. His tongue flicked over hers and reminded her of just how talented he was with that particular muscle. She pressed her thighs together to relieve some of the pressure that built at the memory of his tongue flicking something a little more sensitive.Â
A horn honking made them jolt away from each other with surprised gasps.Â
âFuck me,â Jensen said, laughing and running his hand over his face.Â
Briana busied herself making sure her top was on straight. âDamn,â she said on a shaky exhale.Â
âYeah, we donât look like two guilty people, at all!âÂ
They both laughed again. Just then, Briana realized the rain had let up considerably. The sky had lightened and it was sprinkling gently. A bus pulled up to their shelter and stopped, opening the doors. The driver looked down expectantly at them.Â
âNo, thank you,â Jensen said, waving them on.Â
Briana smiled at the driver, and they smiled back at her, closed the doors, and then drove off.Â
âWell, I guess Iâd better get to set,â Jensen said after a moment.Â
âYeah,â Briana agreed, checking her phone for the time. âI have to be at the studio in about an hour.â
Jensen stood and shook out his jacket, Briana did the same.Â
âText me about dinner,â he said looking her over.Â
âWill do,â she said with a smile.Â
Jensen put a hand on her shoulder, then leaned in and placed a kiss at the corner of her mouth. Briana leaned into the touch and pressed her lips to his cheek in return. They maintained eye contact for a moment before Jensen cleared his throat. Putting her music back on, she took off at a jog, back to her place to get ready for the day. She didnât see Jensen watching after her until she rounded the corner, a smile plastered to his face.Â
#Briana x Jensen#Jensen x Briana#mutual pining#cleighwrites#spn fanfic pond#valentine's day challenge
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Lily liveblogs: Thunderbolt Fantasy Final Movie
This is a 90-minute highlight reel from what should have been an entire fifth season, and while it's chock-full of Crowing Moments of Awesome, the pacing is so intense that there's little time to appreciate them before we're rushing onto the next thing.
Am I happy we got this movie? Yes. Will I forever mourn what could have been? Also yes.
Full confession: I knew what happened going in thanks to summaries posted by @fujimusume and others. However, I wanted to reserve judgement until I'd had a chance to see the movie for myself, which was ultimately a good call--I ended up liking it far more than I had initially thought.
That said, I think if I hadn't had the last 3 months to process it, I would have been emotionally devastated, especially since the movie basically dumps everything all at once with very little pause for reflection.
that said, I need to watch this movie again, so this is just a list of of-the-cuff thoughts rather than anything more coherent
Dan Fei delivers exposition, hahaha
Juan Can Yun gets his spear back! Unfortunately, the whole "Dan clan style hybridization" subplot that I wanted never really develops (boo! it was right there!!) but at least we get our lancer back. Dan Fei knows better than to send her husband out into battle with a handicap.
I love the demon castle so much!!! The worldbuilding is a little vague, but I am interpreting it as the Demon King building his castle on a creature (possibly a sleeping demon god?) and then Azi pops in the Lang battery + the seals to charge it up and away we go!
do you think the Demon King realizes Azi has his own agenda or what
love how Shang spends the first portion of the movie just running around hitting things with an axe and showing up 15 minutes late with Starbucks a Shen Hui Mo Xie lol
hey there, Divine Swarm puppets! We thought you were dead! And they are, but I still love them.
I feel like the Azi/Chao Feng battle is proof of the whole "heretical sorcery is the same as demonic arts" bit.
I gasped when all 3 of Azi's swords merged into one BIG sword, lol
Lie's "strange bedfellows"/"the enemy of my enemy is my friend" pivot is so funny
thematically, I really love the juxtaposition of Azi and Locust vs Lang and Chao Feng, and the mutual theme of children defying what their parents want for them
Chao Feng's death was genuinely moving, I wish we'd had a little more time with that
LANG WU YAO PHOENIX RESURRECTION, LET'S FUCKING GO~~~
I was wondering how Lang was going to fight now that his weapon is human, but apparently Lie just tosses him an arm and it transforms into a sword???? Okay, I guess that works???
also love the way Lie uses his pipa strings, first to restrain Azi, and then as a way for Lang to play them to use his sonic magic to attack Azi - so good
Lang's rejection of Azi was also a tearjerker, I'm so proud of him.
I did want to see Demon God Lang and/or more of Hot Sexy Demon Lang from S4, but no luck, sigh.
that whole arc turned out very differently than I thought, and I'm okay with it (although I still think my original ideas were interesting and plausible)
Lie Mo Xian is so funny and over the top, I love him.
you can also see the moment Shang recognizes him when he hands him the Scrying Mirror... he knows
this movie is also really hobbled by cutting Lin's demon realm intrigue plots in S4... there are hints of it in the way he uses the demon nobles to haunt Achaenus, but it all feels a little out of nowhere.
great reuse of demon noble puppets, that scene was genuinely disturbing in a gothic haunting way, A+
LIN XUE YA LOUNGING SEXILY ON THE THRONE slkajfslkgjfadlgkjdf
the character poem immediately on the heels of this was just icing on the cake
THANK YOU PILI FOR GIVING ME THIS
actually, every scene with Lin and the Demon King was explicitly catering to me, so thanks for that
the way they move, as a battle of equals and opposites!!!! so pretty! AAAAH
(I was right, the Demon King's pipe is also a sword, because of course it is!)
also Lin's "hi, Sir Shang!" and little wave when Shang turns up in the middle of the fight--S-tier flirting and best possible reveal.
Shang being like "Wtf, I'm so done" and walking out was great, too
The Demon King trying to absorb Lin was fantastic, as well as Lin pulling the same "you thought you were fighting me, but I was actually behind you the whole time" trick that Mami uses against Homura in Rebellion
you know, I had "Lin using Night of Mourning" on my wishlist, but I didn't think I'd actually get it!! Lin/Night of Mourning is the real ship here, hahaha.
the battle against the demons is kind of a letdown after all that buildup, RIP
I also wanted to see the castle fight
pretty sure the hanjiao were created by the demons and/or domesticated and the "wild" ones we see are ferals, not that the show ever mentions it. But how else to explain why the hanjiao are working with demons rather than attacking them, come on.
JuanFei battle power couple, my beloved.
so surprised Bo Yan Hou survived this movie, holy crap
Locust turning up and showing his face in public was so strange. Tian Ming gets sidelined explicitly so she won't give the game away, sigh.
also no demon gods are released in the end, COME ON
Locust takes all the holy swords (but not the bad ones, come on!) and turns into a Kamen Rider villain
Shang vs. Locust was great, actually. I gasped when the sky started splitting and Locust had no clue.
BAI LIAN DEUS EX MACHINA? Bai Lian as alt-Susu confirmed???
(same theme and character poem, even)
I knew the swords would go back by the end, but Locust getting isekai'd to the Piliverse and losing his powers along with them is poetic justice
Shang leaping across the abyss to the Demon King's palace was EPIC
My prediction that Lin would fake his death came true in the best way possible, hahahaha
Shang recognizing him through the disguise... perfection.
everything about that scene fed my shipper heart.
love Lang's outfit post-time skip
I don't love the time travel ending twist, so I'm ignoring it. Way to make things weird, Urobuchi.
I was so sad when I heard that Shang ends up traveling alone, but that last scene was so moving, and my shipper heart was so fed by their previous interactions, that I'm assuming this is a brief moment of peace before Lin turns up again.
This movie is far from perfect, sometimes from rushed pacing and sometimes from Urobuchi's decisions (some of which might have landed better with more space in the story) BUT the parts that land work so well and are catered so explicitly to my tastes that it's hard to be too mad about the disappointments (I say after 3 months of grieving).
Overall, I can live with the movie as it stands, but my plan going forward is to take what I like and ignore/change the rest in fanworks, like you do. and also watch it again because I know I missed a lot.
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Greg calling you while at work - fluff
Greg Sanders x fem!reader
Inspired by the scene in season 1 episode 17 âFace Lift.â Heâs so cute on the phone.
The Greg vibe:
No warnings other than mention of sex. just fluff
Summary: While at work Greg calls you to confirm your date for tomorrow.
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You met Greg at a mutual friendâs house party a few months back. You were looking through your friendâs record collection when he first approached you. Greg said that heâd been trying to find the chance to talk to you all night; you caught his attention and he was insistently smitten. He was charming and made you laugh; not wasting a second before asking you out. You were equally infatuated with him, but you wouldnât admit to it if he asked.
The two of you had been on a handful of dates since, having slept together for the first time last week. Youâd been burned in the past and worried youâd stop hearing from him but here he was calling you the third time this week. You were surprised the first time because you remember him telling you that he worked nights.
âDonât you get any work done?â You playfully greet him after answering the phone.
âI appreciate the concern, but yes I doâ he defends, âthe computer just takes a while to analyze the tests.â
âOh is that what it is?â You tease. Yesterday he called you on his lunch break claiming that he had a free moment and wanted to hear your voice.
âActually, Iâve been backlogged all day and just finished catching upâ he smiles while moving to take off his gloves.
âSo this call is your reward for a job well done?â you ask raising your eyebrows.
âYou could say something like thatâ he jests then pauses, âhave you made up your mind about our date tomorrow?â
Greg could sense your hesitation and hoped youâd say yes. The night you all slept together was the last time he saw you. He only managed to get tomorrow off after some serious pleading with Grissom. He had eagerly agreed to work a double shift next week; he didnât care, he needed to see you. Images of you were swirling around in his head, and he wasnât able to focus on anything else but you. Greg also couldnât shake the worry that you were pulling away from him. He wanted this date to ease your mind as he plans to ask you to be his girlfriend.
âYes, letâs do itâ you happily confirm while smiling into the phone. Greg stops in his tracks. Heâs as elated as he was the first you agreed to go out with him.
âAwesome baby, I canât waitâ he tries to stay calm but knows you wonât fall for it. You can picture him strutting around the lab.
âWhat time are you picking me up?â you ask
â6, how does that sound?â he replies
âThatâs perfect. Does this mean you are finally going to tell me what weâre doing or is it still a mystery?â You question hoping to get something out of him. He had refused to tell you anything, only that it was going to be special.
âMmm, I think Iâm going to keep you on edge just a little longerâ he teases knowing that youâll make him pay for those words later which is exactly what he wants.
âI need to know what to wear Gregâ you whine.
âOh, well then I can definitely help you with thatâ he smirks while sitting down and propping his feet up. âMight I suggest the impossible red dress that you have tucked away in your closet?â
âHow do you know about that?â you ask surprised that he remembers.
âThat oneâs hard to forget because Iâve been imagining you in it ever since. Come on baby, trust me. I know youâll look stunning, you always doâ he charms while leaning back in his chair.
âAlright, I might be able to make that happen but only if you promise to take it off afterwardsâ you smirk.
âI promise, youâre such a teaseâ he blushes before you hear another voice come through the phone.
Greg turns around to see that Nick has walked into the lab, clearly looking for his test results. He brushes him off as heâs too excited about your allâs date tomorrow night.
âYou gotta go?â you ask in disappointment
âMhm, Iâll see you tomorrow, I canât waitâ he smiles.
âMe neither. Iâll see you thenâ you reply
âBye babyâ he says before reluctantly hanging up the phone and standing up to go talk to Nick.
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thanks for reading, let me know your thoughts and/or requests !
#csi#csi crime scene investigation#greg sanders imagine#greg sanders x reader#greg sanders#csi vegas#csi x reader#csi cbs#csi fan fiction#csi fanfic#greg sanders fanfic
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Go kys
Im kidding istg im kidding legit I am, that fic broke and tore me apart and made my heart hurt in ways I never thought it would.
I legit had to take breaks and stops in between reading to pace around like theres a reading cooldown lmao.
I think i started bawling when Y/N first dug their way out of their grave and saw the many gifts and words left by people who mourned for her. The comic artist hit me hard specifically.
The concept of died and being brought back to the living again, to see all the proofs of people who loved, missed and mourned you. All these gifts, letters made from saving someoneâs sister to just listening to someone rant about their favorite comic.
All those people, strangers, fans, friends, family that had mourned you because now youâre a memory. And even as you come back from the dead, you still are. Oh and also you see your lover and his new beloved in the cafe you went to smiling, holding hands and- just kill me at this point tbh.
Idek wanna talk about the rest of the fic ill cry. But fuck for a story of 4.8k that you wrote in a moving car? That was good. The pacing, the way you wrote and described the emotions and youâre characterization of mark has always been masterful stuff. Makes me think you were his lover in another universe with how well you write him.
Take care of urself OP. This is awesome stuff.
HAHAHAH BRO I CACKLED WHEN I FIRST READ THIS LOLOL. but god, i feel youâeven i had to pause while writing that one-shot just to stare at my screen like "what have i done." thank you so, so much for taking the time to write all this out and send it to me; hearing your thoughts in depth literally makes my whole week đ„č
"all those people, strangers, fans, friends, family that had mourned you because now youâre a memory. and even as you come back from the dead, you still are." DUDE. DUDE. WHY WOULD YOU HIT ME WITH THAT LINE I'Mâ
and that cafĂ© scene?? same. me and a mutual were talking about it, and personally? i wouldâve caused a SCENE. i would've CRASHED THE FUCK OUT. walked right up, sat down, and been so petty. but then i spiraledâwhat happens after? does mark break up with eve on the spot? does reader regret it? does eve, whoâs known reader since they were kids, whoâs seen how in love they were with mark, who watched mark shatter when reader diedâdoes she feel guilty? betrayed? and mark?? i donât think heâd move on that fast in my opinion. heâd grieve for years, try to live for readerâs memory, but in this timeline? letâs just say grief does weird things to people. maybe they bonded over missing someone they loved, and it... happened. (but also i needed the angst, so.)
and writing this in a moving car on an ipad with my family talking to me?? a NIGHTMARE. maybe i shouldn't have even wrote the one-shot during the road trip LOL. i was nauseous halfway through, took a nap like "this is fine," then said fuck it and posted anyway. didn't even bother to proofread and stuff. as for markâs characterizationâohhhh boy. i dove DEEP. comics (never read the comics though, just panel analyses), show analyses, wikis, fanfics, you name it. and if you saw my mark ramble the other day... yeah. iâm in TOO deep. i wish he was real. i wish i was real in his universe. iâm about to go on another 10-paragraph rant about him, so iâll stop here before i lose it againâ
seriously though, thank you. messages like yours are why i keep writing. take care of yourself too, mysterious anon!! <33
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