#past alcohol abuse ment

[gh0st1nth3wa11s]

hi... Wakers I have a fanfic for you.. chapter one..

'Divers Love.'

okay it's a normalcy AU and is Alan/Alice. they deserve happiness and a break from the hellish(/pos) cannon of the game.

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Alice turned on the car, pulling it off the boat carefully as she playfully honked at Alan. Alan scoffed and rolled his eyes, soon getting in the car. "You ready for relaxation?" His wife asked. Alan cracked a smile, closing his eyes as he rested his head against the window. "Yeah, yeah, Alice." Alice couldn't help but grin bigger, tapping her hand against the steering wheel. She pulled in front of the towns diner. "We need to stop here, get the key from.." Alice leaned forward, looking at the notebook that had their days planned. "A Mr. Carl Stucky, he should be waiting for one of us.." Alice's eyes looked up at Alan, smiling more as her husband groaned, rolling his eyes at her. "I will go fill up the car, and come get you in about.. What? Ten, fifteen minutes?" She asked him, putting the car into park. "Sure." Alan murmured, soon getting out of the car. He was nervous to separate from her. "Oh, and Alan?" His turned back around, leaning down into the car window. "Hm?" "Thank you for coming here with me." He chuckled, smiling as he shook his head. "I love you too, I promise to behave." Alice nodded, gently laughing to herself as she pulled away.

Alan exhaled, stuffing his hands in his pockets as he walked into the diner. He looked around, jumping slightly as he met his carboard self, right in the doorway. He had forgotten about small towns. He had been in New York for years now. It wasn't a little town where everyone knew each other. He had been scared out of his thoughts as the woman behind the counter spoke to him. He glanced at her name tag. Rose. Her name was Rose. "Welcome to the Oh Deer Diner!" Alan cringed internally. She projected her voice so much that it seemed louder than it was. but he knew it was just his exhaustion. Alan spoke quickly, "Hey, I was wondering if you could help me, I'm looking for --" Alan blinked as he had gotten cut off. "Mr. Wake? Alan Wake!! I am your biggest fan - I know how people say that a lot, but I really am -" As Rose spoke, he took a step back, glancing at his carboard cut out. "That's.. great to hear that.."

His voice trailed off. "Rose!" She said happily. "Rose, I'm looking for Mr. Stucky, Carl Stucky." Rose nodded, setting her hand on the counter as the other grabbed a dirty coffee mug from in front of her. "Carl? of course. He must have whent to the rest room, he'll be out in a moment." She smiled warmly at him. Alan moved around, letting his hand run across barstools. Her and Alan talked briefly, She was talking how she had all his books, where she got the cardboard cut out, even to a conversation about coffee with the towns police officers, Rusty. He turned, letting his eyes close as he heard Rose ask if his wife was with him, and that she could show him around town. God he hated that comment. "So much for a quiet vacation.." He mumbled to himself. He spoke louder. "Thanks Rose, we'll be sure to keep that in mind." He said kindly, He swiftly moved toward the back of the diner, turning on that damned music box as he was asked, by the two - seemly old cooks of the town. He made his way into the dark hallway, being weary of where he stepped. He knocked on the bathroom door, "Stucky? Mr. Stucky?" before he soon turned, to get met with a woman in funeral wear. "Jesus-" He muttered. "Carl couldn't make it unfortunately, he fell ill." The old woman held her hand out, the key hung off of it. "But I have the key, and the instructions to get to the lake." Alan nodded carefully and snatched the key from her hand. "Okay.." He muttered. "I wish you a good stay in my cabin. I will visit you later on to check how you are doing." Alan nodded. "And to meet your wife." His eyes turned to a harsh glare as he looked at the woman. He soon fixed his face, it was rude to glare. "I insist." The old woman continued.

Alan looked at her in slight bewilderment. "Thanks.." He moved away quickly, gripping the key in his hand. His eyes darted behind him as the other woman began to talk about darkness and how it wasn't safe. He shrugged it off, keeping himself moving. Eager to get back to Alice. He waved half hazardly to Rose as a goodbye and shoved open the diner door, exhaling as he saw their car in front of it again. He got in the car, taking a big breath. "Mission accomplished, The key-" He held it up in his hand, "And the directions." He grinned just slightly as he saw Alice's face light up. "My hero, I got more batteries and flashlights. just in case." She took the keys from Alan and set them on the clipboard that was on the dash still. Her hand returned to Alan's after she put the car in gear.

They began to drive, his thumb tracing over Alice's ring and down her ring finger as he began to spoke. "That diner was a real nut house.." Alice laughed, "Can you believe this place? this would make a great setting for a book-" Alice's face dropped slightly as she realized the words that had just slipped from her mouth. She didn't even truly, actively try to say that. She glanced at Alan, an apology in her eyes, then back to the road. "Were supposed to be on vacation, Alice." He said with slight bitterness, letting his tone soften before he spoke again. "I'll figure it out when we get back home. Okay?" Alice nodded, and Alan looked back to the road. "Okay, we can talk about this way later." Alice said, reassurance in her voice, one that made Alan feel comfortable enough even with the idea of talking about his writing right now. He hadn't written a coherent sentence since his last book , Two. Years. Ago. It made his head hurt to even think about that fact. Alan let his eyes close, to clear his mind. This was a vacation, time to relax, to let go and be a husband again, a good one at that. He missed Alice, he missed sleeping with her at night. He knew she had gotten used to a cold bed, he hated he was doing this to her. He had taken note of this in his mind. Spend more time with Alice, My light. Everytime that he had thought to get away from the damned typewriter, the darkness of what could happen if he stopped writing entirely re-engulfed his mind, scratching out his wife entirely.

Alan's eyes jerked open as Alice stopped suddenly. She had always been a little rough on the break but he had gotten used to it. She put the car into park and grabbed the clipboard and notebook off the dash, inspecting it and the key. "Bird leg cabin..?" She asked, glancing at Alan. "That was the key I was given.."

Alice laughed, stress eminent in her voice. "By who?" Alan rested his head back against the window, the lingering warmth from the heaters of the car kept him just cozy enough. "Some old woman in-.. like a 70s mourning gown, veil and all." Alice pulled the key from ignition and looked at Alan, her back against the door. "A 70s funeral gown? and you tell me now? Here, get out of the car, we'll explore and then head back into town. This isn't our cabin." Alice opened the door and got out of the car. Alan groaned, opening his eyes and got out of the car with her. Alice damn near ran across the bridge.

Alan scuffled after her, getting a tighter grip around his wife's camera lanyard. He stopped short as he caught up to Alice, heels dug into the soft dirt. He looped the camera around her neck, guiding it to rest against her chest. "Do you really wanna break into this place Alice?" He asked, his hand finding hers once more. Alan looked around, seeing a murder of crows lingered around the island. The house didn't seem up to times, the smell of wet wood filled his nose, this cabin gave him the creeps, he-

Alan was yanked out of his thoughts as Alice pulled him up the steps. "Cmon, just a moment.. Its not breaking in! We were given a key. Do you wanna stay by the door? to make sure nothing closes us in?" She laughed, letting his hand go. Alan rolled his eyes playfully, scoffing as he followed nonetheless. He watched Alice dissappear into the house, and smiled slightly as she fumbled with the key. He remembered how much of an explorer she was, how hands on she was a person. She was never to scared of the law, or the things inside abandoned places. She loved them, saw the beauty in the dilapidation. He stood by the door and held it open wide, watching his wife rummage around the cabin. "Bird leg cabin.." He said.

Alice perked up as he spoke, glancing into a book case. "Yeah, our cabins name is the 'Divers Love' not.. bird leg.." She tilted her head, seeing a couple of books, a writer she had never recognized before. She carefully snagged one from the shoebox, looking at the book in her hand. She set it back down, back with the rest of the books and stacked them neatly inside. Alice left the box and soon moved over to the counter, rubbing her hand against it. "I wonder if they even use this cabin.. its dusty."

Alan moved more inward, keeping an eye on Alice. He nearly yelped as Alice tossed a thermos at him. He caught it half hazardly, looking at it. "Alice!-" He said playfully, laughing softly as he turned it over. "Let's go soon, this place is freaking me out a bit. All the crows, and the... just. this place is weird." Alice nodded, grabbing the few scraps of garbage that was around before grabbing that shoebox. "Babe-" Alan whined as she moved past him. Alice turned around. "I'll return them once we go to leave and return the key to Stucky." Alan nodded, moving away from the door. His head snapped back to it as it slammed behind him. Alice locked the door again, slipping the key into her pocket and moved quickly off the island. Alan hurried after her, assuming she also felt the wisps of uneasiness that reached out of that cabin.

They gotten back into the car, Alice driving again. Alan looked around, ignoring the neck pain and how his back just generally ached. They had been in the car for so so. long. He was eager for a warm bed, a kiss from his wife, maybe a beer if she was okay with it. "Alice..?" He asked gently, looking at her as she hummed in response. "I wanted to- fuck.." Alan took a deep breath. "I wanted to say I'm sorry for all... of my nightly behaviors, when I'm not stuck in that damned office.." Alice grinned slightly, but Alan made no comment- he knew she had absorbed what he had said. "How much did I drink before we left..? Did you drink with me or.." Alice clicked her tongue. "Yes I did, way too much, we killed a twenty-four pack.. within like... oh.. shit, like, 4 hours maybe." Alice gripped the steering wheel as she looked back on the memory, he knew she didn't like her choices. "Sorry baby, I shouldn't have been enabling you." Alan nodded wordlessly, he knew why she did it. Got drunk with him to fall asleep in his arms again, to have his breathing sync with hers. He knew it was a last ditch effort to try and help rekindle their relationship a little more, to bring the rings that adorned their hands close again. He hated that she felt that she needed to be fucked up with him to feel connected with him. He knew Alice wasn't the best at these things, she was emotionally heavy, not taught to truly regulate herself either. He looked over, scanning Alice as a cigarette pack was made known in the pocket of her skinny jeans. Alice used to smoke.. badly, it would help regulate her. Soon Alan picked up on it too, then they both agreed to cut it down to a minimum. She must have been stressed, smoking them when Alan was asleep, he wondered how many packs she had whent through on the way up. Alice must have read his mind, she pulled the cigarette pack from her pocket and set it in the cubby in front of the shifter. Soon Alan's lighter made its way with it. "Oh so my lighter..?" He teased gently, looking over at her lovingly. "Yes.. M' Sorry, I couldn't find mine and it was a last minute idea.." She spoke gently, hunching her shoulders up, bracing herself for some snappy remark. Alan frowned. "Hey no, it's okay babe.. I didn't mean it in a bad way, I was just playin' around.." He said carefully, a hand finding her thigh as he rubbed it gently an attempt to calm her. "Maybe once we get back to our cabin we can get into pajamas and have a nice sleepy day... smoke a blunt, drink some wine... something gentle." Alice looked at her husband with damn near bewilderment. And Alan smiled at her before picking his voice up. "Alice-" Alice snapped her head up and swerved back into her lane properly, having just passed the yellow line. "Good god.." She breathed. "Where did you find pot..? But yes.. that sounds nice.. you deserve rest." Alan chuckled warmly, eyes blinking with tiredness as the exhaustion seeped into his bones. God he missed his wife so much. "I have my ways... and maybe after we get the key we head back to the store and then find our cabin..? You deserve rest too Alice..." He said, always hating how Alice put him first. that the things they did were for him, not for them, together.

Alice nodded, soon parking in front of the diner again. "Okay. I'm gonna get the right key, return this one, and then we can finally fucking unload our car." She clapped her hands together and grinned at Alan. He smiled back weakly, watching her get out of the car and into the diner. God he was exhausted, tiredness pulled at his eyes an everlasting nagging to let himself drown in the darkness that cradled itself at the back of his skull. His eyes cracked open as the drivers door opened again and Alice plopped herself into the seat. "So.. they said.. there is no cabin in the lake. It whent down in the 70s.." Alice looked over at Alan with mischief in her eyes. Alan scoffed playfully and looked away. "Well glad that's not us." He held his hand out for Alice to take, smiling bigger as her had found its place in his.

After a while, they were on the road again, Alan had ran into the store, grabbed beef jerky, a pack of beer, a bottle of Alice's favorite wine — surprised that they had it, so. He had to get it. A small bouquet of flowers, condoms. For some fucking reason. Alan cussed himself internally as soon as they got scanned, what was he going to need those for? Not like he planned on doing anything, and was fine with doing nothing - His thoughts were that if by some damned miracle that he and Alice were to do anything those would ease her mind a bit. Considering it had been.. almost a year. Since anything, any sort of romance, that thought hurt his soul.

Alan looked around again as they pulled into what seemed like the most scenic cabin in the woods ever. He looked around, marveling around at the trees, and how pretty the cabin looked. It was on the opposite side of Cauldron Lake. God, the cabin was beautiful. A bit older, rustic on the outside, but he knew the inside was more modern. He looked at Alice, grinning at her with full fangs - he was excited to be here, with her. He got out of the car, moving over to Alice's side, and scooped her off her feet, causing her to yelp and soon laugh as her husband held her close to his chest. He grinned more, cheeks starting to hurt as she unlocked the door to their cabin for the next month, a long. nice vacation that the both of them deserved, needed.

[puppysdog]

righttt i should say since im talking about it so much that the series has an incredible amount of potentially triggering content and to read at ur own discretion 👍

[nonamegirlxsturniolo]

Only you can stop it..

Warnings: Past trauma with an alcoholic mum,anxiety and a bit of a mention of physical abuse.

Matt Sturniolo x Reader

(This is based on my own experience! Writing is how I deal with this sort of stuff! I will be writing other stories that aren’t as sad 😃)

As my shaking hands press button by button on my ice cold phone screen, the melancholic and pathetic feel gets worse as the memories take over my brain.. my body..

I type and type away trying to reach Matt..he’s not answering calls. Why is he so busy.. ? He always answers.. It’s 2:33 am. That’s why.

I decided to give him one last call, it’s like the shameful and crestfallen feeling has been lifted. The sound of his voice brings me so much comfort.. making me forget about the horrible memories of my mother..the alcoholic,the screaming,the sirens..the blood stains I had to clean when I was 13

The weary exhausted voice answers from the other side of the line.. “Hello..?”

I’n in such a state I can’t even form a coherent sentence.. “Matt! P-panic..flashbacks!” I say quickly with incoherent crying, knowing he knows what I ment..

I hear him on the other side of the line jump up from his bed and the sound of his closet opening “Oh honey..breathe for me okay.. and stay on the line” I hear him say whiles the ruffles sound of him grabbing his keys is in the background

I clutch my hand to my chest trying my best to breath.. “I’m sorry! I’m sorry Matt I’m so sorry!” I apologise for waking him and putting all this pressure of my panic on him..

“Hey! Don’t be.. I’m your boyfriend..I’m supposed to look after you..I’m here to help you, you’re not alone anymore..” he says this in such a softly spoken way .. I feel so safe just listening to him.. “I’ll be there soon my love..”

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AH! Sorry it was short! But like.. was that okay..? It’s my first time writing and putting it on the internet..

PLEASE GIVE ME IDEAS 😭🙏🙏

Also let me know if you want a pt.2

[i-am-xp-64]

Because why not-

(And because I want to explain stuff about him a little more, don't ask, I'M HYPED-)

fact 1:

lim has Thalassophobia which means fear of deep water, he can go in the water till the knees but not the whole body, he also don't know how to swim-

Fact 2:

Lim doesn't know much about outside world or outside danger, ever since he were adopted by horrible people till 17,he been slaved and locked in the house with no permission to go out, he only know some stuff from the tv and the people who raised him(which is in terrible ways)

Fact 3:

When I told that lim been thru "many type of abuse/torture" you can expect the very worst one (I won't say because it's a sensitive topic about something that happened to me and I also don't like to talk about it)

Fact 4:

Some of the parts in lim's backstory is based on my past traumas (I won't say which ones, don't ask.) Also same with some of the people in the story are created base on real people I met (like monster and dragon, soon you might meet new people I will gonna mention)

Fact 5:

Lim is mostly a violent toxic person cause all he seen from people since he were a kid was all abuse and stuff, so he doesn't really know much about how bad those actions are but he never ment any harm to anyone unless things get serious

Fact 6:

The feeling is the reason how lim become an undead

Fact 7:

Lim is an ex worker at brimfero laboratory and killed by Mason and john for trying to steal some stuff from them

Fact 8:

Lim is bi and short (no surprise-)

Fact 9:

Lim as a low healthcare system that his past home caused, cause him to get sick most of the time

Fact 10:

Lim likes to eat ketchup, not with anything, just straight up ketchup, it were an addition since 11

Fact 11:

Lim hates me the most-

Fact 12:

Lim is a Spongebob and salad fingers kid, his favorite shows and the only shows he always watched when he were little

Fact 13:

Lim were actually named "lablim" but soon after they changed his name to lim only

Fact 14:

Lim's birth parents are both unknown and known as dead

Fact 15:

Even tho lim is 17, he's is quite an alcoholic and drug/cocaine addicted, due to him left alone after he run away and only people who look after him on the streets were highed up people (W guys)

Fact 16:

Lim were a daddy's boy, but soon after he start hating parents cause he never got a good one and thought that's how parents are

Fact 17:

Lim were on his close years of graduating high school but died before graduation

Fact 18:

Lim worked like 3 jobs before

- brimfero worker

- night club DJ

- janitor

Fact 19:

Lim as a crime count(updated)

- robbery

- organ selling

- scamming

- kidnapping

- drug dealing

- people stalker

- murder

- mind control (an ability from the feeling)

Fact 20:

He can take his head off, like pop! It's out, he also can crack his joints and didn't die (since he's an undead)

That's all-

Lol

[therealbl0om-blog]

About Me! (UPDATED)

Hello! As some of the people that follow me, remember my old about me.. Well, I have deleted that one and decided to update it. This will be my new About me for now. Keep in touch!

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Hello, my name is Bloom! I'd rather keep most of my stuff private, such as my age, address, etc. I myself am a writer, mostly a role-player, I love to draw tons of stuff, drawing Kaiju's is my favorite topic to draw! (Ex. Godzilla...) and/or some backgrounds, aesthetic sunsets, sunrises, sky, stuff like that! I am IN LOVE, MADLY in love with two characters from my favorite show (Transformers: Rescue Bots) and those two characters are Kade and Heatwave. I would die for stories about Kadewave, or talk about them 24/7 I just LOVE their dynamic in the show and It's the only thing I'd mainly write about, role-play about or talk about!

I would love to write about Kadewave, stories, plots, head-cannons, It's just my thing man. But I can write other stories for custom-characters, made up-characters, and so on. ˘˘

STORIES THAT I ACCEPT:

Romance

Comedy

Horror

LGBTQ+ Stories (Gay, Bi, etc)

Adventures

Journey's

Mysteries

STORIES THAT I DON'T ACCEPT:

Hara**ments

Abus**ents (Ex. abusing relationship, family, friend...)

Se*ual Actions

Involving Alcohol

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I DON'T write about those topics, but I am fine with talking about them (besides the Se*ual Actions topic). Such as characters being harassed, abused, drunk (basically their past, etc). That I am fine with, only if we keep it at a low limit! Going over the limit, I am sorry but we can no longer talk about that topic.

I don't do commissions for art just yet because of some personal issues about credit cards, paypal, stuff like that so I won't be doing commissions until then, till the problem is solved. Although, I can do requests. Unfortunately I have been in a lack of drawing so I lost my skills from the past and my art has been getting worse and worse each attempt I try to do. ˘˘

STUFF THAT I CAN DRAW:

Kaiju's (Godzilla, Shin Godzilla, Destoroyah, MAYBE Ghidorah,...)

Background's (Sunsets, Sunrises, Forests, Oceans, The Sky, Space,...)

Dragon's (Night Furies, Light Furies, Any Type Dragon FOR NOW.)

Only Portraits, not full body!

Simple Animals (Parrot, Owl, Mouse,...)

STUFF THAT I CAN'T DRAW:

Human Bodies

Robots (Transformers, Animal Robots,...)

Mythical Creatures

Animals (Dogs, Cats, Horses,...)

Earthly Vehicles (Cars, Planes, Boats (Maybe), Motorcycles,...)

As I've mentioned before, yes, I do role-play and I role-play QUITE A LOT. Thanks to role-playing my writing has evolved and gotten better since the first time I did my writing story. I love role-playing about Kadewave (Where are my Kadewave people!?!?!). I mostly love to play as Kade and have a whole angst on him and have the world turn on him, think everything is his fault, bla bla but there can be angst on Heatwave as well and I'm fine with that! I love to role-play about their partnership, not involving other Rescue Bots, Humans. Just them in the role-play, as if the others don't exist but the plot can have them 'off island' or the two can be far off in a different country, having a break, or whatever.

I role-play on Discord 24/7, that's the only platform I can role-play on but I can gladly role-play here on Tumblr in the Messages, just by using (Kade)/(Heatwave)/(CHARACTER NAME) at the start to know who were playing as. I'm very detailed in my role-play parts, and when I say detailed.. I at least have a lot of words in my part (100 (Min)-1000(Max)). I use a bot on Discord called the Tupperbox, where you can make your own bot for the role-play and play as it! It won't say your name, it will only say [The Bots Name] and will have the tag 'Bot' as every bot does!

If you want to role-play with me, on Tumblr, on Discord, feel free to ask. Send me a question, or message me, I'll respond as fast as I can. Although, I have a few topics that I'm fine with role-playing, and some that I'm not fine and I'd be glad to put those in.

TOPICS THAT I'M FINE WITH:

Depression

Self-Harm

Self-Suicide

Anxiety

LGBTQ (Having two characters same gender, fall in love,...)

Traumatizing Backstories

Comedy

Adventures

Journey's

Arguments

Partnership's

Friendship's

Gore / Horror

TOPICS THAT I'M NOT FINE WITH:

Se*ual Energy/Actions

Harassments Energy/Actions

Abusing Energy/Actions

Vore

Harassments, Abusing and Se*uality CAN be mentioned but there won't be any actions (The characters doing those topics in the role-play)! If you're asking for these actions to appear they will NOT, and the role-play plot will be CANCELLED!

If you're a Discord user, you can freely message me and/or ask me for my Discord user, first we will talk about the plot of the role-play, the character and the whole topic about it here on Tumblr, after that's settled we'll be heading on Discord and I'll teach you about the Tupperbox if you don't know already.

That's it for now!

[dantegreaves00]

And Hell Followed a Far Cry 5 x FtM Reader series part Three

Deputy Y/N Jackson is in the middle of a Holy War in Hope County Montana. Originally sent to arrest Joseph Seed he ended up becoming the leader of the Resistance, but the deputy has a secret. A secret that only Whitehorse knows. When his younger brother and sister show up one day out of the blue, Y/N finds out that his own personal hell has found him. Now with the help of the very people he was supposed to stop can he save his family and himself?

I know this summary sucks.

Anyway I hope you enjoy this slow burn series

Trigger Warnings

Mentions of past child abuse

Mentions of past child SA

Mentions of SA

Stalking

Guns

Drugs

Religion bashing (the Deputy has religious trauma)

Religious trauma

Transphobia

Homophobia

Angst

Tag list

@gamergirl-06 @capriskunk @transpanda07

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Once we arrived at the ranch, I noticed that there were no guards hanging around the place. It was silent but after what just happened silence was good.

John was already on his couch, a bottle of whisky sat on the table with two glasses next to it.

"I thought Joseph said alcohol was prohibited in Edens Gate?" I asked him as I took a seat next to him.

"Yeah well he dudn't hafta know" John sighed as his accent started to show itself.

"So where all’a y’all from?" I asked, my own southern accent starting to show.

"Y'ain't tryin' make fun of me Dep?"

"Na, just tryin' to make conversation"

He paused for a moment before responding "Rome, Georgia originally until the Duncans adopted me and I moved to Alanta, the accent comes and goes, you?"

I laughed a little before saying "Take a guess Cher"

"Louisiana"

"Duh, but which part?"

"I'd say New Orleans, the French Quarter to precise"

"Im from New Orleans, but not the French Quarter"

We shared a look before we both started to laugh.

••Timeskip••

A few glasses of whisky later and me and John were tipsy.

It felt nice to be able to relax and a drink, without the noise and shouts from the patrons of the Spread Eagle.

I looked at John and wondered what it could have been had we met under different circumstances.

Would we have been friends? More?

Maybe I was just projecting but I noticed the way he looked at me when I first entered the church.

It seemed that our train of thoughts were headed in the same direction as he looked up at me, the look on his face was different from earlier and when from when I last saw him and his siblings.

"Baise-moi" I whispered as he started to lean in closer to me.

Before anything could happen the door swung open and Jacob walked in.

"What the fuck is going on here then Johnny?!" Jacob yelled as he saw me on the couch with his baby brother.

"Jacob, why are you here?"

"I saw the bodies of the chosen who were ment to take you here and I got concerned, now answer me what the fuck is going on?"

I could tell that John was getting nervous, not knowing how to explain what happened earlier.

"Deputy here helped me earlier, the chosen who were escorting me home, well they..." John began to say before cutting himself off.

"What did they do John?"

John broke down crying again causing Jacob to pull his little brother into a hug.

"They tried to rape me, they were on about taking turns, I thought they were going to hurt me, but then Deputy came out of nowhere, and before I noticed he was there, the men were dead" John finally said, his words hung heavy in the air.

Jacob didn't say anything at first, he just stood there, rocking back and forth with John still in his arms.

Finally John's crying turns into sniffling before he stopped. Jacob moved to sit John down next to me again, where he promptly passed out.

"Thank you" Jacob said, it was barely audible.

"Jus' doin' my job" I told him.

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Sorry if this part seems a bit short, next part will have the Deputy's siblings

[nprescott]

𝐑𝐔𝐋𝐄𝐒

This blog will contain dark themes. Life is Strange and therefore this blog will contain a lot of triggers. I will tag them as cw trigger ( as in it is extremely present) or cw trigger ment (as if it is implied or loosely mentioned. The following triggers are incredibly common in regards to Nathan and may not always be tagged

Child abuse / abuse

Drugs / drugging / alcohol / addiction / drug abuse

gaslighting / grooming

mental illness / psychosis

self harm / suicidal ideation

Death / murder

Guns

Internalized homophobia

Nathan is incredibly mentally ill and toxic. That being said: the following things are not going to be tolerated here (your characters can still do these things but i will not be harassed by this shit ooc):

Calling Nathan a rapist. He's not.

Being ableist to Nathan due to his significant mental health issues

Insisting Nathan is a certain sexuality (I hc him as bisexual and this is non debatable).

Assuming things about his relationships with other characters that isn't stated in the game.

Forcing me to adhere to the canon of bts and whatever else. i mostly only follow the original 5 episodes and i am highly critical of the 5th episode though maybe that will change once i finish my replay.

Some bullet points to keep in mind with me

I am 100% intolerant of any bigots. Racists, sexists, any lgbt+-phobia will get you blocked.

If you are also a multi please state what muse you are sending something from. Thanks.

If you delete/move your blog constantly, I might hesitate to interact.

I am multi-ship. I will never practice exclusives due to past experiences.

Mutuals only. 18+ only.

I don't write smut due to past experiences

Off limits stuff that gets you blocked: minor/adult pairings, incest

I'm not interested in writing with anyone right-leaning. I think people one that should stay away from my space.

I'm heavily affiliated with @/unrealization and he gets priority.

Excessive vague blogging is a block.

Extreme and constant negativity will be a block.

I have no timer on threads. Take as long as you want. But be honest, waiting for 6+ months while you are doing other things us disheartening and I might not want to interact anymore. Especially if there is NO COMMUNICATION.

I'm queer. My experience is valid and I won't accept people invalidating it. If I get a whiff of you using trans people as a fetish, I'm blocking you.

I'm not taking sides in interpersonal drama unless we're really close or it goes beyond normal friends falling out into more yikes territory.

I am unable to talk to people every day. Don't take it personally.

I unfollow inactive accounts. You can refollow when you become active again

[sayitaliano]

30+1 days Challenge w/ @lovelybluepanda

Everyday this month (May 2022), me and @lovelybluepanda will share our personal finds and opinions on a specific subject we decided beforehand. You can join us too in the comments or simply by tagging us in your post!

17 - AMNESIA

About the magic of our mind (I know this is a serious condition, but still I find our mind to be magical in this sense, cause it's not always easy to understand it and how it works and from how something originates)...

Memory is located in our brain inside the sistema limbico, where it is supposed to register new events, store old ones and analyze the received infos. If any of these three phases is altered, we can have a subject affected by amnesia. Amnesia can happen and appear after an injury of the brain, a psychological trauma (that could have also taken place during the early days of the subject), medical conditions, abuse of alcohol... Aging too can be a factor. Having amnesia means you cannot remember a recent or a past event (recent ones are more common), and you cannot form new memories, but you can still learn new actions.

memory = la memoria brain = il cervello mind = la mente events = gli eventi amnesia = l'amnesia (pronunciation.: amnesìa) aging = invecchiare, l'invecchiamento (n.)

[psrb1509-58]

Guide to my tagging system:

what I tag as a warning?

nsfw (mostly nsfw text or just gross shitpost), nudity (for non-sexual nudity and getital image, often art), transphobia, transmisogyny (I wrote it wrong in the past so if you want to make sure blacklist transmisoginy as well lol) antiblackness, misoginoir, racism, ableism, body horror, animal death, meat, police brutality, copaganga, holocaust, antisemitism/antisemistism tw (sometimes I forgot which one I'm using so I suggest you to blacklist both), nazism tw, rape tw, pedophilia tw, self harm mention, abuse mention, alcohol mention, drugs, drugs ment, current events, ask to tag

I usually tag spoilers as "[show name] spoiler" / "[show name] spoilers"

I don't always tag slurs (except racial ones) because I almost never use them. I don't reclaim english slurs because since I don't live in an english speaking country they have no meaning to me

Tell me if you want me to tag or filter anything tho

Tags I reccomend you to look up:

art

aheyBOY (was -> my face tag. I changed it because I was reaching too many strangers with the old one. I'll still tell you if you can reblog or not in the tags)

wlw tag

space tag (about both science fiction and actual astronomy)

Commie tag

🤠 [cowboy emoji] (about cowboys, pictures of landscapes of appalachia or south west, country stuff)

history (in some of these you could see traces of my attempt to sub-tag the posts dividing them for historic era. I've already given up don't worry)

unibrow tag

femme tag (fashion and aesthetic that to me are femme goals. The content of this tag does not represent how I think femmes should be nor my experience with the femme identity. In fact, most of the people in this tag are not even self-identified femmes, it's just a visual tag)

fashion

fucking nerd (was -> science tag, but the word science was def too pretentious for some of the posts here. It's very generic, but still about sciences specifically, not about nerdy media)

dirty computer (not actually about janelle monae's album, i just stole the name. A bit of webcore, a bit of software gore, sometimes just computer stuff)

originals

personal

cats (fun fact I have a tag for all my cats individually and I usually use these tags when I reblog posts that remind me of them, but I might also post their pics sometimes. They're samira, mimì, cocò, micino, kiki. I also have a separated tag for the bros, look up kiki & micino)

Some secondary tags:

vid, fav, nails, pins, tv shows, music, movies, butch, butch/femme (sometimes it's about butch+femme relationships, sometimes just about butches or femmes distinctly), stamps, stickers, vintage, nintendo, food (both for blacklist or if you want to look at pictures of food I guess) deep sea, yt, street art

I used to tag donation posts as donation, donations but I don't do that anymore

media-related tags that are rn (kind of) active:

hxh, tboi, invader zim, pokémon, the twilight zone, fnaf, sims

Queue tag is q

[poobit]

I know a lot of people are excited to watch or play Little Misfortune but ive been watching a playthrough and everyone HAS be warned for mentions of child abuse, spousal abuse, drugs (shown and at one point the child protag mistakes one as a mint n has a bad trip), alcoholism, menstruation talk , child death, abortion ment , animal death shown, emetophobia , mentions of the protag´s mother doing sexual favors for money and food in the past, and all of this is under the perspective of a traumatized 8 year old that doesnt know whats happening around them for sure, i havent gone further yet until more videos are uploaded, so i dont know if there is more warnings to come from sure, and my only veredict is that so far Misfortune isnt really being exploited in any way other than being witness to awful things, which is what keeps me from condeming the game itself, if uncomfortable things happen to her other than mistakingly taking drugs, or the game decides to throw in sexual abuse themes into it, ill bail out completely, and i will reccomend to stay away from this game completely, even with all warnings, as i cant tolerate those sort of things, since not even something like Lenore the little dead girl or Squee! would do things as such to “prove a point”

[sirens-gemberry]

So For anyone who knows the blog well enough, ya’ll know about how I did a reference sheet for Ren way back in early-late august. However, alot of the colors were....outdated, to put it lightly. Since then, my art and coloring style has improved; and I wanted to show that through a more updated reference sheet. And yes, I know I didn’t do the fancy highlighting hair thing as I did in other photos- however this is more-so to keep a reference on their base-colors. I could’ve-- and should’ve-- done a color pallet on the side, but eh. It’s a school night. 

Below will be separated in base-game information, route information, and lore information. Proceed carefully, as underneath the readmore is a lot of heavy topics, including all forms of abuse, alcohol, psychological disorders, and suicide. Note; that things are also very, very long underneath the readmore. Stay cautious, farmers! 

Base Game Info (Since it’s hard to read) 

Name: ‘Soren’ Ren E. Sharp 

Age: During Y1, 22

Birthday: Summer 17th, Cancer Zodiac

Pronouns: They/Them

Relations: Crushing on Abigail through Y1, Crushing on and Inevitably Marrying Shane Years 2 and Onward. Best Friends with Emily Fry, and Sam Velarms. Familial relationships with Yasmine Sharp; their sister, and eventually Harvey Lancaster- her husband. By Years 5, they are related to Nova Hale, their daughter, and Year 13; Finch Hale, their adopted daughter.

Hates: Rocks, Cave flies, Smoking

Dislikes: Milk, Alcohol (Post Year 3), Wild Horseradish, Fish (Aside from Tuna)

Likes: Cranberries, Fairy Flowers, Ruby

Loves: Fire Opal, Peaches, Apples, Summer Spangle

Proficiencies: Creative Arts, Creative Writing, Fishing, Animal Ranching 

Inept Skills: Mining, Combat, Social Interaction

Route Interactions (Ments of Alcohol, Suicide, etc. Proceed with Caution.)

0-2 Hearts: Very Suspicious and On guard, However they appear lighthearted and cheerful- even going as far as to regard the player as a friend upon first interaction. However, when asked about certain aspects of their life they immediately shy away from it, instead diverting the topic back to the player. It’s not until 2 hearts that they talk about their sister, and her somewhat aggressive nature; mostly apologizing for it. The more time goes on though, the more times they’re found in the saloon- very drunk- or just not within the town; instead opting to stay home. 

3 Hearts: At this point they start trusting the player more, and in one noted scene they are caught drawing on their front porch. They ask if you want to watch them draw, and eventually asking if you wish to draw something as well. They seem happy to do so, however there’s a noted touch of some melancholy under their tones. 

4 Hearts: As time goes on, the cheerful facade has started to fade, giving away to something darker that they either don’t know about or- more likely- refuse to acknowledge. 

5 Hearts: The player finds them in the midst of a suicide attempt gone awry around 12 AM, and ends up having to haul them over to Harvey’s clinic in the middle of the night. It’s there once having to go through being patched up and what-not that; that they come clean to the player on how everything they’ve been feeling, but still being uncertain about getting help. Through the player’s choices, they either will then or will within a later point in the game. 

6-8 Hearts: A lot happens within this time frame; including coming out to the rest of the town as a transmasculine nonbinary, as well as bisexual. Depending on the 5 heart event, the 7 heart scene includes helping them go to counseling for the first time; as they’re too scared to go on their own. Through this, you find out more about their true personality beyond the depressive and cheerful facades they put up. The 8 heart scene follows a touch more on their romantic aspect, asking the player to dance with them on the beach as one of their more spontaneous acts; but for the first time they seem genuinely happy. At least, the slight sliver of happiness that starts coming through. 

9-10 Hearts: After properly asking them out-- usually a much more teary cutscene than the normal one within the game itself-- they start acting more on their own accord, and visually brightening up around the player. Gifts from them will be more plentiful than in other heart levels, and notes will be genuinely romantic and well written. Their 10 heart Cutscene goes into how they’re happy that they met the player, and thanking them for being patient with them. Depending on the 5 Heart scene, they’ll either thank them as well for either encouraging them to go, or if they didn’t- that they do plan on going after today. They do then initiate a small but nervous kiss with the player just as its starting to rain, before nervously scampering off with a nervous apology- not giving the player ample time to respond to it. 

11-12 Hearts: If the player is within a relationship with them for over a year, there will be a cutscene where they propose to the player on one of their dates. However, if the player proposes to them first, they’ll get emotional and- depending on the player’s treatment to them- will say yes or no. The wedding is usually 3-4 days after the proposal all the same, and they wear a genuinely ambiguous outfit for their wedding. Afterwards, when they move in; they act usually very sweet and patient with the player, however there are instances where they won’t leave bed or the house due to a depressive mood. It’s noted that after the 10 heart cutscene, that they’ve started an antidepressant which the player will occasionally remind them of. They seem eternally grateful for the player, always having something either sappy to say- or borderline creepy due to their possessive nature. 

Lore Insight

Living with their sister, Yasmine, isn’t quite the walk in the park that they expected to on the farm. After all, dealing with their past mistakes and their past life is difficult- it constantly seeming to find a way to sneak back into their life. Especially considering there seems to be alot of bugs, and glitches, sneaking into the game. This is due to the nature of the 4th wall’s breaking coming with Yasmine knowing of her ability to shift between games other than Stardew Valley- and eventually Ren coming through with this ability as well. However, with Ren, the case is different since they cannot remember their adventures, besides what they see in their dreams. This explains how they hop between different save-files, and such of that nature. 

Depending on the year, they can go from a fake kind of bubbly behavior, to a depressive and anxious mess; however in later years they seem genuinely calm and happy. This is due to over time that their boyfriend and eventually husband; and their whole family being there through the recovery process as they come to terms with themselves, and get the help they need. Unlike in Shane’s route; they take much longer to recover and to start feeling something other than suicidal thoughts. 

Also depending on the year, they can be refered to as feminine or nonbinary/masculine pronouns, as they do come out as LGBTQ+ in late year 3. 

They are good in many things, especially in the creative department- and strive to try everything within the creative aspect at least once. Their other interests include gaming, cooking, taking care of animals, and spending time with their loved ones. They also enjoy riding on their horse, Jynx, and spending time by the small makeshift pier by the river down past Marnie’s farm. 

Depending on the time of the year, they either wear a daisy, tropically colored clip, or earmuffs on their head. It’s usually never drawn, mostly due to the artist’s forgetting. Shhh I’m sorry- 

Their mental disorders include Chronic Depression, Anxiety, PTSD, ADHD, and possible specks on the Autism Spectrum. Due to this, they have issues trying to maintain relationships due to their social ineptness, and sometimes need to be alerted as to what social cues are when, and to what’s going on during some aspects. They also have many sensory issues, mostly tactile and listening processing. Due to this; they absolutely cannot go to the city without noise cancelling headphones, or just headphones in general for their own music. Otherwise, they’ll go into a sensory overload, which usually involves an internal panic attack, selective mutism, and in most times as a result they end up exhausted and falling asleep at any chance they get. At any time like this, they usually get verbally despondent, and emotionally detached from themselves and others. And usually, simply some time alone in a more quiet or desolate environment will calm them back down to their usual self. With their anxiety, it’s the exact opposite, instead getting overwhelmed with emotion to the point it debilitates their logic and reasoning. They usually turn into a shaking, sobbing mess that only company and time can solve, and sometimes the aftereffects take hours, or even over the span of a day or two to mend. This goes for their depression as well, and their PTSD mostly plays into their nightmares, or certain triggering people and names. Usually, this ends up with a mixture between their anxiety and sensory overload, where they will have a silent panic attack, a shaking wheezing mess that usually only their music can get them back in touch with reality. Usually they’re hardly able to speak during this time, so all that can really be done besides leave them be to listen to music- especially during the nightmares- and if they permit it, physical affection or attention. It’s also due to their PTSD that they are hesitant to have any sexual relationships. It’s also due to this, that it takes over a year after being married to decide to take the next step in their relationship and have a child of their own- even after insisting they never would want one. 

Alot of their PTSD surrounds their home life previously, and their past relationships. After all, they dealt with physical and mental abuse from their parents, psychological and emotional abuse from their past partners, and sexual and psychological abuse at work. Ontop of this; many of their friends had left them over the years, due to their own their own lack of social adeptness. 

Despite eventually getting beyond their sexual fears, they are actually less sexually active than most of their friends. Also despite this; Yasmine still likes teasing Ren that they’re sexual every other day. Their therapist does mention on occasion that being more sexually active might be more healthy for their marriage with their husband, but have yet to follow on that due to their inexperience with following through. 

Underneath their bandages along their arms are many, many scars. Depending on the year, they look either more recent, or faded in time as they stop doing self-harm as a means of unhealthy coping. They also have scars along their cheek, neck, and their right shoulder and arm as time goes on- due to their injuries and misadventures. Underneath however, they seem to have chest scars from the transitioning chest surgery they have in year 11, and a scar along their stomach from a stomach surgery back in year 1-2. They have one last scar along their back, from yet another misadventure leading to a need to be patched up later by Harvey. 

Because of their ADHD, they can sometimes space out entirely for several moments at a time, before snapping back to reality. This is due to their focus, which definitely wanes between having hyperfocus days, and ones where they can’t even focus on anything around them. They also have days of super high energy, and severely low energy. 

Because of their past relationships, which were either abusive or emotionally detatched, they didn’t have much of a sense of how they should be treated. Just as well, they feel like they need to earn simple little things like compliments, affection, and such of the like. Overtime though, due to their touchstarved nature, they become almost addicted to the physical touch- especially so of their husband. As a result, they can be overly affectionate.

Despite their lack of knowledge of intimacy- due to a lack of knowing of anything besides the abuse in the past- they seem to have a poetic grasp on it. To them, it’s the little habits that no one else sees, amongst friends, family, or romantic partners. To them; intimacy isn’t inherently sexual, but it’s personal. Something they do try to explain to Shane, even if he may or may not understand as well as they do with the way they explain it. 

Due to the stress of their past, and sometimes of the present- their immune system is absolute garbage. Because of this, they have a severe tendency to get very, very sick. Because of this, also, they have small more permanant illnesses, such as a stomach disorder that can cause them severe pain without specific medication. 

Going off of that, despite how often they get sick- they have a horrible habit of refusing to take medication. In the past; Yasmine, Harvey, and Shane would need to keep them pinned down so they actually take the medication- going so far as to waterboarding them to actually take it. 

Ren is also a very water-spirited person, despite nearly drowning many times in their life. They love involving themselves with things water related; including taking showers and swimming often enough. Though usually they are sheepish about swimming due to body discomfort and swimsuit self-consciousness, so they just tend to shower often- especially after a bad day. It’s also for this reason they love storms and rainy weather so much. 

Despite not feeling like they’ve earned compliments, and such, they absolutely revel in them despite how modest they act about it. Especially ones about how appreciated they really are, considering they constantly feel like a pain in the ass.

Their natural personality is actually surprisingly goofy and cheerful, which is possibly why that the original facade they hold up within the game. However, their goofiness and cheerful is very genuine as they recover, that side of them returning full force. While they can be very mature at times when its needed, they do prefer acting more soft and lighthearted. 

Due to either their abuse in the past, or perhaps their autistic probability, they do have days where their natural empathetic personality can be completely nonexistent- instead falling into an apathetic state. They have a higher tendency to get in trouble in this kind’ve mindset, so it’s best to keep them inside.

They can also be extremely possessive, similarly to a Semi-Lucid, but Selfish yandere. These days usually can be resolved with a day of physical attention. However, in this state, their jealousy and self-consciousness goes into overdrive.They have the capacity to hurt others, though not their lover, in this state- out of fear of losing them. 

[a-positive-love]

Maybe triggering because I talk about abuse

When I think of what I was taught as a child I am convinced that God was protecting me. Because I lived through my childhood.

I was adopted at 5 months old.

I was adopted into a mess of a family. Who taught me nothing.

I learned how to live at 30 years old once I got clean and sober.

I was raised hearing school was not important. I hated school and my mom took me out early she said I was not knowledgeable enough to learn she said not all kids are meant to learn in school. She raised me only to be a dancer.

I saw my mom having sex with men and women. She was not ment to be a mom.

My mom drank and gave me alcohol since I was 5 or 6 years old to shut me up. She was abusive and let me get abused from her friend.

I think about how I survived without killing myself it was all God.

I am blessed that my family hates me and I let them go. My mom brain washed my child, both of them went after me to try to kill me.

If did not let them go I would be in a mental hospital or dead.

God brought me out of the mess. Thank God.

Christmas makes me think of my past because everyone posts and talks about family

If you have a good family be thankful.

Denise Love

[addictionhelp42]

What Are You Addicted To? Dependency - Physical Or Psychological

These feelings can be enjoyable as well as develop a powerful desire to use the materials once again. Gaming may result in a comparable psychological "high" after a win, adhered to by a solid impulse to attempt once more and also recreate that feeling. This can turn into a routine that comes to be very hard to quit.

Due to the fact that this can be unpleasant, it's less complicated to continue having or doing what you hunger for, and so the cycle continues. Frequently, an addiction gets out of control since you need increasingly more to satisfy a craving and also achieve the "high". How dependencies can affect you, The strain of taking care of a dependency can seriously damage your work life as well as relationships.

Whatever the addiction, there are great deals of methods you can seek assistance. You might see your GP for guidance or get in touch with an organisation that is experts in aiding people with addictions.

Staying busy is the most effective method to maintain your mind off your wish to use. Not just that, but establishing an intriguing and fulfilling leisure activity can additionally aid you find happiness as well as function in your life, as well as replace your old undesirable behaviors with new drug-free activities. Exercising benefits the body and the mind.

This discovery, additionally referred to as the "sleeper effect," might help discuss why 90-day rehab programs have higher success prices than shorter-term addiction therapies. Concerning 40 to 60 percent of people relapse after addiction therapy, yet a huge portion of these numbers can be associated to individuals who were in treatment for less than 90 days.

Healing may take time, yet our programs can help you get over dependency and maintain sobriety. Call us and let us help you get there. We prepare as well as going to aid you recuperate no matter how much time it takes.

Jason's life is starting to decipher. His grades have slid, he's moody, he does not talk with his pals, and he has actually stopped showing up for practice. Jason's friends recognize he has been explore drugs and now they're stressed he has become addicted. Defining an addiction is difficult, and also recognizing exactly how to handle one is also harder.

Drug abuse implies utilizing an illegal compound or utilizing a lawful substance in the incorrect way. Addiction begins as abuse, or using a substance like marijuana or drug. You can abuse a medicine (or alcohol) without having an addiction. For instance, even if Sara smoked pot a couple of times does not imply that she has a dependency, yet it does imply that she's abusing a medication which could cause a dependency.

When we consider addiction, we typically think about alcohol or controlled substances. Individuals come to be addicted to medications, cigarettes, even adhesive. Some materials are a lot more addicting than others: Medicines like split or heroin are so habit forming that they could only be used as soon as or two times before the user blows up.

Someone that's addicted to cocaine has grown so utilized to the medication that she or he has to have it. Dependency can be physical, emotional, or both. Physical Dependency Being physically addicted implies a person's body becomes depending on a certain substance (also cigarette smoking is literally addicting). It also suggests building to that compound, so that an individual needs a bigger dosage than in the past to obtain the same effects.

Common symptoms of withdrawal are diarrhea, drinking, and also normally feeling terrible. Emotional Dependency Mental addiction occurs when the desires for a drug are mental or emotional. People who are psychologically addicted feel overcome by the to have a medicine. They might exist or take to get it. An individual goes across the line in between misuse and also dependency when she or he is no longer attempting the drug to have a good time or get high, yet has actually concerned depend on it.

An addicted individual whether it's a physical or mental dependency or both no more seems like there is an option in taking a material. Indications of Dependency The most apparent sign of a dependency is the need to have a certain medicine or substance. Lots of other signs can suggest a feasible dependency, such as changes in state of mind or weight loss or gain.

[ao3feed-creek]

El Editor

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/36cCUPP

by karii2727

Damien es el CEO de una empresa heredada de su padre.

Tiene dinero y poder, lo que cualquiera desearia pero los demonios de su mente y el vacio que siente en su corazon no dejan sus dias en paz no sabe cuanto mas aguantara, en especial cuando el nuevo aspirante a editor cruza la puerta de su oficina.

Words: 1033, Chapters: 1/?, Language: Español

Fandoms: South Park

Rating: Mature

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: M/M, Multi, Other

Characters: Damien Thorn, Phillip “Pip” Pirrup, Tweek Tweak, Craig Tucker, Kenny McCormick, Leopold "Butters" Stotch, Clyde Donovan, Bebe Stevens, rebecca “red” tucker, Stan Marsh, Kyle Broflovski, Token Black, Nichole Daniels, Eric Cartman

Relationships: Phillip “Pip” Pirrup/Damien Thorn, Craig Tucker/Tweek Tweak, Kenny McCormick/Leopold "Butters" Stotch

Additional Tags: past friends, Romance, Drama, Implied/Referenced Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism, Implied/Referenced Drug Use, Tweek dislikes damien, Aged-Up Character(s), Breaking Up & Making Up, Rough Kissing, Semi-Public Sex, Kissing, office kissing, Comedy, Dark Humor, Other Additional Tags to Be Added

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/36cCUPP

[addictionfreedom]

Coke Withdrawal Headache

Contents

You may feel

Centers deal with

And when consumers

Caffeine withdrawal headaches

When they present … cocaine

Commercial across michigan’s upper peninsula

Learn what to expect from cocaine withdrawal and learn how long your cravings will last – and what you can do to tame your urges.

It’s safe to say that if you can’t last a day without juicing up on java (or Diet Coke or some other caffeine-infused … People tell their doctors of withdrawal headaches, irritability and fatigue often enough that it’s “clinically significant …

Diet Coke withdrawal … Caffeine withdrawal can occur simply because a person forgot or were otherwise unable to grab the midday Diet Coke. Within hours, a headache …

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The bitter brew that kickstarts so many early mornings and fuels so many drawn-out workdays causes withdrawal and cravings. Some of them debilitating. It’s safe to say that if you can’t last a day without juicing up on java (or Diet Coke …

Similarly, people may get hooked on diet soda … diet soda; Diet Coke had just been released.) "I felt terribly lethargic and I had a headache," Talles recalls. "I tried to drink tea, but it didn’t work the same way. … I was having terrible …

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Miami Drug Rehab centers deal with various addiction problems that emanate from the use of drugs such as heroin, cocaine … withdrawal from the drugs that …

Migraines disappear and focus sharpens. (Photo: Getty Images) It turns out the headaches you expected from a diet soda withdrawal didn’t materialize. And now that you’ve quit the stuff, you probably find yourself thinking clearly for …

Read my story of the Diet Coke and Aspartame withdrawal symptoms I struggle with for years and how I broke that habit in 5 days and did it without all the withdrawals. … The cravings have kicked in today and a dry mouth and a mild headache, despite drinking almost 2 litres of water already. I find myself seeking out sweet …

It is very common nowadays to see the youth partying with Styrofoam cups containing mixed concoctions of strawberry-flavoured cream soda and promethazine codeine … hallucination, chronic headache, constipation, dizziness, papillary …

Learn the details of cocaine detox withdrawal symptoms here. At Michael's House, we offer a cocaine rehab program that provides dual diagnosis treatment.

Until day three, when the headaches began. They weren’t sharp, like a jackhammer, but dull, like a drum beat inside my skull. Was the lack of diet soda zapping my energy … Turns out those withdrawal symptoms ease in seven to 10 days.

Griffiths said the study shows that, in the real world of marketing, Coke and other soft drink companies add caffeine to produce pleasing effects on mood. and when consumers become addicted, they drink also to avoid withdrawal …

Aug 30, 2013 … Ivana @ Addiction Blog. 1:30 pm August 12th, 2014. Hi Susan. Cocaine raises your blood pressure, so that may be the cause for your headaches. It can also be your body's normal reaction if it doesn't like stimulants, or you over-did it. Anyway, coke is now more cut than ever. These days up to 80 percent is …

So You Want to Stop… Drinking Soda. by Elle … some serious caffeine withdrawal headaches. … tea to help ease those withdrawal pains. 5. Adopt a no soda …

Learn about 8 dangerous cocaine withdrawal symptoms. Knowing the signs of cocaine withdrawal can show a potential drug abuse problem.

Q: Some who give up soda, particularly caffeinated ones, complain of going through withdrawal-like symptoms such as headaches or mood swings. Can soda be addictive? If so, what makes it that way? A: There is the caffeine factor and …

5 days ago … Some drugs produce little physical withdrawal, but more emotional withdrawal ( cocaine, marijuana, and ecstasy). Every person's physical withdrawal pattern is also … Emotional Withdrawal Symptoms. Anxiety; Restlessness; Irritability; Insomnia; Headaches; Poor concentration; Depression; Social isolation …

I drank at least four cans of Diet Coke every day for years. I'd heard that it could wreck my blood sugar control, boost my risk of prediabetes by 20 percent and trigger weight gain. I'd also heard that it could damage my teeth and cause mood swings, chronic headaches and even bone thinning. I …

Learn about 8 dangerous cocaine withdrawal symptoms. Knowing the signs of cocaine withdrawal can show a potential drug abuse problem.

The most common caffeine withdrawal symptoms. If you have or are planning on giving up caffeine, here's what symptoms to expect and how to ease them.

Learn about cocaine addiction signs, side effects, causes, symptoms & withdrawals from cocaine abuse. Acadiana Addiction Center

It was sold as a brain tonic recommended as a medication for headaches, alcoholism, morphine addiction, abdominal pain, and menstrual cramps. This elixir, appropriately named Coca-Cola, rapidly became one of the most popular elixirs in the country. But because of the adverse effects of cocaine, appreciated even then, …

Read my story of the Diet Coke and Aspartame withdrawal symptoms I struggle with for years … When I gave up the diet coke I suffered with the worse headaches that …

Headaches caused by various substances or substance withdrawal are common. Know about Headache due to Substance or its Withdrawal when they present … cocaine …

i know some about cocaine withdrawal from reading erowid but "headaches" is not listed. is headache a common WD symptom? i have NOT experienced any depression, mega cravings, irritability, long periods of sleep, or extreme hunger ( which is the withdrawal symptoms listed on erowid). my question is …

The effects of a cocaine comedown or withdrawals from dependence to cocaine can be mild to severe based on the amount taken and duration of abuse.

How to Quit Soda Pop. There are lots of reasons to quit drinking soda pop, … so don't be surprised if you feel some symptoms of withdrawal, such as headaches.

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They may cause a headache by altering the cerebral blood flow. 3. Caffeine withdrawal headache Caffeine causes constriction … aspartame (artificial sweeteners like Sugar Free, Diet Coke, Equal), you might get a migraine. 7. Ice …

May 21, 2015 … It was ok to get off the diet coke. That was 6 days ago. My withdrawal symptoms are intense. Flu like symptoms, intense headaches, joint pain muscle pain, numbing of my extremities, nausea, loss of appetite and diarrhoea. Yesterday I had two pops and a cup of tea. And headaches. Caffeine withdrawal …

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Abstract. The records of 21 patients admitted to hospital from January 1985 to December 1988 for acute headache associated with cocaine intoxication were reviewed.

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Q: Some who give up soda, particularly caffeinated ones, complain of going through withdrawal-like symptoms such as headaches or mood swings. Can soda be addictive? If so, what makes it that way? A: There is the caffeine factor and …

cocaine-related vascular headaches are discussed which depend on the interval between cocaine ingestion and develop- ment of the headache. Wepostulate that acute headachesfollowing cocaine use may relate to thesympathomimetic or vasoconstrictive effects of cocaine, while headaches following cocaine withdrawal.

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So now I get to guzzle Diet Coke for a few more days. Then I’m going to stop. Again. And then I’ll get caffeine withdrawal headaches. Again. Mine last about two days, for what it’s worth.

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