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deiaiko · 10 months ago

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#19.3 Unravel

It had been some time since Agni felt this nervous. Not even talking with Jinsung Ha recently had made him feel like this. He fiddled with the mask on his hand as he waited for Grace to come back. He had thought hard on how to deliver the news, but he knew that no matter how he phrased it, Grace would be upset. Velt nuzzled under his palm and Agni gave her a few pats, before deciding that she would be better inside her bowl in his lighthouse, just in case the shinsu acted up around Grace after he received the news.

Grace came back wearing the comfiest shirt and shorts Agni knew Grace liked to wear on lazy days. He joined him on the floor, and they ate dinner together. Agni always finished last, so while waiting for him to finish his meal, Grace told him about his day with Bam. Grace was intrigued by how much his way of thinking had changed, and how glad he was to be able to be by Bam's side when he was having a bad day. It reminded Agni of the hidden floor, when Grace faced his sworn enemy.

They left the used bowls on the coffee table and went to brush their teeth. Afterwards, they turned off the light and went upstairs to sit on their bed. Grace's curious gaze never left him, and Agni curled his feet nervously.

Grace was the one who broke the silence. "So…what is it?"

Agni's breath hitched. This was the part he dreaded most. "I talked with the crocodile earlier. Did you know that he could manipulate stone already?"

"Huh." Grace needed a few seconds to let the information sink in. "Didn't Rak learn it on the Hell train? How does he know it?"

"Turns out our crocodile also traveled back to the past like us. He found the young crocodile and taught him."

"What?!" Grace gasped, wide eyed. "That means our Rak is–!!"

"He's dead." Agni quickly snuffed out that hope. They had been in delusion for long enough; it was time that they faced the bitter truth. "He suffered a fatal injury from the explosion. He couldn't have lasted long without proper help." Agni omitted the actual cause for Rak's death, but still kept his words true. "I'm sorry."

"…Oh." Grace looked lost, just like Agni was. His lips parted a little, but they closed before any sound escaped.

Agni gently squeezed Grace's hand, encouraging and comforting as he let the silence stretch on, giving Grace some time to process the information.

"Agni…" Grace whispered, "do you think Hatz and Isu…?"

Agni bit his lip and avoided his gaze, as the nightmare of that day replayed in his mind. He witnessed Hatz get his arm ripped off when trying to protect him. He could still recall the clang of a sword hitting the floor, and Hatz's suppressed scream that gnawed deep at his guilt. He witnessed Isu get beheaded after being taken hostage, the memory of warm blood painting them both still vivid like it happened yesterday.

Agni refused to acknowledge their possible deaths, because it felt like a nightmare that one day he could hopefully wake up from. He avoided the topic when Grace brought it up, so he wouldn't have to say it aloud and make it real. He had been so hard on himself, because he couldn't get rid of the feeling that he had failed Grace and everyone else involved.

Agni knew this had to change if he wanted to live better, now that they had gotten a second chance. So he swallowed down the lump in his throat that had built up over the years and asked mostly to himself; "What are the odds of their survival?"

"There's always a chance–"

"Grace." Agni looked him straight in the eye. "They were already severely injured before the explosion hit."

Grace fell silent and went still.

Agni felt a pang of guilt upon witnessing Grace's reaction. "Sorry. I didn't mean to snap." Agni fiddled with his hands. He realized that he didn't know how much Grace knew of what happened. "My scar…do you know how I got it?"

"I…was told it was from the family heads' battle." Grace looked thoughtful. Agni knew he was trying to be careful with his words. "A stray attack?"

"It could have been worse." The memory of the scorching heat on his skin felt like it had only happened yesterday. He passed out right when he was about to heal Isu, and only found out later that he also lost sweetfish at that time. The days he spent recovering from the burn, to withstand the excruciating pain every second he was conscious, and finally coming to terms that it'd be a permanent scar, was one of the turning points that had changed him forever. Were Grace not there to care for him, he might have ended up destroying himself even more.

Agni hadn't realized he had his left hand clawing on his cheek until Grace pried his hand off and frowned, "You're doing it again."

"Maybe I should wear the mask…" Agni muttered to himself. After all, Grace gave it to him less so he could hide the scar but more to prevent him from unconsciously hurting himself. The only time he could safely take it off was when Grace was around.

Agni bit his lip nervously when Grace didn't reply. He no longer had the courage to look Grace in the eye that spoke so much concern, so he leaned close and rested his head on Grace's chest. "Rak, Isu, Hatz and Hwaryun were trying to get me out of that damned place. But we were caught while escaping, and…it was a bloodbath. I was…too occupied to react to the incoming heat. Rak shielded us from the explosion. And when I woke up…"

"They weren’t with you," Grace finished it for him after Agni trailed off a moment too long.

Agni nodded dazedly, "I've been telling myself that they're still alive, after a blow that could kill rankers. But…who am I kidding? I was lucky enough to survive with just this little–" Agni vaguely pointed to himself– "inconvenience."

Agni felt a hand gripping his arm, and he pulled away to see Grace looking at him with a pained expression. His eyes were glossy and his lips were pulled into a thin line. Trusting his instinct, Agni reached out to gently trace and cup Grace's cheek with his free hand.

"I'm sorry," Agni muttered. "I'm sorry, for not telling you sooner."

Agni silently witnessed tears that streamed down on his love's face. It was a bitter sight that Agni wished he'd never have to see again, that he had tried to avoid for so long by not telling him. He pulled Grace in and held him close to his chest, as if Agni was trying to gather his own crumbled heart back together.

Grace mumbled their late best friends' names as he held onto him tighter, shaking from each breath he took between sniffles.

Agni felt his own eyes sting with unshed tears. He remembered the years he spent climbing the tower together with his old team. Despite their banter being his source of headaches, Agni knew he too had come to acknowledge them as his cherished friends. Only when they were gone did Agni realize how much he'd miss having them around. Seeing the younger them didn't exactly close the gaping hole in his heart, but at least the emptiness was more filled.

Agni squeezed Grace tighter. "We have their younger selves with us now. We will protect them better this time."

Grace only nodded and sank further into his embrace. And Agni planted kisses on his hair, relishing the thought that after everything he had gone through, Grace was still a constant in his life. As long as he had him, everything would be okay.

When Grace started shaking again, Agni caressed his hair and hummed a comfort song they had known by heart. Still, it didn't make falling asleep any easier for Agni, especially not after admitting that his nightmare was very much real. However, as he had been through grief…this, too, would pass.

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#Whee we get to know some of their past. Specifically their turning point #I hope it flows nicely because i have rewritten this like 3 times now 😭😭😭 dialogues are just not my specialty #like how to make them reveal such information without making them come out of the blue #writing style aside. let's talk about why Agni behaves this way #I will save the details on the what and how for the prologue. but basically Agni had been through hell that he couldn't escape alone #Rak Hatz and Isu saved him (or attempted to). and Agni owed them for saving his life. thus the strong attachment that Khun doesn't have #also let me mention that Agni had trouble differentiating between hallucination and reality after the incident. So he was kind of in denial #maybe Agni had come to a conclusion that they might be dead months after that. but he was too afraid to admit it to Grace #because he thought it was partly his fault for being incompetent. and Grace would hate him for letting their friends die #not wanting to risk being left by Grace. he just put himself (and inevitably Grace too) in the illusion of truth #that there's still a chance their friends are still alive because they have no proof of their deaths #so when Agni was offered to go back to the past. he agreed to it. Already expecting that Rak Hatz Isu aren't the same ones that he looks fo #but it was as good as he could get to redeem himself. Plus they get to meet everyone else who they couldn't save #Anyway. I'm taking hiatus until April. In return I will answer if you have any questions whether it is written in the tags or sent via ask #see ya folks <3 we'll get more brothers and team bonding when I return #tower of god #tog #two sides of the same coin fic #my fic #my art #bam #25th bam #jue viole grace #khun #khun aguero agnis #khunbam #shibisu #ship leesoo #rak wraithraiser #hatz

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im-getting-help · 6 months ago

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reading WIPIP vs reading LAWS

@justalilguyoops

#LAWS #lovers alone wear sunlight #WIPIP #what is past is prologue #saltburn #cattonquick #saltburn posting

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justalilguyoops · 9 months ago

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ANNDDDD here is felix's last chapter!! phew these last two chapters combined were 18k words!!! crazy!!! I broke 300k words with WIPIP! My google doc for WIPIP ended up being 517 pages long LOL

WHAT IS PAST IS PROLOGUE IS OVER!!!

thank you to everyone who has stuck around and read my insanity <333 I love you all dearly

#what is past is prologue #justalilguyoops #saltburn #cattonquick #saltburn fanfic #felix catton/oliver quick #au fanfiction

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autisticrosewilson · 5 months ago

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In Trouble

Um. This is a joke that's not a joke that spawned from a conversation with @perseus-jackass about Nurse! Jason and Red X! Grant, that spiraled into a Miraculous Ladybug style love square situation lmao. OG's will remember when this was an ML blog, you could say I'm going back to my roots. Also this story is omegaverse! It's not really mentioned till Jason's pov but I don't want to blindside anyone

"Scream if you have to." Robin says gently, before wrenching his shoulder back into place. Grant does scream, he jerks and writhes but gloved hands hold him in place while his bones shift under the skin. There's a white hot pain that spreads through his arm, an aching relief as everything is realigned, and then everything goes prickly and numb.

Grant lays there panting, staring up at the smoggy night sky. Gotham doesn't even give him the courtesy of stars after subjecting them all to her madness. Robin had at least been kind enough to lay down his cape before his impromptu field med session, but goosebumps are spreading up his arms the longer his bare torso is in contact with the New Jersey air. At least Robin had helped him remove his shirt instead of cutting it off, as he'd threatened to.

"Good job," Robin praises, "you took that so well!" He grins, a certified Robin smile. Suddenly, Grant knows where all the stars went.

"Uh, thanks." Grant says absently, eyes tracing over the glint of too-sharp canines peaking out from cracked lips. Robin's a lip biter, he notes, the flesh has been scraped off. They'd probably bleed with little to no effort.

Grant wants to try, wants to taste it.

Slade clears his throat, and Grant remembers that his family is in the room, among several other hostages, and about twelve previously armed men who are now very unconscious. Robin himself has moved onto taking stock of everyone in the room, likely doing a head count and checking for any other injuries, but he signals for Slade to wait. He tilts his head slightly, finger coming to rest on the communicator in his ear.

"Okay folks, police are en route and the parameter has been cleared. I'm going to lead you all to the nearest exit, keep your head low and try not to make any noise. Listen carefully and stay behind me." Robin pops out of his crouch, helping Grant up as he gives the group orders.

"Look, kid-" Slade starts, and is promptly cut off by multiple snorts from the other hostages. The Gothamites, Grant realizes when he notices how calm they are. The collective reaction seems to throw his father off for a moment, but he continues. Grant feels a flash of second hand embarrassment. "Shouldn't you let the professionals take care of this?"

Robin smiles placatingly, it's got customer service written all over it. "I understand this is an upsetting situation, especially for a tourist, but we have everything handled." He assures.

Slade goes to say something else but Robin doesn't spare him a second glance, pulling out a handful of zip ties from one of the pouches of his belt. He gets to work ridding the men of weapons before tying their hands behind their backs, and then looping more zip ties through those to fix them all firmly together. None of them would be going anywhere anytime soon. He kicks all their guns to a far off corner anyway for good measure, but pockets a hunting knife one of them had been carrying.

"Secured," Robin chirps to whoever is on the other side of his comm, "Where to next?" He rolls his shoulders, resting his hands on his hips. After a moment Robin nods to himself. "Got it, meet you outside."

Grant watches as he heads towards the door, most of the hostages easily following his orders, they stay close together and seem to default to herding the omegas and pups in the middle. He almost gets swept up in it, shielded by the crowd, but then Slade's big hand is on his back bringing him and Joey to the front of the group just behind Robin.

He's shorter than he seemed earlier, when he was looming above Grant, backlit by flashing red lights like a blood soaked angel. He's slimmer without the cape wrapped around him, but with his gaze stuck to the muscle flexing in Robin's thighs he can tell the dark haired boy is stronger than he looks.

Robin leads the way, crouched low and keeping to the wall. The crowd does the same, unusually calm as they gently shush the children and tourists who aren't quiet enough. The implicit trust is breathtaking, the easy way that Robin commands the crowd with a cocksure smile and easy confidence. They only run into trouble once on the way to the exit and Grant barely has time to flinch before him and Joey are both shoved behind dad. Grant strains to see how Robin reacts to the two guards rushing at them but all he can make out is a flurry of movement and flailing limbs. There's the cracking of bone and then Robin's ringing laughter and then the hallway is still and quiet again. Slade's grip on his shoulder is still tight, Joey still pressed to Slades back. Grant nudges forward in time to see Robin securing the unconscious bodies.

He turns back to the crowd, hair a little messy and cheeks a little red but hardly even out of breath, and motions for them to keep going. They do, the group easily parting around the crooks before clustering back together. Like fish, Grant thinks, absently reminded of a trip to the aquarium not long ago.

They all file out in a straight line when they reach the exit, Robin holding the door open and checking behind for any stragglers before breaking away from the group to stand beside Batman. He looks even smaller next to the imposing figure of the Bat, but the cops seem to take his orders seriously.

Grant is pulled away by Slade and he barely realizes where they're going until he hears his mom's voice. She pulls him into a hug, all warm tobacco and vanilla but it almost doesn't register. She pulls Joey in next, peppering his face with kisses and surely staining it with her dark lipstick in the process. Her and Slade are talking about something over his head, but everything sounds like it's underwater. His attention is pulled back to Robin, sitting with some of the younger pups who are having their statements taken, someone's chubby toddler being bounced on his knee. He assumes the man in the nearby ambulance is the child's mother if his intent gaze and round belly are anything to go by.

Without thinking he clutches the fabric around his shoulders tighter. It's heavier than it looks, soft but tough. The outside is plastic-y, like a raincoat, but the inside is silky fabric slips pleasantly over his skin. He feels a tug on it from behind him, tuning back into the immediate conversation.

"Now what is this?" His mother frets.

His mouth opens but he doesn't say anything at first. "Robin gave it to me." He manages, the first thing he's said all night. He clutches the cape tighter, unwilling to let it go. It's a comforting weight, it feels like all that's keeping him on the ground, like if he lets go he'll simply float away.

His mother reaches for his face, tilting towards her. Her eyes are sharp but not angry, studying his expression and the look in his eyes carefully. Whatever she sees makes him purse her lips and glance towards the ambulance. "Oh my baby, you're in shock." She tells him, but the meaning behind the words doesn't register.

"First time getting his shoulder reset, he'll be fine." Slades voice, an attempt to be reassuring. Grant tenses before the words fully compute.

"WHAT!" His mom's voice is loud and shrill enough to make his ears ring and he knows they're going to start a fight.

He's shaking, he realizes, gaze dropping down to the trembling of his good hand where it's resting on her elbow. He doesn't remember moving it. Her skin is warm under his hands, he can feel the way her muscles are tensing as the voices around him raise.

He turns back to Robin, but the boy is already staring at him. At least Grant thinks so, hard to tell where he's looking with the white lenses, but he's facing Grant's direction. His lips are twisted, displeasure or concern maybe, and Grant wants to soothe him but he doesn't know how. Then his head tilts, just slightly, and Grant realizes that Robin had been looking at his parents. He can feel Robin's attention on him fully now, settling over him like sunlight. It's warm and grounding and he can feel his body again. Robin smiles, small and proud and encouraging. A secret just for Grant, to keep and cherish and own. And then Robin is turning, attention maddeningly taken by the others that Grant has just remembered. He feels cold, the kind of cold you feel in the early morning when you've just slipped from your warm blankets, the kind that settles on your skin and then sinks into your bones.

Grant's eyes don't leave Robin until the car pulls away, and as he's craning his neck to catch one last glimpse he sees Robin standing on his tip toes to wave Grant goodbye. He waves back, but the windows are tinted and they're already too far away.

Jason has a secret, and an embarrassing one at that. He knows if anyone ever found out he'd never be able to live it down. Jason doesn't even know how it started really, it's not like he's ever been interested in the latest trends or celebrity gossip.

Jason will blame Rena, because it's easier than analyzing the alternative. Technically it started with a routine hostage situation, but for deflection purposes, it starts with a link to an app that's trying too hard to be Vine. He'd squinted at it, toothbrush still in his mouth, half convinced it was a rickroll.

Jay: Why are you up?

Ren: Why are YOU up?

Jay: I asked you first.

Ren: I messaged you first

Jay: Not how that works.

He had rolled his eyes at the time, finishing up his nightly routine, reluctantly chewing on the multivitamins he's supposed to take every night before bed. The gummies only, never the pills.

Ren: did you watch the video

Jay: I'm not clicking an unknown link, Rena.

Ren: wow full name

Jay is typing...

Ren: Not an excuse for you to use my real full name

Ren: seriously watch the video!!

Jason remembers huffing, he probably put it off till the last second, until he was curled up in bed and on the cusp of finally getting some rest. It's all secondary to the video though, the familiar face split into a wolfish grin, those pretty eyes catching the flash of cameras and sending a wink towards the viewer. It's obviously some kind of rich person event, paparazzi lined up and a carpet laid out on the damn ground, but you wouldn't know it from how the boy is dressed. The orange and blue jacket over the button up would probably make him snort usually, but all he can think about is broad shoulders and warm skin under his hands. Unwarded he remembers what Grant's bare chest looked like, and then the image of strong shoulders wrapped in Jason's cape. He doesn't know how many times he watches the video before the next message comes through.

Ren: isn't he hot?

Jay: Who is he?

Jason already knows of course, but Rena doesn't know that, and he's not keen on informing her. She might start getting ideas.

Ren: Grant Kane, he's some old money CEOs son from New York or something

Jay: And?

Kentucky, Jason corrects mentally, Adeline Kane is from New York but the Wilson family lives in Kentucky.

Ren: I heard his mom is coming to your charity gala next week

Jason's heart skips a beat, teeth sinking into his lip to bite back the giddy grin trying to break through.

Jay: Once again, and?

Ren: And? C'mon when do we get to see new faces at these things? Especially ones as pretty as his!

Jealousy twinges in his chest, churning hotly in his stomach for a moment before he's hit with a flash of guilt.

Jay: oh? You interested

Ren: Pft nah

Ren: this is for you

Ren: my ducks are in a row

Jay: Hurtful, but whatever. I don't even know him. Maybe I don't want that duck in my row.

Ren: Start being real with yourself rn

Ren: I'm coming over tomorrow so we can decide on what you're wearing<333

Usually he matches with Bruce, or Dick if he shows up. He can only imagine what Rena is going to try to talk him into. Technically, Jason is unpresented, even though everyone else his age has already. Most pups present around thirteen, Jason is turning sixteen soon. Leslie says it'll be any day now, that with time, and love, and a steady three meals a day Jason will come into his own in no time. Jason isn't so sure.

Rena herself is a beta, but she's always been a bit of a rule breaker. More so than Jason anyway. She always goes above and beyond with her outfits for these things, with the kind of passion obviously bred from living with the biggest fashion mogul in Gotham. He can only imagine what her plans to play matchmaker are going to entail.

Ren: I've enlisted Eddie to help me

Jason stops, fingers hovering over the keyboard, jaw slack. The indignity! He doesn't need a- an intervention to help him get a date!

Jay: When did you guys even start talking?

Ren: YOU gave me his number

Jay: That was a courtesy! You weren't actually supposed to use it!

Ren: 😜

Jason scowls at his phone. He switches over to his chat with Eddie, certain the omega is still awake watching a terrible obscure movie he's going to tell Jason all about when they see each other again.

Jaybin: I've been betrayed, forsaken, abandoned.

KD: Ok edgelord lmao

Jaybin: STOP laughing I've been the victim of a conspiracy!

KD: Are people on Twitter calling you guys vampires again or do they have something more interesting?

Jaybin: Not that kind of conspiracy.

KD: ???

There's a pause as Eddie stops typing, Jason assumes to go Google it, before his speech bubble pops up again.

KD: Is this about me and Rena wingmanning for you

Jaybin: SO YOU ADMIT TO IT! FIEND! SCOUNDREL!

KD: Weird way to say thank you but okay

Jaybin: I don't need help.

KD: ok well we would LIKE to help

KD: please let us

Jason purses his lips. He hates when Eddie does this. Like he's the one being difficult here. Sometimes he feels like everyone treats him even younger than he is. Just because he hasn't presented doesn't mean he's a baby. He can't wait to be sixteen, hopefully by then he'll know his designation too.

Jaybin: Fine, but I retain full rights to veto anything you pick or any plan you make.

Eddie's response is a gif of a cat doing a happy dance, and though he rolls his eyes he likes the message. He's added to a new chat immediately, one with the three of them in it. Rena sends the video to this new chat, apparently named Operation: HONEYPOT. Jason finds quickly that his lack of admin rights means he can't change it.

He huffs, watching the two messages back and forth. Sending photos he's already seen and telling him information he already knows about Grant. The screen slowly goes dark as his eyes flutter closed, burying his face in the milky hazelnut scent just barely managing to cling to the shirt he's been using as a pillowcase, the MCTC logo pressed against his cheek.

It's a guilty pleasure, he supposes, Grant's smell in his nose as he imagines what his voice sounds like, of Grant pressing into his touch instead of flinching away. He switches to an app easily passing as a calculator, inputting the password without thought to pull up the tracking grid.

He skims over everyone else's - Bruce and Alfred are in the manor, Natalia is in her manor on the boundary of Little Italy and Summerset, Dick's phone is at least in his BludHaven apartment, Barbie is still staying at her dad's house until she gets used to her wheelchair - the one he's looking for is marked with the Robin symbol, blinking steadily, somewhere in Kentucky. The sky is probably clear for him, a star filled sky unobstructed by the pollution of the city. He imagines Grant staring out at the sky, red lip caught between his teeth, thinking about Jason. What he might be doing as he does.

Jason nods off, eyes fluttering shut, matching his breath to the gentle pulse on the screen.

#jason todd #Grant Wilson #dc #my writing #love square au #jaygrant #crack treated seriously #Ask me about my lore for this au. please. PLEASE.#70% chance I respond with a snippet because that might be the only way I post content for this again #Red X #don't ask me about timelines or ages that's not what this is about #Rena cameo!!#oh hey I think I made Jason more of a freak than Grant for once #there's no out stalking a bat okay if you go Stalker 4 Stalker you're gonna lose #btw this is the prologue of sorts so it takes place in the past #this is circa like 2016 or so #if it wasn't clear the Robin cape is what had the tracker on it not Grant himself #Trouble verse

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alloutofgoddesses · 11 months ago

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WIPS of Fics From 2023

These are fics I started reading in 2023 that I will be (hopefully) continuing to read in 2024!

Dark Matter by mysterycyclone - When Thanos snaps, the souls of those he takes end up in the soul stone. However, Spiderman had managed to break off a piece of the stone, and ends up in an alternate dimension with superheroes he’s never heard of and ghosts in his head. (Peter Parker meets the Bats AU - 43 chapters)

Peter the Pizza Guy by Irisen - Dr. Strange’s spell has unforeseen consequences. Peter Parker, suddenly in a different universe, now must figure out how to survive in the most dangerous city in America - Gotham. (Peter Parker meets the Bats AU - 36 chapters)

In for a Pound by Cdelphiki - Damian Al Ghul-Wayne is given to his father as an infant. Dick Grayson is eleven. Bruce Wayne is out of his depth. What happens now? (Damian joins the family early AU - 6 works)

no grave could hold my body down (i'll crawl home to her) by loungemermaid - Finnick survives the mutts, but only just. Adjusting to a body missing large parts of itself and a pregnant wife, Finnick lives on. (Finnick Lives AU - 11 chapters)

Tomorrow Will Be Kinder by bellablue27 - Peeta and Katniss grow together after the war. Currently on hiatus but I'm holding out hope that one day it returns. (Post-Canon Fic - 17 chapters)

take these broken wings and learn to fly by fishingclocks - Dick Grayson loses his parents. Bruce Wayne can’t help but try to rescue the boy from himself. The Batman has a new target. (The Batman 2022 Post-Canon Fic - 17 chapters)

Minefield by coyote_nebula - The Bats love each other. They just have a hard time showing it. (The Waynes and their extended family go on connected adventures - 16 works)

Shutterbug by goldkirk - Tim Drake is good at what he does. He runs a blog, weaves his way unseen throughout Gotham, and he doesn’t need his parents. Unfortunately for him, his neighbors disagree. (AU where Jason lives and Tim can’t catch a break - 9 works)

Wayne Family Social Media AU by tiredofsatansbullshit - Everyone needs a good social media fic from time to time. The Bats, the Waynes, and various others have a very active online presence. (14 works)

A Nest We Can All Call Home by A03time - Dick, Jason, and Tim are orphans who found each other on the streets of Gotham. When Jason decided to steal from Batman of all people, everything changes. (The Robins Meet Before They Meet Bruce AU - 6 works)

How Dare The Robins Sing by CountDyscalculia - Tim Drake has severe dyscalculia. It doesn’t matter though, because Batman needs a Robin and he’s ready to do whatever it takes to get him one. (Tim Drake refuses to ask for help for currently 25 chapters)

Check My Vitals (and tell me I'm still alive) by scrappedyonder - Tim is a metahuman successfully keeping the secret from Batman, his mentor. That is until Red Hood nearly dies and Tim takes matters into his own hands. Now that Jason knows, it’s only a matter of time until Bruce knows as well. (Metahuman AU - 3 works)

straw-verse by deargalileo - Alfred makes a friend out of his young neighbor. Silly straws are heavily involved. (Tim joins the family early AU - 3 works)

buy back the secrets by sundiscus - Conner Kent doesn’t know Robin’s secret identity. Tim Drake does know Superboy’s secret identity, making it super awkward every time Superboy saves Tim Drake. (TimKon fic - 4 chapters)

what's past is prologue by Icestorm238 - Dick Grayson remembers an alternate life before most of its events happen. He uses this knowledge to do everything in his power to change fate. It’s not as easy as he thought it would be. (Canon Divergence AU - 5 works)

the unfridging of jessica more by winterfire22 - Jessica doesn’t die when the yellow-eyed demon comes after her. It changes things - drastically. (Canon Divergence AU - 3 works)

#i am. bad at fic recs.#whatever fucking read them it will be worth your time #batfam fic recs #Peter the pizza guy #in for a pound #shutterbug #how dare the robins sing #what’s past is prologue #edit: I fixed it a bit

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presiding · 1 year ago

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hey what if someone made a fic that explored emily's monsterhood and also, billie lurk's monsterhood in how she views herself? wouldnt that be fucked. haha

#billie lurk #emily kaldwin #billie/emily #70k of deadly wlw slowburn #me writing this post in the most flippant possible tone but also like. gnawing my arm off #let me talk to you about abjection and alterity and how that relates to the queer experience #and race and gender and - *i am taken out back and shot by the fandom police*#this is part two of my 'billie is tall and has tattoos' propaganda #also apparently i'm the first person to tag a fic billie/mindy?#what! the fuck #i mean in this case its a past r'ship but like i assumed this was like. already a thing #anyway. here's the prologue. only the final scene reflects the writing style of the rest of the fic #will write up a proper post later but for now sleep

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sshbpodcast · 7 months ago

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Character Spotlight: Garak

By Ames

No one here but us plain, simple tailors this week on A Star to Steer Her By. We’re finally scrutinizing fan-favorite recurring character Garak, who’s definitely more complex and nuanced than even some main characters we’ve discussed before. As we assembled our classic Best and Worst Moments lists, we found that Garak has the most moments that somehow end up in both. That’s how morally (and physically) grey this guy is.

So let’s get our measurements taken as we spotlight DS9’s resident Cardassian spy, played so stunningly by Andrew Robinson (have you read his book yet? It’s amazing). Scroll on below or decode some ciphers with us on this week’s podcast discussion (jump over to 48:23). Of all the moments we’re spotlighting, which are the best and which are the worst? My dear reader, they’re all best moments. Even the worst moments? Especially the worst moments.

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Best moments

Let us haggle Our very first introduction to Garak in “Past Prologue” sets him up as mysterious, sneaky, and downright sassy. It’s always nebulous just how far his covert information extends versus how much he’s ever just toying with Julian, but in this early episode, he helps the doctor uncover some shady dealings that the Bajoran terrorist Tahna Los has been engaging in. And it’s delightful.

Schemes within schemes Garak and Bashir team up again in the season two “Cardassians,” in which Garak sees through decades’ worth of Cardassian scheming (the best kind of scheming) to expose Dukat’s war orphan plot. The details are convoluted and Rube Goldbergy, but the tailor puts together all the pieces and concludes that Dukat is looking to undermine Gul Pa'Dar, some-freakin’-how.

Personally, I find this style a bit too radical Listening to Garak’s smoothtalking is always extra fun because he’s always saying more than is just on the surface. Even when he doesn’t have to! In his own way, he warns Quark that Natima Lang is in danger in “Profit and Loss.” By the end of the episode, he goes so far as to shoot Toran, saving Quark’s lady love and her students before they go “out of fashion.”

My best friend, Elim The first episode to appear on both lists is “The Wire” because it’s just so Garak. While he never tells Bashir the truth once, he’s at his most vulnerable when he’s telling his various Elim stories. In his own Cardassian way, he connects with his dear doctor and expresses things about himself that, though not empirically true, are him at his most real. And the shippers rejoice.

Major, I don’t think I’ve ever seen you looking so ravishing We give Major Kira major props for her role in the stunning “Second Skin,” but Garak plays a large part as well. When Kira and Ghemor’s backs are up against the wall, Garak comes through for the DS9 crew. And like when he killed Toran in “Profit and Loss,” he’s able to put his Cardassian patriotism aside to kill the hell out of Entek and quip about it at the same time.

The spy who loved me It’s no wonder people ship Bashir and Garak so much when there are episodes like “Our Man Bashir” to fan the fires. And when things go awry in the holodeck, Garak is able to quip his way through the Bond-style holoprogram that they find themselves trapped in, all the while mocking what Julian seems to think the spy world is actually like. And he pulls off a tux pretty well too!

Excuse me, my dungeon awaits So many times that Garak saved the day have seemed to just be convenient for the character, but he’s especially heroic in “By Inferno’s Light.” He fights through his fears to go into the claustrophobia closet in the Jem’Hadar prison and remote into the waiting shuttle. Without Garak doing what needed to be done, surely the Jem’Hadar would have killed them all.

I promise you I will come back While the relationship between Garak and Ziyal always seemed kind of one-sided to us, we must admit that it was good for both characters to have someone whom they could relate to on the station. We see between “In Purgatory’s Shadow” and “By Inferno’s Light” that they care about each other, though sadly Garak never understands why before her untimely death.

A very messy, very bloody business Another episode that belongs on both lists is “In the Pale Moonlight.” We already gave Sisko some guff for this one, so let’s start off by being impressed by the layers of Cardassian scheming Garak does. Sure, it’s unethical and kind of monstrous, but it’s also a thing of beauty watching all the pieces of Garak’s plan come together to trick the Romulans into getting into the war. Not only can he live with it, but he sleeps like a baby.

Alan Turing, eat your heart out Garak uses some of his Obsidian Order talents to do some code breaking for the Federation in “Afterimage.” His arc in the final season of DS9 is a hell of a journey because he knows the work he’s doing for Sisko and crew will hurt the Cardassia he loves, but he also knows it’ll be for the best in the end to rid the quadrant of the Dominion so they can start rebuilding.

We might have a revolution on our hands Speaking of the Cardassia that Garak loves, he joins Damar and Kira’s little resistance in “The Dogs of War” and goes down to the planet to incite a revolution against the Dominion. When even Damar has opened his eyes to the atrocities the Founders are commiting in the Alpha Quadrant, then you know that it’s got to be something worth fighting for.

The last Weyoun In the siege of Cardassia Prime in “What You Leave Behind,” Garak gets to be the one to shoot Weyoun 8 after the two chirp at each other first. Turns out this is the last of the Weyoun clones, which Garak has firmly put to rest as the Federation ousts the Dominion forces from Cardassia. Garak’s story finally complete, his exile has ended in time to return to the ashes.

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Worst moments

Nothing to look forward to but having lunch with you We’ll also see later in the series that Garak isn’t one to prioritize his mental health, so his abuse of his feel-good wire in the titular “The Wire” portrays how bad he is at taking care of himself or getting help when he is at his lowest points. When he attacks his friend and doctor when he’s going through withdrawal, you just wanna see him get better because this isn’t healthy, Garak.

Initiating counterinsurgency program level four Though Garak apparently has access codes that no doubt Sisko revoked after “Civil Defense,” he still utterly fails to stop the station’s counterinsurgency program from locking out the Starfleet personnel. In fact, per the “Attention Bajoran Workers” protocol, he’s made things that much worse by insisting they have to shut down life support only for a laser ball to replicate in Ops.

You can’t waterboard a goo It’s hardest for us to forgive Garak from ruthlessly torturing Odo in “The Die Is Cast” just to get back in the good graces of Daddy Tain… but we’ll probably do so anyway. We see just what Garak is capable of with these glimpses into his Obsidian Order past. We can absolutely easily picture how he could torment someone with just his unblinking stare. His eyes. HIS EYES!

But have you considered… murder? I may have found it adorable for Garak and Bashir to play spies in “Our Man Bashir,” but he has no idea how holoprograms work. Garak is so fast to jump to the conclusion that they kill everyone that it leaves one’s head spinning. This isn’t real-life spying, Garak. This is Julian’s sexy adventure, so of course the answer is seduction, not murder, and you should’ve known that.

Is this a date or an assassination? Ziyal is looking for company and invites Garak to sunbathe on rocks like the lizards they are… and Garak spends the whole of “For the Cause” caught up in highschool drama of what Ziyal’s inventions are. Does she like him or LIKE him? Or does she just want to lure him in to present his head to her father later? It’s all below Garak, frankly, when he could just, I dunno, talk to her.

Something swift and painless and preferably bloodless I gave Quark most of the stink for this one, but I can’t let Garak off the hook either. It’s a complete missed opportunity for “Body Parts” to necessitate Quark asking Garak to assassinate him when instead he could have enrolled Garak into some even more nefarious scheme. Garak himself should have suggested faking Quark’s death and it would have been excellent.

They’re dead. You’re dead. Cardassia is dead. I always found Garak’s plan in “Broken Link” to be tenuous at best and contrived at worst. He tags along to the Gamma Quadrant for seemingly no reason, then it turns out he wants to ask the Founders if any of the Cardassians from “The Die Is Cast” are still alive (a possibility never alluded to before), then he straight up tries to destroy the Founders’ planet until Worf beats him into submission. Huh?

It looks like I’ve captured your last piece, Chief The pretty decent horror episode “Empok Nor” has got a lot going for it, but every single time they made the kotra metaphor more and more blatant, I started checking out. Dear writers, your metaphor stood on its own without you announcing it twenty-five times. Have a little confidence that your themes are working because it was a good one… until it wasn’t.

Do you feel lucky? Do ya, Chief? But that is far from the worst thing Garak does in “Empok Nor.” The psychotropic drug is mostly at fault here, but that doesn’t mean Garak feels completely innocent. He straight up murders the Cardassian sleeper guards AND crewman Amaro in cold blood, and then kidnaps and threatens Nog so he can get at the Chief, taunting him like a serial killer the whole time.

Star-crossed lizards The sweet friendship Garak strikes up with Ziyal belongs on our good list for sure, but frankly the romance between them never quite gelled for us. We see in “Call to Arms” that they kiss goodbye when she flees the station before the Dominion swoops in, and it just feels… unearned? Garak admits in “Sacrifice of Angels” that he doesn’t know what that was all about, and neither do we.

When the devil asks you to dance, you say yes I may have marveled at Garak’s precarious plan in “In the Pale Moonlight,” but that doesn’t mean I condone any of it. Even the writers make it clear in Sisko’s actions that he finds it reprehensible how many casualties there were to pull it off: the cold-blooded murder of Vreenak (and his innocent guards!), the assassination of Grathon Tolar, the deaths of literally all of Garak’s contacts. This one’s on Sisko’s list too of course, but he at least knows it’s wrong.

You’re not worthy of the name Dax One final episode that’s on both lists. Classic Garak, playing both sides. In this case, it’s more evidence that Garak does not seem to value his mental health because, when he’s suffering panic attacks and more claustrophobia in “Afterimage,” the first thing he does is lash out at his therapist, Ezri Dax, who certainly doesn’t deserve it! The poor thing.

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Well I hope we got in some cutting remarks about the good tailor of Deep Space Nine. Next week we’ve got another frequent guest star of the station to spotlight: Keiko O’Brien! Stay tuned for that while also tuning in every week as we venture through Enterprise over on SoundCloud or wherever you podcast. You can also quip with us over on Facebook and Twitter, and remember: the truth is usually just an excuse for a lack of imagination.

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Que Le Spectacle Commence !

First Chapter : Meeting the ONE;

Zu dieser Zeit des Jahreszyklus gab es nur wenige Tage in Fontaine, die von schlimmen Unwettern begleitet waren. Strahlend blauer, klarer Himmel, saftige Wiesen & eine leichte, sommerliche Brise, die die farbenfrohen Blumenfelder im glänzenden Sonnenschein zum Tanzen brachten —— ein solcher Anblick bot sich in der Nation des Wassers, der Schau, der KUNST & des Prunkes zu schier täglicher Gegebenheit. Wer hier zu Gast oder Neuankömmling war, würde schnell feststellen müssen, dass es in keiner Nation sonst so idyllisch & schier PERFEKT wirkte, wie hier. Doch wo das Licht bekanntlich am hellsten fällt, ist der dadurch geschlagene Schatten meist umso düsterer . . .

Aus Kunst & Idylle wurde dann meist sehr schnell Scharade & Trug. In Fontaine nahm man die Regeln & den Sinn der Gerechtigkeit schließlich bitterlich ernst ; wer sich nicht an die Vorgaben hielt, würde sich dem Auge des Gesetzes hingeben & dem Leitfaden unterwerfen müssen. Wie sehr hier mit zweierlei Maß gemessen & abgerechnet wurde, nun . . . dies vermochte niemand so genau zu sagen. Doch der Fakt stand : die Prozesse glichen dem Ausmaß eines S c h a u s p i e l s , welches lediglich dem Amusement der Zuschauenden { & der hoch angesehenen Archondin Furina } galt. Jeder wollte dabei sein & sie hautnah erleben, sich dem Entertainment hingeben & dem Leid anderer fröhnen.

Wie viel Perfektion, Glanz & Glorie steckte nun also wirklich hinter den hochgrenzenden Fassaden der adeligen Gemäuer, die ihren verdunkelnden Schleier warfen ?

Ein resigniert, wie abwesendes Seufzen glitt über die Lippen der jungen Katzenfrau, als sie sich mal wieder bei ihren zutiefst abschweifend trübseligen, ja fast pessimistischen Gedanken ertappte, über die höchst fragwürdigen Vorgehensweisen jener Nation zu philosophieren, in welcher sie nun einmal aufgewachsen war. Vieles hier entzog sich ihrem Verständnis, doch wer war sie schon, dass sie das Recht besäße, etwas daran zu kritisieren oder in Frage zu stellen ? Würde sie das Wort erheben, dann würde man sie vermutlich auf der Stelle festnehmen, ihr Verleumdung unterstellen & des RUFMORDES anklagen. Sie hatte viel eher gelernt, sich aus vielerlei Belangen herauszuhalten. Bis auf eines natürlich . . . & mit ihren Bedenken war sie nicht alleine. Ihre zwei Brüder { Lyney, ihr Zwilling, & Freminet, der Adoptivbruder } & sie nahmen die ' Prophezeiung ' sehr ernst & sie würden ALLES unternehmen, um eben jenes Unheil zu vereiteln.

' Und schon wieder drifte ich ab . . . Ich sollte mich endlich auf das Wesentliche konzentrieren. '

Wie zuvor beschrieben war auch an diesem Tage das Wetter schier PERFEKT ; warm, sonnig & lediglich ein laues Lüftchen, welches ihr die losen Strähnen des Zopfes leicht über die nackten Stellen ihres Rückens kitzeln ließ. Tja, ' perfekt ' also für eine Runde Schwimmen. Manch einer würde jetzt vielleicht glauben, dass Lynette diese Aktivität im Wasser mochte, doch das genaue Gegenteil war eigentlich der Fall : Sie v e r a b s c h e u t e Nässe. Es gab eigentlich nichts Ekelhafteres, als nasse Kleidung & am Körper klebende Haare { ganz zu schweigen von nassem FELL, denn davon hatte sie zwar nicht viele Stellen aber immerhin ein paar, nämlich Schweif & Öhrchen & das reichte vollkommen aus für maximalen Diskomfort ! }. Sie würde es unter anderen Umständen tunlichst vermeiden, in tiefe Gewässer abzutauchen, doch da sie nun einmal trainieren musste, würde ihr nichts anderes übrig bleiben.

Zwar war sie in den meisten Shows & Performances lediglich der SCHATTEN ihres Bruders, welcher dafür im Mittelpunkt des Rampenlichtes performte, doch für die ein oder anderen Einlagen musste auch sie jede ihrer Choreografien bis auf's Maximum perfektionieren. Fehler konnte sie sich einfach nicht erlauben, denn das würde nicht nur sie blamieren, sondern am allermeisten Lyney & dies wollte sie tunlichst vermeiden.

' Heißt also abtauchen . . . huh. Langsam gewöhne ich mich wohl daran. Das macht es aber dennoch nicht angenehmer, nur ein wenig . . . erträglicher. '

Wobei es mehr der Gedanke an Lyney's vor Stolz gezeichneten Gesichtsausdruckes war, der sie weiter antrieb & bis an ihr Limit pushen würde. Familie bedeutete ihr schließlich alles —— IMMER.

Somit erhob sie sich also erneut aus dem Gras, holte einmal tief Luft & rannte dann mit einem gezielten Hechtsprung auf die Wasserstelle ein paar Fuß von ihr entfernt zu, worin sie mit nach vorne gestreckten Armen eintauchte & den Atem prompt anhielt. Sie müsse es dieses Mal schaffen, länger unter Wasser bleiben zu können, dabei die Augen offen halten & sich bewegen. Es müsse ihr möglich sein, ohne Probleme dem Publikum eine SHOW zu bieten, die sie so schnell nicht vergessen würden. Lyney hatte ihr die Schritte genau erklärt & sie würde sich an jedes noch so kleine Detail erinnern, es verinnerlichen & zum Besten präsentieren. Er zählte auf sie & da sie eine Einheit waren, wie Ying & Yang einen Kreis bildeten, mussten auch die Abläufe stimmen, so flüssig & klar sein wie jenes Wasser, in dessen geschmeidigen Wogen sie gerade tauchte.

Am tiefsten Punkt angekommen, verharrte Lynette an ein- und derselben Stelle, die Augen geöffnet, ins Weite des UNENDLICH wirkenden Azures blickend, das sich vor ihr wie in einem märchenhaften Bilderbuch erstreckte. Das Meeresgefilde war voller lebend & wundersamen Schönheiten, so unergründlich wie das Mysterium der Sterne am nächtlichen Firmament —— wahrlich fesselnd, das musste sie zugeben. & wäre es alles nicht so nass & unangenehm, dann würde sie es bei Gott mehr wertschätzen können.

' Immerhin schmecken die Meeresfrüchte recht gut. Alleine dafür sollte ich wohl der Existenz diverser Gewässer positiver gesinnt sein. '

Während sie den Pirouetten & Linientänzen der vorbeiziehenden Fische Achtsamkeit schenkte, vollführte die Katzendame selbst ihre kleinen Kunststücke, versuchte sich der Schwerkraft des Wassers zu entziehen & ihre Bewegungsabläufe so geschmeidig & perfekt wie möglich zu gestalten. Angesichts des immensen DRUCKES, der auf ihrer fragilen Statur lastete & immer stärker wurde, je tiefer sie abtauchte, gestaltete sich dies stellenweise doch als äußerst schwierig —— nun, zumindest war es anfangs so gewesen. Mittlerweile hatte sie ihre Kniffs & Tricks entwickelt, um dennoch so grazil wie ein Glitzerrochen durch die gröbsten Strömungen zu gleiten. Doch, ihr Geschick, Können & vor allem auch Glück würde nicht lange von Dauer sein, denn die ungestümen Gewässer würden nur einmal mehr beweisen, wie unheimlich l a u n i s c h sie sein könnten.

Lynette wusste, wann es an der Zeit war, wieder zur Oberfläche zurückzukehren, sodass ihr der restliche Atem nicht ausgehen & sie folglich nicht ertrinken würde. Als sie sich jedoch in Bewegung setzte, um nach Luft zu schnappen, spürte sie, dass sie etwas zu verfolgen schien. Ein Knurren alamierte ihre Sinne —— oder war es vielmehr ein ' Surren ' ? Jenes durch Energie angetriebener Machinerien, die neuerdings vermehrt ihr Unwesen in diesen tiefen Gefilden trieben ? Ihr war zumindest die letzten paar Male schon aufgefallen, dass sich besorgniserregenderweise immer mehr Meks unter die sonst so friedliche Wasserlandschaft geschmuggelt hatten. Wo sie jedoch herkamen & was sie eigentlich bezweckten, war ihr nicht bekannt. Ob auch das etwas mit der Pophezeiung zutun haben könnte ?

—— doch ganz gleich, was es war, darüber könne sie sich später auch noch Gedanken machen. Das dieses Gesurre immer näher kam & dessen Getriebe es wohl schneller vorantrieb, als es ihre eigenen Beine & Arme je könnten, war kein sonderlich gutes Zeichen. An die Oberfläche zu flüchten war keine Option. Sie MÜSSE sich zur Wehr setzen, es abschütteln oder wenigstens kurz außer Gefecht setzen, um so an Momentum eines möglichen Vorsprunges gewinnen zu können.

Lynette schloss somit ihre Augen, bündelte all ihre Kräfte & konzentrierte sich alleine nur auf ihren maschinellen Kontrahenten & dessen heranrauschende Geschwindigkeit. Als sie glaubte, dass dessen Motoren nahe genug an sie herangekommen waren, bündelte sie die Kraft von Anemo mithilfe ihrer Vision in der Form kleiner Windschnellen, die sich wie Ranken um ihre Beine wandten. Mit einem beherzten Tritt stieß sie den Mek zurück, welcher zuckend & biepend in den Schwingen der kreierten Windschnellen gefangen ins tiefe Dunkel unter sich gerissen wurde.

Das wäre geschafft ! Nun sollte sie aber keine Zeit verlieren, denn der Klapperkasten könnte sich jeden Moment wieder befreien & sie erneut anpeilen —— er hatte wohl immerhin schlimmer die Fährte eines blutenden Fisches aufgenommen, als es ein Hai je könnte; & sie solle definitiv dessen BEUTE sein.

Die Oberfläche war nicht mehr weit entfernt, sie konnte sogar das warme Funkeln der bald untergehenden Sonne wahrnehmen, welches sich wie ein zauberhaftes Gemälde darauf wiederspiegelte. Nur mehr drei oder vier Armlängen war sie entfernt, sehr viel länger würde sie die Luft auch nicht halten können . . . .

—— doch dann bemerkte Lynette, dass sie sich längst nicht mehr der Wasseroberfläche näherte, sondern sehr viel eher stillstand, in der nächsten Sekunde sogar begonn, wieder hinabzusinken, so als würde sie etwas an den Beinen in den Abgrund zerren. & genau das schien auch, ganz zu ihrem Entsetzen, der Fall gewesen zu sein. Durch ihre Aktion von vorhin musste ein derart mächtiger Sog entstanden sein, der die einst so ruhigen Gewässer ungestüm werden ließ & alles drohte, zu verschlingen, das sich in unmittelbarer Nähe befand. Innerlich verfluchte sich die Illusionistin für diesen fürchterlich DUMMEN Fehler, doch für Selbstrüge war später auch noch Zeit, sofern sie das hier überleben würde. Die Luft wurde immer knapper, ihre aufgeplusterten Backen von Sekunde zu Sekunde praller, jede verzweifelte Bewegung in Richtung Sicherheit s c h m e r z v o l l e r. Ihre Sicht verschwomm immer mehr, die einstig rosig & vor Leben strotzenden Lippen nur mehr leichenblass - blau gefärbt, die Abläufe ihrer sonst geschmeidigen Bewegungen kraftlos & arhythmisch. Sie hatte noch einmal alles gegeben, die restlichen Kraftreserven in Arme & Beine gesteckt. Ihre Fingerspitzen berührten schon förmlichst die errettende Ebene oberhalb des kühlen Nasses —— doch ihr Körper versagte, sie schaffte es einfach nicht länger, gegen die starke Strömung anzukommen, welche sie mit unerbittlich eisernem Griff ins feuchte Grab zu ziehen beabsichtigte.

Wäre dies nun wirklich ihr Ende ? Würde sie auf diese jämmerliche Art & Weise sterben ? Würde sie nun Teil der Prophezeiung werden & ihrem Körper den Fluten hingeben ? Sie würde als schwächliche Versagerin, als Enttäuschung in der Erinnerungen aller Verbliebenen zurückbleiben, ihre FAMILIE im Stich lassen . . .

. . . . & Lyney ? Was wird er nur ohne sie tun ? Sie konnte ihn doch nicht im Stich lassen. Ihre letzten Gedanken würden jenen gelten, die ihr am nächsten standen. Dem Einzigen in ihrem vermutlich oft sehr erbärmlichen Lebens, das ihr jemals wirklich aufrichtig etwas bedeutet hatte. Aber vielleicht . . . hatte sie für ihre eigene Dummheit & Tollpatschigkeit ja genau eben jenen Ausgang wie diesen hier zu RECHT verdient. Ja, vielleicht war der T o d nun das höchste Maß der Strafen —— Perfektion sah schließlich anders aus. Das musste Konsequenzen haben. Immer.

Zwischen all dem Nass & dem schwindenden Bewusstsein hätte sie nicht einmal ihre eigenen Tränen bemerkt, die nun Teil eines großen Ganzen wurden. Die Ansammlung einer unendlichen Bedeutungslosgkeit, welche früher oder später in Vergessenheit geraten würde. In Fontaine galt nur eine Regel : Du bist erst etwas wert, wenn du auch etwas zum Fortschritt & der Brillianz der Nation beiträgst, dich nützlich machen kannst. Eines von vielen kleinen Zahnrädern bist, dass die großen am Laufen hält.

Doch ihr kleines, unbedeutendes Zahnrad wäre ersetzbar . . . gewiss.

@houndofhades / STARTER.

#𝙸𝙲 : “What is past is prologue.”#𝙼𝙰𝙸𝙽 𝚅𝙴𝚁𝚂𝙴 : “Que le Spectacle commence!”#houndofhades

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