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nexus-nebulae · 2 years ago

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god fuck i hate having a system that cycles through headmates once every few months bc we'll spend time with certain headmates that seem to front often, train them to take care of the body, start working on communication and everything and as soon as we seem like we're getting somewhere the whole fucking place gets reset and we have to start all over with new people

#dormancy cw #not mentioned by name but. you know.#we made progress on our stupid think-about-people-we-hate-for-five-hours spirals #with Ro getting really good at noticing them when they were happening and stepping in to stop them #and then as soon as we think 'wow this might not be an issue anymore'#the whole system gets flipped upside down and now we can't do that anymore #partially because being a Mostly Fixative system means that getting a new hyperfixation causes like 50 new guys to arrive #so they just kinda. pushed the others out of the front cycle #and partially because we were struggling really hard to find a new host #and then. we ended up. fucking. keeping the host. and changing out EVERYONE FUCKING ELSE.#and now we gotta start over.#and now we argue with the wall that we imagine has the faces of people we hate again

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