#part of this is from personal experience

[peppermintquartz]

Buck is in the middle of chopping celery when Tommy comes in, an open letter in his hand, and just as Buck's about to call out a greeting, Tommy stops moving.

Literally.

He stands in the doorway, eyes on the open letter in his left hand, his right still holding his keys and keeping the door open, and to Buck's shock, tears start rolling down Tommy's face.

"What's wrong?" Buck sets down his knife and wipes his hands on his apron hurriedly to go to his boyfriend.

Tommy doesn't answer. He takes one more step forward, the front door swinging slowly shut behind him, and he drops to his knees, the hand not holding the letter coming to his mouth to cover it, like he is holding back a scream.

Or, in this case, a whimpering, shaking cry.

Kneeling in front of Tommy, Buck reaches for the letter very slowly, broadcasting his intent to take it. Tommy's fingers are limp and Buck pulls the letter from him without any resistance.

It's a letter from a nursing home. And at the end, it says with all the personal warmth of a block of granite, "We offer our condolences."

Tommy is still shaking, still covering his mouth as he cries, as if frightened of what words would spill out if he were to remove his hand. His tears are dripping onto his jeans but his eyes are staring into nothing.

Buck's heart breaks to see him so... so different from the man he loves. Setting the letter aside, he embraces Tommy tightly, murmuring, "I'm here. I'm here."

He doesn't know what to say. He knows it's not okay, that it won't be okay, because Tommy did love his dad even if they were no longer in contact, that regardless of their fraught relationship, younger Tommy's greatest wish to make his father proud. That despite Tommy's reluctance to talk about his family and his issues with his father, there was unresolved pain, it will forever be unresolved now.

"I should've gone to see him," Tommy finally says, his voice so hoarse and broken that it physically hurts Buck to hear it. "I should've. I didn't want to. I should've."

Buck kisses the side of his boyfriend's head and then pulls back to look at him. Tommy's gaze is that of a lost little boy, his demeanor no longer that of an experienced firefighter pilot.

"They called. Asked me to... And I spoke to him. And he... The last thing he said to me. The last thing. Evan. He called me a disgrace." Tommy inhaled sharply and his face crumples into grief. "I got angry. I didn't... I knew. He was sick. He was angry and lonely and sick, I knew that, I knew and I didn't." Burying his face into Evan's neck, Tommy wraps his big arms around his boyfriend. "I should've. I should've."

Buck holds on to Tommy, tangling his fingers into his curly hair to soothe him. "I'm here. I'm sorry you didn't get to see him one last time. But you spoke to him. You tried."

"Not enough." Tommy's voice is barely more than a breath. "I didn't try enough."

While Buck wants to dispute that, he knows it isn't the time. Closing his eyes, he lets Tommy hold on to him as he grieves, the two of them kneeling inside the front door, the afternoon sun bright outside the window.

[findmeinthefallair]

It can't be overstated how powerful the catharsis is when a scene of a character connecting with their wounded inner child is done right. The key poses...the expressions...the timing...storytelling like this can help to provide some healing for so many people in the audience.

[bread-that-draws]

Flowey’s so funny and has me so fucked up like he’s a talking flower. He tries to kill you upon your first interaction. He is ten years old. He is damaged beyond repair. He’s a flower named Flowey. He’s become friends with every single character. He’s killed all of them countless times. He knows everything about everyone. He doesn’t care anymore. He takes care of his mom when she can’t take care of herself. He’s killed her before. He doesn’t care if you kill her. He thinks she’s trying to replace him. He just wants to be himself again. He wants to destroy everything. He hates you. You’re the only one who understands him. He wants his best friend back. He’s terrified of them. He believes in kill or be killed because he died by giving mercy to the wrong person. He believes himself to be the wrong person. He doesn’t understand when you show him that kindness he showed others, even when you know he could kill you for it. He’s tried every route. He asks you if you have anything better to do when you try to do the same. He’s a direct reflection of the player. He’s a fucking talking flower named flowey and his only voice line is by Ronald McDonald and his officially licensed plush does a little dance for you

[agendercryptidlev]

Thinking about how Riz is the one who first used he/him pronouns for Baron & what it's like being AroAce is a queer space. Thinking about Riz seeing the kinship that Raugh and Kristen formed over both being gay and wanting that connection, that sense of community, but holding himself back because while he wasn't "normal" he also wasn't like them. When you're gay you're family and when you're straight you fit in but what happens when you're neither? How do you categorize that.

Riz isn't afraid of his orientation because he's different by societal standards. It's not being queer that scares him no, it's the isolation of not knowing if anyone else feels the way he does. He knows that if he were gay or bi or pan his friends would understand, he'd be like them and be surrounded by people like him. But he's not like them, he is different in a way that seems entirely unique to himself.

So maybe he kind of wished he was gay, and that Baron existed because that was what he was afraid to admit. It'd be a lot less lonely than the truth.

[clfixationstation]

people are arguing on twt over whether Mikasa or Historia understands Eren the best, when the clear answer is Armin

[theinsomniacindian]

Indian Chaotic Academia

Wanting to wear jumpers and hoodies but changing your mind after looking at the daily temperature

Scoring 97% in English in your board exams but your spoken English makes you sound like you've never studied it in your life

Messy yet (somewhat) intelligible handwriting

A weak spot for old Bollywood songs regardless of your personal taste in music

Chipped nail polish and lots of bracelets

Wanting to study in a park or a cafe but you can't as they're too loud and busy

Adrak chaha is the solution to everything

Muting the class WhatsApp group so you can read angsty fanfiction at 3 a.m. without alerting your parents

Vada pav and samosa>>>>

Buying several highlighters but still end up using blunt pencils to mark important study material

At some point, a B is the best grade you'll ever find in your report card

Reading the Mahabharata at the back of the class in the same way you would read a modern novel ("Nooo, why did he have to die 😭")

Coming up with ideas for study charts but never actually making them

Getting a lot of holidays and vacations thanks to the amount of festivals celebrated throughout the year

"Sir that's my emotional support gel pen brand that I've been using since fifth grade"

The poem you have to learn in your regional language class is actually your favourite childhood song

Rickshaw rides are better than any other mode of transport, change my mind (you can't)

Getting the 'Slytherin house' that always comes last in every school event

Only buying books from the second-hand book stalls because they have all the good ones

[variousqueerthings]

asexual in a bisexual way

bisexual in an asexual way

[kindlespark]

in shock hearing people say that babel only takes a turn and becomes heart-wrenching at the end because that experience is so incomprehensible to my chinese diaspora ass that felt like their heart was being torn from their chest in the very first chapter likeeeee babel is underscored by such immense amounts of tragedy and loss and horror around colonialism and imperialism from the very beginning it's so crazy that white people can just read the first half of babel and not feel like every bone in their body was being dissolved in acid by the centuries of unspoken grief written in robin's experience SORRYYYYYYYY. average poc reading babel vs average white person reading babel truly LMFAOOOO

[aroaceleovaldez]

one of the things that I found particularly interesting in Demigods of Olympus is that it finally gives the best direct comparison we've seen so far between Percy and another character's experiences in terms of academics and particularly ableist discrimination.

The way Zane describes his experiences and what we see in his POV is that, while he is similarly discriminated against for his "atypical" behavior and blame is placed on him, the only sorts of punishments he receives for this are relatively benign, such as an increase in counseling. (It is also notable that Zane is somewhat autistic-coded, such as having the "incorrect" scripts when speaking with adults and Sam explicitly reminding him to remember to make proper eye contact.) Percy, on the other hand, similarly experiences discrimination for "atypical" behavior, but whereas Zane is treated as "too smart for his own good" and given slaps on the wrist, Percy is automatically labeled as aggressive, destructive, and a trouble-maker based on preconceived assumptions about him and is more severely punished, such as being frequently expelled.

We rarely get this level of direct comparison between Percy's experiences and that of another character, particularly such similar experiences, so looking at the differences is really interesting to gauge what their different experiences with ableist discrimination is like - and how it could potentially tie into intersectionality and other forms of discrimination at play for them.

For instance, Zane's parents are generally heavily implied to be middle-class and/or generally financially secure, versus Percy who grew up poor, so it could be classism in combination with ableist discrimination. Alternatively, it could be intersectionality with racial discrimination, as neurodivergent behavior in people of color is significantly more likely to be punished more severely and labeled as aggressive or disruptive behavior due to racist preconceptions - particularly since we know Percy's experiences with ableist discrimination are also somewhat based on assumptions people make regarding his appearance. Both Zane and Percy are racially ambiguous - Zane's appearance essentially being completely unspecified, but Percy at least having some notable details such as having a deep tan complexion. If not racism, it could also be colorism, which in this context often has similar intersectionality. There's a lot of potential options.

It's just very interesting to me! I love having such a direct point of comparison to examine the experiences of two characters within.

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

I'm sorry I let down my guard.

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[v4visms]

[blueskittlesart]

deeply refreshing to see someone critical of Swift who also like, genuinely likes her. Like i'm neutral to positive on her, but the online discourse has been absolutely rancid. flipping between "Taylor Swift has never done anything wrong ever and she's a fucking genius" and "Taylor Swift is the worst lyricist of all time and also a bad person" is exhausting, so thank you for like. nuance or something lmao

not to make it serious for a sec but i genuinely think that being able to like things that are bad is really important. like I think that it's an important skill to be able to look at something and see what you personally enjoy about it and then take a step back and acknowledge that objectively it's flawed. and to also be able to acknowledge that liking something isn't necessarily an identity or a moral stance. and i think that fandom space in general could really benefit from more people taking the time to learn how to do that. it's okay to like things that are bad

[horror-aesthete]

Twin Peaks, 1990, dir. Tina Rathborne

SE01E04 Rest in Pain

[smoothie03]

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@pokenoire 's lgbtq+ headcanons for my childhood OTP gave me some ideas ^^

[lunarharp]

played dragon age 2...just simple scribbles

[abirddogmoment]

today's hot take for dog people: management is not the same thing as training.