#park Jaebum fluff

[multiphandomunnies]

got7

reactions

girlfriend hugging them in their sleep

deserted island au

high school au

gf is a demon

s.o is shy with skinship

s.o is self conscious

imagines

mark

jackson

thank you

bf! jackson

trying again

single dad au

jaebum

it’s not too late

get over here

not now (*M*)

carnation

bf! jaebum

christmas special

i want to do these things with you

jinyoung

youngjae

bambam

christmas special

yugyeom

bf! yugyeom

let’s go out

[whats-wild-to-you]

can u write a scene where they has a 1night stand and it become a often thing

both side catch feeling and one time after Jay going confess but she start crying becoz she thought he going to end it

happy ending where they tgt plz

sorry for my english and thx u :)

your english is great babes ☺️ don't worry 😉 I hope you like it 😘 _____________________________________________

You stumbled over something as Jay pushed you inside his apartment. You began making out the moment the elevator doors closed and knew exactly how it would end.

Kicking both of your shoes off your feet, you allowed Jay to guide you through his spacious apartment, towards the bedroom. Your lips were on his, hungrily devouring him, and he was holding onto your waist, unwilling to let go.

Eventually you made it onto his bedroom where he unceremoniously threw you on his bed. He got rid of his clothes in record time, which you took as a sign to take your own clothes off too.

Right! There's no time for romance or foreplay. Just get naked and get to it!

Your eyes were trained on him as he crawled onto the bed, inching closer and closer to you. No words were needed. You both knew better. This was a one-night stand. There would be no repetition, no continuation. No happy ending.

An hour later, once you were sure Jay was fast asleep, you carefully got out of bed, walking out of the bedroom, holding onto your clothes. You got dressed in the foyer, all while contemplating leaving Jay a note.

It sounded stupid the minute you thought of it. What would you even write on it? Your number? And what if he never called you again? Thank him for the sex? Also stupid.

In the end you accepted the fact that it was better to make a clean cut.

After a month you got a call one day at work. Since it was an unknown number, you didn't pick up. The number called two more times that day. The next morning you woke up to three more missed calls.

"What the hell?" You were about to block the number when you remembered your one-night stand a month ago. Of course you hadn't really forgotten about it, about Jay, but day by day, little by little you forced yourself to think of something else whenever your thoughts traveled back to him.

"Could it really be Jay?" You asked yourself and immediately shook your head.

No. Impossible! Why would he make an effort to seek me out?

But because you were extremely curious, and also needed those pesky calls to stop, you promised yourself to pick up next time that number called.

It was past midnight when your phone rang. You were already in bed, half asleep, when you heard it, vaguely ringing in the distance.

"Hello?"

'Hi, is this Bora?'

You listened in as the person on the line breathed heavily and nodded your head, before realizing that they couldn't see you.

"Yes."

'Hi, it's-'

"I know who you are!" You squeaked into the phone and immediatelly facepalmed yourself, trying desperately to regain your composure.

Jay laughed and the sound made butterflies erupt in your stomach.

'I hope I didn't wake you up.'

"I wasn't sleeping." You lied, anxiously waiting for his next words.

'Can I see you?'

Yes! Yes, yes, yes!!!

"Umm..."

'Please!'

You melted right then and there, immediately agreeing to meet him. After ending the call, you sent him a message with your address.

You didn't know how much time you had left before he would show up, so you got out of bed and cleaned your apartment up a bit before you went back to your bedroom, rummaging through your closet.

Then a thought hit you.

Why does he want to see me?

It must be for sex.

You answered your own question seconds later.

If that’s the case do I really have to get dressed?

But if that isn't a booty call? You’ll look stupid answering the door in your underwear.

Don't be ridiculous! Of course it's about sex!

In the end you opted for a pair of light grey sweat shorts and a tank top.

A knock on the door startled you, and as soon as you let Jay in, his lips were on yours. He wasted no time with chitchat and cut right to the chase. Silently asking you where your bedroom was, you pointed with your head in its direction and Jay lifted you up in his lap, carrying you all the way there.

This time the sex was different. An equal amount of hunger and passion, but Jay was taking his time. Enjoyed it more, and made it more enjoyable for you too.

Afterwards he didn't leave. It surprised you but you didn't dare say anything, too scared he might take it the wrong way and think you didn't want him there.

But you did. His presence was soothing. It didn't feel awkward seeing him in your apartment.

After traipsing to the kitchen to get him some water, you got back in bed as he protectively put an arm around you. You were too tired but didn't want to sleep.

Jay's fingers brushing through your hair made it nearly impossible to not doze off.

Suddenly his low, raspy voice filled the room.

"I looked for you everywhere, asked anyone who might know you."

"Why?"

"I wanted to see you again!" He responded as a matter of fact, and you found yourself falling asleep.

Somehow these nightly visits continued. He either came to your place or you went to his. There was only little, sometimes no talking at all. It didn't bother you at first, but then you found yourself thinking about what all this meant.

Are we dating?

Is it just sex?

None of you left afterwards, you always ended up sleeping together in the same bed. There was a sense of intimacy in the mornings too, no awkwardness or shyness. As if you two had been together for a long time.

Even so, to protect you from the inevitable heartbreak that was around the corner, you decided to not read too much into it. Nor would you seek a discussion and demand answers. If he wanted just the sex, that's what you would give him.

Another month had past in which you saw each other almost daily. There was a sense of familiarity in the way you treated each other. You would often spend hours together, eat, watch movies, or just talk. It wasn't just about the sex anymore.

While there were too many unanswered questions, one thing was crystal-freaking-clear. You had fallen head over heels in love with Jay.

Too many nights you lied awake, asking yourself if he felt for you even a sliver of what you felt for him. What would he think if he ever found out about your feelings for him?

[Jay's P.O.V.]

Bora screamed out my name as the orgasm washed over her, then collapsed on top of me. Satisfied, I put my arms around her, and felt her lips trailing kisses on my chest.

"Wow!" She exclaimed, slightly out of breath.

"Yeah. Wow."

Although the sex was great, and getting better each time, tonight I found myself getting distracted. Fortunately, Bora was too exhausted to notice that.

A million thoughts were running through my mind, but the one thing I kept asking myself over and over again was if she felt it too.

I was falling for her. Hard. But because I didn't know what she thought, I decided to put up a front.

I had been cautioning myself since the first time I showed up at her place after I had tracked her down.

Don't catch feelings!

But I never listened to the voice of reason, so why would I obey now?

The truth was, I didn't even realize I was falling in love with her. It happened so naturally, and one night after sex, I found myself pulling her close and rocking her to sleep. I chalked up the fact that she didn't protest to exhaustion.

"Bora?"

"Hmmm."

"Are you asleep?"

"Hmmm."

Tomorrow!, I told myself, as my own eyelids got kinda heavy.

The next day I stayed for breakfast, even though I was supposed to meet with my manager.

"When was the last time you stayed over for breakfast?" Bora chuckled happily as she placed the omelet into my plate.

"I admit, work has been hectic."

"That's one way to put it."

I watched her chew contently on her food and thought that now was as good a time as ever.

"There's something we need to talk about."

My tone was unnecessarily serious, but I only noticed that when Bora put her fork down and looked at me solemnly.

Suddenly my throat felt dry, words stuck in it and beads of sweat formed on my forehead. My eyes darted around. Am I really doing this? Here? Over breakfast?

It's long overdue, dude! No time for candles and romance.

I opened my mouth to speak, when I saw Bora's expression change in an instant. In a matter of seconds she was bawling her eyes out, big tears dripping from her chin, making her omelet mushy.

"What's wrong?" My chair dropped on the floor as I got up and knelt down in front of her.

"Why are you crying?"

"I- ugh- You- you- ugh-" She was hyperventilating, having trouble breathing and speaking in complete and coherent sentences.

"Breathe! Calm down! Tell me why you're crying?"

I held her wet cheeks in my palms, locking eyes with her, reminding her again and again to breathe and calm down.

Eventually her sobbing slowed down enough for her to take a few deep breaths. She looked at me with tear-filled and puffy eyes before she spoke.

"You're going to leave me!" She managed to get out before erupting in a new round of loud sobs.

"What? No! Why would you think that?"

"Because - because you're bored with me!"

"No, I'm not!"

It was pointless trying to assure her I wasn't going anywhere. She got it in her head that I was abandoning her and nothing could change that. So I held her in my arms, rocking her back and forth, allowing her tears to seep through my shirt.

It felt like hours had passed before her crying subsided enough for me to get a word in.

"Listen to me! I didn't mean to scare you, okay? I'm sorry! The reason I wanted to talk to you about was that I-"

I stopped myself before I could complete the sentence. I had lost momentum. Instead, I held her close to my chest.

"You don't want to get rid of me?"

"No! Quite the contrary!"

"Meaning?"

"I'm in love with you, you fool!"

Right! Just rip the band-aid off! Quick and painful.

I didn't know what I was expecting her reaction would be, but the one thing I wasn't expecting was the one thing that happened.

Bora started crying again.

"Oh, no! No, no. Don't cry!"

But the crying sounded different now. I noticed it when she wrapped her arms around my neck, whispering close to my ear.

"I'm in love with you, too!"

[marvelous-llama]

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[sdomino]

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🀲 m/missy, ‘97, follows back via @an-exotic-writer​ 🀲 bits and bobs for khh artists (mainly simon dominic/jay park)

[!] there might be nsfw content, so please be aware of the disclaimers and proceed with caution. minors do not engage/interact if content is stated to be nsfw.

est.: 06.12.2024 / updated: xx

legend: 🌸 fluff / ☔️ angst / 🌶 smut / 🤡 crack

[🎲] jung kiseok / simon dominic

hug it better / 1120 words, (mostly) fluff, (tiny) angst 🌸☔️

[🎲] park jaebum / jay park

tbc

[🎲] lee sunghwa / gray

you(r) brat / 619 words 🌸

[you might remember me from an old blog: @sdominant]

[khhrealm]

I S S U E S | A

Jay Park | AOMG | 500 Words | Prologue

I give you everything and you betray me...why?

“Babe, are you sure you don’t mind me going out tonight? Jay asked, jacket thrown over his tattooed arm, fancy jewelry sparkling under the lights of the chandelier that hung in your forum. You could see in his eyes that he was hoping you would still let him go, desperate to be away from you and go to her. You nodded against your better judgement, a pain crushing your heart and a sick feeling overcoming your stomach. You knew what he meant by going out, but he thought you were clueless, having known you when you were naïve and gullible to everything. He thought you didn’t know what he was doing when he would leave early in the evening and not return till’ all hours of the morning.

He thought that if he snuck out in the middle of the night claiming he had some inspiration for a song that you wouldn’t catch on. He wasn’t very good at his own game though. You knew exactly what he was doing and who he was doing it with. You had met her, talked to her, befriended her. That added to the hurt, even more so when she smiled in your face pretending she wasn’t sleeping with the very man you had given your life to and told him you loved him every night before he would leave to see her.

��Your hands rested on your stomach, a burning sensation pulling at the back of your eyes and you knew you would be crying that night, yet some part of you wanted to do something about it. “It’s okay, I’ll be fine by myself.” You said quietly, the childish part of you hoping he would decide against going out and stay with you. Just maybe he would give up his rendezvous. He nodded watching your motion for a second before grabbing his car keys from the expensive crystal bowl next to the front door. “Thanks baby. I love you.” Those were the last words he said before he was out the door to go to another women. Lies was what they were. If he loved you he wouldn’t be destroying every last bit of you for an hour of pleasure.

A sob tore from your lips and you collapsed to your knees, burying your face in your hands. Why did it hurt so much? You knew how he was yet you got too attached and you ended up just like the previous girls he had been with. You though you could change him. He acted so much sweeter than he had with anyone else, treated you like a queen and have you his undivided attention, but what changed? Was it you? Were you not giving him everything he wanted? You felt anger settle in the corners of your mind and slowly consume your aching heart. You did nothing wrong, you didn’t deserve this, your baby didn’t deserve this.

 You were going to make sure Park Jaebum knew what he lost.

[a-fence]

Trial Dad

Jay Park as your future baby daddy

The doorbell rang and you saw DJ Wegun on the intercom. You opened the door and he shoved Daon into your arms and practically ran to the elevator, leaving you stunned with his actions.

You took out your phone from your pocket and called him. "What the h e l l?" you whispered angrily.

"I appreciate you spelling the word and not cursing in front of my son. But remember you told me you wanted to know if Jay can be a good dad right? So there, babysit Daon. I'm going on a date with my wife, just us two since Daon was born and our babysitter cancelled on me at the last minute. Thanks!" he explained quickly.

"Uhh, I never agreed but okay I guess? Have fun on your date," you replied reluctantly and hung up.

Jay spotted you by the door with Daon in one arm, his stuff hanging on your other arm and hurriedly took Daon’s stuff.

"What do we do with him?" Jay asked.

"Babysit him?" you answered unsurely then mentioned to him that you think there’s more stuff in the hall and Jay fetched his car seat and high chair.

Jay brought them in and told you, "You can put him down you know."

"Our house isn’t baby proofed! What if he hurts himself? Wegun’s gonna be mad at us," you argued

"Well you can’t carry him forever. We’ll just chase after him I guess," he countered.

You did a quick survey of the room and seeing nothing potentially dangerous laying around, you cautiously put Daon down and he started walking around and you followed him just in case.

While you followed him, Jay unpacked some of his stuff like his food and his milk, his bottles and eating utensils. Unsure of what to do with all of it, he Facetimed Wegun to ask. He didn’t forget to tell him that he should have at least given you two a heads up about Daon to which Wegun replied that he wanted to know how to handle a child, and y/n wanted to know if he’s ready for fatherhood and that he's just helping both of you.

Daon finished roaming the apartment and realized he was not home and started to cry. You picked him up and tried to console him.

Jay heard him crying and immediately showed Daon his dad which consoled him a little and Wegun told him they’ll pick him up later and that you two should maybe try and feed him as it’s lunch time already.

"Right!" Jay exclaimed and slapped his forehead and Wegun talked him through prepping Daon’s food.

You grabbed a juice packet to give to Daon which immediately stopped the crying and he finished it quickly and asked for more.

"After lunch, okay? You have to eat first," you told him and you carried him to his high chair and strapped him in. You asked Wegun if he’s allowed screen time and he said they try not to give him any but when they need him to stay still, that’s your best weapon and to limit it to kids shows or educational stuff.

So you played him some Pororo while he waited for his food and you prepped yours and Jay’s lunch. You ate lunch together and you helped Daon feed himself and Jay volunteered to look after him while you do the dishes.

Jay surprisingly played well with him, playing with trains and playing ball. Jay played some air basketball which seemed to be a hit to Daon as he kept on laughing then you suddenly noticed he became quiet and he was scrunching his face.

"I think he’s pooping oppa," you stated.

Jay lifted him and smelled his butt. "Ohhhh ohhh!! I didn’t know kids' poop smell really bad and I think I put his butt way too near my face!"

You cracked up at Jay and the ugly face he made after smelling Daon. You tried to catch your breath and he put Daon back down.

You approached Daon and asked him, "Daon-ah, who do you want to clean your butt? Me or this guy?"

Daon looked at you, then at Jay. He brought a hand up slowly and pointed at Jay.

"Daon-ah, jebal!!" Jay pleaded causing Daon to laugh and he was left with no choice.

You felt a little bad so you helped him out by holding Daon as he sat on the toilet and Jay used the bidet to clean him up. Jay then carried Daon and dried his butt as you grabbed a new diaper.

Jay put the diaper on and set Daon down and he immediately ran out of the bathroom and into the living room where you started to play  Pororo on the TV.

"Daon-ah it’s nap time. Who's gonna put you to bed?" Jay asked, giving you the stink eye as he silently sought revenge.

Daon pointed at him and he pretended to fall dead which only made Daon laugh and crawl beside him.

You prepped his milk while Jay laid a mat on the floor and some pillows for Daon to sleep in.

You brought Daon his bottle and you noticed Jay fell asleep already before Daon did.

You quickly snapped a photo to send to Wegun telling him that the sitter fell asleep before the baby did. You gave Daon his bottle, put his pajamas on, and laid on his other side, patting his thigh lightly to help lull him to sleep. The motion was so rhythmic you didn't notice yourself falling asleep.

There were loud clattering noises coming from the kitchen which woke you up and you saw that Daon was still beside you, also awake and chewing on the nipple of his empty milk bottle. You stood up and checked on Jay and Daon followed you.

"What're you making?" you asked Jay as you gave him a back hug.

"Daon's food and our dinner," he answered as he placed his free hand on top of yours.

"What was all the ruckus though?"

"Oh that woke you up? Sorry. Some of the pots got stuck together and one fell when I pried them apart."

"Hmmm," you hummed in reply.

"Is Daon awake?"

"Yeah, he's –," and you felt a tug on your leggings,"– here."

You untangled yourself from Jay and picked Daon up.

"Are you hungry, little man?" you asked. Daon was still holding his empty bottle and you gently pulled it from his hands and placed it on the sink. You strapped him on his high chair and got him some rice crispies as a pre-dinner snack.

With Daon preoccupied, you started setting up the table and waited for Jay. The doorbell rang just as he was placing the food on the table. You stood up to get it and Wegun and his wife were at the door.

"Is it pick up time already?" you asked.

"Yeah. Where is he?"

"In the dining room. We're just about to eat dinner."

They started packing Daon's belongings and brought some of them to the car. You left the door unlocked so they could let themselves back in.

You started feeding Daon his dinner and his parents stood behind him watching. They were happy that he was behaving well with other people. "Daon-ah look behind you!" and you pointed behind him. He immediately squealed as soon as he saw his parents. They said they'll feed him so you and Jay could eat in peace. You offered them dinner which they kindly declined as they themselves just had dinner.

Wegun helped with the dishes despite your refusal and his wife cleaned Daon up. When everything was cleaned up, they bade their goodbyes and it was just you and Jay in the apartment.

"What do you think?" Jay asked

"I think we can handle a child? Right?" you answered. "Plus it's so quiet now that Daon's gone home."

"Well, it wouldn't be that quiet anymore if we start getting in on it," Jay teased.

"Ya!" you shouted, a frown forming on your face. "We can handle a child but me handling a pregnancy remains to be seened."

"In due time, in due time," Jay appeased, and placed a kiss on your forehead. You snuggled into him and thought that a future with Jay doesn't seem so bad after all.

[definitelyseven]

hurts so good | twelve (final)

summary: growing up with Park Jinyoung was never easy and things are about to get worse when you’ve been asked to marry him

one | two | three | four | five | six | seven | eight | nine | ten | eleven | twelve - final |

You sat down quietly across from him and next to your attorney. It had been three weeks since you last saw Jinyoung, three weeks since he agreed to the divorce. You only heard from him when he asked to meet to sign the papers.

“Thank you Mrs. Park for coming to meet us. My client said the both of you mutually agreed to sign today’s papers. Is that correct?” 

“Yes that’s correct,” you responded as Jinyoung’s lawyer slid over some papers. Your lawyer intercepts the papers and begins scanning the document. 

“My client is generously offering $20,000 a month for the next 40 years or a one time check of $10 million,” he revealed. You stared at Jinyoung in shock.

“No,” you denied. “No, I don’t want your money.”

“Mrs. Park, I urge you to reconsider this. It’s his responsibility to take care of you,” your lawyer reminded you.

“It’s Y/N and I can take care of myself,” you argued.

“How?” Jinyoung finally said. “You have no job, no house. Your father still gambles,” he exposed. 

“That is none of your concern. I will figure it out. I will find a job. I don’t want your money. I don’t want to owe you anything,” you continued to explain.

“Just take the fucking money, Y/N! Don’t be so stubborn,” he exclaimed. You glared at him. “I’m sorry,” he sighed, knowing he’s going to lose this battle against you.

“Moving on to the next thing-,” his lawyer began to speak before you interrupted him.

“I don’t want a single thing from him. I’m not interested in what else is on that list.” 

His lawyer looked over a Jinyoung, who had his arms crossed against his chest. He sighed again, nodding in agreement. He leans over to the table, “I want to talk to you alone.”

“No. My client will not be speaking with anyone without me present,” your lawyer declined.

“Don’t worry, we won’t be negotiating anything. My lawyer will leave to fix these papers, won’t you?” he instructed.

“Yes, that’s right. Mr. Lee, please follow me.”

“It’s alright. I’ll be okay,” you assured your lawyer. He nods leaving you alone with Jinyoung as he helps prepare the divorce papers. He stares at you in silence as you avoid his gaze. 

“You wanted to talk?” you asked him.

He sighed lightly before leaning forwards once again. “This may be the last time we ever speak to each other like this - face to face.”

You gave him a subtle smile, nodding in agreement. “I will always be thankful for you and your family. You saved us and that will never change, no matter what happens between us.”

“I appreciate that,” he said. “Father loved you, no matter how harsh he was.”

You smiled weakly, “He loved you too.”

There was another long silence between the both of you. Now that you think of it, you and Jinyoung never had a peaceful conversation before. If he wasn’t being mean to you, he was yelling at you. 

“I know Jisoo came to see you. I know she told you some stuff,” he said softly. “I should’ve been the one who told you and I’m sorry I never did. I’m sorry I never showed you.”

You held your breath. Never in a million years did you expect him to apologize.

“I hope the next person you love, you’ll be better to her than you were to me.”

His eyes began to swell, slightly turning pinkish. “She told me you thought I always loved her.” You looked down at your lap because you knew it was true even if they denied it. “Do you still believe that?”

“Look at where we’re at, Jinyoung. It doesn’t matter what I believe.” 

“It does! It does matter. I may have never showed or told you that I loved you but I never loved anyone else. Not once,” he confessed. 

“Every time we fought, you always ran to her. You always picked her, sided with her and I was the one in the way. What else was I supposed to think?” you questioned. 

Jinyoung sighed. “February 14, 2013.”

“W-what?,” you stuttered with tears in your eyes.

“It was our senior year of high school.” 

You remembered now. You had finally mustered enough courage to confess to Jinyoung. You hand-made heart shaped chocolates for him but he rejected you brutally even front of all your classmates.

“The night before - Jaebum stayed up all night making you chocolates. I overheard him confessing to the housekeeper that he was going to ask you to be his girlfriend. What gave him the right?” he asked, rhetorically.

“He never told me about this. I never received his chocolates,” you said, confused. 

“I was so angry at him. He took my father away from me and now he wanted you! He wanted to take everything...everyone away from me!” he shouted. “I knew I couldn’t let him have you so I had to beat him to it. I had to tell you I liked you before he did.”

“Then why did you reject me?” you asked. 

“I had this elaborate plan - to make you fall in love with me, to be together until Jaebum couldn’t handle it anymore and leave. But the moment I looked into your eyes that day, I didn’t have the guts to do it. I couldn’t confess to liking you out of spite,” he revealed. “But what I didn’t expect was for you to confess first.”

“You broke my heart then too.”

“I didn’t know if I liked you because I actually liked you or if I liked you to get back at Jaebum. You would’ve never forgiven me if you found out I confessed out of spite,” he said almost in tears. “I tried so hard to differentiate the two but I couldn’t, no matter how hard I tried. I didn’t know what to do and it drove me nuts. A couple of days later, it finally came to me. I thought if I was meaner to you, maybe...just maybe I would stop having those feelings for you. Maybe I could finally stop thinking about you.”

You stared at him quietly, taking in every word he said. Tears rolled down your face as the droplets of tears landed on the table. 

“It worked,” he chuckled, bitterly. “The meaner I was to you, the easier it was to forget you. And every time I did something nice for you, I had to do something ten times worse the next time. Seeing how much pain you were in...it broke me but it always reminded me that my intentions were never pure to begin with. That’s why I always went to Jisoo. I confided in her.”

“Why did you ask me to marry you then?”

“He had already beat me at marriage - marrying the girl Father chose. Nothing would hurt him more than knowing I had you and he could never. I admit I ended up using you,” he revealed as tears fall from the corner of his eyes. You lifted your head up, staring at the ceiling as tears continued to fall down the side of your cheeks. “I’m so sorry,” he apologized. 

“H-how can you say you love me when you used me?!” you sobbed. 

“I knew it was wrong! I regretted it instantly but it was too late. You needed the money...” he whimpered. “If I could go back and change it I would. I would’ve loved you properly, cherished you..” he begged. 

“God!” you whimpered to yourself. “Why did you do this to me?! I was happy! I had a boyfriend!” you cried, angrily.

“I know. I know. I’m so sorry,” he continued to apologize.

“I’m not some fucking reward you can claim when you feel like it! I loved you! I thought if I worked harder, tried harder, that you would start to love me! I was praying you’d change for me!” you continued to shout. “Are you that damaged that you had to break someone else to make yourself feel better?”

“I was 16! I never felt the way I felt for you with anyone in my life! How was I supposed to react? Tell me! What was I supposed to do?!” he shouted back.

You sobbed into your hand.

“I know this doesn’t justify all the shitty things I’ve done to you. You endured things no one should have to experience,” he explained.

“Why are you telling me this now?”

“Y/N, I’m telling you not because I want you to forgive me! I’m going to sign the papers regardless. All I wanted was to be honest about my feelings for once in my goddamn life,” he said. 

You blinked slowly, letting the remaining tears in your eyes fall. You took a deep breath in. “When were you able to tell?”

“Our wedding night,” he answered. “Watching you walk down the aisle in that white dress. You took my breath away and in that moment I knew. I knew I loved you this whole time. It was never about competing with Jaebum. I was just afraid to let myself fall in love.”

“If you loved me so much, why did you sleep with other women? Why did you cheat?”

“Because with them, I never had to worry about falling in love. They mean nothing to me,” he explained.

“But they don’t know that! They think you like them that’s why they sleep with you, Jinyoung.”

“They know I’m married.”

“To someone you don’t love. They think they can Mrs. Park one day,” you sighed. “Stop playing with people’s feelings. Don’t hurt anyone else,” you asked, nicely. You paused, “If there’s one last thing you can do for me is learn to let go. What your Father did to your Mother was unfair and cruel but you don’t have to repeat the pattern. Learn to love the people you’re supposed to love. You’ll find that you have more people on your side than you know.”

“Will you be?”

“Oh Jinyoung…” you called out as you reached for his hand. You gripped it tightly. “I will always be on your side even if I’m not physically there with you.”

There was a light knock on the door. You let go of Jinyoung’s hand and wiped the leftover tears on your cheeks away.

“Come in,” he called.

“The papers are finalized. All that’s left is your signature.” The lawyers handed you each a pen. You scanned through the document until you reached the bottom of the page.

“I know you don’t want money but it will always be here if you need it. You just call me, okay?” Jinyoung asked, softly. You nodded but you knew you would never be calling him.

You uncapped the pen and began signing with Jinyoung following suite until you reached the final page. 

This was it. No more Jinyoung.

“If we can do this over again, would you?” Jinyoung asked, spontaneously. “If you knew what you know now, would you still have said yes to me?”

You looked up from the papers and stared at him - taking in all his features one the last time. “Yes.” You scribbled your signature on the last page before standing up. “Goodbye Jinyoung. Take care.”

Four months. Four months of no pain, no tears, no Jinyoung. You moved away from the city to get away from the fast pace lifestyle, the busy streets and the people. You were content here. You spent your days helping an old couple sell fruit and pies in a small shop by a rest stop. The pay wasn’t nearly as much as a corporation but it didn’t matter to you. You could finally be yourself. You didn’t have to worry about being the perfect wife or worry if your husband loved you enough to come home that night. All that seemed trivial here. 

“How much are the apple pies?” you hear someone asked. You scurried out to the front to greet the customer. 

“They’re $5-” you began to respond before coming to a stop as you laid eyes on the man in front of you. “I- how did you know I was here?”

“I didn’t,” he responded. “I was taking your advice and finally letting go. I gave up my position at the company and decided to move here to live a more simple life.”

“Why here?”

“I-I don’t know...this was the first place I thought of,” he mumbled. “I guess I remembered you saying how much you wanted to move here when it was time to retire.”

“You remembered that?”

“Of course I do. I remember everything you told me even if it seemed like I wasn’t listening,” he explained. “So how much are the pies?”

“$5 each,” you said hesitantly as you handed him a pie.

“I honestly didn’t come here to purposely look for you. I know the last thing you wanted was to see me. I can leave if it bothers you,” he offered.

“No...who am I to not allow you to be here.”

“Okay then. I’ll see you around then,” he smiled before waving goodbye.

You returned the smile and watched him drive away. You thought you would be angry seeing him; maybe even feel hurt. But nothing. You didn’t feel any of those things. In fact, your heart raced at the sight of him. 

Maybe this was fate. Maybe it was God’s way of telling you this is your second chance. 

Whatever it was, no matter how it ends this time, you knew it wasn’t going to hurt as much as the first. 

[underneaththe-waterfall]

Irresistible

CHEATING AU  

ANGST | LIGHT SMUT

You shivered as you snuggled up closer to your blankets alone in your bed. Your eyes wandered over the pillow placed next to you, empty which was where Jinyoung was laying a few moments ago. Before he got that phone call that he always gets around this time in the night. The only difference is that usually your not awake when Jinyoung receives this phone call. Your usually fast asleep ,tired from having to wait for him to arrive home. But he never did , at least not when you were awake. The only times you would catch a glimpse of him was when he was leaving early in the morning. He would place a peck on your forehead if he noticed you were awake, otherwise he would leave even forgetting that you were present in the same building as him. 

Today was different though. You stayed awake until 2 in the morning waiting for Jinyoung. It was unusual for you to stay up that long, as you also had work and were too tired and worn out to even shower once you got home. You insured that you didn’t sleep. You needed to see  him, touch him, kiss him and most of all ask him why the hell you both don’t spend time together anymore. 

After hours of aimlessly wandering the apartment and eating random snacks , you finally settled down in your bed in the hope that Jinyoung would return home soon. Your droopy eyes looked over to the clock and you realised it was half past 2 .He should be home soon. After a few more minutes of tossing and turning you finally saw the room to your bed room open. You were met with a equally as tired jinyoung. His hair was neat and his tie was loosened, he carried a black suitcase in his hands and his shirt was untucked. 

All your sleepiness was gone the second you laid your eyes on him. You didn’t miss the shocked expression on his face, upon realising the fact that you were indeed awake. He let out a breath as he closed the bed room door , placing his suitcase on the floor and removing his tie, followed by his belt. You watched him as he took of his blazer and took a seat besides you on the bed. 

You both were silent. It wasn’t awkward. You both needed to be there in each others presence, You didn’t need to talk, just acknowledge the fact that your with each other .It seems Jinyoung had the same feeling as you , because the moment he laid his eyes on you he couldn’t hold back. He pulled you closer holding the back of your neck and instantly attaching his lips to yours. He licked your lips , not being able to hold back for what he had craved for so long. You couldn’t keep up with the pace of his kiss , and decided to just let him wonder your mouth with his tongue. You tilted your neck back giving him more places to explore, and he clearly got the signal as his mouth rapidly moved to your neck . 

Before you knew it you were lying under him, as he moved his hips faster and faster as you supressed your moans. You ignored the uneasy feeling in your stomach as you felt him release inside you followed by the last few slow thrusts from which you also reached your climax. He pulled out with a groan from fatigue and rested his head on his pillow next to you. The silence felt uncomfortable for you. You wanted to speak and ask him why you both were never together any more. But you remained silent staring into space wishing you could fall asleep faster. 

Jinyoung also remained quiet lost in his own thoughts which were shortly interuppted by the ringing of his phone. Your body shivered from the sudden sound and you could see jinyoung as he reached for it immediately.You wondered who was calling him this late at night but chose not to ask. “mmhm ill be there in 10″ and shortly after he cut the phone. 

You couldnt help but ask, “where are you going its 3 in the morning?”Jinyoung remained silent as he dressed himself not paying any attention to you as you pulled the blankets up closer to your body. You expected a response but the longer jinyoung remained silent the more worried you got.

”Jinyo-”as soon as you spoke jinyoung interrupted you whilst putting on his watch.” “Dont wait for me i wont be back tonight. ”So you continued to lay there in the cold bed with tears shedding from your eyes. There was no way you both could go back from this. Not when you knew he was cheating on you. 

He thought you never noticed the , the smell of perfume, the bruise left lightly on the side of his neck and unmissable scratches going down his back. You tried to ignore it , wanting it to all be a dream and that it was all just your imagination. Wishing, that after tonight he wont leave you. But as he exited the room tonight, you knew there was no way you could forget or ignore all this now. Jinyoung was cheating on you with not just anyone, but with your own closest friend. But you were yet to find that out.  

(PHOTO CREDIT: gotexoish ON TWITTER) 

MASTERLIST

[daintydoie]

right where you left me

pairing: im jaebeom × park jinyoung (got7/jjp)

wc: 10.3k || 4/4 chapters

tags: post-break up, exes, friends to lovers, past relationship(s), flashbacks, fluff and angst

language: english

excerpt from chapter 1

The sun reaches its highest point on this chilly Saturday afternoon. Although there aren’t an overwhelming number of cars today, Jinyoung makes an effort to leave his house earlier than usual. He hasn’t seen his family in around 4 months due to his incredibly busy job, and him and his sisters made a bet on who could get to their parents’ house first. With an overnight bag in the passenger seat and his hands on the steering wheel, Jinyoung drives through the high rise buildings and billboards.

He reaches the main bridge that connects the city to the small towns in the countryside. It’s been a while since he passed this bridge, fewer cars here than he expected. After a couple more minutes, he sees his old hometown.

Although Jinyoung came to visit many times before, his hometown still gives off a timeless feel. The grass green and well kept, the simple rustic style of the houses, the neighbourhood children biking with their friends outside. It seemed like most of it stayed the same, minus the residents perhaps. Jinyoung drives past the other houses, as if he was in his school bus coming back home. He finds a house with a dark brown exterior and parks in front of it. Even though his parents are planning to have it repainted, he’ll miss the old brown wood color of their house. He takes his bag from the passenger seat and exits the car. The path leading to the door has small weeds, and his mother’s outdoor plants still look very much alive. He lifts his hand to ring the doorbell, but he hears someone opening the front door.

“The dishwasher has finally arrived!” His oldest sister, Minyoung, answers the door. Jinyoung looks at her, confused. While leaving his shoes near the doorway, he sees his other sister, Hwayoung, in the middle of eating lunch. “Huh? Since when did both of you get here?” “Half an hour ago.” Hwayoung answers while moving to the side and patting the seat next to her. “You guys left earlier, didn’t you?” He puts his bag down. “We left at noon, you’re just salty that you lost the bet!” Minyoung sticks her tongue at him while walking back to the dining table.

“Jinyoung, my son!” His mother gives him a warm hug and kisses his cheek. “I hope the dishes aren’t too much for you.” “Don’t worry mom, I’ll wash them all.” He side eyes his sisters, snickering while shoving kimchi rice in their mouths. “Jinyoung!” His dad calls him over. “Sit down and eat before Minyoung and Hwayoung finish it all.” Jinyoung hangs his coat and sits next to Hwayoung at the table. His mother hands him a bowl of kimchi stew and puts bulgogi on his plate. He takes a spoonful of the stew, still tastes the same even after so long, like the times he requested his mother to make it while he does his homework.

While he catches up with the rest of his family, they hear the doorbell ring. His mom stands up and goes to answer the door. “Oh, Mrs. Im!” The siblings look to the door. “Oh! I’m sorry, am I interrupting something?” “No, don’t worry!” The rest of the family politely greet Mrs. Im. “Nice to know the kids came to visit. Um, could I ask for some extra ingredients? I’ll pay you back after today.” “Yes, of course! What do you need?” “Just some tofu. My son decided to surprise me with a visit today!”

Jinyoung suddenly stops eating. Jaebeom’s back? Why would he be back?

Minyoung and Hwayoung notice, and they look at their little brother worryingly. Hwayoung gently places her hand on Jinyoung’s shoulder to try and comfort him.

“Jaebeom? Isn’t he supposed to be in America?” “That’s what I thought too! When I saw him at the doorstep, I told him: What are you doing here?!” Mrs. Im laughs at her own story. “Turns out they gave him a week off, and he flew all the way here! He’s staying at some hotel but he dropped by earlier. He’ll come back here again since I’m preparing dinner for him.”

Jinyoung stands up from the table and goes to the fridge to look for tofu. He finds it and gives it to Mrs. Im. “Oh, thank you Jinyoung!” She takes it from him. “Wow! You look so mature! And so do Minyoung and Hwayoung!” She turns to his mother. “You raised such diligent adults.” His mother proudly smiles at her children. “Oh, Jinyoung! Jaebeom is just walking around in this area, do you want me to call him and tell him you’re here too?”

“Oh no, you don’t have to.” Jinyoung hesitates a bit with his answer. “I’ll just find him and surprise him myself.”

They wave Mrs. Im goodbye and return to the table. Minyoung and Hwayoung give each other a look, surprised with Jinyoung’s answer. They say nothing and continue eating, occasionally glancing at their brother.

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[chocolvte]

GOT7 REACTION — the members’s ideal types

AUTHOR’S NOTE — hi cuties! as per usual, this is post is just for fun. i don’t know any of the members personally. these are just some traits i think they would be attracted too and i could be wrong :) please remember that you’re all perfect just the way you are! love you guys <333

LISTEN TO — feelings by hayley kiyoko

MARK

someone shy! i think mark would like getting to know someone who doesn’t open up easily to other people.

anyone who wears whatever they want without regard for what anyone else has to say about it. he thinks it’s hot when you don’t care what other people think.

someone with a quiet confidence, who appears a little closed off at first, but really they just know what they want.

someone who is really passionate about something, no matter what is. he’ll sit and listen to you talk about it forever.

JAEBEOM

jb has said that he wants “a cute girl who catches his attention,” so i think he would be attracted to someone with a unique style.

someone with a contagious smile.

i think he’d be attracted to someone with natural aegyo. someone who knows they’re adorable and uses it to their advantage with him. he knows exactly what you’re doing, but he doesn’t mind.

someone who is quiet around new people, but opens up around people they like.

JACKSON

another artist, whether that’s a painter, a musician, a writer, or anything else. he’ll be your muse if you’ll be his.

someone with a sarcastic sense of humor.

anyone who can keep up with him when he’s feeling wild, but still knows how to take him seriously when he’s talking about something he’s passionate about.

people with a great sense of style. someone who really knows who they are and shows it through what they wear.

JINYOUNG

okay, for jinyoung i’m thinking someone who has the same energy as chuu from loona. someone naturally really cute and bright, who can draw him out of his shell.

he thinks lots of ear piercings are so pretty. he likes giving you new pairs as a gift. (he just likes buying you things in general).

speaking of which: someone who doesn’t mind being spoiled. he likes independent people, but he also just wants to take care of you and he’d feel so happy when you let him do that.

junior (kidding!) here can be pretty serious, so i think he needs someone who sees the silver lining of situations and can make him laugh.

YOUNGJAE

someone who he gets along with really naturally. like they’re just really easy for him to talk to.

a person with really good music taste. maybe even another artist. someone who is passionate about music or just art in general.

i think he would be attracted to really feminine people. people who wear a lot of colors and light, pretty clothing.

ooh definitely someone who can keep secrets. someone who he can confess anything to without being afraid of being judged for it.

BAMBAM

baddies only! bambam needs someone confident and self assured. i think someone who would make him chase them.

someone who doesn’t take life too seriously. a mellow, happy soul.

a good listener. a person who will listen to him without laughing at him and make him feel heard.

someone who doesn’t mind being on social media and will let him take pictures and videos of them constantly.

YUGYEOM

yugyeom would go well with someone who marches to the beat of their own drum. very carefree vibes, someone who doesn’t take life too seriously and doesn’t mind being weird.

someone with a wild sense of humor

he would definitely go well with a bruh girl or a bruh person in general?? lol

i feel like he’d date someone with a lot of tattoos, especially a patchwork sleeve (he’d want to give you stick and pokes)

[cherrycocaineee]

2. Jay Park - Pregnancy Reveal

All the signs pointed right to it and I ignored them until I noticed that one of the main symptoms had been right in front of my face for three months. Each finger gripped onto the opposite hand for dear life as I waited for the pregnancy test to finish doing whatever it had to do for the next minute. But who would have thought a minute would feel like an hour? Sighing, I started moving my leg up and down until I saw the final bar stop loading giving me my results.

Pregnant.

It said pregnant.

Fuck.

Burying my face into my empty hand, I started to cry. So many emotions flooded through me as I thought about how I was going to tell my boyfriend, Jay. We’ve only been together for a complete year, so there was a possibility that he wouldn’t even want to have a child. After spending several moments trying to catch my breath, I hid the pregnancy test in my tampon box and left the bathroom. I was a little happy that Jay wouldn’t be home for another day or so, it gave me plenty of time to think. Nibbling on my lip, I texted Bradley asking him to come over. He was the one person I knew I could talk to because he and his husband already had a child. Badley let me know that he’d be here in fifteen minutes, so I went to the kitchen to brew some tea. I guess if I was pregnant now, I couldn’t drink coffee. Each minute felt like a decade and I couldn’t figure out why this was such a problem for me. If Jay didn’t want the baby, that was fine, I could be a single mother.

A knock echoed throughout my apartment and I felt relief wash over me. I opened the front door and Bradley was standing there with his husband, Dawson, and their one-year-old child, Macy. I smiled brightly and the both of them returned it.

“I’m sorry,” Bradley apologized, “when you called we were heading home after a family thing.”

“Oh no, don’t apologize,” I waved it off, “I’m the one who should be sorry for bothering you while you were with your family.”

Bradley wrapped his large, muscular arms around my tired body and I patted his back. I greeted Dawson after Bradley let go of me. Dawson was always a sweet person, so I knew having him here wasn’t going to be a problem. I could trust him just like I could trust Bradley and Jay.

Dawson placed Macy on the floor to play and I made three cups of tea, putting them on a basket weaved serving try along with sugar and honey. Sitting it on my mahogany brown coffee table, I took my seat next to Bradley.

“So what was it you wanted to talk about, Raegan?” Bradley asked while Dawson started making their cups of tea.

I was already stirring sugar into mine, “well, I guess the only way I can really get this out is just by telling you.”

He took a small sip from his tea.

“I’m pregnant.”

Bradley’s eyes widened and he almost spit out his tea as the words came out of my mouth. Somehow he manages to swallow it before looking at me.

“Are you serious?” He asked eyes still wide with shock.

I nodded my head slowly. He set his cup down and grabbed my hands.

“That’s amazing, Raegan,” he chirped, “how did Jay react?”

“I haven’t told him yet,” I said, “I’m scared that he’ll break up with me when he finds out about it.”

“Please. Jay loves you. Raegan. Why would he just leave?”

“Because we’ve only been together for a year.”

Fortunately for me, Bradley and Dawson were a great help in calming me down and talking it over with. I knew if I had called my mom or one of my siblings, they would gush over the baby and one of them would even tell Jay before I had the chance to do so. The three of us continued talking, finally accepting that there was nothing I could do but wait to see Jay’s reaction. However, they made it perfectly clear that they’d be there for me if Jay decided that this wasn’t what he wanted.

The day continued on and soon it was almost ten o’clock, however, Macy was sleeping on the couch since Bradley and Dawson didn’t want to leave just yet. Turns out they didn’t get to stay longer because Jay walked through my front door with his suitcase by his side. A little panic ran through me since I wasn’t expecting him home until maybe tomorrow or the next day.

Jay flashed all three of us one of his famous, toothy grins.

“Hey guys,” he said to Bradley and Dawson, “how are you two doing?”

“Great,” Bradley said, smiling.

Dawson agreed, “yep, we’re doing great. Macy has finally learned not to color on our walls, so we’re less stressed.”

Jay chuckled causing his chest to move, “well that’s good. Children can be a handful, but in the end, it’s worth it.”

What he said wasn’t enough to make me feel paranoid about his reaction to me being pregnant, but it was enough to send nervous shudders throughout my body. Jay walked over to me and leaned down, pressing a gentle kiss to my cheek. I smiled weakly.

“You okay?” He asked.

“Oh yeah,” I lied, “I’m just tired.”

Bradley and Dawson were now leaving, and as they were walking out the door, Bradley engulfed me in another hug whispering in my ear that it’ll be okay no matter what happened. I wanted to believe him, but I really was scared of losing Jay. I loved him a lot, more than anyone I could possibly love.

Once the door was closed, I started cleaning up the tea from earlier and washing the dishes. Jay walked in from putting his suitcase in my bedroom. I felt him wrap his tattooed arm around my waist, placing his head in the crook of my neck.

“Raegan,” he whispered, the air from his mouth tickling my skin, “are you sure you’re okay?”

“Of course,” lying once again, “why wouldn’t I be okay?”

“You don’t seem too happy about me being here.”

“It was a surprise since I wasn’t expecting you until tomorrow or the next day.”

He chuckled and turned me to face him, “well I’ve been away for three months already, I didn’t want to keep you waiting.”

I giggled as he leaned down and pressed his soft, full lips against my own. Our lips moved in sync as I brought my hands up and wrapped them around his next. Soap started dripping on him but he didn’t care to move away, he just continued to kiss me. Once we finally did pull away, our foreheads still remained touching.

“Are you hungry?” I asked gently, “I can cook something up for you.”

“No, I just wanna go to bed,” he replied, picking me up bridal style, “I’m tired and you’re tired, so let’s gets some rest.”

He carefully placed me down on my side of the bed before stripping to his boxers and climbing into the spot next to me. Every worry that was in my head was now gone because I still had time to think this through before I told him. For now, we’d go to bed happy and in love, tomorrow, we’ll see what happens. With a big smile on my face, I fell asleep wrapped in Jay’s arms.

*Jay’s p.o.v*

The sun was barely up when I was torn from my sleep. Raegan’s spot was empty and the bathroom light was on, door ajar. From inside I could hear the sound of my girlfriend throwing up over the toilet bowl. I hopped out of bed and ran over to the door, tapping three times before entering. Raegan was hurled over the toilet trying to keep her hair out of her face. I took her soft hair into my hands and held it back for her until she was finished. My large palm rubbing small circles into her back letting her know I was here. A minute or two passed until she was done, then I helped her undress and get in the shower so she could clean up.

“You didn’t tell me you were sick,” I called out while disinfecting the toilet and cleaning around it.

“I didn’t want you to worry,” she lied, just as she did yesterday when she said she was okay.

Raegan liked to pretend she was a good liar, but I knew her. She was terrible at it and you could tell by the small gestures she made. Fidgeting with her fingers or sleeve, biting her bottom lip hard, avoiding any type of eye contact with you when she could. All three of those things she’d done yesterday when I came home. I didn’t want to pry or force her to tell me, all I had to do was hope she’d be able to soon.

I was finishing sweeping up around the toilet when I accidentally knocked over her tampons. Mentally kicking myself in the ass for making a bigger mess, as her lady products spread all over the floor, I began picking them up. That’s when I saw a pregnancy test against the counter. I picked it up and felt my eyes almost pop out of their sockets.

She was pregnant.

I quickly finished picking up her tampons, put them back where they were supposed to go, and went into the room to put on some pants. Just as she was walking out of the bathroom, drying her red hair, I shoved the pregnancy test into my pocket. I smiled at her.

“Feeling better?” I asked.

“Actually yeah,” she said, smiling back at me.

“Why don’t you get some more sleep?” I asked, grabbing her hand gently, “I’ll make you some breakfast and wake you when it’s done.”

Might as well since it was already almost six o’clock in the morning and I wasn’t going to be able to sleep. I was already processing Raegan being pregnant and the more I thought about it, the more excited I felt.

Raegan didn’t argue, she just climbed into bed and let me tuck her in. I pressed soft kisses against her forehead and she smiled as her eyes closed. I gave her one more kiss before heading into the kitchen to fix her some pancakes.

By the time breakfast was finished, it was almost seven o’clock. Normally it didn’t take that long to cook, but I was making sure everything was perfect. I even ended up going to the store to buy some freshly made juice and a single rose. Also doing the cleaning so that Raegan didn’t have to wake up to a dirty kitchen caused by her boyfriend. Figured that would stress her out.

Placing her bowl of fresh fruits, pancakes, coffee, flower, and syrup on her basket weaved tray, I carried it to her carefully. She was already awake when I went in there, scrolling through her phone. A smile appeared on her face when she saw me.

“Jay,” she giggled, sitting up, “you did all this for me?”

“Absolutely,” I hummed, “nothing’s too good for my girl.”

She giggled again before the smile on her face fell. I frowned. What happened?

“Is everything okay?” I asked, concerned.

“Jay there’s something I need to tell you. I don’t know how you’re going to react and I don’t know if you’re even going to want to be with me after I tell you, but I need to tell you before I chicken out again.”

Was this why she hadn’t told me right away she was pregnant? Was she afraid I’d leave her?

I knew Raegan didn’t have much trust in people when I met her, considering what happened to her, but I always thought maybe she knew I’d never leave her side.

I reached into my pocket and pulled out the pregnancy test. Her eyes widened.

“I know already, Rae,” I said, smiling reassuringly, “I found it when I was cleaning up your products I knocked down while sweeping.”

“So you aren’t mad?” She quizzed.

“Why would I be mad?” I laughed happily, “you’re the best girlfriend a guy could possibly ask for. You’re kind, smart, beautiful, and so much more. I’d be lucky to have a child with you. Plus, I’m not getting any younger.”

Overwhelming tears started falling down her cheeks as she cried at my sweet words. I smiled and wiped them away. I knew she was only scared, but all I wanted was to make her feel safe and comfortable with me.

“I shouldn’t have worried,” she sniffled, a small laugh dripping from her lips, “it was stupid to think you wouldn’t want me anymore.”

The two of us only laughed as she began stuffing her face with pancakes. Everything just felt right. In nine months, the girl I was incredibly head over heels for would be having our beautiful child. Only one thing was missing. I grabbed Raegan’s hand and she looked at me.

“One more thing,” I said.

“Okay.”

She wiped her lips with the napkin before giving me her undivided attention. I scooted the breakfast over a little and sat in front of her.

“It doesn’t seem right to bring a baby into a family without his family together,” I said, “and I know I don’t have a ring yet, but will you marry me, Raegan Young.”

She threw her arms around me and nodded fiercely.

“Of course I’ll marry you.”

[for-ahgase-army-stay-moa-engene]

Got7 as mafias:

Mark:

If someone looks at him they never know what he's capable of

His enemies underestimate him a lot

He changes his nice and innocent self into such a scary person if someone doesn't follow his orders

He tries his best to not show his brutal side to his loved though

*Goes close to his enemy and whispers into his ear*

"Listen, if you don't want me to torture you in front of all your people then better give me the information that i want"

Jaebum:

He is the kind that everybody knows and that everybody is scared of

He does anything to get what he wants

His only soft spot is his family and he protects them with everything he has

He isn't someone that talks a lot if anyone doesn't do what he wants well he immediately has a punishment for that person without any second chances

Jackson:

He is actually really peaceful as long as noone makes him angry

He doesn't want to hurt people for fun only if they disrespect him and don't follow his rules

But if someone only mentions his family once nobody is able to stop him anymore

He becomes so aggressive and violent so fast, because even if I said family is important for the other members maan the loyalty he has for his family is over everything he does as a mafia

Jinyoung:

He is such a psycho when he hates someone omg

Like literally he isn't the kind of scary the others are

He is scary on a whole other level

Even though he is the sweetest in his daily life if you test his patience he totally lets out his inner sadist

But if his loved ones sometimes tell him to not go too far he overthinks his actions

Youngjae:

He is a little bit like Mark

Like normally he is the biggest sunshine and he is so cute with his family and animals and so people don't expect him to have a dark side

But he is so brutal if he wants to

He doesn't go to far though

He does what needs to be done but not more

Sometimes he probably overthinks his way of living and the things he did espiacally because of his family

Bambam:

He doesn't do most things by himself is more the one with the sneaky mind behind everything that happens

So he has his people that make his plan come alive

Most people don't even know that he's the one behind it

He doesn't even feel bad - he is more proud of himself and his mind

He also protects his family but he doesn't make a big secret out of what he does in front of them

Yugyeom:

He is also the one with the good plans rather than the hot blooded aggressive killer

He actually enjoys the feeling of being a part of group that fights together against their enemies

And he enjoys it espiacally because he is be the mastermind behind the whole plan

He is really discreet of what he does even with his family, he's just good in keeping secrets

(requested)

->Masterlist

[whats-wild-to-you]

🚨🚨🚨PSA🚨🚨🚨

hello everybody, quick update on Dr. Daredevil. I think I will wrap the story up in the next two chapters 🤞

In the past I did allude to my next project (or rather the idea I had at that time) but it honestly was just a pipe dream and frizzled out shortly after. So I’m going to take a minute and think about my next story 😊 in the meantime you can of course send in requests (I will, as always, do my best to write well for you) or revisit previous stories here > MASTER LIST

ps. I’m always open to suggestions from you all, because in the end you’re the ones who have to like my content 😉

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[bearseokie]

you're being clingy | GOT7 Reaction

request: got7 reaction to the reader being clingy?

[warnings]: mentions of nervousness

A/N: bam's is kind of more about holding on to him during an anxiety attack than being clingy? i was told it still fits, so sorry lol

got7 m.list | navi.

Mark:

You were temperamental, everything seeming to upset you. Going about your day, you stomped around the house doing chores. The cord of the vacuum trapped your leg and made you trip, your dryer wouldn't dry loads of laundry properly, and you were fed up.

Finding Mark sat on the couch in the living room scrolling on his phone, you fell into his lap, your body wrapping tightly around him.

"Bad day?" he asked, a pout on his lips as he pressed a kiss to your temple.

With a short nod, you fidgeted, finding comfort in his hold. Settling against him, he sighed, shuffling to slide you onto the couch. Whining, you clung to his neck, forcing him to place his hands under your thighs and clutch you to him. Carrying you, he went into the bathroom, grabbing his toothbrush to brush his teeth.

"Are you going to hold on the entire time?" he questioned with a laugh, your legs tightening around his waist with a nod. "Alright then, I guess."

Jaebeom:

Trailing him around the kitchen, he finally stood in place to stir the meal cooking on the stove. He laughed at your following pace, smiling as your arms wrapped around his waist from behind. Laying your head against the middle of his shoulder blades, he hummed, the vibrations rattling your head.

"You could wait until dinner is finished to hug me? You know, for safety." he chuckled, lifting his apron up and over your arms in order to keep from the hot food splashing on them.

Shaking your head, he let out another laugh while proceeding to cook the meal. Setting your plates, he carried them over to the table as you held on to him.

"Let me guess, you want to sit in my lap and have me feed you too?" he jokes, the laughter growing as you instinctively sat in his lap and nodded. "Well, I'm in for a long and fun night, aren't I?"

Jackson:

Opposite of Jackson, you were the one sending chain messages of single words that could have been put into one message. He was running late getting home from work, overtime killer. You laid on your bed wishing he was already beside you. Your texts had delivered but had yet to be read. Huffing, you threw your phone beside your head, a ding echoing in the dimly lit bedroom as you sat up. The bright light of the screen made you squint as you tapped the voice message.

"I'm on my way home, had to make a pit stop," he said, a slight lift in the pitch of his voice at the end. He was up to something.

Laying flat on your back, he overheard the door to the apartment open, sounds of struggling coming down the hallway. Swinging his body sideways, he stepped into the doorframe within your view, a container in his hands.

"I brought dessert for us to share in bed," he said, handing you a plastic spoon as he sat beside you.

Nose scrunched, your arm wrapped around his, head on his shoulder as you got a bite of the sweet inside the container. Pulling your legs up to sit on your knees, you kissed his cheek, pushing him back onto the bed with a hug.

"Did you really miss me that much?" he asked, you nod answering him. "Okay, but like how much?"

Jinyoung:

The distance between his side and your own was too much, rolling your body closer to his. Enclosing your arm around him, he stiffened for a second, your warm body startling him awake in the middle of the night.

"I don't like being the little spoon," he said calmly, lifting your hand from over him as he gently let it fall between your bodies.

Whining, you threw it back over, his sigh loud in your ear. Flipping to his back, he gave you a hard side-eye. Watching your cheeks blush, his lips rose into a small smile knowing he couldn't be annoyed with you. Turning to face you, his arm delved underneath your body, pulling you into his chest.

"Now I'm suffocating you. Is this what you wanted?" your giggling against his chest making him vibrate out a chuckle.

Pulling away from you slightly, his head tilted down for his eyes to meet your own, a smirk on your lips. He was always wrapped tightly around your finger.

"You better be glad I love you," he said, pulling you against him even tighter as your arms wrapped around him. "We can't do this long. My arm is already falling asleep under you.

Youngjae:

The day was freezing outside, Youngjae's return from work early making you hop to your feet and press your cold body against his warm one.

"Jeez, you're freezing," he said, watching you lift up his overly-large sweatshirt, which was still on his body, and crawl into it.

Standing in the entrance of your shared home, he stood idle, watching you curiously as you slithered against him within his hoodie.

"Is this necessary?" he laughed at you, your hold around his bare waist making him jump from the temperature difference of his body versus yours.

You held him close to you, making him shuffle to walk into the home more to set his bag down. Making your feet move before him, he huffed from the difficulty, lifting you from the ground as your toes stood on his. Laughing with a nod against his hot chest, you both worked in tandem, pacing like the tin man's stiff legs to get over to the couch.

"You're," he laughed loudly. "So ridiculous sometimes."

BamBam:

Parties weren't your thing, and BamBam knew this, but he insisted you that join him at a business gathering. You didn't know a single person, so your hand stayed in his out of sheer nervousness.

"Hold on to me tighter." he smiled at you, the pad of his thumb running along the back of your hand. "I've got you. We won't stay long."

Trailing behind him in some areas, the main hall was filled with his coworkers, the entire place packed. Pulling you along, you met some of his friends, others gifting you a smile as you passed. Worry gathering on your face, BamBam took notice, finally excusing both of you to leave respectfully.

Your hand was tightly around his, tugging him along before you finally made it outside into the cold, dark night. Able to breathe, you turned, arms folding around his neck to pull him close to you.

"Wow, you really hated that. It's okay, sweetheart. It's over with now." he said, your grasp only growing tighter, people passing sending concerned glances.

"Why don't we head home? I'll stop and get us hot chocolate so we can cuddle in front of the fireplace."

Yugyeom:

You and Yugyeom's confidence had grown in the relationship tremendously. You gained a regular pattern of sending each other pictures and videos hourly when you were separated, but the conversation had fallen silent one day for no clear reason. Checking your phone every five minutes, your brows were creased in confusion as your notifications sat empty.

You sent a video of your outfit to him, no response. Sent a picture of your food, nothing. Even went as far as going outside to get a picture of a passing dog just to pique his interest, still no response.

Sat at your desk at home with your eyes fixed on the small screen, Yugyeom snuck up behind you, trapping you in his hold.

"Don't be mad at me." he laughed, watching you jump from the chair into his arms, tackling him backward onto the bed.

"I'm sorry! I knew I should have answered you, but I wanted to surprise you," he whined, watching your eyes grow glossy from the silence you suffered that entire day. "Extra hugs and kisses today as an apology for making you worried." he grinned.

[vanillaknj]

hi honey<3 could i pls request a reaction w got7 where their gn partner asks them to be the big spoon for the first time bc they haven’t been feeling too good lately and need to be babied too?🧍🏾‍♀️

got7 reaction to their s/o wanting to be the little spoon

a/n — this was cute 🥺

includes — literally just fluff, mentions of food if that’s a trigger, etc.

lim jaebeom

jaebeom completely understands you and where you’re coming from. he’ll welcome it with open arms since he knows what it feels like to need to be taken care of sometimes. when you’re cuddling, he’d wrap his arms around your waist and tuck his head into your shoulder and kiss that spot softly. the both of you would hold quiet conversation as he runs gentle patterns on your exposed skin. he’ll stay that way for as long as you need him to.

mark tuan

mark wouldn’t say anything and would just pull you into his arms. he hates seeing you all out of it, so he does everything he can think of to help, even if it is just a small gesture. he’ll kiss your forehead once every few minutes, and of course he’ll have some snacks displayed in case you became hungry. he’d also put on a show so that the buzzing noise of the show can help you relax. he’ll be the best listener if you decide you want to talk about it with him, and if not, he’ll just kiss your forehead and reassure you about anything and everything.

jackson wang

jackson is the most considerate person ever. you’ve helped him so many times when he’s felt down, mentally, and now it was his turn to help you. he’d pull you into him so that your head was in his chest, and he wrapped an arm around you. if you needed literally anything, just let him know and he’ll get it. assuming you want to talk about it, jackson would be there to validate your feelings, and even give you advice. jackson wouldn’t mind cuddling you at all because he wants to help you just as much as you’ve helped him.

park jinyoung

he’d pick up on it before you did. jinyoung is a very attentive person, and so he’d recognize the signs of what you’re going through as they manifest. he doesn’t mind being the big spoon when you need it, not at all. when you’re feeling down, he makes sure to spoil and praise you. he’ll put on your favorite movies, hum the tune of your favorite songs, etc. he’ll be there for you no matter what, and if him being the big spoon is what it takes to help, he’ll do it without second thought.

choi youngjae

would immediately sympathize with you. he’d pull you into a hug, and then it’ll escalate into a cuddle. he won’t really know what to do at first, but he’d do everything in his power to make you feel comfortable and loved. he’d sing softly to you, telling a few jokes here and there, etc. he’s the sweetest, and only wants to see you happy. though he’s not used to it, he wouldn’t mind being the big spoon when you’re like this.

bambam

he doesn’t know quite what to do. he pulls you into his chest in silence because he doesn’t quite know what to say. he’ll rub your sides comfortingly if you weren’t to comfortable talking about it. he will, however, whispers praises and reassurances into your ear to let you know that he was there for you no matter what.

kim yugyeom

one of the rare moments he’d be quiet. the moment you asked him to be the big spoon and console you, he’d know that this went deeper than whatever he’d seen on the surface. he’d wrap his arms around you and pull you as close as possible. you’d share deep talks about whatever was bothering you, and he’d empathize with you. he’d make you feel so loved and cared for.

[tastyykpop]

hello perfect person! i just saw your got7 mtl do like curvy!! such perfection. inspired by that could you write got7's ideal type? like, personality, body, etc?? thank youuuu

This is going to be based off of kprofiles since their ideal types are confirmed there and a bit of research for accuracy😎 plus a lil bit of my own input😏

ᴊᴀᴇʙᴜᴍ

Confirmed ideal type: a cute girl who catches his attention

A cute girl is pretty simple and not hard to find. But one things for sure is that he'd not only want a cute girl, but a kind one, maybe someone who's more on the chill side. Jaebums also wants a girl true to herself and one thats full of honesty. She should also be loyal. For body type, it doesn't matter what size or shape she is, as long as she's comfortable and happy to be herself. She should feel confident and love herself as well. Jaebum would also prefer someone who dresses casual and has mid length hair. Doesn't have to be straight or curly either.

ᴍᴀʀᴋ

Confirmed ideal type: a woman who makes him want to stay with her

Mark isn't too picky when it comes to ideal types, but one thing for sure is that he doesn't want a girl who's chic. Mark would rather someone on the casual side like jaebum, but if she were to dress up for herself, he wouldnt mind that at all. He loves girls with long hair. Also someone who's calm and caring and that can hold a conversation. Hed also would prefer a curvier girl with big hips and breasts (not like Kim k big just a lil curve👀), but if she doesn't have that, it's totally okay.

ᴊɪɴʏᴏᴜɴɢ

Confirmed ideal type: a girl who has a lot of aegyo

Another one who likes cute girls, but above all hed want her to accept herself for who she is as well as himself. Other than that, for appearances, jinyoung likes a girl with long flowy hair. A natural face with strong features. Jinyound would want someone who's talkative, honest, and positive with themselves, him, and others around them. For the girls body type, jinyoungs preference is leaning towards the Korean figure, though he may be leaning with a body type similar to hwasas-a more curvier kind of figure.

ᴊᴀᴄᴋsᴏɴ

Confirmed ideal type: as long as they find themselves suitable for each other then that’s it

Jacksons more into personality then appearances king. For personality, he wants someone mature, respectful, and charming. He also wants their personalities to connect. So for body type he doesn't care, as long as she's got a good personality then he's all set.

ʏᴏᴜɴɢᴊᴀᴇ

Confirmed ideal type: a woman who he is naturally attracted to

Basically, if he likes you, he likes you. Plain and simple. But he does have some traits. He likes someone petit and cute with a chill and laid back and charming personality. So for body type, he'd like someone with a Korean figure.

ʙᴀᴍʙᴀᴍ

Confirmed ideal type: a woman who is pretty when she smiles

Any of yall would pass the vibe check😏. Look at me flirting- anYwAy he wants a girl who laughs often, especially when he cracks jokes because -lets be real- hes always cracking jokes. He would love a girl with big charming eyes. And for personality, he likes a supportive girl, one who also loves to go on adventures. Bambam doesn't have a specific preference for body types, but maybe a girl with an ass and hips👀

ʏᴜɢʏᴇᴏᴍ

Confirmed ideal type: a girl with a wacky personality

Yugyeom hit me up❗❗ much like some of the other members, he likes a charming personality and that keeps a smile on his face. He loves when girls do thing unintentionally and unconsciously. Yugyeom prefers girls with long hair and a slim body.