#paranoia that i’m doing something wrong (even though retrospect. dude. ur barely writing a toxic relationship as is)

[doginasillyhat]

wow! so basically i can absolutely tell that my meds are not working for me. it’s been close to six months since my dose got changed and i think that’s enough time for me to figure out that this still isn’t working.

i’m feeling so constantly paranoid and anxious. i’m sleeping more than i’m awake again, i’m eating bad, i’m getting lax on my hygiene, i’m not responding to messages - it’s getting bad again.

i definitely need to take a step back! i think i need to Log Off for a bit and get back into the swing of things. see a doctor and get my medication sorted, get my dog back into agility and get into exercise again. i need to focus on work again and get back into seeing my friends since i’m starting to isolate more than usual.

posting content isn’t going to be a priority. i’ll probably still post things when i have the motivation to write, and maybe i’ll linger a bit and see what’s going on in tags. my absence is minuscule and will Not be missed, but hopefully when i return in a little while when i feel better i can still be Appreciated! sex positive hat has loved the reception its been getting. sex positive hat does Not want to let that go!

anyway. tldr taking a break until my mental health evens out again because i am actually doing so terribly. i’ll be in and out but overall. probably super quiet. i’ll still be around in pms for the people i’m talking to there :)