#paradox live shitpost

[l-mint-l]

[paixarina]

"so, you are a guy who wrote "let it bang! gonna blow your ass!!!" in one of your group's songs?"

[pikespendragon67]

good evening paradox live nation

[blazingspirit]

"paradox live laugh love" -- @nazurabbit, certified visionary

[dragon-of-timeless-blue]

LOOK THERE HE IS, SUZAKU THE PHOENIX!!!

[nilesmoon]

could I interest you guys with shionbaek. with the singular shitpost art I made of them. Please.

[shrewmingledotcom]

hey guys guess whose back and is in to paralive again lmaooooo

wsg

[jordanplsno]

Omw to post a fuck ton of art and disappear with no context:

[missingn000]

[bakset]

[ftmcutiepie]

when you say you kind of get gender euphoria from this, is that to say like the /mis/gendering actively implies its incorrect? or that its like being a feminine masculine person? i guess this is asking whether girl is a modifier or a noun for you

Pretty much yes.

I've seen it phrased this way before and it always resonated with me, so yeah, kinda the whole point of my misgendering kink is that it's /mis/gendering, and in that way it's kinda paradoxically validating if that makes sense.

I'm not 100% sure what you mean with the second question, but I'll just dump my thoughts on it / gender roles/expression I guess under the cut lol.

Sooo I think one of the main reasons why I have this kink is that I've always been more traditionally "feminine" than stereotypically "masculine", and that caused some insecurity/internalized transphobia for me.

Like, I felt like I didn't have the "right" to call myself a real man, that I must be non-binary because a real man wouldn't xyz.

I never like actually believed that anyone (else) needed to be a certain way to be a "real man", I know that's bullshit, I just struggled with that stuff relating to MYSELF, if that makes sense.

Over time, I overcame those "self-doubts" and realized I'm literally just a binary trans guy and only really comfortable with he/him pronouns - maybe he/they if another trans person uses those pronouns for me, but my mother tongue doesn't really have gender-neutral pronouns so it's not really relevant IRL.

BUT I'm still insecure about OTHER PEOPLE not seeing/accepting me as a "real man" because I'm trans and not stereotypically masculine.

So for me this kink is a way to

a) kinda explore my "femininity" in a sexy way to make in fun and kinda "reclaim" it in a way

b) deal with those anxieties, being called a fake boy and a girl, literally being told I'm not/will never be a "real man" in a safe environment where it's all fun and pretend and like I said, because I ask to be misgendered and people respond by calling me a girl, that means I'm actually a boy, yk?

But yeah like I do have traditionally "feminine" traits and I do enjoy wearing feminine clothes not just in a sexual way, that's why I like the term femboy (feminine boy) for myself.

Sorry maybe I am stupid but I'm not sure what you mean with the third question either😅

Like, a noun can be a modifier?😅

I guess in the term ftm girl "ftm" modifies "girl". I'm a girl that's ftm. Paradoxical, isn't it? That's why I'm not a (cis) girl.

I'm like those shitposts(?) that are like "I'm like if a boy was a girl". But not in a non-binary way. More in a gendernonconforming way. Like a femboy.

I do feel like trans men can - and I do - have a specific "relationship" to femininity that most other people, specifically cis ones don't have.

Like, I'm a guy, I came out because there was no way I could be happy living as a girl/woman. But, at least for me, "girlhood"/"womanhood" wasn't always some dysphoric nightmare, I did enjoy parts of it. That doesn't make me a woman, but at the same time, I shouldn't have to give up "femininity" just because I'm a guy. Still, many people do believe that there are right and wrong ways to be a certain gender, and trans people already are on thin fucking ice just for being trans. God forbid they don't adhere to gender roles and cissexist standards to a T😂

I guess, this is just me having fun with my gender (expression). Sometimes a boy can "be a girl" (= enjoying femininity I guess) without that having any impact on his actual gender identity (= actually being a girl).

[l-mint-l]

[paixarina]

this is how it feels after listening allen's cringe ass rap in bae songs

[pikespendragon67]

Something something nickel for every time Takeuchi plays a widowed character

[themultifandomdisaster]

Hypnosis mic sideblog - @hypmic-obsessed

Paradox live sideblog- @paralive-shitposts

[punkitt-is-here]

I think its so fucking funny youve never smoked. Ive smoked way too fucking much for a very long time omfg I wanna get u set up on my pipe (or the scooby doo bong if ur feeling up to it) and we can just see what happens lmao. Dw I live like a 2 minute walk to a convenient store we can get whatever u want

thank you skylersgay i appreciate your enthusiasm!! that being said i also think it would be INCREDIBLY funny if i never smoked but i had a legendary status as a Funny Marijuana Person. like some sort of shitpost paradox of a horse artist