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the hoes are asleep

post vampires will never hurt

you bleach-dye t shirt

Beep boop! I look for accidental haiku posts. Sometimes I mess up.

doess anyone want to see sowmthing really cool

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the twitter speculation of jose mourinho as manager... a match made in hell for one chaotic season as we appease xabi for next summer...?

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Shout out to @papayanna cuz soon they will be fucking old. Absolute pensioner soon and I think that's really funny.

Their present? Pipe bomb in the mail! :3

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Created by @papayanna

I will post this in honor of my girlfriend counter increasing once more

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@papayanna the mario kart 8 incident

the mutuals would love that

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‘Orcs Are People' Fic Collection

Of Melkor and the Creation of Orcs

Rated: G Category: Gen Characters: Iluvatar, Melkor Wordcount: 650

To Melkor among the Ainur had been given the greatest gifts of power and knowledge, and he had a share in all the gifts of his brethren. He had gone often alone into the void places seeking the Imperishable Flame; for desire grew hot within him to bring into Being things of his own, and it seemed to him that Ilúvatar took no thought for the Void, and he was impatient of its emptiness…

…for Aulë was most like [Melkor] in thought and in powers; The Silmarillion - JRR Tolkien

Stimp Stamp Mud Shluck

Rated: G Category: Gen Characters: Original Orc Characters Wordcount: 913

In a valley among the foothills of the mountains, below the springs of Thalos, [Finrod] saw lights in the evening, and far off he heard the sound of song. … At first he feared that a raid of Orcs had passed the leaguer of the North,… for the singers used a tongue that he had not heard before, neither that of Dwarves nor of Orcs.

The Silmarillion - JRR Tolkien

Inspired by @papayanna ‘s post here - Orcs sang!

No Dreams In Darkness

Rated: T (Some gruesome content) Category: Gen Characters: Original Orc Character Wordcount:  2,354

An Orc of Morgoth - just one of the many masses that were bred for war and slaughter.  But what happens when an idea of self beyond that of slave begins to form?

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‘Orcs are People’ Other People’s Fics

A Thoughtful Orc by MirienSilowende @miriensilowende

Rated: G Category: Gen Characters:  Original Orc Character(s) Wordcount:   545

Lugrub was one of the few Orcs who survived the Battle outside Morannon when the Evil Eye of Sauron fell in TA 3019. He fled the battle, planning to strike out on his own.

The Sea of Nurnen is the only inland sea in Mordor, and it was fertile enough to produce crops. Sauron kept slaves in the fields there. Later Aragorn would give the land to the inhabitants as their own when he freed the slaves.

This was a short written for the April Tolkien Challenge and the prompt was Orc.

Death of an Orc by Himring @hhimring

Rated: T Category: Gen Characters: Maglor, Original Orc Character(s) Wordcount:  1,233

Sometime in the Fourth Age, Maglor, wandering along the shore, comes across a dying orc. This leads him to question some of his beliefs and reconsider earlier experiences.

And Now For Something Completely Different... by Grundy @grundyscribbling

Rated: Adult Characters: Original Orc Character(s), Elladan, Elrohir Wordcount: 6,283

The world changed when Sauron fell. Orcs have to adapt to survive, and the elves may have to try new things too.

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You think your friends respect you :((

@papayanna

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9 people you want to get to know better

I was tagged by @papayanna

three ships: Challenger Jr and Heinrich, Marya and Yelena, Lezhor and Barrai. All from my different rpg campaigns. It's my players fault for creating love interests and they are gonna suffer the consequences >:)

first ever ship: idk I am not actually involved in shipping culture. Sorry to disappoint

last song: Angry Woman by Ashe. I apparently reached the pride region of my playlist last night

last movie: Priscilla - queen of the desert. It's the last one I can remember watching in its entirety

currently reading: Marsianischer Zeitsturz by Philip K. Dick. I don't know the English title. It gives off Mars chronicles vibes if you know what I mean.

currently watching: video essays about UK politics (you guys fucked up harrrd)

currently consuming: japanese seven eleven food

currently craving: the sensations of the fleshs?

And I am tagging no one! This line ends with me!

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Hey! I've been referred to an ADHD diagnostic service for adults in my city, which is in the UK. I have filled out some questionnaires, and I have had two (telephone) interviews totalling up to about 2 hours call time, where I was asked questions about my symptoms throughout childhood and adolescence. After the second interview, I was told that the next step in the process was that in ~2 months, maybe more, I would get a letter from the service.

Unfortunately, I have no idea what this letter is for. I could not understand my interviewer very well as they had an accent and the phone line was quite bad (no hate to them, I think it's just my APD). I tried to ask them to elaborate, but after a few times where I didn't understand, I was also so tired and anxious from the interview that eventually, I just pretended I had understood.

My first concern is that this step was not commonly listed in the process for getting diagnosed with ADHD in the UK. All websites where I have looked up the UK diagnostic process mention questionnaires and interviews, but say it usually ends there and the patient receives a diagnosis. Secondly, I obviously have no idea what the letter is even about, and I'd quite like to know so at least some of my questions are answered. I unfortunately can't ask my interviewer again as they use a private number to call me.

So, I wondered if maybe you or your UK followers who've been through the process could shed some light on the subject? Anyone have any similar experiences, and be able to tell me what this mystery letter is?

Thank you so much and I'm sorry for sending such a long ask, I know it's probably a nightmare to read lol.

Sent 2nd September~

Hi! From my own experience with the diagnostic process, I’d say that it’ll probably either be a letter with another questionnaire attached, or it’ll be a letter inviting you to another appointment.

For my diagnostic process, I had to have 3 appointments with adhd specialists (two were video calls, the last is meant to be in person) and they sent a letter each time with the info for the next appointment.

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hey @papayanna remember when we were the only two people in that tiny cafe except for the guy behind the counter who was definitely listening to our conversation and when he came over to ask us to leave you said full force "Sonic The Hedgehog PISSED ON MY WIFE-" and then turned to see him right behind you

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@papayanna

The Knight of the Flowers, 1894, by Georges Rochegrosse. Detail and photo by Paul Perrin. Edit.

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tonight is gonna be a Brainstorming Fucked Up Lesbian OCs kinda night methinks

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hey! I wanted to say thank you so much for running this blog. You've helped me gain so much more confidence in my self diagnosis and I'm now on a waiting list for an official one :)

I do want to know if anyone else has really felt the impacts after Lockdown? I can't ever remember struggling as much with school as I am right now. I'm doing schoolwork most days until 9pm or later, because I just Can't Start My Tasks and keep wasting time. I have difficulty focusing in class, and hate doing things I don't enjoy, to the point where I really just don't want to do them, which is something I didn't really struggle with before Lockdown. What's more, the stress is really impacting my mental health and I'm starting to feel desperate about finally getting a diagnosis, but also terrified I'll be told I don't have ADHD.

I was wondering if you/anyone felt the same way about either of these issues?

I’m glad I’ve helped!

And yeah, you’re definitely not alone there. Lots of people with ADHD have been struggling with lockdown - as much as we hate routines, we need them to keep us on track. Also, one of our symptoms is secondary depression - it means we slip into a depressed state when we’re understimulated. The combination of those things made lockdown really hard - and I know I personally struggled a lot with it. 

Lots of people worry that maybe they won’t get an ADHD diagnosis, too, but... if you relate to all of these symptoms, there’s obviously something there. If you were Neurotypical, you wouldn’t relate. Just... make sure you explain everything you feel! And if you don’t get one... maybe you have something else that has a lot of overlap. Or maybe you should try again with a different doctor.

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@papayanna HAPPY LAST DAY MCR JUST DROPPED NEW MUSIC

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some lovely commissions i did for @shepherd-of-bots-and-a-bottom !!! it was a pleasure doing these <3

for anyone who's interested, I'm still accepting commissions! you can find my post about commissions - and more examples of my art - here ✨️