#pandora would be supportive because “let the boy have hobbies”
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i have this one hc about regulus i can’t stop thinking about
i feel like while he would be studying french literature and would start getting interested in emile zola and the form of naturalism he explores in his novels, which leads him to adopt this pseudoscientific research technique emile zola uses in his books where he writes whole stories that showcase a specific theory he wants to prove and the fact it logically is realistic within his writings is the confirmation of the hypothesis he wishes to demonstrate. i imagine him writing for six months theses he later would demonstrate in his manuscript and that he would have checked by evan and pandora. whole series of novels written to prove whether our personalities can be defined by genetic factors and thus those traits are due to one’s predisposition or whether they are strictly attributable to the environmental conditions of growth.
#these are the remnants of my french school trauma#i remember reading emile zola’s books for class and being like this guy is both miserable and bitchless (and perhaps also a bit of a genius#so i had to make the link with regulus !!#everytime i have a regulus hc it’s just stuff i did of aspired to do when i was younger#i’m sure he would also anonymously post as well as send to research labs his typewritten manuscripts#evan would always say his theories are irrelevant yet read the whole thing every time#pandora would be supportive because “let the boy have hobbies”#and barty would analyse everything and give him a handwritten report#regulus
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Inside private doors, as some eyes were still watching over that hobby in which slowly perception changed, an associated frustration could be expressed inside his features — misunderstood taste sounded dreadfully painful coming from an Emperor in which his gaze had been attracted with … even though he didn’t found any kind of pleasant peace. He imagined himself, in middle of that War going on, giving himself an slight comfort by presenting his shadow in front of Lelouch vi Britannia — when last moves of an chessboard was about to be finished, where he could offer him an desired reassurance … he even imagined possibility of an parternship between them. Watching a prince reclaim his place as king by removing a paternal manipulative king, giving Thanatos an orgy of the corpse, giving him that pureblood color he glowed with in aspiring pursuit, had been interesting entertainment — nevertheless, he was of those souls who would know no Underground and narrowly avoid Tartarus for their crimes, for being blessed in the chance of touching immortality. Actually, his interest was the one he was accused of —the Geass. He wanted to see what this Emperor could do to his full potential with this, but also, listened to inner lamentations of a boy who had never tasted simplicity of life, that unkown happiness … he even forbade himself affections of a witch when his heart needed it, and let his mind be closed to a best friend who wished to find another way between them, in this comedy … However — he had been welcomed with mistrust … before it turn intertwining of out of control misunderstandings. He would pleasantly laughing at about be some villain. Oh, why would need reminder, when every two decaces, he was considered the God to be beaten, the great big boss wanting to destroy humanity, to consolidate holy image of his niece ? Initial psychological shock about the larger rejection of good new he came for, slowly changed inside an playground of illusions from him, accepting to be once more considered as such — nevertheless, was searching inside his discrete mockery, to transmit an comforting message over that boy who seek to destroy his support.
Which generated an anchored frustration over the bullshit of the Gold Saints. Killing them won’t even appeasing mentally or giving him sensation to bring their point — the entire Holy War always had been an comedy, who involved the entire humanity, when at first, it was simply an disagreement with his niece … and even asset that could be a immortal leader, an representative of justice having no shame to commits murders, an king around humans, didn’t understand his tenderness. Thanatos and Hypnos had feared his perception of that current Holy War would change, that he won’t anymore sitting down on his spot to leading circumstances to their victory, to play out their misunderstandings to the fatal ending — however, an tiredness exploded. Either way, it had been his annoying surpervisors who considered how the chessboards move would have to been carried out — where he will not staying as an obedient beginner at their side. Either way, it had been initiative of Pandora who targeted Pegasus in the first place : he assumed responsabilities of such an decision, pretend it came from him, still, why should he care ? Pleasantness fairness always had been left open over these brainwashed soldiers of Athena, of their kids lead to their death without understanding kind of mental manipulation they suffered, because none of them touched personnally to something dear to his heart. None of them dared touching something who personally involving him. It was fair game. He rarely interfered and wanted that conversation directly with Athena for this reason — she was the only one in which he would comment her decisions, no one else should be involved in this. That nice perception had to change when he realized Persephone had been here all along — afterwards decades of centuries without her at his side, afterwards decades of centuries when he supposed she must had been here somewhere reincarnated but out of his reach. Brightness inside the Underground cannot return without an incarnated spring without it. Darkness inside the Underground could only inscrease inside an never-ending cold winter cooling down.
Inside current circumstances they were, she wasn’t responsible about everything around. About her be an vessel of a wife he didn’t saw since centuries, when he protected memories inside moments of thoughtfulness, and somehow, welcomed the irony with that Emperor and that Immortal Witch who transformed his life … About the joke who was the Holy War. About how assured inside their false right the Gold Saints were. Even kind of existence she must have, when it wasn’t how things were supposed to be. They never had been supposed to be enemies. Surely, Thanatos and Hypnos must have planned out something out of it, for always perceiving how he questioned their autority over him when she was present. Though, actually, there was one Emperor who will do the same effect, where they cannot possibly force him to ‘give up’ for sake of an expressed comedy of misunderstandings. Besides, currently, warm eyes was watching carefully how some boy was evolving inside the big world, where he wished offering him an magnificient existence inside his darkness. Harshness of his possibly visible expression softened as he looked at her warmly. He wasn’t going to harm her. He would never hurt physically his wife, when he could consider how much she emotionally or mentally suffered already inside that prolonged absence. Alone’s soul was sleeping in safeguarded depths, where there was no risk that trying to revive this soul would come to an end … a partial unity was germinating, while sleeping soul of his vessel understood who he was, understood reality of a pain never expressed in history book. An orphan who had known loneliness in his life, who was going to lose his sister anyway in her responsibilities as a goddess and a best friend who struggled to understand lesson despite millennium, could understand his greatness of soul despite apparent cruelty. He wished reassuring the other Saint, as he exposed gently an hand of her cheeks. How she answered inside the pleasure of the gesture generated an pleasant and happy smile, who seemed hesitant to expressing the silent pain hidding inside his ocean eyes. One gesture won’t be enough to bring another kind of reassurance she wouldn’t expect on his presence. ❝ I’m not here to harm you. ❞ He confessed. An mere sentence like this never had been expressed in front of Lelouch vi Britannia. He wasn’t sure he would have time for say it … Such remembrance hurt him so much, as partial acceptation of the absence of his wife resonated inside that short moment between them. ❝ The Gold Saints lied to you … purposely, with neat ambitions, about who I am. I don’t hope that you can believe me quickly and fully nevertheless, I would like you to let me make you understand. You were in spite of yourself drawn into a lie that took disproportionate proportions, and a victim who should never have been. Strange as it may seem, you are safe with me. Always. ❞
#featherchan#ic :: hades#( ♔ ) interconnected subplot#centuries later feels !#( answered. )#he's gonna be a horrible threat for a while#long post /
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Part 7 of my Pros and Cons of dating the different islanders (yes I’m finally coming back to this :P)
Gary
Cons
He doesn’t have a whole lot of thoughts about things that he’s not actively excited or annoyed by, and he doesn’t really feign interest. If MC buys a new top, or is invested in a new show, or anything that Gary doesn’t really care about, he’ll really disinterestedly say “that’s cool babe,” and make her feel like it’s unimportant. He’s not patronizing/embarrassing her on purpose, he just doesn’t have a lot of tact. You would have to really talk to him and work with him to get him out of this habit, because he doesn’t see how it’s hurtful or care that much to change.
He gets really defensive. If you call him out on his behavior or point out how he’s really stubborn, he’ll argue with you without really considering if his behavior is bad. Arguments with Gary suck because it gets to a point where he’s not hearing you and will just say “whatever” and refuse to engage. The best way to change Gary’s behavior is some pavlovian shit- you need to offer positive reinforcement without him really noticing. When he communicates really well, shower him with affection. When he picks up after himself, tell him how much you appreciate it.
He’s very willing to walk away from things that challenge him instead of trying to grow as a person. We saw that with him and Lottie- whenever she or MC offered valid criticism of his behavior he would just walk away. That applies to most areas of his life- if he tries a new hobby and isn’t good at it immediately he’ll drop it. He doesn’t really like trying new things or going to new places, and if something challenges his worldview he’s more likely to ignore it than engage.
I’ve said this already but he buys MC heart shaped jewelry and pandora charm bracelets...
Gary’s a lad. While he doesn’t intend to hurt anyone’s feelings, he never really engaged with social justice issues and he hasn’t done the work needed to be anti-racist. He’ll laugh along to sexist, racist, homophobic, and ableist jokes without really thinking about the implication. He’s loath to call anyone out. If MC points out ‘hey that thing you/your friend said is hurtful,” he’ll get defensive and say “why are you ruining a good time? It was just a joke” If MC sits down and explains to him how the things he says are actively hurting her, he’ll internalize that and not do it. But he’s really hesitant to say the same to other people- he doesn’t want to ‘ruin the mood’ and get made fun of for being ‘PC’.
Gary’s super dense. He doesn’t really pick up hints very well, so MC needs to explicitly tell him “I need you to compliment this dress” or “we haven’t gone on a proper date in awhile and I’m feeling undesired, can we go out for dinner tomorrow?” I firmly believe that the reason Gary tolerated all of Lottie’s passive aggressiveness was because he didn’t pick up on it, so MC needs to be direct.
He doesn’t appreciate all the effort it takes to get all dolled up, even though he loves it when MC goes all out. I know he SAYS he doesn’t like high maintenance women, but in canon when given the choice between Hannah (seemingly low maintenance) and Marisol (very outgoing and done up), he chooses the higher-maintenance option. Every woman he dated on the show was a glam kind of girl- MC, Lottie, Marisol. So while he loves when MC has a full face and outfit done, he complains about how long it takes her and how she always sneaks away for touch ups during the night. He’s one of those dudes who is like “wow you’re so pretty without makeup” but you’re literally wearing foundation, contour, eyeshadow, eyeliner, mascara, blush- he thinks the difference between makeup and not wearing any makeup is red lipstick. This is super annoying because MC puts a lot of effort into her look only for him to downplay that effort but still enjoy the results.
Building off of the above, Gary severely underestimates how much effort it takes to do “domestic work” like cooking, cleaning, and administrating for the household (I imagine pre-MC he forgets to do the basics like renew licenses, register to vote, schedule appointments, etc). So if MC points out how she spent the whole day cleaning, he’ll be like “that seems a bit much? You just cleaned the kitchen?” and doesn’t really get it until MC breaks down “I swept and washed the floor, I disinfected the dishwasher, I ran cleaners through the sink link, I cleaned out and organized the fridge, I dusted and sanitized the chandelier, I organized the spice drawer, I wiped out the cabinets…” He’s not really motivated to learn how to clean or do laundry or cook.
He doesn’t communicate. This is canon- he doesn’t tell Lottie where his head is at in the game, he strings Lottie and Hannah along, and he doesn’t reassure MC when other girls are clearly cracking on with him. So most of the problems in a relationship with Gary come from MC not knowing what he wants and him never initiating emotionally vulnerable conversations.
He’s not going to do well if MC needs to travel a lot for work, and he’s not going to move to live with her. Even after his nan dies, I don’t see him leaving Chatham. So if moving to a new place is important to you, this is a dealbreaker.
Pros
If something goes really wrong, he’ll never do the same thing twice. This applies to physical mistakes as well as emotional- if he forgets to wear eye protection and gets sawdust in his eyes, he’ll be religious about wearing glasses from them on. If he forgets a birthday or anniversary and makes MC cry, he will be SO diligent from then on about remembering dates. On that thought, he HATES seeing MC cry. He will move heavens and earth to stop whatever’s upsetting her or fix it.
Hugs and cuddling from Gary? So comforting. He just has that vibe, like he’s a really good cuddler. Not to mention that he’s really good at the nasty in canon, so it would stand to reason………
All of that internalized masculinity has an upside- he wants to take care of his family. He’s on top of all the ‘masculine’ caretaking stuff like buying a home, maintaining the landscaping, fixing the tires on the vehicles, shoveling, fixing stuff up around the house, managing the cable/internet/tech. Which is nice because I hate doing those things, but also I’m absolutely teaching him how to do laundry and pick up after himself.
Gary is SO calm in emergency situations. I have this headcanon for Rahim too, but the more panicked those around them get, the calmer they are. Especially in situations where they’ve prepared/considered before like tornadoes or floods. They’re not the kind of guys who take the lead normally, but in these super dire situations they find it in them to take over and calm everyone else down. I can see him having a lowkey stockpile of food, an emergency first aid kit, and a go-bag.
I know people don’t like this headcanon, but too bad. Gary is catholic. That’s the law. Sorry I don’t make the rules. That’s not so much of a pro for me, an atheist nihilist lesbian, but I can recognize a religious man has a certain amount of charm. He has a close knit community, is super consistent about attending services, and has a certain level of taking morals really seriously. He definitely donates a fair bit to charity and is always the one saying “love thy neighbor” when people are being shitty.
Gary’s spontaneous, but in a controlled way. He very much likes his routine and respects MC’s need for consistency. But periodically he’ll just be like “we have nothing planned for today- want to go rent a paddleboat?” or he’ll pick up flowers “just because”. If MC and he are going on a vacation, he much prefers to only plan 1 or 2 things to do a day and then once they’re in the place see interesting things and suggest ‘let’s do that’. He’ll do really thoughtful stuff like text MC if she has anything planned for dinner then randomly bring her favorite restaurant food home. Thursday nights are date nights!! Doing formal ‘dress up nice and go to a proper dinner date without the kids and movie’ is really important to him.
Gary’s a really good dad. Like yeah he has a lot to learn about not telling his son to ‘stop crying’ and not telling his daughter ‘no boys until you’re married’, but he genuinely wants the best for them. He’s really supportive of their hobbies/sports/interests, and will happily pay for summer camp/field trips/conventions. He might not ‘get it’ all the time, but he’ll smile and nod.
He gets a lot of delight out of really little things. If his kid draws something for him, he’ll pin it to the fridge and smile at it every time he sees it without fail. If MC says she likes a certain shirt on him, he’ll triple the amount of times he wears it. He keeps the bird feeders outside their dining room window full, because he can happily sit with a cup of coffee and watch the birds for hours. It truly is the little things.
He’s really good at remembering MC’s favorite things, or even things she mentioned liking once. This is to the point where it’s a bit confusing. MC will compliment Gary’s nan on her christmas poinsettias one year, then two years later Gary buys a ton of poinsettias and is like “I thought you loved poinsettias” and not be able to remember why he thought that. So MC has to be careful with fake compliments, because Gary cannot tell the difference. But that’s still, like, super endearing and nice of him.
There’s a few LIs that I feel like could get bored in a long-term relationship. I can see Lucas, Felix, and Rahim feeling like they’re ‘falling out of love’ when the intensity of a new relationship fades and they struggle to settle into domesticity. Gary is NOT one of them. He’s one of those “I fall in love with you more every single day” kind of guys. As MC gains weight/ages, he’ll insist “you age like a fine wine” and “I like you more with meat on your bones”. He’ll insist to their kids that “your mom is the most beautiful woman on earth”. Gary was built for long-term relationships.
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Usual Asks
Spotify, SoundCloud, or Pandora? ...I have no idea what these are.
is your room messy or clean? Messy
what color are your eyes? blue-green
do you like your name? why? Yes. Not too common and not too unique
what is your relationship status? Married
describe your personality in 3 words or less--Happy, friendly, goofy
what color hair do you have? Brown with a hidden rainbow.
what kind of car do you drive? color? ford flex--black. NOT my color choice. needs a glitter coat.
where do you shop? online and have it delivered--so much easier
how would you describe your style? Comfy. Im either in work scrubs or t-shirt and jeans/pj pants. if I ever wear regular clothes again, I’d say flower child.
favorite social media account. Tumbler. Facebook is a close 2nd cause it lets me keep in touch with my family.
what size bed do you have? King
any siblings? 2 older brothers
if you can live anywhere in the world where would it be? why? Ireland. Because...it calls to me.
favorite snapchat filter? a what?
favorite makeup brand(s) I don’t wear makeup
how many times a week do you shower? 6.
favorite tv show? TBGO!! I also like Bones, Orville, and Psych
shoe size? 8.5
how tall are you? 5′3′’
sandals or sneakers? sneakers. But I prefer barefoot
do you go to the gym? HAHAHAHAHA!!! No.
describe your dream date. A walk around the lake, fishing, followed by dinner and a movie.
how much money do you have in your wallet at the moment? I don’t carry a wallet or purse. One more thing for me to loose track of.
what color socks are you wearing? BAREFOOT!
how many pillows do you sleep with? 3
do you have a job? what do you do? Yes, Acute Dialysis nurse. I perform Hemodialysis, peritoneal dialysis, continuous renal replacement therapy, and plasmapheresis on unstable patients admitted to the hospital.
how many friends do you have? In present life--like 3 or 4. But only 1 I do things with outside of work on a regular basis. Online, I have a few more. :)
whats the worst thing you have ever done? When I was in middle school, I took part in a group bullying incident against a really nice, but mentally delayed girl. The thought of it still makes me sick.
whats your favorite candle scent? Caramel Coffee
3 favorite boy names. Lucas, Joseph, Michael
3 favorite girl names. Britney, Mellina, Rosemary
favorite actor? Vincent Donofrio
favorite actress? Ashley Judd
who is your celebrity crush? Seth McFarlen
favorite movie? TROLLS!
do you read a lot? whats your favorite book? I love fanfiction, but mostly I read medical books.
money or brains? Brains
do you have a nickname? what is it? Teal.
how many times have you been to the hospital? thousands since I work there. Admitted, 8 times. 6 were for pregnancy related reasons
top 10 favorite songs. top 3--Time of your life by Greenday, Dance, and Smells like Teen Spirit by Nirvana
do you take any medications daily? zantac--for stomach acid
what is your skin type? (oily, dry, etc) Dry
what is your biggest fear? Something happening to my children. when I was a child, it was being kidnapped.
how many kids do you want? 3.
whats your go to hair style? Bunned over pony tail
what type of house do you live in? (big, small, etc) Bigger than average I guess, 4 bedroom, 3 bath. 5 acres.
who is your role model? My friend Kendra.
what was the last compliment you received? I was helpful
what was the last text you sent? “Temptation to stay in bed is TOO STRONG”
how old were you when you found out Santa wasn’t real? 6 maybe
what is your dream car? Minivan. No, seriously. It made my life SO MUCH EASIER!! Broke my heart to trade it in because I needed something with 4 wheel drive.
opinion on smoking? If u r over 17 and want to--I don’t care. it’s your choice. It WILL give you cancer. I don’t want my kids to breath it. But it really pisses me off when I take time out of my life and away from my family to take care of you in the hospital, and you piss all over all my hard work and your health by insisting on going outside to for a cigarette.
do you go to college? Yup, University of North Dakota. Got my degree completion at Morningside, sioux city
what is your dream job? Gastrointestinal surgeon.
would you rather live in rural areas or the suburbs? Rural
do you take shampoo and conditioner bottles from hotels? yes.
do you have freckles? I WISH. I have beauty marks--which are like tiny, flat moles.
do you smile for pictures? Always. I’m always smiling
how many pictures do you have on your phone? maybe 20. it’s a new phone
have you ever peed in the woods? Sure. Hasn’t everyone been camping before?
do you still watch cartoons? Yes!!
do you prefer chicken nuggets from Wendy’s or McDonalds? I don’t have a preference
Favorite dipping sauce? Blue Cheese
what do you wear to bed? lounge pants and t-shirt
have you ever won a spelling bee? no--I’m a HORRIBLE speller. Never made it past the 1st round
what are your hobbies? I love to draw and write. I enjoy gardening, cooking, and canning. I hope to try making cheese this year.
can you draw? Yes. At least I’d like to think so.
do you play an instrument? Piano and drums.
what was the last concert you saw? Metallica with Lincoln Park and Limp Bizkit
tea or coffee? I like Tea the most. But I love overly sugared, overly creamed coffee a couple times per month
Starbucks or Dunkin Donuts? Dunkin....for the donuts. :)
do you want to get married? I didn’t used to. But I found the right person who changed my mind
what is your crush’s first and last initial? B.M.
are you going to change your last name when you get married?
what color looks best on you? Pink. But I prefer to wear browns
do you miss anyone right now? Too many to count.
do you sleep with your door open or closed? closed--keep it colder in my room and the noise out.
do you believe in ghosts? Absolutely!
what is your biggest pet peeve? when people spit... on the sidewalk. Like, DUDE!! 99 percent of the population swallow their saliva or use a Kleenex. I don’t want to step in your spit!! Gross!!
last person you called` My friend Marissa.
favorite ice cream flavor? Rainbow sherbet
regular oreos or golden oreos? Regular
chocolate or rainbow sprinkles? RAINBOW!!
what shirt are you wearing? Purple special Olympics support shirt
what is your phone background? my kids
are you outgoing or shy? so outgoing.
do you like it when people play with your hair? Oh GOSH yes!!
do you like your neighbors? They are ok. i prefer no neighbors.
do you wash your face? at night? in the morning? I wash when I shower. I shower at night
have you ever been high? yes
have you ever been drunk? yes
last thing you ate? Smoked Turkey breast
favorite lyrics right now “Can’t stop the feeling!!!” (I just watched Trolls)
summer or winter? Summer
day or night? night.
dark, milk, or white chocolate? milk, with white as a super close 2nd.
favorite month? April
what is your zodiac sign? Taurus
who was the last person you cried in front of? I don’t like to cry in front of people. I prefer to cry alone. I guess my husband was the last.
I tag @kate669 @toki-trolls @nickki-d-k @eva-93 @pinkaylaortiz @kinohayashi
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Answer the odd numbers!
Oh, wow, that’s a lot XD I’ll try to do as many as I can, but I shall try to keep it briefer than usual. If something is too difficult, then I’ll skip. Let’s go! 1) Spotify, SoundCloud, or Pandora? My friends are trying to get me into spotify, I tend to use soundcloud more, but my preferred way of finding new music has often ended up being accidentally leaving youtube on in a tab after a song finished, and having it cycle through sort-of related music.
3) what color are your eyes?Reasonably light brown. Someone was once nice enough to tell me they look like honey, when I’m in the sun.
5) what is your relationship status? Not where I see myself in the longterm.
7) what color hair do you have?Darkish brown. I dye it almost exactly the colour it naturally is. Or was, before the Grey Hair Fairy frosted my temples with some serious silver.
9) where do you shop?The high street, and online? Nowhere particularly fancy. Occasinally I’ll be tempted by something off etsy. 11) favorite social media accountIn terms of personally, I keep up with a lot of people I don’t see often through facebook. But I really enjoy the community we have here. 13) any siblings?A younger sister and a much younger brother. I’m the dorky, embarrasing but protective eldest.
15)favorite snapchat filter? Um… I don’t use snapchat often. Hmm. Anything that lets you transform two pictures at once, because then I can pull someone else in for a selfie! XD17) how many times a week do you shower?Weird question, but the answer is; as often as I can. You want to wash the hospital off you. 19) shoe size?Either 4, 41/2 or 5 in UK sizes (so between 37 and 38 in European sizes), no idea what that is in US measurements. It’s small enough that sometimes I end up in the kiddy section.
21) sandals or sneakers? Depends on for what. Sneakers are generally good for most things, but there are times when sandals are more appropriate.
23) describe your dream dateI don’t know about dream, but a nice lunch on a sunny day, followed by a trip to a gallery or a museum, or perhaps a nice walk is 1000 times better than catching drinks in a crowded bar. As for anyone who drags someone to excercise on a ‘date’…no. Just no. 25) what color socks are you wearing? They happen to be black socks with tigers on them.
27) do you have a job? what do you do? I sometimes give hope, I always give support, but I cannot always give life when time has run out.
29) whats the worst thing you have ever done? The thing I’m most cringey about is the time I offended a classmate in primary school. I must have been 7. They asked me why I didn’t invite them to my party, and I gave them a reason that was both untrue and rude, and in the end I invited them and I came. But I’m still not sure why I did that.
31) 3 favorite boy names
I don’t know. Names I prefer in guys I’m seeing? Or for future kids? Or characters? Because those answers would all be different…
33) favorite actor?Right now, let’s say Robin Williams and Emma Thompson. I could say more, but then we’d be here all day.
35)who is your celebrity crush?I’m going to have to be really, really cliche and say Tom Hiddleston. That voice would sound compelling even if it was just reading out his shopping list, and he has really nice hands. I also think Jensen Ackles is pretty ahem, delectable, too.
37) do you read a lot? whats your favorite book? I love to read, with a passion. But I go through periods where I read a lot, and others when I read much less. Picking one book would be an impossibility.
39) do you have a nickname? what is it? Trying to find one which isn’t some derivative of my name, or just plain weird is hard.
41) top 10 favorite songsThis would probably require too much thought to answer right now.
43) what is your skin type? (oily, dry, etc)Oily. Definitely wasn’t blessed on the skin front, but such is life. Weirdly, friends keep telling me they thinl I have clear skin, and I’m like ‘whose face have you been looking at?!’ Which just does to show that we’re the only ones who notice our own blemishes. Take for example, scars. I have a few (!!) on my face, and people can know me for years and not realise they are there. Then literally turn around one day and say “OMG, what happened to your FACE?” To which I reply… “Um, nothing? It’s always like this.”.
45) how many kids do you want? This is not something I’ve really thought about? Enough to keep each other company, but not so many that I’m spending the next 500 years changing nappies. So 2 or 3, I guess?
47) what type of house do you live in? (big, small, etc) Whatever kind of house I can afford. I don’t realistically see myself affording to live in London, and I don’t realistically see any chance of a big house if I live in the UK. But such is life.
49) what was the last compliment you received?On one of my recent night shifts, one of the nurses asked me where I was from. And I told her (people don’t usually know, or care, much about my country, but I see no reason to lie), and she said “I wanted to know why, because you are so confident. The way you talk” And I was taken aback. “Confident? ME? Really?!?”. To which she replied, laughing “You think you are not?”. All this time I’ve been quite reserved, and always told by my seniors that I ought to have more faith in my clinical decisionmaking and just be more assertive, it was quite surprising to find out that someone saw me bumbling along on my night shift and thought I looked and sounded confident. 51) how old were you when you found out santa wasn’t real?Probably around 7? I was apparently not amused. I can’t remember. In retrospect, perhaps it’s odd that I always knew about the birds and the bees but not about Santa.53) opinion on smoking?Not a good idea, but often understandable. Nearly always started when we are very young, in order to fit in or belong. I grew up with one parent being a smoker (they quit, yay!) and have friends who smoked since their teens, so I can understand how hard it is to give up, and what addiction means. But one thing I really don’t understand is grownups “socially smoking”. At all. It’s flirting with addiction, has no benefits, and just drains your money? I feel that most people my age who indulge in social smoking really should probably know better. But then that applies to many things in our lives.
55) what is your dream job? To be a magical girl/superhero. Being a doctor who draws comics shall, however, suffice until I get called into service by a cute magical familiar.
57) do you take shampoo and conditioner bottles from hotels? I used to use them, but I wouldn’t say that I would stock up on the whole stash. Though I have a sad feeling that they chuck the ones you don’t use, so maybe we should all be taking them?
59) do you smile for pictures?I used to never smile for pictures, because I had over-large incisors with a noticeable gap in them, and felt really self-conscious about them for most of my life. Then I stopped caring. But lately I realised my teeth no longer look oversized, and the gap has kind of shrunken, a little to my dismay.
61) have you ever peed in the woods? Another bizarrre question. I don’t hang out in the woods, but if there were no toilets within reasonable access, then I would? Pee is aseptic and the entirety of nature does it, plus it’s hardly going to get in anyone’s way?
63) do you prefer chicken nuggets from Wendy’s or McDonalds?I don’t even think we HAVE Wendy’s, so I guess the golden arches win by default?65) what do you wear to bed? Pajamas, because it’s usually cold? Unless we’re talking about entertaining…
67) what are your hobbies?Answering memes and solving the internet’s problems. Sometimes I draw. 69) do you play an instrument?I cannot manipulate notes like I manipulate words. I sort of learned the recorder and piano a little bit, but despite lovely encouragement, I don’t have the time nor the patience it would take to be good at music. I find it a very attractive quality in others, though!
71) tea or coffee?Coffee in the morning, tea at teatime (duh) and hot chocolate at night.73) do you want to get married?I would like to end with a relationship that is stable, comfortable and friendship blended with being lovers. It’s not that a piece of paper has meaning, rather that being sure you want to be with someone for the forseeable future is what makes it special. Sometimes it takes being willing to discuss that bit of paper for both parties to truly know how sure they are to share each others’ lives. 75) are you going to change your last name when you get married? Definitely not intending to. Sometimes my last name is a pain, because nobody can spell it, or pronounce it. And it’s so long that hyphenating would make it even more of a pain than it already is. But I’m attached to my name, it’s a part of me and my ethnic identity, and definitely am not going into relationships with an idea that I “have to take my husband’s name”. They can take mine, if they wish. Perhaps I’d be tempted to if someone’s name was just incredibly awesome, who knows? I would rarely rule anything out before the fact. But I certainly don’t intend to.
77) do you miss anyone right now? Yep. Don’t we all?
79) do you believe in ghosts?I’ve never seen one, and I’d rather not, thanks. I believe in not tempting fate and staying in my own lane, paranormally speaking. 81) last person you calledFunnily enough, just a work colleague. I missed a call at work (we were both on call) , and called them after the shift, which is when I realised they’d called. Fortunately we’d already taken care of the situation.
83) regular oreos or golden oreos? What is a golden oreo? Regular, since I know no other kind.
85) what shirt are you wearing? The pajamas my aunt and recently deceased gran gave me for my last birthday.
87) are you outgoing or shy?Shy.
89) do you like your neighbors? My flatmates are OK, but keep themselves to themselves and work far too many shifts (no doubt they’d say the same about me!). I don’t know everyone else in the building. 91) have you ever been high? Who needs to be high when you’ve been a teenage girl?93) last thing you ate? Soba noodles. 95) summer or winter? Summer. It’s when you are warm and sunny, and can go for long rambling walks all day. Winter is too dark, I feel like I don’t get any sunlight at all in the winter
97) dark, milk, or white chocolate? All of the above. If I had to pick one, then dark?99) what is your zodiac sign?I’m a leo, but I never thought it represented me. People always assume Leos are brash, loud, confident extroverts who wear leopard print and go to all the parties. Meanwhile, here I am with a cat under my arm wondering why that’s meant to be me. Though, I really hate the idea of someone telling me what I’m meant to be like, horoscopes or life in general. Like, they don’t even know me. The nerve. So perhaps there’s a little bit of that kind of imperiousness about me, after all.
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Spotify, SoundCloud, or Pandora? : Pandora
is your room messy or clean?: Messy
what color are your Eyes?: Brown
do you like your name? why?: I’m content with my name. I like what it means and it has a real short abbreviation for nicknames
what is your relationship status?: Single
describe your personality in 3 words or less: Stubborn, Talkative,
what color hair do you have?: Brown
what kind of car do you drive? color?: I do not own a car
where do you shop?: Wherever I can get a ride to. Walmart, Target, Pennies, Marshal’s,
how would you describe your style?: Lazy
favorite social media account: I guess tumblr but I really just enjoy social media to kill time or talk extra when my friends are busy
what size bed do you have?: Twin extra long
any siblings?: 3 and a half
if you can live anywhere in the world where would it be? why?: I don’t really know. Probably around where I am now. I like the temperature range and the nearness to my family.
favorite snapchat filter?: Idk man. I think the faceswaps are my fav.
favorite makeup Brand(s): I don’t use makeup so I don’t have a real opinion
how many times a week do you shower?: anywhere between 5 and 10. Some days I shower before/after work so it can get to more than 7. Kind of depends on how I’m doing. More showers for worse moods.
favorite tv show?: Season 1 of Supergirl.
shoe size?: 10? something like that. Wide.
how tall are you?: 5′11?
sandals or sneakers?: Sneakers.
do you go to the gym?: No but I realllly should because of my back.
describe your dream date: I have no idea. I like the idea of doing something that involves dressing up fancy but also hiking is a great time. I think I want like hiking somewhere fun/new to me/person I’m with followed by just hanging out/relaxing and food of some sort. I’m not too picky.
how much money do you have in your wallet at the moment?: Wallet? Idk like 10 dollars maybe? I’m not big on keeping cash.
what color socks are you wearing?: I’m not. But generally if I have socks they range from grey to black.
how many pillows do you Sleep with?: Like 1-3 depending on the night
do you have a job? what do you do?: I manage a kitchen
how many friends do you have?: Wow that’s a large question. Like how are we describing friends? People who I’m actually close with the number is like maybe or less than 5. People who I like and enjoy hanging out with it’s a higher number to like 15.
whats the worst thing you have ever done?: Oh gosh. I don’t know. like. There’s a lot of ways to interpret worst. worst to myself is like. the amount that I procrastinate. could be this very moment. Most physically harmful was probably cutting that area between pointer and thumb on my brother’s hand with a scissors when very small, most like emotionally rude/assholeish was probably something with how my relationship with Lauren ended up ending. I could think of a lot more things but let’s move on.
whats your favorite candle scent?: Vanilla probably but I haven’t really explored candle scents enough to know
3 favorite boy names: I do not have an answer for this question. I tend to like David. I’ll have David as an answer but that’s all I got.
3 favorite girl names: I have no idea.
favorite actor?: John Barrowman?
favorite actress?: Melissa Benoist
who is your celebrity Crush?: Katie McGrath
favorite movie?: Captain America, Winter Soldier. OR Lion King
do you read a lot? whats your favorite book?: I used to read a lot, I’m very partial to the Pendragon or heralds of Valdemar series. both had like a large influence on my life.
money or brains?: What does this mean? Brains are necessary to be alive and money is necessary to continue to purchase goods like food. Talking about what I find attractive I’m going to say brains but it’s less being a smarty-pants and more personality-wise that gets along with me because like, as I said above stubborn and talkative I’m not /always/ easy to get along with for extended periods of time.
do you have a nickname? what is it?: Not one that gets used really anymore. Dippy is the one I used to have but I never liked it.
how many times have you been to the hospital?: Idk. 3 or 4. Never for emergency purposes
top 10 favorite songs: That’s a lot. Bohemian Rhapsody, Little Lion Man, The Phoenix, 1985, Mr. Brightside, Step in Time, Seize the Day, Bad Day, Move Along, Lord of the Dance. These aren’t in a particular order and they’re mostly associated with like particularly good memories or specific people and make me happy for that.
do you Take any medications daily?: Nah. I have some vitamins and pain killers I take intermittently.
what is your skin type? (oily, dry, etc): Idk man. Probably oily because the previously mentioned working in a Kitchen
what is your biggest Fear?: Being a burden to my family because I run out of motivation and fail to become financially independent.
how many kids do you want?: I don’t know. I’m not confident I want kids.
whats your go to hair style?: Wherever it falls at whatever length it is at the moment is fine.
what type of house do you live in? (big, small, etc): Something that corresponds to the amount of people living there. So like if it’s just me pretty small. if I have a significant other/family with me on the medium-large size. I’m personally content with like. A bathroom, a medium sized bedroom, and a kitchen if I’m alone.
who is your role model?: I don’t know. I love my older sister Steff. But I try not to have a specific role model. it’s weird.
what was the last compliment you received?: I have no idea. Brice probably said something last night that could be considered a compliment. The last thing that really stuck with me was like a week ago when Brice told me he considers me like a reasonable enough person that I’m honest with myself about my limitations/skills as a magic player and he trusts my judgement of how I fair as a player compared to people around me.
what was the last text you sent?: I told my friend tha tI’ll be free Saturday night as my only free time this weekend to see a movie
how old were you when you found out santa wasn’t real?: Officially? 5th grade but there was no surprise at this revelation. When I like low key accepted but didn’t acknowledge the fakeness of it? no idea.
what is your dream car?: Something with wheels and good gas mileage that’s reliable.
opinion on smoking?: Yucky. I’m an asthmatic.
do you go to college?: Yeah I’m a double major religion/psychology at rutgers.
what is your dream job?: Solid questions I don’t know I don’t have aspirations in life anymore I’m kind of dead inside.
would you rather live in rural areas or the suburbs?: I guess rural but like. Woodsie. I want something with trees.
do you take shampoo and conditioner bottles from hotels?: I tend to as souvenirs. I never use them.
do you have freckles?: Nah I just have a pile of acne.
do you smile for pictures?: I try to but I’m bad at it so I force a laugh and hold my face like that because it’s the only way I can smile.
how many pictures do you have on your phone?: A fuck ton.
have you ever peed in the woods?: Yeah man
do you still watch cartoons?: Yeah I do.
do you prefer chicken nuggets from Wendy’s or McDonalds?: Wendy’s.
Favorite dipping sauce?: Barbeque or Honey Mustard.
what do you wear to bed?: What I wore that day, nothing, or gym shorts/big ole T-shirt
have you ever won a spelling bee?: I’ve never participated in one
what are your hobbies?: Magic the Gathering
can you draw?: Hell yeah I can. Not well. But I am capable of putting a pencil onto a piece of paper and making images.
do you play an instrument?: I used to be a mediocre cello player and a mediocre percussion player for auxilliary percussion but I haven’t touched eithe rin years.
what was the last concert you saw?: Panic At the Disco/Weezer.
tea or coffee?: Tea if I’m drinking black. Coffee if I have like a selection of stuff form Dunkin to put into it.
Starbucks or Dunkin Donuts?: Only ever been to Dunkin
do you want to get married?: Idk. It would be nice to have the consistent support from someone in life but like. Previously stated lack of aspirations/ambitions for my life right now.
what is your Crush’s first and last initial?: YM is an option
are you going to change your last name when you get married?: If I get married I’ll do whatever my significant other would like with names I’m not attached to traditional “girl must take guy’s name” things.
what color looks best on you?: I really like purple and Jess says it looks great but it’s both of our favorite color. I also like like sky blues. I don’t know specifically for what looks good for me.
do you miss anyone right now?: Hell yeah I could probably list at least as many people that I miss as I could list people that I’m still friends with without overlap.
do you Sleep with your door open or closed?: Closed (except that one time I accidentally left it open or if I’m really drunk and forget)
do you believe in ghosts?: I don’t have a firm belief in either direction
what is your biggest pet peeve?: I don’t know that it counts for pet peeve but I really don’t like when things I say get misinterpreted or like people read into things that I say I’m a pretty direct person.
last person you called?: Nayirrah. She was late to work
favorite ice cream flavor?: Graham Central Station. It reminds me of Mrs. Foco.
regular oreos or golden oreos?: Regular I’m not a fucking animal
chocolate or rainbow sprinkles?: Rainbow
what shirt are you wearing?: Plain white T
what is your phone background?: The view from the tree I love climbing in the middle of the woods at the top of my home town area I hike in. Or the view of the ocean at sunset by my grandparents, depending on which background.
are you outgoing or shy?: I’m weird and it depends on the situation I’m in.
do you like it when people play with your hair?: Idk man. I’m pretty neutral about it.
do you like your neighbors?: I don’t know them.
do you wash your face? at Night? in the morning?: I wash my face when I shower
have you ever been high?: Nope
have you ever been drunk?: Yeah I have
last thing you ate?: A family sized bag of Lays cheddar potato chips
favorite lyrics right now: Idk man I can only think of quotes form books right now so either “And so we go” or “There is no one true way” as quotes from books.
summer or winter?: Summer much better for hiking
Day or Night?: Depends on the activity.
dark, milk, or white chocolate?: Milk
favorite month?: Probably May it’s my birthday and semesters end and I get to see my school friends at the start and my home friends at the end.
what is your zodiac sign: Taurus
who was the last person you cried in front of?: Idk man. I do’nt really cry in front of people. Maybe jess? Maybe Margaret. Crying is weird and I can’t do it so it doesn’t really happen. And I tend to pretend to be fine in front of people. Maybe Anna? Could be Anna. or Peter. I have no memory of what it was but those are the options.
#this is my blog I don't need to wait for someone to not ask me I want to do this instead of my paper#this was a good use of a half an hour#Here's some personal details for no one to care about#diary
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Thank you or the ask and I'm sorry that I took so to reply. This will have to be on two posts, apparently, but I will get them all!1. Spotify, SoundCloud, or Pandora? Pandora because it's the only one that I've ever tried, lol.2. Is your room messy or clean?Messy. I really want it to be clean, but it seems like I never have time.3. What color are your eyes?Hazel.4. Do you like your name? Why?Eeeeeeeeh, depends on which name we're talking about. I hate my birth name with a passion, but I like my real one. As for why... it should be pretty obvious. XD5. What is your relationship status? I hate people who say "it's complicated," but it is. I recently had to cut things off with someone that I wasn't quite dating because it became obvious that she was going to cause my death and, in the process of that, discovered that I might still have feelings for a close friend who helped me through everything while the not quite girlfriend had all of my other friends helping tear into me about what a monster I was for not being happy 24/7.6. Describe your personality in 3 words or less.Hopeless, lonely romantic.7. What color hair do you have?Purple at the moment. I was planning on green next, but... then things changed. I might go blue next. 8. What kind of car do you drive? color?2008 olive green Honda Element.9. Where do you shop?Craft stores, mostly.10. How would you describe your style?Whatever fits, honestly. I'm not picky at all about clothing. 11. Favorite social media accountDespite everything that happened on there, it's still Facebook. 12. What size bed do you have? A queen. I dream of the day that I can have one of those massive, California King beds...13. Any siblings?I have a sister, but she's in an urn, so I don't know if she counts for this question. 14. If you can live anywhere in the world where would it be? why?Right now it would be Colorado. There's a beautiful woman out there eager to take me in, love me, and help me transition. She's a saint and I can't wait for her to finish school!15. Favorite snapchat filter? I don't use snapchat. 16. Favorite makeup brand(s)Don't use make-up, lol. 17. How many times a week do you shower?Be prepared to be grossed out. Usually about twice a week. Sometimes only once or not at all. 18. Favorite tv show?Snapped. I love listening to the stories of what pushed people to murder. 19. Shoe size?10, sometimes 10.5, it depends on the brand.20. How tall are you?*sighs* A little over six feet...21. Sandals or sneakers? Sneaker all the way! I HATE sandals or any other open toed shoe. 22. Do you go to the gym? I tried for a while, but I think I'm going to cancel my membership and drop the idea. I'm just wasting money.23. Describe your dream dateSnuggling and watching our favourite movies and TV shows together.24. How much money do you have in your wallet at the moment?$21, if you don't count the secret 20s that I stash for emergencies only. 25. What color socks are you wearing? One is red with penguins, the other is white with snowmen.26. How many pillows do you sleep with?Oh geez... a lot, lol. I think about... seven...?27. Do you have a job? What do you do? I do have a job, I work for a credit card company. I decide if companies lose money for their mistakes or not. I LOVE my job. 28. How many friends do you have? Because of how many picked my last ex over me... three... the number used to be way higher and I'm not entirely sure I want to fully count two of those people, but... I guess she was more likable than I was. 29. What's the worst thing you have ever done? Believed that people who knew me for over four years might care if I'm alive or dead...30. What's your favorite candle scent? I remember one called "Midnight Moon" that was really incredible, but I don't know who made it and I haven't seen in since that one candle.31. 3 favorite boy namesThaddeus, William, and Alexander.32. 3 favorite girl namesLynda, Genevieve, and Alexandria.33. Favorite actor? Adam Driver.34. Favorite actress? Meryl Streep.35. Who is your celebrity crush?Adam Driver. He's such a big, sweet, cutie!!36. Favorite movie?Changes often, but at the moment is "This is Where I Leave you."37. Do you read a lot? What's your favorite book?I don't read as much as I used too. Most of what I read now is slash fanfiction, but I could never pick a favourite in that. It's all so good...38. Money or brains? Uuuuuh... in a partner I would want brains because people with brains can usually find money or would be able to support me without it. For myself... I like the brains that I have, I want money.39. Do you have a nickname? What is it? I have a lot of nicknames, lol. My favorite is probably Teddy.40. How many times have you been to the hospital?I don't even know, Man. More times than I would ever want to count. 41. Top 10 favorite songsThis changes a lot, so I'll just give you the top ten most played songs on my iPod. Remedy by Jason Mraz, Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol, I'm Yours by Jason Mraz, Mr. Brightside by The Killers, Little House by The Fray, Gives You Hell by All-American Rejects, Over My Head by The Fray, Strange Disease by Prozzak, How to Save A Life by The Fray, and For Reasons Unknown by The Killers.42. Do you take any medications daily? Just biotin for now, which is actually a vitamin.43. What is your skin type? (oily, dry, etc)My skin is somehow oily and dry at the same time. It's fascinating. 44. What is your biggest fear? That I'll never be loved and my existence on the planet is pointless. I know you're not supposed to determine your worth by relationships and such, but... I'm always afraid that no one actually cares about me and the people that I love are only pretending to like me out of pity. 45. How many kids do you want? None. I don't even want kids near me. Ever. 46. What's your go to hair style?However my hair feels like falling that morning. I'm too lazy for actual styling.47. What type of house do you live in? (big, small, etc) I live in a big house because my mother owns the big house. If I picked a house, it would be a little one with a big garden.48. Who is your role model?I don't really have one. I just want to be myself without the fear of being rejected.49. What was the last compliment you received?My friend Lynda called me cute~ *purrs* She does that a lot when we start talking about living together and me getting to snuggle her.50. What was the last text you sent?"Ah, okay. ^ w ^ I figured people were kidnapping the almost birthday girl again~" 51. How old were you when you found out santa wasn’t real?I don't remember, I just know that I was still young and most of my classmates still believed for a long time afterwards. I really wish my dad hadn't told me...52. What is your dream car? The car that I have. EV is my baby and I love her.53. Opinion on smoking?People wanting to kill themselves is none of my business unless they ask for help, but I don't hang out with smokers because I can't breathe around them.54. Do you go to college? I want an education and to seek out better jobs, but I want to have my body corrected first, which will be VERY expensive.55. What is your dream job?Professional house pet.56. Would you rather live in rural areas or the suburbs? Rural. I don't like being near other people.57. Do you take shampoo and conditioner bottles from hotels?Always. It's not even good for my hair most of the time, I just like taking advantage of it. 58. Do you have freckles? Yes, but they're very faint.59. Do you smile for pictures?I don't let people take my picture. The few pictures that have been taken of me are destroyed if I get hold of them. 60. How many pictures do you have on your phone? Oh sweet Satan, probably a thousand... I save every Creek picture that I see and anything that could be used for role-play starters.61. Have you ever peed in the woods? Only once. I nearly peed on another person because it was late at night and I was half asleep. 62. Do you still watch cartoons? Whenever I can, yes. I love cartoons! 63. Do you prefer chicken nuggets from Wendy’s or McDonalds?McDonald's has my favorite nuggets of all time, though whether they're chicken or not is... debatable at best. 64. Favorite dipping sauce? Either BBQ or honey mustard, depends on my mood.65. What do you wear to bed? Pajama pants and whatever shirt I had on that day. 66. Have you ever won a spelling bee?Kind of? It was just a little classroom game, but I won. 67. What are your hobbies?Writing, role-playing, and casual games. 68. Can you draw? Eh... Kind of. I was a pretty good artist when I was younger, but I haven't drawn much since my high school art class. I did really poorly in it...69. Do you play an instrument?I can kind of play the piano, but not very well.70. What was the last concert you saw?I think it was all the way back when 5FDP was in town, lol.71. Tea or coffee?Coffee. Coffee all the way.72. Starbucks or Dunkin Donuts?Dunkin. Much cheaper and better pastries. 73. Do you want to get married?Eh... I want to be with someone for the rest of my life, but I don't see a point in getting married unless it's for taxes or healthcare. I might marry my friend when I go live with her, though... a job like hers should give good health insurance... 74. What is your crush’s first and last initial?LP75. Are you going to change your last name when you get married? Nope. One legal name change is enough for me. 76. What color looks best on you? Either purple or green. I'm not sure which because no one has ever told me. 77. Do you miss anyone right now? Well... I kind of miss Sarah. I know she didn't really love me, you don't rip someone apart like that when you love them, but now that I'm feeling better I constantly see cute things that I would have tagged her in, but I can't anymore. She's done with me and it's over... I keep having to remind myself of that...78. Do you sleep with your door open or closed?Closed and locked. Ever since my mother made a comment about checking on me at night, I make sure no one can get in. 79. Do you believe in ghosts?Yep. I've even encountered ghosts before.80. What is your biggest pet peeve? When people tell me that I'm not fat. Morbidly obese counts as fat and I HATE being lied to. 81. Last person you calledI avoid phone calls like a plague. It's been a LONG time. I think the last call was my hairdresser...
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