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Might have to be out of commission for the rest of the day I worked so hard I’m starting to feel genuinely sick. 
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Drops down onto the floor & dies
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yung notes app ko here sa phone ko puro kalungkutan tots and feels laman kasi tbfh sobrang lungkot ko lately. i know it's important that i go through tough times and not run from them, but damn it, im just so tired of going through it. im so tired. im exhausted. i feel depleted. i just feel so weak and defeated all over.
#i wanna write all my sadness away on an actual notebook slash journal but im the kind of person that categorize slash organize things lmao#like the journal that i hv are for happy days or normal chill days#i dont hv a journal dedicated to sadness kqsi lately keri ko naman imanage mga kinakalungkutan ko#but ever since this recent great loss happened hindi ko na kaya imanage yung lungkot galit tampo sa circumstances sa buhay sa mundo sa laha#umiiyak ako kung saan man ako abutan ng lungkot like di ko mapigilan yung luha#a few days ago nasa bgc me kasi may three resto features kami tapos umiiyak ako habang nagshshoot shutangena#pero ayun sobrang lungkot ko talaga na gusto ko magpakalayo layo muna but also ayoko umalis ng bahay kasi kakauwi niya lang samin ulit#unfortunately umuwi siya in an urn na and i just cant gahd bakit parang ang highlight ng buhay ko ay death and grieving#pagod na pagod na pagod na ko#eniwey ayon nga i tried looking for a journal sa nbs nybg nakaraan pero nafrustrate ako kasi wala lang basta sobrang wala ako sa sarili ko#soayon sa phone ko lahat binubuhos tapos sobrang wala ako energy to do home stuff werq stuff#i just wanna drop all my responsibilities and wallow in sadness and anger and resentment#im avoiding questioning things but damn it bAkeht ba to kailangan mangyari#bAkeht ganito bAkeht kailangan may bawi parati#ang hirap maging thankful lately but im rlly trying my best and hardest#donut#p.s. binasa ko ulit tong post ko lalo na the tags and i saw grammatical errors pero wtvr malungkot ako ngayon kiber na nyeta
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if i see ONE more white cunt reply to someone saying "joe biden is funding and enabling a genocide" with "ERM!! PSYOP!!!! FED!!!!! vote blue no matter who smol beans!! its harm reduction!!" im going to find them. and kill us both.
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#saksakin niyo na ko pagod na ko pls huhu bat wala pa rin siya hanggang ngayon#tapos ang dami ko pang exams like wtf last week of classes na pero like ang dami pang deliverables#tapos yung thesis prof ko kinacram naman ang pagchecheck ng drafts namin like mam huhu ang aga ko na nga nagpasa#tapos problema pa din yung pagbabayad para admu para lang mamakesure ko na may slot ako anywhere#waaaah parelease na ng results up please
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y'all i just got news that nicki is abt to release like 5 new songs as a response to meg and i don't have twt and i am NOT downloading it so someone tell me if this is true or not cuz if it is 😭
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been a hot minute huh
so i've been swamped with schoolwork (gee what's new) and exams are in two weeks. things have been really busy on my end and i barely have any free time
i don't have a solid time frame of when i'll be able to start posting again, but i do have something in my drafts that i can hopefully post in a week or two. updates for marigold promises probably won't resume until late june though :(
tl;dr, still busy with school but hopefully i'll be able to post something in a week or two
#🌻 — kara's reflections#sarap ighost reqs sa totoo lang GSKSHDDH#pagod na ako!!!#onti na lang at makakagraduate na ako shuta#— queued
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Lord, might take an eternal sleep because that raffle drained my stamina down to the negatives 💀
If anyone needs me, I'm going hoooonk mimimi till I don't feel like shit ✨
#rambling hours#bdjddbsj gusto ko lang matulog 😭😭 pAGOD PO AKOOOO#matutulog ako kung hindi lang LUNES AAAAAA#sa sobrang kapagudan ko di na ako maka-ingles wahhaahgdshw#napakasakit....kuya Eddy 💔💔#nem is going insane part ???
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Mukha kaming nasa resto tapos siya nag-order para sa amin kasi alam niyang mahiyain akong tao (just introvert things HAHAHAHA).
PS: Good luck sa work!!
kami pa niyan sis 🥹 chaaaar! pero amp may delulu thoughts din ako dito sa isang pic! sabi ko sa friend ko muka siyang jowa mo na nag iintay sayo after work tas sasabihin sayo “good job, love” 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 wala na, ako ay humimlay so much 😭
#MINI RANT SA TAGS PERO AMP 😭 yung pagod ko this week 😭 hindi po biro 😭 gsto ko na lang maging bato 😭 wonwoo baka naman gusto mo ako-#bigyan ng pera AY KIMI 😔#cel.replies 💌
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please, nagooverthink na ako, please do not do it.
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puro kayo miss kita kung sendan nyo na lang ako nudes nyo.
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I remember this particular day this year na ang daming nangyaring unfortunate events—nagising ako dahil sa ingay ng barena ng kapitbahay, may two people na tumatawag sa akin na hindi man lang nag-text beforehand, at nakalimutan kong isilong ang mga sinampay ko dahil may inasikaso lang ako sa bangko then pag-uwi ko, bumuhos na ang malakas na ulan.
“FUUUUUCKKK MY LIIIIFEEEE!” I could still vividly remember how uttered these words—full of resentment. Galit na galit! Gustong manakit!
But there will be days na napapasabi ka ng “what a beautiful day!” just because you felt things worked in your favor—aligned na aligned sa tadhana. Thing is, minsanan lang ito.
Pero, hindi naman porke hindi madalas nangyayari, hindi na natin pwedeng maranasan, ‘di ba?
Minsan, sa sobrang salimuot ng tingin natin sa mundo, there are so many things that we usually take for granted. ‘Yung paggising mo sa umaga na naunahan mo ‘yung alarm mo, ‘yung swak na timpla ng kape na hinahanap mo—na hinding-hindi makukuha ng aesthetic coffee shops na pinangalan sa deep Filipino words dahil sobrang bland ng pagkakatimpla, ‘yung nasakay ka sa passenger seat ng UV at wala kang katabi, ‘yung lahat ng nadatnan niyong traffic lights, puro green light.
See, these things can really make your day—napaka-mundane man niyang bagay.
Nabati ka na ba ng guard sa school or work mo ng “good morning, sir/ma’am!” at kita ‘yung genuine na ngiti? Good vibes, ‘di ba? Or nabigyan ka ng free taste ng barista ng Starbucks habang nag-aaral ka for their new seasonal drink, sakto! Wala na ako pera to buy a new drink. O ‘di kaya, nakaabot ka makauwi sa bahay mo bago ka abutan ng malakas na ulan, heaven!
So many good things can happen, even if the day seems unbearable, cruel, and ferocious. Sobrang gaan sa feeling when allow yourself to reflect on the good and bad things that happened today.
Now, as you read this, maybe you’re really tired from a long day sa work, or napagalitan ka ng boss or prof mo, or nakasagutan mo kaibigan mo, baka lang may magandang bagay na nangyari na na-outweigh lang ng pagod, galit, at salimuot.
Kung wala talaga, samahan kitang maniwala na maraming magagandang bagay ang pwedeng mangyari bukas—or mamaya. O ngayon.
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ewan na ako sa buhay to!!! god kung nakikinig ka pa ok na ako sa thesis, pwede ka nang kukunin ako 😭😭😭
#bakit kasi ang sama yng ibang grupo sa atin!!#pagod na pagod na ako sa laban guys#ang liit pa naman ang batch natin… tanginaaa dapat mabait lang kami sa isat isa#pero noooo may drama sa kaibigan ko at sa mga kalaban eh di.#paano na yng group thesis#totoong begging na ako bakit ang sama kayo!!!!#syempre di naman ako innocent pero may effort naman na#ano#rekindle yng flame#(rekindle?!)#ewan na di na to problema ko#ngayon. problema ulit ito bukas. lawl#meow#vent#delete?#di naman ito lang ang problema ko pero. andaming stress na
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How it feels to read an info about Rousseau where the op felt inclined to include Marie Antoinette
#Technically she's involved in the adaptation of the work#but must you always feel the need to include her.#pagod na ako bhie#random bs go
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