#paapi

[zipstidbits]

your blog is very motivating. I feel inspired to try out something similar. Take care <3

this is so sweet!!! thank you!!!!

i hope trying this out goes well for you!!!!! take care friend <3

[liesandnights]

Thank you so much for writing such a heartwarming wish. It was really a surprise. I cannot express enough how happy it made me feel. Your words unfurl like delicate threads of kindness; a gentle breeze, rustling the leaves of my heart with its sweet sincerity.

I’m really grateful to have you in my life. Hoping to make more memories with you. Lots of love to you <3 <3 @paapi

Hellooo Z,

I dont know why do i have to write this only on birthdays when I believe that a person like you should be appreciated and celebrated every damn moment. Anyway this feels like a good excuse to reflect on the moments we have shared. Thank you so much for making me feel I belong here, for making me feel accepted. Thank you for sharing those sleepless nights, your calm and soothing presence and the stories you have shared, they healed me in a way I never expected. There is a lot to learn about friendships from you and I look up to you wishing that someday i will be as good as you are with people. I hope you know that I am truly grateful to know such a wonderful person. Its no secret that you are adored by many and it feels like true blessing to have someone like you in our lives. I dont know how excited you are about growing up but I sincerely hope you achieve all the things you are set out to achieve. I wish that you become the person you always wanted to be. Happy Birthday, to the girl who wrote the most heartfelt wishes and texts.

@liesandnights

[manujanolavu]

Bro that theme 🤌🏾✨✨

thank you brother <3

[paapi]

not judging because मी आज तेच खाल्ल आहे for lunch 😂

not my favourite but काही लोक खुप छान बनवतात 😋

तुमची सर्वात आवडती भाजी कोणती आहे?

भेंडी

Don't judge me okay. Tasa mi saglya bhajya khate, i love a lot of vegetables but bhendi just hits the spot yk

[anonymouse-is-here]

Happy new year to my pyaare pyaare mutuals<333

Rip my feet(took naach naach ke tod de sandal way too literally) but it was super fun still,

I'm glad I get to be mutuals with amazing people like you💞💖🩷💝💗💗

@groovycynicalcheesecake @certifiedlucifersimp @raindropsofloev @abyssmita @introvertirl07 @cafffeineconnoisseur @dukhiamrood @talesinmyhead040122 @im-on-crack-send-help @piyatosenainanalaagere @kanha-ki-fangirl @pyaari-naari @shinchansbitch @hauxicrook @backtodecember-taylorsversion @ch3rrybite @whythiskolaveridiii @ofmyneck @bluephoenixrising11 @heertohbadisadhai @premikaaa @depressed-bi-twerking @sumiyxx @priimadonnna @maintohthakgayibhaishaab @tothemoonandbacklove @zeherili-ankhein @oosajnire @tu-ja-re @scentedunknowngarden @yeh-mera-deewanapan-hai @celesteablack @starshinesthings @ennaerose @miserable-individual @foursgurlx @ameagrice @wulfricnavy @jeahreading @your-first-priority @zoobie-doobie @paapi @geekytango @chaliyaaa @kabhi--kabhi-aditi @seedhe-pahad-se @livelaughlovechai @eepyanj @tum-naam-sochlo-merese-ni-hora @aap-kaisi-ladhki-hain-kammo-ji @chand-ki-priyatama

okay its not letting me make any mentions right now but they're there in spirit✨(wait it fixed itself lol okok ignore)

[cruel-kaya]

Why do you even talk to people way more older than you ?

Can't you just talk to people your age 🙄

Oh well ! I talk to people older than me cause they actually don't lack the sheer maturity which people my age surely lack

I talk to them cause they actually "ARE" my good friends

They always reach out to me , they never make me feel as a left out

Each one of the people I befriended on Tumblr have a very special place in my heart

@alhad-maharani and @om-is-not-ok are like the most wonderful people I know. They are literally sweethearts 🤌🏻✨

@paapi is like my bestest friend , he is just as patient as a journal , the only one who can bear my annoying self , and his wisdom is damn also his music taste is uff🤌🏻✨

@natkhat-sa-shyam my elder brother , he is such an angel , like everytime I am feeling low he always approaches me

@bareillyki-barfi the first time we talked was when she saw one of my questionable poems and she's literally so cute

@hehesomeonee , although we never talked much but the way she told me certain things to care of I'll never forget

@chaosmakethemuse is literally such a sweetheart

Also dear anon it's not that I only talk to older people , I know people younger than me too

@moonie-19 is my protected princess , she's literally so cute , I talk to her and I feel like squishing her cheeks

I am grateful to know all of them and even more of my mutuals which I couldn't mention here....

[neembu]

cosmos persona! thank you so much for the tag @paapi @antiquititties i am always up for silly quizzes :]

open tags!

[whatsleftofdishaa]

BEAUTIFUL PERSON AWARD! Once you are given this award you're supposed to paste it in the asks of 8 people who deserve it. If you break the chain nothing happens, but it's sweet to know someone thinks you're beautiful inside and out <33

I have seen this ask a lot around the desiblr. But instead of sending it in people's asks I will just tag blogs I really love and maybe stalk sometimes who knows. Here it goes

@kabhi-kabhi-aditya @alhad-maharani @anarkali-disco-chali @letmescreamwhatifeel @shadowseductress @tothemoonandbacklove @hauxicrook @hawa-hawaiii @btw-its-tamanna @kanha-sakhi @kanyasstuff @shyaamsundari @shyam-kariya @pralayy @mmwiddc @manincaffeine @vomentallyunstableladka @sufiiiiiiii @aapki-shayara @biharanbitch @mainsamayhoon @originalmoonkid @thodi-si-kafkaesque @hell-lit011019 @maintohthakgayibhaishaab @kaleb-is-definitely-sane @ramayantika @aahanna @misssclumsy @inaasaysshelloo @yahvii @dilhhindustani @guywholovestowrite @kafkaspupil @kadwarasgullaa @hum-aapke-koi-nahi @paapi @pani-puri-pavilion @embersariya @mannbhaavnii @sukhee-gulab-ke-phool @disproportionatelysculpting @g0j0s

[chand-ki-priyatama]

Ek khat ek captain dost ke naam

@paapi I friend you for life

Your name "MAYUR" typically matches your personality , the elegant, regal and disciplined vibes you give off damn....

I'll nickname you "WILLOW" the reason well...

And your communication skills , accent , vocabulary , please don't mind but I wanna steal all that bw I already told you this have'nt I ???

Although I can express all this on a call or text too but , I am a writer (Aisa mujhe lagta hai) and writers don't speak or write they bleed ink on paper , so these are my feelings for you in the form of a letter....

So ye khat aapke naam from your friend Kaya ek kaviyitri aur lekhika....

You are the only one who actually understood my persona rather than trying to change it....

Someone who feels like a mentor

Someone who is a therapist to me (I am sorry but I had to write this)

Dear Peacock Mayur,

I hope this letter finds you in good health , I never nicknamed you again cause the one I gave you didn't approve it , but you attribute alot to a willow , The willow tree symbolizes flexibility . A big part of your purpose in this world is to learn, grow, and evolve through challenging times of adversity. The willow tree is capable of bending in outrageous poses without snapping..... And that's you these are the attributes of your personality....

I still vividly remember how we first interacted on the server , when you were praising me in the rp server and then me as usual talking about shivji and you saying about mahakaleshwar and yeah ofc the chaar dhaam yatra.... You know you can sponsor my chaar dhaam I won't mind

And then making a Spotify blend with you just to get a 99 percent match like damn I never get this high match with anyone still it would have been 100 percent if not for Kpop cause I don't listen to that music....

And then having a VC with you and the first thought I had after listening your voice , how can someone have such a beautiful voice truly euphonious and your accent let's not go there otherwise this letter would end in me fan-girling....

I just love to interact with you like how can someone be so mature and understanding....

And kindly drop the secrets cause I am in dire need of being mature.....

"You are someone who's existence will always be dear to me"

Our friendship was something which I didn't even expect and it was something I could never even think of but yeah the most beautiful friendships are unexpected.....

We are always together in everything although not physically but whenever you see the stars and moon remember that they bind me together with everyone and whenever you feel alone just look at them somewhere I am doing that too...

They bind me to you

You are one of the most supportive person out there , I mean whenever I talk to you it doesn't feel as if I only know you for days....

You feel like koi fariyad song soft melody after tiring rock music....

How can someone be so perfect in every sense I mean how....

I won't associate you with a fictional character , cause you are a like a man written by a woman, perfect in every sense...

These are your vibes according to me :-

I still have alot to know about you.... yeah I know I speak so much that you don't get the turn to speak....

You know how I am talkative af , clingy , moody , irritating and to an extent thodi si nakchadi hu but that's how I am , I know I irritate you alot but that's how I am and that's why people leave me , so sorry for all the times when I irritated you....

And yeah I will throw a kdrama at you although I don't watch any except one which I only know so I'll throw king the land at you cause that's the only I have watched and I dare you to do what you said I'll not spare you.....

Now imagine we met and you know my obsession with Polaroids so think these pics as them...

I know deep down somedays you might also feel as if you are alone as if things are not going the way you want them to , somedays you might also feel pretty exhausted but just remember that its life ups and downs are bound to come , you'll always be a part of my prayers....

If you were a colour I'd say you as sage green cause people with sage green personalities Often are found to be perfectionists, with the great admiration for details. That is why they tend to be good researchers. Winning arguments comes easy to them and their strong-willed character makes them unwilling to accept the authority..... And yeah according to me you have all these traits....

अजीब दास्ताँ है ये कहाँ शुरू कहाँ ख़तम

I associate these lyrics to our friendship cause as I said unexpected in a way which I didn't imagine....

You are one of the most sweetest , kindest and beautiful being I ever met....

Last few days were tough for me so thank you for always being there for me and supporting me throughout....

I lost my faith in friendship way too early but thanks to you and few others that you revived it....

I don't know after writing this too I feel I am short of words , you have been there for me , for you friendships like this might not matter that much but for me it's something I'll cherish forever cause these aren't little things when I'll look back they'll be very beautiful memories....

Now imagine me playing a guitar and singing this song to you...

"Will you take a moment?

Promise me this

That you'll stand by me forever

But if, God forbid, fate should step in

And force us into a Goodbye

If you have children someday

When they point to the pictures

Please tell them my name

Long live the walls we crashed through

I had the time of my life with you"

I'll dedicate these lyrics to you.....

Just so you know I love you to the moon and back and will always appreciate and cherish your existence and our friendship.....

I'll dedicate these songs to you and it's voice notes well I'll send them to you....

Now I think I have spoken enough

So signing off Willow aka peaco Mayur

With love always

Kaya 💗

[ihateyouvishal]

mfs named their blog paapi just to get called daddy in a different language

[celesteablack]

I realised that men, when alive, rarely receive any flowers and that's just soo sad because no matter what everyone deserves flowers and it makes everyone happy

So I want to give these pretty pretty flowers to all my pretty pretty male mutuals 🤭❤️🎀

@raindropsofloev @natkhat-sa-shyam @paapi @bandarrrrr @kafkaspupil @smile-unlimited @shadowchargertomyyoong @the-star-seeker-101 @manincaffeine @urfavdesiguy @hauxicrook @dreamboatt @delulululu-majnu @modernday-donjuan @encoreabj @masumaaziz @touchh-me-not

[maraudersbitchesassemble]

So @kanha-sakhi and me were talking and we decided to make a Marathi peeps group chat on WhatsApp. Anyone interested, DM me your number please

Tagging my Marathi moots <3

@paapi @mad-who-ra @manwalaage @yehsahihai @mrunmione

[skellymom]

"Vagabonds" Chapter 9 "In The Beginning"

Ongoing fanfic Hunter x Reader/Fem Reader/OC

Hunter meets a smuggler Nomaadi Star Woman with a powerful force sensitive teen who changes the trajectory of CF-99's lives...as they ALL try to escape from The Empire together.

ᴛʜɪꜱ ꜰɪᴄ ᴄᴏɴᴛᴀɪɴꜱ ɴꜱꜰᴡ ᴄᴏɴᴛᴇɴᴛ. ɪꜰ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ ɴᴏᴛ 18+ ᴅɴɪ

To read "Vagabonds" Chapter 8:

https://www.tumblr.com/skellymom/735297232933453824/vagabonds-chapter-8?source=share

Word Count: 900

Background: Flashback sequence.

Warning: Star Wars swears, Earth swears, fear, physical pain, blood, canon-typical violence, mention of human experimentation, and nonbinary/trans clone identity.

(Credit: Cool moving star dividers by @4ngelic-wh1spers )

Recap:

Hunter, still holding his head, could only muster a groan.  Omega was holding him and trying to soothe the pain. 

“Omega?” 

“I’m ok, just worried about Hunter.” 

“On my way over.  Sil...I’m gonna need help getting up.” Mad unbuckled herself out and swung the pilot’s chair around.  She didn’t need to enquire about Love.  Mad could feel Love’s relief and numbness to their injuries.  After these Force outbursts, Love would be in a silent, glazed over state for an hour or two. 

Sil helped Mad stand.  Immediately her vision went starry white as she slipped from Sil’s grasp and fell face first onto the floor...

...where she kept falling... 

...a long way down...into the darkness... 

"In The Beginning"

The Republic Venator blotted out the sun on this distant planet caught in the aftermath of the Separatist skirmish. 

The Nomaadi convoy followed the Republic ships for several weeks, hiding just out of sight. One ship at a time would land on the planet's surface in case they were spotted. The rest of the convoy hiding separately. They picked through the rubble, claiming whatever goods they could later sell to make a living. Occasionally a survivor, or several would be found and taken in.  

"I’m afraid there isn’t much here my love” Paapi Daal turned to his partner. “No luck this time.” 

She, with heavily tattooed skin, stood firm upon the littered soil. Maami Daal inhaled deeply, listening intensely...then turned and scanned the landscape. 

“Maybe...maybe not...” She cocked an ear. Some of the rubble shifted...the tiniest bit. 

She hurried across the loamy soil, bending down, furiously pulling away droid parts and shrapnel. Her partner followed in kind. They cleared away a crude wooden door built into the soil. A cold cellar. 

Paapi dug his fingers under the lip and with a groan lifted the door, pulling it open. The lid fell away. 

He was immediately knocked off his feet and onto his back by a small child. She kneeled upon his chest like a dead weight, scratching at his face, growling like a wild beast. Another child, terrified, grabbed the smaller one. 

“We’re sorry, sir...we didn’t mean....” This one was HORRIFIED. "She is protective." The larger dark-haired child embraced the smaller silver haired one, managing to pull her free, hugging tightly, smoothing her hair, and whispering singsong as she struggled. 

Paapi and Maami Daal watched as the larger child soothed the smaller one. The silver-haired one still bared her teeth at them but settled. 

“Is that your sister? Where are your parents, child?” Maami enquired. 

The larger child kept a hold on the smaller one, pondering for a few minutes before answering. “Who wants to know?” 

The couple glanced at each other quizzically. “We, of the Star People...The Nomaadi.” 

No answer. Just a nod to the now disappearing Venator on the horizon. 

“You’re from THAT ship?”  

The children both nodded. The Daals glanced at each other again.  

“Can’t be...” Pappi mused. “Only clone soldiers and Jedi aboard.” 

“I AM a clone!” Their gaze snapped back to the larger child. “A DEFECTIVE clone.” Defiant expression. “They wanted me to be a battlefield soldier. They wanted me to ‘act’ like a proper man. I told the Long Necks that IS NOT WHO I AM!!!” Tears appearing. 

Maami Daal knelt down in front of the big and the little. “What is your name, child?” 

Terror surged back into the larger child's face. Maami could tell their long dark curly locks had been cut short. Crudely and unevenly done by something other than haircutting shears. A vibroknife? Was this done as punishment? 

Both children stared deep into Maami’s eyes. They saw pools of deep black accented by tiny flecks of silver. As if looking into the galaxy...no, the universe...seeing endless hope and possibilities. They had nothing to fear from these people. In fact, these people had been searching for them and others like them since the beginning of time. 

“Speak your truth, child.” 

They would have a new home; the pain and abuse would finally end. Thank The Force. 

“CT-...” 

Maami slowly shook her head No and whispered, “Your REAL name.” 

They see us. More than a number. Not just an experiment.  

“SHE. My name is She.” 

“And who is THIS clone?” Now peering at the smaller child...still staring into Maami's eyes.  

“NOT a clone. A prisoner.” 

“What crimes do small children commit that The Republic must take them prisoner???” 

“The Kaminoan’s don’t name their experimental subjects. Whether they came with one or not.” 

The Daal’s flinched at this answer. 

"Well...that is over and done." Maami Daal smiled to the children. She gently booped the little one's nose. "Gift of The Force you two are, our family you shall be."

The little smiled back, sticking out her tongue and cooed. 

Paapi Daal chuckled as he used his scarf to blot the blood from the scratch on his face. “You’re a feral little oddling, yes?"

She threw her head back and howled in reply. 

“This one shall be named ‘Mad’.”  

 The Venator ascended out of the planet’s atmosphere. It’s Jedi General meditated in deep concentration; eyes closed. His squad of clone troopers milled around expectantly. When he opened his eyes and all hands snapped at attention. 

“They have been found!” 

A collective whoop went up from the men on board. 

“Let me REMIND ALL OF YOU that WE should NEVER smuggle out ANY MORE children from the Kaminoan Facility! We will ALL be sacked and sorry!!!” With his best cheesy smile and a wink. “I’ll trust NONE OF YOU will share a shred of this to anyone outside of this transport???” He didn’t believe it for a minute. 

The Clone Commander facepalmed “We are SO fucked!” 

“Do you NOT trust your Jedi General? I may have many crockpot schemes, but it’s smoothed over with the influence of The Force.” Side-eyed the Commander and waved his hand. “I won’t worry about this mission. We were successful.” 

The Commander repeated “I won’t worry about this mission. We were successful.” 

A trooper nearby snickered “You know when that finally wears off, he’s gonna be PISSED you did it AGAIN?” 

“He’ll forgive me. He can’t help it!” The Jedi playfully elbowed his Commander. 

His Commander managed an expression of concern and confusion. 

As the jovial banter continued, a group of clones stood around the window, watching the planet recede from view. 

“You think She and Little One have a chance?” 

“Much better than staying on Kamino. The Nomaadi will take good care of ‘em.” 

“Wish I could’a stayed behind. Kriffin' tired of this rat race.” 

“Miss them already...” 

“Shhh...we can’t. At least not right NOW.”  

“Maybe sometime...in the future...” 

“Yeah, younger ones go first.” 

“Gotta be REAL careful if we smuggle any more out.” 

A hush fell among the group as the ship and planet was swallowed up by the cold darkness of space...

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To read Chapter 10

https://www.tumblr.com/skellymom/743633412345282560/vagabonds-chapter-10?source=share

[cruel-kaya]

BEAUTIFUL PERSON AWARD! Once you are given this award you're supposed to paste it in the asks of 8 people who deserve it. If you break the chain nothing happens, but it's sweet to know someone thinks you're beautiful inside and out <33

Aww thanks you so much , but you are more beautiful than me cause beauty is in the eyes of the beholder 💗

Tagging cause y'all are my favourite people <3

@btw-its-tamanna @moonbetweenclouds

@alhad-maharani @hawa-hawaiii @manincaffeine @thecaffeinatedresearcher @shyam-kariya

@daughterofruins @idk-anything-tbh @paapi @yoursmilebringhappiness @anarkali-disco-chali @thodi-si-kafkaesque @biharanbitch @sheislosingsanity@dev-das @bareillyki-barfi @dil-de-chuke-sanam @heyits-tea

@manincaffeine @nikfuryy @yahvii @oceanandlilies @serendipityfeelz

And anyone who is my mutual..... 💗

My fav orchids for my fav people

[neembu]

tagged by @artcinemas, thank you! your blog tastes like fruit and nut chocolate imo

no pressure tags!

(going to add urs too just because, please dw if you dont want to participate, it’s all good 💝)

@firefliesdies , @antiquititties bread and soup @milkteawithrusk parle g + milk tea @kamariya , @mazhai sweet and sour candy @paapi cola

[whatsleftofdishaa]

Ek baar mein sabko happy holi krdeti hoon iske baad kisi holi post pe nhi react krungi...happy holi sakhas and sakhis 💛

@kabhi-kabhi-aditya @alhad-maharani @anarkali-disco-chali @letmescreamwhatifeel @om-is-not-ok @btw-its-tamanna @hawa-hawaiii @hauxicrook @ishu-phobic @sukhee-gulab-ke-phool @sufiiiiiiii @shadowseductress @vomentallyunstableladka @paapi @biharanbitch @aapki-shayara @manincaffeine @mmwiddc (Nikamma bhai ka url ni pta itne to url badalte hai 🥲)

Iske aage koi url nhi yaad itni hi shamta thi meri 😔