#our time together was so short
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i needed to express a sentiment in the creative stylings of @dunmeshiminimumwage
#eliot posts#dunme#delicious in dungeon#dungeon meshi#sorry to put toshiro in the roll of shitty job interviewer lmao#but he was the best fit for ''guy that wants me to read their mind''#laios being my internal monologue here#i was on my THIRD interview of the day i was Dying#tho since the prev two interviews i had were for similar positions and told me their salaries outright at least i could use that number#(though tbh my work persona is more of a kabru. my customer service voice is unparalleled)#(at my first job even my coworkers thought i was sooo cheerful til i got too comfy and casually made a joke abt wanting to asphyxiate on a#plastic shopping bag like a sea turtle. in front of my sweet elderly coworker. oops!)#(also this job was during quarantine and after weeks of working together i took my mask off in front of one coworker for the first time#and she called like half the department over from their registers to look at how pretty i was??? prettyboy powers unmatched ig)#(also my first interview today went SO well i charmed that interviewer so good despite my lack of qualifications)#(she even complimented my social skills and said i seemed like the type who could get along well and make good conversation with anyone!)#(which is important bc i was interviewing for an elder care position. also old people especially tend to think i am a Delightful Young Lad)#(unless i accidentally make a morbid joke around them ig lmaooo. or. well. some of them like those too. but not that one coworker lol)#(if only that skill transferred over to actually making friends irl. my autistic ass has so few close irl connections)#(i hope my exceedingly short list of character references does not prevent me from getting hired)#AND ALSO my first job asked the same wage question and i said twelve dollars#and they were like all our new employees start at 7.75#the union insists that we pay all new employees a whopping 50 cents above min wage. (we'd pay less if we could)#like dawg why did you ask that then??? if my answer did not matter at all???
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Tag Game - Poll: 5 Fav Characters
Challenge: Make a poll with five six of your all time favourite characters, and then tag five people to do the same. See which character is everyone's favourite.
I was tagged by @pickletrip (thaaaank you! 💜) so I decided to do it again, only this time with my favourite thirdwheelers/pathetic little meow meows (many thanks to @zhouxiangs for reminding me that I made a grave mistake by not including Wahl in the last poll).
For your consideration:
Tagging another five six people because this tag game is fun as heck: @tortibomb @markmybirds @befuddledcinnamonroll @leonpob @singto-prachaya @scarefox (only if you want to of course 💜)
#tag game#poll#making the poll 1 week this time bc 1 day feels too short#honourary mentions go to sol (my stand in) and guy (bake me please) and saint (Our Days) and nont (Love Area)#if i included sol he'd win#he's too perf#i smuggled in two winners bc i could#but the fictional winner is so pathetic the only thirdwheeling he does is on the racetrack#i know this and i love him#winner of my heart#also why do i have so few gifs of wahl what is wrong with me#also also i feel like winnerjumper would work beautifully together#and by beautiful i mean it'd be a whole basketball court full of squeaking clown shoes
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antelope canyon 🧡
#mine#Arizona is not real#and rly she’s just mars on earth#look how fucking beautiful??#and#I miss her already so much#I’ve been obsessed with this place for literal yearsss#was on my short bucket list to go there#and welp can check that off now#I was in complete awe the whole time#climbing down into it shook me to the core#but I kept telling myself you got this#and shakily made my way in#proud of myself because me and heights don’t go well together#(I deadass crawled my way to the ledge at horseshoe bend lmao)#our tour guide was the best dude ever#hope he’s doing well#🧡#antelope canyon#lower Antelope canyon#Arizona#photographers on tumblr#photography#naturecore
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it's the silence he hates the most .
it's ironic , he supposes . philza has spent an eternity being alone , save for the few companions he's met and lost . this new family he gained a year ago shouldn't make things any different .
yet , it has .
now , when he wakes up , he seeks out the soft rustling and scampering as chayanne plays another round of hide and seek .
now , when he wakes up , he expects to hear the rattling of maracas as llulah impatiently hovers above him , waiting for him to awaken .
as they go about their day , philza is constantly surrounded by sounds .
crows cawing .
hummingbirds chirping .
leaves rustling .
doors opening .
but now . as he lays in bed , alone .
it's so quiet .
it's too quiet .
philza wants to close his eyes and pretend that everything is okay , but it's terrifying .
knowing that when he opens his eyes , it'll be to a world of silence .
it's ironic , how he comforted them as they said their goodbyes , when he's the one who can't let go .
how can he , when he promised that they wouldn't be apart again ?
it's not fair .
it's not fair .
he's tried so hard to keep the one family not born of war and chaos , the one family he's sworn to protect with his eternal life .
he failed them again .
again .
so now , he waits .
he waits for the darkness to consume him , and prays for a never-ending dream .
where they will all be together again .
#i literally just woke up to the news of them leaving#straight up bawled my eyes out#it's so UNFAIR#our time with the eggs was cut too short#i just wanted to spend a little more time with them#maybe in another universe our little death family still lives together without a care in the world#maybe#philza#philza minecraft#chayanne#qsmp chayanne#tallulah#qsmp tallulah#qsmp#i guess this is goodbye
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Number of stories I would like to write: Many.
Number of stories I find myself able to write: Zero.
#adventures in writing#i've got less than a week to write a four loves story#(i want to have one done by valentine's day)#i have multiple stories that have been battering my imagination#i've been home sick and so have time to write#and i get in front of the computer and the energy is gone#everything i write takes so *long*#i got a semi-decent opening to the cinderella story but there's no way i could write anything worth showing in time#i tried a beauty and the beast short piece but the tone isn't coming together#i would like to try the goose girl but there's a key plot point that's shaky#i should just finish up the 12DP#whether or not part two works for people#our good friend sunk cost fallacy is telling me i should just go through with it as the story with minimal work requirement#but i'd also like to write something *else* you know?#too many grandiose ideas not enough words#same song different day
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dust should have one of those mini zen gardens with all the sand and the little rake you use to make patterns but instead of sand its monster dust. specifically dust of people he doesnt like. how calming and tranquil this is as he puts a mini bridge and rocks and tiny tree into the garden filled with what's basically the human equivalent of blood!
#sand pit would also be funny. anything sand related can immediately be twisted#i WAS gonna say killer for this hc instead of dust but like....... idk#i just wanted dust to be a bit silly anyways. its his namesake he should get to play with it#it could also be a guilt thing. or self reflection. dust's time to mourn and judge himself. zen gardens ARE for inner reflection after all.#its like making a baby sensory experience with red paint except the paint is actually blood#horror is in disbelief and disgust once he figures out that shit is monster dust#how quaint! how sweet! how morbid#this is dust's version of an urn#urn sales in the utmv must be proportionally higher than here in our world#my favorite genre of utmv world building is figuring out what dust related products would be more highly valued#urns. dusters. vaccums. lint rollers (could that pick up dust?). what else#papyrus is like that pointing monkey with the rocks for the garden#yes yes brother place that rock right there.... and then the tree goes to the left. and now use the rake#its so silly so funny! the dust could be the dust of a previous killer and horror dust killed#he mustve REALLY not liked them. but also liked them enough to keep their dust. or maybe this is his way of taunting them after death? idk#mtt in a constant cycle of killing eachother/themselves/dying some other way and then replacing the dead with another version#anyways if all the mtt die i think someone (me) should mix their dust together#theyll never be apart now :333 forever trapped together and unable to distinguish what is themself and what is the other 2 :33 so kyute :3#today im gonna get my friend to watch underverse praying that she gets into utmv#i already showed her ink and she likes ink. i need her to like the rest of them. specifically a certain murderous trio#is this a rant of hc???? UGH!!!! i really need to figure out my own head. hc because its short#tricule hc#dust sans#should i tag the rest of the trio. i mention horrorkiller in tags.......... sure! it wouldn't hurt#i say as the bullet shoots through my skull and scrambles my brain#killer sans#horror sans#murder time trio#utmv#sans au
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just wanted to thank everyone that's been encouraging me or offering some kind of support the last few times I talked about getting a cane... because I went and got one today and I didn't think it would make that much of a difference. I underestimated how much it would change for me.
So thank you <33
#got a prescription from my GP last week and gathered my nerves together to get one today#thankfully we have a health care supply store only ten minutes away on foot#I'd planend on getting an anatomical one as prescribed by my GP and it was comfortable and id probably have chosen it too but#then the lady there told me to try the derby handle instead and honestly that was even better plus i can use it on both sides#its sleek and black for now because i can barely bear the thought of anyone seeing me using a cane in our small town in the first place#but once im comfortable..#anyway we went to a shop across the street afterwards because my besties mum needed to get some things and I didn't wanna go home by myself#and tbh i preferred the thought of going into our small city centre with somebody i trusted and felt comfortable around the first time aroun#long story short im super suprised by the difference it's making 😬 i mean ofc i didn't just get the cane on a fluke#but it was like 'well let's try it out it may help and people keep saying it's for stability and chronic pain too so why not'#yeah so apparently i did need it#i felt so much better#there were several instances where i noticed the cane kept me from stumbling or swaying or missing a step#it felt good#so thank you all
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man i wish we could just book it n immigrate already. its so expensive to get anywhere but if we can just get a foot in the door yknow? im tired of being so fuckin broke LOL
#what i make would go a lot further if we were anywhere else#guess im in my gloom right now cause im thinking abt my mil telling me#oh honey anyone who looks at you knows youre broke. its embarrassing to be seen with you in public#bc i own 1 pair of jeans 1 pair of shorts 1 pair of flip flops and 1 pair of boots and none of them go together at all#the jeans are from our wedding and ive lost a TON of weight since then as my body has healed so theyre like a circus tent on me too like#suckage dude. suckage. i look like shit all the time and it feels bad#but its like 80 bucks for 1 pair of jeans and thats like food money for a week#yk#there is no dignity for broke artists who refuse to get day jobs tho ive made my peace w that i guess
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#so a little over a year ago i kissed a guy who i have known for nearly 20 years. on the lips#well he kissed me to be fair#after a whole night of dancing together and i will admit yes i flirted with him a LOT but. the thing is we have a weird kind of situation#because we aren't really friends but we share a best friend#and when our best friend was depressed we texted each other to try and think of ways to get her out of her funk#and when he need tips on what to get our mutual best friend he texts me too#and when we see each other at parties. well. the times we have ended up alone have always been charged lets just say that#and he REMEMBERED one of those moments and told me so last year and i was floored so i decided to go with it and flirt with him fhdshf#anyways. long story short he literally picked me up and pushed me against a wall and kissed me. and then. we shared a cab and hugged#good night and never talked about it again#i saw him a few months ago for the first time since That Night and we. did not talk about it! gfdhgd i am glad but also it's a bit weird id#and now he and our best friend are on holiday together and they are both messaging me and he just. texted me a kissy face.#and now i want to kill him (affectionately).#oh and he has a serious girlfriend so :) hgfhdhh i make such good life decisions don't i#i never told our best friend about the kiss btw. because she would kill both of us for sure#okay rant over anyways i dont think i will ever be normal about this guy. story of my life
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Disco Night ҉( ‘ ω ’ )/҉
they're going to Fort Pinta Disco with Linda and Justin ( ˙꒳˙ ) (it's a double date (Montana and Justin don't realize they're on a date together))
Lucy belongs to @mistfallenjoyer transparent version under the cut ^^
#sso#ssoblr#sso oc#my art#montana opalheart#others ocs#HI YES I'M SO FUCKING NERVOUS ABOUT POSTING THIS#i've never drawn a plus sized person before so this is my first time and actually really good practice but i'm terrified of messing it up l#I hope I did Lucy justice bc her style is IMMACULATE and I could not for the life of me decide on one outfit#Lucy and Linda are trying to set Mo and Justin up but those two are TOO STUPID to realize what's going on#also I forgot how to draw pandoric scars halfway through this so they're more messy than they should be quq#I had so many ideas on drawing those two together and originally wanted to do normal outfits but my brain was like WHAT IF#this was supposed to be a quick sketch#SKETCH#it got a life of it's own istg#i think lucy is like one of the few oc's that are actually smaller than mo LMAO#we love our short queens#star stable online#Linda and Justin are standing in a corner blushing like crazy rn
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I love your snakes so much, they're so cute!
Scoria: [bows] Sakura: [Rhaspberries] PBBBTTT~! Avid (the human): Thank you! My girls bring me so much joy. I hope sharing the cuter side of them will help people see snakes for what they really are, and maybe make the world more understanding and a better place for all snakes. ^_^
#snakes#pets#hognose#hognoses#I tried to take a photo of them together#But Sakura wanted to play#And Scoria just got done playing outside and really wanted to go to bed#So neither of them were having it lol#Scoria decided she had already posed for enough photos today#Y'all only see a fraction of the photos I take#But man on my rough days going through the photos I have of them#It's what gets me through and brings a smile back to my face#Sakura asked to come out today and let me pick her up without a fuss#She has gotten so so good#We're at the point she can be regularly handled for short amounts of time though she is a bit nervous#She's now at the point a lot of snakes start around that don't start with a fear#(Scoria had no fear once she had a week to vibe and get to know me as I only handled her with consent and when she chose to come out.)#(Scoria also realizes she scared ME when we first met and was like oh I am so sorry I did not realize I was so scary and was so sweet after#(We have grown so much since then. Ah it has been an amazing year with her and so glad we found her sister to add to our little family.)#scoria#scoria rose#sakura kurīmu#sakura#ask#asks
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it’s actually so sad how short lived portwell was and how quickly they were taken away from us, it hurts so bad they deserved more time 😭
#the line ‘if you hurt her i will never forgive you’ askdheydjrnu i cannot do this anymore this hurts like hell#the way he still cares abt her is so !!! making it my life mission to find an ej caswell in my life#also gina saying ‘i’m so thankful for our time together’ guys she’s thankful of the short 3 months they dated for 😭#if that doesn’t prove they were good for each other idk what will#and look i love rina but i will ALWAYS miss portwell that’s never changing#it’s portwell sad hours#idk if you can tell but i just watched a portwell edit#hsmtmts#portwell#gina porter#ej caswell
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hi tris, i just wanted to tell you that your passion and determination (when it comes to helping palestine and opposing zionism) is really inspiring me to be a better person. admittedly i had not been boycotting entirely because i really use my music as a crutch, but i'm going to try harder and at the VERY least decrease my consumption from those labels !! of course i have been helping in other ways (donating, sharing resources with my coworkers, imploring the people close to me to donate and help too), but i could be doing more. with all the backlash i'm sure you and other boycotters are getting i just wanted to send this message along to keep your spirits up :) <3 keep fighting, and i'll keep fighting with you !!!
~annabelle <3
i am glad that i could inspire you to do more! it's kinda hard to sometimes to be optimistic about this whole boycott (because that are still SO many people that oppose it and are disrespectful to those that are trying to do something) but at the end of the day, we are helping a big and greater cause and just trying to get rid of zionism in the industry and for them to not have a platform anymore! we must do this because it will help in the grand scheme of things. being okay with zionism in this industry is being complicit and truly we should not do that and be opposed to it. i love music with all my heart and that's why it hurts me that it is being tainted by these people every day with their awful propaganda and morals. they are still in positions of power and in every nook and cranny of the music industry and as a music listener and as an aspiring musician, i don't want this to be our future! i want people to listen to music without the possibility that they are giving money to zionists! i've been doing the best i can do share information and i'm glad it's getting through people and yes unfortunately there has been backlash in my replies and inbox sometimes but truly i feel like atp nothing will make me stop me from speaking and to do what is right. these people trying to stop others from taking a stand are cowards and quite literally stand for nothing and hate that their comfort is being compromised! i always think about how this is an important step to make things better! things like this take time and a lot of work and i, as well as the other boycotters, are willing go on with this until are wishes are met and everyone should think this way and not get discouraged because new people are joining every day and a lot of great advancements have been made and i believe that if more people join over time, this will end faster and we can go back to supporting artists normally
#i talk about this all the time but i'm tired kdjfgkd#that's the short version but#the long version is that it's frustrating especially having to see#people being so dumb about all of this and try to make others feel bad#for not wanting to give money to zionists...#no matter how much they try it's just factual they are in the wrong#but i am so determined and i've been and i'm putting all of my energy on#this boycott as well as sharing information about palestine and so on and so forth#honestly nothing can stop me on this#and i'm confident things will change soon#and i'm always asking people to join like a broken record#but i honestly believe this can work as long as we get together#and try our best to get the word out#so boycott hybe and free palestine#asks#annabelle 🐻🍯
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ouuu i miss my wife
#.txt#obviously relationships were... difficult for me‚ both platonic and romantic#so finding her and reconnecting and remembering what we were was nothing short of a massive shock#and we weren't on good terms for a long time. i can safely claim she did Not like who i was well into our journey to baldur's gate#but she respected me. and i valued that#so when she figured out who i was... gods. i really wished she hadn't. that we could continue living in the illusion#i liked who she thought i was *because* it wasn't me#so when i put the pieces together before she did and inevitably pushed her away... sigh.#idk.#these are not coherent thoughts but i miss her. i wonder if she missed who i was after she figured everything out#🦇🩸🗡️#bg3
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if you were 19 and and you were just reconnecting with your estranged mother who chose to go off and be a hero over raising you only to fail and return home and not even think to try to contact you or check in in general and you hated her for it but she seems to genuinely want to try again and you let her because you want your mother back and then you watch her die and you spend the next few years trying to learn how to cope with grieving not only the person but the relationship you never got to have and everyone tells you that you're ungrateful for lashing out at the friend who who knew your own mother way better than you and who is already moving on with their life when you're still struggling to come to terms with the fact that you never got the chance to know either of your parents and then you're 22 and you're completely alienated from all but one of your friends until you're forced back together and you have to save one of your friends who's like a little sister to you and she almost dies and you're so angry because you're so scared because your family almost got even smaller than you knew it could and you lash out again but this time you and your friend who always seems to be at the center of the problems in the world reconcile because you think you're both gonna die and truthfully you miss them and they miss you but you both survive and then you relearn how to work together over the next few months until you run into the actual ghost of your mother who talks about the coming end of the world and you want to talk to her to try and get at least some closure but she doesn't spare you more than a few words that basically sum up to "get over it" would that fuck you up in the head or what
#gw2#braham eirsson#i'm not an eir hater but man she is a terrible mother#did i skip a lot of events? yes#sorry i just remembered how much i love him#and then i remembered that a lot of people really don't like him#and then i blacked out#i will defend his right to be the ugliest griever in the world#but also season 4 braham my beloved#he goes through so many emotions in such a short frame of time#like braham. my guy#do you want a nap? do you wanna lay down for a bit? just take 10 and vegetate for a hot minute?#you talk about the missed opportunities with your mom and i talk about that one time i died? we work through our problems together?#i have a lot of emotions about this guy
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So busy with Sparkstember that I almost forgot that I go back to school on tuesday
#honestly maybe it's better this way. i'd rather just not care at all rather than be super stressed about it#just like i've been doing with every little thing for most of my life#might have missed the date when we were supposed to choose our elective courses. well whatever Lol#and i still don't even know what my schedule is or what classes i have this semester oopsie#well the university itself doesn't seem particularly pressed about giving us the schedule either#but i'd probably better still read up on the classes at least before they start#i don't have high hopes for this year just like with the last. probably should just stop pretending that i still want to study anything atp#this wasn't even my first choice of a course bcs i had to prepare for that damn exam to be accepted for my preffered one#but i couldn't be bothered to study for it again which probably should have told me enough abt whether going into this again is a good idea#i'm so tired just thinking about it but i know that actually looking for a job and then having a job will be a thousand times worse so uh#but at least i'd have my own money and start doing something ughhhh. useful maybe. who knows what it will be though#i have no ideaaaaaa. but this feels like just putting off the inevitable. like at some point i need to get my shit together#i will probably report at the end of the next week about how i'm so done already#i don't really knowwww mannnnnm. i don't feel like i had any vacation at all even though 3 months have already passed#and i also sort of didn't prepare something relatively easy to do that would have given me an actual document#that would confirm that i actually finished that part-time school thing last semester#can't really be bothered to come back to it at this point though#well at least i learned something actually useful and interesting from that and that's enough for me tbh#and a lot of it is also relevant to my current area of interest (digital drawing and computer graphics in general)#well speaking of which i'd better just get back to drawing now lol. just one more left to finish!!!#in short i guess that my new way of dealing with stress is just ignoring it all#well it's worked in some way at least so it can't be an entirely bad thing lol#goosepost
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