#otp: you can have my back anytime

[queerweewoo]

funny that every time i go to type best friend into my phone keyboard it autocorrects to beloved...

[swiftietartt]

CINEMATIC PARALLELS ▸ Top Gun (1986) || 9-1-1 "Under Pressure" - 2.01

[ominus-potato]

Genuine question, how do you make the dynamics for ships such as TrashCube, Chris x Swag, SMG34, Marware Etc

You mean like how do I see them? Ooo I love this question!!

Trashcube:

I haven’t entirely nailed down their dynamic yet. They’re old man Yaoi tho. I can see them balancing each other out. Bob helping SMG1 live on the edge a little and SMG1 encouraging Bob to do less illegal stuff.

When they started hanging out, Bob probably found SMG1 boring at first but then after living in the chaos that is his daily life, coming back to SMG1 at the end of the day to just relax and read or spend time together would be really nice.

I also love the idea that they just hang out bc they enjoy each other’s company and I could see something growing from that. We’re apparently gonna get a Medi fan episode about the two tho so we’ll see what their dynamic is really like in the show.

Chris x Swag:

Ohhhh boy I love this one!! I thought for a while about what their dynamic could be. I thought that maybe Chris is Swag’s side piece since he’s married to Sonic but after seeing Swag and Sonic’s relationship, I’ve come to accept that Swag would never leave nor cheat on Sonic. He loves him too much.

So, I’ve come to the conclusion that Chagmaster is one sided!

Chris has harboured feelings for his best friend for the past few years but since he doesn’t want to mess with Swag’s current relationship, he’s learnt to live with them and not let them show.

I think that’s why Chris is often threatening Sonic with a sniper when he’s on dates with Swag. Like a “you’d better treat him right” kinda thing. He just wants Swag to be happy, even if he’s not the one who’s able to do it.

SMG34:

I think their dynamic is pretty cut and dry. Enemies to lovers. Petty rivals with feelings. Enemies with benefits. Take your pick.

I love them as a ship and would love to see them be canon however due to the homophobic fan base I doubt we’ll get that anytime soon.

Their dynamic changes every time I write/draw them tbh. It can fit whatever narrative I need it to.

Hopelessly in love? Easy. Flirting? Alrighty. Shit talking each other and then proceeding to make out? Can do!

Depending on the story they can fit any dynamic which I do I like about them however it does make them feel very vanilla.

Marware:

They are my OTP. I love them. My faves.

Their dynamic is very much just YouTube Arc SMG34 atm but they have great potential to be a funny one sided rivalry type of thing.

Mario couldn’t really care less about how Puzzles feels about him. He just wants to watch tv, eat spaghetti and spend time with his friends.

Puzzles on the other hand is absolutely seething at the mere thought of Mario. He hates him so much. Almost a little… too much yk? 😏

I can see their dynamic shifting from what it is now to Mario just mildly annoying Puzzles and Puzzles just having to put up with it.

They’re a really funny ship to me and I love that bc that means I’m able to make jokes about them and come up with fun ideas for their relationship!

But yeah I love them.

Thise are all of my main ships. I also have others like Mar34, Mar4 and Mar3 and I’m always open to hearing new rarepairs like Bob x Shroomy (bad boy and good kid. COME ON HEAR ME OUT!)

But yeah! This is how I see the dynamics of the ships you’ve listed.

[tetzoro]

if you were to, who would you ship your moots with 🎤

thank you so much for asking me !! why did this just turn into me gushing about their selfships. anyway, thanks for indulging me with this :’)

@seiwas - iwaizumi !! he adores you so much, you’re such a ray of sunshine and i think he’d always look at you so fondly hehe !! everytime i see you post about him i can just see how much u love him and i just know that he loves you just as much !!!

@tetsument - why, mr kuroo tetsuro ofc. you guys are soulmates and my otp hehe this man loves you sooo so so so much, you’re all he talks about <3 he’s always there to squeeze you as soon as he gets home from work and he’s such a lil cuddle bug with uuuu !!!

@logicaltribbles - OIKAWA . it just makes sense . giggling bc for some reason i picture you guys playing fortnite and ur kicking ass (per usual) while he’s shooting at the sky but seriously you guys just fit together so well i will always picture you together <333 MWAH

@eussstasss - eustass kid !!! anytime i see this man on my screen i think of you hehe he’s so protective of you, it’s so endearing T^T and in my head yall are always coordinating fits now so ofc i gotta ship yall together 😋

@heart-of-trafalgar - LAW. and that’s final. “love changes you” 🥰 i know i give him the most shit but you guys are everything to me :((( i love your dynamic and i think yall just get each other — it makes sense ! forever n always !!!

@oooohno - okay i’m going with smoker rn BC BC BC !!! you guys would be so adorable together. you making this 6’10 man blush & kick his feet is everything to me (i caught him once and he told me he’d drop my bounty if i didn’t tell anyone … whoops 😔 …)

@gojipink - childe :3 tbh i need to pick your brain about you and him 10x more but i love your vibes together hehe he seems like he’s so sweet around you , giving u lots of affection :’) you’re his lil treasure !! and i feel like he’s supa protective over you <3 just wants to give u the world !!

@likelilacwine - SATORU . it has to be said . i always love seeing your selfship art and im like “this is canon., yup yup yup” the love you guys have makes my heart melt and i honestly ship you guys sm i had to go with him :’) (but u and this new man …… also a contender and i’m looking forward to watching bsd so i can cheer yall on)

@hwaitham - of course i ship you with ur haithie:3 you guys feel like that couple that’s been together for years n years and still look at each other with so much love everyone in the room can feel it . such a power couple that everyone looks up to ! and the way he looks at uuuu 🥹🫶 my faves my faves my FAVES !! ᰔ

@zorosprincess - kazie pls i ship you with sm people ur so lovable . but my mind always goes to suna for you teehee i think you guys have the best banter and such a fun & teasing dynamic but also can just chill with each other and vibe ! (law and zoro are about to throttle me for not picking them so im also throwing them in there to avoid injury & bc i love yall sm)

@reverie-starlight - tsumu. always gotta b tsumu :3 you’re such a fun person to chat with and i feel like he’d be sooo so drawn to u !! just thinkin about how big he smiles at you whenever you come to his games .. yeah <3 you and tsumu are such an adorable couple !!

@quinloki - ooooh it’s gotta be sabo <3 idk why but in my head i just see yall together hehe i feel like you guys have the same sort of free spirit vibe and would flow together so well !! a dynamic duo !! we love to see it <3 im def going to be stopping by soon to ask u more about him hehehe

@a-girl-cant-decide-on-a-name - taps chin. honestly there’s a few i’d wish to ship you with hehe but i think im going to say osamu !! i think you guys would gel so well together. both have laid back and easygoing attitudes and supa easy to talk to ^_^ but also i wanna toss bakugo in HEHEHE

@dark-mnjiro - HI LEE ! okay so i know ur all about adam these days so ofc i ship you with him teehee but also … why am i wanting to ship u with oikawa 🤭 i think you’d be so cute together !! if u don’t like him pls pretend i only said adam <3 /lh (also i need to pick ur brain for your selfship with adam more bc i need to know more !!)

@kentopedia - don’t hate me …. don’t block me … but sanji. LISTEN ! you and nanami are everything to me, you’re mrs nanami after all. but sanji needs his moment .. he’d spoil you to no end, shower you in so much affection, cook you all the yummiest food !!! he’s lana coded and he’s YOURS. runs !!!! (plus we can double date hello 😔🫶)

@kissingojo - obviously my first pick is gojo bc hello !!! ur literally kissing him rn hehehe <3 but ive seen you talking bout dabi on the dash lately 😏😏 so i kinda wanna ship you with him as well hehe i will be dashing to ur inbox soon to pick your brain about him >:3

@mochimooon - jean !!!!! hello !!! soulmates <3 this man absolutely worships the ground you walk on and he’s going to prove himself to you everyday, he loves you so much !!! i see ur name and think of jean , so it’s absolutely meant to be !!

@satorena - and if i say zoro ……. 🤭🤭 listen . i’ll never forget yall together . you guys are such a hot couple PLS the IT couple ! ofc i ship you with gojo as well but zoro says he’s not afraid to fight .. so uh 🍿🍿 let’s sit and enjoy the show, shall we ? 😌

@crisae - SAE SAE SAE ⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝ you guys are literally famous to me . international superstar couple . everytime i see art of you and him i have to wipe a tear bc it’s like my fave celeb couple were seen out & about being cute & in love . i’m ur biggest fan okay 😔🫶 forever shipping u with him !!

@bokutone - MARI !!! HELLO !!!! i ship you with bokuto ofc teehee i think you guys are lil balls of sunshine and i wanna tuck u both into my pocket for safekeeping hehehe ᰔ this man always gives u the biggest hug whenever he sees you, doesn’t matter if you’ve been apart for a few minutes or days !! he’s there with open arms !!

@tetsuskei - i ship you with all ur faves actually so !!! they’re all obsessed with you. but forever holding you kuroo and tsukki close to my heart !! MY BABIES !!!! the poly couple that stole the show <3 but also you and ace are so precious to me .. 🥹 and I WILL NOT FORGET U AND TENDOU EVER !!!!

@bby-deerling - ZOROOOO !!!! (but also … i’m looking at you and law) BUT you and zoro are SO CUUUTE !! whenever i read your posts about him i just :’) bc your love for each other is so palpable and you can see how much you care about each other !! waaah i love yall sm :3 !!

@txmxkis - you already know im gonna say kuroo >:3 !! how could i not !! you guys are so perfect !! idk why but when i think of you guys i always think of you guys on some lil adventure, exploring new places in the city but also in nature hehe & always laughing n giggling together yup yup !!! <3

@xianyoon - WRIOOO !!! oh you and wrio are just sooo so adorable . whenever i see him i think of you now hehe also thinking of you being a lil mermaid and wrio just absolutely falling head over heels for you… AS HE SHOULD !!! ik when i finally meet him in genshin im going to be sprinting to you and tellin u all about it !!! ᰔ

@zorosdimples - zoro :3 !! oh myyy how could i not !! <3 you two are a tale as old as time and just compliment each other so well !! he’s picking u up rn and bringing you in his lap for a lil snooze , literally refuses to nap without u !! but also can we talk about you and yuuji teehee you guys are so adorable and i can’t stop smilin when i see ur lil pfp !!

@suashii you and sunarinaaa <3 LMFAO (had to use that nickname im sorry) but you guys are soulmates actually it would be a crime for me not to ship you guys !! but don’t tell him that i’ve been shipping u and kaeya lately … i think you deserve ur knight in shining armor and kaeya is more than ready to deliver !! (suna is shopping for armor rn btw.. he might need a reassuring smooch)

:3 - okay. ik you didn’t like the post (i think) but i love u and the world needs to know i ship you with BOKUTOOOOO !!! you and ur tinky :’) oh how he adores you. i love you guys so much and i love whenever you come talk to me about him !! mwah

[hyperfixationhobo]

✨JEALOUSY✨

One thing I do when it comes to shipping is just thinking of how possessive or jealous said characters of ship would be. It’s like fucking mandatory at this point for me so you know what that means.

ATSV JEALOUSY!!!!

Ships used in this post are my go twos Goldenpunk and Ghostflower cause they’re my OTPs. (Since I’m following the movies a bit let’s just say that Pavitr and Gayatri just has a mutual break up and are besties okay? Okay, we don’t tolerate Gayatri slander here.) No like? No read.

Ok right off the bat Hobie is definitely not the jealous type at all. Nada, zilch, nope. To me he’s just confident and knows that Pavitr isn’t gonna go run off with some random person so he doesn’t really feel the need to be jealous in the first place. But don’t get it twisted there’s a difference between jealousy and anger. Such as if Pav is getting uncomfortable in a situation where someone keeps on trying to push themselves onto him after Pav has said no. Yeah Hobie is gonna threaten the hell out of them but if it continues he’s not afraid to fight. Doesn’t matter if you’re a boy, girl, or whatever you better know sign language cause all you gonna be seeing is hands. He is very big about boundaries and doesn’t play when it comes to it as well.

I can’t really see Gwen as the jealous type. “BuT pAwS DIDNTYOUSEEHERDRAGGINGMILESAWAYFROMMARGO!!!!!!” Yes yes I know I know but this whole thing for me is happening after the whole multiverse chase Miles to the ends of the earth thing happened. So yeah she’ll feel a tad bit jealous when Miles gets flirted on by another girl (he doesn’t even notice that he’s being flirted on unless it’s really obvious let’s be honest) but it’s quickly overridden by guilt that since she betrayed Miles and really hurt him emotionally that yeah maybe he does deserve someone better than me someone that won’t hurt him so badly. Miles is quick to break that train of thought tho. The moment he sees that look on her face he’s quick to realize that he’s being flirted on and wraps his arm around Gwen’s waist and is like “This is my girlfriend Gwen by the way, you two should hang out some time, it sounds like you guys have some stuff in common.” And reassures her that no one in the entire multiverse could ever make his heart race like her.

Miles yeah he’s the jealous type. You can’t tell me this walking ray of sunflowers doesn’t have some type of tiny insecurities after that whole fucking being body slammed into a damm train thing and having someone tell you you’re a mistake thing happen to him. NO ONE CAN WALK OUT OF THAT THING WITHOUT AT LEAST A TINY BIT OF DOUBT. Also it was obvious with anytime Gwen mentioned staying over at Hobie’s during the second movie. He’s not very like obvious with it, it’s more like when he sees someone flirting with Gwen he stands closer to her and “casually” wraps his arm around around her shoulders. He’s basically the song Jealous by Nick Jonas and no one can ever convince me otherwise. He gets why people would flirt with Gwen cause who the hell wouldn’t his girlfriend is fucking amazing but dude back tf up she’s taken.

Pav……this man…this man lowkey fucking possessive. He’s not even fucking subtle about it, while Miles might glare a bit this man is is sending fucking death threats with his eyes. It’s not even from insecurity too this man managed to date Gayatri who is a fucking model and now he’s dating Hobie who was also a fucking model this man is confident as shit. It’s more along the lines that everyone just keeps on fucking staring and flirting with Hobie (and he can’t blame them have you seen his boyfriend?) and honestly it’s becoming annoying to be like “yeah MY BOYFRIEND is amazing isn’t he? I’m so glad we’re dating.” All the damm time cause cause Hobie finds it fucking hilarious when Pav is “jealous”, so he makes it clear that they’re dating from the very beginning. Anytime someone is flirting with Hobie he walks next to his boyfriend and like snatches his hand into his own very fucking obviously. There’s no way people don’t immediately catch on and back off. And we’ve seen the way he’s talked about Gayatri there’s no way he doesn’t gush and go on and on about Hobie and how his boyfriend is so hot and is in the band and can play guitar and has amazing fashion taste and such. He’ll fawn over Hobie to anyone who has ears this man doesn’t shut up.

[empty-blog-for-lurking]

Umm the usual assortment of lance allura and kuron for that ask thingy <33(can be all three or just one if you dont feel like it!!!) scurries away

Thank you for asking bestie ❤❤❤. Ngl my brain is baked these days so I'll be only one this time

Kuron-

three facts about them from my personal headcanons-

Huge ass nerd. Especially about classic lit but he's also this pic about it-

2. Enters 'Shiro look-a-like Cosplay' competition specifically to do the Worst Most Awful impression of Shiro, he also got the scar on the wrong side through makeup (its a coping mechanism leave him alone) If he and Shiro had a better relationship (and Shiro stopped being a bitch about the clone thing) they both would enter that competition and Kuron will win while Shiro will get last and Kuron doesn't know whether to laugh or cry or curl up in a corner and die

3. Fighting for his life anytime he gets a headache or a migraine. Constantly swinging between "it's just a headache! Haggar's dead! It's just a headache! Haggar's dead! It's just-" And "I am going to die"

a reason they suck-

Babygirl I know you are going Through it but you got to stop going behind your teams back and yell at them, Lotor was so not worth it.

Also is just so focused on being The Leader he forgot being Team Member

a reason they are great-

He's just trying so much???!?! Like he is doomed no matter what happened and he didn't even know it but he was still trying his best and he fought and tried to survive till his very last breath 🥺🥺🥺🥺 my boy he deserved better

a reason I relate to them-

I kinda don't? Relatability of a character isn't really my priority as much as studying them in a microscope is. If I had to I guess our tendency to not communicate well and be a bit snappish when stressed? The feeling of not being in control about anything in your life? Otherwise I can't think of any

(what I consider to be) the top tier otp/ot3 for that character-

I still think about toxic yaoi Kuron/Lotor that would never work and destroy them both btw if you even care

But also like screw romance give him as many friends as he wants

five things that never happened to that character that I believe should have happened-

Him getting to live

Him getting to live as his own person

Him getting to live as his own person in his own body

Him getting to live as his own person in his own body and not treated as Evil Shiro clone but a friend

Shiro fucking apologises to him (I know there are others who have done far FAR worse things to Kuron and Shiro has his own trauma and I like Shiro! But also listening to him being mean to my son no. 1 WHILE being mean about my tragic son no. 2 and all I could think of was, "Shut the fuck up forever actually bitch")

five people that character never fell in love with and why-

Again do I really have to answer this one?? Like can't we ignore all shipping fandom? Ugh fine

Haggar (for obvious reasons)

Zarkon (stated as above and in fact these two can be interchanged)

Sendak (sure Kuron hasn't actually met Sendak but he does have Shiro's memories and he sucks in all of them)

Iverson (because fuck him)

Slav (I don't hate Slav but I have to agree with people when they say that Slav and Shiro trigger each other's anxieties and trauma and this applies to Kuron as well)

[gun-roswell]

Song Poem Challenge

Starting a new post, put your entire song collection on shuffle, then write down the first line from each of the first ten songs that pop up to create a poem. You must then dedicate the poem to the blorbo or OTP that it most reminds you of! Then tag or send asks to others that you think might enjoy the challenge!

Thank you for tagging me @loverboy-havocboy

This is so up my alley, they poetry that is ;D

No pressure tags: @rendomski, @backgroundfoxe, @wolveria

I cheated a little though and only used the very first word of the songs either from title or first line.. But hey, everything is fair in love and writing so here goes! Title from Blondie’s Call Me (as modified to suit the fandom). Comm me!

Comm me on the line anytime, I’ll arrive When you're ready we can share the wine

Hello my love it’s been a long while And no, I’m not saying it with an evil smile Leaving you was never a choice, but a regret I made that very choice and had to live with it But if you say the words I so long to hear Running to you so very fast, from far or near If you’ll have me back that is I know this time we’ll make it last no jest So comm me, any time, day or night I will be waiting, forever and a day

[loxosceleslolo]

I should drop an ask for the meme too!

Can you do Siwan?

Hey, thanks for the ask! I absolutely can!

favorite thing about them:

I do have to admire Siwan's dogged determination to try to be a living example of the Erdtree's light even though she falls short of the mark a lot. She grew up in Golden Catholic School and still wants to be good to everyone. Especially other Graceless souls. And her chronic case of Hero Syndrome. also her sass.

least favorite thing about them:

SHE NEVER DOES WHAT I WANT IT'S SO FRUSTRATING. I thought I would pair her with Big Boggart. Nope! She liked Varre better and now I'm never leaving editing hell. Also her terrible taste in men?

favorite line: 

I have a couple. "Aren't we Graceless too, Brother Ifor?" (context: Ifor has said something racist about the Omen right in front of an Omen) “If you’re so concerned about the state of my maidenhead, maybe you should just take it!” (context: it's a tradition among the sect Siwan grew up in to go to a brothel before their vigil and final vows. Ifor is jealous and makes a snide remark about one of the prostitutes that's flirting with Siwan)

brOTP:

Siwan & Boc! Boc is her Samwise Gamgee I love them I am excited about the direction this draft is going. Boc is best boy. Siwan & Thiollier, if this draft stays on course. I think she has a soft spot for sad people with no self-esteem.

Siwan & Melina. How could they not be?

OTP:

Siwan/Ifor: look. they're soulmates. they complete each other and it's very sad that they are in an Elden Ring fic and not a romance story because they can't be together forever.

I want to ship Siwan and Morgott one day but who knows how this draft is going to shake out? They are for sure not getting together anytime soon.

I'm hateshipping Varre/Siwan. I'm so annoyed by them (affectionate). (You would think a writer would have control over her characters and I am here to tell you we do not). I can't imagine it would last, they have vastly incompatible life goals.

NOTP:

is it possible to have a NOTP for your own OC? Gideon, Rogier, and pretty much every demigod that isn't Morgott, I guess?

random headcanon:

Golden Catholic School has left her very ashamed of her body. She binds her breasts because of it.

unpopular opinion:

my unpopular opinion is that OCs are fucking rad and everyone should give OC-centric fic a chance.

song i associate with them: 

here I am, once again associating Leonard Cohen's You Want it Darker with a religious character that's wrestling with their faith.

for some reason I get vibes(tm) from First Aid Kit's Wolf

favorite picture of them:

i dashed this out a while back and i think this is a face she makes at Ifor and/or Varre a lot.

[fumifooms]

Hi I adored your chilchuck/marcille fanfic, "grind me down sweetly", that was so lovely!! i ate it up with like no hesitation! i was wondering if you were considering writing more of them? thank you so much for all your work and thank you for sharing it with us!

First of all thank you so so much!! Every nice word and kudos mean the world to me, and for rarepairs they're all the more cherished 💖 And yes anon, I absolutely do plan on making more for them! As much as I can manage, a library's worth if possible. They're my absolute Dungeon Meshi OTP and Dunmeshi’s been my obsession for like 10 months now, I'm a huge shipper & I love making fancontent and yeahh it's not stopping anytime soon. Though I am a slow writer... And I really should get around to finishing my older non-dunmeshi wips too 😫

I’ve talked about marchil fanfic prompts/wips a couple times on here, and very recently even about a sequel to Grind Me Down Sweetly actually! The fic’s a lot about having a familiar routine with someone and sort of growing used to that, to knowing someone like that and with sharing his days and his living space with someone again, about growing open to the idea that maybe just maybe he and Marcille could have something in the first place. And it’s kept pretty platonic due to that and whatnot, but I recently thought that, since the arc of him becoming more aware and open to the relationship got done in GMDS, doing a sequel where we actually see the relationship grow more romantic would be cute!! Warming up to the romantic nature of their relationship like settling down into a cozy couch. And this time rather than coffee it’ll be centered around what all the best cafes have… Cats!

Gonna summarize the concepts of some of my marchil fic wips under the cut, if you’d rather go in blind when they… Eventually get written, then you can just stop here and safely be assured that I am 100% planning on writing more for them! Oh, btw I also take prompts and requests, though I can’t promise anything.

Alright so GMDS sequel: I think in canon both Marcille and Chilchuck have a special dynamic with Izutsumi, where they care after her, not unlike Senshi but with more feelings attached. With her traveling around, I feel like every once in a while they’d talk about her, dealing with the worry and the uncertainty. Marcille is like "My fragile baby bird out into the world… She needs to at least live to be 100 years old 😭" while Chil knows how it’s like and just trusts her to be alright, like with Puckpatti. And so!! Every time she sees a stray cat while strolling out her heart pangs… There are many strays in Chilchuck’s neighborhood, and with her pushing for it they start leaving some food out for them. At one point she sees one standing out in the rain all pitifully in front of Chil’s shop and she invites it in (to Chilchuck’s despair), and from then on it’s still a stray but it has a home to go back to… Until Marcille officially adopts it. And it can showcase Marcille and Chil’s growing relationship alongside that metaphorically, where she sorta moves in and they grow more boldly affectionate, and it’s like… Domesticating love… 😌 Man didn’t want a cat, a cat daughter nor a new lover, but they took a liking to him and were stubborn about getting close to him and now there they all are. I like to say that post-canon despite Chil living alone in his shop he gets a second family of clingy asses, and this is exactly what I mean. Vibe wise I’d like it to have that cozy energy of spending a slow afternoon at a nice quiet cafe on a rainy day, but we’ll see how I manage it! It’s not the highest on my writing priorities currently though.

Other marchil fic ideas I’ve talked about are… Following them on that time pre-canon where they went to shop for a pouch together would be cute. I have a long post talking about them being sick and caring for each other would be like and that’d make a fun whump fic too. He gets sick and she dotes on him, she indulges herself and kisses him anyways, and then of course he passes it on to her right as he gets better so then it’s her turn getting taken care of hehe.

This one’s more convoluted, so either Marcille invites him to a fancy social event at the castle as her plus-one (aka emotional support) maybe already dating maybe on the verge of confessing, OR they’re already dating and then Marcille’s mom visits them and it’s very sweet and maybe marriage talks happens~, but in both cases Chilchuck is going through SO much stress. Just Chilchuck’s heart being on the absolute edge of giving out, going through the five stages of grief over the banquet not having his favorite kind of alcohol and Marcille not letting him be an ornamental plant in the corner of the room and doing the bare minimum. Or having to engage with her mom and seeming worthy of being her lover as his shit is only barely pulled together after they hurry to ready his house to host her as a guest. And I have a bunch of wips where I tackle them properly doing a confession or a proposal… I was planning on making a comic about it even. Here’s a lil taste of them talking about getting into a relationship together~

And you know what, here are some new exclusive ones I hadn’t shared yet that I’d really like to get around to making

In the meantime if you want I have a ton of analysis and headcanon posts about marchil on this blog, and fanarts here, and @fumiku is my fanfic blog with updates + for fanfic related asks (which rarely gets used rip).

I have non-marchil dunmeshi fanfics I want to prioritize too, but idk idk I’ll see what I end up getting around to… I like having a new vision to offer with each fic, so I tend to prioritize fics that take a new angle for the same ship or tackle different characters and themes, so I can see myself pushing myself to do other stuff before falling back into my marchil comfort zone.

[yukidragon]

Sunny Day Jack - Post-Interview Side B

So... remember when I wrote about MC having a spicy good time with Joseph the other day? That was a challenge to myself to see if I could write about my Something’s Wrong with Sunny Day Jack OTP while keeping the details about “sunshine” as neutral as possible so anyone can imagine any sort of MC in the part of the narrator.

This isn’t a sequel, but rather a reversal. We’ve seen plenty of examples a reader-insert story where the narrator is on the receiving side, but what about on the giving side? Could I successfully write them as the narrator while keeping what sort of equipment they’re working with to penetrate their lover vague enough that it works with any gender?

That’s the writing challenge I dealt to myself. Like the other version of this tale, I have a specific character in mind for the narrator, but I’ve kept their name, gender, appearance, or genitals as neutral as possible. Hopefully I did a good enough job that you can feel free to imagine the narrator as Joseph, Jill, or whoever you like!

This is a short and spicy Adults Only reader-insert story about a celebrity who had a really crappy interview. Fortunately for this MC, their girlfriend Mary Phoenix knows just how to clear away their bad mood. I hope you enjoy it and please let me know what you think!

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Fuck reporters, and fuck Dan in particular.

Who the hell asks a clown starring in a kids TV show if they want to fuck around or if they posed naked for pictures? Kids would’ve been listening to that, you piece of shit!

I needed a smoke, but smoking while in costume was one of the big no-nos of the job. Once the makeup and wig went on, I was officially in character until they let me get out of the clown outfit. Unfortunately for me, that wasn’t happening anytime soon. They didn’t want to waste time redoing all that makeup before I had to go to the next PR circus performance they had lined up for me in an hour. If I got caught acting ‘out of character’ or made the clown suit smell like cigs, there would be hell to pay.

“So how did the interview go?”

The knot tied tight in my chest loosened at the sound of that familiar sweet voice that never failed to chase the clouds away. I looked up to see my personal ray of sunshine smiling down at me, her gentle eyes a pair of clear blue skies filled with all the love in the world.

Who needed cigarettes when I had sunshine?

“Mary,” I began, only to be cut off by a kiss. It was a quick peck, a sweet and simple greeting, but once I had a taste of her lips I needed more. I pulled her down into my lap and was rewarded by her adorable squeak of surprise that I devoured along with her lips. The noises she made into my mouth as I invaded hers was almost as sweet as the taste of her on my tongue.

I couldn’t get enough of her, but the same couldn’t be said about my lungs, and I reluctantly pulled back to get some air. As we both caught our breath, I couldn’t help but smile adoringly at her flushed face as she panted, her heaving chest drawing my eye to her inviting cleavage. I pulled her in closer and relished the intoxicating softness of her plush body that melded so perfectly against mine.

When Mary caught her breath, I noticed her raise an eyebrow at me, her head tilting in silent question.

Oh, right. She asked about the interview. Ugh. I really didn’t want to think about that right now.

“It was fine and dandy lemon candy,” I said cheerfully, hoping to drop the subject entirely. It was so easy to slip into character at this point, even when I’ve got such a sexy woman straddling my hips.

Mary wasn’t buying it, and that questioning eyebrow took on a more skeptical angle. “Okay, now tell me how you really feel, starlight.”

I let out an awkward chuckle. “I can’t fool you, can I, sunshine?”

A playful poke to my nose was my answer, along with a sly smile. I couldn’t help but laugh softly. Mary was just too damn cute.

“Nope,” she said, teasingly. “Not now, not ever.”

Her arms went back around me and concern crept into her eyes. I must’ve looked really pathetic right now, didn’t I? I couldn’t help but sigh. The last thing I wanted to do was worry her. “It went fine enough, I guess,” I admitted after a moment. “At least the suits didn’t complain about me ending it early this time.”

Mostly because the interview was almost over anyway, most likely. Not to mention the shit that Dan guy asked me. They probably would’ve reemed my ass raw if I did stay to answer that last question.

“That bad, huh?” Mary said softly before giving me another sweet but brief kiss to soothe away my pain.

I really needed this. I needed her like no one else.

When Mary smiled at me, everything was right in the world. However, her smile now took on a slight bend to it that was accented by her pinking cheeks and the way her eyes suddenly struggled to meet mine. “I think I know what might cheer you up.”

Oh fuck yes. I liked where this was going.

“Oh really?” I practically purred. “What did you have in mind, sunshine?”

Mary was always too shy to say what she wanted, at least not right away, but I knew her better than anyone. It was fun watching her blush grow ever darker as I teased and coaxed her into admitting exactly what she wanted me to do to that perfect curvy body of hers in explicit detail.

To my surprise, instead of getting flustered, Mary moved in closer, rubbing her entire body against mine, grinding my lap with her hips. The heat and softness of her body was exquisite, and I could feel her nipples were hard when she ground her breasts into my chest.

Shit. Mary was feeling frisky today.

I grabbed onto those thick, delicious thighs of hers and pulled her closer. I wanted to feel all of her and melt beneath her heat as she squeezed my hips between her thighs as she dry humped me.

“Mary,” I growled as I started peppering her face with kisses. She shivered against me and obediently bared her neck to me, allowing me to kiss, suck, and nibble on her soft, pale skin as I pleased. She moaned my name softly, and I rewarded her by slipping my hand up underneath her shirt. “Sunshine, I love you so much.”

The only thing between her gloriously squeezable tits and my hands were my gloves, but taking them off would take too long. Someone could come by at any time, and I wasn’t about to slow down when I could be making Mary moan my name and squirm underneath me as I played with her breasts and caressed her soft stomach.

“I love you too,” she answered in a shaky, breathy whisper that sent a shiver down to my core. I just had to return the favor. “So mu-ah!”

I chuckled as Mary had to slap a hand over her mouth to stifle herself as I invaded her panties. It was a shame not to hear her adorable voice unrestrained and begging me for more, but if someone heard that would be the end of it, and I’d be damned if anything stopped me until we were both satisfied.

Being quiet wasn’t all bad. It let me better hear her panting and the soft squelching of her absolutely drenched pussy as I teased her folds. I could feel just how hot she was even through my gloves, especially when I slid my fingers inside. She accepted me easily, spreading her legs obediently for me with a stifled whimper as she bit down on her hand.

We couldn’t have that. I pulled her hand away so that she could bite my lips instead. Instead of biting, Mary opened her mouth against mine, and I accepted her invitation eagerly, reveling in the feeling of her wet tongue twining with mine. She squirmed even more against me as I devoured her mouth, rocking her hips shamelessly into my hand.

How could I ignore such an earnest plea from my sunshine to give her more?

Pants and panties? Gone. Goodbye. So long. Don’t bother to write.

Mary had similar thoughts, going for my belt, but she didn’t bother giving my pants a proper sendoff. Her skilled hands invaded my underwear and her touch was magic. She smiled as she felt my arousal in full, and the heat in her gaze was mesmerizing, a blue fire that burned only for me.

“God, you’re beautiful,” I whispered, my voice going rough from trying to keep quiet as she played with my body. She went straight for my sweet spots and teased them without mercy, knowing exactly how to make me come undone. “Shit, yes… just like that. Fuck.”

A breathless giggle escaped Mary, and I couldn’t let that go unchallenged. I added a third finger inside her and spread them, turning her laughter into a squeal that she buried in my neck. She had to hold on tight to me to keep herself grounded as I teased her wet pussy and prepared her to take all of my love.

It was too risky to sneak anything not G-rated into the pockets of this clown suit, but Mary always kept just what we needed in her purse. I just had to take a moment to grab what I needed, slip it on, and I was ready to do her deep.

Mary kept her face buried in my neck, but obediently spread her legs, allowing me to guide her down onto the shaft. I savored the way she mewled against my skin and clung to me tightly. Her entire body quaked and I shivered in pleasure as well as I savored filling my sunshine nice and slow.

“That’s it, Mary,” I cooed in her ear. I eased her down until her hips were flush against mine. “Yes… just like that. Take it all.” She was hot, so hot I was melting as she squeezed me with her whole body, clinging so tight that there was no force on Earth that could ever hope to pry us apart. “You’re so good for me, sunshine.”

Mary moaned against my neck again, but I had enough of her hiding away. I needed to see the expressions she made as I fucked her senseless. I adjusted her hold on me so that I could see her flushed face. She murmured my name breathlessly, and I couldn’t resist tasting her kiss swollen pink lips. She was delicious, a sweetness I couldn’t get anywhere else.

Once we came up for air, I got to relish the sight of her riding me. Her breasts bounced freely with her shirt pulled up near the collar, giving me a glorious view. It took a little effort to capture one of them with my mouth, and I relished the whimper she let out as I sucked on one of her perky pink nipples.

I loved the way Mary writhed in my lap as I drove her down onto me. I needed more of the way her eyes would roll upwards, fogged in a hazy bliss. I needed more of her choked whimpers of my name as she struggled to keep quiet. I needed more of the kisses we shared between hot breaths as she rode me with reckless abandon.

“Fuck,” I breathed near her ear. “You’re taking me… nnh… so well.”

More. I needed more. Faster. Harder.

Mary groped at any part of me she could reach. Her hands were fire, scorching me and bringing me ever closer to the edge. I growled out my encouragement as I responded by driving her down on me faster.

“Please,” she moaned, her voice beautifully hazy.

I took the hint and adjusted my hold so that I could up the ante. I slipped my hand between us and sought out her clit. She could never resist it when I pushed her pleasure button, and the way she writhed against me was exquisite.

I was getting close, but I was determined to send Mary over the edge first.

“Almost there,” I breathed. “Mary… Cum for me, sunshine. Cum for me… Mary… Mary!”

Mary lost all control then, arching taut like a drawn bow and screeching what might have been my name with reckless abandon, but I quickly covered her mouth with mine to stifle her shrieks of pleasure. She writhed against me, clawing lines along my back as she squeezed all around me with everything she had.

It was too much to take, and I gave it all to her, Mary, my sunshine, my love, my life, my everything. There was nothing in that moment but her and the love we shared that overloaded my senses and left me weak.

We clung desperately to that beautiful high for as long as possible, but eventually it faded into something softer, but no less warm. Mary still squeezed me tight, but it was gentler now, her fingers tracing slow circles on my back that soon turned into hearts.

I knew that we should get cleaned up quickly. There probably wasn’t much time left before my next appearance, but I didn’t want this moment to end, not yet.

Being a celebrity was as fantastic as it was hellish. I gained so much from joining the SunnyTime Crew show, too much for me to risk losing, but it all took so much out of me. The studio, the SunnyTime Crew show, the reporters, the fans, the world… They all wanted me to be something that existed for them - a worker that always obeyed orders, a colorful clown who was nothing but cheerful and helpful, a celebrity with a mountain of scandals hidden in the past waiting to be unearthed…

I had to be everything to everyone… everything but me.

Not with Mary. When I was with her, the world was small, quiet, and so wonderfully warm.

The time I spent with Mary was irreplaceable. With her, I didn’t feel like I had to always be ‘on.’ She knew all sides of me, the good, the bad, and the ugly… I didn’t have to be everything to everyone when it was just the two of us. I didn’t have to be whatever the world demanded me to be for it to love me. I didn’t have to be perfect.

I wasn’t perfect, I wasn’t that clown, but Mary loved me anyway.

So I clung to this stolen moment and Mary for as long as I could, wishing that time would stop now and let me stay basking in the warm glow of my sunshine forever.

@channydraws @earthgirlaesthetic @sai-of-the-7-stars @cheriihoney @illary-kore @okamiliqueur    

[kimakento]

unlabelled

synopsis : shosei tries to take care of you because he notices you’re sick, but somehow it results into him confessing to you? ⌙ 1.0k

pairing(s) : shy!ohirashosei x shy!fem!reader

genre(s): fluff

warning(s) : none in particular.

tags : fluff fluff fluff, reader and shosei being cute i was literally giggling while making this 😭. i support ynsei as my otp and there’s a little yonasho mention as well. proofread!

a/n : this was so much fun to write even though for some reason im better at writing more angsty fics than fluff ones but i hope you all enjoy!!

another thanks to @yawnzzznnn for proofreading this oneshot for me!

“what’re you guys?”

“huh…?”

“do you two have a label?”

“label? me and him are just friends..”

“are you okay?” he asked, his voice is laced with genuine concern. you looked up at at him, forcing a smile while nodding a bit too eagerly for your liking.

as the car sped up, you felt a wave of nausea building up inside. you struggled to keep it down, not wanting to ruin shosei’s excitement for the trip and disappoint him.

“yeah, why wouldn’t i be ‘sei?”

you replied curtly, attempting to hide your obvious discomfort.

he hums quietly, sliding his hand between yours, intertwining your fingers. “u-uh” the sudden contact making you let out a subtle yelp and your face flush.

“do you want some water?”

“no, i’m fine really!”

as you tried to sit up, shosei’s gaze lingered on you as he took some time to think about what just happened.

he cleared his throat, “i really don’t think you are. if anything, you look really sick i’m sure we could turn back!”. no other words were exchanged while you only focused on how pretty his features were.

you shook your head and averted your eyes. feeling light-headed, you felt him slipping something into your free hand.

“drink some water, i’ll tell sho to stop the car so you can have a little break.“ he turned his head while leaning away from you but more towards sho while speaking in a hushed voice.

“oh…thank you?”

it came out a question more than a statement of appreciation but nevertheless you open the bottle and tilt your head back, chugging it down.

why does he have to be so kind…he’s really not letting me get over him anytime soon.

you’re lost in thought as you snap back, hearing your name being called.

“we’re going to stop here and let you rest a little, okay?”

“hmm.” you reply half-heartedly as you shut your eyes.

the moment of peace is short-lived as you jump at the sound of your door opening.

“come on; i’ll help you”

shosei holds his hand out towards you. of course you take the offer, noticing how soft and gentle the palm of his hand was.

just like him.

but you mentally scold yourself for even thinking something like that.

“thank you, really.”

he shook his head and helped you out the car. while leading you towards a quieter place, there was total silence as you admired the view.

even if it was only a few trees and plants around, you felt a tranquil sense take over your body and mind. shosei continues to stare at your blank expression, he really admired your character. even to the point that he’d fall for you and your peculiar antics.

“i can’t thank you enough, im really glad you’re in my life. i can always count on you as a very close friend.”

avoiding eye contact, you hesitantly thank him.

‘maybe we could be something more, but i’d be too selfish to hope for that.’ you mentally add.

he winces at that word, “friend”. shosei knew he’d never be more than a friend to you, but a small part of him still believed hoped that you’d see him as he saw you.

in his eyes, you were like air - it was like he couldn’t exist without you also being there with him. maybe he needs to finally make you realise that?

“as a very close friend?”

“yeah! you’re my friend, aren’t you?”

your voice becomes shaky as you began to overthink your entire relationship with him.

“no..?”

a newfound confidence piqued in shosei, what he didn’t realise is that his recent reply made you feel horrible.

“oh.”

“i like you, you know.”

it took a while for that to sink in, surely he he meant it in a friendly way, right? right…?

“i like you too, friend!”

shosei flinched at that word again, this was going to be hard; you were being as dense as a rock.

“no,” he continues, “i like you.”

your brain stopped functioning hearing that, this outcome would’ve been something you’d least expect.

he likes me?

that one statement replayed in your mind repeatedly. “huh, i don’t understand. you like me? in a non-friendly way?” to say the least, you were shocked.

“yeah, i do. i understand if you didn’t feel the same - i made it awkward, didn’t i?” it all just came out as a ramble from him.

cute.

“no no, that’s not it.” you waved your arms about, explaining what you meant. his eyes widened at your words, and a bright smile played on his face. “you like me too?”

“for so long.” you answered as you met his eyes. he reached out to you, putting your hand in his. it happened suddenly, but he wraps his arms around you and you nuzzled into his shoulder. it was as if he bewitched you. but that was that was the least of your worries, you were falling so deep you could barely think straight.

shosei felt content, he finally collected the courage to confess and as a bonus, you reciprocated his love. to him you were not a mere crush, you were something way beyond that. the embrace lingered for a minute or so and you both pulled away, staring into eachother’s eyes for a while.

“im so happy, i could almost cry.” you noticed the worried look on shosei’s face and giggled before continuing, “i said almost.”

a visible expression of happiness then took over, and he chuckled along with you. “i’ve loved you for too long, i was thinking you would never feel the same.” he confessed, holding prolonged eye contact with you.

“that was me as well. i’m beyond ecstatic that you finally confessed!” shosei again gives you another hug and melts into you. “i’m always happy if you are.”

[mrs-monaghan]

Hi dear

Why would everyone assume Jimin will leave Hybe? And yes we all know how he was mistreated during Face Era. Yes, I'm still mad and I also wanted him to set up his new company and leave . But Jimin being an Angel, I don't think he will leave Hybe. As we all know how much he wanted to be with BTS. And I did read a few ask that he can still work with BTS while working with a different label. But I doubt him leaving the label anytime soon. If he does, then I will be happy and I'm sure we all make Jimin to reach higher than being with Hybe. What's your view? Have you talked about it? And if Jimin leaves, definitely the rest of the members would have said their opinion and made him stay and about HYBE they should f** off! I hate it .

I have talked about this. But idk how to find that post now 😔😔😔 But I did say him more than anyone really wants to come back as BTS. And that means more years with Hybe so there must be alot going on behind the scenes that we don't know or understand.

If he renews his contract, then we will know things aren't as bad as they seem. But if he doesn't then we will know we were right.

If it makes u feel better my dear, Jimin isn't alone over there.

[shinakazami1]

Uhh I would like to hear your opinion of either Stanley or the bucket take your pick.

But quick question I've had for awhile are you ever gonna return to the fandom? Or just talk about it occasionally? Or even just stop talking about it all together now that you're in a different fandom mainly? I enjoy your work regardless though of what you do. So keep it up!

Hi Cat!! Lovely to see you!

I answered about Stanley here so, I'll answer your remaining questions first and then the Bucket!

I don't know if I will return. I can't exactly enjoy the game anymore nor I want to be involved with fandom much. But I still hold the memories dearly. I have 10+ fanfics in my drafts, just need to reread through them. I have many ideas I still want to explore. I want to replay the game after I'm done with New Tales. I've been wanting to make a short comic. Idk if anyone still in the fandom would want it but seeing you and squoote in the asks does bring me hope someone still enjoys what I make haha

I hope to finish what I've already started. Good luck charm still waits for the next chap. We will see how it will go. But thank you for asking and remembering the lil ol' me :]

Now, onto-

The Bucket

How I feel about this character

Smart writing. Very, very smart writing. Started off as a joke and evolved into something so gorgerous and beautiful.

After so long on solitude, The Narrator decides to rewrite his story and be kind to Stanley. He sees they only have each other. He decides to use an everyday object that could be found in the office as object of comfort.

I think it represents most the Broom Closet ending, as a bucket would make sense to be from there. In the original - it's not an ending. It becomes a joke that it is. The Narrator knows there is a player. The game changes a bit between the runs and moves on. That's the BEST, to me, representation of the game, no joke.

And the bucket represents... A lot, actually.

First - what Narrator said. A calming presence. A bucket. A lover. But there is a lot.

The Bucket can be many things, depending on the perspective. Anytime the Bucket speaks - its Narrator speaking through the role. He shows he's playful. He shows he cares for Stanley. He wants to entertain and not hurt him as much yet he still ends up doing so (the fact you can still die in cargo ending). He changed, he wants to be held, he wants to be there with Stanley through the story they're both stuck in.

But also - the Bucket is Stanley. He is the comforting presence. He's seen as object without free will, just carried around, but also seems to have so much personality at the same time.

The duality fits them. It's a healing object for them both.

And this is why in Fernator AU--/silly

All the people I ship romantically with this character

Object to be desired, never to love back. Though Stanley x bucket x Narrator in the Bucket Apartment slaps.

My non-romantic OTP for this character

Bucket x Narrator. Let him be with the symbols of his growth.

My unpopular opinion about this character

Once again, dunno the state of the fandom sieuehwh so headcanon time

- Bucket is a presence Narrator out himself in while he awaited for Stanley's return.

- The texture of the bucket feels off.

- You can't hold it by the handle. You have to hold it close. Holding by the handle feels like pulling someone by the hair.

- Narrator works in his free time after getting out of the game on more stickers. Fun work

- it holds liquids well. Soil too. In this Fernator analysis - /silly

One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon.

I will keep repeating myself. I love what is there and I don't want anything more. The game is finished. It said enough

[italic-doing-random-shit]

All The Otp Questions With Tuntalic/Hj (Only If You Can And Want To. Or Any Question You Want To Answer)

Okay okay fucking get ready

Tagging cause yeah @tundra116

1 - Who offers their jacket when the other is cold?

Me, I can handle the cold well (Surprisingly)

2 - Who giggles uncontrollably when the other playfully picks them up?

Me again, if i am picked up, will expirement otherwise in the future

3 - Who compliments the other in front of everyone?

I think we know this (Its her its so her)

4 - Who is more likely to tell the other a pun and what is the other’s reaction to the pun?

I love making puns, but theyre so bad. again ill let tunny say

5 - When one of them has a bad day, what does the other do to help cheer them up?

We'll tell each other how much we love each other and give each other bits of comfort

6 - If they got to pick what one another wears for a day, what would one another wear?

She would be wearing my hoodie and whatever else she's comfy in

for me? I shall consult her

7 - Who introduces their partner to their family first? How does it go?

Hopefully mine, and my mom's side. They're supportive of me and would absolutely adore her

8 - In a coffee shop AU, who would be the coffee shop employee, and who would be the customer?

I'd be the customer who memorizes the schedule and then Pixel sees me there, catches wind of what I'm doing, then embarrasses me

9 - When they sit side by side, do they touch one another? For example, does one person have their arm around the other, do they sit holding hands, or linked arms, ECT.

Oh gosh, where do I start? lap cuddles, eepy cuddles, mayhaps a piggyback ride as I run around aimlessly with her on my back

10 -What is a small thing that one another does to make their partner happy?

fucking everything but every time I get a message I can't pay attention in class anymore and it's AMAZING

11 - What would they do to celebrate their one-year anniversary?

Great question, hopefully, I'll run away to Canada at that point.

12 - When did they know that loved each other, and when did they first tell each other that they loved one another?

OH GOSH HAH, We both said ILY a lot platonically, but she is the one who asked me out first and I'm so happy she did I would NEVER

13 - Who likes to give the other hugs from behind followed by a kiss?

AUGGH GIVE ME THAT BUT ALSO I WILL DO THAT ANYTIME I AM BEHIND HERAAAGQIOUGB

14 - Who would make a playlist for the other person? What would be featured on the playlist?

oh y'know, both of us

15 - Who would bring their partner on a romantic date under the stars?

She would probably beat me to it first but if I can have one date this would be one of the best

[wlwanakin]

since you said to be more specific if i wanted to know more then can you talk abt what youve mapped out of grells and madams relationship? redcliff is my otp so i would love to hear what you think of the red murder wives

ok so!! my biggest thing w them is that to me they are just. horrible for each other. they are soulmates they are tied together by the red string of fate but god is it unhealthy. like if u build a relationship off of brutally murdering ppl ur not gonna have a healthy dynamic i’m sawrry (ESPECIALLY when it ends with murder. u don’t kill ur gf that casually if ur relationship is healthy). there’s so little content of them but the bits we see seem pretty tumultuous (i base a lot off that one rainbow butler one shot bc that shit was so gay but sooo toxic it’s scrumptious) so i just run with it! they’re both very mentally ill and homicidal that shit was doomed from the start

the whole relationship like a slow build from their first meeting bc anne is immediately like Live With Me and they’re inexplicably drawn to each other (read: horny) but it’s a slow evolution from yearning and going marginally insane and probably like drunk making out they refuse to talk abt after to insane love confessions and kinda just running with the idea that they’re basically married. and the whole time it’s just a constant flux between desperately needing each other always and divorce worthy fighting. so much divorce worthy fighting.

grell falls HARD like really fucking hard like despite being the world’s worst gf she’s also more invested. she has insane tunnel vision for anne like she abandoned her whole life for her so ofc she does!! it’s a genuine obsession and it’s so unhealthy and she’s desperately needy and anytime it feels like it may be crumbling she goes hard on trying to sabotage bc she will not leave until the bridge is burnt to fucking ASH (she’s also insanely impulsive abt it like the minute she regains common sense she’s just like “why did i do that” and then wants to rekill herself so bad).

anne is very very infatuated but she’s kind of the normaler party in the sense that she can have a life outside of grell (and grell does not like that). she’s a workaholic abt the murder and also about the Being An Aunt and she’s having a crisis of morality at all times and this makes her very preoccupied but also lowkey without grell she’d kill herself. grell is like her key to being able to live with herself morally it’s like. “no one will love me with how horrible i’m being but this bitch not only loves me but also condones my atrocities!! if she leaves me i’m blowing up the world.” but the thing is she’s confident enough that grell Won’t leave her to not be as invested in her. and she’s also not afraid to be a frigid bitch when she’s pissed at her and can be so extremely hot and cold about everything it’s absolutely insanity inducing.

they’re stuck in this insane loop of being madly in love, anne kinda zoning out of everything and getting cold, grell vying for attention via acting out or manipulation or cheating or something, Big Fight, and then back to being madly in love and they NEVER WANNA STOP bc they understand each other so deeply and fundamentally in a way no one else ever will!! they enable the worst parts of each other and they feel so safe with each other. they’re each other’s home but god that home is the worst place you’ve ever stepped foot in.

there’s also an internalized homophobia layer going on for sure that definitely does not help things. esp bc anne was probably grell’s bi awakening. i always write madam red as a lesbian who has already unpacked that and dealt with it so while she has like. period typical internalized homophobia it’s way less of a Thing for her. but for grell it’s just like Oh God What Is Happening Why Do I Want To Live In Her Skin What Are The Gender Implications Of This I Am Having A Bad Time!! so like the double whammy of a full blown sexuality crisis and first time doing commitment r driving her a little insane the whole time.

it also makes grell nerfing anne a lot less random in my brain. she just snapped in that moment and it was a 2.5 year buildup of frustration that she just let loose bc she felt like she was being rejected and like all her fears of abandonment were being confirmed and she kinda just lost it. i don’t even think she fully gets why she did it tbh it kinda just happened and she ran with it and processed it all two hours later and was like “oh shit i’m going to pretend that won’t make me wanna die forever” but it’s also just a response to a constant pattern of Fucking Everything Up So Bad Now, Kiss And Make Up Later except oopsies it was fatal this time!!!

basically when the relationship is good it’s perfect and idealistic and amazing in every way and when it’s bad it’s the worst fucking relationship you’ve ever seen. it’s a mess they’re a mess it’s so fun!!

[vantasei]

Solid snake (curious) or higgs (want to be niceys) for the character ask thingy??

LONG POST WARNING

SOLID SNAKE

Favorite thing about them

gonna be honest he's just kind of a little guy. to me. the kind of guy i'd jump on the back of and wiggle his head around until we both fall down. if i'm being serious though it's mostly bc. like. guy doomed by the narrative but doing everything he can to fight it on the way.

Least favorite thing about them

I DON'T KNOW. SEALMENT. I LIEK HIM. he's silly funny.......

Favorite line

"It doesn't have to be that way. I'm not like you. I love life."

mg2 has had me in a GRIP for a full year now and it is not stopping anytime soon i'm going to go CRAZY

brOTP

snake and meryl. i liek them.

OTP

I BELIEVE IN SNOX AND SNOXACON SUPREMACY. sniles.

nOTP

i'm a fairly whatever guy. so just mostly just the definite nos for. obvious reasons. like. snake and raiden. naur...

Random headcanon

no one will agree with this but he blinks too much. idk how to explain it. guy who blinks. what's up with that. stop doing that. it's weird.

Unpopular opinion

I DON'T KNOW? i've like. specially curated my section of the fandom so i explicitly don't have to see bad takes. so everything i see is like yeah. you right.

Song I associate with them

climbing up a well with no end by anamoia. if you listen and go wtf just know my whole grox playlist is like this and this is. theirs. smiles.

Favorite picture of them

THIS CLASSIC.

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HIGGS MONAGHAN

Favorite thing about them

SHE'S CRAZY. SHE'S EVIL. SHE'S BEEN SEVERELY MANIPULATED HER WHOLE LIFE TO THE POINT WHERE HER IDENTITY IS INTRICATELY TIED TO HER PURPOSE IS LIFE. I LOVE GUYS WITH IDENTITY ISSUES.

Least favorite thing about them

(looks at his room) damn bitch you live like this?

Favorite line

"Nothing like the eve of extinction to bring focus to the mind."

YOU'RE CRAZY.

brOTP

IMPLYING I'M LETTING HIS ASS HAVE FRIENDS.

OTP

samhiggs is so eternal

nOTP

i'm such a whatever guy i heart toxic yuri sorry.

Random headcanon

i heart he/she bigender assholes. more importantly, guy who will eat anything but will have the Most criticisms of it. why tf are you still eating it if u hate it so bad. can u be normal please.

Unpopular opinion

again, my small look into the ds fandom scares me. i like my guys like i like my me: fucked up and evil.

Song I associate with them

Oh no! by MARINA sry my diego playlist overflows with what would be my higgs playlist so i didn't make it

Favorite picture of them

taken by @astrandofgold it's such an everything image. to me.