#otp: you can have my back anytime

[eddiestightywhities]

funny that every time i go to type best friend into my phone keyboard it autocorrects to beloved...

[darrys-laundry]

CINEMATIC PARALLELS ▸ Top Gun (1986) || 9-1-1 "Under Pressure" - 2.01

[ominus-potato]

Genuine question, how do you make the dynamics for ships such as TrashCube, Chris x Swag, SMG34, Marware Etc

You mean like how do I see them? Ooo I love this question!!

Trashcube:

I haven’t entirely nailed down their dynamic yet. They’re old man Yaoi tho. I can see them balancing each other out. Bob helping SMG1 live on the edge a little and SMG1 encouraging Bob to do less illegal stuff.

When they started hanging out, Bob probably found SMG1 boring at first but then after living in the chaos that is his daily life, coming back to SMG1 at the end of the day to just relax and read or spend time together would be really nice.

I also love the idea that they just hang out bc they enjoy each other’s company and I could see something growing from that. We’re apparently gonna get a Medi fan episode about the two tho so we’ll see what their dynamic is really like in the show.

Chris x Swag:

Ohhhh boy I love this one!! I thought for a while about what their dynamic could be. I thought that maybe Chris is Swag’s side piece since he’s married to Sonic but after seeing Swag and Sonic’s relationship, I’ve come to accept that Swag would never leave nor cheat on Sonic. He loves him too much.

So, I’ve come to the conclusion that Chagmaster is one sided!

Chris has harboured feelings for his best friend for the past few years but since he doesn’t want to mess with Swag’s current relationship, he’s learnt to live with them and not let them show.

I think that’s why Chris is often threatening Sonic with a sniper when he’s on dates with Swag. Like a “you’d better treat him right” kinda thing. He just wants Swag to be happy, even if he’s not the one who’s able to do it.

SMG34:

I think their dynamic is pretty cut and dry. Enemies to lovers. Petty rivals with feelings. Enemies with benefits. Take your pick.

I love them as a ship and would love to see them be canon however due to the homophobic fan base I doubt we’ll get that anytime soon.

Their dynamic changes every time I write/draw them tbh. It can fit whatever narrative I need it to.

Hopelessly in love? Easy. Flirting? Alrighty. Shit talking each other and then proceeding to make out? Can do!

Depending on the story they can fit any dynamic which I do I like about them however it does make them feel very vanilla.

Marware:

They are my OTP. I love them. My faves.

Their dynamic is very much just YouTube Arc SMG34 atm but they have great potential to be a funny one sided rivalry type of thing.

Mario couldn’t really care less about how Puzzles feels about him. He just wants to watch tv, eat spaghetti and spend time with his friends.

Puzzles on the other hand is absolutely seething at the mere thought of Mario. He hates him so much. Almost a little… too much yk? 😏

I can see their dynamic shifting from what it is now to Mario just mildly annoying Puzzles and Puzzles just having to put up with it.

They’re a really funny ship to me and I love that bc that means I’m able to make jokes about them and come up with fun ideas for their relationship!

But yeah I love them.

Thise are all of my main ships. I also have others like Mar34, Mar4 and Mar3 and I’m always open to hearing new rarepairs like Bob x Shroomy (bad boy and good kid. COME ON HEAR ME OUT!)

But yeah! This is how I see the dynamics of the ships you’ve listed.

[tetzoro]

if you were to, who would you ship your moots with 🎤

thank you so much for asking me !! why did this just turn into me gushing about their selfships. anyway, thanks for indulging me with this :’)

@seiwas - iwaizumi !! he adores you so much, you’re such a ray of sunshine and i think he’d always look at you so fondly hehe !! everytime i see you post about him i can just see how much u love him and i just know that he loves you just as much !!!

@tetsument - why, mr kuroo tetsuro ofc. you guys are soulmates and my otp hehe this man loves you sooo so so so much, you’re all he talks about <3 he’s always there to squeeze you as soon as he gets home from work and he’s such a lil cuddle bug with uuuu !!!

@logicaltribbles - OIKAWA . it just makes sense . giggling bc for some reason i picture you guys playing fortnite and ur kicking ass (per usual) while he’s shooting at the sky but seriously you guys just fit together so well i will always picture you together <333 MWAH

@eussstasss - eustass kid !!! anytime i see this man on my screen i think of you hehe he’s so protective of you, it’s so endearing T^T and in my head yall are always coordinating fits now so ofc i gotta ship yall together 😋

@heart-of-trafalgar - LAW. and that’s final. “love changes you” 🥰 i know i give him the most shit but you guys are everything to me :((( i love your dynamic and i think yall just get each other — it makes sense ! forever n always !!!

@oooohno - okay i’m going with smoker rn BC BC BC !!! you guys would be so adorable together. you making this 6’10 man blush & kick his feet is everything to me (i caught him once and he told me he’d drop my bounty if i didn’t tell anyone … whoops 😔 …)

@gojipink - childe :3 tbh i need to pick your brain about you and him 10x more but i love your vibes together hehe he seems like he’s so sweet around you , giving u lots of affection :’) you’re his lil treasure !! and i feel like he’s supa protective over you <3 just wants to give u the world !!

@likelilacwine - SATORU . it has to be said . i always love seeing your selfship art and im like “this is canon., yup yup yup” the love you guys have makes my heart melt and i honestly ship you guys sm i had to go with him :’) (but u and this new man …… also a contender and i’m looking forward to watching bsd so i can cheer yall on)

@hwaitham - of course i ship you with ur haithie:3 you guys feel like that couple that’s been together for years n years and still look at each other with so much love everyone in the room can feel it . such a power couple that everyone looks up to ! and the way he looks at uuuu 🥹🫶 my faves my faves my FAVES !! ᰔ

@zorosprincess - kazie pls i ship you with sm people ur so lovable . but my mind always goes to suna for you teehee i think you guys have the best banter and such a fun & teasing dynamic but also can just chill with each other and vibe ! (law and zoro are about to throttle me for not picking them so im also throwing them in there to avoid injury & bc i love yall sm)

@reverie-starlight - tsumu. always gotta b tsumu :3 you’re such a fun person to chat with and i feel like he’d be sooo so drawn to u !! just thinkin about how big he smiles at you whenever you come to his games .. yeah <3 you and tsumu are such an adorable couple !!

@quinloki - ooooh it’s gotta be sabo <3 idk why but in my head i just see yall together hehe i feel like you guys have the same sort of free spirit vibe and would flow together so well !! a dynamic duo !! we love to see it <3 im def going to be stopping by soon to ask u more about him hehehe

@a-girl-cant-decide-on-a-name - taps chin. honestly there’s a few i’d wish to ship you with hehe but i think im going to say osamu !! i think you guys would gel so well together. both have laid back and easygoing attitudes and supa easy to talk to ^_^ but also i wanna toss bakugo in HEHEHE

@dark-mnjiro - HI LEE ! okay so i know ur all about adam these days so ofc i ship you with him teehee but also … why am i wanting to ship u with oikawa 🤭 i think you’d be so cute together !! if u don’t like him pls pretend i only said adam <3 /lh (also i need to pick ur brain for your selfship with adam more bc i need to know more !!)

@kentopedia - don’t hate me …. don’t block me … but sanji. LISTEN ! you and nanami are everything to me, you’re mrs nanami after all. but sanji needs his moment .. he’d spoil you to no end, shower you in so much affection, cook you all the yummiest food !!! he’s lana coded and he’s YOURS. runs !!!! (plus we can double date hello 😔🫶)

@kissingojo - obviously my first pick is gojo bc hello !!! ur literally kissing him rn hehehe <3 but ive seen you talking bout dabi on the dash lately 😏😏 so i kinda wanna ship you with him as well hehe i will be dashing to ur inbox soon to pick your brain about him >:3

@mochimooon - jean !!!!! hello !!! soulmates <3 this man absolutely worships the ground you walk on and he’s going to prove himself to you everyday, he loves you so much !!! i see ur name and think of jean , so it’s absolutely meant to be !!

@satorena - and if i say zoro ……. 🤭🤭 listen . i’ll never forget yall together . you guys are such a hot couple PLS the IT couple ! ofc i ship you with gojo as well but zoro says he’s not afraid to fight .. so uh 🍿🍿 let’s sit and enjoy the show, shall we ? 😌

@crisae - SAE SAE SAE ⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝ you guys are literally famous to me . international superstar couple . everytime i see art of you and him i have to wipe a tear bc it’s like my fave celeb couple were seen out & about being cute & in love . i’m ur biggest fan okay 😔🫶 forever shipping u with him !!

@bokutone - MARI !!! HELLO !!!! i ship you with bokuto ofc teehee i think you guys are lil balls of sunshine and i wanna tuck u both into my pocket for safekeeping hehehe ᰔ this man always gives u the biggest hug whenever he sees you, doesn’t matter if you’ve been apart for a few minutes or days !! he’s there with open arms !!

@tetsuskei - i ship you with all ur faves actually so !!! they’re all obsessed with you. but forever holding you kuroo and tsukki close to my heart !! MY BABIES !!!! the poly couple that stole the show <3 but also you and ace are so precious to me .. 🥹 and I WILL NOT FORGET U AND TENDOU EVER !!!!

@bby-deerling - ZOROOOO !!!! (but also … i’m looking at you and law) BUT you and zoro are SO CUUUTE !! whenever i read your posts about him i just :’) bc your love for each other is so palpable and you can see how much you care about each other !! waaah i love yall sm :3 !!

@txmxkis - you already know im gonna say kuroo >:3 !! how could i not !! you guys are so perfect !! idk why but when i think of you guys i always think of you guys on some lil adventure, exploring new places in the city but also in nature hehe & always laughing n giggling together yup yup !!! <3

@xianyoon - WRIOOO !!! oh you and wrio are just sooo so adorable . whenever i see him i think of you now hehe also thinking of you being a lil mermaid and wrio just absolutely falling head over heels for you… AS HE SHOULD !!! ik when i finally meet him in genshin im going to be sprinting to you and tellin u all about it !!! ᰔ

@zorosdimples - zoro :3 !! oh myyy how could i not !! <3 you two are a tale as old as time and just compliment each other so well !! he’s picking u up rn and bringing you in his lap for a lil snooze , literally refuses to nap without u !! but also can we talk about you and yuuji teehee you guys are so adorable and i can’t stop smilin when i see ur lil pfp !!

@suashii you and sunarinaaa <3 LMFAO (had to use that nickname im sorry) but you guys are soulmates actually it would be a crime for me not to ship you guys !! but don’t tell him that i’ve been shipping u and kaeya lately … i think you deserve ur knight in shining armor and kaeya is more than ready to deliver !! (suna is shopping for armor rn btw.. he might need a reassuring smooch)

:3 - okay. ik you didn’t like the post (i think) but i love u and the world needs to know i ship you with BOKUTOOOOO !!! you and ur tinky :’) oh how he adores you. i love you guys so much and i love whenever you come talk to me about him !! mwah

[starlightshadowsworld]

Lovecraft and Kunikida for the character thing, please :) (if we're allowed to ask for multiple at once, if not then my apologies)

I’ve been waiting for Kunikida!

Favourite thing: For Lovecraft it’s how he’s a scary incomprehensible being. And yet he’s so excited to make balloon animals.

For Kunikida it’s his heart. The way he cares for others so desperately. How he would destroy himself in a heart beat if it meant saving others.

He went back for Atsushi and Kyouka on the boat. He cleans Katai’s house. He hates authority yet trusts and follows Fukuzawa orders to a T.

Least favourite thing: For Lovecraft it’s how he’s this complete enigma in this world that’s just not really a thing after the fight against Soukoku.

For Kunikida it’s that he fights for an ideal world and yet never includes himself in that future.

Also he threatened to break Atsushi’s arm when they met and told him to not try and save Kyouka. Despite knowing she’d have been killed otherwise.

Favourite line:

For Lovecraft it’s during his fight against Chuuya and Dazai. “This shoulder is stiff as of late. Perhaps I have been working too hard?”

Because it sounds so normal and reasonable…and sounds funny while he’s unveiling his true form and breaking his neck.

For Kunikida it’s during the 55 minutes light novel.

He and Atsushi are trying to get into a restricted area. Soilders stand at the ready pointing guns at them as the Colnel gives his final warning for them to stand down.

To which Kunikida says: “this is my final warning as well. Move. We are detectives given orders to catch the theives. This island may have extraterritorial rights, but don’t you dare think you can threaten civilians at gunpoint on my watch.

Because not only is it fucking badass but it is a moment that sums up Kunikida’s entire being.

He’s being told to stand down and refuses. He ignores the possible consequences because people are in danger and he’ll be damned if he lets that happen.

Also anytime Kunikida says “we are the armed detective agency.” It’s like Captain America saying Avengers assemble.

I don’t have any BrOTP, OTP or nOTP for Lovecraft but I do for Kunikida.

BrOTP

Kunikida and Yosano. They go drinking together, he respects her greatly and she is fond of him. I imagine in the early days they worked together and I wouldn’t be surprised if he’s why she carries a chainsaw on hand.

Kunikida and Ranpo. Along with Yosano I imagine they worked together in the early days. The respect that they have for each other and their positions in the Agency.

How Ranpo stands by Kunikida in his darkest moments and reaffirms how important he is to them all. He is one of the few people Kunikida has ever smiled at. Kunikida looks up to him and I love their bond.

Kunikida and Fukuzawa. For someone who hates authority to follow someone unquestionably means that they share a special bond. They have so much in common that it’s clear to see why Fukuzawa chose Kunikida as his successor.

Kunikida embodies everything the Agency could and should be. And Kunikida doesn’t take such a thing lightly. He will follow Fukuzawa even when he’s not around because he knows what he would want him to do.

Kunikida and Atsushi. They way Atsushi grows on Kunikida and how he is a mentor to him is everything to me. They have so much in common and Atsushi looks up to him. Kunikida isn’t the best at showing it but he cares for Atsushi dearly and wants him to be better than he is.

For all his scoldings it’s clear that Kunikida is proud of him.

OTP

Kunikida and Chuuya. They have similar personalities and roles in their organisations. I feel they’d both respect each other as they both embody qualities that they admire and strive towards.

And they’d be very cute together.

Kunikida and Dazai. They are partners. They care for each other so deeply and the trust they have for each other goes so far. Kunikida trusting that Dazai will always have his back and that even in the dark he’s a guiding light. Dazai trusting that Kunikida will always do what’s right.

And look at them, they’ve bickering old married couple energy.

Kunikida and Katai. Childhood best friends to lovers it’s right there and they care about each other so much. Kunikida is the one that keeps Katai tethered to the outside and Katai would brace those horrors if Kunikida asked it of him.

NOTP: Don’t really have any.

Random headcanon: Lovecraft finds squid’s to be horrifying and doesn’t like being compared to them. Kunikida had a punk phase as a teenager but never lot his hatred for authority.

Unpopular opinion: Lovecraft is an interesting idea but not very much in practice. Kunikida isn’t a bootlicker, he doesn’t hate Dazai and the issue isn’t he doesn’t care for others but that he cares too much.

Song I associate with them: For Lovecraft, Animal Cannibal (Possibly in Michigan) by Buckshot Princess.

For Kunikida, Hero by Skillet.

Favourite picture:

He really is just a weirdo huh.

It’s the happiest I’ve ever seen him.

[hyperfixationhobo]

✨JEALOUSY✨

One thing I do when it comes to shipping is just thinking of how possessive or jealous said characters of ship would be. It’s like fucking mandatory at this point for me so you know what that means.

ATSV JEALOUSY!!!!

Ships used in this post are my go twos Goldenpunk and Ghostflower cause they’re my OTPs. (Since I’m following the movies a bit let’s just say that Pavitr and Gayatri just has a mutual break up and are besties okay? Okay, we don’t tolerate Gayatri slander here.) No like? No read.

Ok right off the bat Hobie is definitely not the jealous type at all. Nada, zilch, nope. To me he’s just confident and knows that Pavitr isn’t gonna go run off with some random person so he doesn’t really feel the need to be jealous in the first place. But don’t get it twisted there’s a difference between jealousy and anger. Such as if Pav is getting uncomfortable in a situation where someone keeps on trying to push themselves onto him after Pav has said no. Yeah Hobie is gonna threaten the hell out of them but if it continues he’s not afraid to fight. Doesn’t matter if you’re a boy, girl, or whatever you better know sign language cause all you gonna be seeing is hands. He is very big about boundaries and doesn’t play when it comes to it as well.

I can’t really see Gwen as the jealous type. “BuT pAwS DIDNTYOUSEEHERDRAGGINGMILESAWAYFROMMARGO!!!!!!” Yes yes I know I know but this whole thing for me is happening after the whole multiverse chase Miles to the ends of the earth thing happened. So yeah she’ll feel a tad bit jealous when Miles gets flirted on by another girl (he doesn’t even notice that he’s being flirted on unless it’s really obvious let’s be honest) but it’s quickly overridden by guilt that since she betrayed Miles and really hurt him emotionally that yeah maybe he does deserve someone better than me someone that won’t hurt him so badly. Miles is quick to break that train of thought tho. The moment he sees that look on her face he’s quick to realize that he’s being flirted on and wraps his arm around Gwen’s waist and is like “This is my girlfriend Gwen by the way, you two should hang out some time, it sounds like you guys have some stuff in common.” And reassures her that no one in the entire multiverse could ever make his heart race like her.

Miles yeah he’s the jealous type. You can’t tell me this walking ray of sunflowers doesn’t have some type of tiny insecurities after that whole fucking being body slammed into a damm train thing and having someone tell you you’re a mistake thing happen to him. NO ONE CAN WALK OUT OF THAT THING WITHOUT AT LEAST A TINY BIT OF DOUBT. Also it was obvious with anytime Gwen mentioned staying over at Hobie’s during the second movie. He’s not very like obvious with it, it’s more like when he sees someone flirting with Gwen he stands closer to her and “casually” wraps his arm around around her shoulders. He’s basically the song Jealous by Nick Jonas and no one can ever convince me otherwise. He gets why people would flirt with Gwen cause who the hell wouldn’t his girlfriend is fucking amazing but dude back tf up she’s taken.

Pav……this man…this man lowkey fucking possessive. He’s not even fucking subtle about it, while Miles might glare a bit this man is is sending fucking death threats with his eyes. It’s not even from insecurity too this man managed to date Gayatri who is a fucking model and now he’s dating Hobie who was also a fucking model this man is confident as shit. It’s more along the lines that everyone just keeps on fucking staring and flirting with Hobie (and he can’t blame them have you seen his boyfriend?) and honestly it’s becoming annoying to be like “yeah MY BOYFRIEND is amazing isn’t he? I’m so glad we’re dating.” All the damm time cause cause Hobie finds it fucking hilarious when Pav is “jealous”, so he makes it clear that they’re dating from the very beginning. Anytime someone is flirting with Hobie he walks next to his boyfriend and like snatches his hand into his own very fucking obviously. There’s no way people don’t immediately catch on and back off. And we’ve seen the way he’s talked about Gayatri there’s no way he doesn’t gush and go on and on about Hobie and how his boyfriend is so hot and is in the band and can play guitar and has amazing fashion taste and such. He’ll fawn over Hobie to anyone who has ears this man doesn’t shut up.

[empty-blog-for-lurking]

Umm the usual assortment of lance allura and kuron for that ask thingy <33(can be all three or just one if you dont feel like it!!!) scurries away

Thank you for asking bestie ❤❤❤. Ngl my brain is baked these days so I'll be only one this time

Kuron-

three facts about them from my personal headcanons-

Huge ass nerd. Especially about classic lit but he's also this pic about it-

2. Enters 'Shiro look-a-like Cosplay' competition specifically to do the Worst Most Awful impression of Shiro, he also got the scar on the wrong side through makeup (its a coping mechanism leave him alone) If he and Shiro had a better relationship (and Shiro stopped being a bitch about the clone thing) they both would enter that competition and Kuron will win while Shiro will get last and Kuron doesn't know whether to laugh or cry or curl up in a corner and die

3. Fighting for his life anytime he gets a headache or a migraine. Constantly swinging between "it's just a headache! Haggar's dead! It's just a headache! Haggar's dead! It's just-" And "I am going to die"

a reason they suck-

Babygirl I know you are going Through it but you got to stop going behind your teams back and yell at them, Lotor was so not worth it.

Also is just so focused on being The Leader he forgot being Team Member

a reason they are great-

He's just trying so much???!?! Like he is doomed no matter what happened and he didn't even know it but he was still trying his best and he fought and tried to survive till his very last breath 🥺🥺🥺🥺 my boy he deserved better

a reason I relate to them-

I kinda don't? Relatability of a character isn't really my priority as much as studying them in a microscope is. If I had to I guess our tendency to not communicate well and be a bit snappish when stressed? The feeling of not being in control about anything in your life? Otherwise I can't think of any

(what I consider to be) the top tier otp/ot3 for that character-

I still think about toxic yaoi Kuron/Lotor that would never work and destroy them both btw if you even care

But also like screw romance give him as many friends as he wants

five things that never happened to that character that I believe should have happened-

Him getting to live

Him getting to live as his own person

Him getting to live as his own person in his own body

Him getting to live as his own person in his own body and not treated as Evil Shiro clone but a friend

Shiro fucking apologises to him (I know there are others who have done far FAR worse things to Kuron and Shiro has his own trauma and I like Shiro! But also listening to him being mean to my son no. 1 WHILE being mean about my tragic son no. 2 and all I could think of was, "Shut the fuck up forever actually bitch")

five people that character never fell in love with and why-

Again do I really have to answer this one?? Like can't we ignore all shipping fandom? Ugh fine

Haggar (for obvious reasons)

Zarkon (stated as above and in fact these two can be interchanged)

Sendak (sure Kuron hasn't actually met Sendak but he does have Shiro's memories and he sucks in all of them)

Iverson (because fuck him)

Slav (I don't hate Slav but I have to agree with people when they say that Slav and Shiro trigger each other's anxieties and trauma and this applies to Kuron as well)

[gun-roswell]

Song Poem Challenge

Starting a new post, put your entire song collection on shuffle, then write down the first line from each of the first ten songs that pop up to create a poem. You must then dedicate the poem to the blorbo or OTP that it most reminds you of! Then tag or send asks to others that you think might enjoy the challenge!

Thank you for tagging me @loverboy-havocboy

This is so up my alley, they poetry that is ;D

No pressure tags: @rendomski, @backgroundfoxe, @wolveria

I cheated a little though and only used the very first word of the songs either from title or first line.. But hey, everything is fair in love and writing so here goes! Title from Blondie’s Call Me (as modified to suit the fandom). Comm me!

Comm me on the line anytime, I’ll arrive When you're ready we can share the wine

Hello my love it’s been a long while And no, I’m not saying it with an evil smile Leaving you was never a choice, but a regret I made that very choice and had to live with it But if you say the words I so long to hear Running to you so very fast, from far or near If you’ll have me back that is I know this time we’ll make it last no jest So comm me, any time, day or night I will be waiting, forever and a day

[loxosceleslolo]

I should drop an ask for the meme too!

Can you do Siwan?

Hey, thanks for the ask! I absolutely can!

favorite thing about them:

I do have to admire Siwan's dogged determination to try to be a living example of the Erdtree's light even though she falls short of the mark a lot. She grew up in Golden Catholic School and still wants to be good to everyone. Especially other Graceless souls. And her chronic case of Hero Syndrome. also her sass.

least favorite thing about them:

SHE NEVER DOES WHAT I WANT IT'S SO FRUSTRATING. I thought I would pair her with Big Boggart. Nope! She liked Varre better and now I'm never leaving editing hell. Also her terrible taste in men?

favorite line: 

I have a couple. "Aren't we Graceless too, Brother Ifor?" (context: Ifor has said something racist about the Omen right in front of an Omen) “If you’re so concerned about the state of my maidenhead, maybe you should just take it!” (context: it's a tradition among the sect Siwan grew up in to go to a brothel before their vigil and final vows. Ifor is jealous and makes a snide remark about one of the prostitutes that's flirting with Siwan)

brOTP:

Siwan & Boc! Boc is her Samwise Gamgee I love them I am excited about the direction this draft is going. Boc is best boy. Siwan & Thiollier, if this draft stays on course. I think she has a soft spot for sad people with no self-esteem.

Siwan & Melina. How could they not be?

OTP:

Siwan/Ifor: look. they're soulmates. they complete each other and it's very sad that they are in an Elden Ring fic and not a romance story because they can't be together forever.

I want to ship Siwan and Morgott one day but who knows how this draft is going to shake out? They are for sure not getting together anytime soon.

I'm hateshipping Varre/Siwan. I'm so annoyed by them (affectionate). (You would think a writer would have control over her characters and I am here to tell you we do not). I can't imagine it would last, they have vastly incompatible life goals.

NOTP:

is it possible to have a NOTP for your own OC? Gideon, Rogier, and pretty much every demigod that isn't Morgott, I guess?

random headcanon:

Golden Catholic School has left her very ashamed of her body. She binds her breasts because of it.

unpopular opinion:

my unpopular opinion is that OCs are fucking rad and everyone should give OC-centric fic a chance.

song i associate with them: 

here I am, once again associating Leonard Cohen's You Want it Darker with a religious character that's wrestling with their faith.

for some reason I get vibes(tm) from First Aid Kit's Wolf

favorite picture of them:

i dashed this out a while back and i think this is a face she makes at Ifor and/or Varre a lot.

[fumifooms]

Hi I adored your chilchuck/marcille fanfic, "grind me down sweetly", that was so lovely!! i ate it up with like no hesitation! i was wondering if you were considering writing more of them? thank you so much for all your work and thank you for sharing it with us!

First of all thank you so so much!! Every nice word and kudos mean the world to me, and for rarepairs they're all the more cherished 💖 And yes anon, I absolutely do plan on making more for them! As much as I can manage, a library's worth if possible. They're my absolute Dungeon Meshi OTP and Dunmeshi’s been my obsession for like 10 months now, I'm a huge shipper & I love making fancontent and yeahh it's not stopping anytime soon. Though I am a slow writer... And I really should get around to finishing my older non-dunmeshi wips too 😫

I’ve talked about marchil fanfic prompts/wips a couple times on here, and very recently even about a sequel to Grind Me Down Sweetly actually! The fic’s a lot about having a familiar routine with someone and sort of growing used to that, to knowing someone like that and with sharing his days and his living space with someone again, about growing open to the idea that maybe just maybe he and Marcille could have something in the first place. And it’s kept pretty platonic due to that and whatnot, but I recently thought that, since the arc of him becoming more aware and open to the relationship got done in GMDS, doing a sequel where we actually see the relationship grow more romantic would be cute!! Warming up to the romantic nature of their relationship like settling down into a cozy couch. And this time rather than coffee it’ll be centered around what all the best cafes have… Cats!

Gonna summarize the concepts of some of my marchil fic wips under the cut, if you’d rather go in blind when they… Eventually get written, then you can just stop here and safely be assured that I am 100% planning on writing more for them! Oh, btw I also take prompts and requests, though I can’t promise anything.

Alright so GMDS sequel: I think in canon both Marcille and Chilchuck have a special dynamic with Izutsumi, where they care after her, not unlike Senshi but with more feelings attached. With her traveling around, I feel like every once in a while they’d talk about her, dealing with the worry and the uncertainty. Marcille is like "My fragile baby bird out into the world… She needs to at least live to be 100 years old 😭" while Chil knows how it’s like and just trusts her to be alright, like with Puckpatti. And so!! Every time she sees a stray cat while strolling out her heart pangs… There are many strays in Chilchuck’s neighborhood, and with her pushing for it they start leaving some food out for them. At one point she sees one standing out in the rain all pitifully in front of Chil’s shop and she invites it in (to Chilchuck’s despair), and from then on it’s still a stray but it has a home to go back to… Until Marcille officially adopts it. And it can showcase Marcille and Chil’s growing relationship alongside that metaphorically, where she sorta moves in and they grow more boldly affectionate, and it’s like… Domesticating love… 😌 Man didn’t want a cat, a cat daughter nor a new lover, but they took a liking to him and were stubborn about getting close to him and now there they all are. I like to say that post-canon despite Chil living alone in his shop he gets a second family of clingy asses, and this is exactly what I mean. Vibe wise I’d like it to have that cozy energy of spending a slow afternoon at a nice quiet cafe on a rainy day, but we’ll see how I manage it! It’s not the highest on my writing priorities currently though.

Other marchil fic ideas I’ve talked about are… Following them on that time pre-canon where they went to shop for a pouch together would be cute. I have a long post talking about them being sick and caring for each other would be like and that’d make a fun whump fic too. He gets sick and she dotes on him, she indulges herself and kisses him anyways, and then of course he passes it on to her right as he gets better so then it’s her turn getting taken care of hehe.

This one’s more convoluted, so either Marcille invites him to a fancy social event at the castle as her plus-one (aka emotional support) maybe already dating maybe on the verge of confessing, OR they’re already dating and then Marcille’s mom visits them and it’s very sweet and maybe marriage talks happens~, but in both cases Chilchuck is going through SO much stress. Just Chilchuck’s heart being on the absolute edge of giving out, going through the five stages of grief over the banquet not having his favorite kind of alcohol and Marcille not letting him be an ornamental plant in the corner of the room and doing the bare minimum. Or having to engage with her mom and seeming worthy of being her lover as his shit is only barely pulled together after they hurry to ready his house to host her as a guest. And I have a bunch of wips where I tackle them properly doing a confession or a proposal… I was planning on making a comic about it even. Here’s a lil taste of them talking about getting into a relationship together~

And you know what, here are some new exclusive ones I hadn’t shared yet that I’d really like to get around to making

In the meantime if you want I have a ton of analysis and headcanon posts about marchil on this blog, and fanarts here, and @fumiku is my fanfic blog with updates + for fanfic related asks (which rarely gets used rip).

I have non-marchil dunmeshi fanfics I want to prioritize too, but idk idk I’ll see what I end up getting around to… I like having a new vision to offer with each fic, so I tend to prioritize fics that take a new angle for the same ship or tackle different characters and themes, so I can see myself pushing myself to do other stuff before falling back into my marchil comfort zone.

[mrs-monaghan]

Hi dear

Why would everyone assume Jimin will leave Hybe? And yes we all know how he was mistreated during Face Era. Yes, I'm still mad and I also wanted him to set up his new company and leave . But Jimin being an Angel, I don't think he will leave Hybe. As we all know how much he wanted to be with BTS. And I did read a few ask that he can still work with BTS while working with a different label. But I doubt him leaving the label anytime soon. If he does, then I will be happy and I'm sure we all make Jimin to reach higher than being with Hybe. What's your view? Have you talked about it? And if Jimin leaves, definitely the rest of the members would have said their opinion and made him stay and about HYBE they should f** off! I hate it .

I have talked about this. But idk how to find that post now 😔😔😔 But I did say him more than anyone really wants to come back as BTS. And that means more years with Hybe so there must be alot going on behind the scenes that we don't know or understand.

If he renews his contract, then we will know things aren't as bad as they seem. But if he doesn't then we will know we were right.

If it makes u feel better my dear, Jimin isn't alone over there.

[shinakazami1]

Uhh I would like to hear your opinion of either Stanley or the bucket take your pick.

But quick question I've had for awhile are you ever gonna return to the fandom? Or just talk about it occasionally? Or even just stop talking about it all together now that you're in a different fandom mainly? I enjoy your work regardless though of what you do. So keep it up!

Hi Cat!! Lovely to see you!

I answered about Stanley here so, I'll answer your remaining questions first and then the Bucket!

I don't know if I will return. I can't exactly enjoy the game anymore nor I want to be involved with fandom much. But I still hold the memories dearly. I have 10+ fanfics in my drafts, just need to reread through them. I have many ideas I still want to explore. I want to replay the game after I'm done with New Tales. I've been wanting to make a short comic. Idk if anyone still in the fandom would want it but seeing you and squoote in the asks does bring me hope someone still enjoys what I make haha

I hope to finish what I've already started. Good luck charm still waits for the next chap. We will see how it will go. But thank you for asking and remembering the lil ol' me :]

Now, onto-

The Bucket

How I feel about this character

Smart writing. Very, very smart writing. Started off as a joke and evolved into something so gorgerous and beautiful.

After so long on solitude, The Narrator decides to rewrite his story and be kind to Stanley. He sees they only have each other. He decides to use an everyday object that could be found in the office as object of comfort.

I think it represents most the Broom Closet ending, as a bucket would make sense to be from there. In the original - it's not an ending. It becomes a joke that it is. The Narrator knows there is a player. The game changes a bit between the runs and moves on. That's the BEST, to me, representation of the game, no joke.

And the bucket represents... A lot, actually.

First - what Narrator said. A calming presence. A bucket. A lover. But there is a lot.

The Bucket can be many things, depending on the perspective. Anytime the Bucket speaks - its Narrator speaking through the role. He shows he's playful. He shows he cares for Stanley. He wants to entertain and not hurt him as much yet he still ends up doing so (the fact you can still die in cargo ending). He changed, he wants to be held, he wants to be there with Stanley through the story they're both stuck in.

But also - the Bucket is Stanley. He is the comforting presence. He's seen as object without free will, just carried around, but also seems to have so much personality at the same time.

The duality fits them. It's a healing object for them both.

And this is why in Fernator AU--/silly

All the people I ship romantically with this character

Object to be desired, never to love back. Though Stanley x bucket x Narrator in the Bucket Apartment slaps.

My non-romantic OTP for this character

Bucket x Narrator. Let him be with the symbols of his growth.

My unpopular opinion about this character

Once again, dunno the state of the fandom sieuehwh so headcanon time

- Bucket is a presence Narrator out himself in while he awaited for Stanley's return.

- The texture of the bucket feels off.

- You can't hold it by the handle. You have to hold it close. Holding by the handle feels like pulling someone by the hair.

- Narrator works in his free time after getting out of the game on more stickers. Fun work

- it holds liquids well. Soil too. In this Fernator analysis - /silly

One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon.

I will keep repeating myself. I love what is there and I don't want anything more. The game is finished. It said enough

[vantasei]

Solid snake (curious) or higgs (want to be niceys) for the character ask thingy??

LONG POST WARNING

SOLID SNAKE

Favorite thing about them

gonna be honest he's just kind of a little guy. to me. the kind of guy i'd jump on the back of and wiggle his head around until we both fall down. if i'm being serious though it's mostly bc. like. guy doomed by the narrative but doing everything he can to fight it on the way.

Least favorite thing about them

I DON'T KNOW. SEALMENT. I LIEK HIM. he's silly funny.......

Favorite line

"It doesn't have to be that way. I'm not like you. I love life."

mg2 has had me in a GRIP for a full year now and it is not stopping anytime soon i'm going to go CRAZY

brOTP

snake and meryl. i liek them.

OTP

I BELIEVE IN SNOX AND SNOXACON SUPREMACY. sniles.

nOTP

i'm a fairly whatever guy. so just mostly just the definite nos for. obvious reasons. like. snake and raiden. naur...

Random headcanon

no one will agree with this but he blinks too much. idk how to explain it. guy who blinks. what's up with that. stop doing that. it's weird.

Unpopular opinion

I DON'T KNOW? i've like. specially curated my section of the fandom so i explicitly don't have to see bad takes. so everything i see is like yeah. you right.

Song I associate with them

climbing up a well with no end by anamoia. if you listen and go wtf just know my whole grox playlist is like this and this is. theirs. smiles.

Favorite picture of them

THIS CLASSIC.

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HIGGS MONAGHAN

Favorite thing about them

SHE'S CRAZY. SHE'S EVIL. SHE'S BEEN SEVERELY MANIPULATED HER WHOLE LIFE TO THE POINT WHERE HER IDENTITY IS INTRICATELY TIED TO HER PURPOSE IS LIFE. I LOVE GUYS WITH IDENTITY ISSUES.

Least favorite thing about them

(looks at his room) damn bitch you live like this?

Favorite line

"Nothing like the eve of extinction to bring focus to the mind."

YOU'RE CRAZY.

brOTP

IMPLYING I'M LETTING HIS ASS HAVE FRIENDS.

OTP

samhiggs is so eternal

nOTP

i'm such a whatever guy i heart toxic yuri sorry.

Random headcanon

i heart he/she bigender assholes. more importantly, guy who will eat anything but will have the Most criticisms of it. why tf are you still eating it if u hate it so bad. can u be normal please.

Unpopular opinion

again, my small look into the ds fandom scares me. i like my guys like i like my me: fucked up and evil.

Song I associate with them

Oh no! by MARINA sry my diego playlist overflows with what would be my higgs playlist so i didn't make it

Favorite picture of them

taken by @astrandofgold it's such an everything image. to me.

[wotcherangie]

Thank you for all your posts and arts and gifs about Ryou and Lettuce! I've loved them too, ever since I was a little girl, and I love RyouLettuce, even more now! I didn't expect so many people to be so mean and passive-aggressive in comments and asks every time anyone mentions such a cute little ship... but thanks to you, I still manage to have fun in the fandom and keep happily shipping my OTP despite that! You're like a ray of sunshine, truly!

Thanks to you dear anon, comments like this are just like a big warm hug!

I am really SO GLAD that I am able to make someone smile, or feel better just with tiny things like this and just doing what I love - it has always been one of my fav thing about art or creating, the fact that it can makes someone happy.

Also... I am doing this for myself too, cause I just want to enjoy the show and that part of my childhood that made me so happy back in the days and that is helping me now too, finding the inspiration to continue drawing and pursuing my dream.

So the fact that this is also making someone else - and not just me - happy, is the best outcome I could ask for.

Also yeah, I totally understand you: growing up I saw so much hate towards this ship, internet was just born basically but even then people could been so mean... and with no reason at all.

I was just happy so see a fanart, read a fanfic, share my own art or see an fanvideo... but that passive-aggressive feeling towards my fav character and ship was already there. I really cannot understand, even now, WHY people feel entitled to go to someone and ruin their happiness or their little moments of joy.

Let people ENJOY things, and, in this case in particular, let people enjoy something so pure, and beautiful and full of hope. Why bothering so much hating on something so innocent and that so many people cares about?

The silver lining of all this is that so many people have told me the exact same thing about this: how much they loved this ship growing up and how they believed they were the only one truly caring about it, when the reality is that we are a lot, and from my personal experience, we are very unite, passionate and creative about it, so many great people.

So, really, I am so happy you feel good about it, that this ship is something that brings you joy and I am even more glad to be part of that.

We can help eachother everyday, both in real life and on internet, even with the smallest act of kindness. Less drama and more fun! :3

have a good day anon, feel free to have a chat about it anytime!

[borreloadsavagedragon]

Chris, Kaito and Shark

omfg I had to do this on my laptop bc mobile tumblr is literally unusable in terms of copy and pasting anything

I tried read more-ing this but it wouldn't let me I'm so sorry if it's giant gdjsaklgjg CHRIS

favorite thing about them: he's hot. jk, not just that, I love that he's loyal, man will go DOWN for the people he cares about, family, friends, he's committed to his bonds, the duel with Mizael when he partners with Michael is so good

least favorite thing about them: as much as I love Chris, not a huge fan of how everything sort of got fixed with one duel, I have the same gripe with Thomas and Ryouga-

favorite line: good question jdsaklg, not sure the way he says "my life points" in the dub is kind of funny-

brOTP: vkai, I call them divorcees without being married because they had so much post divorce energy during the WDC but now they're going to be coworkers and chris also had to just watch kaito go off to the moon to fight a guy who said his dragon was bigger and die so he's taking the keys to the rocket the next time he sees him

OTP: what do you mean Kousei isn't in Zexal canon, yes he is, he's right there genuinely can't think of another pair for him from canon though, there's some dynamics I think could be interesting and have wips for but nothing like romantic

nOTP: romantic vkai.............. see kaito's below for details, it's more to do with him and how I think about kaito-

random headcanon: GEEK. NERD. CLOSET FANBOY. WOULD WEAR GRAPHIC TEES IF HE DIDN'T HAVE AN AESTHETIC. Take this man to see Kozmo films right now!!!!!

unpopular opinion: I don't think I have one outside of the ship preference gjdakl

song i associate with them: none omg, unless I REALLY fixate on a character, I don't usually have songs for them gjdklggd

favorite picture of them: he's very pretty, it's hard to choose one fjdsklg, anytime you can see him wiping hair hair around

KAITO

favorite thing about them: how dare you make me pick one thing when I'm already working on an analysis essay- Kaito's one of those characters to me where you look at them and feel like you've been EXPOSED by this show you're watching so picking one detail is hard I like how accurate he feels to me when it comes to how he's someone who's just so used to being burned by so many people, love how fiercely protective he gets when someone matters to him, love how petty and dramatic he can be too but literally NEVER owning up to it I love that he's straight forward that he's not a good person also, that he sold himself to the devil to do what had to be done and he's tainted, I'm just- He's so god damn good really also lives up to being lonely but absolutely genius

least favorite thing about them: nothing, he's perfect............... but I will beat him up if he continues to hide his physical health from everyone else around him and if he goes to the moon again, it's ok, your dragon is good too

favorite line: this is hard because he has so many good ones because he doesn't know how to talk to people hdskjlaj the only one I can honest to god remember at this very moment is "you're quite the romanticist" because who tf says that to another person

brOTP: Chris and Yuma both come to mind, Chris I've gone over above but Yuma, I love that Kaito's always just in awe of him, just imagining Kaito always picking him up by the scruff constantly

OTP: I have like four ships for Kaito that I rotate out in my brain a lot highkey, the only two I haven't written something for are Galaxymaster and Raven but coming soon, my google docs are INSANE right now I want everything with Mizael to be perfect because MizaKai's just... idk, I love it so god damn much, there is SO MUCH to the two of them, and Shun's just not a muse I'm suuuuper comfortable writing rn but we're trying, I love that Shun actually like... goes back for him, not a lot of people chase Kaito back but Shun immediately ponies up idk, Kaito's pension and insistence for being alone always makes me want to throw new people at him at all times though I LOVE going into depth on Challenge, not even romantically either, their rivalry is so good in that subtle way that they're two steps off from being the same person and it didn't get nearly enough time, shakes fist And the last one is EdoKai omg, Kaito speedrunning his enemies to lovers plot with Edo in Arc V is iconic, took one look at him in the safe house and was like "yeah, we could get married"

nOTP: sweats, vkai in romantic context So... I experience pretty strong RSD, which is rejection sensitivity dysphoria, and their entire friend/mentor breakup backstory sits super wrong with me because of that gdsjagilgdsa I don't want to go too far into details but it hits home Also not huge on Kaito and Vector at all-

random headcanon: I love writing him touch starved......... he's always fully clothed anytime he's near another person, probably from just being ditched or taken away from so many people, so letting someone close physically is a big step.

unpopular opinion: He solos. literally no rival matches him if you were to attempt to scale them in skill, I'm on this hill forever and you can't move me from it <3

song i associate with them: god I have a big playlist just for him gjdasklj, it's hard to pick just one so I gift just two - Hell's Comin' With Me / Poor Man's Poison - "I am the righteous hand of god and I am the devil that you forgot", perfect, glorious - I Don't Want To Be Here Anymore / Rise Against - just... chef's kiss

favorite picture of them: him jumping through the cockpit window of the blimp, it's my mobile banner and sometimes is my Twitter banner lmao

RYOUGA

favorite thing about them: ryouga is another character who just says and does shit with his whole chest and I honestly just love him for that, yes king, keep being stubborn, my cringefail bestie I love that he's just such a little edge lord and a wannabe bad boy but just fails at it gjdkaslj he can fight a whole gang by himself, but he'll do whatever his sister says, he's jumping off cliffs for someone who annoys him, god I love him

least favorite thing about them: ngl, I could complain for hours about how much I hate how him getting his memories of being Nasch was done, but it's also in character because Ryouga is SO UNBELIEVBABLY hot and cold about everything and everyone, love him but I also want to beat him UP

favorite line: god, Ryouga is such a tsundere so all I hear out of his mouth is "it's not like I don't like you or anything", I feel bad I haven't come up with any specific lines for any of them but they're all just dumb boys who can't talk

brOTP: Hellshark and whatever his pair with Durbe is called- Ryouga and Thomas being besties is so weird to me but also like, yeah bickering, kicking each other's asses to hell affectionately, good for them Durbe sweetie I'm so sorry but also you signed up for this

OTP: Sharkbait is up there, Challenge is proooobably my favorite though, like I said above, just love going over what could have been with their entire rivalry, the fact that Ryouga never got his grudge match with Kaito will haunt me forever, even though there's no universe where Ryouga wins jagklds

nOTP: deadass 99% of romantic pairs with Ryouga I'm not too huge on, I wouldn't say any of them are like NOTPs but idk, there's more I don't like or don't really think about than ones I actually do haha

random headcanon: ngl. I've got none I can think of right now gdjasg

unpopular opinion: he's not the rival. guy with a sister he'd do anything to help, former school bully who now practically throws his life away for the protagonist, temporary gang member, temporarily evilness Like his dueling is the first thing his sister saw when she came out of the hospital, just like someone else we know... list goes ON why he's the friend role I also,,, like his name more than his nickname, as you could tell I'm sure

song i associate with them: like what I said for Chris, unless I like FIXATE on a character, I have no songs for them, but I Am My Own Muse by Fall Out Boy comes to mind- Ryouga's playlist is inevitable

favorite picture of them: ANY WHERE HE'S JUST LIKE, FLAYING, he has so many shots of him just being blown over or on the ground, they're SO GOOD

[silvanoir]

people who tear plants together

I know it's not fair of me, I know, I know, because work friend's life has been and is so much worse than mine, but I couldn't help but talk to him after work about my problems because I have no one else to listen who actually CARES. I can tell other people but they don't care. Maybe because we both have anxiety and so can relate even though it manifests differently in each of us, most of the time...

But as I was talking outside the work building I was nervously picking the weeds and tearing them into shreds. This is a bad habit of mine I've had since a kid. After some time.... he starts doing it too (not a thing I've seen him do before).

Oh no, not only have I dumped my problems on him when he has enough problems but I've also given him a new bad habit. At least it's a harmless one.

He also ended up saying things to me that I was going to say to him at some time in my many efforts to try to make his life better. "Cheer up buttercup" and "At least you have me in your corner now" like.... literally I was going to say those exact things other days.

Mannnnnnn.... we are on such the same wavelength, why couldn't we have met sooner in life, not now middle-aged and falling apart. Why didn't I start talking to him (in depth, get to know him) way back when he first started working in my building 10 years ago (ok I had some reasons why, mostly that I thought he was a party guy who would want nothing to do with someone like me, but wish I knew then what I know now).

Or if we had bumped into eachother and started talking in Borders, when we both hung out there unaware of eachothers existence, in the early 2000s

.... no I can't think about that one because of what he said about that.... that thing that's been ping-ponging in my brain since... That thing that's such a moot point because everything after that up to and including the present and immediate future means it could've only been THEN... our bookstore AU, I guess. The one where we meet and help eachother avoid the worst in our lives.

....

to end it on a better note, (AU made me think of this) last week he was wearing a shirt with the company logo. Only it wasn't the company letters. Instead it was OTP. with "Shipping anywhere, anytime" underneath it. And.... he had NO IDEA what that meant. He thought OTP somehow meant security? And shipping was the normal world kind of shipping, shipping boxes. I had to explain it to him, much to my amusement. As I was he asked things like "Is it a literary term?" lol not quite "I'm going to look that up in the library" good luck my dude! The best way I found to describe it to him was "One's favorite fictional couple, one you rooted for them to get together like people root for sports teams". Then I asked him who his OTP was and at first he said "Romeo & Juliet... wait no, that's not fictional that's a true story" my guy... "Mork & Mindy?" you and your re-runs "Bones?" "Bones???" he clarified he meant the main couple from the show Bones, but I never watched that show, "I got it, Thelma & Louise, I like the part when they drove off the cliff" sure sure, whatever floats your boat.