#otp: thank you michael for letting my son love her first

[crazychicke]

francesca bridgerton & michael stirling in when he was wicked

[laualla]

Roswell 1x09 Heat Wave

This is probably one of my favourite episodes, that's why it's so long, so let's get to it:

-Maria is so freaking pretty

-Now I kinda want a donut

-I really like this whole scene

-How did Michael know where she was if they were avoiding each other?

-Very subtle guys

-Liz is horrified

-I wish it was hot again

-Liz is overthinking again lol

-Aaaand, Maria is in the eraser room

-Awkward conversation...

-Liz why are you like this?

-Alex is such a good person

-Liz you are not subtle trying to invite Max

-Liz, please shut up

-Also, those people are literally making out in the library without a care in the world

-Max stop it

-I PREFER MAX AND LIZ INSTEAD OF VALENTI AND DELUCA

-WHY DO THEY FLIRT? UGH

-Alex is a pure soul

-Also he is so clever and has all the right to be mad

-Apparently Michael not only is an alien but also a vampire

-Two types of gossiping

-They are literally peeing, how can they have a normal conversation?

-Liz and Max, stop being the parents of the group

-"Feels so wrong but it feels so good" THIS IS MY OTP SPEAKING, I'M DEAD

-"Shouldn't we like talk or something?" I mean, she is followong Liz's idea alright

-Ugh I love them

-Liz's father must know everything that happens in town

-And we get the backstory... Oh, he had a crush all along... Fucking hell

-Maria's mum (I've just learned she's called Amy lol) could be Maria's sister, and now this is perturbing me

-Thank you Maria for your common sense

-I love the disgust with which she says Jim

-Aw, Liz and Isabel together, I love how they have evolved

-Also they are the first people I see painting their nails in school

-I love Isabel, she is always nice with everyone

-Oh pls Isabel, start talking to Alex, pls

-She has always the same pyjama

-Oh my baby, Alex

-Gosh, she is so pretty

-Alex is literally dreaming about just dancing with Isabel. He is the cutest

-And this is the moment when Isabel fell in love with him

-He is so wholesome

-Isabel has a crush

-She knows exactly what she saw

-I would love to be that confident

-Michael you really believed that you would stay in the eraser room forever?

-He is worried about her, I can't deal with this

-Liz with the slugs is me with my ships

-They just overcomplicate things

-Max why are you like this? Yes, you'll get hurt but I don't care

-The phrase "how are you doing on your mating ritual?" will forever be one of my favourites

-Alex is so innocent

-Again, Isabel is superconfident and I love her for that

-Some times I forget that the actor that plays Alex is Tom Hanks' son and then he just looks exactly like him and I need to stop and process that

-I love Maria's top

-Liz is so alone

-Isabel just opened one of Alex's buttons I love my parents

-"I know you do" Could you not scream that you are an alien?

-There's a couple making out behind them and I find it so amusing

-Alex is my awkward son

-I don't wanna know what those shots are

-I still hate that is Max who has to save her from the other dude

-And that the other APOLOGIZES TO FUCKING MAX BECAUSE HE DIDN'T KNOW SHE WAS TAKEN

-Now they start to be together, finally

-Oh no, I see the drama coming and I don't want it

-Michael before: I don't wanna hurt her

Maria now: It hurts that you avoid me

Michael:

-Michael is being an asshole and he hates it as much as I do

-"You're a really, really good guy, Alex" Thank you Isabel for being the voice of truth

-"I am? I mean I am" Good one, Alex

-Isabel, you just fucked up

-Alex, SHE IS INTERESTED IN YOU

-Fucking hell

-Why are they like this? Why don't they have security?

-Oof I can't with Amy and Jim...

-Valenti, don't... Why are you leaving her alone? I don't like both of you together, but still

-Max and Liz have the worse luck ever

-Fucking Kyle

-Kyle just flopped himself to the ground like "please don't let my father see me"

-Why do you go inside? You were perfectly safe

-And the aliens ran away

-Alex wants to die

-This guy is the stereotype of every drunk person

-The shadow effect over Alex's face symbolizes the division he has inside and this is poetic cinema, well tv show

-Alex this is not jail, you are just at the fucking station, calm down

-Isabel is finally standing up for Alex and this is the kind of thing I was waiting for

-Liz is just an annoying kid

-Isabel didn't try to seduce you, she likes you ffs

-Alex no

-Thank you Liz, thanks

-Liz copying Max is so funny

-If she had just said the whole crashdown shooting thing, it would have been easier

-Liz is so scared

-Alex is amazing

-Liz just said that but yeah

-I love them

-Oh my God, she is so dramatic. One kiss doesn't change the world

-Seeing Max down there gave me a flashback of mariachis, but that is i think in another season lol

-Mmax keeps blaming himself for everything wrong in this world

-"If I don't go now, things are gonna change" Please, both of you dramatic people, kiss already

-Max you are literally narrating your moves, it's weird

-FUCKING FINALLY

[ayekanaru]

SHIPPING INFO.       Answer the following for your muse(s) so people       know how shipping works on your blog. REPOST.       Don’t reblog.

WHAT’S YOUR OTP FOR YOUR MUSE?:

#IDontKnow2k17

I mean...not Yosho and Ayeka, for sure. Ew. *Michael Jordan voice* Stop it. Get Some Help.

if you want romantic otps, I guess it’s Ayeka/Ryoko/Tenchi and even then, as I’ve mentioned before, I don’t go nuts for it. It’s just the ship that makes more sense for me. I don’t go nuts for the more popular Ryoko/Tenchi and yet that also makes much more sense than Ayeka/Tenchi -- I think because I see the latter as working better as friends. Ayeka has had such bad luck with romance, I’m just happy somebody who isn’t her direct family LIKES her XD

For the maybefriendsotp-but-we’re-not-really-sure-category, I like the dynamic between Ayeka and Mihoshi. Partly thanks to the lovely @mihoshi-kuramitsu since it’s through our threads that I was able to think deeply about these two, and how Ayeka thinks about Mihoshi. From the OVA we got a glimpse that maybe Ayeka respected her/her reputation/her title as Galaxy Police officer, until she started living with her XD But at the same time, in lots of domestic things, Ayeka never fails to be next to Mihoshi and I like to think it’s through that that Ayeka begins to understand -- or at the very least, see where Mihoshi’s coming from. 

At the same time, lookit episode 7. Their Episode 7 interaction never fails to make me laugh and also cringe a little now as an adult. Ayeka is MEAN when she’s in extreme rival mode. Mean mean MEAN. Poor Mihoshi!

SASAMI AND AYEKA, BEST SISTERS 4EVAH. Urd, Belldandy and Skuld who?

FOR FRIENDOTPS THOUGH -- this is a recent one comparatively, but I love the idea of Umi from Magic Knight Rayearth and Ayeka hanging out. I feel like they’d get together so well, since they’re both from rich families yet pretty subdued in their personal selves. They have quiet chats, or sometimes are just content to be next to each other in their worlds. Oh! And Ayeka could teach Umi how to sew (Umi hates sewing), while Umi can teach Ayeka how to bake (Umi’s an expert baker!) I HAVE LOTS OF OTHER HEADCANONS, I’D JUST HAVE TO REMEMBER THEM AND ALSO THEY’RE CONTEXT/SITUATION-BASED. (Umi would be the tag team partner with Ayeka while fighting. FRIENDLY BANTER ENSUES ♥)

And for a little blog crossover -- ironicaly enough, I think Skuld and Ayeka would be more acquaintances than friends. Ayeka may treat her like the kid that Skuld doesn’t want to be treated as (seeing her like she sees Sasami), and Skuld may see Ayeka as a classy lady, someone like Belldandy, someone to look up to...until she sees Ayeka and Ryoko XD. deja vu, yo. 

I also think Ayeka and Skuld would not interact a lot? Like. They’d be quiet together, to the point of not wanting to get together. (Or get angry and destroy the universe, both have some tempers!) IDK,  their relationship may mirror how Ayeka feels about Washu? Blah.

(For the record, I see Ayeka and Belldandy getting along swimmingly.)

And then there’s some people from ZOIDS too, but I’ll leave that for later because apparently I can crossover two or five series with ZOIDS. Jeebus I have a problem.

WHAT ARE YOU WILLING TO RP WHEN IT COMES TO SHIPPING?:

Anything so long as it’s not incest*, torture porn, pedophilia and look, just pick up your local doujinshi with Ayeka in it, especially as the submissive, innocent type, and anything in there is off-limits, there you go. (Weeps for humanity.)

*And considering the incest mess Tenchi Muyo! has, this gets complicated. I recognize and know why Ayeka loved her brother as both brother and man, but I also know that Yosho didn’t want her that way thank Tsunami, and their families created their engagement for political reasons. Not good reasons, but it is what it is. I’m not up for any incest of any kind, either way and Tenchi's case is a hullabaloo, hoo-boy, but yeah

HOW LARGE DOES THE AGE GAP HAVE TO BE TO MAKE IT UNCOMFORTABLE?:

If romantic: I’d rest easier if both muses were 18+, but if there’s like…a 40 yr-gap and both are human –unlike say, everyone on Jurai who are millennia old and some random person from Earth– I’mma just close the ‘X’ and back away. (My parents have a 22 yr-old gap, I know what I’m saying.)

Other than that, *shrugs*

ARE YOU SELECTIVE WHEN SHIPPING?:

Based on personal roleplay experience, yep-a-roonie. Also, some of the questions below answer why, besides the fact that I’m choosy as heck. More so with Ayeka, because she doesn’t seem to ‘search’ for love, if you know what I mean. 

HOW FAR DO STEAMY MOMENTS HAVE TO GO BEFORE THEY’RE CONSIDERED NSFW?:

Once it gets into groping territory and some clothes are startin’ to be shuffled. I don’t rp smut on here at all. just because it’s extremely uncomfortable,

WHO ARE OTHER MUSES YOU SHIP YOUR MUSE WITH?: 

Didn’t you ask me this in the first question? Go up there and read again, yo.

…Unless you meant on Tumblr…in which case…

(Most of these are as friends, because i’m a boob. If you’re not on here I JUST FORGOT I SWEAR)

As I said above, I love how Mihoshi and Ayeka have gotten enough development thanks to @mihoshi-kuramitsu. Same goes for @asktenchi -- it’s refreshing to see Tenchi written almost the same way as he is in the Okuda manga, only with more memes sass and “oh god why am I even here why do I do these things????” Tenchi feels real, man. I like that the dynamic between Ayeka and Tenchi gets explored because YEAH they need it.

I love how all the active Ryokos can get something out of Ayeka. The quiet chill and quick liners from @galacticdemon -- the sparse canon and domestic from @spacepirate-ryoko -- and the balls off the wall insanity that is @bringerofdxmons -- they’re all so great and I love that I can have Ayeka reflect on aspects of Ryoko with them <3

I like the banter and general interaction with Nappa! @nappainanotherdimensionI think it’s pretty cool that Ayeka gets to interact with another alien, as it were, who’s not from the Masaki household, and who actually forces her to rethink things. To top it off, his thoughts and (for her, out of the blue) occasional words of support surprise her. Think of it this way: you know what your family thinks about you, so you might not care as much -- but when a friend tells you things, you feel like you exist.

Dandy and Ayeka are best pop-duo 100/10 @pyoniumyankee I gotta get back to our threads, but Ayeka’s learning to keep up with Dandy, let’s just say! 

@invenina never fails to have her muses be fast friends with mine IT’S AN AMAZING ABILITY. Though with Carmilla, Ayeka’s starting to feel more like “the friend that wishes she wasn’t a friend, but would probably still get a froyo* with you.” Ayeka sees Carmilla as a young upstart (haha young geddit) who’s rough but at least is better than Ryoko in the sense that she's not a pathological liar and someone who’s trying. She’s got a young nation-state in Madripoor, Ayeka sorta gets it. 

*I have no idea if froyos are still a thing. I have never tasted one either.

@yunhuntress‘s Fang and Ayeka are so great and full of feels together, that Kat already made a verse for us. It’s such a weird relationship because they’re definitely friends --Ayeka cares for Fang and appreciates her a lot, especially her insights. But there’s also a feeling of...”ARE THEY?????” or is that just me I certainly didn’t mean for it to turn out that way, but who’s complaining, idk mang, you? 

DOES ONE HAVE TO ASK TO SHIP WITH YOU?:

Yes. Because a) I’d like to know and b) I’m an idiot, I don’t know when’s someone’s interested or not.

HOW OFTEN DO YOU LIKE TO SHIP?:

Not a lot, really…I like thinking about ships, if I have them, and theorizing a lot. But never put anything into play, and if I draw them, I either doodle stuff like here or…don’t draw them at all. The latter is what usually happens, haha. I’m poopy at drawing cute stuff too, so.

ARE YOU MULTISHIP?:

NAH, SON. It’s an unpopular stance on Tumblr, more so nowadays, but I’m singleship! I’d say why but again, pretty unpopular, so bleh. (I mean…at some point, if something drastic happens, I might change to multiship, but I have a good reason for my stance.)

ON AYEKA HOWEVER, it’s different because she actually has a canon future polyamorous/polygamous marriage! And it’s one that absolutely makes sense out of most anime I’ve seen, haha. So that’s why here I’m singleship, but multiship if polyamory’s involved. AKA if it’s at the same time in one universe, not an AU or anything like that.

ARE YOU SHIP OBSESSED OR SHIP MORE-OR-LESS?:

Um…neither…it depends..?

WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SHIP IN YOUR CURRENT FANDOM?:

#NumberOneFanofKazukiAmameClub

please. lookit them. She basically decides to teach him Juraian martial arts after calling his butt out for not carrying a gun to protect himself (aren’t you, like, a police officer????) and then they fall in love and listen, just based on this pure image alone, and the Masaki men having a Thing for strong women, that this is where it all started...

Also, I love that Seto had a deep relationship with Mikami, and something happened where they basically just separated and then Seto got married to Utsusumi. Like. We had canon lesbians/bi before the polygamy angle. This explains why Seto talks so much to Mikami! And Seto’s harem, I guess....? Now if only Kajishima showed us instead of his shota crap,it would be better! GIVE US THEIR ADVENTURES, THEY PROBABLY PRANKED EVERYONE ON JURAI.

FINALLY, HOW DOES ONE SHIP WITH YOU? :

I guess just ask? I prefer to write enough with someone where I know that our muses know each other well enough, that I could see it happening!

TAGGED BY.

One Gigamillion Years Ago by @nappainanotherdimension

TAGGING. @mihoshi-kuramitsu @yunhuntress @cantusecho @galacticdemon @spacepirate-ryoko @bringerofdxmons @pyoniumyankee @rosabrida @spiritxgun @sammyadorable @personategod @extravachance @reilapsed @invenina @discguise @devilslcg @asktenchi @way-of-flowers

[jessiemieli]

I was tagged by like eight people to do this 11 questions thing (which made me feel very loved so thank you guys<3) and i put them all in this one post for some reason that i might come to regret later on. you can just skip to your section if you want cause i am sleep-deprived and most of these answers are... just terrible.

rules: answer the questioned given to you by the one who tagged you, write 11 questions of your own, and tag 11 people!

@chlobenet‘s questions

If you could live in any fictional world (book/movie/tv) which would it be and why

Def the mcu cause then I could have superpowers

What was your favourite movie growing up?

Oooohh probably spirit: stallion of the cimarron. I watched that movie like 500 times in a row and my siblings hated me for it

What is your favourite movie now?

I honestly cannot choose one, but few of my top choices are wreck it ralph, breakfast at tiffany’s, and spirit cause i will never stop loving that horse or that soundtrack

Top 5 fanfics? 

ummm this is so hard, but I’d have to say the gloaming by @yourpalmoony, eventide by @emiliachrstine, the dotn series by @fraysquake, ophidian by @chlobenet, and black sheep by @recklessyouthinme

Which of the 7 Ancient Wonders of the World would you most liked to have seen? Why?

Probably the hanging gardens cause it looks like it would have been beautiful and very relaxing

Favourite Greek God/Goddess? 

Maybe artemis

Chris Pratt, Chris Hemsworth, Chris Evans or Chris Pine?

I’m gonna have to go with my fave aussie hemsworth

What is the one song you will always sing along to, no matter what mood you’re in?

I have so many but one of my faves is glitter and gold by barns courtney. I can never resist singing along

What OC Crossovers would you most like to see with your own characters?

I know it’s a copout but I am a crossover slut so I would love to see any and all of them (honestly if you have an idea for one hmu cause i love em)

If you could travel anywhere in the world, where would you go?

Ireland Ireland Ireland Ireland. someone should take me to Ireland.

What is something you have in the past/or still do collect?

Books. My room is mostly just books.

@cherylmblossm‘s questions

When is your birthday? (I’m only asking this because I need more birthdays to add to my list lol)

October 20th

What are your writing goals for this year?

To at least start my original story version of my soul to take

Which of your ocs are your favorite/are you the most proud of?

This is so hard but adeline or caroline

Were you a Disney or Nick kid growing up?

Disney more than nick but I watched both religiously

Favorite Holiday?

christmassss

First fandom you were a part of?

Ehhh vampire diaries???

If you were to sit down and have a meal with any famous person in the world, dead or alive, who would it be?

Audrey Hepburn hands down, no doubt

What is your least favorite household chore?

Doing the dishes. I still dread doing them to this day

Favorite meal of the day?

Lunch cause it’s the only one I actually eat every day

Are you a coffee person or not?

YUSSSSSSS

If you had to eat only one kind of food for the rest of your life, what would you want it to be?

I’m immature so I’d have to say chicken nuggets. The dinosaur shaped ones preferably. (I’m also really really tired so don’t hold me to this)

@bradysuttcn‘s questions

What’s your favorite tv show?

the walking dead... or game of thrones

For which fandom do you enjoy to write the most?

Atm I’d say none

Your favorite otp of all the times?

kim possible and ron stoppable. They still own me even ten years later.

Your favorite animal?

horses

Which fandom do you prefer in term of mentality/attitude?

Walking dead I guess. They don’t have too many problems, at least not that I’ve seen

What’s your passion in life?

Writing I guess

If you could be another person for one day, who would you choose?

Ummm I honestly have no idea

What’s your favorite season?

winter

What do you find most attractive in a person’s personnality?

Empathy probably

Do you enjoy tv reality show?

Not really

Do you believe in astrology?

Depends on what I read lol

@yourpalmoony‘s questions

You’re stranded on a remote island, and have to survive for what could be months. Which three fictional characters would you want there? And why?

diana prince cause she lived on one (and she’s a total badass), rick grimes cause he’s super survival smart and nice to look at, and jack shepard cause he’s a doctor and he nearly survived THE island… and he’s nice to look at. Gotta have those distractions sometimes

What is your go-to happy show?

These days it’s riverdale cause I spend nearly the whole hour laughing. Before that it would be impractical jokers.

What three songs are you obsessed with at the moment?

breezeblocks by alt-j, blood // water by grandson, and I took a pill in Ibiza by mike posner

Pick one of your ocs, now pick a band or artist who’s music and vibes really resonate with that oc

Uhh idk maybe ruelle for caroline cause like five of her songs are on her playlist lol

What is your guilty pleasure fandom?

Riverdale has turned into my top guilty pleasure lately

Say something nice about someone else's writing (I know its not a question but lets spread some love, huh?)

So many to choose from but @emiliachrstine is amazing at weaving her original characters into existing universes and timelines. Not to mention that all of her ocs are very unique and complex. I’ve fallen in love with every character of hers that I’ve gotten to know and I can’t wait to see what (or who??) else she creates!

Which of your edits are you most proud of? Put it in here!

this one cause making those runes look realistic was super hard

Which of your ocs deserve a damn vacation? Name four of them, and pick where they would go and why?

Caroline would go to some remote town in Ireland or Africa or somewhere that doesn’t have wifi to get away from everyone, if she could Adeline would go visit her hometown NOLA cause she misses it like crazy, Mia would just go anywhere there weren’t a shitload of zombies and bring rick and her fam with her, and Juliet would go to france or Italy cause she’s always wanted to see the world and travel

Make an OC now! Face Claim: Michael Cera

Oooh I love these.

Name: Liam O’Neill

Fandom: Jurassic World

Synopsis: Liam thought it would be fun, working at an amusement park housing a bunch of extinct monsters. He thought that after the boatload of stupid mistakes that were made with the first park, there was no way the new park owners would let history repeat itself. Unfortunately for Liam, he was dead wrong and he just happens to be working tech support at the indominus rex exhibit the day it goes on a murder spree and all hell breaks loose. He’s forced to put up with Claire and Owen’s bickering as they try to outrun a 40 foot tall killing machine, but as with all sci-fi thrillers, amongst the chaos and carnage, the nerdy and lovable Liam might just find the woman of his dreams (spoiler alert: he won’t).

Think of your main oc, now make them a POC, who would play them? If you have a main poc then go with secondary! If this doesn’t pertain to you, then write a few sentences on why you love me.

I was so prepared for this question. I’d change Adeline’s fc from Maia Mitchell to the gorgeous Courtney Eaton (if she had more material, this change would actually happen)

@emiliachrstine​‘s questions

Choose an oc from another fandom you would like to crossover with? (it can be yours or someone else’s)

I think caroline and Melissa would get along pretty well tbh. Caroline and Bianca stilinski (@recklessyouthinme) would have a great time too I think

Favorite sentence or passage from a fic you’ve read?

The opening part of the prologue for Take Me Down by @fraysquake literally made my jaw drop (I would copy and paste it here but it’s a little long) Everyone should go read that amazing fic.

Choose one of your ocs, what would be their theme song?

blood // water by grandson for Caroline

If you could have one of your ocs become canon within the established fandom, which oc would that be?

Juliet for stranger things cause she’d add a new characterization to the mix without having to change too much to fit her in

Which oc would you be willing to become for a day?

Adeline cause I’d get to kiss DOB hahahaha (but just for one day cause I don’t think I could take any longer than that)

Guilty pleasure movies? TV shows?

Chicago PD (only cause I’m the only one in my fam who actually likes it) and Riverdale for tv shows and maybe star wars tfa for movies

What is the one thing that helps to get you into the writing mood?

Music. I usually can’t write if I’m not blasting my tunes so loud that I’m causing early hearing loss

The one thing you absolutely can’t live without.

my computer unfortunately. It’s my only escape.

If you could meet any actor, who would it be and why?

this was nearly impossible, but I’d have to go with my love Daisy Ridley. She just seems so sweet and caring

Top 5 fav fics?

I answered this above somewhere but I should add amamnesis by @wild-stdreams

Current TV show/Movie obsession?

It’ll always be an obsession, but the walking dead. Rick Grimes is (one of) the love of my life

@beepbeep-richietozier‘s questions

What is your favorite movie and why?

Uhhh wreck it ralph is one of them cause it makes my heart happy

Which of your ocs would you get along with best in real life?

Probably adeline and juliet or amelia and sawyer cause they have a lot in common

If you could be a character in any fandom what would it be?

So many options, but I’ll have to go with either teen wolf or shadowhunters

What is your favorite musical?

Singing in the rain if that counts??

Which of your ocs would you put in another fandom?

Caroline would go to Sons of Anarchy cause she’d fit right in with the Tellers and their totally legal “motorcycle club”

Who are you favorite ocs from other creators?

nikita grace by @yourpalmoony, stella sharpe by @recklessyouthinme, princess aspen by @chlobenet, melissa hughes by @emiliachrstine, and ariana petrakis by @fraysquake just to name a very minuscule amount

Do you play video games? If so, what is your favorite?

Used to but not really anymore

What helps you write?

music

Is there a story you’ve been holding off from writing? If so, what is it?

I was putting off writing poisoned but then I wrote the first chapter and it kinda tanked so that’s going back on the shelf for a bit. But I’m also putting off Juliet’s story and Kaden’s story

What are some fcs that you would like to use?

courtney eaton for adeline but she just doesn’t have enough material to work with. I used to want to use Alfred Enoch, but then I made my own dreams come true and have put him in my original story mwahahaha (i’m sleep deprived)

What fandom would you like to read stories for but you haven’t yet?

I think I’ve read stories for most fandoms I’m in, but I wish there were more stories for the walking dead tbh cause I’d be all over that

@curious-fools-howl-to-the-moon‘s questions

3 OCs who you haven’t read but are curious about!

This is hard cause when I find an oc I like I usually annoy the shit out of the creator until I know everything there is to know about their oc. BUT there’s always a few that I miss so I’d like to know more about fred ackerman by @susiesamurai, sawyer grimm and her whole fam by @feralcherry and regan mccall by @jones-fp.

A fic you’ve written that you’re most proud of and why?

Only two chapters in, but My Soul to Take cause I love my baby addie to death and from what I’ve been told my characterization of mental illness is believable so whooo (plus I’m working on turning it into an original story)

One of your OCs can become canon, who will it be?

Ahhh I’d die with joy if that could happen with any of my ocs. I’ll go with Caroline this time just cause

What’s something in a fanfiction will automatically make you want to read it?

best friends to lovers trope

Your favorite sentence from your current WIP?

Every time Caroline looked at her hands, all she saw was blood, none of it her own

Have you ever wanted to write for a fandom you’re not a part of? If so, which one?

I don’t think so… or I’m just too tired to remember it

If the OTP from the last fanfic you wrote in couldn’t happen, who would your OC be with?

Caroline doesn’t really have an otp so I’ll go with Adeline’s fic. If Stadeline (adeline x stiles) couldn’t happen then I’d go with raekall (adeline x theo) [which might actually happen… but someone should probably talk me out of it]

Have you ever completed a fanfiction?

Two and they shall not be named cause they were short and terrible, nothing to be proud of

What’s your longest running fanfic?

I think my game of thrones fic Snow Like Ash but I’m too tired to check sorry

3 OCs (yours or someone else’s) that your current favorite OC would be friends with? (and you can mix fandoms/original stories)

Atm Caroline Grey is my favorite oc and I’d think she’d have fun with Melissa Hughes (@emiliachrstine), Bianca Stilinski (@recklessyouthinme), and definitely Aspen Mills (@chlobenet)

What’s the hardest thing to convey with writing? (ie: emotion, expression)

Anything smut related. I avoid it like the plague when I write.

@recklessyouthinme‘s questions

who are your top 5 favorite celebrities?

I’m going with living celebs: daisy ridley, andrew lincoln, sophie turner, chloe bennet, and tom hardy

what songs make you feel at peace?

georgia by vance joy and Comes and Goes by Greg Laswell

if you could see any concert what would it be?

Imagine dragons

what’s something you want to achieve this year?

Finishing my certification so I can get a good job and get some money and get out of this house of horrors

who is your biggest role model?

My mom

what did you want to be when you were growing up? 

A veterinarian I think

do you have a favorite character to write for? if yes who and why?

I like adeline a lot cause I relate to her in some ways and in other ways I have to go out of my comfort zone

what’s your all time favorite movie?

Ahhhh I honestly can’t choose

describe your perfect weather.

Cloudy and drizzling or raining, whichever

what’s the meaning of life?

Idk, if you ever figure it out let me know though. This girl can use some help

where am i?

At home?? lol

I’m not gonna do the 11 questions cause i am pretty sure everyone has been tagged in one and i am too tired to come up with 11 not-terrible questions at the moment. But thx to everyone who did tag me. I feel very loved right now.

[pirateisabela]

5 OTPs and 10 Facts About Me

Thanks so much @gaysparkler for tagging me! 

I’m just trying to get some things done right now so I’m not going to tag anyone, but feel free to do this if you want!

This got a bit long, so I’m going to put a read more here :)

5 OTPs

Dorian x Inquisitor- Dorian is one of my favorite characters in DA, and his romance is one of my favorite ships, too. It’s just so sweet, and his character and dialogue are just so powerful and heart-wrenching.

Alistair x Warden- Alistair was the first person I romanced in Dragon Age. My love for Dragon Age grew from that first play through, and even now, Alistair’s romance and character are just so important to me. I know he and his relationship have flaws—just like any character and romance—but it will always have a special place in my heart.

Arizona Robbins x Callie Torrez- Okay, after the plane crash, their relationship kind of sucked. I know they had their problems, but they were a canon gay couple. On a tv show that even my mom watches. It’s so big. I love both of the characters so much (maybe a certain orthopedic surgeon a little bit more than almost every other character), even if they just weren’t meant to be in the end. At least all of it ended on a civil note, though, after everything.

Amanita Caplan x Nomi Marks- They are great in so many ways. So many ways. They are in a wonderful, healthy relationship, and they care about each other so much. Nomi is a trans woman and Amanita is a black woman, both of which do not get enough representation in the media, especially with the two combined. Just… I love them so much.

Tristan x Yvaine- Stardust is one of my all-time favorite movies. The ending, man. Ugh. I love them.

Honourable mentions- Isabela x Hawke, Leliana x Warden, Liara x Shepard, Garrus x Shepard, Bucky Barnes x Steve Rogers, Jack Harkness x Ianto Jones, Lexie Grey x Mark Sloan, Meredith Grey x Derek Shepard, Meredith Grey x Nathan Riggs (though I haven’t seen the latest season so maybe that’s a no), Meredith Grey x Derek Shepard x Callie Torrez (let me have this), Sam Winchester x Gabriel, Hernando Fuentes x Lito Rodriguez, Kaidan x Shepard, Zevran x Warden, Fenris x Hawke, Anders x Hawke, Iron Bull x Dorian, Josephine x Inquisitor, Cassandra x Inquisitor, Sera x Inquisitor, Michael x Jane (from Jane the Virgin)

10 Facts about me

1. I’m learning Spanish right now. I’m absolutely terrible at it and DuoLingo says I’m only 30% fluent, but I’m slowly learning it. I want to be completely fluent in Spanish and another language besides my native one—probably Portuguese, French, or Russian.

2. I plan on majoring in English with a concentration in Creative Writing. I’m not exactly sure what kind of career I’m going to pursue, but writing several books is in my life plan. So is traveling.

3. I have a half-brother (eleven years older than me), a sister (exactly fifteen months younger than me), a stepsister (six years older than me), and a stepbrother (I’ve only seen him like twice, he’s kind of estranged from my stepdad and idk anything about him other than his name is Kaidan and he was out of high school a few years ago). The half-brother is from my dad’s son from a previous relationship, and he lives in California. My sister and I have the same parents and have lived together our whole lives. My stepsister lived with us for like three years before she said graduated high school.

4. I played sports in elementary school. I (cheerleaded? cheered? cheerled?) for a year, I played basketball for two, and I played softball for six. I sucked at everything, except for cheerleading I guess. We won third place in this weird competition, and I want to say there was some scandal and bribing going on because I vaguely remember my coach telling my team that someone cheated or something and we should have had first or second. I just…stopped going to cheerleading practice my second year because my cousin quit and it was way too hot outside for me to be the only one out of my cousin, my sister, and me to still be in it (my sister dropped out of football, too). My basketball team my first year only had five people (you needed five to have a team), and we usually always at least one of the five people not show up to a game, so we had to borrow people from another team so we could play. We didn’t win a single game. I had a different team my second year, and they were way better. I made my first foul that year, and my coach was so happy. He thought it was a sign that I was actually going to participate, that I would be a valuable member of the team. Angels came down from the heavens and played their little angel trumpets while he cried and said prayers of thanks to whatever gods above there were. That was the best day of his life. (I didn’t make another foul or a single basket after that day. He eventually stopped trying and only put me in the court because everyone had to play at some point.) With softball, after the first year, the team was spilt into two: the kids who had a future in softball, and everyone else. I was on the “everyone else” team. I practically lived in the outfield, even after that. It was really boring tbh and whenever a ball did get near me, I either shyed away from it or I was too busy daydreaming to see it. Also I went to third base once instead of first and still made it to the base before they could tag me out. I thought it was pretty great but my coach still wasn’t happy. My coach for the first five years a.k.a. my uncle stopped coaching after my cousin didn’t want to play anymore, so I had to join a new team. We were called the Skittles. I was a fifth grader playing softball with a bunch of middle schoolers. I ended up with two black eyes that year because I got distracted during the practice before two different games. That was my last year of sports. Oh, and I’m still afraid of things flying towards my face.

5. I have four cats and two dogs. Until recently, I had four dogs, but one of them was like sixteen years old and passed away this year (we got him after his owner, a close friend of my mom and stepdad, died in 2015) and the other, attacked our fifteen year old dog who we’ve had since I was like three. My mom and my sister are very protective of the feeble old man dog, so the one who attacked him was given to one of my stepdad’s friends within hours.

6. I am from the United States. Unfortunately x) Okay, it wouldn’t be so bad if we didn’t have people like the Great Big Orange mucking around or people who,,,don’t know what compassion is. But yeah. I feel like it could be a really good place, but there are just some people who don’t want that to happen (America has never been great, stfu).

7. When I was about eight, I tried cleaning a Cambell’s chicken soup can and cut the side of my thumb. My mom (who’s a nurse) had to superglue it back together. I still have a faint baby scar on my left hand from it. (Also I would like to add that I did it because my grandmother would keep pencils and stuff in this giant soup can at her house. Idk why it worked for her and not me but oh well now I have a weird-ass story I can put on “ten facts about me” so I guess it worked  out for the best)

8. I’m such a procrastinator guys. I was tagged in this like a month ago. I even do it with things that are important to me, like writing. I’m going to psycho-analyze myself for a minute and say that it’s probably because I have a fear of failure and a fear of people not liking me/making fun of me/etc. If I don’t ever finish writing That One Thing then that means I can’t ever post it, and if I don’t ever post it that means it won’t only get three likes and one rebloob and no one will criticize it or say that it sucked. I’m trying to work past it, but it’s not like I have a great amount of self-esteem x)

9. I have an unhealthy obsession with dragons (but I didn’t start playing Dragon Age because of it)

10. When I bought an Xbox 360 my freshman year (in 2014), I was trying to find some games to try, and my friend, Tony, spoke very highly of Dragon Age. I also remembered my cousin (whom I’ve always regarded very highly) talk about it with my sister a year or two earlier, so I decided to buy Dragon Age 2 and Dragon Age Origins, along with a few others. I didn’t actually play Origins for a few months and it took me a few months to finish my first play through, but by the time I finished the game (with a little over 80 hours), I was hooked.

[drakevampire]

For the salty ask thing (I hope its ok that I took several): 3, 6, 11, 13, 20, 23

It’s more than okay, I love questions, thanks for asking!!!! :D 

You didn’t specify the fandom but I’m pretty sure is Supernatural so, let’s start:

3. Have you ever unfollowed someone over a fandom opinion?

No, I respect everyone’s opinion. The only occasion I unfollowed someone was because this person was terribly aggresive and pretty offensive towards people that didn’t share his views.

6.Has fandom ever made you enjoy a pairing you previously hated?

I’ve never hated any pairing but fanfics made me like ships I wasn’t interested before like Sabriel, Midam or Adamandriel. And a former rp partner made me like Gabrifer, I still prefer their relationship as merely brotherly tho.

11. Is there an unpopular character you like that the fandom doesn’t? Why?

Is there any really unpopular character in this fandom? I feel like every character I could recall liking is also liked for the fandom.

13. Unpopular opinion about XXX character?

Well, I saw a lot of people criticizing Mary for ‘not being a good mom’ this season and while I agree that it was a mistake to bring her back when it is clear that the writers don’t know what to do with her, I totally understand her first reaction. 

In my opinion it’s totally normal she couldn’t connect with her sons. If the last thing you remember is having a loving husband, a baby and a toddler and suddenly you wake up in a world where your husband is dead, your sons are in their mid-thirties and doing the only thing you didn’t want for them, you would be shocked too. Also I consider awfully toxic the idea of mothers putting their kids needs before hers, especially in this circunstances. Sam and Dean -especially Dean- wanted her to make up for the lost time and that’s normal but it also was completely normal -and equally valid- that she wanted time for herself instead.

20. What is the purest ship in the fandom?

Michifer!!! I’m not saying this because they’re my OTP but yes they’re my OTP and I have no words to describe how much I love the possibilities their relationship have ♥

23. Unpopular character you love?

This is very similar to 11 but I’m going to say Michael this time becauseI’m still clinging to a hope that one day we’ll see him again. I wouldn’t say he’s unpopular though, maybe just not popular or underrated.

[mantra4ia]

Broadchurch 3x08 Reaction’d *spoilers* [aired 4/17/16]

Non spoilers: 11/10 Millarhs! Yes, yes the show finally went there. All stops shattered. Just send them all the BAFTAs.

Pre-episode thoughts: I am not ready, I will never be ready, why is this happening, what did I do to deserve this? If Law and Order and NCSI can have ridiculous longevity, why can’t I have more Miller & Hardy? [spoilers and some profanity ahead]

The “Pull over” line is perfect. Now I have to remix it with Sherlock and From Dusk till Dawn.

Oh for f---’s sake, don’t split up! Nothing good ever happens when the protagonists split up.

Miller: “do you think [Ed’s telling the truth?” / DC Hartford: “I just don’t know anymore.” / Me: Ladies and gentlemen, we’ve just witnessed an historic full circle. Miller just pulled a Hardy, Hartford just pulled a Miller, and I feel as though the torch has been passed and Ellie needs that DI promotion now!

Changing my bets: money is on swaggery young shit with the laundry now.

Hardy: “I still enjoy those moments when some cocky bastard trashes his own alibi without realizing it.” ME TOO Hardy, me too

Hardy: “I’ll fiddle with that too” I have never laughed so hard! When Hardy/ Tennant delivers those lines with a a straight face, I’m convinced Broadchurch wants to be a comedy instead of a crime drama.

“I have sat across from you in all these interviews, I’ve listened to every word, watched your reactions, I’ve studied your body language and I think there’s still something you are not telling us...and I can’t for the life of me understand why.” I’ll be honest, I heard not a word of that, I was distracted by David’s brilliant facial expressions.

OMG - I knew one of the Broadchurchers was a ‘witness,’ but never for the life of me would I have thought Ed. Nice writing Chibnall, drop hints that make us suspect the what, and then throw a curveball of who and how.

Ed: “I failed her” Me: MAN, is that a blow to the head!

3x01 Miller “ He [Hardy] makes a really strong cuppa tea, must have smoked and killed his taste buds” vs 3x08 Hardy: “It’s times like these  I wish I still smoked” / Miller: “I knew you smoked.” Soft touch, very smooth.

Ellie drinking a disgusting energy drink during a case (which she probably got from Tom) is now canon. Fan life is good!

“Very good Miller, you should do this for a living.” Millarh count, check.

SWAGGERY LITTLE SHIT! God I love wish fulfillment.

Hardy “You have a moral and legal duty to tell us the truth!” (spittle flying everywhere in a distracting fashion) Go on Hardy, stitch him up!

Oh no, what if Clive’s son had Clive’s phone?

SHIT, IT WAS HIS CLIVE’s SON AND SWAGGERY!

Leo: “I’m letting you borrow her” “She does what she’s told” “Not too good, she’s supposed to save that for me” / Me: Oh Ellie, take a hammer to town on this wee boy. Drop kick his a-- into the middle of next week. Please, please, make my year. Hardy can help!

“Do as you’re told” NOOOOOO! You did not just poison that Doctor Who line for me Chibnall. I will destroy you!

Clive: “Say it was me.” OH come on, someone stop punching me with every line! Stop punching me with the theme of parents and children. First Ellie and Tom “You have to be better than your dad,” then Trish and Ian and their daughter, where she is actually better and more mature than Ian. And Hardy and Daisy where he would burn the world for here. And then Clive and Michael, where Clive tries to become a better man and nearly burns down his whole world for his son. THIS IS GOING TO END ME!

I could have 60 more minutes of Ellie across the table from Leo Humphreys in the box just burning him to ash and still want more. It’s Miller’s world and we all just live in it with the sole purpose of giving Olivia Colman her rightful accolades.

“I didn’t ask, is that rude?” Light his world on fire, please.

“I didn’t want to get greedy / I go everywhere equipped.” For as much as I detest the character of Leo Humphries, I have so much respect for that actor Chris Mason. To handle such heavy material takes commitment. But what really drove it home for me was when he talked about grooming Michael. “He seemed lonely, I thought this might help...it’s beautiful.” He made us believe it. He did NOT.Miss.A.Single.Beat.

PS: this seems inconsequential compared to Trish’s storyline, but I love what this episode meant for the Latimer family. All those feelings finally brought to the surface, and yet despite it all, still love. Still that couch, still Beth falling asleep on Mark. It’s a great portrayal of how complex love and family love is.

PPS: “I’m going to start my own youtube channel.” EVERY PRAISE Maggie, I’m subscribing right now.

I KNEW IT. From the first scene with Maggie and Paul together this series, I knew she would get people into that church.

Miller: “We could go to the pub” / Hardy: “Nah.” / Me: Way to NEVER break character, even in the end. Also Me: But I need a hug!

“See you tomorrow” - the most hopeful line in all creation.

“Let us all consider how we may spur one another on (Hebrews 10:24) ...All any of us really want are Love and Good Deeds.”

Post Episode thoughts: Am I disappointed? Yes on a couple of fronts, though that doesn’t lessen my joy with the episode. 

Why hasn’t Ellie gotten a promotion, or at least public recognition for her work yet? The finale would have been perfect for that.

I’m annoyed that we didn’t see Clive’s wife’s reaction to her son being charged, because I would have liked to draw some parallels there. 

I’m annoyed that we got dialogue between Hardy and Daisy, but no dialogue between Tom and Ellie. (again, a missed parallel opportunity, I needed some closure / perspective on all the mother-son angst between them)

I’m gutted that the Hardy hug that I wanted him to share with Miller ended up being shared with Daisy. Albeit, Hardy and Daisy hugging and Daisy saying how proud she is of her dad, that was fitting, right and beautiful. 

I’m annoyed that most of the central characters are scattering to the winds to continue leading rich and wonderful lives that we’ll never get to see. I suppose it’s that way with any show realistically, but it strings because these characters are so alive and I’m so invested. 

I’m wrecked that the last shot of Miller and Hardy were them walking in opposite directions of one another (I wanted the ending scene with both of them on that bench, framed in shot). I felt personally affronted that he didn’t go out to the pub for a drink with Ellie (and/or presumably the team). If anything, if he can’t go out for a drink because he still isn’t fully acclimated to Broadchurch despite giving in and being part of the town and not hating it, then he should have at least pulled out a concealed flask (don’t tell me that’s not in character, it absolutely is) and offered it to Miller. Still, I’m hopeful. I waiver back and forth between BroTP and OTP shipping Miller and Hardy as a non-nuclear family; that said, I’m glad that their relationship, whatever it is or would be, is allowed to develop organically and not in a box with a label and a heavy writer’s hand, and the finale was no different. Even though they go farther and not closer in the same shot, they still from first to last episode, are learning more and more about each other. Hardy is staying, and Miller will ‘see him tomorrow.’ In perspective of many other central characters parting or leaving, that promise is all the more powerful. Though the shot separates them, Hardy and Miller are still standing and still together. That significance is not lost on me. 

At the core of it, I’m heart broken that there’s still so much to know, so many unexplored opportunities that could easily fill another season. I know we needed to do footwork to catch the guilty party, but there aren’t enough hours in the series to properly do that and catch all the character relationships that I want! I don’t need everything wrapped in a neat bow, I want things left to dream about. But I want, on screen and therefore canon, more backstory with Miller and her dad, more Daisy and Chloe together in school now that the Hardy family are official Broadchurchers, Paul giving Tom a last talking to before he leaves town that helps them both, DC Hartford back on the next case with more discernment / Miller-ism. All these normal, non case related snapshots that could have/ would have been, but aren’t. To know that if I want them I have to write them myself makes me weep.

I don’t think I’ll see such a emphatic, compelling ensemble of actors for quite some time, but I’m alright with that. Great actors are abundant, great actors coming together in the right parts, in harmony: that’s a rare, special thing that is a privilege to behold. This is what TV should be. Thank you, past and present, to the entire cast of Broadchurch! It’s been an honor.