#otori raging

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dumping my otori headcanons here bc broccoli is never giving us the lore I want

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[masaroisu26]

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Raging Supermarket

Kira and Eiichi wallpapers from getting all the cards in the gacha

All the stories from these cards give me so much inspiration for headcanons or yume ship prompts. 🥰💙❤️

[mey-rin-is-fabulous]

There's no way Shining and Raging aren't screwing

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Utapri Live Emotion Character and Group Intro

If you or your friends are new to Utapri or not, here are some convenient links to the Live Emotion introductions for you to get familiar with each character and group dynamics before the game releases.

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STARISH ★★★★★★★

Group Colour: Gold/White Group Icon: Star

Character Introductions: Otoya / Masato / Natsuki / Tokiya / Ren / Syo / Cecil

Group Introduction: Starish is an idol group belonging to Shining Agency, and consists of seven members: Ittoki Otoya, Hijirikawa Masato, Shinomiya Natsuki, Ichinose Tokiya, Jinguji Ren, Kurusu Syo, and Aijima Cecil. With their distinct outstanding idol qualities and their performances that dazzle like rainbows, they have attracted the attention of the public.

KIR☆MEKI EMOTION Live MV Preview

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QUARTET NIGHT ◆◆◆◆

Group Colour: Silver/Black Group Icon: Diamond

Character Introductions: Reiji / Ranmaru / Ai / Camus

Group Introduction: Quartet Night is an idol group belonging to Shining Agency, and consists of four members: Kotobuki Reiji, Kurosaki Ranmaru, Mikaze Ai, and Camus. The group was formed by bringing together the individual talents of members who were originally pursuing solo careers in other fields like music, dramas, film, and variety shows.

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HEAVENS ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

Group Colour: Navy Blue Group Icon: Heart / Broken Heart Character Introductions: Eiichi / Kira / Nagi / Eiji / Van / Yamato / Shion

Group Introduction: Heavens is an idol group belonging to Raging Entertainment, and consists of seven members: Otori Eiichi, Sumeragi Kira, Mikado Nagi, Otori Eiji, Kiryuin Van, Hyuuga Yamato, and Amakusa Shion. They're known for their unrivaled performances that are supported their intense presence and strong sense of unity.

GLORIOUS ANGELS Live MV Preview

[shiningliive]

Live Emotion Idol Introduction - Otori Eiji ♬

Voice Actor: Uchida Yuuma Height: 170cm Weight: 56kg Blood Type: Type B Birthday: October 20th Zodiac Sign: Libra Place of Birth: Yamanashi Hobby: Gardening

From the official Twitter: Eiji is affiliated with Raging Entertainment and is a member of HE★VENS. He has a gentle and reserved nature, but posesses high singing ability and remarkable acting skills. These talents have attracted attention from the general public, and combined with his many solo features in music programs and films, he has garnered a strong fanbase.

[i-cant-stop-fandoming-help]

Alright, after some thought, how about some Tsurei angst? They’re my precious rarepair and honestly need more content. ;-;

i remembered i have an old tsurei wip that i'm probably never going to finish and that i've proooobably posted somewhere on here before but here. you didn't win the request wheel spinning but figured there's no harm in posting this one WIP. they're a divorced couple btw. not specifically in this fic but thats just how i see 'em

Rei snorted as Tsurugi spoke, unable to process his words in her drunken state. Teruya was glancing between the two, downing a shot of vodka before patting Rei's back.

He said something to Tsurugi- it sounded like "I think we should pay and leave. Rei's had so much to drink that I think she'll probably have a major hangover."

The ginger knew it was too smart of a thing for an incompetent like himself to say, she was probably just imagining. Nonetheless, she grabbed onto his jacket, her words slurring and her vision swimming. "I am not fucking drunk, innnn…competent."

Tsurugi grunted, putting his card in the checkbook and lifting Rei up. "Yes, you are."

She could only squirm, too tired to do much else. "Not drunk..! Put me dooowwwnnn!"

Tsurugi grunted as he put her in the back seat of his car, allowing Teruya to take the front seat and beginning to drive to her house.

Her daze made her dizzy, her own house wasn't familiar, even with the teddy bear wreath and the fluffy welcome mat.

Tsurugi only then put her down, making sure she unlocked her door and went inside.

His smile was warm, his eyes looked affectionate. "Goodnight, mekaru." He whispered, just barely audible.

He mumbled something more, and Rei couldn't quite figure what it was. She just slurred out a goodnight, and closed her door. The moment she did, her vision went completely dark.

Rei startled awake at the feeling of falling- she was in her bed. She was comfortable and warm and surrounded by brown, fluffy, bears.

It was a memory. Was her dream a memory? How odd. It was… happy. She was happy.

She thought it could last for forever, or at least until she was thirty. Instead, it was taken away in a matter of about a year.

Teruya was dead. His corpse stared at her with empty eyes as she did her best to resuscitate him, joy and sorrow mixed in his eyes as his ribs cracked and his skin slowly, slowly, lost its color.

She felt helpless, hopeless, useless. And most of all, possibly worst of all, was how alone she felt. She lost her another classmate, yet another friend.

Tsurugi stares at her with pitiful eyes, it felt belittling. "It's too late, Mekaru. Otori is dead. Just… give up."

Give up? After everything? She couldn't just give up on a friend, not so quickly. Otori was one of the only surviving members of class 79, alongside Rei and Tsurugi. How could he be so willing to let him die?

Rage consumed her, hate consumed her. Tsurugi was scum, she didn't know why she ever had affection for him.

She grabbed him by his shirt, shaking and sobbing and barely able to breathe. "You!," she snarled, barely able to see his ruby eyes through her blur of tears. "What is wrong with you?!"

Tsurugi remained calm, putting a hand on her back and pulling her into a hug. "I am sorry, Mekaru. It had to happen."

She choked on a sob, hitting his chest weakly before crumpling. "Why, why… why did he have to die?"

He sighed, his legs beginning to shake before he fell backwards into his wheelchair. "We needed to make sure Sannoji's plan would fail."

Her breath was caught in her throat, her hands were clawing at Tsurugi’s shirt. He only whispered that it was okay, that it needed to happen. That he’d rather bury Teruya than bury Rei.

His words were gentle, his eyes were affectionate. Any other moment, she knew she would’ve melted into his care. Not now, not today. He was so willing to let someone die, it was disgusting.

Rei shivered at remembering his care, his… love? No, she didn’t think it was love. She thought it to be spiteful pity.

Even thinking about her affection towards Tsurugi made her gag, made her reach towards her bedside table to grab something, anything. But her usual wine bottle wasn’t there- she had emptied it the night before in one of her many emotional moments. 

She didn’t want to get up, she wanted to stay in bed and wallow in self pity, she wanted to curl into a ball and whimper and whine. Rei was pathetic, she recognized that much, but was it not justified? She had fallen in love with a man who killed the first friend she made in a long time, and even worse- that man was her boss, and he had so much care for her. 

She felt cared for, but hated at the same time. Loved but despised, cherished but loathed, adored but detested. She had fallen for what she perceived to be the devil, and it seemed he worshipped her in the exact same way she did him. Whenever he could, whenever she was sober and unable to comprehend her overwhelming emotions, Tsurugi held her close and put a hand on her face and called her gorgeous, kissed her ginger locks, loved her.

Her head was sore, her throat burned, and her back ached. The alcohol was a faint and sour remnant on the top of her tongue. She let her blankets slip from her legs as she stepped out of bed, her toes touching the floor with a gentleness she forgot she had ever had.

Her phone buzzed, loud against the wooden desk as it silently yelled for her to answer it. It was for work, she needed to come in on her day off. Like usual. She was just the worker, the person who was only good for their knowledge. Everyone thought that of her. She was nothing but a library of smarts, a keeper of wisdom. 

Her fingers trembled as they grazed upon it, and Rei didn’t even know if she had the strength to answer it. As soon as the cold met her ear and cheek, it took all her willpower not to just drop it again. The voice of urgency, the voice of terror and devastation, that all rang from the other end. 

She wasn’t even dressed properly, she hadn’t even put on her glasses properly, but she sprinted out the door with all her might. She didn’t even scream as she tripped, she didn’t feel nauseous anymore, her headache and her fatigue felt diminished. 

Rei was alert. She could feel her heart beating, ba-dump, ba-dump, ba-dump. Her eyes were twitching back and forth, and she could hear the gunshots in the distance. That fool, that absolute buffoon, what did he think he was doing? 

Bing, bang, boom, the shots were louder the more she drove. He was going to get himself killed, had any thoughts even gone through his head?

Rei couldn’t handle any more death, he should’ve known, he should’ve seen. She looked in the mirror and she didn’t even see herself, alcohol had destroyed her and she couldn’t let go. But he looked at her, and he just looked affectionate. Like he still saw Rei, and not some stumbling and stammering incompetent.

She saw the blood, she saw blue hair, she saw as bodies on the other side fell. She got out of her car as quick as she could, running to the sight and not caring if a bullet went through her skull– she needed to get him out.

Rei’s feet slammed into the ground as she ran, but he wasn’t there. That blue hair she saw, she should’ve realized, was too light to be his. It was Iranami’s, so where was Tsurugi? Keisuke just stared at her, his soldiers having knocked every single despair down and out. An iranami by blood, but he was nothing like before, nothing like Satsuki– Keisuke was just like Tsurugi. Cold, uncaring, and a murderer.

The ginger didn’t even say anything, just spun on her heel and ran to her car. Foolish, foolish, foolish. Of course he wouldn’t be with other people. 

“I’m sorry.” she thought she was imagining his voice, up until she saw his reflection in the rearview mirror. His eyes were dark. 

A stinging pain went through her head, causing her vision to fade. And the next thing she knew, she was at home, tucked into her bed with a cup of cold tea by her side. Perhaps she had dreamt everything up, but she hadn’t had tea the night before. How had it gotten there?

Her head was bandaged up, and she felt at the side. The red that danced and spread along her fingertips made her freeze, she hated seeing her own blood, her own weakness. If only she wasn’t human, she wouldn’t have such a disgusting fluid keeping her alive. 

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[I.D.

A text block saying "character who is sun-coded but not in the traditional ray-of-sunshine way. character who is sun-coded in the sense that they burn hot and bright and powerful, that they're a raging fury of fire and passion, and that maybe, just maybe, they are destroying themselves as they do so."

Overlaying are cut outs of Minori Hanasato, Saki Tenma and Emu Otori at 50% opacity, as an indication that they fit the description]

You can't tell me this isn't true.

Emu dedicated her WHOLE BEING to spreading smiles with friends, to the point of repression and almost mental breakdowns.

Minori constantly puts herself lower than she is so she works 30 times harder than she really needs to, to the point where she really just needs a small break from her dream.

And Saki literally has worked so hard, her body collapsed on her before.

[keinsteinhere]

HE★VENS Blog Translation 2023/10/14 "A Useful Item"

It's Otori Eiji from HE★VENS.

The event is starting today. Maybe, there happen to be angels that are near the venue right now. This time the theme is "Raging Supermarket". It has the image of a supermarket that all kinds of things. I think it has a pop and lively feel, so I hope you have a lot of fun.

We also received the goods ahead of time. All of them were wonderful, but I thought I'd show Angel the ones I use every day.

I decided to make it my new pouch for the first aid kit that I always carry with me. The content is still as full as before, but I think it looks much more fresh now.

Actually, it's best when you don't have to use the first aid kit, right? That's why I keep it in the back of my bag. But after changing the pouch to this, I feel like it become easier to find. I haven't used it yet, so I really hope it always stays that way as a charm, but I'm sure it will come in handy when the time comes.

If it's the Angels, what will you put inside this pouch? If you have any good ideas, please tell me. I want to try it too.

[bunnietism]

fuck off preps psd!

an (oversaturated) pink+black+red+purple based coloring psd!

DAY 06 of @cherhonor's event a character that would fist fight god out of rage quitting OR a edit of a character with a opposite aesthetic (emu otori + ebony dark'ness) art of ebony by siggykuu

[despair-to-future-arcs]

Iroha Nijiue!

//Well well, seems we got quite some characters here from the Another series then very well, let's begin;

Iroha Nijiue:

Iroha reunites with one of her siblings who is with the Kisaragi Foundation and ends on a sour note.

Iroha gets married but her husband dies and is alone.

Years after the tragedy when Iroha is discover and arrested by Future Foundation, she is no longer with Syobai and is working as a freeter.

Hibiki Otonokoji:

After Hibiki has calm down, her and Yoruko have a talk and Yoruko decides to help her for the trial of Kanade.

Hibiki starts to bond with Iroha's siblings and even becomes friends with them.

Hibiki fights her sister in a sword fight after Kanade wakes up but ends up corner.

Kanade Otonokoji:

Kanade as escape and causes a black out, she corners Hibiki but gets decked.

She gets the life sentence for her crimes which Hibiki visits her.

Kanade gets call out by Katsuo and then decked in the face.

Sora:

Yoruko and Sora travel around the world and spread Divine Luck after the tragedy.

Sora decides to give Divine luck to Nikei, Emma and Hajime.

As waking up those in Utsuroshima's killing game, they were able to get Sora into Akane's body.

Tsurugi Kinjo:

Tsurugi yells at one of Iroha's siblings for not doing anything and being related to a member of Void.

Tsurugi and Nikei have a very long conversation about the situation which leaves Tsurugi very conflicted about the entire situation.

Tsurugi gets killed by Rei.

Yuki Meada:

Yuki travels with Yoruko and Sora after the tragedy.

After Yuki gets his body back, Shinji adopts Yuki learning that his mom and dad are dead thanks to Akane and Utsuro.

Yuki is a head and is stuck in a jar.

Shobai Hashimoto:

Shobai sneaks on Jabberwock Island as everyone is busy with missions to get the Neo World Program.

Shobai hijack a car and takes off with Iroha.

He helps with the situation on Utsuroshima.

Yoruko Kabuya:

Setsuka and Yoruko have a conversation about Hibiki, which Yoruko realizes her hypocrisy.

Yoruko attempts to shoot Kanade but misses her.

Sora and Yoruko go to a bar to get a drink, turns out Sora doesn't like alcohol.

Rei Mekaru:

Rei gets really drunk but after that starts to see a therapist about everything and plans to go back to the US to become a teacher when Tsurugi returns.

Rei gets into karaoke and starts singing heavy metal in a drunk rage.

Rei visits the graves of her former Classmates and adds one more.

Shinji Kasai:

Shinji meets Kanata a bit more properly before the tragedy.

Shinji invites Yoruko, Sora, Yuri, Setsuka and Hibiki over for dinner which they all discuss plans for the future.

Shinji after the events of Utsuroshima's killing game goes into retirement from the next generation of hope.

Teruya Otori:

Teruya stops an argument between Tsurugi and Rei.

In the Afterlife theater, we get to see him interacting with Haruhiko, Satsuki and Kiyoka.

Teruya is revive along with everyone else.

[textingutapri]

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𝐍𝐨𝐰 𝐥𝐨𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠…

I was so close to getting away with it, saving those kids, getting out of here to see them. Maeda, Kinjo, Mekaru... All of them messed everything up! I didn't want to hurt Inori or Yamaguchi, but I had to kill someone! I had to... and I had to get away with it!

"There's nowhere else to run, right Uehara?" Maeda spoke. His voice felt like acid being thrown at me. Even if his words weren't filled with hatred the way he spoke.... Once having considered him a friend, now an enemy.

What can I even say? I had to recollect myself... Even if I did it to save the children, I still sinned. Having killed two people... Even if one was indirectly, I was still the one to set it up.

"U-Uehara-sama?" Taira looked towards me.

"...Excellent. As Maeda said, no matter how badly it was, this is it. It seems this was my limit..." There wasn't much of a point trying to fight it anymore.

"What?! All of the sudden he came back to normal." Kobashikawa spoke.

"Was that it? He must have been acting like Hanato!" Iranami had caught on... Perhaps it's for the best.

"That means... Did you just admit it? That you are the culprit." Kinjo questioned.

"....... I am the culprit." At least if I admit it, it's a burden lifted off the shoulders of many.

"Well now~ I've been watching everything, It seems it's okay to say that you made a decision at this point? This time, no matter how much I play the role of the judge, I'm really sad because I seem to have been too much of a dead weight. How to get rid of this anger! It's a vote time of anger...! Because this happened, you guys will now have to vote with the witch in front of you! The result of this voting, who will become the blackened?! And will your answer be the correct one or the wrong one--?! Now, What's it gonna be--?!" Monokuma's long monologues.... That'll be one thing I'll never miss. Even I have my limits, and that bear has pushed them quite some time ago.

"Ah yes! As for the result of your vote, your choice was... The correct answer! The identity of the blackened who killed two people, Miss Inori and Yamaguchi-kun was... Kinji Uehara!! ...  Huh what is it? Did someone thought I was gonna say those lines before voting?" Monokuma's 'anger' rose... Although with that robot it acts more like a cartoon too much to be any actual rage.

"U-Uehara-sama..." Taira yet again called out to me with only my name. There wasn't much I could do... It was far too late now either way.

"From the second half of the trial, we've been almost certain of it... I guess..." Kobashikawa spoke.

".......Why..... did you kill them?" Kurokawa spoke, she was right, I at least owed them that much of an explanation.

"...I'm sorry." I couldn't put the words together right away, yet I found that slipping out of my mouth quicker then I could realize.

"You're sorry? There's no excuse. Is that all you have to say after killing someone? Plus killing two of our group, do you know that makes you a serial killer?" Kinjo spoke. I understood he had the right to be upset with me for it all, but it doesn't hurt any less receiving the comments.

"W-weren't you very agitated and arguing back a little while ago Uehara? Why did you suddenly become so quiet?" Otori questioned.

"... I only thought that more talk would delay the inevitable. I... had a reason to live and survive this trial even if I had to do that sin." They were my main focus out of all of this...

"That's right! If we found out that you did the murder.... You...are going to die." Taira spoke.

"He already knew that the moment he was caught." Mekaru rebutted.

"No, that's not the reason I did it." They had the wrong idea after all.

"That's not it...?" Iranami questioned.

".....Your...motive? Was there, something else....?" Kurokawa was puzzled by my words.

"Was it the motive this time? The thing that you desperately wanted in that video... an that you wished for...." Taira spoke, I could tell that she was starting to understand but she seemed to still want clarification.

"You mean you had a wish that you wanted to get by killing two people?" Otori questioned.

"...Wrong, there are a few things that must correct you before that. You are right bout everything, the plan and killings are correct, but... I didn't mean to kill two people from the start."

"What...?" Maeda questioned.

"You may look at this as an excuse, but... Only then That person's death will become colorless, so let me speak. Maeda. The only person I was trying to kill was.... Kanata Inori." She was the only one I was going for...

"You did it in the end. It was too late and also too clumsy to plan serial killings. Your execution had  sense of improvisation. First. According to the rules of the school, serial killing would be more damning than profitable for the culprit." Mekaru as usual, speaking with her facts over anything else.

"So what? Were you trying to kill one person to make your sin lighter?" Kinjo spoke.

"I mentioned this was not an excuse, but you're saying that as it is one. However, I have something to say. I'd appreciate if you listen quietly." It would be easier if they just let-

"Funny you say such a thing. Do you think I'm going to listen to a killer's request?" Kinjo started to raise his voice.

"Kinjo...........I'm sorry..... but try to be quiet." Kurokawa effectively told him to silence in her own away. Kinjo let out a 'tch' noise in response.

"... The reason I did this murder is not very relevant to your motives, As you may have guess, but... I'll talk about that later. Inori was always in the infirmary, so she was very easy to target. This probably happened, during Taira's Uproar, so most of you were in the dormitory side. I took that gap and kidnapped Inori from the infirmary, move to the art room on the third floor and... tried to stab Inori with the plaster weapon. However.... That's when He came an threw me away. The one an only Yamaguchi, who i thought was in the dormitory side with you guys......... That guy was..... a wonderful person. How many people can run without having a single thought about their own lives to intead save others?"

"Then Yamaguchi died because he witnessed it, and you were forced to kill him?!" Kobashikawa questioned.

"Yes. Originally, Inori should have been the one to be cut to death with the plaster weapon in the art room. However because Yamguchi intervened, I changed the plan in a rush." I never wanted to kill them both, but Yamaguchi... he ended up throwing off my plans entirely.

"...Now that I hear this, the front and back are starting to fit better. It was especially strange because of Inori Kanata's white coat wiping the blood in the art room. That couldn't be helped, right? When you killed Kakeru Yamaguchi, Kanata Inori, the person he was holding, has his blood splattered on her." Mekeru talked, it was like she was piecing together a genuine puzzle.

"That's true... Come to think of it. When Uehara aid that he had a head injury, the wound was real. That was not acting, but being pushed by Yamaguchi..." Indeed, Otori was right.. My wound at the time was real.

"So that's the story. Anyways, you're serial killer who killed two people. That remains the same no matter what you say to anyone." Kinjo was not going to be 'swayed' I've known that from the start, but it doesn't make his words hurt any less.

"But why did Uehara-sama attempt to murder... I can't even imagine." Taira spoke.

"...... It's hard to explain... How should I say this...." The way Monokuma made it... It was hard for me to say no in the first place...

"...Wait, before that.... Can I ask something?" Kurokawa weakly spoke up. "....You.... When Taira's commotion happened... You said that you kidnapped Inori.... If..... If Taira didn't have a commotion.... I mean... You wouldn't have known that, it would have been.... difficult to schedule..."

"Why are you asking for that so suddenly Kurokawa? What are you trying to say?" Iranami tried to figure out where Kurokawa was going with her questioning.

"In other words, this is what the woman said. How did you know that Taira's uproar would happen?" Mekaru spoke up in place for the other.

"Oh, They knew?!" Otori was in shock and he looked around the trial room quickly.

"Think about it. If you had decided to kill, you would have a plan and execute it in advance. How could they calculate the timing to kidnapped Kanata Inori without knowing that everyone was gathered in the dormitory because of Taira's bustle? ... Well, I'm not sure what Taira's situation was in the first place." Mekaru spoke.

"...Hoho. So after all it was Kurokawa... You seem to have the power to pick words by it's very own core. It's natural to think like Kurokawa. It would be strange to hear that. The plan looks as if it knew in advance that Taira would go and make a ruckus.... The answer to this is simple. It's because I knew in advance."

"Huh...? H-how?" Maeda spoke, questioning me further.

"Are you a psychotherapist? You knew Taira's mental state andd preicted the future...?" Iranami questioned.

".........I don't think he's talking about that." Kinjo chimed in. "........Speak, I'll listen to this."

".... It's not that big of a mystery. Someone just informed me. 'Taira's going to make a fuss soon, there'll be an empty frame for you'." It was the truth, but I can understand how odd it sounds.

"...?! Not anyone can tell you that..." Kinjo rebutted.

"... You, don't tell me..." Mekaru spoke.

"There's one more thing I have to apologize for doing to you guys. In particular you, Maed. I should apologize more than the others."

"Eh...?" Maeda questioned.

"I......Am......!" I tried to speak but got cut off by Monokuma.

"Yeah~! It was a very obvious story that The leader from the darkness gave Kinji Uehara intimidation an threats from the shadows and led him that chance to kill a couple of times!"

"W-what?! What did you just say?!" Kobashikawa was seemingly just as shocked as Otori had been earlier.

"This is blimey! Why re you suddenly interrupting!" Otori shouted at Monokuma.

"Huh?? Did you not hear me correctly? Then can I say it one more time? Yeah~! It was a very obvious story that The leader from the darkness gave Kinji Uehara intimidation and threats from the shadows and led him that chance to kill a couple of times!" Monokuma shouted it again but louder then before.

"U-Uehara-sama...." No matter how many times Taira says my name, it'll never change the fate and actions I've done.

".........The traitor....?" Kurokawa asked.

I couldn't say anything at this point, was there much to even say? I was still waiting for Monokuma to tell me the truth... the kids...

"Anyways, that's the end of the story, so we're done chatting!! If you guys continue on and on like this you will be dragging again while doing reminiscence scenes or whatever!" Monokuma let out a chuckle.

"Wait, you're the traitor, but you got blackmailed? What are you talking about?" Mekaru questioned.

"...Even if I'm the traitor, I don't know much. I don't know who the mastermind is, and why the mastermind is doing this to us. However... When we first came here, Monokuma approached me and awoke me before you guys... They were holding our church's children hostage, They said they'll give me information and will release them if I do what I am told to do." I just wanted... the kids to all be safe.

"W-W-What in the heavens?!" Otori shouted out, they were really willing to even drag children into this.

"W-wait a minute! Cathedral children?! Calm down speak slowly!" Kobashikawa asked, but he was just as concerned as everyone else by now.

"...The cathedral where I belong to, or the rather there's a facility that takes care of children who have nowhere to go... That is entirely in the hands of Monokuma. So I was threatened under that pretext." Looking back... My questions were not worth anyone dying, but I wanted the kids out of anyone to be safe. They all had bright future ahead of them.

"You... Did you really fall for that kind of crap? That was all a bluff from that bear!" Kinjo tried to berate the idea....

"That was not a bluff!! He showed me the video, and I was shown having a conversation with the children MYSELF!!" I know I heard them! Why don't they believe me?!

"....What did they.... ask...?" Kurokawa questioned. "What were you instructed to do...?"

"...Basically, I had a surveillance camera, so I was filming everything that was happening in every blind spot and send it to the mastermind....... More importantly, if killing were happening between students enter in a stalemate, I would commit the murder myself...... If I don't comply with this...... They said he would murder the children instantly.... I didn't have a choice....."

"So... Did you commit the murder because there was a deadlock after Ayame Hanato?" Mekaru questioned.

"T-that was the Motive?! So this time, our motive, it was useless to anyone?" Iranami spoke.

"If you look at it that way, you may not be able to see anything. But Monokuma in that time, he said is the time, so you are instructed to move, was the time when the announcement of the motive came. In the completely soundproof private room... Showed me the children. If you kill this time, your children will be free, and if you don't get caught, you can get out from this school..." It was the only way... Even if I don't get out of here, I want them to be safe and free....

"A fully soundproof room... No wonder, this motive was purely to deliver the orders to Kinji Uehara." Mekaru spoke.

"Y-you are so...! Using the lives of children to threaten Uehara-sama...!!!" Taira shouted at Monokuma, obviously fed up with everything as tears rolled down her cheeks.

"Was that unfair? Then I'll make it easy for you! Puhuhuhu.... This is not a blackmail. I just gave you a choice if Uehara-kun didn't want to kill, he could have refused."

"Don't mess with me!! You said moments ago that there were threats?!?!" Kobashikawa rebutted.

"Hey, y'know that was... It's a narrative thing! Don't think too deeply!" Monokuma spoke but it sounded more like riddles then anything real.

"The last time was so rotten, because I couldn't let those children die. You guys.... I really have no face to show you." I knew it was selfish of me to kill to leave as everyone else would've died.... yet, I still longed to make sure the children were alright. Some way or another...

"Of course I understand to some extent that this was forced upon you, but would you still have to get your hands bloody? Was it that necessary to kill? Do you think those kids want you to be a bloody murderer?!" Kinjo shouted at me... but of course I don't want them to see me that way....

"...Just like kids don't want me to be a killer, I don't want kids to lose their lives. There was only one way. It's enough with just me to fall into hell." I was more then willing to go to hell with the sins I have committed, trading my life for theirs... It was good enough in my eyes.

"You don't want kids to lose their lives? Then, are you saying when you kill someone you don't know like Inori and Yamaguchi, they will lose their lives as well? Inori and Yamaguchi also have friends, family, and you say there’s some people you don't want them to die? You don't even know the details, and you were worried about the children, right?" Kinjo had begun going on one of his tirades, but there wasn't much he nor I could do at this stage right?

"Strange, Kinjo. My logic shouldn't be any different from yours, but you're getting heated aren't you?" I thought we shared similar ideologies... trading three lives for dozens others...

"... The logic of a killer is the same as mine? ... What are you talking about?" Kinjo questioned.

"Discard prime numbers for the majority. Isn't that what you said? I scarified the lives of 15 people and took the precedence over the lives of 100 cathedral children." Was that not the same thing? It ended up leaving Kinjo speechless either way. "Of course, that doesn't mean I'm allowed to commit murder. But Kinjo, you put Mekaru, Tomori and me in danger the one who went saying the exact same thing? Wouldn't it be necessary to reconsider your stance at least once?" Everyone looked at me in silence. "...And I know too well, That I am an ugly being. It won't be enough to go to the Lord's side,  but it's enough to suffer, go to hell and die... But it's fine. Although I will not be able to meet those kids because I won't be able to live, I was able to save their lives with my sacrifice... Monokuma! You kept your promise?!" I had to shout to get the bears attention, he'd long since tuned me out by now if I hadn't.

"Puhuhuhuh, of course! Even though Uehara's crime was revealed and in the verge of being executed, he still murdered as I ordered him to. Since the moment you killed Yamaguchi-kun, the children have already been released!"

"The children... they are safe, right?" I wanted to make sure, just before I die...

"Oh? Are you curious? So, do you want to see the proof then? Video please!"

The kids.... They... What...?

"....H-hey? Did you play the wrong video?" Otori asked.

".....Those clothes.... Kana. T.... That's.... Haruki......." I knew exactly who they belonged to... None of them were safe... There was so much chaos... So many brutal sights... None of which, a child should have to deal with... "....That hat.... was from... Mitsuki..."

"U-Uehrara...?!" Maeda called out, but everything felt like it was spinning too much...

"...Mo....nokuma.... How .... did this... happen?... You.... you....promised..." I couldn't take my eyes off the screen, looking in horror even after the film had ended.

"Huh? Promised? Didn't I keep it? I definitely promised to release the kids. Have I ever told you I would "let them be"? Phuhuhuh..."

As Monokuma cackled, I couldn't bring the strength to move... To do anything... I killed two people... I'm going to hell and in the long run, I wasn't able to save anyone..........

"U-uehara! Wake up!" Maeda called out to me but I couldn't hear him.

"Scumbag...!!" Kobashikawa shouted out at Monokuma's direction.

".....Y-you.... this is inhuman.... How.... could you do this..." Taira's voice ended up cracking as she tried to push away the tears from her eyes.

"Because I am not human, but a bear!! And Uehara-kun, don't be so sad! It's been awhile since they've been dead anyway, soon you'll meet them!" Monokuma was excited, not that I could do anything. My feet were still keeping me in place, standing there shocked...

"M-meet them...?" Otori spoke.

"Yes!! Shouldn't we start soon? E-X-E-C-U-T-I-O-N-T-I-M-E~!!!! I'll make you follow your kids, so be patient!" Monokuma let out another laugh only to be cut off by a shouting Taira.

"W-Wait a minute!! This is... this is too much!!

"I'm sorry, but I don't have much time either! I've got a busy schedule here! Now then let's get started! I've prepared a very special punishment... For Kinji Uehara, the Ultimate Priest! Then let's go with lots of energy~!!! IT'S PUNISHMENT TIME!!!!!"

Before I realized what was going on, I was being dragged out of the trial room. Everything was dark at first before I felt a heavy weight dropped next to me. It hit the ground with a harsh thud. I looked over to me, but I knew exactly what it was before the lights even turned on. A bright flash from above shined off the surface of the cross that was laying there. I understood very well what I had to do, I moved myself in a way where I could just barely get it lifted off the ground, at least this way I can make small movements with it. Even if it's heavy, I can slowly make it there. I carried it for as long as I could before I felt my shoulder give out. Suddenly a building popped out of nowhere, a church... I was dragged in along with the cross as tons of Monokuma's began lining up to 'pray'. Even I knew where this was going. A Monokuma pushed my hand up to the cross and jammed a nail into it, pinning me to the cross. The pain in my hand was unbearable for a moment, I felt my hand spazz out trying to regain control of my muscle. I couldn't let the pain show... The kids suffered much worse then I am now. My other hand got the same treatment, I couldn't help but flinch as that hand spazzed out as well. A crown of thorns were lowered onto my head and it made sure to squeeze tightly, I felt the blood start to drip down my face from the thorns but I could barely react... I deserved this pain after all. There was a clicking noise from a button in the distance, and the cross had began to shake but then it went dark. Everything had shut down and the cross fell straight backwards. I felt something snap... My head wasn't in it's right position anymore but the Monokuma's all deactivated. I have to sit here and bleed out like a withering rose...

[deciessomnia]

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