#or what they strugle with

[weirdbees]

One thing I want to add for the writers out there is that, because I'm blind on the same side as my dominant hand, it changes the way that I shoot a gun/bow and arrow. Even though I'm right handed, if I shoot something like a shotgun or bow, then I need to use a left handed grip/position in order to aim, which made things a bit awkward and unnatural for me to learn. Even though I have never shot right handed with these types of weapons, I will still sometimes automatically pick it up in a right handed grip and have to realize my mistake when I go to aim.

I do, however, shoot right handed with handguns specifically, because I have the freedom to align it with my left eye!

Also, in case you were thinking it: no, I've been blind since birth, I did not shoot my eye out lol. And I'm also a great shot in spite of my depth perception. I'm always closing one eye!

writing advice for characters with a missing eye: dear God does losing an eyes function fuck up your neck. Ever since mine crapped out I've been slowly and unconsciously shifting towards holding my head at an angle to put the good eye closer to the center. and human necks. are not meant to accommodate that sorta thing.

[nocek]

dads' day out ;)

wip is here but final comic version will be a bit different because "plot" reasons ;) (if you even can call my comics a story XD)

[queengeni]

I can't view what Lance would wear I mean he's feminine but not that feminine and also gives frat boy vibes ???

[potatochip-oc-dump]

Cringetober Day 10 - Fursona

[evilrat-sabre]

"Sabre how is that mental health stuff going?"

Me: Zloy anatomy study.

[darabeatha]

-is a pharaoh-

-insists that she can sleep on the 'royal' couch-

[daftpatience]

My current favourite character is Daniel Jackson from SG1, and I love fountain pens, so a recommendation would be very appreciated please!

i dont know this guy very well but i think he should have this pen!

[celestialgloaming]

I kinda hate tumblr takes on f1nnster regardless of how they feel about him because they're all clearly by people that have never watched anything but the funny tumblr clips and only get an idea of what he does second hand. Like people who act like he's obviously actually a transfem egg, or people that act like he entirely genuinely represents the average GNC man, people either ignoring that on some level he does benefit and profit from transmysoginy, or acting like he's like... extremely transmisogynistic to some point of absurdity past reality, acting more intentionally than he seems to be to me.

Like idk. The guy talks about gender in a pretty understanding an nuanced way, more than most cis people, clearly has over his time doing this came to find the whole societal construct of it a little silly. He kinda clearly mostly enjoys being a man, and he's very adamant about that being his actual identity, but it's also like him "hating" being "forced" to do all this fem stuff is like, a bit right? Like someone that hates this doesn't have strong opinions about what fem clothing looks good and bad on themselves. I'm sure dressing goth would be super profitable to stream but he's said it just isn't for him. Also from everything I've seen... I don't think the vast majority of his fanbase are like the chasery trans fetish people the people here think they are. I think the majority of his fanbase are younger queer people, including plenty of transfems. That's not to say he's not largely profiting from chaser trans fetish sorts, but I think more than anything it's a few large donors, at least prior to him starting his OF account. IDK, as someone who's been an on and off fan with complicated feelings about what he's doing, it's a little funny but a little annoying seeing all the takes in the world where no one here really watches him.

[the-storm-and-its-calm]

same, there is something i'd like to note, the asuming of the host being the one that looks like the body etc, is something we kinda strugle with, no one irl knows we're a system, but internally its this thing that keeps waying (how is that spelt?) us down, the fact we're seen and physically are um how was i writing this? seen a surtent way, and because, for whatever unknown amount of time we've been plural we we're pushed into a box of one person, there's...not a host, but the face of who we're supposed to be that has to be always there. at least she thinks so, alot of the time, sorry for the rant of nothing i just saw that one pannel and combusted, uhhhh what im trying to say? i dont really know, but something about how we dont really havea host, and then we tried to conveince ourselves we did but then it was the other way around...and now, okay this is a mess, im gonna stop now.

the term "host". a short comic about being a system who, well, doesn't exactly have one.

i really hope this post comes across right and not in a bashful or hateful light because that is !! not intended whatsoever!!

this is just a bit about the way some of our personal and inner struggles affect us, much like many of our posts, and is again just posted in case it may make anyone who relates feel seen (especially if it's an "obscure issue". i think we've only ever met one other system who doesn't have a host of some kind, and even then it was just because theirs went dormant and nobody took their place.)

we've never really had a host, or even actual co-hosts, from what we can remember. even in our earliest memories which we've looked back on from a system lens, there was (at least) two of us with no clear "main" one. that extended all throughout our teenage years up until now. it was always at least two who had no awareness of the other, but they were both here just as much as the other, "taking turns" fronting. weird stuff to try to make sense of.

we've tried to slap the host/co-host label on a few alters over time, but it never sticks and they always end up fronting just as much as anyone else or having their own other roles they front for. so i think we'll just stop trying to force it lol

[sick-as-a-dog]

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[yourstoryis]

[voxtekfanclub]

tbh personally we've started becoming more chill with whats a "true" headmate or not. tldr if they want to call themselves that they can. if they can forget everything and go back to their world/universe/life and only interact through "roleplay" they can. if they wanna be considered a "personality" of another headmate they can.

we have people that shift, fuse, unfuse, duplicate, etc. we have echoes and thoughts that personify, we have people that turn into thoughts.

you dont need to think about it that hard. you dont need to think about it at all. if it feels right to be called/call someone/something a headmate, do so. if not, dont.

we are currently thinking/debating if we have a factive that ended up forming from similar daydreams. and yknow what. im pretty sure they went like "nope. I'll stay into a daydream. this duplication plurality thing is too much to handle/think about. im just gonna be here and have fun with you as a fake scenario/daydream." and we more or less all agreed to that.

the lines between what a "real person" is and isnt are blurry, and hell, I'd argue, non existent.

do whatever makes you comfy. fuck everything that makes you uncomfy.

hi sophie, at the moment im thinking about my system and i know i have a neuronarrator who often makes up characters for us to interact with in his narration/our daydreams.

is it possible for some of these characters to have become full parts? i really have no way of like. finding out because most of my parts go dormant if they think too hard about who they are, especially if they dont really have a “role” (which i think is due to our gatekeeper)

anyways yeah, i dont know anything about tulpamancy or created headmates. i would feel bad if i had a whole chunk of headmates that were created by our narrator and then forced into dormancy by our gatekeeper :,)

Possible, but probably not.

Everyone has their own goalposts for awareness and autonomy. For us at least, the goalposts involved not just autonomy, but self-awareness. Abby and Almond weren't headmates until they were aware of the world outside of the daydreams.

I wouldn't worry about this too much. If you start thinking every character you create in your daydreams is a headmate, it's not too far until you start thinking about all those dream characters made and dissolved in your head every night that seem to possess rudimentary self-consciousness.

This is why we have pretty hard rules for what we accept as a full headmate here. We expect them to be autonomous, to be self-conscious, to exists for a period of days, to retain memories and sense of self across those days, and to possess meta-awareness knowing who we are and about our lives outside of whatever dreams or daydreams they occupy.

Besides that, dormancy is just like a long sleep. If a headmate is dormant, they aren't in generally pain. They aren't suffering. They just aren't there. So even if this was happening, I don't think you should feel bad about it.

[prest0allay]

Ccwau Eeeeffoo :>

I didn't know what to do with Etho for a long time, but him being this mysterious almost god like entity that strugles in todays world felt like a vibe. Kitsune can be both good and evil creatures, natural tricksters of the man kind.

For hundreds of years Etho was the best among his kind almost worshipped, but, well...

The world changes quickly. The rumors of his lacking started spreading clashing with his worshippers (fans). To "prove" himself he traveled across the world to achieve godhood (his 9th tail).

Thats how came across Bdubs, wanting to take his core but he embarrassingly lost. He started following Bdubs determined to eat his core (his pride was hurt), however he came to realize that something more interesting is happening within the Wilderness.

[doumadono]

EMERGENCY REQUEST

Hii, i was wondering if you could write platonic Aizawa emergency request in which hr has a daughter ho has veen strugling with self harm and su1cidal thoughts, please.

I had been really low latly and i relapes after 7 months of not self harming.

Thanks love 🩷

A/N: I'm so sorry to hear that you've been struggling lately, Nonnie. Remember, setbacks are a part of recovery, and it's okay to ask for help when you need it. You've made progress before, and you can do it again. Sending you love and support ♥

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Aizawa is incredibly protective and caring towards you, his precious daughter.

He always makes time for you, even with his busy schedule as a pro hero and teacher at U.A.

Aizawa is observant, noticing even the slightest changes in your behavior.

One day, he accidentally walks in on you wrapping your wrists in bandages after harming yourself, and he's filled with terror.

Despite his fear, he immediately approaches you, sitting down beside you on the bed. "What's going on?" he asks straightforwardly, his voice laced with concern. "Why are you doing this to yourself, sweetheart"

You look up at him, your Y/E/C eyes filled with pain and uncertainty. "I... I just can't handle it anymore," you admit, your voice barely above a whisper. You explain that the pressure of hero studies and internships has been weighing heavily on you, and you don't know know how to cope anymore. "One day, I accidentally hurt my hand... and... it felt so good... like all my stress was relieved," you begin, tears streaming down your flushed face. "So I started doing this... from time to time... and... I couldn't stop... I was punishing myself for not being perfect, daddy," you say, your sobs becoming uncontrollable.

Aizawa listens attentively, his heart breaking at the thought of his daughter struggling alone. Without hesitation, he offers his unwavering support, reassuring you that you're not alone in this, his strong arms wrapping tightly around your trembling form as he offers you the tightest hug he can.

You hug him back tightly, whimpering, "I'm sorry, daddy, I'm so sorry!"

As you're held in his arms, you don't notice the tears streaming down Shota's face as he comforts you. He soothes you with gentle words and his presence, rocking you back and forth in his arms. "You're perfect just the way you are," he assures, clearing his throat to hide the hoarseness in his tone from the tears he shed for you. "We're in this together. You're not alone. We're a team. Always remember that you can come to me with all your problems, even the ones that seem small or irrelevant. Your problems are mine too. I'm your dad, and I'll do whatever I can to help you. Always."

You nod, listening to your dad's words. "I didn't want to bother you with..."

He interrupts you, shushing you, gently cupping your wet cheeks in his hands and making you meet his gaze. "You are never a bother. Never. You're my entire world, babygirl."

Aizawa makes sure to prioritize your well-being, adjusting his schedule to spend more time with you and offering words of encouragement whenever you need them.

He often says sweet little things like "I love you, sweetheart" or "you mean the world to me." He also praises your efforts, saying things like "you did very well on this test. I know you worked hard for a good grade, but even if it's not what you expected, remember that grades don't define your skills, knowledge, or spirit."

Through your journey, Aizawa learns to open up more to you, strengthening your bond and creating a safe space for you to express all of your feelings.

Even though Aizawa is hesitant at first, after realizing the seriousness of the situation, he doesn't hesitate to ask his friends for help.

And of course, they respond.

Hizashi visits Aizawa's apartment every day, bringing groceries and always having a little sweet snack for you that he knows you enjoy.

Despite the challenges you both face, Aizawa remains by your side, ready to support you through every step of your recovery journey.

[rubikor]

THE SCREAM I SCRUMPT WHEN I SAW UR HJABI LAYLA!!!!!!!!!! i looove ur art and the diversity u put into genshin <3333 doing god's work fr 💪💪

thankyou!! for those who didn’t see her

i’m so happy she turned out so well! i was strugling a bit to figure out what to do with her bangs

but i’m happy people like her 💖

[thebestsetter]

Thinking about Inumaki Toge being insecure about his speech (or the lack of thereof).

I feel like if he could trade a year of his life for sixty seconds without his cursed speech, he would. Without second thought. And specially because of you.

He's had a crush on you for a while (ever since your first encounter), but he'd never admit it. Not because he's scared of rejection, but because he's scared you'll reciprocate his feelings. Because he thinks you deserve better. Actually, scratch that: he knows you deserve better. You deserve someone so much better than him.

"And then you won't believe what he said! He said: 'I can't date you, cause I'm actually your brother!'"

"No way! That's the plot of the movie? How shitty!"

You deserve someone like Yuta. Someone who can make you laugh with their own words, someone who you don't need to strugle to understand what they're saying. Right now, you and Okkotsu are talking about some bad movie he watched. And you're laughing so hard and your laugh is so pretty it makes him wanna laugh too. He wants to engage on the conversation. He wants to say: "That's one of the worst plots I've ever seen! I can take you to the movies to see a real good movie if you'd like to"

But he can't. He can't, but Yuta can. He should let you go so you can be with someone who deserves you. He has no right to be this selfish, making you a slave of a love without any words of affection.

It feels like everytime he looks at you, there's a nagging voice in the back of his head, painfully reminding him that he can't be with you, and there's nothing he can do about it. It's an impossible love.

Hell, even Panda is making him feel envious and jealous. Even though he's literally a panda, at least he can talk to you. Sing your favorites songs with you. And he can't. At least not without cursing someone (and, God forbid, maybe even you. You're the last person he wants to harm)

He wanted you to confide in him just like how you confide in Maki. You always tell her everything. He wishes he, too, could be a source of relief. A shoulder you can rely on. But he can't. He can't, cause the best he could say in that situation is "Salmon", "Caviar" and other stupid onigiri ingredients that have nothing to do with the actual topic of the conversation. Honestly, he would be tired of himself if he was his friend. You don't have the obligation to understand his dialogue. Nobody does.

So, he comes to the conclusion that he should just avoid you. He should give up on loving you, because he doesn't want you to suffer.

"Toge, please! We haven't talked in days! Why did you suddenly stop talking to me?"

He stays silent. That's the only thing he can do, after all. He can't speak. He can't. But he wishes he could. He wishes he could tell you everything that's going through his head, tell you about how he feels like dying when he sees you playing a game with Itadori and Nobara because he knows he'll never be capable of doing that with you normally. If he speaks now, everything that'll come out of his mouth are foods. Speaking now would only remind him about the drift that exists between you both (and there's two options to avoid anyone's fall: you either close the gap or you widen it. He chose the latter)

"..."

"Inumaki, talk to me" (how sad. You want him to do exactly the only thing he can't do. That just makes him remember that he'll never be enough for you. Never)

Also, wow. You're using his last name. He got in a really bad situation, huh? How will he get out of this? How will he stop your (and also his) suffering?

There's only one way. And even though he swore that he'd never use his spell against you, he finds himself lowering his scarf with trembling hands.

"Leave. And don't look back."

~A/N: This is the fic I wrote that I mentioned on my last post!! I know a lot of people have writen abt this b4, so this is inspired by other stories I've read (if you've written something like this and want me to credit you, feel free to send me an ask!!). IT JUST FITS INUMAKI CHARACTER SO MUCHHH!! Like, I can totally imagine him being insecure about not being able to speak. I just thought I should give it a try cause I CAN'T FIND INUMAKI STUFF, so I took matters into my own hands. I don't realy like this, but I thought it would be a waste to not post it anyway

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