#or what they strugle with

[weirdbees]

One thing I want to add for the writers out there is that, because I'm blind on the same side as my dominant hand, it changes the way that I shoot a gun/bow and arrow. Even though I'm right handed, if I shoot something like a shotgun or bow, then I need to use a left handed grip/position in order to aim, which made things a bit awkward and unnatural for me to learn. Even though I have never shot right handed with these types of weapons, I will still sometimes automatically pick it up in a right handed grip and have to realize my mistake when I go to aim.

I do, however, shoot right handed with handguns specifically, because I have the freedom to align it with my left eye!

Also, in case you were thinking it: no, I've been blind since birth, I did not shoot my eye out lol. And I'm also a great shot in spite of my depth perception. I'm always closing one eye!

writing advice for characters with a missing eye: dear God does losing an eyes function fuck up your neck. Ever since mine crapped out I've been slowly and unconsciously shifting towards holding my head at an angle to put the good eye closer to the center. and human necks. are not meant to accommodate that sorta thing.

[nocek]

dads' day out ;)

wip is here but final comic version will be a bit different because "plot" reasons ;) (if you even can call my comics a story XD)

[potatochip-oc-dump]

Cringetober Day 10 - Fursona

[muxas-world]

Why gringos want yo explain to latinos born and raise in latinomerica what it means and feel to be latino sierren el culorroto que se cargan

[triglycercule]

when i'm eating dinner at the table peacefully and some bitchass keeps talking TALKING TALKING LIKE OH MY GOD SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!!! is this what horror feels when killer keeps rambling at the dinner table without shutting the fuck up please sew your lips shut unanesthetized

[evilrat-sabre]

"Sabre how is that mental health stuff going?"

Me: Zloy anatomy study.

[darabeatha]

-is a pharaoh-

-insists that she can sleep on the 'royal' couch-

[daftpatience]

My current favourite character is Daniel Jackson from SG1, and I love fountain pens, so a recommendation would be very appreciated please!

i dont know this guy very well but i think he should have this pen!

[nothingbizzare]

height head cannons for the jojo’s?

i love your tall jolyne and short giorno, but I am wondering what exactly their heights are. Them as well as anyone else you’ve thought about.

I am happy u like the way I draw them !!!

I like to think Gio is like 173-175 cm (He has grown a few cm after VA events )

And Jolyne to be straight up 180 or 187 or more (being a fiew inches taller than Jotaro and Johnatan ),I do like some tall strong women my self soo I make her the tallest jojo and muscular and Gio being the shortest having 173-175 ,I need short man representation out here (I am short gay trans and italian and I put this into Giorno )

[celestialgloaming]

I kinda hate tumblr takes on f1nnster regardless of how they feel about him because they're all clearly by people that have never watched anything but the funny tumblr clips and only get an idea of what he does second hand. Like people who act like he's obviously actually a transfem egg, or people that act like he entirely genuinely represents the average GNC man, people either ignoring that on some level he does benefit and profit from transmysoginy, or acting like he's like... extremely transmisogynistic to some point of absurdity past reality, acting more intentionally than he seems to be to me.

Like idk. The guy talks about gender in a pretty understanding an nuanced way, more than most cis people, clearly has over his time doing this came to find the whole societal construct of it a little silly. He kinda clearly mostly enjoys being a man, and he's very adamant about that being his actual identity, but it's also like him "hating" being "forced" to do all this fem stuff is like, a bit right? Like someone that hates this doesn't have strong opinions about what fem clothing looks good and bad on themselves. I'm sure dressing goth would be super profitable to stream but he's said it just isn't for him. Also from everything I've seen... I don't think the vast majority of his fanbase are like the chasery trans fetish people the people here think they are. I think the majority of his fanbase are younger queer people, including plenty of transfems. That's not to say he's not largely profiting from chaser trans fetish sorts, but I think more than anything it's a few large donors, at least prior to him starting his OF account. IDK, as someone who's been an on and off fan with complicated feelings about what he's doing, it's a little funny but a little annoying seeing all the takes in the world where no one here really watches him.

[the-storm-and-its-calm]

same, there is something i'd like to note, the asuming of the host being the one that looks like the body etc, is something we kinda strugle with, no one irl knows we're a system, but internally its this thing that keeps waying (how is that spelt?) us down, the fact we're seen and physically are um how was i writing this? seen a surtent way, and because, for whatever unknown amount of time we've been plural we we're pushed into a box of one person, there's...not a host, but the face of who we're supposed to be that has to be always there. at least she thinks so, alot of the time, sorry for the rant of nothing i just saw that one pannel and combusted, uhhhh what im trying to say? i dont really know, but something about how we dont really havea host, and then we tried to conveince ourselves we did but then it was the other way around...and now, okay this is a mess, im gonna stop now.

the term "host". a short comic about being a system who, well, doesn't exactly have one.

i really hope this post comes across right and not in a bashful or hateful light because that is !! not intended whatsoever!!

this is just a bit about the way some of our personal and inner struggles affect us, much like many of our posts, and is again just posted in case it may make anyone who relates feel seen (especially if it's an "obscure issue". i think we've only ever met one other system who doesn't have a host of some kind, and even then it was just because theirs went dormant and nobody took their place.)

we've never really had a host, or even actual co-hosts, from what we can remember. even in our earliest memories which we've looked back on from a system lens, there was (at least) two of us with no clear "main" one. that extended all throughout our teenage years up until now. it was always at least two who had no awareness of the other, but they were both here just as much as the other, "taking turns" fronting. weird stuff to try to make sense of.

we've tried to slap the host/co-host label on a few alters over time, but it never sticks and they always end up fronting just as much as anyone else or having their own other roles they front for. so i think we'll just stop trying to force it lol

[sick-as-a-dog]

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[yourstoryis]

[voxtekfanclub]

tbh personally we've started becoming more chill with whats a "true" headmate or not. tldr if they want to call themselves that they can. if they can forget everything and go back to their world/universe/life and only interact through "roleplay" they can. if they wanna be considered a "personality" of another headmate they can.

we have people that shift, fuse, unfuse, duplicate, etc. we have echoes and thoughts that personify, we have people that turn into thoughts.

you dont need to think about it that hard. you dont need to think about it at all. if it feels right to be called/call someone/something a headmate, do so. if not, dont.

we are currently thinking/debating if we have a factive that ended up forming from similar daydreams. and yknow what. im pretty sure they went like "nope. I'll stay into a daydream. this duplication plurality thing is too much to handle/think about. im just gonna be here and have fun with you as a fake scenario/daydream." and we more or less all agreed to that.

the lines between what a "real person" is and isnt are blurry, and hell, I'd argue, non existent.

do whatever makes you comfy. fuck everything that makes you uncomfy.

hi sophie, at the moment im thinking about my system and i know i have a neuronarrator who often makes up characters for us to interact with in his narration/our daydreams.

is it possible for some of these characters to have become full parts? i really have no way of like. finding out because most of my parts go dormant if they think too hard about who they are, especially if they dont really have a “role” (which i think is due to our gatekeeper)

anyways yeah, i dont know anything about tulpamancy or created headmates. i would feel bad if i had a whole chunk of headmates that were created by our narrator and then forced into dormancy by our gatekeeper :,)

Possible, but probably not.

Everyone has their own goalposts for awareness and autonomy. For us at least, the goalposts involved not just autonomy, but self-awareness. Abby and Almond weren't headmates until they were aware of the world outside of the daydreams.

I wouldn't worry about this too much. If you start thinking every character you create in your daydreams is a headmate, it's not too far until you start thinking about all those dream characters made and dissolved in your head every night that seem to possess rudimentary self-consciousness.

This is why we have pretty hard rules for what we accept as a full headmate here. We expect them to be autonomous, to be self-conscious, to exists for a period of days, to retain memories and sense of self across those days, and to possess meta-awareness knowing who we are and about our lives outside of whatever dreams or daydreams they occupy.

Besides that, dormancy is just like a long sleep. If a headmate is dormant, they aren't in generally pain. They aren't suffering. They just aren't there. So even if this was happening, I don't think you should feel bad about it.

[rubikor]

THE SCREAM I SCRUMPT WHEN I SAW UR HJABI LAYLA!!!!!!!!!! i looove ur art and the diversity u put into genshin <3333 doing god's work fr 💪💪

thankyou!! for those who didn’t see her

i’m so happy she turned out so well! i was strugling a bit to figure out what to do with her bangs

but i’m happy people like her 💖

[charliewrites99]

I can't stop thinking how it would be like if Lestat had his interview with Daniel instead of Louis:

"He was the most beautiful man I've ever seen. He also hated himself, which always helps."

"And then he accused me of killing his brother. As if I didn't wait respectful three days after his death to ask Louis back to my bed."

"His mother was hateful. I could smell it. Great fashion sense though. Dark green was in season at the time."

"I turned him in a church. It was...Oh Daniel, the English language fails to capture the picture. Mainly because it's a garbage language."

"He was really freaking out about the baby, like they can't make a new one."

"And then he went into the woods with him. Like a common prostitute."

"So, Daniel, wanna fuck?"

"Naturally Claudia was an ungratefull little brat, who would be nothing without me. But she at least hunted people, which was more than what Louis was doing. Do you have any idea how humiliating it is to live with a vampire who hunts vermin? Like a glorified house cat. Which he also ate. I was disgusted and yet I never judged him for it."

"I record one duet and suddenly I am cheating. I mean I was and he did catch me in bed with her, but he was such an over-reacter Daniel I am telling you."

"She didn't want to finish THE GAME?!!! Who does that?!! What kind of self-absorbed, inffuriating- NO I WILL NOT CALM DOWN!!!! *French cursing*"

"So, I turned her into a vampire. In retrospect it was a waste of time and blood. She lasted like two months. And ugh, the attitude."

"Louis cried, he still loved me I could see it. I could feel it. Claudia just used me as an ink bottle. I had to respect the commitment. Follow through was something Louis always strugled with."

"No, but seriously Daniel, I think we should fuck."

"And he put me in a light oak coffin that opened from the inside. After I specifically requested Rosewood. I know it was Claudia's doing."

"In the end *dramatic pause* I ate the rats. When I was younger I thought I would rather have been dead than to stoop so low, but here we were."

"I miss him Daniel, he was the reason I wanted to survive. Claudia hopefully perished in Central Europe somewhere. With her mismatched skirts."

"I won't turn you, but I can give you a night you won't forget until the end of you pathetic little human existance. You can top I don't care."