#or put in conversion therapy

[certainlyathrill]

how john felt in 1971 dropping the most diabolically out of proportion diss track response of all time and escalating the beef needlessly

[symphorine]

i should be asleep btw but my brain is too busy thinking abt how to make veilguard more satisfying

[egopathic]

i want to be remembered as someone who risked everything for gay sex and suffered greatly for it.

[the-sappho-of-lesbos]

My PTSD feels almost inevitable at times. With everything that happened with my dad I feel like my foundations were already crumbling so all the homophobia I faced once I came out just hit me all that much harder

[spheroz]

is wanting people to talk to you attention seeking??? Like real question here, when you just crave someone you know to just liek text you “hi” and ask how you are because you jsut want close relationships where someone actually knows your favorite color attention seeking? That sounds so guilt tripping oh my god, I mean this my brain always just thinks starting a conversation with someone is attention seeking but idk :/

[the-chessboard-is-personal]

holy shit I might finally be getting therapy /gen

[merlinity]

"your feelings are valid" is the "it's not you, it's me" of normal conversations.

[dixidin]

The fact that we got the mf who saved Childe when he was in the abyss BEFORE Sandrone...... Sandrone lovers we are not making it outta this one are we?

[isdalinarhot]

Funniest part about being drunk on a neutral dopamine day is when you still have all the negative thoughts bouncing around your head but emotionally you Do Not Care and you are feeling Little To Nothing. Vyre ass experience

[warningstandbygo]

The great thing about being an Adult is that if you randomly get Extremely Overwhelmed by Existence, no one can stop you from going into your closet in your bedroom with your laptop, changing into a onesie, and sitting in the dark quiet enclosed space all by yourself (even though you're the only one here because your spouse isn't home from work yet).

[tohokuu]

my girl advice is so nicki minaj coded and these bitches don’t like it 😒

BASICALLY- i said this

tw : suicide mention

AND THEY GOT MAD

“money isn’t everything” yes it is 😟 i know that bc look at the way i run to these gojo/toji sugar daddy fics 💀💀💀

idc if he’s toxic as fuck as long as i get the key to the benz and a birkin. why? bc i’m toxic too 💀

“baby i’ll kill myself if you leave.” “okay then do it” WHAT ARE YOU GONNA DO NOW ???

boohoo, baby. gimme the keys.

and the whole argument about “if he has a good character and no money, i’d stay with him rather than a rich asshole.” i want the rich asshole. how the fuck are you gonna survive ????

“i don’t need expensive trips and expensive restaurants.” huh- well i do 🤣

OH AND- if he’s giving you that BLUE BOX THAT SAY TIFFANY but he’s toxic as fuck, i know id be running back 😭😭 i am willing to get stuck in that cycle of this shitty man who spoils me so good. like yeah baby, i’ll leave unless you buy me that purse.

i’ve had my experience with a broke nice guy and lemme tell you- it’s NOT it. i tried to go for personality and kept telling myself that him being broke wasn’t that bad BUT IT IS 😃 i wasted 5 months of my life like that.

smd if you disagree bro 😭 mmm i’m probably much less compassionate but i know i don’t deserve any less 😹 and if you come in my inbox abt this suck my fat brown balls bitch

[fall-dog]

finished the bell jar today & i loved it but i hate that i can't find any good posts talking abt it because the tags are flooded with the coquette girlblogger female hysteria types and i do not go there

[mxgyver]

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[littlecornerinbrooklyn]

look just, every single woman I know who finds true joy in their life has had to overcome toxic potent patriarchal misogyny in order to do so, both the internalized experience of holding back and the external experiences of *gestures broadly to rape and diet culture* and we had to do it in order to survive, we had to unlearn and relearn, and we did it all with no expectation of help from men-at-large.

so like, no, I don't care that men are suffering under their own system when they refuse to acknowledge their own parts and ongoing benefits received from it. they have all the tools needed to liberate themselves and refuse to do it. why is it being demanded of women to come till this garden for them while they stand around judging us for how well we're planting seeds?

every single woman I know has attempted to help the men in their life get out of their own way. there hasn't ever been a "great abandonment" by women en masse, and anyone saying otherwise is a hyperbolic footsoldier attempting to demonize, you guessed it, women and feminists.

there has to be an effort from men to correct their own problems. it really is and can be that simple.

[dreamersneverlose]

I kind of just didnt think about my childhood growing with my half brother after he turned 18 and moved out, I was always afraid of him growing up but once he left I just breathed a sigh of relief and never once considered Why/Where that fear stemmed from. Never addressed it because growing up I felt like if I spoke out or said something bad about him something terrible would happen, that my entire world would fall apart. And now as an adult I realize that the parts of my childhood that Ive forgotten are ones where he was around. Why is that? What is my brain protecting me from?

[verdant-leaf]

spn is so funny bc you’ll be watching the show and the fallen angel gets sent to heaven conversion therapy and lobotomized repeatedly to stop his feelings for one human being and then when he’s brainwashed and has said human beaten and bloody on his knees and they’re holding hands the human is begging not to live but for the angel to come back to him.

“I need you,” he says, and it gets through to the angel.

then the season gag reel comes out and the actors are fucking around and say “you’re my baby daddy” and “i love you too” and and trying to shove one guy’s face into the other’s crotch.

then the script for the episode makes the rounds and you find out the already devastating “i need you” was originally “i love you”

then you go to a convention and someone asks about chemistry between the characters and they call you a sick freak and put you in gay jail for having impure thoughts about the Very Heterosexual men on tv.

then years later they allegedly pay for research where they allegedly had people rate the gayness of this exact scene to get the public’s opinion on hypothetically making this relationship explicitly gay. Allegedly.