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how john felt in 1971 dropping the most diabolically out of proportion diss track response of all time and escalating the beef needlessly
#i love him he’s such a shit <3#beatles#beatles fanart#john lennon#paul mccartney#this is the kendrick meme for anyone who is confused 🫡 it’s a bit late to the trend but yeah#how do you sleep vs too many people : hydrogen bomb vs hydrogen bomb !#how do you sleep is diabolical and so mean but too many people is so sneaky and has personal shit that the public don’t even get#both are SO in character for john and paul - they both went for blood but johns rage was explosive and public and bitter and paul’s was…#underhanded and sneaky and behind a personable facade !#i love these stupid fucking bastards like girls go to therapy don’t drop diss tracks on each other#THIS GOES FOR YOU TOO GEORGE !!! put that guitar down and have an adult conversation dumbass#ringo the mvp AGAIN 🙄🙄🙄 the only man in that group with any ounce of maturity#j + p
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i should be asleep btw but my brain is too busy thinking abt how to make veilguard more satisfying
#personal#rewriting the lucanis therapy quest. the very end and making mythal show up earlier. making daea's vallaslin of mythal matter#imagining a very fraught conversation between them and lucanis about the crows - and a sister conversation about the wardens#if only i had time to put it into words. alas i have to write code for [checks contract] nine and a half hours tomorrow#well. ill nap for half of that. but still
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i want to be remembered as someone who risked everything for gay sex and suffered greatly for it.
#got conversion therapy’d because i couldn’t keep my dick in my pants around the one emo butch in that mormon hellhole#put it on my grave bitch!#sorry i keep talking about it. it’s what i’m covering in ptsd therapy rn. i have a post about the therapy modality specifics for tmrw
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My PTSD feels almost inevitable at times. With everything that happened with my dad I feel like my foundations were already crumbling so all the homophobia I faced once I came out just hit me all that much harder
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is wanting people to talk to you attention seeking??? Like real question here, when you just crave someone you know to just liek text you “hi” and ask how you are because you jsut want close relationships where someone actually knows your favorite color attention seeking? That sounds so guilt tripping oh my god, I mean this my brain always just thinks starting a conversation with someone is attention seeking but idk :/
#Also it’s goes straight to#Maybe if you put more effort so will they#But then it goes#If they actually liked you they would start the conversation#So uh yeah#🫡#no one see this actually 🙏#My blog is my therapy#Nothing bad has actually ever happened to me#I have a really good family and shit#So :/#Liek#fuck
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holy shit I might finally be getting therapy /gen
#the fuck up won't shut up!#context: I called someone whos number I had on a business card since I went to the doctor for my flu#(yea I've been putting it off. hearing dozens of therapy horror stories about a specific topic you relate to will do that)#but the preliminary conversation WENT WELL??? HOLY SHIT???#I'm getting a consultation.#either today or next week can yall BELIEVE THE WAIT TIMES??? IT'S SO SHORT ??!!!!#I'm gonna cry /positive#I've been bounced between the same three places for 7 months now I finally found someone (no thanks to the three places btw.)#only problem is what little money I do have is cash and I can't go far outside the house so. uhh#good thing they have a sliding scale?
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"your feelings are valid" is the "it's not you, it's me" of normal conversations.
#Like I'm not gonna fault someone for using it since it's succinct and clear#or be angry at someone for using it on me but#It's just such a cold/distant way of relating to someone or having a heart to heart conversation. I can't imagine it actually working.#I'd feel the same/i totally get it dude/maybe I wouldn't do that but I get why you did/sharing related anecdote >>>your feelings are valid#Outside of an actual therapy session#'Valid' should be reserved for silly opinions shared between friends or whatever#Putting it up on the shelf with the other overused words#This post was brought to you by ✨I finished playing dav and that part of the writing did actually suck unfortunately ✨
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The fact that we got the mf who saved Childe when he was in the abyss BEFORE Sandrone...... Sandrone lovers we are not making it outta this one are we?
#I JUST WANNA SEE MY WIFE *falls to my knees with fist up in the air*#HOYOVERSE STOP GATEKEEPING HER!!!!!#IM TIRED OF THIS#Sandrone.... content.. please *I start crawling on the floors with my hands as if I'm dehydrated in the desert*#Its's true tho#not even tumblr content can give me her.... frowny face :(((((#Sandrone lovers. Are you guys even alive? ARE WE ALL OKAY????!?!??! (the answer is no)#Hoyoverse is gate keeping all of the blonde harbingers (La Signora and Sandrone)#On another note. Skrim (I think that's the girls name who saved Childe) literally looks like Bronya#Put their photos together... its the same mf#Back to Sandonre because she's my wife and I love her and I miss her and SANDRONE COME HOME PLEASSSEEE#How tf are we gonna get Capitano and Columbina both in Natlan if Hoyo ain't even gonna give us Arlecchino and Sandrone together???#We got Childe..... but I hate that bitch#Plus he's always in EVERY FUCKING NATION SINCE LIYUE!!!!#This mf better not be in Natlan and trying to converse with Capitano..... MR PRESIDENT GET DOWN!!!! THE GINGER IS HERE#Hell we got DOTTORE and SCARAMOUCHE WAY BEFORE WE'RE GETTING SANDONE#Praying that she's gonna be in the game by 4.2 and she just wasn't in the trailer.... let me be delulu#Anyways I am not doing good after that 4.2 trailer. Hoyoverse is 100% paying for my therapy#genshin impact#genshin#genshin impact fontaine#genshin impact 4.2#sandrone genshin impact#sandrone#long list of tags today boys
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Funniest part about being drunk on a neutral dopamine day is when you still have all the negative thoughts bouncing around your head but emotionally you Do Not Care and you are feeling Little To Nothing. Vyre ass experience
#luke.txt#drunkposting#like YES I am a terrible person and a worse friend#YES I could be sober if I actually used therapy skills it’s just I choose not to and resign myself to my fate#YES I deserve to be dead#BUT WHO IS ANGSTING ABOUT IT???⁇ NOT ME!!!!!!‼︎ YAHOOOO#literally can’t fault moash odium saying give me your pain would work on me 100%#there’s a conversation to be had about how fuck Moashies can’t handle characters in active addiction#not people actively trying to be sober Teft-Dalinar style#but people who need their drug of choice to survive and thus are not putting a lot of energy into trying to quit it#and how wow they will treat those people badly#but like so does 95% of society lmao. if you’re not spending all your energy 24/7 trying to be sober you’re scum of the earth#I hate that. I really hate that.#anyway whatever. whatever!#moashcourse tw
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The great thing about being an Adult is that if you randomly get Extremely Overwhelmed by Existence, no one can stop you from going into your closet in your bedroom with your laptop, changing into a onesie, and sitting in the dark quiet enclosed space all by yourself (even though you're the only one here because your spouse isn't home from work yet).
#my favorite part being that I had a really good chill therapy session today because things have been on the whole pretty good this past week#and then I swear it was like someone just dropped a giant DOOM blanket over my head an hour later#went from having a chill convo with friends to being pretty sure they all hate me#(or at best that I was just being annoying and unhelpful and unwanted in said conversation)#nearly had a small meltdown about the fact that one of the horses got wet *before* I got outside to put him in his sheet#and then it just kept spiraling from there#one of the hay nets needs to be repaired AGAIN and I'm almost in frustrated tears just remembering that#I was supposed to refill my pill boxes after work#but then I ended up having to work late after therapy so I haven't done that#or anything else productive#I was going to try and make soup tonight but that sounds super overwhelming now#so anyway fuck this storm that rolled in about an hour and a half ago#gonna go get some rescue meds for my anxiety now that i've remembered that those exist#and some other meds for what I assume is a continuing to brew migraine#and see if I can remember how to be A Human before my spouse gets home
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anyway not only did i get yellowjackets pilled i got lottie pilled! sorry about it. 🥰
#also on the record ima be mad if they go the taissa DID route#it better be something spooky and not left up to mental health#because that's not how DID works and i'd be mad!#but genuinely they seem to have put in their research on actual mental health stuff#and i don't get the impression they're going that route; i think it's fully supernatural#i don't think it's an alter i think she's fucking possessed#but yeah that scene when lottie's in therapy and they ask her what the hallucinations are trying to tell her???#yeah. YEAH. had that conversation in a session before!#/b#yellowjackets spoilers#just in case ur ninnies
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my girl advice is so nicki minaj coded and these bitches don’t like it 😒
BASICALLY- i said this
tw : suicide mention

AND THEY GOT MAD
“money isn’t everything” yes it is 😟 i know that bc look at the way i run to these gojo/toji sugar daddy fics 💀💀💀
idc if he’s toxic as fuck as long as i get the key to the benz and a birkin. why? bc i’m toxic too 💀
“baby i’ll kill myself if you leave.” “okay then do it” WHAT ARE YOU GONNA DO NOW ???
boohoo, baby. gimme the keys.
and the whole argument about “if he has a good character and no money, i’d stay with him rather than a rich asshole.” i want the rich asshole. how the fuck are you gonna survive ????
“i don’t need expensive trips and expensive restaurants.” huh- well i do 🤣
OH AND- if he’s giving you that BLUE BOX THAT SAY TIFFANY but he’s toxic as fuck, i know id be running back 😭😭 i am willing to get stuck in that cycle of this shitty man who spoils me so good. like yeah baby, i’ll leave unless you buy me that purse.
i’ve had my experience with a broke nice guy and lemme tell you- it’s NOT it. i tried to go for personality and kept telling myself that him being broke wasn’t that bad BUT IT IS 😃 i wasted 5 months of my life like that.
smd if you disagree bro 😭 mmm i’m probably much less compassionate but i know i don’t deserve any less 😹 and if you come in my inbox abt this suck my fat brown balls bitch
#BROKE PPL SHOULD NEVER LAUGH ‼️‼️‼️#also someone told me i’m a great friend#but a horrible girlfriend 😭😭#i had this conversation w my bestfriend a few days ago and she was like#bro you’re a horrible person and you should not be dating until you’re actively attending therapy#and i was like 🧍🏽♀️ and she said that i end up damaging the other person and myself and then ignore the damage i did to myself and pretend#didn’t happen LMDOAKE but then someone else told me that i’m actually a very comforting friend#like as a friend i’m a great person bc i five the best advice on how to value#yourself and not fall for a man’s bullshit#LIKE IVE DATED ENOUGH TOXIC MEN TO BE HANDING OUT ADVICE NOW and if you don’t like my advice DONT COME CRYING TO ME BC ILL SLAP YOU#but like i’ll help you out after i slap you 🙄#like im just that bitch I WILL NEVER PUT A MAN ABOVE A WOMAN#friends are so so much more important than stupid boyfriends and i think that’s why im a better friend than a girlfriend#trust me- i used to be a great girlfriend until i got my heart put thru a#meat grinder and then i didn’t find it in myself to put my heart out like that again#i actively bitch men out and i don’t fucking feel bad#i hardly even date nice guys before you get on me abt that 💀#all the bozos i go for are dickheads and i’m a bigger dickhead#this turned into a rant
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finished the bell jar today & i loved it but i hate that i can't find any good posts talking abt it because the tags are flooded with the coquette girlblogger female hysteria types and i do not go there
#anyway my fav moment was when esther is talking to dr gordon after her first shock therapy and he repeats the conversation they had in their#first meeting... such a simple but gut-punching way to represent how little thought he actually put into her sessions and 'treatments'#sylvia plath i'm so sorry for everything#should i start a reading tag hmm
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