Thinking about the beach scenes again. (Catching fire brainrot) More specifically, thinking about Peeta being desperate to convince Katniss she’s the one who needs to live, not him. Thinking about how he said he has nothing to return to and how ‘no one needs him’ only to be responded to with ‘I need you.’
And that. Ugh. That. Gets me every. time.
He really thought no one would care if he died. And even if people did care a little bit he truly believed his death would be in inevitably insignificant. Only to be met with ‘I need you.’ To be met with the fact that Katniss was working against him the entire time trying to make sure he left the arena, not her. That his death would be significant, to her.
Everlark, and always trying to protect each other always gets to me.
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they're brothers and they make each other laugh and they have inside jokes and they grew up together and share the same memories and they love each other and
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Never fucking mind guys.
I'm seeing qCellbit giving up more and more, letting himself go in his depression and it's tearing me apart.
He tries his best, he repeats to himself "I'll continue to search, to try and find new informations, I won't give up" But we're in the second day and he's is, rightfully so, extremely sad. He doesn't want to do things anymore, he barely got the energy to build stuff and he's moved only by the fact that he has to find Richarlyson and it hurts like a motherfucker.
He goes to Richas' bed and talks to himself as to soothe his pain but god when he said he didn't want to feel alone again, he didn't want to lose anyone anymore oh, it broke my heart.
He searched everywhere, he panicked and then he gradually lost the energy that the panic gave him, leaving him completely boneless and IT HURTS. He's always the one to be animated, to help people, to talk and laugh with but today he logged on and just... Couldn't do it.
New discoveries didn't make him excited, he struggled to search for more information during the investigation and the only thing that made him smile was finding the new cat Zeno.
He almost cried again, he relentlessly asked Cucurucho where Richas was and everytime he received a "classified" You could see how it broke his heart and tore him down even more.
He is trying his best to not go mad again, he said he knew the feelings he felt and that he wouldn't give up to them. But what's left?
Okay he got qRoier with him, he got his friends and his family but he is shutting out everyone, gradually leaving him alone. It happened today.
He returns to the Order exhausted.
He doesn't move from the base.
He checks the castle.
All of this to have, at the end of the day, nothing to work with. The Federation knows something but they won't tell him. So he's moving by inertia, hopeful to receive news about his son.
Him singing to Fourth Of July, repeating to himself the verse "we're all gonna die" And I'm almost certain he meant the eggs with that verse.
All of this is extremely terrifying.
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thinking about how some of the best mcu characters are alone when that’s the opposite of what they wanted. how to be a hero they had to be without what they wanted, how they had to give something up. how giving that thing up would’ve destroyed anyone else. peter parker had to give up all his friends, lost his family, in order to be the hero that saves the world from multiversal collapse. wanda maximoff had to give up her family in order to save westview. then she choose a path of darkness to get them back that ended in her defeated. what she wanted was her family and she doesn’t get it. all that power and for what? as uncle ben said, “with great power comes great responsibility.” and now Loki. unlike Peter and Wanda his circumstances weren’t a product of his decisions. he spent centuries getting do-overs, trying to figure it all out. and what he figures out is that heroes and gods don’t get what they want. he wanted his friends, his new family. he didn’t want to be alone. none of these three did, but the right choice, the choice that makes them our hero is that sacrifice. they give up what they want. the ultimate selfless act.
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ep37 really was something bc that was the episode that made me go hang on.... what if.....normscary....... and i have not been the same ever since
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