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Please don't rush your comics take it slow and steady I know many people are eager to see more from your comics but please don't forget your human you need to take breaks from time to time art burnout isn't a joke I myself was once a artist and i quit that because it didn't bring me much joy anymore because of excessive burnout so please from one artist to another Take a breather maybe plan what your gonna do for the story going forward maybe take some inspiration from the game or something though whatever the outcome I will honor it.
Oh don't worry about the story itself. I have it all planned out and am absolutely not changing it (other than possible dialogue changes, I have the major plot points all set though). So that's not the issue.
It was the actual art itself. You are right, art burnout isn't a joke, and honestly I'm pretty sure I've never been closer to quitting art than when I was making Security Alert. The only difference with me is, art is one of the very few things that bring me any sense of joy. It's literally either a select few video games, or making art/stories, and at the time of making Security Alert I was in a video game burnout too and struggling through college.
All of that built up to make me miserable to draw and probably super depressed looking back at it (though I wouldn't hit a true low until my last semester, if I was still trying to do the comic then I don't think I would have made it).
Anyway, thank you for your words. I do appreciate them! I am going to take my time with this comic. Maybe even try out a different format or something. Smaller parts or less detail in the art. I just want to get the story out, and since I am not a writer, I have to draw it. But I'll definitely be taking my time when drawing it.
I'll be honest, I don't know how many people might have realized it, but I am a serial procrastinator that needs deadlines to get shit done, and I get stuff done all in one go or not at all. So all those big parts I posted? Those were all done in basically one sitting. Some of them were done in 3 days with me getting a total of like 3-4 hours of sleep on the weekend, not even counting the editing I did for videos. So you can probably see why I started to resent the comic and start to burn out from it.
I'm literally just rambling now, but I wanted people to know a little bit about what I went through since I know not everyone will be as understanding as you or other people who have sent in kind words to me in the past. I've learned my lesson then, and since I am not in college anymore, I won't feel rushed to get things out before the weekend is done or be rushing myself to make people happy.
It honestly all really sucks because I was always so happy to post the comic/tiktok and pass out finally, then to wake up to a flood of nice messages. But it would all too soon go away because only a day (sometimes not even) after posting people would be demanding the next part. It just sucks since I did have fun a lot, but also had that fun drained away just as quickly.
I don't even know what I am trying to say anymore. Thank you for the nice words. I will keep to my word about not rushing myself or pushing myself too much. I do feel like I am, at some point, going to try doing what I did before and pull all nighters and fuck up my sleep schedule drastically, but I'm hoping I will recognize the signs this time and take a step back once I possibly start doing that.
So don't be upset (saying this to the general audience/whoever reading this, not specifically you) if at some point in the future, if the comic does continue, that there might be another hiatus. Will definitely try not to go on a basically year long hiatus like I did last time, but depending on how my mental state is, it might be a pretty long one.
#chaostalks#noart#asks#definitely rambly and unorganized thinking right now#about to go to sleep#also pretty sure some people might have thought i was more than one person#making these comics#but i am just one person#i did have a friend who wanted to help#but i am so... i don't know#a bitch about my work#that i couldn't just have someone help me#it felt weird to ask for help#or like they might mess it up#and i would have to put in extra work to fix it#idk#it's one thing to work on someone else's project#and help them#but if it's my own project#i like doing it myself#but i also like being quick#which is obviously a problem#lol#anyway#rambling aside#thank you for the words#i'll take my time#and hopefully stick to that#and not slowly fall into the content creation pitfall
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I dreamt of a character that would be obsessed with keys and who could open doors wherever he was as long as there was a wall... Thought I might draw him!
#artists on tumblr#illustration#character design#original#keys#actually i was playing a video game in that dream and that was the character I played#and he would jingle everytime he walked because of all the keys#he is actually always smiling#might have messed up that part lmaoo he looks like he is screaming
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yandere who's a clumsy killer and mc secretly helps him cause its cute how hard he's trying but he's so incompetent that they lowkey feel bad
#isnt this just kylar LMAO#like bitch just give the the injection u might put it in the wrong spot and mess it up#why didnt u use handkerchief + chloroform instead its such a classic like cmon now ur just making things harder for urself#mc sitting at the basement going 'do u even have an alibi when they question you?? did u make sure no one saw u??? wow ur so bad at this'#frambling...?
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I CANT BELIEVE THEY CUT NAMGYU MESSING UP SPINNING TOP </3
#their run other than minsu messing up seemed too perfect imo this seems like such a good way to show that they’re nervous too#especially namgyu like yeah he took the pills but he still seemed a bit scaredhere like he still knows might die#also his face when he gets it is killing me holy shit#also semi getting mad at him is so deserved sorry it made me laugh#namgyu#nam gyu#squid game 2#squid game#thanos team#124#player 124
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my text disappeared here when i posted. what happened
#annyways whats the deal with the panicau. im not talking about like popularity or anythin g#why does n have the evil triangle solver and uzi is a ghost thats evil but also not and theres teeth??? in visor??????#i dont understand anything about it but the artstyle looks cool so i can ignore that#havent drawn this large in a while but i needed to do it for the pc screen to not be Totally crushed#a little crushing is ok. as a treat#i think i took this idea from a post i saw once but i cannot find it again for the life of me#and very intelligent prior me decided not to link it to myself so. lost media#still trying to figure out how i want to draw drone heads slash visors and have been since i started drawing md stuff#losing it#spent like an hour trying to draw something else before giving up and doing this instead#if youre lucky ill actually do it eventually#art#murder drones#murder drones uzi#murder drones n#serial designation n#do i even tag mdpanic?? does this count???#constantly afraid ill mess up tagging#which is something you can do and i might be doing#and also thats a joke. hopefully
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Not enough kitty 😠
#osemanverse#solitaire#tori spring#micheal holden#it’s funny because it’s true#i might have messed up his name but whatever#something like tori spring
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1st image is stolen from Twitter, 2nd and 3rd are stolen from my instagram. As someone that was excited for Ibuki, I was disappointed (but as a HiiroP and just Amagi bro fan, unsurprised) and it was egregious enough to need to demand change. As a RyuseitaiP, this hurts me so deeply. These are the characters I can see myself most in, the unit based on holding onto what you love and never letting go of it, and protecting it. Shinobu would not wave it off, his unit wouldn’t wave it off. Not only does it mischaracterize Shinobu, but it a way that mischaracterizes the rest of the unit.
Give the superhero unit their autism back, let him love his interest deeply and cry when it’s hurt or taken away. Let us love enstars deeply and cry when you hurt it, Happy Elements.
#ensemble stars#enstars#shinobu sengoku#I should make a bluesjy account just to be verbally pissed#bc no way am I ever talking on twitter again I’m good with just quietly liking things#but I know the Enstars community here is pretty small (or I’m just that out of the loop)#I hate how the past few weeks have been a company gutting characters we love#tbh even after the boycott (if it ends) idk if go back to playing#Shinobu isn’t even my top 5 but I’m tearing up#I think I might break forever if they mess with Hokuto Kanata Hiiro Arashi or Kohaku#I should preface Hiiro and Arashi with being fucked with more#idk I’m sad and I’m angry
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last time they properly looked at each other before everything went downhill

they don’t know about the divorce
they probably thought they were going to home together after this
isn’t that a shame…
#i mean if Janos didn’t mess shit up then yknow things might be better#like just stay in sub man…#Erik was having a moment 😒#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#xmen#professor x#magneto#xmcu#xmen first class#wish does not shut up
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Non-canon instance where Beatrix accidentally falls into another dimension in which Holloway's Comet didn't make it to planet Zona.
#do you. do you understand what is going on here.#he's never met her. he's never fallen for her. he's never had a shred of hope left#it is possible to speculate Fusionsprunt won the war against Bortom and that Hunter never adopted Guto...#DO YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT ALL THAT MEANS *shakes you by the shoulders*#logically nobody knew who Beatrix was when she first showed up and no one really gave a damn about her as long as she minded her business#no one to hunt her down FOR ONCE but at the price of not being recognized by her family#This Hunter might be a little bitter than canon one. He hasn't allowed himself to move on from past trauma and it shows#but like. that's him. right? same hat. same golden eyes. same dramatic introductions and everything#yet he doesn't look at Beatrix with warmth but with suspicion. his arms don't immediatelly welcome her into an embrace#he is depicted holding her here but it is so to emphasize his complete lack of recognition. like he is just doing it for convenience#and to Beatrix that's really messed up because Hunter was always there to comfort her when things got bad#he IS there but not really... there. y'know?#i think this whole experience would help Beatrix understand how she really feels for him afterall#fusionsprunt#fusionsprunt hunter#fusionsprunt beatrix
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More doodles for the one piece spy x family crossover
#one piece#spy x family crossover#revolutionary sabo#portgas d ace#monkey d luffy#still debating on a spy codename for Sabo. since WISE seems to enjoy times of day I want it to have something to do with dawn or dusk#but that might be a bit on the nose#sabo’s walking stick is like his replacement for his pipe. blunt bludgeoning weapon that he can carry around in broad daylight#ace as an assassin decides his disguise is just going to be. being shirtless#plus those silly sunglasses but the main thing is the shirtless mess#because if he can’t be shirtless during the day in society then he might as well be shirtless when he’s out being a badass#the three of them are dumbasses (affectionate)#the only reason luffy looks as put together as he does is because sabo helped him pick the outfit and it’s extremely comfortable#mostly to help luffy get jobs. luffy does whatever job he feels like doing every day!#some days he’s a waiter some days he’s a gardener some days he’s a cashier#when Lois eventually gets over his paranoia over luffy popping up everywhere and finds out luffy is sabo’s brother he starts#paying luffy to babysit Anya. which of course means sabo is babysitting the both of them because trusting luffy to watch a child is maybe#not the best idea.
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Been avoiding the show because FUCK Amazon but. I said I'd post it so I'm postin it.
#i wouldve just not posted shit but were kinda reliant on amazon prime atm for reasons so i might as well watch the show ig#this will be like the only post on this show tho. just got shit recommended on youtube and was like “oh shit fr?”#like tf you mean the invincible war AND conquest in s3#where thragg? where he go? why hidden?#i will say. having powerplex who has the same silhouette as Mark and casting Jesse pinkman to kinda sound like Mark is hilarious. good job#and i like that Steven got to stretch his vocal talent even more with all the different marks#not sure about rexs death tho. the buildup was painful don't get me wrong but the actual incident felt weird#in the comic he's like messed tf up. mark gives a whole speech and asks him “what are you gonna charge and explode?” and all he can muste#muster is a desperate “my SKELETON.” before he kills them both. but in the show rex has like a stab and a bloody nose and h#hits him with the latter half of tv off before taking him out. like idk the comic really stressed how fucked he was in soloing a mark varian#like it helped show just how strong mark is even compared to other supermen. but honestly here it just didn't feel so desperate#but idk that's it. show still kicks ass. good stuff. buhbye. my next post will probably be politics i got a few things i would like to say#ttfn#invincible#mark grayson#rex splode#rex sloan#gambit#gambit xmen#remy lebeau#x men 97#rip my boys. my beatiful baby boys
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It is so unbelievably frustrating how the algorithm timeline keeps defaulting in a place that has been free of algo bullshit for so long. I cannot tell if it’s a glitch or if they’re just pushing it intentionally. It’s at least easy to go back to the following feed, but with bluesky users more and more depending on the discover feed and tumblr defaulting to the algorithm timeline it just feels like ‘be twitter’ is the shitty destiny being pushed everywhere.
Important video anyone should give a watch:
youtube
#i hate algorithms as a creator and as a viewer#community and engagement always tank when algo shit gets pushed hard#trolls start showing up#reply guys flock#and thats usually just if you’re lucky and the algo likes you#if it doesn’t good luck existing#no truer way to scream into a void than an algorithm#also younknow the whole mess it has in the hand of radicalizing people#all it ever takes is liking one post you might agree with and its a steady stream of machine selected click content#a great post on bluesky recently was from an artist who said they realized they’d stopped ever even looking at art without realizing it#because surely enough the algorithms had slow boiled the lobster#until their twitter feed was nothing but a stream of rage bsit doom and anger#this video does a fantastic job of explaining why this shit is toxic for the soul and beyond#Youtube#also to clarify what i mean about radicalizing— i mean the brainwashing and astroturfing creating the mess we live in today#algorithms don’t just suck the soul out of communities like art and fandom#it’s legit a tool of harm
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Woops, hand slipped and I turned your mystery game into a teen drama
#drawing stuff for the game im nowhere near beating again ayyy; obligatory i might not know something that messes up the whole thing; anyway#we got some cranky stundere sick hershel; we got some early stick-instead-of-sword technique developing;#we got some creative problem solving from Randall#Froshel showed up to school the next day too; randall nearly beat his ass again#I'm running off the assumption that they generally decide what to do on weekends by way of fencing and not just that one time™#I like one trope and I have the ability to draw so I draw one trope if you follow me you get hurt/comfort that's it#professor layton#hershel layton#randall ascot#professor layton miracle mask#ranlay#hurt/comfort#my art
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Some process gifs of my paintings this year!
#the art of a lemon wedge#art process#man#i love painting#moat of my focus on these this year have just been committing to loosening up#vary my strokes and just not over working a painting?#most of that just means trying to keep as much of that first painting pass#since its has the biggest strokes and most energy when i lay it down#and also#NO ZOOMING IN#AHHHH#all this is painted with my seeing the entire piece and just working from big to medium then small#which is good cause u can keep track of details and what youve missed but it also feels like a huge mess for so long#at times its hard to see where ur even going#my favorite piece i think might be my otacon one#i didnt include him in here just cause that piece is like....3 layers?#it very much feels like those how to books that are like. circle. now draw the entire owl#BUT thats literally how i figured it out#1. base 2. simple clean 3. fine line detail#i do eventually want to do a full recording but the thing is#i just dont want to ......#ahaha#but i do#its just the idea of constantly being watched you know?#despite me wanting to share it....#anyways#TO NEXT YEAR#wonder what ill make#:D
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The Dragon Prince 6.05
#the dragon prince#tdp#tdpedit#cleaning my drafts. ups forgot to post it before#tdp soren#tdp viren#soren#viren#tdp spoilers#tdp s6#the dragon prince spoilers#mine#gif:tdp#im glad soren got to hear these words.. and that viren didnt give him those letters bc that would have messed him up more#like finally he got some sort of an apology. he might think viren was still manipulating him at this time. which is understandable#but its good viren still tried in the end..
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to bloom under an artificial sun
#nobody expects the rarepair inquisition#replinami#repliku#naminé#kingdom hearts#kh#chain of memories#kh com#khcom#kingdom hearts chain of memories#riku replica#replica riku#namine#khposting#my art#give it up for doomed knight x slightly less doomed lady!#ok i know it’s not that rare but like. it sure isn’t something i see people post about very often#and definitely not what i usually post about#i had a series of weird emotions that somehow culminated in obsessing over chain of memories for several days and coming out of it w this#me? drawing? even when doing bad? that’s crazy man i think i might be beating my artblock finally#anyway y’all they mess me up. what if you were fake and you loved someone who was also fake 👍#what if it was all a lie but it was YOUR lie. so you were gonna cherish it anyway#what if you were happy enough with your lot in life even if it was so so sad and little#aurgh#in my beautiful mind repliku is still alive and well. i literally cannot process that he’s probably gone forever#he’s alive and real and they’re happy#listen nomura if you don’t want him i’ll take him. i’ll even give him a new redesign#anyway i spent 11 and a half hours on this i hope somebody appreciates it idk. this was a challenge
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