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Paradoxcicle chapter 27 spoilers under cut!!
SCHLATT AND TED ARE JOINING THE PARADOXCICLE CAST THIS IS THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE
He got a little spooked
Anyways yes PARADOXCICLE BY @blipple-is-confused ON A03 HAVE A GOOD DAY IM GONNA GO MAKE MY SOUP NOW
Okay but side note i got an idea. And the idea is writing fanfiction about my favourite fanfic.
Get this; robert drops his camera somewhere and mr cycle has to go get it for him- but mr cycle still doesnt know about roberts vision quirk, so hes a bit lost on why robert cant get it himself.
I am LOSING my MIND over the idea, and i just have this one line stuck in my head of when robert tells mr cycle why he couldnt get his camera on his own, and mr cycles only concern is that this whole time he hasnt been looking robert in the eyes and AUHDHDHD
I think ive lost it, but would you guys be interested if i made a little one shot thing about that here on tumblr?
#genuinely losing my mind right now but i cant stop that paradoxcicle grind#but please do let me know what you guys would think about that little oneshot idea thing#also idk if the author would care causs maybe they want to write some kind of interaction like that in the actual fic#and i dont want to steal content#but also i need wholesome robertcycle content in my life#also pause#robertcycle???#im coining it. thats their (platonic) ship name#theyre officially a duo#anyways YEAH THE POSTS ABOUT SCHLATT ANF TED JOONING PARADOXCICLE#IM SO EXCITED FOR THE NEXT CHAPTER TO COME OUT#wednesday cant come any sooner#charlie slimecicle#paradoxcicle#paradoxcicle jschlatt#paradoxcicle ted nivison#paradoxcicle chuck
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The unmistakable sound of footsteps approaching begins to fill the air. Whoever is coming seems to have brought some company along…
They are getting closer… and closer… and closer…
…and closer…
……until..................
"Goooooood evenin'!!" Comes the loud greeting from a certain blond man. A big smile on his face and all.
"We beg your pardon for our prolonged absence. It was completely beyond our control..." Then adds the gentleman standing by his side, apologizing on behalf of both, offering a genuine smile along with the apology.
"...BUT! We're back!" And hopefully for good this time…
#[HI HIIIIIII~~ HOW'S EVERYONE DOING?? 8)]#[IDK IF ANYONE REMEMBERS ME OR MY MUSES ANYMORE?? BUT HELLOOO]#[one million years later but we're backkkkkk]#[i'd like to start by apologizing for completely disappearing for months without any announcement]#[life has been far from kind all this year so far and this has greatly and negatively impacted me emotionally]#[like..very VERY badly (harmful stuff and etc)]#[all to a point where i've had to take some time off from most social media]#[and which is also why i haven't checked or replied to any messages anywhere in a while]#[not that i'm the most social and most active person ever but you get what i mean here ;v;]#[the original plan was to come back here like a month or so ago but as you can guess i was unable to due to the same irl issues]#[i'm not gonna lie i'm still not doing well]#[but i wanted to come back or at least try to]#[since writing for these two and the ogre street guys always brings me joy and i also missed everyone here!]#[i'm still unsure if dropping threads will be the way to go for now or not#because i have no idea if my partners are still interested in any threads we had prior my unannounced hiatus]#[or if anyone's still interested in interacting with me and my muses again ;v;]#[so if we have ongoing threads i'll likely be jumping into your IMs over the course of the days to ask about it]#[i just need to check my thread tracker first because i can't remember what i owed last time ;;;;;;]#[as always: we can start new stuff any time in case you're no longer feeling whatever threads we had]#[and we can also start from scratch if that's best too]#[so no worries there!]#[enough blablah from me for now]#[i missed you all so much!]#[and to the new followers this blog somehow earned in my absence: Hi!! Thank you for following and I hope we can interact soon!!]#[hope everyone has been doing great during my absence!! <3]#;speedwagon says (( ic ))#;jonathan says (( ic ))#;ic#(??#;speedwagon withdraws coolly
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#JESUS CHISTS TOP AUTOCORRECTING EVERYTHING INTO CAPIGALIZING#Anyways#FUCK ITS DOING IAGIAN#Talking about Nathaniel makes me queasy now bc I get uncomfy w what other people say when I talk Abt any idea w him#I hope everyone knows its not too serious but if you want to talk Abt how “it doesn't make sense”#Pls just don't interact haha#Most of the ideas and posts here don't make sense and that's bc they're not supposed to! They're just silly things in my head#I'm cool w ppl sharing opinions or ideas and correcting me if I get certain info wrong but when its clearly a “what if” kind of thing#And you start talking Abt how “that wont make sense bc _” and then start being passive aggressive when explaining why then I'm sorry#But I think its best if you just ignore me completely/block/talk to me without the passive aggressiveness!! I'd be willing to listen#Otherwise it rly just discourages me from talking about that thing. COMPLETELY#I'll probably stop talking Abt nath but I'll be back 4 sure lol#identity v#idv#identity 5#alva lorenz#nathaniel norwell#identity v alva#identity v hermit#idv hermit#Ppl wont read a mountain of tags most likely but if ur here drink water
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I am suffering from Needy Bitch Disease with a comorbidity of I Don't Want to Annoy People w/ OCs disorder
#nero's random thoughts#i am going through some friendship troubles irl but otherwise my social life irl is fine#but then i miss fandom interactions and i miss being a part of a community#i want to be where the people are#will the dragon age fandom care about my rook? no#but i want to talk to people about veilguard that i can't play yet bc i need a new laptop for it#im in gw2 patch lull#i need a game to grisp me and not let me go#i need to be a member of the hype#so if you have any like kind word for me please send it over because I'm feeling some type of way and it's weird#i am creatively brimming with ideas and potential yet so restless#something is cooking but it's still in the pot and not ready to be served#i want SOMETHING that idk what it is#goooood fuck me
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I'm so glad that my mxes obsession is back it went away for a while after the ruin hype wore off and also after the jtop interview revealed mxes was a lot more disconnected than 3 star fam than before bc they were no longer their creator and then ppl were dead set on Cassies dad being behind mxes so I just. lost a lot of interest, but now that 3 star fam is involved with them again and we know that they STOLE mxes and basically rescued it from a dusty abandoned building and they're involved with it again it's such a nice feeling like wow I forgot how cool the idea of 3 star fam and mxes was. I'm so glad I can be excited about it again
#obviously im like never expectinf any kind of content of them interacting in any special way with mxes#but like the fanon ideas#theyre already rlly fun to think about and its just been 1 afternoin#im thinkinf about writing a oneshot about them all#Tuesday update spoilers#3 star fam and m.x.e.s#pandas.txt
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HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII i know it is super duper late but i swear i have been going through you're blog all night because i love the way you love sun (and moon but mainly my favorite sun) :D AND I WAS WONDERING IF YOU TAKE REQUESTS!!!!! not that i have any requests,,, yet ;D i just was curious!! OKAY BYEEEE i am so sleepy deprived but it is so worth it because you seem so cool and intimidating and i just love you're art sm ;-; (in a good way!!! :,3 like the way jeremy thinks rich is cool in bmc bc he's everything you want to be and more... soz if that reference is too random XD)
AAAHHHH!!! HELLO!!!!!!!!!! I JUST SAW THIS!!!!!!!!!!! GOING THROUGH MY BLOG LATE AT NIGHT????? WAAAAAHHH THANK YOU ANON THIS IS SO SWEEEEEETTTT
i dont mind requests! if you have any i would be happy to hear them! no promises that i would draw everything but every now and then i need drawing prompts so it would be helpful to refer to them when im feeling motivation <3333
also i heavily appreciate every ask i get!!! it means so much to me when i hear people enjoy my art <33 i promise im not intimidating hehe i love interacting with this fandom
#ALSO YEEESSSS FELLOW SUN FNAF LOVER#fr though i love love love these kinds of asks#like omg people binge through my blog? look at the art i make?#actually yknow what im going to make a sun fnaf comic now#i opened up my computer to draw and didnt have any ideas but this inspired me#so thank you anon#but anyway YES i love love love when people tell me this#ask#i also have genuinely been trying to interact with this fandom more!!!! im so busy bc of school but i really do love supporting people#okay anyway bye thank you for popping in <3
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"you must be fun at parties" well the joke's on you cuz I don't. go to parties
#i viscerally hate that phrase btw#it's the 'shutting down any kind of interaction that doesn't neatly fit into your idea of humor' i think#but im too tired to put the hatred into proper words#autistic#autism#actually autistic#neurodivergent#actually neurodivergent#sensory issues
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Okay. Okay okay okay. I have been having Thoughts™️ about Charlie wanting to go to Heaven to meet her mom, and I just needed to share. (Feel free to steal this if you like it.)
So I can’t imagine Sera would be super duper keen to let Lucifer’s baby and baby mama interact, but you know how Emily apparently takes Charlie to a zoo in the show? Nothing is s stopping Reader from also going to the zoo - just chilling by the duck pond, completely innocent, she probably does it at least once a week anyway.
What a total coincidence that Emily has to run off and leave Charlie at the duck pond for a little bit while she goes and does seraphim things! And oh, would you look at that! There’s someone already there feeding the ducks who totally wasn’t tipped off to wait here for you, go say hi, Charlie!!
Omggggg 🥺 ok, I freakin’ love this idea so much. Reader always watching the ducks and seeing them just frolicking and living their lives, and maybe there are ducklings following their mamas and it makes Reader sigh wistfully all the time. And Charlie is just drawn to you, feeling an instant connection but a little too afraid to outright verbalize her belief that you’re def her mommy T-T
#Emily is our girl#I did have this idea that Sera is super against Reader interacting with Hell at all#And it’s kind of a Heaven conspiracy to keep Reader isolated for it#so any questions Charlie has is tight lipped and answered so vaguely it’s criminal
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been working on answering a prompt i received in an ask the other day, and so i'm back thinking about... the Thing... 💖🎀 and thought maybe prompt doodles might help me work through this a little?
so uhhh.... if by any wild chance anyone has any ship suggestions for starstruck...??? feel free to send them through!
#this is *only* for starstruck and is not general requests! i'm just trying to figure out how i feel about this 😳#obviously no guarantees that i will be confident enough to draw any of these or that i'll enjoy them all but i just... am considering it?#idk idk idk is this stupid....#hope i won't regret this or won't get genuinely weirdass things.#just to be transparent this is sfw exclusively tho implied flirting is a-okay. please don't be weird....? i'm trusting folks to be nice!!#i would also happily take little prompts if you have thoughts about how it would work or whichever! like if you're a character Understander#if you have an idea how it would Work or what it might Be Like that would also help me to get a concept on how i feel about it!!#also i would.. consider ocs (only from their creator) if you... wanna??? character+artist *must* be an adult. starstruck is in her early 30#also with ocs preferably from folks who i've at least interacted with before and like.. not just bc u want art ;;;#like... do u geniunely think they could have a cute dynamic? i'm just wondering if she could be Cute w someone. AUUghhGHHHH#again no promises and also for now i need this all done on the assumption it's just for fun!! just funsies. i'm just... thinking i guess!#want to try and figure out what it might be like if she WAS involved in a little ship/romo space...? as a treat? auughghhggghGHGLLG#also fair warning i may just get super embarrassed/nervous about this all and delete!! but i'm.. yknow. trying!#also i figure you can kind of tell my faves and who i hardly know much about. might not have lots of feelings about most side chars!#delete later#probably#wheeeeeEEEEeeahahahah okay;;; just post it. just post it starflung. just do it. hit the button hit the button hit the b
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#stupid thing yeah#but I keep losing followers for months now and at this point I honestly have no idea#not correlated with any kind of politics or controversial posting#same fandoms as me similar opinions on them#warm and positive interactions sometimes#why do I keep scaring people off#and with small fandoms the net result is almost shouting into the void at this point
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i'm currently working on a text-based python bfdi simulator using stats and probability: i don't know how it'll turn out but i'm excited to try my best!
#melonposting#the idea is that a character's stats affect how likely they are to succeed in challenges and interpersonal interactions#where successes and failures affect each character's 'popularity' and thus how many votes they get for elimination#so i have to decide on each character's stats as well as which stats would be helpful in each challenge#and of course i have to code the framework for all of this. the relationship aspect is going to be the most complicated i think#because a character's relationship with another depends on the following:#if one hasn't met the other their impression of them increases or decreases when that other instigates positive or negative interactions#an interaction between characters causes them to meet if they hadn't already#and the outcome of the interaction (positive or negative) depends on the existing relationship:#what's their impression of one another? are they in the same team or alliance? do they like/dislike each other already?#and trait stats like kindness and calmness affect how likely a character is to offend or be offended#each character's positive/negative interactions as well as their helpfulness score (helpfulness in the current challenge)#affect their fan score - which is how much the 'viewers' like them#in addition positive relationships would give some sort of stat boost to both characters in challenges#and that all increases or decreases the character's PAL (personal amiability level) score#which in turn affects the PAL - the level of their relationship (enemy/adversary/annoyance/acquaintance/friend/best friend/soulmate)#i think it'd be cool if the characters could have unbalanced relationships and interactions#where one sees them as friends while the other sees them as enemies. y'know?#but that would complicate it even more#in any event i have lots of cool ideas for this :D yay
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I want to be working on making the goat in a dress but I am recovering from a moderate allergic reaction and should sit still for a bit, so instead, please send me asks about sewing or crocheting! Or ask for pattern links if there's anything in particular you are looking to make, I love finding plushie patterns
#the person behind the yarn#man idk what's going on this week with me but it is definitely sit still time#I am not good at Sit Still Time#idk what I'm allergic to??? unless I am Very Allergic to smoke from Canadian trees#like. what kind of trees are those. is it possibly to be allergic to smoke??#like I know it's an asthma trigger for me but not a straight up allergy I thought#it might've been the poptart I had as a snack??? maybe dinner was cross contaminated?????#I did not eat any new foods yesterday I have no idea what I reacted to#unless it's the trees??? or maybe it was stress induced and I just didn't catch it early?????#either way means I have to get back to checking my blood pressure more regularly so I can catch my allergic reactions sooner#for anyone reading this with allergies: that is almost never the way to check if you are having an allergic reaction#my allergies just interact very weirdly with all my other blood pressure weirdness#it's baffled many an allergist! but it's consistent! anyway point is do not use me as an allergy example#I am a rube goldberg machine of interconnected weird side effects lol
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hm. i'm not sure how i want to present this but i have an upsetting headcanon/interpretation proposal about yusuke that i wanna make
cw: csa discussion, nothing graphic
i don't think i've ever seen anyone mention this kind of hc for yusuke, but i think there's a lot of elements to his character and backstory that suggest he might have been a victim of csa. i've been thinking about it for a while, and here's what i've got:
neglected kid (only friend was keiko, no father, mother is frequently drunk or hungover, when not absent; almost certainly lonely, and in need of emotional and physical care (i.e. feeding himself) from an adult. shitty school, shitty teachers, possibly already issues with attendance, discipline, etc (skipping, poor/weak relationships with teachers); vulnerable, no reliable adults to notice abuse or report abuse to. in short, he's the perfect victim for grooming)
deep, deep mistrust of power, authority, adults; manifests as quiet resentment, because he doesn't believe anything can truly be done about it (which may seem a bit odd at first from a character as reckless and feisty as yusuke. but in terms of systemic change and justice, he's given up on changing things. he views himself as helpless. also an insistence that adults won't listen even if you tell them what's wrong, that explaining yourself or the situation is useless. which suggests past experience with being shut down, ignored, etc with something so important and/OR so frequently that it's stuck with him)
poor sexual boundaries (you could argue this extends to conversational matters, but i'm mostly talking about his habit of harassing (if not assaulting) keiko, as well as his treatment of miyuki. i usually see this symptom mentioned regarding young children, but i can't imagine it just.. goes away as they get older)
emotionally closed off, as a result of being hurt or dismissed by those he depended on to help him. has a hard time being vulnerable with people
seems to expect authority figures to want to hurt him (even does this with koenma/king yama in ep 2). doesn't even flinch when mr iwamoto punches him in ep 6(?), as though that sort of physical violence is normal at school and/or with adults regarding him (because no one thinks to protect yusuke)
only way of defending himself, of asserting himself, etc, is physical (again, talking doesn't work in yusuke's mind, or within the narrative, in most cases). power is expressed through physical violence within yyh, and it starts before we even meet yusuke. how did he get so good at fighting? at violence? he needed to protect himself (not necessarily from his abuser, but perhaps future malicious actors, real or imagined). those with power use it to hurt others, and yusuke knows this, and since no one was there to protect him, he had to learn to do it himself. i think csa could fit into this presentation of the world, and of yusuke, extremely easily
emotionally volatile, lashes out
disregard for his life, well-being; passively suicidal
none of these factors are That strong on their own, but it's a pattern i can't quite shake. i think it's worth considering, anyway, though i don't know that i have any real ideas regarding further explorations of it. it's one possible explanation for some of his behavior, and it fits into our glimpses of yusuke's world pretty neatly. i think a lot of people might dismiss this initially because 1) he perpetuates sexual violence (and what victim would do that?) 2) he's a guy 3) he's not a meek or helpless character. he doesn't fit into a typical depiction of csa victim, as flawless or delicate. but there are survivors like yusuke out there. it's not so cut and dry. idk
like.. did he seek out attention out of desperation, or did it find him? did he finally find someone who was good to him and watch as, slowly, that relationship twisted into something wrong? or did he accept it, thinking himself more mature than he was, and needing some kind of attention, even if it was unhealthy? and did he try to tell someone? was the response delayed, or nonexistent? or did he not even try, because he was afraid (of his abuser, of being rejected on something so important, of getting in trouble), or simply thought it could not matter to anyone enough to change a thing? would he tell keiko? would he tell anyone?
i look at his hopelessness and see the trauma that caused it. csa does not Have to be a part of forming the yusuke we see. but it's not that much of a stretch, imo.
#this isn't me trying to blame yusuke for any of it. i hope that's clear#takenaka is an interesting figure in this. yusuke seems to only trust his motives or even care about him when he hears how and why he mourn#him at his wake. there's no reason for him to lie there.#but the first time we see them interact yusuke's trying to create physical distance. he's not shy about getting in people's faces when he's#mad at them but takenaka is someone he's trying to slip away from. and i think that's bc a) he's a teacher and thus untrustworthy b) he's#TRYING to get yusuke to listen to guide him etc in ways that show a genuine concern and maybe he doesn't know how to deal with that#either seeing it as a manipulation tactic or selfish or just gross. in general i think yusuke's a very avoidant person yknow#i think he slips away from people and his feelings etc a Lot. but how grounded you think that idea is is up to you ig#i don't really see myself doing much with this in the future but it's been like. haunting me. i needed to say it so i could move on#but i think it might be good to see/write smth where yusuke just. tells keiko. i think she would be the hardest person to tell and the#easiest at the same time. bc he trusts her and knows her the most but at the same time there's no way she wouldn't feel Awful about that#the guilt the fear the shame the disgust the heartbreak the outrage. etc#but that's something i'd need to think about a LOT and it's the kind of concept that might be better coming from someone else#yyh#yusuke urameshi#yusuke enjoyers this probably hurts to read (it hurt to write at least) but how do we feel about this
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Sarek and Spock are having a heart to heart, and Sarek tells him they’re not going to arrange another marriage for him and that he hopes Spock finds his life’s mate and has what Sarek shares with Amanda.
#dad doing his best to apologize for his past mistakes is such a goddamn good way to play this#sarek is trying to be so much clearer in his interactions with Spock now that he realizes how wrong he was#noticed that at no time in that speech did sarek imply any kind of gender for Spock’s theoretical life mate…#still no idea where in the house he’s sleeping fyi#spock#sarek#the vulcan academy murders
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"going outside" horseshoe theory
#like it's either hermitmoding or you know like actually interacting with the world#otherwise it's just ant spirals and pacing around in circles like a stressed animal#most people are doing the latter#and i mean it kind of metaphorically but you get it hopefully#well the collective unconscious has those stressed animal currents because well i think this is a kind of a fundamental thing#not all there is but a motif one of the component architectures#also i have begun to think about computer gaming - gpus - deep learning - neoteny - computing sort of web of connections#not much concrete to say yet. also i never elaborated on my aliens post from like two years ago. or any other things#but i will elaborate. someday they will teach me syntax. and i will write a book#maybe i should've gone into like film idk i could be cyberpunk/biopunk david lynch#/delusions of grandeur#but then i would not have the data or information so i would not have my ideas#does anyone who makes moving pictures want to collaborate with me that is listening and learning while i explain my ideas#come on cia guy...... i know you have connections
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yknow what i wish i had more people i looked up to
#thinking about sempai/kouhai relationships#like genuine slightly more experienced to younger person relationships not romance#and like man i've always loved the idea of it#that if you have a little more experience you take care of and help teach those who come after#that when you're new you have people you can go to and rely on#like. american culture is So individualized that even entry level jobs expect experience its all about do it yourself#and there's no. reaching a hand out. or like i know there IS but#it's not broadly expected#in any case i've been out of school for ages and none of my jobs really even have any option for that kind of thing#which is where this frustration is coming from#like my in-person job (as opposed to my online where obv i have VERY little interaction even with coworkers)#the only other employees are two adults who've been doing this for ages#and i'm still learning how to communicate with them#and i just. i'm trying to respect them as my superiors but i don't particularly respect them as people#which feels mean but augh#our workplace doesn't give me a lot of room to like see what they're doing and learn from it anyway#i wish i had someone i respected in the admiration way you know#that i could actually see their work. in detail#so i could mimic and learn from them#and it's so childish and i'm too old to be like this#i should be a sempai to other people by now#but i'm so behind#and i'm a complete disaster at communicating with people younger than me lmao#i wish i could at least rest comfortably in my accomplishments but i have none#i wish i were someone who took good care of others but i know myself and my personality is the opposite: better at Being spoiled#and unfortunately i'm both unsuccessful and not trophy wife material#no choice but to do things on my own#if i can't have a partner to spoil me can't i at least have a close relationship with a sempai figure#parent figures don't count 'cause it just makes me feel/act more childish which is the wrong direction!#i'm gonna be embarrassed about all these texts posts later
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