#or if anyone has any hair tutorials??? idk what i wanna do with it

[maliciousmalfeasance]

lookin back at pics of me with green hair and im like ah i looked so much more like myself there ;; really wanna dye it and cut it weird and gay again

[stinkrascal]

get to know me sims edition tag thingie ! tysm for the tag @rebouks <3

1. What’s your favourite sims death? ummmm getting eaten by a cowplant tbh. gets me every time

2. Alpha CC or Maxis Match? maxis match hair, preferably the kind with the hair strands, and then alpha everything else

3. Do you cheat when your sims gain weight? when im doing gameplay then no, but if im taking screenshots for my stories then their weights dont really change bc i dont play w them anyways so they dont change much. so i guess the answer is still no

4. Do you use move objects? always!!

5. Favorite mod? probably slice of life? idk i think its so fun!! i also like mccc for the utility but thats a boring answer so sol wins

6. First expansion/game/stuff pack you got? ive basically always torrented ts4 so i got the eps when they first came out and idk which one i played first. but the first one i bought on an origin account was cats and dogs!

7. Do you pronounce “live mode” like aLIVE or LIVing? like alive!!

8. Who’s your favorite sim that you’ve made? breanna!! caspian!! vaughn!! i like them all can that be my answer

9. Have you made a simself? yeah!

10. What sim traits do you give yourself? lazy, goofball, geek

11. Which is your favorite EA hair color? the white/blonde color!!!!

12. Favorite EA hair? that one hair that came with the luxury stuff pack that was vlad's hairstyle for like 3 years before i changed it.

this one!!!

13. Favorite life stage? young adult duh. thats why i have vampires so they can stay young and pretty forever

14. Are you a builder or are you in it for the gameplay? both duh!! it's all fun for me :D

15. Are you a CC creator? no but i can make simple recolors and adjustments to meshes if i need to! id love to learn how to make meshes from scratch. i really wanna make my own trees for story stuff but i dont really know how to start that. but one day!!

16. Do you have any simblr friends/a sim squad? all my mutuals of course :)

17. What’s your favorite game? (1, 2, 3, or 4) honestly probably 4 because even if the gameplay is lackluster, w all my mods its pretty fun and i always gravitate to it. i think ts3 was the first game i ever played from the series and its great too. i played ts2 about a year ago and it is also fun but its too ugly for me so i never wanna play it lol. and i never played ts1!

18. Do you have any sims merch? no

19. Do you have a YouTube for sims? yes but all the videos are unlisted, you can only access them through my tumblr. i just upload random silly things and tutorials sometimes, but i havent uploaded in years. im still gonna make an updated editing tutorial vid i promise aha

20. How has your “sim style” changed throughout your years of playing? i think my sims are more blushy now, and they have more skin details and textures since i use alpha skins now. but besides that not much

21. What’s your Origin ID? actually its stinkrascal but i dont use it for ts4. i just have my dragon age games on it ha

22. Who’s your favorite CC creator? umm idk!

23. How long have you had a simblr? since 2017 :) but i made this blog in 2019

24. How do you edit your pictures? photoshop 2022! i promiseeeee im gonna make an updated editing tutorial one day

25. What expansion/game/stuff pack do you want next? i want horses, fairies, and a new city world like san myshuno! besides those things im pretty happy w what we have

25. What expansion/game/stuff pack is your favorite so far? growing together or werewolves! obviously i like vampires too!! oh or island living that ones great too. idk i like a lot of them

im gonna tag @gothoffspring @woohooincoffin @itsmariejanel @pxltown @omgkayplays @lucidicer @barbieaiden @void-imp and anyone else who wants to do this!! <3

[dorefasolsido]

20.

Have you ever cut your own hair?

Yes, actually. Just the other weekend I decided to trim it by myself for the first time ever! I don't particularly like going to the hairdressers and do it really rarely, but now that my hair is short, it needs trimming more often. So I was like, fuck it, I'll just watch Youtube tutorials and do it myself. It worked well too, if I do say so myself.

What do you eat most frequently?

I guess chocolate. I don't know what proper food I eat the most often, but chocolate is a staple.

Are you a fan of video games?

Yup, even if I don't have time to play now.

What's your favorite color combination?

Black with anything.

Did you share a locker at school?

We never had lockers in school.

What's one sport you could never play?

Idk, most of them.

Blue or black ink?

Black!

Have you ever sung karaoke?

Yes, when I was much younger it was a popular thing to do at birthdays. I haven't done it since, but I'd like to.

What was the last concert you attended?

It was this local singer, but it was awful because it took place in a tiny town in a narrow street and it was so crowded and annoying and the sound was terrible. You literally had to stand right next to the stage to hear anything, and most people couldn't get close at all. That's not the singer's fault, the setup was just stupid.

Have you held anyone's hand in the past week?

No.

What's your favorite perfume/body spray/cologne?

I wanna buy a new perfume soon because I've mostly been using deodorants and not bothering with them. But I don't have a favourite right now.

How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?

I don't normally get ready for anything in the morning.

What is the oldest age you think should wear makeup?

Tf, just wear makeup as long as you want.

What's your nationality(ies)?

Serbian.

Are you an open book?

Not really at all. Which is why I come here to chat to myself.

Do you think you're a good secret keeper?

I believe so.

Name one fashion trend you could never follow.

Low-waisted jeans with crop tops. High-waisted with crop tops is fine, I just don't think I'd feel comfortable in the option 1. I've started seeing it around now, and it looks great on some people, but not for me.

Do you prefer long hair or short hair?

Oh this is a tough question now. I did like my long hair, but I feel so much lighter with short hair. I also think it's cuter and easier to deal with. So, I guess shorter for now!

When do you plan to go to sleep tonight?

My sleep was pretty horrible last night, so I guess I'll go to sleep soon. It's 2.20 AM now.

Has anyone besides your family seen you naked? If so, who?

Doctors, I guess.

What exotic animal would you love to have as a pet?

A bat or an owl.

Do you want kids when you're older?

Nah.

Did your parents sign you up for anything you hated as a child?

I honestly don't think so. I only took English classes but I loved those. Mum once tried to sign me up for ballet, but I didn't want to continue after the first class, so she didn't push it.

Where's your cell phone?

On the floor next to me.

Which came first, the chicken or the egg?

So hear me out. Dinosaurs lay eggs too and they are older than birds, right? So it has to be the egg.

What are your feelings about Octomom?

I have no clue who that is.

Do you know of Smosh?

Of course. But I never really watched them. I watched some of Anthony's new interview style videos.

Do you drink enough water daily?

Definitely not.

Is your diet healthy?

Not particularly.

What's your favorite fruit?

Watermelon, if it counts as fruit.

What was your favorite Halloween costume?

I've never done any Halloween costumes sadly.

Have you purchased any cool objects from a foreign country?

Yup.

Are you on a laptop or a desktop computer right now?

Laptop.

Where do you plan to post this survey?

On Tumblr.

Do you remember anyone's number by heart?

My parents' landline, my sister's phone, mum's phone, and my old phone number.

Are you a morning person or a late night owl?

Night owl, through and through.

Name something you will never try in your lifetime.

Heroin.

What do you think is your biggest flaw?

Extremely avoidant personality.

First physical trait you notice in the sex you're attracted to?

Well I'm not attracted to any, but I usually just notice people's general vibe first.

How about personality wise?

If they are more quiet and reserved or extroverted.

Are you sick often?

Not at all.

Would you rather have strep throat or an ear infection?

Strep throat. I don't like the sound of an ear infection.

When did you last shower?

This morning.

Do you have neat handwriting?

Absolutely not.

Are you a messy or organized person?

More or less messy. Or rather, chaotic.

At what age do you hope to get married?

I don't hope to.

Is being thin really all that great?

I don't think it really is, at least if you are in that mindset where you obsess over it. Plus, there was a time I was underweight, and let me tell you, that's not a great experience. I felt so fatigued from the smallest physical activity.

Which of the seven deadly sins do you think you're most guilty of?

Sloth.

How much time have you spent on the computer today?

Loads of time, but I always do. I work on my computer and also do stuff for fun on it.

What size shoe are you?

38 woman's size.

How was the weather today?

It was sunny and really warm.

Do you live above, below, or on the Equator?

Above.

Do you know how to use Photoshop?

I know the basics.

Admit it, you're thinking about someone right now.

Not at all.

Where is he/she?

////

Where was your first job?

At an online English tutoring school.

Favorite year in high school?

If I really had to choose, second year. But generally, all of them sucked.

East or West?

I live in East Europe, but idk what this question is asking.

Where did your first kiss take place?

At either my or the boy who kissed me's birthday party, but I don't remember much at all lol

What color do you wear most often?

Black.

Who was the last person you talked on the phone to?

My sister, briefly.

Have you ever done your own laundry?

Yup.

Have you ever been to a night club?

Yup.

Are you allergic to anything?

All kinds of things.

What's the best place you have ever eaten?

Mmm, idk, my favourite sushi restaurant holds a special place in my heart.

Do you own a hair straightener?

Yup.

Are you barefoot right now?

Yup.

Are you subscribed to any magazine?

Nope.

Puppies or kittens?

Kitties :333

Who is the best artist you've seen live?

Tool.

Any major plans coming up this week?

Yes, visiting another city for a team building event, marathon thingy.

Did you know they never told you Arnold's last name in Hey, Arnold?

I actually didn't. I watched that cartoon occasionally but I don't remember too much.

Would you rather watch a romantic comedy or watch a thrilling horror movie?

Thrilling horror movie.

Why is Paris Hilton famous?

Wasn't she in a reality show? Tbh, I didn't follow why exactly she became famous.

How is your hair styled right now?

It's just in two tiny ponytails in the back.

Favorite person that you've talked to today?

Tough choice between my sister and best friend.

Do you need AC right now?

Not right now. It's nighttime, so it's not very hot.

What do you think about cheating/cheaters?

Well nothing good. I could elaborate, but I don't really feel like it.

Do more people call you by a nickname or your first name?

My name is really short so usually name. Some use a nickname tho.

Name something you're proud of.

Making it to the national competition in English in high school and ranking as high as I did.

How much does it suck to learn something 'the hard way?'

I mean, it sucks, but often there's no other way.

Are you a hopeless romantic?

Definitely not.

How do you feel about couples who say 'I love you' too soon?

I mean, I don't care what other couples do. But knowing my avoidant tendencies, I'd probably freak out a little bit. Not that I'd think it's weird, I'd just be like, this is too much. And that's why I should go to **therapy**

What's the most recent favor you've done for somebody?

I bought a German textbook for a girl from my course because she couldn't make it in time to buy her own.

Are you at home right now?

Aha.

What did you last spend money on?

On some snacks and chocolate milk.

Does any accent annoy you?

I don't think so.

How about turn you on?

I was a fan of British accent in the past, but I don't think I really care anymore. I like foreign accents of English though. They are all so colourful.

Are you wearing any jewelry?

Two bracelets, earrings, and ear piercings.

Do you get along better with your mom or your dad?

Both pretty equally.

Are you craving anything right now?

Nope.

What's worse: Crocs or Uggs?

I think Uggs. I actually kinda vibe with Crocs, even if I don't really wear them.

Do you knock before you open doors?

Well yeah, if I'm not in my own house.

Do you know what a sock on the doorknob means?

Actually yes. Why do I know these things?? I'm ace and never had a roommate I'd need to learn this stuff for lol.

Chocolate or vanilla?

Chocolate.

What's your zodiac sign?

Leo.

Does Fred from Youtube annoy you?

Lol no. I mean, sure, he was obnoxious, but I just didn't watch him so I wasn't annoyed. I think he changed his content completely and is now doing something totally different.

[franeridart]

Anon said: How are those doodles?? Your "doodles" are a million times better than any of my finished drawings (i love them btw they are so f*cking cute!!!!)

AHHHH THANK YOU!!!! They really are doodles though haha 

Anon said: What are your OCs' names?? They are so cool I'm in love with them ♡♡

If you’re talking about the four in the latest original art post I made, then they’re Chris (with the undercut), Josh (with the long hair), Max (with the scarf) and Leo (with the eyepatch)!! I’m so so happy you like them, they’re old enough to be part of me by now so seeing them liked is always such a warm feeling!!

Anon said: Do you take prompts/suggestions? Sorry I don’t know your policy but would you consider drawing Bokuro ft jealous!Bo? I’ve always headcanoned that Kuroo is really popular with both boys and girls because of his confidence and effortless charm; whether he’s oblivious to this attention despite his intelligence or aware of it yet ignoring it is anyone’s guess~ I always look forward to your art and recently got into Haikyuu!! And damn, I do ship Kuroken too but you have me addicted to Bokuro now *_* ||  Aah finally got the FAQ open (blame mobile tumblr for being a bitch), and yup my last ask is def a suggestion and I hope you’ll consider using it~ Somewhat unrelated, do you regularly add stuff to your red bubble? I love your Kiribaku art but I’m a huge fan of Momo (&Todomomo) and Kuroo (&Bokuro), is there any chance you have something in the works with them up for sale soon? Thanks

GOSH thank you so much for liking my old hq stuff enough to ask for more!! I’m not sure if I’ll get back to drawing bokuro soon, honestly? So I can’t promise that if I’ll go through with the suggestion it’ll be soon, but I’ll definitely keep it in mind for when the mood strikes!! And about the shop, I add to it whenever I feel there’s enough stuff piled up to? Though I plan to start adding more often than that from now on - I don’t really have anything for momo and kuroo to add on rb that isn’t already there, but as soon as I’ll have more of either of them I’ll remember to put them up! Thank you so so much for the interest in buying from me!!

Anon said: Ok but that Kirishima art was absolutely amazing

THANK YOU!!!!! 

Anon said: Hi! First I really really love your art and I make this little muffed scream every time I see your stuff pop up on me feed. You’re amazing!! Second, can I ask how you do shadows? I can never make them look right or lay across my character correctly. Yours always look so amazing

Thank you!!!!!! I actually used to have that same problem with shadows? However much I kept track of where the lightsource was and the shapes I was working with it always looked wrong, somehow - the way I fixed it was by adding more shadows, actually. If you’ll pick any of my colored pieces you’ll see I don’t really put down lights all that often, which means the base color ends up being my light color too, and everything else is just shadows getting darker the further I go from where the light hits the object I’m shading - generally, I use a soft tool like a brush or a marker to very roughly put down where I want the shadows to go, and then using the same tool I smudge and darken it till it looks right to me. I can’t really explain it any better than this? But I have a small tutorial for how I do this in my art tips tag, if you wanna give it a look!

Anon said: I come back to look at your art almost every day, especially when I’m feeling down; so I’d just like to thank you for posting your beautiful art for all of us to experience. On behalf of all of your followers, Thank you! :,)))

Anon you’re gonna make me cryyyyy!!!!!! ;;;;;;;;;;;;;;; thank you so so much, both for this ask and for liking my stuff to begin with! <3

Anon said: Your anatomy is so so so so good! And don’t even get me started on your colours! Perfection

GOSH I still have a long long way to go, but thank you so much for thinking so!!! It makes all the effort feel worth it! ( TT^TT)<3

Anon said: I love everything about ur art! from the sketches to the full colored pieces, it's the highlight of my week whenever you post! I was actually wondering where you get the ideas for clothes! I always see the variety and was wondering if you came up with them or are they from somewhere ^v^ keep up the amazing work!!

It’s a mixture of both, actually! I like to look at clothing, both irl (on people I see, or stuff in the shops I visit, or even pics and movies and tv shows!) and drawn too - in anime and illustrations and manga and cartoons! I look at them and try to remember how they’re made, and then when I draw I think about it all and come up with my own by mixing stuff I liked from all those things - unless I see a piece of clothing that’d work just right as it is on a character, in which case I just draw it either as best as I can from memory or, if I have it, using a ref! It’s one of the things I find the most fun when drawing, I’m glad to hear you like what I come up with!! Thank you so much!!!

Anon said: Thoughts on KiriTodo? Because I. Am. Hooked.

I like it!! I don’t actively ship it, since my only actual ship for Kirishima is kiribaku, but I like the look of him with todo, aesthetically, and their friendship is highly entertaining to me, which means their potential relationship in a romantic setting is too - and, as we’ve seen with my very random dip into the non-existent kirijiro fandom, that’s more than enough for me to decide maybe I’ll wanna go and draw for them, one of these days haha

Anon said: Haven't seen KiriSero or KamiSero Fusions yet! Got some ideas for those? (Filling out the Bakusquad pentagon XD)

I really never got around to drawing those, did I! That’s actually surprising, hadn’t you pointed that out I’d have never realized - I’m not doing fusions anymore right now, but maybe I could make an exception for these two............ if the inspiration strikes, why not!

Anon said: Did you see the newer bnha episodes?! Miritama made it feel like a shoujo... (In a good way)

THIS IS SO OLD OH GOD sorry I didn’t get around to answering this sooner!!! The miritama relationship is really wonderful, isn’t it? They make me cry so much, soft warm boys, so in love............. TT’’’TT <3<3<3

Anon said: This whole year has been a trainwreck for me and your blog was one of the few things that stayed constant, so thank you for being my favorite spot on the internet. Hope you keep drawing and I love your art so much!

AH, THANK YOU! I really really hope I’ll keep on drawing too!!! I’ll do my best 💪💪

Anon said: Some days I’ll just sit in bed at 2 am and be like “I need a hug” and then I read ur blog and it’s like a safe mental hug. So thanks for that.

That’s!!!!!!!!!! so sweet oh my god!!!!!!!!! ;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;; I’m so glad my stuff can make you feel warm like that, anon!! <3<3

Anon said: So it says you don't do requests in your faq does that include commissions as well

Not right now!! Maybe sometime at the beginning of next month, ✨Stay Tuned✨

Anon said: Hellooo hope you are having a good day. It's always so fun to scroll through your blogs and enjoy your art 💕💕 Idk if it's a little weird to ask but I also love your old aokaga art and I was wondering if you had any interest left in that fandom or would ever consider drawing for it again? xx

Gods, I really don’t know? It’s been so long since I’ve last engaged with anything related to knb........ I still do love the ship though, so, maybe? I really have no clue, I might though!! Thank you so much for liking even such old things from me!!!!

[tastingmellow]

People have always complimented my hair for being “pretty/long”. My familys taken care of it my whole life cause idk how to do it. Its embarrassing and I cant learn cause I dont have the right products. It’s white people stuff and my hair is like 4a/4b. A while back I saw a post saying that its more groundbreaking if black girls grew out their hair instead of cutting it like white girls in shows. And I kinda agree with that. I also know that it’s my body and I could do whatever I want with it. My family says I shouldnt cut it cause they associate my beauty with my hair sometimes. My friend says I just need to learn how to take care of it. I dont wanna cut it because my hair has been/is a big part of me. But I wanna cut it cause its so much work. I also wanna learn and get to know my hair all over again. If I were to cut it Id wanna go bald and let it grow. I wanna feel the wind on my head and wake up without a weight on me ig. Idk if any of this made sense, if it doesn’t I could clarify. But do you have any advice/ideas on what I should do? If anyone else does that’d be really good, I could use some help.

Okay, I just wanna say this is YOUR choice. At the end of the day, you’re going to have to live with it, okay? Okay.

I’d definitely take a moment and really think about what you want to do. For me, I have a lot of hair as well and it’s sooooooo much to manage that I’ve thought about cutting it a few times. But I’ve always thought about how I’d feel in the end. Which is why it’s really important to know and understand yourself as a person. No one knows you better than yourself.

My advice for you is if you plan to keep your hair, definitely learn how to take care of it. There’s a few things that I use as someone with 4b hair. I use black castor oil to keep my scalp clean, there’s a specific shampoo and conditioner that I use because I have psoriasis so it helps keep mine clean as well. For just regular washing, I would definitely recommend Pantene. Some people may disagree but there’s a specific formula that’s really lightweight but it still cleans thoroughly. Also, with that I wanna say PLEASE USE CONDITIONER. It makes detangling so much easier, I promise you. I’d recommend finding cream that work well for you, I personally don’t use them because it makes my hair really heavy, I haven’t found anything that I like but you could be different so when I publish if anyone who has found cream that works for 4 type hair please feel free to share!

Side note: Everynow and then, do a hot oil treatment! There are looooooads of tutorials on YT.

When detangling I personally recommend using a wide tooth comb or a wide paddle brush. Start at the end of the hair and work your way up to the root. It hurts way less and it’s a little easier. Before you do that tho, part your hair into about six even sections, just so it won’t be so overwhelming. Then braid those sections after detangling to prevent matting. Now, an even better way to manage your natural, PROTECTIVE HAIR STYLESSSSS! Sew ins, wigs, braids, twists, faux locks, etc.

Find a BLACK hairstylist who specializes in these things, if you’re in Atlanta I recommend the Braid Bar in Jonesboro, they have great prices and do some awesome work. The best way to find someone who braids is just ask some of your black friends/family. Somebody’s cousin always does hair, I promise. If you can’t find anyone or you don’t have many black friends, Google and Instagram are gonna be your best friend. Most salons have photos on their IG pages and many stylists ask that you book through a number or DM, either way do some research honey. I’d honestly just recommend searching under the hashtag #boxbraids(Your city name).

If you really want to cut your hair though, find a hairstylist that specializes in natural hair. Specifically Type 4 hair. Again, word of mouth, Instagram, and Google are gonna be your best friends. I’m telling you to find someone who works with natural hair because they are best equipped to cut, treat, and style your hair the best. They will take extra care in making sure your hair is cared for. Plus a good scrub of the scalp is heaveennnnnn!

Ultimately, it’s up to you. I want to say though, regardless, it is your hair. Do not make your decision based on what your family or friends will say. Make your decision based on what you want, honey! Either way, you are beautiful! You are loved! And I promise you are not the first or the last black woman to love their natural hair but despise it at the same time! 💕

I love you, honey bun! Happy New Year! 🎊

[eeemarvel]

This is some of my work fam-bam, tag yourself lol

Nancy

Always says good morning and goodbye

*polite obligatory head nod*

Me: *enters the coffee room* Nancy: AH! Excuse me, I’m sorry...

avoids conversations beyond good morning, good bye, and excuse me

professional teacher attire

tiny comb

skirts even in winter

That comb is real tiny

George

shifty eyes

donald duck sippy cup

tiny green bike for boys next to all the adult bikes   

Me: Morning George, how are you?

George: *looks around the 2x4 coffee room* what do you mean?

Me: I—um... how are you?

George: Who are you talking about?

Me: You???

George: OH! Yes! I’m good! Ah man, English is difficult...

Me: I’m speaking Japanese, George...

circular  glasses make the eyes real LORGE.

noodle jersey

Frank

Played football in college

The aura of someone who could professionally assassinate you but won’t bc that’s the bigger power move

cleanest gucci suit every day

newspapers

we’re gonna talk about american politics today, Scribble. Get ready.

tiny mischievous son is prince of the school

does power squats in your periphery

Tammy

Jokes

sweaters and cardigans

two tiny tufts of hair are red at the end BUT THEY’RE NOT DYED WHAT?!

makes 30 minute staff meeting into hour long staff meeting because have you heard this joke?

big chin animal collectibles

wants the big chin pig

cheeseburgers

dances when under pressure

Miya

Everyone’s big sister

Short wavy hair cuts and large glasses

“Are you eating enough?”

“When did you go to bed?”

“Just take it easy.”

Gives advice that will get you fired if followed

forgets tea cup everywhere

stacks of tiny decorative tapes

fresh flowers on the desk

will tease you

Amy

Imagine the shortest person you know. Shorter than that. 

Apples (the shape not the flavor)

FOOD?!

Makes comics about a cat  named Nyantaro (think Meowothy in English)

Crafts

Will bring you handmade snacks

butter yellow volkswagon  filled with stuffed animals

Theater!!!!!!!!!!!

Everyone standing behind me like 3 feet away: Has anyone asked Scribble if she’s going to lunch? Idk, I can’t speak English. Maybe she has a lunch? She brought one yester—

Amy in English at full volume: SCRIBBLE! NOW, LUNCH, TOGETHER GO! YUM, YUM DELICIOUS, OK??? 

Amy to coworkers in Japanese: She’ll understand because we’re soulmates. 

Is 100% my soulmate

pound of kimchi for sale, don’t ask questions

takes pictures of the school lunch every day

Max

handstands

is flexible

“My tummy is cute, isn’t it?”

“Shall we dance?”

track suits

plays table tennis with students half a foot taller than him

tummy is kinda cute

sports car in the middle school parking lot

hip hop dance tutorial after school if you’re interested

Max: Wanna go to the store with me?

Me: uuuuuuhhhhh......

Miya: You can say no, Scribble it’s ok

Max: *sucks teeth*

Warren

so much star wars

Have you heard about our lord and savior MY 2 CHILDREN? 

Never makes lesson plans

“Let’s just go with plan b”

a disaster

Warren in English: Use the force!

Student: Excuse me...?

Warren: I am your FATHER!

Student in English now: No... you’re not?

Kinda lazy

a whole mess

“Noodles are a drink” 

Everyone’s little brother for some reason????

is “Nabe-chan”

Comedy duo with Tammy

2 hour long comedy sets staff meetings. 

Gruncle Sam

Happy but strict grandpa energy

old

Retired last year 

Is still here????????????

Strong gravelly bad ass anime grandpa voice. Like those old masters who have the best fight scenes but claim they’re out of practice

Brings fresh fruit from his orchard for everyone

box of figs

box of oranges

*finds mysterious orange on my desk* uhhhhh 

Amy: it’s from Gruncle Sam

me: ah, ok.

sells sporting events tickets after school

draws realistic portraits of every single student

baseball serve like a rocket launcher

sobbing baseball team

fanny pack full of secrets

Janet

can play literally any instrument

elegant af

laughs at all of Tammy’s jokes

made a quiche and her boyfriend didn’t appreciate it

doesn’t know what “dick” means

“He only jumped in front of my car so he can SUE ME!” (Warren jumped in front of her car)

Wants a baby but does not want a husband at all because “they’re not necessary”

a champion

gold medals in the school display case

Can make a hero out of a zero if you give her two weeks, a metronome, and 8,000 cups of coffee

[aharris00britney]

                                                                                                                                ASKS 14

Ok so 24 hours after I planned to do this but... last time I answered stuff was January(5 months ago). There is a lot under the cut ;n; sims, nonsims, other games, all kinds of stuff ya know

Anonymous said: Hi! Wcif the shirt you used on your Belle hair post? (Btw, that hair is GORGEOUS.)

I have the cc I use in my previews linked on Patreon. Makeup/skin and all that will be on my resource page once I get around to updating it for my 2 new models (who will be up for download soon hopefully). Also ty <3

Anonymous said: What make-up do you use for most of your posts?

The only eyeshadows I use are by @crypticsim or @catplnt. The makeup I use on Macie/Taylor are listed on my resource page. The other two models makeup will be added once I get them added on there but I know they both use similar stuff to Macie/Taylor.

@thatsimmergirl91​ said: Just wanted to take a moment out and say how amazing you are ! I love all your stuff and your blog. Never forget how awesome you are 💗💗💗💗🙌🏻🙌🏻

Thank you so much. Like I know I am going to be typing a lot of thank yous in this post, but I truly mean them. Playing Sims/Making cc is something I did not think would be such a big thing in my life but god is it and I love doing it. Thank you again <3

Anonymous said: You're incredible and I love all your hairs! In fact, you're my favorite cc hair creator. My question is are you planning on making any hairs with the Island Living meshes anytime soon?

Thank you! I am glad you enjoy my hairs <3 I am planning some stuff with the island living meshes. Probably just a conversion to toddlers if I am able and I might do something simple with the adult meshes to release outside of my Patreon stuff. We shall see though! Ty again

@ayoshi​ said: When are you opening an Onlyfans?

idk babe when are you posting your birthmarks? ;)

Anonymous said: Heya! Love your cc! You're real talented

thank you! <3 It isn’t so much talent, more or less just a lot of practice and time. I appreciate the compliment though

Anonymous said: any tips to get high quality sims screenshots??

I have 2 methods I use. When I am taking CC previews I rotate my screen using Ctrl + Alt + the ◄ key. For my lookbooks/upcoming Sim downloads I use a method by foursims who deactivated?? This is the method/video <3

@verdeclaroangels​ said: What skin do you use??💕PS i love u

I use @luumia​ newest vanilla default, alongside his Smooth Butts overlay, and my own fruitpunch overlay. All are linked over on my resource page <3

@vhlori​ said: Austin queen of pop!

q king of edits! <3

Anonymous said: i love your creations and i appreciate the time you put into your cc, i wish i could support you 💕

Thank you!! Sometimes the time crunches can be stressful but I put them on myself so I survive haha. Don’t feel the need to support me please <3 I make sure everything is public eventually so that people dont feel like they are missing out on anything by deciding not to pledge. Thank you for wanting to though, I appreciate that a ton.

Anonymous said: Just a rant here. I'm annoyed that there are no rings in the glove category or some other category. The reason I want this is because I use eyelashes that are in the skin detail section and rings don't work and I don't want to use the accessory eyelashes because my sim wears glasses. It annoys me but that's all.

i... rant away luv i feel u

Anonymous said: What do you do besides sims? That is all you post about and I was curious if that is all you play?

I play Roblox with @ayoshi sometimes, cause that is about all my computer can handle lmao. I have a switch so I play some Nintendo titles on there like Zelda, Splatoon 2, and other stuff. I also have been plying Fortnite recently with @imvikai @greenllamas and @pinealexple. That is about all I play right now lmao. I play Animal Crossing Pocket Camp and Pokemon Go on my phone.

Anonymous said: Hi there ! Just wanted to say I've also been experiencing that problem with your 'downloads' page. I don't have a Tumblr account so I had to tell you this way. Perhaps it's a MacBook issue ? I'm not sure, but I'm using a MacBook Pro. Anyways, thank you for all the beautiful cc you provide us with, you're the best.

Yeah I got another ask about them using a Mac for it. That seems to be the problem. I am not a coder, nor do I know a single thing about coding. All I can suggest doing is going to http://aharris00britney.tumblr.com/tagged/s4cc and using that which sucks to page through I know :( I am sorry

Anonymous said: This is really random, but I love your Sims! I normally don't like Sims with Clay hair, but GIRL, you make them work. Just want to say to keep it up, and if I had money I would support you <3

Thank you lmao <3 stan clay hairs

Anonymous said: Literally im in this sims discord nd they were DRAGGING how you make the same sim in different skin colors and how you make such cookie cutter sims and honestly i felt bad

Meanwhile me in CAS:

Anonymous said: This may be a strange request but what does that one alien toddler you've used on multiple occasions to model hair look like when he's older?

He uuh... idk where they are in my library tbh I can’t find them cause I was going to age him up and show ya but.. yeah idk what happened RIP alien toddler

@amorimlulu said: Hi! I love your creations, they're incredible! I'm completely in love with two of your sims: the asian woman from the patreon 06-16 post and the woman from the ava hair post. Could you, pretty please, upload them on the gallery? I'm dying to play with them. Thank you ^^

I am planning to in the next month! I have the photos taken I just need to get the CC list together and plan it around Island Living posts, CC posts, all that jazzzzzz

Anonymous said: Hello Austin! I really like the way your sims look, so I was wondering if you can tell me where to get the skins and lashes, please? I am new to the Sims 4 and searching for some cute looks :)

Hey! I have this stuff listed on my resource page, and I have over 100 WCIF’s I have answered along with my lookbooks for some clothes. My cc finds blog is @aharris00finds​ if you want to look there :D

Anonymous said: can i just ask? how do you remove the shadows on hair with S4S? im a complete noob at s4s and i was wondering how you would do it?

You just need to click shadow, then make blank :) pic below

Anonymous said: Hi, just a quick message to say THANK YOU for all those beautiful creations. You are so talented and I want you to know that. Thank you so much for making my sims look way more beautiful !

thank you so much <3 I have said it before and idk if anyone will be able to convince me, but I am not talented lmao it just is experience :)

Anonymous said: hey, could u pls make a tutorial abt how u make ur mesh?? i love ur hair meshes so much

I have tried filming a tutorial before and I will just have to wait til I get a good mic lmao. My speed meshing videos are somewhat useful for learning but they are sped up and without instructions so take it with a grain of salt

Anonymous said: would you ever try to recreate lydia martins hair in 3.04? sorry, but you're the only teen wolf fan thats a simblr that i know and i desperately need that lovely hair in my game. thanks!         

tbh I never finished Teen Wolf XD I stopped at the end of season 5 I think. Idk I just lost interest as I grew up :(  Also I have no idea what hair that is sdfgfvb and google isnt telling me either. If you can send a link to a picture or DM me a picture I can see if I can make it <3

Anonymous said: Hi, could you please please upload this sim post/183989453251/e41 ! She's just too pretty

Anonymous said: please upload this sim from your post/183989453251/e41 for download? Thanks   

Idk if I still have her saved but if I do I might upload her. I will check and see later tonight lmao                    

Anonymous said: Is there any way to put everything you make into a .zip file. I really like what you make and I wish there was a way to mass download it. It sounds dumb but really I enjoy your content

Tbh since I post hairs 3 times a month it would be hard for me to keep everything up to date. I might do something like all my CC from 2017 in one zip, and all my cc from 2018 in another? and then make one for 2019 at the end of the year. I’m not sure though.

Anonymous said: Wheres the hair in yo profile pic? And will you upload that sim? AND can you make more clothes ur amazing at it!!! (Also, asking 4 my bff <3 r u boy or girl?)

the hair in my current profile pic is Maddie Hair, the sim is already for download, and I will have some clothes coming next month :) I am a boy :P

Anonymous said: hello! is the model sim in your eve hair valentines special downloadable? I find her really pretty. I really enjoy all of your cc!! I love all of them soooo much.. :)

I will check if I saved her to my library, if so I will add it to the list of stuff I wanna try and do <3 also thank you

Anonymous said: Hey! Love your hairs! Can I request a Riley hair without the hairclip?

the riley hair doesn’t have a clip so I am going to assume you mean the Peyton hair since it was released in the same month. It wouldn’t really be possible to do Peyton without the clip since it has a part of the hair going up into the clip. Without it there would be a hole and if the hole was filled in it would still look weird since the hair would be going up into nothing. I’m sorry <3

@lacr1mation23​ said: Kinda not a question. But, i'm gonna fangirl all over you. You ROCK!!! I LOVE your CCs. BEST. HAIRS. EVAR.   Impressed like woah from Florida. 

thank you so much ;n; this made me smile lmao I appreciate stuff like this a ton

Anonymous said: Hey I think there's something wrong w/ your Lydia hair.. could u fix it?

I’m not sure what the glitch is, so if you could send me a photo or an explanation of what it is then I could help.

Anonymous said: I'm sorry you're having a bad day! I want to let you know your CC is lovely and I hope you have a better day tomorrow! Lots of love and if you like chocolate then I'm sending you plenty of virtual chocolate to help you feel better!

lmao idk what ‘bad day’ I was happening when this was sent but thank you!! I had a rough semester but I am doing a lot better now I think :)

@simsloverlilian​ said: Hi lol I just think this is really funny, my friend asked me where do you get your cc? and I was like: "oh.. ahoob's WCIF place xDDDDDD" and we both died laughing.. at your place you can get amazing hairs, accs, shirts! (lol love your cc keep it up! ;))

thank you so much! I love that yall use my blog for finding cc :)

@raha-plays-the-sims​ said: Okay... I actually want to take a screenshot of my Sim with your new Riley hair on to my hair dresser and tell her to cut my hair that way XD I love it so much! Thank you for continuing to make amazing content!

lmao i have wanted to do this before with a male hair i found for my game. I never went through with it though XD thank you for the compliment <3

Anonymous said: Everyone!!! Stan LOONA for clear skin and good health...

stan red velvet and WJSN

Anonymous said: I just want to say that "EVERYTHING" about your blog/cc/sims is absolutely immaculate. Your CC is like renaissance to Sims 4 modding(I ain't even kidding).Thank you for sharing/uploading them here on tumblr.  Would you be uploading any video on how you create your sims on youtube anytime soon? And what sliders do you usually use in creating sims if there are some?

thank you so much!!! I have tried recording my game before and the footage just comes out super lag. Hopefully later this year I will be able to get a computer and I could record something then. Also I don’t use any sliders or presets on my main Sims :)

@lllac-lady786​ said: This isn’t a question, but your sims are just so pretty and you are so talented 🤩

thank you <3

Anonymous said: Did something happen to your Lydia hair?

I don’t think so? It seems to be fine for me

Anonymous said: How are you able to edit the new game pack when sims4studio hasn't been updated yet? I am itching to edit some stuff but I can't yet :(

I use CAS Tools! I might make a tutorial this week depending on how busy I am. Not sure though <3

Anonymous said: How likely would you be to recommend the new pack to another simmer out of 10?

(this was sent during Strangerville) I would say 8/10 recommendation. But I love storylines and stuff in games so my opinion is very based on that.

Anonymous said: Would you ever make male hair or recolour some of ea's so they work with your ombre accessory?

I am thinking of doing some ombre accessories for the new Island Living pack for the two ombre hairs. I am not sure if I will be able to or not but I will see :)

@milugameplay​ said: Hello sweetheart, I just like to say that I love the hairs that you create. Thank you for sharing them with us.            

thank you <3 i appreciate the compliment

Anonymous said:Hi! When you uploaded peach earrings, the blonde sim had a braided hairstyle. Was it cc or a maxis one?     

hey! It is from outdoor retreat GP :)     

Anonymous said: Have nothing to ask. Just want to tell you that you are amazingly talented. ❤ I have been playing the sims since its original Sims 1 release, and have always been a heavy CC user. (Upwards of 50GB in sims 3). Never have I ever felt the need to download EVERYTHING a creator has ever made, until I found you.  So, in short, you are amazeballs. Keep it up.

this is so sweet lmao. Even I don’t have all my own CC in my game <3 I appreciate this so so much. Thank you for this

Anonymous said: How did you learn to create custom content??Did you see any video tutorial? I'm trying to create a hair but I can not get it :(((( help me please

most of the stuff I have learned from trial and error, or help from S4S fourms and friends :) Feel free to message me with questions on tumblr or discord

Anonymous said: I know Sims 5 is still so far away, but I still have a question! With the release of Sims 4 so many awesome creators for Sims 3 just stopped creating from one day to another. So my question is: Could you imagine yourself creating Custom Content for Sims 5? I'm asking because I seriously love every single piece you create for Sims 4, and I really wish the glory era of Ah00b won't end with the release of Sims 5. Ily! <3

it depends on the style that TS5 goes for tbh. I love Sims 4 style and I don’t know much of anything about creating alpha hairs so if TS5 goes that direction I doubt I would be able to create for it. also thank you for calling it the glory era of ah00b lmao

Anonymous said: You have hairs named after all the girls in black pink except Rosé. Is there a reason for this?

Well I named a hair Rosanne thinking it was close enough to her name lmao. I might name a hair coming in July Rosie. We shall see when it gets to July XD

[flannelshirtandjeans]

how do you ART so good? like i was trying to come up with an actual specific question to ask you bc you're The Good At Art, but i can't because, well, there's SO MANY things you do well and i wanna know ALL your secrets. well ok i don't actually want to steal your secrets because that would be rude and mean of me, but like, seriously, do you have any advice? regardless, thank u for taking the time to read this! & i hope u have a nice week!

OH FRIENDE. I don’t know! :D Or like I kinda know but also don’t, so hope you’re ready for some advice that won’t get anyone any kind of good quick but like. the ida way. (Also please do steal all my secrets please I’m not an art dragon who guards her secrets furiously I’m a giving dragon who wants art people to have fun and learn from each other.) I’m the kinda ‘make work fun’ kind of a person who grows slowly but has a lot of fun on the way. xD I’m the epitome of fake it till you make it.

So. what I kinda did was find that thing I love drawing (f.ex. my own ocs! or a npc from a vidya game!), and draw nothing but that same thing for like five years.

because you know. repetition is the mother of all learning or something. >___>’’’’’’ -sweats-

I also drew nothing but dogs as commission for like a year. I hated it. It didn’t make me a better artist, except maybe in the patience department.

Sometimes I sucked, and suck! I post it anyway because there’s such a thing as sucking confidently and learning from what mistakes you recognize you made! But also not letting them stop you from producing content that you can still slap somewhere visible and sometimes get nice validating words on! Or don’t! But don’t throw it away either until you have too many files or papers to comfortably store. You need it for seeing how far you’ve come! Sometimes you can draw that thing AGAIN later and it’ll be cool! Like so (even the newer version is a couple of years old):

I also do a thing where I just. look at things. Look at them real hard but kinda idly (without looking like I’m staring if it’s a person). Like I’d sit in the car and daydream about how I’d brush stroke by brushstroke paint (as if I’m that deliberate) that cloud that I see through the window screen for HOURS. Can I do it in practice? NO! But in my dreams it’s awesome and I did learn Something! Take photos to use for reference later and never use them! You just have lots of pretty pictures in your camera then!

Sometimes you can just paint a whole picture in your head if you feel like. It doesn’t make a picture on paper! But it’s still practice! Really weird practice but it’s also fun!

Speaking of references - references are great! Use them! When you have the patience! Otherwise use them and then don’t use them when you’d need them a lot. Look at people’s elbows or how their arms and legs work and stuff them in the passive reference bank. VISUAL MEMORY. Mine sucks, just so we’re clear. My horses look like cows when I use visual memory. My dogs look cats because I live with a cat. But that’s okay! They can be like that until I need them to look right and get the references I need.

I have. so many thousands of screenshots. for reference. I never use them unless I’m drawing a NPC I’ve never drawn before or can’t draw for the life of me without looking directly at them. xD Like Ellie!

Read advice. Think on it. Don’t implement it if it doesn’t feel like your thing or just because someone told you to. You’re allowed to throw away advice and tips that don’t work for you. Like for a long time I read about clean lines and line economy and how they’re superior and how THIS is how you make them, and just went ‘I like my chicken scratches thank you’. I did end up with a lot cleaner lines eventually but I got there MY way and found my way to enjoy them! Like sometimes!!! you’re not ready for a certain piece of advice maybe, like skill-wise, or maybe sometimes you just disagree, period? At the time I did not have the skill or something something for lines like I do today (which still! aren’t super clean! and that’s okay!)! And I still like the chicken scrithces a lot, like that’s a style on its own! Scribble away confidently! If you find a new way to do things eventually and evolve in your art, that’s great! 

Stabilizers are great! Like really nice!

Use colors that you like. Use colors that you like together! You’ll find the stuff that you think looks nice and will find new ways to combine them to make them EVEN BETTER.

Try out art tutorials sometimes just for the heck of it if you think they look promising. Sometimes you learn cool things!

Get ideas that are Ambitious. never doubt for a second your ability to at least TRY! When you go ‘I for sure can’t’ you stop trying things that seem to be above your skill level but may actually not be.

My art motto and motto in general is ‘of course I can’ in a lot of aspects. It sounds cocky but it also gets rid of the threshold where I teeter and just end up not even trying.

If something doesn’t work, try a different style instead of forcing it. When I get frustrated with lines, I end up painting everything. When “realism” (very loosely lmao) frustrates me, I draw chibis for three months. When you go back, you’ll find it tends to work better already.

Let yourself be lazy if you want to be and can be (i.e. are not working on a commission, for example). Everything doesn’t have to be super polished and correct when it’s just for fun.

OH! Important! FIND THE TOOLS AND PROGRAMS AND BRUSHES YOU ENJOY, but don’t be afraid to experiment! I paint in Medibang Paint Pro and use like THREE brushes, but mostly just two really. But also sometimes taking other brushes and seeing what they can do is super fun!

Also adjustment layers are your friend. I usually end up painting with too little contrast or too not saturated for my likes on the first try, and adjustments can really help with that! If there’s a tool for it it’s not cheating!!!

leaving something unfinishes is better than not trying at all

Recognize your flaws! Work on them when you have the time but you don’t have to become great at them right now immediately! There’s so many things to learn, it’s okay to take your time and do things in order that happens to work for you!

Um. idk that’s it? Draw a lot and have fun doing it and don’t feel bad when you don’t because progress happens even when you take breaks!!! I SWEAR. It’s called training your eye!!!

oh and also also: try drawing some moles or body hair or some stitches on a visible seam. I can’t even begin to describe how often that fools people into thinking that my art has more detail than it actually does.

Uh. If you want some more like. detailed advice just ask, I may know what I’m doing and have answers or may not. xD 

[haeroniel-doliet]

Hnghhh why does it require e f f o r t and p a t i e n c e and p r a c t i c e to get good at art????? I need to be good immediately and things i want to see appear at a snap of my fingers.......

Read more for what became an accidental full rant about why ive yet to post anything besides that one thing idkkkk

Aka im TRYING to be good and practice little by little but its BORING and difficult to not get immediate reward.... Also because for whatever reason i really dont wanna watch tutorials so im tryna be all self taught kinda and im OBVIOUSLY making a lot of mistakes like its part of the process but its FRUSTRATING

Basically im on my 6th??? Idk restart attempt at the same fennec portrait and its. Okay. Its at a point where im like nice as long as i suffer over the details here itll be decent ish. Probably.

But its not REWARDING.....

I know i want to do screencaps and character and face studies to get to the point of good art i wish i could be but .... I also just wanna draw like fun fic scenes and silly doodles of characters like some of the cool artists i follow do but i CANT because im not GOOD ENOUGH yet. ;(((((((

Yea i could post sketches or whatver i manage in a night but like who the fuck wants to follow that? Nah... I just idk. I DONT KNOW i dont know what my art goals are (i do, but DO I??)

My brain also obviously doesnt work very well visually which is GREAT so like, any original work its a lot like 'i'll know its right when i see it' but getting next to no other direction and you just gotta be like right. Okay uhhh my anatomy skills are stunted from when i was like 16?? Perspective?? Detail?? WHATS THE COLOR SCHEME

Never mind that i just... Dont understand the program or brushes that well idk why. Krita should be good and im too stressed to experiment different softwares.... BLEGH

i just. Part of me aches to go back to traditional for a bit but i just, dont have the means to make the scale of work i want ro produce with traditional materials yknow?? Maybe i should try just sketching scanning and then lining on computer again idk. At least for some of these face things.

Ok so my GOAL is to always have a very recognizable face. Like. I guess i cant hold myself to photorealism standards because hahahhah id die! But like, i want the face to be looked at and go ah yes! Its that guy! That actress! My friend! Me! Whoever! But like, recognizable. Because i know i CAN thats what i do! Thats all ive been good at !!!!

And like yeah i could hone that, yknow? Work on face studies and mini portraits of all my favourite actors and scenes and shit. Cool right?? Yeahh that could be sickaroni macaroni. People like faces they can recognize and good refined work. I can do that

But i want to be MORE

Id love love love to make like. Scenic paintings. Concept art level atmosphere and color and light and presence and as tory telling yknow?? Id like to substitute the literally colorless fog inside my head into vivid scenes. Id like to try and take the fics that in my head are set in ??? Space with some movement here and there and just idk emotions? Into fleshed out SCENES with backdrops and accurate anatomy and WEIGHT and like, everything incredible that i admire in true art.

But thats hard, yknow? I havent really ever done backgrounds and what i have have been so flat. I dont KNOW how to do that (here i would be willing to have a teacher i think but. Im tired. I cant even seek out a short term therapist for myself how am i gonna find the kind of teacher i want?? Because of course i want them to teach me how to achieve whata inside my dreams and not what they know how to do ykno)

Yeah so i want to try and paint screencaps in the meantime. See if i cant struggle my way to fit this putty of skill into a square box. Like i think i can paint. Digitally? Somewhat idk?? Maybe if i just. Keep trying itll work out?? Start with simpler ones and build up to complexity??

But also. If im juat trying to get myself to love art again, why am i trying to throw myself in the deep end of struggling with something im not good at?? Shouldnt i be just refining what i already know? Like. A character! Standing. Maybe in a cooler pose if going crazy. Refining basic anatomy. How does fabric work? How does hair work? Can i make expressions seem realistic?

Next step, could i make a picture of someone without direct reference?? Like. Could i draw maybe a wee dinluke holding eachother or whatever and like. Just. Do it?? Without doing a version of photoshopping two pics of the actors through art together. Idk.

Also NONE of this makes sense to anyone outside my head and im SORRY

Like i dont even have a resolution at the end here!!! Im just FRUSTRATED!!!

I wanna draw, i wanna have results and success and rewarding experiences. But i also want ro challenge myself and do super complex shit and like really push myself to learn impressive difficult shit and be proud of down the line.

Im so tired. I cant even feel ok drawing without having someone on call with me to alleviate the immense pressure of frustration and anxiety and stress and struggle!!

I just. Wanna enjoy it

Okay fine i need to find a show or smth to 'watch'

And tomorrow? I might whip out a sketchbook thats been last used 8 years ago and. Ignore everything in it hahhaha its bad

But no im gonna. Im gonna draw scenes. With minimal reference

I might make a face collage i definitely wanna for pascal and mar camel

But im gonna put PENCIL to PAPER and get to the roots of MY HAND CAN DRAW just give her a chance, and get your brain outta the game.

Ok so fuck me this rant has to end here or ill never stop

If you read this (i dont expect ANYONE to have) send me like a message or whatever lol imma need to ask if youre ok <3

[electroma89]

DO THEM ALL

JESUS CHRIST WOMAN!!!

flower crown: when did you last sing to yourself?

today, I was doing my makeup and singing to “Hand of Doom” by Black Sabbath

fairy lights: if a crystal ball could tell you the truth about anything, what would you want to know?

oh boy, knowing if god exists is really tempting

daisies: what is the greatest accomplishment of your life?

learning to love myself exactly as I am

1975: what is the first happy memory that comes to mind, recent or otherwise?

I was at left side of the stage, second row, 17 years old and completely mesmerized

matte: if you knew that in one year you would die suddenly, would you change anything about the way you are now living?

I would worry waaaaaaay less that’s for sure, I would treat myself more often without feeling guilty

black nail polish: do you have a bucket list? if so, what are the top three things?

I used to, but concert tickets and trips are always there

pantone: describe a person close to your life in detail.

oh man, there’s this person who has wild hair, easy laugh, short temper and crazy ideas

moodboard: do you feel you had a happy childhood?

partially, I mean at that time I felt I was a very happy kid, but now looking back I realise that some attitudes my peers had towards me weren’t “normal” (like teasing me for some of my physical features), and some feelings I had weren’t part of “growing up” (dissociation). Of course I wish I knew that “this weird feeling” was called “being nonbinary” too.

stars: when did you last cry in front of another person?

I don’t remember exactly when, but it was in front of my mom

plants: pick a person to stargaze with you and explain why you picked them.

you know what? I would pick the shit out of you!!! I would love to see you face to face in first place, but also have long talks and laughs under the stars, that would be so nice

converse: would you ever have a deep conversation with a stranger and open up to them?

with a total stranger? no, I made that mistake already

lace: when was your last 3am conversation with someone, and who were they to you?

my boyfriend probably? idk I’ve been sleeping super early lately (aka 1 am)

handwriting: if you were about to die, and you could only say one more sentence to one person, what would you say and to whom?

I can’t really answer this bc depends on the circunstances of my death

cactus: what is your opinion on brown eyes?

I have brown eyes, brown eyes are the shit!

sunrise: pick a quote and describe what it means to you personally.

“… and live my days instead of counting my years” (do lyrics count as quotes? idc), for me it means to cut the bullshit and just live to be happy and not caring if I’m too old to enjoy something

oil paints: what would you title the autobiography of your life so far?

“when will the next adventure start?”

overalls: what would you do with one billion dollars?

OH BOY! I would help my mom to start her own bussiness, I would travel to every country, try every food, I would buy every instrument and learn how to play them all, I would hire teachers and study until I was fluent in every language I love, idk fam so many things

combat boots: are you a very forgiving person? do you like being this way?

no, and yes, sometimes you just need to get rid of the shit in your life and not feel guilty about it

winged eyeliner: write a hundred word letter to your twelve year old self.

dear 12 yo me:

hard times come, but at the end you’ll be ok, what you feel now is real, no one will lock you away if they find out, you’re not too weird, you’re not crazy, you’ll find a whole community who feels just like you, healing may be a bit late, but it’ll come, sadness (happiness, everything) comes and goes, you’ll allow yourself to exist: gross, ugly, fat, with bad eyebrows, and then clear skin, weight loss, body hair, lots of eyebrows tutorials, you’ll love yourself with everything you have, and you’ll find people who will do exactly the same

pastel: would you describe yourself as more punk or pastel?

more punk, definitely, but I’ve been adding cute pastel details to my style, like these cute phone/pc wallpapers and details in my makeup and nail polish and stuff

tattoos: how do you feel about tattoos and piercings? explain.

if they help people express themselves then fantastic! tattoos don’t work for me tho, and I’m a bit wary about piercings, bc infections and stuff

piercings: do you wear a lot of makeup? why/why not?

depends if I’m going out, weather and my mood, but normally I do a basic makeup routine with dark lips, I love to wear makeup btw

bands: talk about a song/band/lyric that has affected your life in some way.

Queen has been a HUGE staple in my life since always, since I could understand english their lyrics have shaped my life, and I dare to say their second album (Queen II) saved my life tbh

messy bun: the world is listening. pick one sentence you would tell them.

people deserve respect

cry baby: list the concerts you have been to and talk about how they make you feel.

ok let’s do this

Bjork - 2007 (best night of my life)

Los Bunkers - 2010 (best night out of my country)

Caifanes - 2008 or 2009? (idk I didn’t know them before the concert, I went with a friend) 

Queen + Adam Lambert - 2015 (so many emotions omfg)

Black Sabbath - 2016 (I expected more, not gonna lie)

grunge: who in the world would you most like to receive a letter from and what would you want it to say?

I prefer not to answer this one if that’s ok

space: do you have a desk/workspace and how is it organised/not organised?

I used to, know is full with boxes and other stuff

white bed sheets: what is your night time routine?

brush my hair, taking a collagen pill, brush my teeth and my braces, clean my face with astringent

old books: what’s one thing you don’t want your parents to know?

it’s the total opposite lmao, I want them to know I’m nonbinary so fucking badly, but since we’re invisible I don’t know how to tell them

beaches: if you had to dye your hair how would you dye/style it and why?

I’ve been through so many colors so far, I think the next step would be a rainbow style or something like that

eyes: pick five people to go on an excursion with you. who would you pick and where would you go/what would you do?

my bf

my cousin

you

a friend I no longer talk to bc damn I miss him sometimes and that would be great to talk and “close the circle” if necessary

a childhood friend

11:11: name three wishes and why you wish for them.

to have a steady income, bc I have to eat lmao

to travel, in and out my country, bc I wanna know as many cultures as I can

to be seen as a nonbinary person in this country, bc being invisible is not a privilege

painting: what is the best halloween costume you have ever put together? if none, make one up.

OH MAN I THOUGHT NO ONE WILL EVER ASK!!!

idk why I don’t have another one with better quality!!! but anyways: my aunt as Roger Taylor, my mom as Brian may, my cousin as Freddie Mercury and me as John Deacon (I want to break free video)

lightning: what’s the worst thing you’ve ever done while drunk or high?

talking about family issues with my bullies I mean that was dumb af

thunder: what’s one thing you would never do for one million dollars?

rape someone

storms: you on only listen to one song for the rest of your life, or only see one person for the rest of your life. which and why?

song, bc I’d go crazy otherwise, and probably “seven seas of rhye” by Queen tho I’m not sure

love: have you ever fallen in love? describe what it feels like to realise you’re in love.

I am rn, everything feels at peace and calm

clouds: if you’re a boy, would you ever rock black nail polish? if you’re a girl, would you ever rock really really short hair?

lol I’m neither and I rock both

coffee: what’s your starbucks order, and who would you trust to order for you, if anyone?

I don’t go to starbucks, but I’d trust any order to my mom or my bf, they know me the best

marble: what is the most important thing to you in your life right now?

feeling peace, being happy

THIS WAS SO DEEP FAM OMFG

[21tailsofwoe]

Well, since you asked me for all, Imma do the same XD... (If you don't wanna do all, then just 3,19,26,43,56... and if possible maybe 1? :D )

lol i knew asking all of that from you was gonna come bite me in the ass. i’m gonna try and answer all of them. *takes in deep breath* 

let’s begin.

get to know me, pick some numbers.

1. selfie

Neither do I like selfies, nor do I like my face (the latter is mainly the reason for the former) so here’s a pic of my cockatiel instead

His name is Cookie and he’s the spawn of satan.

2. what would you name your future kids?

My first-born will be called Naruto Naruto and my second-born will be called Hououin Kyouma.

I honestly haven’t given much thought to this fjgsdhgdjfhs

3. do you miss anyone?

My will to live. Itachi.

4. what are you looking forward to?

Finishing all of my WIPs lmao. They’re just sitting there. Waiting…

5. is there anyone who can always make you smile?

I make myself smile all the time hahahaha

hahaha

hah

I need friends

6. is it hard for you to get over someone?

Not really. 

7. what was your life like last year?

Extremely depressing tbh

8. have you ever cried because you were so annoyed?

Yeah, a lot of times.

9. who did you last see in person?

My cousin sister.

10. are you good at hiding your feelings?

Very.

11. are you listening to music right now?

If my screaming Cockatiel counts as music then yeah I’m listening to music.

12. what is something you want right now?

My assignment to complete itself on its own pls.

13. how do you feel right now?

a’ight.

14. when was the last time someone of the opposite sex hugged you?

Last December LOL.

15. personality description

I seem shy at first but once approached, I am one of the coolest people you’ll ever meet. Okay, not the coolest, but like somewhere between cool and yeah-i-think-i-can-stand-your-presence-for-more-than-two-seconds. I am sarcastic to a fault and I have the weirdest sense of humour. I never ‘like’ anything, I become fully obsessed with it. I am sort of a perfectionist, so that keeps me from doing stuff. I am kind of an introvert, but I do love meeting new people and visiting new places.

16. have you ever wanted to tell someone something but you didn’t?

Yeah I want to tell my bird to SHUT THE FUCK UP, but I can’t ‘cause he has a bird-brain and he doesn’t understand shit. (but i love him so much)

17. opinion on insecurities.

Ooh boy I’ve had a lot of insecurities in the past (and still may have some) but like none of that is real and sometimes it happens to be all in your head and it doesn’t really matter what others might think of those insecurities when they see you. All you need is some fake-confidence to carry yourself around, and before you know it, that confidence becomes real very and you start to accept the things you don’t really have control over. Insecurities mean shit.

Too hipster for you?

18. do you miss how things were a year ago?

Absolutely not.

19. have you ever been to New York?

Haha I wish.

20. what is your favourite song at the moment?

All the Naruto and Naruto Shippuden opening songs. I’ll Be Good by Jaymes Young

21. age and birthday?

do I have to?? and 24th Jan.

22. description of crush.

Tall-ish, Dark, long hair. Really talented and was super smart as a kid. Has eye bags. Killed his entire family, slaughtered innocents, and tortured and manipulated his younger brother. Was a member of a criminal organisation. Thought like a Hokage at the age of seven. A work of art.

23. fear(s)

Oh boy do heights freak me out.

24. height

5′8″

25. role model

Don’t really have one.

26. idol(s)

him…

don’t really have one 

27. things i hate

I won’t be saying any names but Donald Trump, if you’re reading this…

28. i’ll love you if…

you fit the description in answer 22 above.

29. favourite film(s)

Koe no Katachi (changed my life tbh), the Star Wars series, that latest Tom Holland superhero movie idk if you’ve heard of it :\, Dead Poets’ Society, all Marvel movies except the second Avengers movie  which sadly doesn’t exist :(, and Chris Nolan’s Dark Knight trilogy. I am not much of a movie person tbh.

30. favourite tv show(s)

not to be the epitome of mainstream cringe culture but Supernatural, Doctor Who, and Sherlock lmao. Also, I absolutely love Brooklyn Nine-Nine, Friends, Breaking Bad, the first two and the only seasons of Arrow (the rest don’t exist for me sorry jfskdjh), Daredevil, and there must be more that I’m missing but for now I’m gonna stop here.

31. 3 random facts

— As a kid, I thought every animal was a car. A dog? Weird cat. A cow? Big, fat cat. A fish? Cat that can breath under water.

— I am super bad at playing the piano even though I’ve been learning* it for years.

— I have always been fascinated by stars, for as long as I can remember.

* : In this context, the word “learning” refers to going for classes for a month and then dropping it for a year, and then starting classes again just to give up, and then looking up tutorials on YouTube just to cry over the piano keys because you suck so much.

32. are your friends mainly girls or guys?

Girls. But I find it easier to befriend guys for some reason.

33. something you want to learn

The fucking piano.

34. most embarrassing moment

Not gonna say much except these few words: first time periods, school, white uniform skirt, seniors.

35. favourite subject

Physics and Economics.

36. 3 dreams you want to fulfill?

Have a paper published, have a book published, and just learn about stuff. Idk, any stuff.

37. favourite actor/actress

I have had only one favourite actor since I was a child and that’s Will Smith.

38. favourite comedian(s)

I don’t really know many comedians, but I really like Russell Peters. He’s hilarious af.

39. favourite sport(s)

Volleyball (thanks to a certain anime), basketball (even though I gave up the sport), and lawn tennis (even though I have hardly played this).

40. favourite memory

Don’t know her.

41. relationship status

Don’t know her either.

42. favourite book(s)

Any and all Dan Brown books, any and all Stephen King books (even though I’ve read like three of his books lmao), the Harry Potter series, books by Murakami.

43. favourite song ever

Don’t really have one. My favourites keep changing over time.

44. age you get mistaken for

Never had anyone do that so I wouldn’t know.

45. how you found out about your idol

My brother told me about this never-ending show about ninjas running around in colourful clothes and I was like K. Little did I know that I was gonna meet…him…

46. what my last text message says

“lol no way”

47. turn ons

Refer to answer number 26. 

48. turn offs

It’s called the ending of a never-ending series about ninja running around in colourful clothes

49. where i want to be right now

Up in the mountains or some shit.

50. favourite picture of your idol

51. starsign

Aquarius

52. something i’m talented at

Procrastination. 

53. 5 things that make me happy

Anime, books, writing (not on laptops or phones or computers, but like, writing), hanging out with me friends, shitposting on Tumblr

54. something thats worrying me at the moment

This assignment that’s due tomorrow. 

55. tumblr friends

ooh ooh ooh there’s the mutuals I love talking to and ranting with aka @fineillsignup, @thefewthemerrier, @teenagetreepatrol, @narusakuloverforever, @obsessed-lass and then there are the mutuals whose ship(s) I don’t agree with but they’re literally one of the most awesome people I’ve met on this @sasukeuchihayas, @mycherryqueen. Then there are the mutuals I don’t “talk” to but we always like/reblog/comment on each other’s stuff and send each other asks sometimes like @uzumakura, @winter-serenade, @asiantwinkies. There’s @hanaita who is too good for this world. And then, of course, there is you @mirai-no-yume sending me asks and have nothing but the nicest things to say. 

56. favourite food(s)

Starts with piz ends with za.

57. favourite animal(s)

Any animal except this screeching monster in front of me (jk cookie ily 2)

58. description of my best friend

Pure, hilarious, one of the most emotionally strong people I know, living embodiment of a shitpost, I would give up everything for her tbh (well, maybe not everything that’s a stretch. maybe like, one or two things. or maybe half a thing.)

59. why i joined tumblr

Really frustrated with the Naruto ending so I needed a place to vent. 

60. ask me anything you want

Yeah, whatever. I’m tired now.

[shadowlink720]

FE: Birthright Randomised Prologue, Chapter 1 and Chapter 2

(aka ‘I can’t believe Shadow is freaking Dead’)

ok Are you ready for this? I’m sure not but let’s mcfreaking go I’m gonna go on a lot of tangents probably so please forgive me for that---

oooooooook so let’s see if this actually works (I haven’t actually tested it yet, but it loaded instead of hanging at a black screen so I’m assuming it does), let’s also see if it breaks the game or not b/c I’ve heard that Birthright can so therefore Conquest is more reliable but I never want to play Conquest ever again holy heck I don’t have a physical copy of Conquest ayyyy

But enough stalling! Let’s get right to it! Ah jeez I really want to give Corrin the really short hair I did when I branched off to Revelation but I want to keep the SYMBOLISM-

.... a lot of these pictures are gonna be squint ahah (also it’s Samurai b/c I need Astra lmao)

ok then let’s goooooo

I suppose I should be worried that the ‘No’ option doesn’t show properly but w/e (the button is blank lol)

........ Azura could you build the suspence any higher ahahahah;;;;;;

OH MY GOD IT WORKED

TAKUMI REPLACED HINOKA I’M GOING TO D I E And he’s a Diviner lmao no Fujin Yumi for u m8 I hope that the Ryoma and Takumi replacements can/will use Raijinto and Fujin Yumi lol ohhh my farore I am actually shaking aaaaahhh give me a minute ahahh--- this is so surreal is this actually happening I don’t even kno w ANYWAY

Takumi are you saying ‘How dare you!?’ to the Nohrian for trying to attack me or me for not knowing how to dodge-

also I’m going to skip enemy/ally phases so there aren’t any spoilers >:3c

ok I know it’s for stability’s sake, but Takumi with the Sky Knight class looks like he has short hair-

OH MY GOFD

woops I could have taken a better one uagiuagdfudgh RYOMA IS REPLACED WITH AZURA I’M DYI N G IT’S WORSE THAT THERE ARE PEOPLE IN THE ROOM NEXT TO ME WHO CAN PROBABLY HEAR MY LAUGHING THO HECK

ah yeah since it’s Birthright then the Nohrian siblings won’t get randomised for stability :V

wait Felici a is tAKUMI FELICIA IS TAKUMI WE DON’T NEED TO PLAY IT ANY FURTHER THIS IS THE PINNACLE HOLY HYLIA

ohhh my gosh Sakura is replaced with Mozu aaaaaahhhhh that’s adorable auhfiughdfysdgf

OH YM GOD

Ryoma is Yukimura I’m This playthrough is going to end me tbh---

I don’t think I’m ever going to get over Felicia being Takumi and Azura being Ryoma tbh holy heck

also I really hope Felicia turns out to be a class that can use bows so that she could possibly have Fujin Yumi idk how it works tho ahahahhhh;;;;;;

I’m not getting over this, I can’t wait to see more of Felicia being passive aggressive/throwing the extreme SALT around

Azura, Takumi just asked if u were alright, I don’t really think humming is gonna help u with answering him-

Azura, High Princess of NoChill-shido

aaaand more vanilla sibliings (I’m sorry, I didn’t have the courage to try to get Revelation to work-)

It’s at times like this when you realise just how different Hinoka and Takumi are when it comes to acting towards u at the start asfhiudfsiudh

WELP ANYWAY that concludes the Proloooogue, time to get right into Chapter 1 aaaaaah

also this is what I was talking about with the button being blank ahahahh;;;;

time to see Felicia and Jakob’s replacements ayyyy OH MY GOD

Felicia is now an Oni Savage Hana holy heck- JAKOB IS KAZE I’M GOING TO DI E

OH MY GOD Flora asked Hana if she’d help w/ waking Corrin up and Hana’s voiceline was just ‘No’ aioasdfudfhsudfs I think I’m going to do Chapter 2 as well seeing as basically nothing will be different this chapter b/c I ain’t doing Conquest ahahah;;;

I always seem to forget how tutorial heavy fe games are, but especially in Fates :’’’’D ayyyy first level up! ..... I only got hp! :’’’’’’’’D yikes that was an awful level up audgaiufhaduf do the growth rates change for Corrin? idek ahahah (no they don’t seem to)

anyway hope ur ready to Die, Xander if not then.................. well this is Birthright ayyyy lmao

aaanyway we don’t need to see this cutscene we’ve already seen it before many tiiiimes because it’s exactly the saaaaaaaaaame but there’s Leo with his inside out collar again lmao there’s a tag on it and everything that’s cute

You know what I realised the other day though??? A unit’s clothing can get ripped in this game, idk what causes it tho, probably getting low on HP, and it’s certainly not fixed magically w/ healing it’s a funny little detail idek

lmao bye Hana we won’t see u again for a whiiiile ahahh;;;;

onto Chapter 2! :D (I love this so far ngl, oh my Farore)

So! who are the Hoshidan prisoners!? >:D oh yeah we have to see Ganon- GARON, first asjhifadufa Dragon Veins, Ganglari, magic from Valla, yadda yadda yaddaaaaa PRISONERS!

..........oh my Farore-

Kaze don’t be mean >:V I mean.... yeah tea sounds great right now but THAT DOESN’T MATTER U were in their position once, in an alternate universe :Y

........................... Holy Hylia-

...... So does this mean I can call Jakob a grill he certainly does roast ppl a lot in the original-

WHAT ARE THE ODDS

THAT RINKAH REPLACES KAZE- it was really funny tho, when Corrin said ‘Huh? Have you heard of me?’ Rinkah just said nothing, but her mouth was open and her voice line was ‘What?’ so I’m just imagining her like ‘Bitch, I am Hurt’

yeah yeah Dragon Vein tutorial and all that I GET IT- Let’s look at Kaze’s stats and skills! >:D

...... Holy shit he’s a monster

His personal skill is Collector, which is super neat because hey! free stuff! :D He also has Seal Magic which could be good with his terrible less than stellar Resistance, and Good Fortune, which restores up to 20% HP EACH TURN, well.... based on his luck stat, which is..... pretty bad lmao- maybe he has a really good Luck stat growth idk (I peeked at the output file after having played the chapter and his stat growths are HP = 15, Str = 30, Mag = 35, Skill = 50, Spd = 25, Lck = 50, Def = 20, Res = 40, so yeah, pretty decent barring HP and Def haha;;;) But LOOK AT THAT STRENGTH HE’S A BEAST AND A C RANK IN SPEARS THAT’S FANTASTIC UGH- Kaze........ my man, I can’t wait to see what you can Heart Seal into it could probably be really cool, or..... pretty bad, idk anything could happen with this randomiser

I just realised how ironic his randomised class was; he went from a light, speed based Hoshidan class to a bulky, defence based Nohrian class ahahah;;;

but enough digressing! Let’s get started! >:D

....... Goddesses damn it Kaze, why do you have such an adorable laugh u’r gonna kill me- also don’t lie, you can’t use staves :V Anyway, I shouldn’t bother letting Gunter get experience because reasons, this is Birthright-

I’m just gonna end the turn without doing anything and see what happens, because I want them to still be paired up when they attack/still be on the healtile;;;

Rest in pieces, generic samurai.

Look at how quick these guys are to throw their lives away, how cute. Another level uuuuup 1 point to Speed and Luck, wow that’s.... not all that great, but I’m not going to have a lot of luck anyway so I should just take what I can get :V

Jakob no, it’s no use You have a club and your against a sword I mean yeah you survive but not for long m8

....... I hate to break it to ya, Jakob, buuuut

ah jeez, Corrin almost leveled up again-

Dammit Corrin, we could have finished it there and then if you had just HIT HER- no matter, she should be done now

Ayyy, level up for Kaze!

And it’s pretty darn good too! :V

I still can’t believe that Kaze replaces Jakob, like, they couldn’t be any different with how they treat people- I’m not complaining tho; means I get Kaze pretty early on >:3c ayyy he got Defence +2! :D

aww that’s the end of the Chapter ;;u;;

ooooh hey! Jakob’s a Nohr Prince and Rinkah’s a Spear Fighter! (That makes what Jakob said earlier even better lmao;;; ) I can’t wait to see Jakob turn into a mcfreaking DRAGON awwww yeeeaaaah >:3ccccc

oh yeah, Garon talking about ‘kill the Hoshidans!’ all that nonsense like, bruh. nah. I want a Nohr Prince and Spear Fighter, yo. it’s funny how Jakob still stands the way he does tho, but I can’t get a picture of it agusdasusfgha

ahhh, wheesht Xander, u idiot, you know more than anyone that there’s something definitely up with Garon and all that stuff with the vanilla Nohr siblings yadda yadda

Ok you can’t really see it, but there’s Jakob standing the way he usually does lol

Why u gotta be so r00000d it’s still oddly fitting that he’s in the place of Rinkah, tho; it’s like, what Jakob would act like towards Corrin if he hadn’t been their butler, albeit a little less passive aggressive :V

JAKOB I told u to STOP-

aww man, that’s the real end of the chapter

safjuhduhfsdufhasf I wanna play moooore but I shouldn’t make this go on too long ;;;;u;;;; So u can bet that I’ll keep going later hahahah;;;;

Sorry for the low quality images btw, I might look into getting a screenshot plugin at some point, idk I also don’t know how often I should do these, so if anyone who bothered to get this far could tell me what they would think would be best that would be really great :0