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kinda angsty art warning - tw very minor blood, religious (ish) imagery? idk dude
yeah. baby's first proper art I guess. rare that i draw something original that ain't schoolwork or just a headshot haha
idk why i did this but eh. kinda like how it turned out. maybe will clean it up later, make it neater, but for now i am fine with this the way it is :)
#god do i use the fandom tags#maybe later too scared#like its very bad#+ a little abstract#art#artists on tumblr#augh#too much of a wimp. but. going to embed it here. yeah tbis is TSP fanart technically loll#made tbis instead kf sleep :)#i shoukd make art more like genuinely#this is fun#just see a blank canvas and go 'oh no creatinf something new?? scary'#and then procrasinate forever#lol sorry that got off topic#enjoy the weird fucking art i guess#or don't nobody's gonna see it anyway#ah well
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had the idea of adding the glyphs from the owl house onto my denim jacket so I taught myself embroidery and did this as a first project!
here's hoping I'm not gonna randomly glow/freeze/burn alive/have a plant grow out of my shoulder I guess?
Close-ups, pic in sunlight (showing the proper colours), and fire glyph progress pics under the cut I swear I also took progress pics of the other glyphs but I can't find them rn




they're all about 5 cm in diameter and I personally think the ice glyph came out a little wobbly but it was my first embroidery ever and the fabric on that part of the jacket is also a little wobbly so I'm happy with the result
the lovely yellow lighting in my room is biting me in the ass rn bc the yellow and green are a lot lighter irl and the blue and red are a bit more vibrant

here's a photo I took in the sun that captures the colours better!



the fire glyph was the last one! I believe there were like two and a half months between finishing the third glyph and starting this one oops (but also yay bc the weather was amazing this weekend so I did a large chunk of the fire glyph while sitting in the sun!)

and a picture of the shoulder while I'm wearing the jacket! though normally the position of the fire glyph falls a little less front-facing (which is great irl bc that way it looks more interesting from the side and back instead of just from the front)
#so yeah a while ago i was lamenting to myself that i don't have art to share on tumblr bc i don't make art#upon realising that my fabric crafts also count i promised myself I'd make a tumblr post when this project was finished#bc hey this still counts as fanart right?#for my first ever embroidery project i'm genuinely so glad with how they came out#wdym if i want i can just learn to do a thing and then do the thing???#anyone got fun ideas for my second embroidery project?#currently considering making the 6 elemental symbols from aurora (red's webcomic) (it's a very fun comic)#those would be a lot smaller than these i think#more like little details#little flourishes that add some liveliness to the jacket but are only clear when you take a closer look#but also these glyphs are already very scarcely recognized (though two or three people have exclaimed 'is that owl house?!' already)#the aurora element symbols would be enormously more obscure#nobody is gonna recognize them#they do look fun though so that's enough reason to do it anyway i guess#but I'm also still open to other ideas to consider#embroidery#fabric crafts#the owl house#toh#owl house#toh fanart#the owl house fanart#fanart#also I'm queueing this one to post tomorrow morning bc i hope that way more mutuals will see it
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and stalling only goes so far when you've got a head start
#nobody talk to me i am so fucking IN AGONY#HEAD IN HANDS. AT LEAST SOME PEOPLE CAN BE HAPPY???????#jinx#jinx arcane#powder#powder arcane#arcane#arcane spoilers#im afraid i have to admit guys i just stopped watching after this episode. it was so fucking (bitter) sweet and by far the happiest#i've ever been post-arcane-episode#god!!!!!!! i don't want to ruin the high!!!! and i don't want to see everyone start fucking suffering for their lives again !!!!!#in my defense i finished at like 8 am after not sleeping all night so. i was also tired. but now after waking up#i just don't want to continue Even More o777#arcane season 2#arcane s2#arcane s2 spoilers#arcane season 2 spoilers#idk how fast people usually watch episodes so i'm mass tagging even more than usual#god fucking. aughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#time taken on this like 3-4 hrs#in my current state of mind (completely off my rocker abt this show) i can probably fuel like Months worth of fanart#from just this one episode. sooooo what if i just never watched the rest fhhggggskfjnfnfnfndjsjd#nah i know i'm gonna end up watching it. eventually. soon probably but idk how soon. anyways. peace out guys. live laugh love 😭😭😭😭😭#my art#the funny thing about this is that i drew it facing the opposite way and then flipped it to check and never. flipped it back.#uhhhhh. don't worry about it
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How do you go about finding/reading fics?
Personally, when I get into something, I'll go through a list of fanfic sites and read all the summaries and pick what sounds interesting, then every few weeks I observed the tag again if I'm still interested. Sometimes I stumble upon them on tumblr, iirc thats how I found yours. Art -> Fic.
Now, while I haven't finished the new Mond murder quest, lack of voices and the weird ost for the trial put me off a tad, I don't have a decent idea of Dahlia but still shouldn't really be all that surprised at the Dahlia/Venti but there are so many in so little time, god speed.
it depends on my investment in the ship. when i first start i just go to the ao3 ship tag and scroll down in order of most recent. if the chronological order is too slow to get new interesting fics for my rate of reading, then i sort by bookmarks in a separate tab and go down the list, checking back in on the chronological order every once in a while
i don't touch any other sites nowadays unless i'm really desperate. i just know that if i go to wattpad i'm gonna end up both frustrated and just reading can't eat love again for the like. nth time.
#i did finish paralogism. it went pretty much as expected for an albedo-centric storyline#you all know i'm not the biggest mondstadt fan so#i know it was supposed to all be an [spoilers] but god. the fact that nobody in the audience seemed to protest the proceedings anyway#like that was supposed to be normal#i cannot believe mondstadts judicial process is worse than fontaine's#why are you the us of a. why are you consistently built like this. and they want me to like you??????????#as always alice was the highlight of the event#actually the city defense sequence was nice i gotta give them that. i think my only problem was uh#the prayer circle didn't work so i'm still daydreaming abt the natlan remake. and i did think it'd make sense for there to be like#something like that. so to see it in-game as always rarely meassures up to expectations#like why were there no npcs whatsoever. the city felt uber empty i didn't really feel much urgency lmao#but that's probably on me bc i figure the rest of you hadn't had expectations for a sequence like that so#the dahlia venti ship came out of left field for me but i've just accepted that i'm never gonna get most mondstadt ships#that once again is prob on me for not caring enough abt mondstadt so i hardly read their profile and abouts#dahlia is fine he's just whatever to me. his voice direction and the fact he's extremely mond church associated#and that his kit is also kinda whatever like. here a hydro option for if you want eshu or you want skirk#none of that is helping him i'm afraid. but i don't think i dislike him he's just whatever to me. i'm gonna forget he exists in two patches#anyway yeah sorry for the rambles#funnily enough the muteness has been making quests easier to get through LMAO
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My homunculus





Hashtag my homunculus
#diy plush#i think i was overcomplicating the bodies. like. most basic plush body shape is fine. who gives a shit#also i am maybe regretting the felt for the head... you can see the wear on her already.#alfonse is holding up really well bc his felt was thicker. HUGE pain in the ass to work with#but it did end up making him super sturdy!#i have been thinking of going back and fixing sharena's head (you can see it's misshapen too)#but like. i actually have no idea where i'd start w that. aside from adjusting the shape beneath the head#but i have no idea how i'd fix the issue of her material without like. having to re-do her completely.#at their core these two really are fuck around and find out plushies. i'm learning the importance#of what material to pick and for what purpose.#unfortunately i am gonna do something different for alfonse's body too. the initial one i made#while super cute and i still love the back stitching. i need to readjust proportions#esp if i'm gonna be layering materials for clothes. ESP on this small of a scale.#i have a test run body on alfonse rn that i'm not entirely sold on either. proportions are right#but the craftsmenship is shoddy on it. so. split on even showing it.#also i did succumb to cheating w a sewing machine. which! i need more practice w anyway.#esp if i want to make bigger plushies in the future actually. so. at this point i was just avoiding it#also don't mind the stray pages there LMFAOO one is a comic i already posted and was reffing#for other comics i've been doing. really cool i have like. a backlog of stuff i can ref of my own work actually#i am soooooo obsessed w paneling and placement... nobody talks about paneling and placement......#sharena
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Guess who finally has an Ultrasonaaaaa 👀👀
Okay yeah, it's basically just a regular Ferry(wo)man BUT she painted herself purple!!!! (and the gold parts silver)
Why? Because I like the colour combos and Ferrymen, boom 💥
#In case you were wonndering- yes her skull is still blue#but nobody's gonna be able to see that anyways soooooo#guys don't snitch shh#Ultrakill#ultrakill fanart#ferryman ultrakill#ferryman#ferrymen
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I don't read a lot of yellow jackets fanfic but I'm so surprised Tai/Shauna isn't more popular, they're literally so !!!! Anyway I'm glad there's someone else who likes them and here's to hoping we get more of them interacting in season 3
Yesss i love them so much <3
i honestly haven’t read much yellowjackets fic either but i am slowly going through the tai/shauna ones.
Before i got into the show i barely saw anything about them and so when i immediately got hooked on them early s1 i was surprised that more people aren’t as insane about them as I am. Hands down my favorite dynamic AND ship in the entire show <3
Also sooo true about s3 i have been feeling the drought </3 the last episode was so fun for me personally to have their teen selves interacting so much. But i really need adult tai and shauna to reunite, like i am begging at this point. They had like 2 scenes in the first episode and then the smallest crumb ever with shauna calling tai before she called misty but Taissa didn’t pick up </3
Come back to me s1 adult tai/shauna relationship pleaseee
I love finding other people who love them too btw so glad you do too <3
#asks#finalgirl1984#shaissa#shauna shipman#taissa turner#yellowjackets#also side note i’ll rant about in the tags but the fandom’s insistence on labeling them platonic is driving me nuts. like no one has to#ship anything they don’t want to but they are the only duo in this show that i see the fandom be so obsessed with that platonic label#i’ll be scrolling through the notes on a post about them and every other comment is like ‘platonic soulmates!!’ or ‘i love their FRIENDSHIP#or one i saw recently was someone literally saying they LIKE that there’s no romantic chemistry???? like that is YOUR interpretation and#respectfully you’re wrong <3#but like idk i just don't get why people feel the need to like put a disclaimer like saying they love them but it's like they want to make#sure nobody thinks they ship them. but why would it be a bad thing if someone thought that? idk sorry for the rant :/#anyways i love them. thanks for the ask <3#was debating actually tagging this cuz i got salty in the tags and idk if i want it to show up in the main tags but i do want it tagged for#my blog so idk gonna risk it
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if you as a fic reader ever become possessed by the urge to do a popularity bracket with the fics other people wrote and shared for fun and for free, consider:
don't ❤️
#just!!!! make a rec list!!!!!!!!!#popularity contests do nothing but drive writers out of fandoms by pitting people against their friends#and invariably result in people being assholes in the comments as if the people who wrote the fic can't see it#like ''oh clearly fic x is better than fic y''#or ''why is fic c even in this poll?''#nobody gains anything by you doing a bracket to see which fic is the ''most popular''#a stat which could be found more easily & less cruelly by simply hitting the sort by bookmarks/kudos button on ao3#anyway ugh. i saw that one of my fics was being pitted against one of my friend's fics in this bracket that's going around#and i have no idea who is ''winning'' because i refuse to look. but either way it's gonna feel bad!!!#because i want my friend to get his flowers so i want him to win!!! but i also would like to know that people like my fic!!!!#so it's just a lose/lose situation even though i generally don't give a shit about numbers#but this turns it into a schoolyard popularity thing#and the emotional response to having people *vote* on if your work is *better or worse* than other fic is hard to ignore#cannot reiterate enough JUST MAKE A REC LIST#or if you absolutely must do a bracket like this do it in a private chat server or something#don't create a public forum for people to pass value judgements where the authors can see it#and feel bad if they get told their fic is ''worse'' than someone elses#but also feel bad if they get told theirs is ''better'' because it came at the cost of telling another author they weren't good enough#ANYWAY i still feel sick with a super sore throat and a headache & am probably extra cranky because of it#(still testing negative thankfully so it's probably just weather/allergen related)#gonna go make some tea and prep the fic updates i want to post today#cass says things#fandom problems#wank adjacent
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oh no somebody I do not want to know about my online presence might have found this account luckily I didn't find anything suspicious in my follower list but oh my god
#nana talks#its literally my dad too I'm not gonna get into the whole lore of why I genuinely don't like him but he's an awful person#I hope nobody has to deal with somebody like that ever not even my worst enemy I'm not kidding#so like I'm hoping he's not stalking this blog#like literally what can he do not like its gonna drive me off of the platform I literally don't care about his opinion of me#but its still unsettling if he is trying to keep track of his adult daughter like this#anyways I don't know if I should reach out to tumblr support because like they probably can't do anything#literally up until I was like 15 he had stuff installed that would let him see everything I do online#eventually that app or something of his shut down and I was free hehe#like this man did and said the most horrendous things under the sun and he's like omg why does nana not want to spend time with him#I don't even care if he's reading this he knows that I don't like him#best thing you can do if you have someone like this in your life is just do whatever you want don't let them bother you that much#eventually they'll realise they can't bother you anymore#like literally for the longest while I thought he would never shut up with the insults directed towards me#but like a couple of months of not caring about it and not talking to him later and he left me alone#so like if anyone reading this can relate I am proof that it does get better my dad is the most stubborn and mean case too#so I promise you it will be okay
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ooof ok senpai otoko no ko wins the award for getting me to read ahead in the manga, not a lot of anime can say they've made me do that
#text post#noragami is one...who else#i did poke around in ranger for a bit but i think that was for something translation-related#anyway#no way in hell am i ok with waiting a week for that conclusion#i actually really like ryuji and senpai (i forgot his name lol) bc childhood friends#they have history it's so sweet#but i don't think the story is going that way#i think he's gonna get with aoi OR nobody's gonna get with anybody#ANYWAY I MUST SEE WHAT HAPPENS
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#listen I feel like a fucking genius right now#I feel like I wrote this show#I'm predicting stuff in every episode and I haven't been wrong yet#and I don't think it's because the show is super predictable I'm just So Locked In to how this show is written#I See The Vision#I said Out Loud to myself over a season ago that if Rick was gonna get with anybody it should be Michonne#I WAS RIGHT#hey yk what? throwing my hat in the ring: I think Rick will die. I think he'll go too far and somebody close to him will have to kill him#I want it to be Morgan bc that'd be such poetic irony but idk#not saying I want Rick to die I'm just saying#anyways nobody tell me#I am 5 seasons (I think?) behind#update: haha oh
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let's check and see how YOU enjoy getting water boarded now
Thanks for the concern, but I’m in no danger of being water boarded because I’m not a deranged criminal. Pretty boy on the other hand…
And I have to admit, he really is pretty. Almost a waste to let that tight body rot behind bars. Though I’m sure the kind gentleman at MDC Brooklyn are getting their fill of him as we speak. There’s no way the staff too aren’t having a blast getting their hands on someone who looks like him.
He should enjoy it before he’s shipped out of the country. Once they’re done with him, there won’t even be pieces of him left to return back to poor Kathy and Louis to bury.
you're more deranged than Luigi would ever be even if he did kill the trash ceo. also FUCK OFF FROM HERE!!!
#get anon's ass y'all#i had to get this off my inbox so i answered this first#gonna answer the other asks now so this is gonna get buried anyways#and good riddance honestly#not gonna tag this because i don't want to see this and nobody else wants to see this either#also can't actually believe anon literally admitted how incel they are without even trying#y'all are so terrible y'all can't even hide even when y'all try to#let's just say your ugly insides shine out no matter the situation and no matter the place where you're at
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ive started a brainstorming doc for the kaiji koi-koi fic and a large large amount of it is just trying to figure out what works about kaiji and how i can innovate without diverging too much from the tone or themes etc. anyway ive been thinking about how the modifications fkmt makes to the games in kaiji function (i.e. minefield mahjong, restricted rps, one poker, etc), and how they each tie into key traits/feelings of playing to original versions. minefield mahjong centers and intensifies the feeling of waiting on a crucial tile while trying not to leave too much of a trail, one poker leans heavily into the bluffing via raising/calling elements of poker, and rrps sort of flips rps' main issue(?) on its head by removing its arbitrariness (while preserving at first the illusion of arbitrariness), and thus making it like.. something you can win via strategy and not just luck. ANYWAY i think ive figured out the key thread to pull for koi-koi and im very excited about that
#idk if i wanna say it but like. why not who cares#one of the things that interests me the most about koi-koi is how uneven the card hauls can be#halfway through a round your opponent can have 12 carss and you can have 2 and it's just Like that#and for a card hoarding game that can be really tense#finding some way to play with that dynamic is my key to making this engaging i can feel it#my current (first) idea is to create a punishment for having claimed cards that don't form a finished hand#(i.e. having 4 poetry ribbons or having 2 lights and the rain man)#a card hoarding game that punishes greed!! where you have to be so much more careful with what you do#and where laying out a card rather than taking smth unlikely to benefit you is much more often a good idea#but youve gotta balance that with sabotaging your opponents' hands and racking up points etc#and there's just such a big luck component to koi-koi that no matter what you do you're just gonna have to go all in#on some hands anyway#i think it could be really fun is my point and i (more than any prior fic) want to create smth very similar to fkmt's work#like it's a missing arc or something#ah but im not sure if that's enough of a simplification to really feel like a fkmt mod#(the nature of all these modded games is such that theyre reduced to these really intense much more granular steps#so you get all the psychological thrill and mind game shit without irreparably tanking the pacing)#while i don't think kk is nearly as complicated a game as smth like mahjong idk if this would have that same effect#BUT i think it does bc it intensifies those more throwaway moments of kk to a massive degree#i just gotta find a way to make it a little more iconic like op and rrps and mm#ANYWAY. spoilers for a fic thats probably never getting finished. not for like 5 years at least#kaijiposting#im also trying to figure out if/how i wanna make this a battle royale. i think my favorite kaiji setups have that dynamic#and im kinda sad that it's pretty much disappeared since part one#seeing the meta evolve during rrps is so cool and the group psych elements of brave men road is what makes that arc so good#im very excited. maybe it'll suck maybe it'll never get made maybe it's super pedestrian for gambling manga/associated (<- not a genre im#especially involved with) but *i* like it and im happy and thats what matters the most#and although i havent looked into kaiji fic i imagine projects like this aren't that common? bc theyre a Lot of work to plan out#anywy i gotta hype myself up so in 5 yrs i can post it to thunderous silence (nobody cares about koi-koi enough to read 99k words about it)
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best thing i have done for myself lately is learn my makeup tips from random vlogs of 25 year old office workers from like. places that are actually honest about the social pressure to look a certain way
#don't get me wrong i like to do makeup for fun but this shit is TIRING. it would be so over for me if some equally tired lady from japan#did not recommend me good setting spray. i just walked half an hour in the heat and my facepaint is locked in#local influencers kind of piss me off i'm not gonna lie#you'd think that for a hot ass country we would have products that don't Melt when you walk out of the house#but anything that's lasting and convenient will like.#dry the fuck out of your face#and then it just looks crusty and influencers will be like Oh you just need to get your facial hair removed like NO I DON'T THINK I WILL <3#i forgot the purpose of this post halfway through typing it's seriously so hot . my god#anyway. kose make keep mist 👍 i know it's on yesstyle and it's not expensive#nobody gaf but maybe one day i'll make a post detailing all my discoveries from the beautiful world of tapping See Translation on tiktok
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i'm drunk i want a girlfriend
#anyway whatever. in the morning i am gonna see this and be like 🙄 why did you post that#but sober me listen you don't understand i yearn to feel the touch of a woman.#and also i would be the best gf ever but nobody wants to give me a chance WHATEVER.#🙄
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found my notepad list of locations to get screenshots of for the travel log series!!!! I thought I lost this lol
#gonna take these screenshots while playing fallout 3#I'll come back to them later when I write the entries#someday#still need to finish the one i've had in my drafts for ages lol#kinda got distracted by literally everything past august lmao#PLUS the stephen fic which I still need to continue..#i did have a moment though of thinking “what's the point?”#bc for some reason I cared briefly if people saw them/read them or not#which sure can suck if you put a lot of work into somebody just for nobody to like or see it#but I also just don't advertise it lmao#i just spaff them out and move on lol#anyway I kinda thought about it more and changed my thinking on it#like SURE the recognition is great! it gives you more motivation to carry things on!#but I realised the main core of why I was doing it was just to prove to myself that I am capable of writing a series!#and having an avenue to more deeply flesh out the gay (and aroace) dudes who live in my head.#PLUS I'm already like? 10 entries in#11 if we count the one in the drafts#and the series is like 24-30ish entries long#so technically I'm like a quarter of the way through ALREADY so I may as well finish it#and if people like it then that's great!#but also I'm like the king of flop-posts so it's whatever lmfao#also the king of getting side-tracked it seems lol#already working on my new years resolution! “talk about how you think/feel more!"
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