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Hi. I’ve read through all of your blog and love it 💕 I wondered what your opinion was on me and my friend/crush’s synastry was.
He has his sun in my 10th house, moon in my 6th, Venus in my 9th (it’s also my sun sign) and mars in my 10th. I have my sun in his 9th (it’s also my Venus sign) my moon in his 1st, my Venus in his 10th and my mars in his 1st.
I also find it interesting that his sun is my Venus and vice versa. Is the attraction just one sided or is there some hope in the future if I come clean?
Oh baby you will GROW!
That Sun in your 10th house, oh you surely will mature, become more responsible, dedicated, stable, consistent, reliable. It will be like a "grow up" wake up call for you.
Their Moon in your 6th: well, be mindful of this one. It's really caring energy. You genuinely care about their physical and mental wellbeing and that they feel well on a daily basis. BUT as a 6th house person KNOW that you are NOT their servant, that you don't have to provide for their every wish, need or whim. Beware, that they need to take care of YOU in return or from time to time as well. It's reciprocal energy, so never forget that. Also don't allow them to influence negatively your daily routine, schedule. You could get moody, if you don't receive their message everyday or in 2-3 days, like your mood might actually fluctuate, because of that and this will influence your work performance or what you want to achieve on a daily basis and your productivity.
Venus in your 9th house: it tells me there is possibly an age difference? Probably not too big, I would say max 2-3 years. Ahh this one is pretty neutral. You two are quite cerebral with each other, you love to talk to each other and explore each other's mind, you like to share stories and you love to hear them talk. Very possibly you could have a very different upbringing, come from various background, you are not from the same city. Anyhow, there IS some small cultural difference, even if it's just how your pronounce certain words
Your Sun in his 9th house: he will view this connection with you as a lesson as growth, this tells me your Sun signs are probably not the same element, like one is fire and the other is earth or one is water and the other is fire Sun sign or something like that. Yeah, he will be very optimistic about this connection with you, you probably also have more dominant Mars sign than him (like you could be a Scorpio Mars and this person is a Libra or Virgo Mars or something like that)
Your Moon in his 1st house: well, this is just very beneficial overlay for any kind of connection really, it doesn't always indicate just romantic partnerships, it's not solely reserved for that, it's definitely found in great, good friendships where there is mutual understanding. However, I always feel with this placement, that this overlay is tougher on 1st house person. Or 1st house person is more affected is how I see it. Because the Moon person will make your confidence level, your ego, pride, self esteem blurred and becuase of them it will be fluctuating. But the Moon person finds great solace in 1st house, they will confide in you, talk about their emotional world more openly and in a comfortable manner. Moon will always get a hug from you. You could have the same Moon signs or even your or their Moon conjunct your or their Ascendant. This is just great understanding. Though, you tend to pick up their emotions and start feeling them as your own as a house person. If they are in a bad mood, you will also start thinking "am I in a bad mood?"
your Venus in his 10th house: you will love being seen with him and vice versa. Maybe you would insist that he posts you on social media, like if he is not willing to do that, you could think that your love, relationship is not real. With this overlay I see a lot of posting of each other's images on social media accounts. This person can introduce you to their parents
your Mars in his 1st house: yeah well so this is quite something, because sometimes this works better if Mars is man and the 1st house woman. So again, I kind of think you will be the more dominant in the connection or the one who lead in this relationship. You could also be the one who initiates the connection to go one step further or that you change the dynamic (from friendship to partnership). You could also make some decision for him (as for example what he orders in restaurant). There can be uplifting energy, you motivate each other to do better, could also be a bit of a friendly competition. You will find this person HOT. How they dress, their mannerisms. Probably there was physical, sexual tension present at the first, initial meeting.
Well about Sun Venus conjunctions and these connections, from my experiences it really depends in which way it goes. If this is great, like you could be Libra, Taurus Rising and totally love these overlays. But in some cases, this creates a superficial connection, one that is based on attractivness and how you find the other so physically attractive. It can also be that you stick together, because you feel like you look good together. In positive cases it can also be that you share similar values and that you work good as a team. You could also feel wealthier together, more abundant or like you together have more money or more talents. So with this Sun Venus conjunction it can really go either or.
I really can predict if it's reciprocal or mutual. But you can take these energies into account (like I mentioned about you being Mars and them 1st house), so you can be open about your feelings or make a step forward. I feel they won't be mean about it in any case you decide to share you feelings. Even if they don't share your feelings, I feel this person will be cool, kind about it.
But we are all human at the end of the day, so I think astrology can only tell you so far. But then further you just have to make proactively your own life experiences and decisions. :)
Thank you so much for leaving such a lovely feedback! <3
Send you all the love you need at this time. And also remember that things can go right too and it can all turn out alright. And in case of rejection, it's just redirection. Was probably just not your person.
I any case you will find your person, so don't rush or push it too much.
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hey guys, i’m gonna be transparent and say the bipolar is BIPOLARING so i’m gonna apologize if the past few days i’ve spoke to you about plotting and didn’t seem in it, or seemed off, i’m sorry my replies are all over the place, and that my activity is a mess. your girl is struggling and i have muse and want to do things but at the same time like ?? don’t full have the capacity to actually do the things i want to. i might be on later, i might not, i don’t know. if you want to talk (not inherently about plotting or RP just in general, i like building friendships with you guys) i’ll be on discord.
#⌞ 💀 ⌝ GENERAL ⟶ OOC ⌜ got a mouth full of reasons. ⌟#i don't want anyone to feel like i've been ignoring them#or don't care or am not reciprocating energy i know that doesn't feel great#thanks sm everyone who has sent me memes and starters#i will do them i'm just... ugh
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god. i'm so smitten and i'm trying so hard not to be clingy and it's Not Fucking Working
#i love clinging to people and i told him outright that he was someone i wanted to cling to and he told me he values me and wants me in his-#-life but that he wants me to know that he's at a point in his life where he needs space and that doesn't mean he wants me absent or that-#-we're not gonna hang out or that he's not gonna tell me things it just means that he needs time to figure out his boundaries and i told-#-him that was totally fine because it is!! it's perfectly reasonable to need space when you're going through a tough time! we're very-#-recent friends we only really started hanging out about a month ago so of course he's gonna need space before we can be Besties!! he-#-needs to figure out what's going on with him before he can put a lot of focus and energy into our friendship and that's fine!! it does-#-however mean that i am constantly going to be second-guessing whether i'm being too much. it does mean that i'm gonna have a hard time-#-trusting him with things since i'm not going to know if he's gonna be ready to trust me with things too. i told him that's fine he just-#-needs to tell me where he's at and be real with me and keep me posted and tell me what he needs and he says he will and that's great that-#-means he wants a healthy communicative friendship that means he wants to develop a relationship with me that means he recognizes that he-#-isn't in a place right now where he can be the best friend that means he recognizes that he has stuff to work out this is good this is a-#-good thing! it does however Suck#like. it's amazing that he's self-aware enough to realize this and it's amazing that he trusts me enough to be real with me about it and-#-it's amazing that he wants to be more stable and secure before we really start developing our friendship so that he can be in a better-#-place for his sake and for mine like this is good and healthy But. first of all. i'm terrified that my feelings for him (which he knows-#-about and which he [as of rn] doesn't reciprocate) are going to make things harder for him esp because a lot of what he's going through-#-has to do with his recent breakup with his partner and the things that have followed. i don't want to be too much i don't want to push-#-him away i always end up pushing people i have feelings for away because of my over-the-top explosive fucking fireworks feelings.#second of all. i love him i love him i love him i care so much about him i want to be a significant person in his life i want him to trust-#-me i want him to confide in me i want to spend a lot of time with him and i want him to want to spend a lot of time with me i want us to-#-be really good friends and i want this Now i am Impatient and i'm worried that he'll never get to a place where he's comfortable enough-#-to be that way with me or that it'll take too long. sounds silly but he's a sophomore and i'm a freshman so technically we've got 2.5-#-years and that's not a lot of time at least to me and i know i'm getting ahead of myself but i always get ahead of myself#god. this is so much i'm having so many feelings i saw him yesterday and i already miss him he went home for break#please like if u read all the way down to here i need to know who's seen my emotional posts or else i die of die disease
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Love Pick a Pile
What are the thoughts, feelings, and intentions of the person you are thinking of?
Remember that this is a general reading and some things may not apply to you. Do not try and force it to fit. If you would like a personal reading I am currently offering free readings. Dm me if you are interested!
Pile One (Amethyst):
What are their thoughts?
The Fool:
The Fool represents beginnings and being excited about newness. Based on the energy of the person you are thinking of, I get the feeling that you do not know this person personally. You may have only met this person a couple of times, but you are not close to them. This person wants to start a relationship with you and they are very excited about it.
King of Swords:
The King is overly analytical. They think with their heads and not with their hearts. This person believes that you are this person. They perceive you as being non-emotional and preferring facts over anything else. Despite the fact you may think this isn't you, this is just what they think of you, so it may not be accurate because you don't really know them very well.
The Wheel of Fortune:
As the card of fortune, it is often regarded as the card of destiny. Your person thinks that it was fate that the two of you met. They view you as their person, their soulmate, the one they have spent lifetimes with.
The Acid Queen:
Changes in viewpoints and epiphanies are associated with the Acid Queen. When you're together, your person believes you'll change their perspective on life and love. It is also possible that you have already changed their perspective. They may have had an epiphany when you met because they have gone most of their life thinking they don’t have a soulmate and then they met you and everything clicked.
What are their feelings?
King of Cups:
They are very tuned into what you feel, what you want, and what you need. They are extremely devoted to you, almost to a fault. They would do anything for you. They genuinely care about you.
Nine of Swords:
Currently, they are feeling pretty insecure. They feel like their feelings are not reciprocated by you and this upsets them. As if they are not someone you would ever like and that you will never like them. You may need to let them know how you feel if you have feelings for them.
Death:
When it comes to feelings, this card usually symbolizes that they do not feel that way for you and that there is too much on their plate at the moment. But with all of the other cards coming out we know this to not be true. This card suggests that they feel that you are this person. That you do not have feelings for them and that you are too busy to start a relationship.
The Mystic:
When the Mystic comes out in a reading it is telling you that you are in control of something in your life. When it comes to this person’s feelings they are feeling that you are in control of what happens next in this connection. It is up to you what happens next. The ball is in your court.
What are their intentions?
Nine of Pentacles:
This is a card of serenity, of having accumulated so much abundance in your life and now being able to celebrate it. Your person wants a happy and abundant life with you.
The Lovers:
They want to be in a romantic relationship with you. The Lovers shows a happy and healthy relationship. You are their soulmate and they believe they can have the best kind of relationship with you.
Eight of Cups:
This card represents letting go of the past and creating a new future. This person wants to start over with you. They want to begin a new life with you because they see happiness in you.
The Coquette:
The card of flirtation, desire, and chemistry. There is chemistry between you and they want to pursue a relationship with you. They want to flirt with you and show you how great they think you are.
What is the short-term outcome? (the next few months)
Six of Wands:
Since this is a card of success, it indicates that you and this person will make great progress in your relationship within the next few months. There is some success coming your way soon.
What is the long-term outcome?
Queen of Pentacles:
You will enjoy a homely life and family with this person in the future. This is a good sign if this is what you desire. You will be together for a long time.
Pile Two (Sodalite):
What are their thoughts?
The Fool:
The Fool represents beginnings and being excited about newness. From the energy of the person you are thinking of, I get the feeling you do not know this person. You have been manifesting this person into your life, and they feel your energy. They are excited to meet you and to start something with you because they can feel your energy and they love it.
Queen of Wands:
Passion and ambition characterize the Queen of Wands. They are quite friendly and extroverted. They are extremely social and spread happiness and joy wherever they go. A high sense of self-worth is also present, and they would never allow anyone to belittle them. They strive to succeed in their careers and will not give up until they do. This is how your person thinks of you, and they love it.
The Empress:
Empresses are people who are very warm, loving, sensual, and beautiful. They are extremely intelligent and creative. In addition, they make great parents and nurturers. Another reason why your person loves you is because they think of you as this type of person.
The Siren:
They think of you as a siren, minus the part of leading men to their deaths. They think of you as desirable. It's as if you're a magnet to them; they can't resist you.
What are their feelings?
Knight of Wands:
This is a very sexual card. You are very desirable to this person, they lust after you. It is important to note that this card does not indicate romantic feelings, but purely physical.
Three of Wands:
This card doesn’t point to any particular feelings. It does however say that their feelings will be revealed to you soon. So do not worry.
Five of Wands:
Based on the energy I am receiving from this person I would say that they feel like they have to fight really hard for your attention. They do not want to give up but, they do feel like it is a battle to get to you.
The Alien:
The Alien shows that there is an interest in you from an unknown force. Since this person can feel your energy, they know that they want to be with you. They will do whatever it takes to get to you, to be in a relationship with you.
What are their intentions?
Knight of Pentacles:
It is common for pentacles suits to want to get married and settle down. As this person is represented by the Knight, this means they are not in this position yet, but they hope to be soon. Knight of Pentacles is the slowest moving court card, so, yes, they want that commitment, but they do not wish to rush it. Therefore, they will take it slow with you.
Knight of Cups:
They plan to be completely devoted to you. They want to do all sorts of romantic things with you, they want to be your prince charming. They want to sweep you off your feet.
The Lovers:
The Lovers show a very harmonious relationship, complete with attraction and perfection. The relationship is based on deep love and trust, which allows you to overcome obstacles together. This person wants this with you.
The Courtesan:
Courtship and luxury are the themes of this card. You will be treated like a king or queen by this person. A Pride and Prejudice-style courtship is planned. They want the longing looks, the touching of the fingertips that leads to a happy ending.
What is the short-term outcome? (the next few months)
Three of Pentacles:
As this is the card of learning, you will learn more about this person during the next few months of this relationship. There doesn't seem to be any meetings in the near future, but you'll learn more about them and their energy.
What is the long-term outcome?
Judgment:
This is a card of making decisions, so it indicates that something will happen that will take your relationship to the next level. The energy of this pile feels very strong, but from a timeline perspective, it doesn't appear like there will be much progress for a while. Spirit wants you to know that something will happen, but not right away.
Pile Three (Rose Quartz):
What are their thoughts?
The Emperor:
You are viewed as the Emperor by this person. They view you as someone who is in authority and enjoys being in authority. A person who likes to be in control. They think you have gained the respect of the people around you and that you are a great leader.
The Moon:
This card depicts deception, or not being able to see things clearly. There is strong Pisces energy with this person, maybe a Pisces moon or Pisces Venus. You are idolized by them, and they don't see you for who you really are. They overlook your flaws and only see the positive aspects of you.
Six of Cups:
This is a soulmate card. They consider you to be their soulmate. You have spent lifetimes together, and you'll likely spend many more with them. Based on the energy I am receiving for this pile, it feels that you already know this person and may already be in a relationship with them.
The Alien:
The Alien symbolizes someone who is curious and loves to travel. They see you as a very curious person, particularly in regards to the unknown. They think that you love to travel especially to places that you can learn things.
What are their feelings?
King of Swords:
Feelings are not important to this King. They would rather look at the facts than their feelings. In this relationship, they are not feeling with their heart, but instead are thinking with their head.
King of Pentacles:
They want to be your provider. They want to be the ones who pay for your dates and open doors for you. Their feelings for you revolve around their need to be a caretaker and they want to be yours.
The Hanged Man:
They are wondering where they stand with you. As a result, they are beginning to doubt whether you want a relationship with them.
The Final Girl:
The Final Girl is the woman who is left standing in spite of having been through so much in her life. Your person feels that you are this person. They think that you are extremely strong and worth fighting for.
What are their intentions?
The Lovers:
The Lovers show a very harmonious relationship, complete with attraction and perfection. The relationship is based on deep love and trust, which allows you to overcome obstacles together. This person wants this with you.
Three of Pentacles:
They want to know more about you and spend more time with you. It is only by spending more time with you and finding out more about you that they will be able to learn how you feel about them and if you think you are compatible.
Ten of Pentacles:
They want to settle down and start a family with you. They want to have an abundant life with you and they want you to be happy with them and their abundance. With the pentacles coming out so much I would say that this person definitely wants to provide for you and be your caretaker. They want to make you happy and they think that providing for you will do that.
The Headmistress:
The Headmistress is in charge, usually of young girls who fear her. This person wants to be in charge of you, they want you to rely on them. They see you as someone who has been in charge for so long and now they think you need a break and they want to be able to give you that break.
What is the short-term outcome? (the next few months)
Four of Wands:
Stability is represented by this card. Spirit says that for the next few months, your relationship will be stable. No problems will arise, so don't worry.
What is the long-term outcome?
King of Cups:
When this card shows a future outcome, it signifies a marriage. In the future, you and this person will get married, as predicted by the spirit. This isn’t happening anytime soon but it is something to look forward to.
Pile Four (Amazonite):
What are their thoughts?
Page of Pentacles:
This is the card of being a student but not having the right amount of resources to pursue what they want. Your person thinks of you as this type of person. They see you as passionate and driven but also lacking the finances to do what they want.
The Magician:
In the same way that you have manifested this person into your life, they have also manifested you. Despite the fact that I do not believe you know this person personally, I do believe you have met this person before. They perceive you as someone who can fulfill all their desires, which is why they are manifesting a relationship with you.
Three of Swords:
They see you as someone who has been through a lot, especially heartache. They think that you are so used to pain that you seek out pain because you don't feel comfortable in a relationship that doesn't hurt. They want to help you heal. They want to show you what true love is. Remember that this is how they perceive you, it doesn’t have to mean they are correct.
The Spinster:
Spinsters have been alone their entire lives, and they prefer it that way. Some view them as the person you don't want to become because they are alone. Due to the amount of hurt you have endured, this person perceives you as someone who prefers to be alone. They want you to heal. They believe they can help you accomplish this.
What are their feelings?
Nine of Pentacles:
A traditional relationship is what this card represents when it comes to feelings. Traditional gender roles are what they want.
Eight of Swords:
They do not like to be tied down, especially to someone who they feel is out to hurt them. They fear that you will hurt them and that you will treat them as just another person who isn't worth the fight, based on how they perceive you and your past relationships.
Four of Cups:
They worry that you will become bored with them. They think you will leave them, and this makes them nervous. Because they feel like you would never pursue someone like them, they are very insecure, especially when it comes to you.
The Muse:
You motivate them to be better and strive for better. They feel like they can help you and inspire you too. They feel like they can inspire you to do better and to strive for better. They feel like they are just the person you need, to help you heal.
What are their intentions?
Seven of Wands:
They see you as the person who has gone through a lot. They may even think that you have mommy/daddy issues. Because of this, they think that trouble follows you wherever you go. They intend to help you heal, so you won’t face as much trouble when you’re with them.
Judgment:
They have their mind made up. They want to save you and they will do whatever it takes to help you.
The Lovers:
The Lovers show a very harmonious relationship, complete with attraction and perfection. The relationship is based on deep love and trust, which allows you to overcome obstacles together. This person wants this with you. They want to show you what real love is and what it feels like.
The Courtesan:
Courtship and luxury are the themes of this card. You will be treated like a king or queen by this person. A Pride and Prejudice-style courtship is planned. They want the longing looks, the touching of the fingertips that leads to a happy ending.
What is the short-term outcome? (the next few months)
The Moon:
Moon knows the future, but it won't tell you. It tells you to keep going on the path you are on, and the truth will be revealed in time. Your Spirit Guides do not want you to know how the near future will be for you and this person.
What is the long-term outcome?
The Emperor:
The future you share with this person is set to last a lifetime. Your relationship will be very strong. One that holds a lot of power, be it in society or in your friend groups.
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Could you do 001 with School for Vampires, please?
Oh boy it's been long !
Favorite character: Dr Ironfang, if you guys remember my 2014 phase around him I was CRAZY about him, finding him hot and funny and drawing him all the time XD Love his design, love how strict and feared he is yet how humane and open minded he still can be at surprising times. Batoria is a very close second for how cute she is as well as her pure brattiness which in the end has no real malice but just troll rebellious energy
Least Favorite character: Polidori is so fucking stupid and annoying seeing vampires where there are none and humans when they actually are vampires omfg someone actually bite him
5 Favorite ships (canon or non-canon): adult Batoria X Dr Ironfang (not only this must not be surprising in a society where the citizens are immortal, but holy shit they have so much contrast him being all about rules and order and closing schools and she being a hooligan who keep being expelled that it would be funny he does know her case and they hate each other but once they meet again as she is adult THINGS CHANGE AND THEY INITIALLY HATE IT), adult Stoker X adult Sunshine (I love to take the fact that as kids Stoker not wanting to bite her and them falling in love with each other 2 times for different plot reasons hinted at the fact it could happen in the future, it would be a hilarious irony for him who wants to be a bloodthirsty vampire who doesn't care about humans and she who is all over Oscar as kids but eh feelings change with age), Leechy X Ravena (THEY ARE SO CUUUUUTE NERD LOVE), adult Oscar X adult Gothetta (again, feelings can change with time and he could realize she always was there for him, especially with how bad I felt for Gothetta not to be reciprocated in her feelings in the show as kids but she says nothing because she wants him happy) and Sunshine X Oscar (ngl even if I HC their love will fade with age at the moment they are so cute and sweet
Character I find most attractive: DR IRONFANG HEEEEEH I HAVE SHIT TASTES
Character I would marry: DID I STUTTER ?!
Character I would be best friends with: Well I do know Oscar wouldn't bite me for sure and he is sweet so I would gladly lol plus maybe Gothetta and Ravena if I make sure that they get polite enough not to try to lol
a random thought: I never got to draw that show's style right wtf it's so simple why can't I get the faces right
An unpopular opinion: I am not a fan of Gothetta's haircut. Never was. Sorry lol
My Canon OTP: Leechy X Ravena of course
My Non-canon OTP: BATOFANG OF COURSE
Most Badass Character: Count Von Horrificus. Red eyes, classy, powerful cold and strict yet understanding, looking like 1996 Dracula... He is the most badass vampire in the whole show
Most Epic Villain: Maxine Shriek not only is hot, she is a legit threat with her shadow control and her motive of getting her revenge by hurting her enemies' loved ones by befriending them first, and a revenge out of love at that making her at the same time sympathetic as evil as it is. Pure bitch I love it
Pairing I am not a fan of: I see a lot of people ship Count Von Horrificus and Lady Kryptina and... I never saw it. They more feel like colleagues and friends to me
Character I feel the writers screwed up (in one way or another): none that I think of
Favourite Friendship: the friendship between all the kids is cute and great. But I also love Stoker becoming best friends with that skeleton kids in that one episode where he learns to open up and be less of a selfish jerk, and even if I made it up I love to imagine Batoria and Ravena best friends despite their opposite personalities because I think it'd be cute
Character I most identify with: none, to be fair
Character I wish I could be: I don't know if I want to be any of the characters I find cool since it would mean eating from humans on a daily basis lol they are cool to the audience because they are cool to the kids who are of the same species as them BUUUUT of course they are not to humans
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Hello, how are you?
Can i also get a free reading from you? I want to know how will the person I am destined to be with confess his love to me?
My initials: KJ ♌
Have a great day.
Thank you💫
Hi KJ ❤
I'm great thank you! I hope you're also doing well. Thank you for your request! Your reading is as follows:
10 of Swords - This card suggests that PRIOR to meeting your soul mate, you will be extremely betrayed by a previous partner. This person will break your trust, and hurt you to your core. During your healing process, that is when you will meet your soul mate, and he will help support you in overcoming your trauma. He will accept you as you are, including your trauma responses, and will endeavour to help you by showing you his love and care, helping you realise that he doesn't ever want to hurt you. You can trust him, he will treat you better than the previous partner.
The Star Reversed - This card is all about action. Your soul mate will pursue you with urgency and enthusiasm. They will go out of their to make sure you know their romantic feelings. They will be extremely vocal and affectionate, always reminding you that they are ready for a relationship. And when you are healed and ready, you can reciprocate and finally commit to them. They will never stop waiting for you, and from day one will make it clear that they are incredibly attracted to you. They will pursue you no matter what, because they know you're the one.
The Oracle card I pulled contains an affirmation for you! Zoom in to the picture to read it. This card suggests that your soul mate will often confess his love by reminding you what he can offer you. Being with him, he will treat you right, respect you, go on adventures with you, and accept you. And he will remind you of this every day. He always wants you to know what a wonderful opportunity he believes your relationship could be, and so encourages you to take his hand, allow him to lead, and trust the process. Especially since the trauma from a previous partner, you've always wanted a wonderful and healthy relationship. And your soul mate will always remind you that as long as you believe and have faith, you can have that dream relationship with him!!!
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Ah a emotional fic from you. I didn't know I needed this. Amazing. Jin character is adorable i wanna kith so bad 🥺🥺🥺 he cares so much about OC. He is so gentle, kind, confident, and funny. The characterisation is on point.
Although I love to read daddy dom jin most of the time. Irl I think looking at how he is, he is more of a softie. And this characterisation rings true.
OC my beloved is so cute lol. The glitter is not something I think should be funny cause it takes serious assets and skills to pull that off. And she did pull that off. But it's so funny, like Idk why I am laughing just know its hilarious.
Ooo the slow burn, I would consider this a slow burn. The scene in which OC passes out. I was so mad lol. Like I know why she passed out but it's just that I KNOW THESE IDIOTS LOVE EACH OTHER AND SHE OVERTHINKING AND I AM SAD AHHHHH. The cafe scene was so sad as well, both of them reading each other wrong. Poor jin must have felt terrible when OC corrected him. Both of them are idiots.
Lastly the smut was perfect. It ringed true to the characters. This part at least needed something not too dramatic and it was just that. It wasn't ackward, which is an important thing when angst turn into smut.
Some of the parts I desperately wanted to comment on -
Like a lovesick puppy, kicked to the streets, with nowhere to call home.
Awww the pain. Poor OC. Whose gonna tell her 😭😭
You lift your head to meet his eyes again, letting him see the tears you were hiding. You find a couple in his eyes, too.
This part is so precious for me, I cry very easily and I know it's cause I feel so much. To know OC cried cause she loves jin so much and to see that reciprocated made me very giddy.
“I love you in my clothes,” he admits in a heartbeat, his expression that of anguish, “can we move on?”
This had the same energy as jin's "what are you doing now" Idk why, they don't even match. But I chuckled a bit here. Cause obviously jin doesn't want to wait and get d straight to the point.
Your mouth is filled with his dick even before your knees hit the ground. Jin staggers back, but your suction on his dick is funnily strong enough to pull him back before falling.
Why is this hilarious, the mental image this conjures is so funny 🤣🤣🤣🤣 I am still laughing at it reading it back lol.
“Oh man, stop. What’s worse than busting a nut in your mouth? Busting it while you’re kissing me. Making me feel like a teenager.”
“I hope I don’t have the bacon-flavored one.”
They both are adorable, I love them a looooot. He is so honest. I love him 😭😭😭 also he is so funny I laughed out loud at the second line. But the bacon condom is perfectly on brand.
“Is that…” Jin is trying to contort his lips and halt the looming snicker, and he brings his eyes down to your chest (trying not to get hard again), “Did you have makeup on your chest?”
I was crying laughing here OMGGGGGGGG the second hand embarrassment 🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈 but its so funny lol
“They always look good,” he whispers, his admittance setting your chest aflame, “trust me, I’d know.”
UFF and they say the perfect ending does not exist. I wanted to wolf whistle here so bad lol. I had butterflies in my stomach and a stupid grin on face. I love him 😭😭
P. P. S. You know you don't have to reply to the review always in great detail right?? Don't get me wrong I love it when you do. But you have other things and you have Already given me a treat with your fics😊😊.
I loved this. Amazing story. As you said I read so many great authors, which includes you by the way, you write one of the most soul satisfying smut. Trust me I would know 😉
P. S. I am finally done with your whole masterlist Usually, I leave 1 or 2 fics to get the experience of the author's writing style again, but with you I couldn't control myself. So you are the only author whose entire works is gobbled by me, that too in such a small amount of time. Idk what I will do now (feels like my emotional support drama got over), glad all of your works can be read many times. Cause they all are very good😊😊.
Opaline Moon (m)
“The Moon can never breathe, but it can take our breath away with the beauty of its cold, arid orb.” - Munia Khan
➺ Banner: @hobiandsprite 💕
➺ Pairing: Seokjin x Female Reader
➺ Trope: Friends to Lovers, Idol!AU
➺ Genre: Angst, Smut, Fluff
➺ Rating: 18+
➺ Word Count: 11.2k
➺ Summary: You are ingrained to love Jin, right upto the blood that courses through your veins. Confessing, however, is a whole other game. So it’s a good thing you’re bad at keeping your hands to yourself, because happenstance can handle the rest.
➺ Warnings: talks about dance floor fucking, making out in the bar bathroom, fingering, pussy slapping, passing out drunk, daydreams about thigh riding, reader masturbates, they make out A LOT, neck kissing, a hickey, nipple play, some biting, cum eating (kind of, you’ll see), blowjob, protected sex!, reader and jin are corny, the hurt is real but the sex is real-er
➺ Author’s Note: My lovely, lovely moots - @taegularities, @kithtaehyung and @baepsaetan, thank you so much for betaing this and hyping it up, your comments made this fic a hundred times better! As I mentioned on the teaser, this fic took a lot out of me, but I thoroughly enjoyed writing the angst and will write more whenever the story aligns! I hope you enjoy reading this as much as I did writing, and I hope this lovable Jin reaches your heart! (ngl, in usual fashion, I will come back and edit it again, so if you see a spelling mistake, your eyes are lying to you) Do let me know what you think, your asks and comments make my day!
This is the second part of my Dress Down series, find more at it’s masterlist!
ɴᴀᴠɪɢᴀᴛɪᴏɴ | ᴍᴀꜱᴛᴇʀʟɪꜱᴛ
Sweltering heat. Blaring traffic. Little to no sleep. Through all things wrong, one man’s thoughts wrapped around you like a cooling breeze, a shield to protect you from the vicissitudes of reality, to draw you back into all of him. Unfortunately, your reality may never see that day come to light.
Kim Seokjin.
Kim Seokjin, the man who cooked you up a greasy break-up meal at three in the morning with not a sight of discomfort, putting your needs above all.
Kim Seokjin, whose puns make you roll your eyes heavenward, half awed at how he manages to pull one out of his collection at a moment’s notice, and half irked by the untimely laugh it brings out of you.
Kim Seokjin, the man who will never be yours, and you have no one to blame but yourself.
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tori my love hi
my boyfriend and i 🤝 expressing our love for each other through bullying
i'm still down for yours and mine wedding tho totally will make him maid of honour for you
each time i write sanskrit exam i feel like i have accomplished everything lmao getting decent marks w/o studying in sanskrit exam is my job
you don't understand our farewell is on 13 and i'm literally so excited can't wait omg omg omg aND I'M GONNA GO SHOPPING EEEKKKK (my lovely girls are wearing bodycon dresses literally everyone's gonna look so pretty aww ig i'll miss this batch sm)
I ORDERED A VERY PRETTY NECKLACE TODAY HOPEFULLY IT LOOKS THAT PRETTY IN REAL LIFE TOO
mystery murders>>>>the whole world
aYY SO PROUD THAT YOU READ SIX OF CROWS PLS WHO DO YOU SIMP FOR (tbh i simp for all of the crows but kaz inej nina>>>) oh have read shadow and bones series nah cause i really i hate darkling but ✨ben barnes✨ to create darkling ben barnes really said i will take the sad boy//shy boy cuteness of stardust the royal airs of prince caspian the beauty of dorian grey and the sheer hoe energy of billy russo there i said it
pls stop casting hot actors for villians i'm sick and tired of questioning my morals every single day😔🙏
urgg true it did piss me off a little every time aarons blue eyes were mentioned but meh that guy hot asf so okay kinda makes up for it aaron pls choke me
moving on
harrison ostetfield is soo fineeee my fav white boy of the month
now the tea not exactly tea but me ranting about my best friend's sad love life
and since you don't really know any of us in real life i can share shits without feeling judged or fear that you'll tell everyone
remember nyasa? i swear my poor girl has the worse luck when it comes to dating//loving someone. poor baby falls in love with ppl who play with her feelings. so recently she liked a guy and the guy "liked" her back but said that he doesn't want to do relationships bc yk indian science students 🤝 sacrifices he told her friend to take care of her and not let this whole thing mess up her grades. oH AND HE CONFESSED HIS FEELINGS FIRST THO anyways i thought maybe it was right person wrong time bc he genuinely seemed to care for my friend but today (he goes to her coaching classes) she texts me saying that he told his friends that he never liked her and she was so damn sad she wanted to cry but she couldn't bc she's in class :(( my poor baby the fact that this happened 3 times with her really makes me sad bc she's now insecure and doubting herself. i've literally grown up with her seven years of friendship and seeing her question "is something wrong with me" totally breaks my heart :( IT MAKES ME SO MAD THAT PPL THINK IT'S OKAY TO PLAY WITH SOMEONE'S FEELINGS LIKE NOT RECIPROCATING THE FEELINGS IS OKAY BUT PRETENDING TO RECIPROCATE IS NOT OKAY
anyways i love you and stfu ik you'll do great in your exams take care have a lovely weekend<3
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ps do you wear rings bc if you do 😩🤌💍❓
REPLY UNDER THE CUT CAUSE I RANTED A LOT <3
lmao yes our wedding will literally be too cool for this world. just amazing and GODLIKE
YOU GET GOOD MARKS IN SANSKRIT WO LEARNING BISH GIVE ME YOUR BRAIN RN. but in all fairness, i dont have sanskrit or even hindi shjsh
plss farewell party hits so hard cause I only have one more year with the same people who have been with me from LKG???? kindergarten??? how am i supposed to say goodbye to them?? literally gonna cry so hard.
OMG YES PRETTY NECKLACE FOR A PRETTY HOOMAN!!!
me, along with everyone else, agrees with you on the ben barnes comment cause he really popped off with his acting. no i havent read shadow and bone series yet but ill probably get to it this monthh!! i simp for inej mfing ghafa as well as the disaster that is jesper.
LMAOO okay one fun fact, idky but whenever i read a book i have an idea of what the person looks like in my head rightt. i was watching a lot of personality type videos then so I ENDED UP IMAGINING AARON LIKE THIS DONT ASK ME WHY
hes really funny tho check out his videos.
YOU MEAN A LOT TO ME TOO LOOK AT THE SIZE OF THIS ASK, IM WRITING A NOVEL FOR YOU HERE
YOU BRING OUT THE BESTIE IN ME.
harrison osterfield looks hot in a very specific model way. like the kind of dude we'll see at a bar and you'll be like ;) and I'll say dudeeeeeee + ends up match making yall.
OKAY NO WAT EVEN NO THIS ISNT EVEN FUNNY THAT TROUPE IS VERY FAMOUS AMONG GUYS IG CAUSE THE SAME THING HAPPENED TO ME?? one dude said he liked me and a week later he went meh. horrible feeling istg.
tell your friend that it'll feel shit and it will continue to feel like shit but on the plus side, months later, she will go ew when she thinks of him; just like I do now. remember to give nyassa hugs, she's an angel ✨✨
I did not do well. everyone possibly failed in physics cause we were all laughing at how shitty we did.
I DO WEAR RINGS BESTIE SHKDHKSJ DO YOUUU?? CAUSE ID LIKE TO GIVE YOU ONE MORE HERE
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Why did you leave the discord?
Howdy and Happy Holidays! Hope you're warm and eating well! Did not expect to get this in an anon ask, but here we are.
I left because I realized that the discord just wasn't for me anymore. And that's not saying "me good, them bad" or "them good, me bad" at all. I cannot stress enough that this is nothing personal, I'm not here to argue, and the people in the discord don't owe me anything. Also, this isn't saying that the server is bad or anything, this is just my experience. Lastly, the people in the server are very nice and I believe their intentions aren't bad, this is just the energy I've been experiencing from most of them for a long while and how a lot of things came off. (Also, when I refer to people, I do not mean every person in the server. If I say 'you' it's a rhetorical and in general 'you', not a personal 'you'.)
It just seemed to me that most people really only had time for their friends and weren't interested in making new ones. I felt like I really tried to start conversations and talk to people and be present more (as much as I could with how busy my life normally is), but what I was putting in wasn't getting reciprocated. I'm interested in making friends and becoming closer with people, but if other people aren't interested then I can go elsewhere. I am not owed someone else's time, energy, or friendship.
Talking on a personal level at times didn't feel great because it seemed like people were only interested in talking to me if it was server related, if i said something funny, or if it was about something I was working on fanfiction-wise. Going into the server, I did have my hopes up for a connection definitely, so that's honestly more on me in that regard.
I also felt like some people started to not like me anymore because the kind of conversation we had early on just seemed to fizzle out. It was like we just sort of grew apart, which happens and that's perfectly okay. We all go through changes in life that move us away from others.
It also seemed like people really only liked me at a distance, that I was just someone who is agreeable. I really don't want to be the bitch constantly quoting Bojack Horseman, but I genuinely felt like "Everyone loves you! But nobody likes you. And that's the loneliest feeling in the world." I was just my screenname Wh33zy and nothing beyond.
This began to take a toll on my mental health which was made 1000 times worse because realizing some of this was around my birthday which is a time that usually sends me into really terrible thoughts/emotions. But this year, I completely spiraled to the point of needing therapy twice a week instead of once. I could barely leave my bed or eat, and I left the server very suddenly and quietly (I honestly did not think anyone would care and I still don't). However, I unfairly unfriended only a couple of people (if there are other people on discord who are not friends with me who were before, I honestly have no idea what happened there), but I re-friended them and apologized because that just wasn't fair to do whatsoever. I hope this isn't coming off as an excuse, because it's not, I'm just explaining where my head was.
I will also say that entering the server was a bit of a rough start, and I was overall apprehensive to joining due to an incident that happened before the server opened up (I will not elaborate on what happened to protect the privacy of the people involved). This started me off with negative feelings and distrust that I really should have discussed first and foremost. But, up until recently, I've had a bad habit of not making room for my concerns or feelings about things and not bringing up problems with people when I really should have. This causes stuff to bottle up inside which leads to these feelings to just grow and grow and grow, naturally.
If someone doesn't know what's going on, how are they supposed to help reach a solution, right? But I was also really fearful of putting myself in a bad situation by doing so since I felt the space wasn't a place where I could say 'hey, this wasn't okay. let's talk about it.' without it being taken the wrong way or taken very personally, like an attack or just me trying to be negative and a burden.
Of course, I am very grateful for the positivity and kindness that I've received from the server. I will always forever appreciate all of it, please know that.
Since leaving, I've felt a lot better. I'm currently back on just once a week appointments with my therapist and I'm feeling very good overall. I 100% do not regret leaving and I'm currently not interested in returning at all.
This is not me leaving the fandom or quitting on writing SIHJR content, of course. I have been posting and working on fanfiction regardless since I left and am very happy to interact with the SIHJR fandom on Tumblr for the time being. Thank you.
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