#or B) he scares the shit out of your muse

[airxn]

xavier really said, i’m the boss this morning and i went yessssirrrr 🥵

[wawawawawawawawawawawawawa]

the amount of times i Do This must be a joke at this point but here i am. doing it once more. izaya's highschool videogame SCREAMS "i just found out i have aspd and i am NOT taking it well." and i shall explain how

a preface: wrt "how did he know in high school, don't you have to be 18?" you do.... with the dsm guidelines. japan, iirc, uses a conbination of the dsm and icd to diagnose mental illnesses, and the age stipulation isn't in the icd. also, shinra could have told him, and lbr shinra wouldnt care about strictly adhering to the age thing

anyway i went thru and highlighted different parts of the videogame's text, so i can easier explain which part means what. i'll primarily be focusing on the chronic boredom associated with aspd- since izaya's game deals with patience, most musings in it will be related to that boredom. but the boredom, especially izaya's, IS important, as its the boredom that drives him to do what he does. to be what he is.

(shoutout to miyukiwinter for the scan)

so... the red bit. this relates to izaya's worldview of the need to keep evolving to escape the mundane, and it not mattering if you aim high or low. now at this point, izaya was solidly in some shady shit and clearly on the path of the low aim. but the thing is, about aspd... the boredom is all consuming. you'll do ANYTHING to not be bored. i've seen people say they developed substance abuse problems to escape the boredom, and i confess... i've done it too. it truly is THAT bad

i say all this because... izaya will never be able to stop going lower, and lower, and lower. he's fated to fall forever. maybe he wouldve been able to brush his behavior off as teenage craziness, but with a diagnosis like aspd it becomes increadingly obvious that there is no "oh, i'll mellow out once i reach my 20s." it's not going to happen, at least, not without great effort. and lets be real, nobody has any faith in aspd's recovery rates, less so in the early 2010s, so izaya upon diagnosis would see NO FUTURE for himself. no escape from the cycle. he's trapped.

the blue bits are a bit more vauge, but the undertainty turning to loss evokes the next stage after the initial shock of diagnosis: grief. and make no mistake, there IS a grieving process with mental health diagnoses. you go from being shocked and scared, to being depressed and numb.

but there's... another layer to this, with aspd. you see it with cluster b disorders in general, but aspd is HUGE in the pop culture zeitgeist

the layer is, the idea that People Like That don't feel emotions. that any emotional display is false and an explicit ploy to mainpulate someone

and when this inevitably ends up untrue, you might start to feel... odd... about feeling those emotions people say you can't feel. and one of the biggest emotions aspd gets that with, is fear and by extension, anxiety.

some aspd people genuinely do feel reduced fear! but it's far from being a diagnostic criteria, and aspd can actually be comorbid with anxiety disorders. but scientific facts and wider culture rarely match up, so the idea persists

so izaya might have started to think.... was he ever truly anxious? or worried? was he really more rotten than people thought; was he just mainpulating people the whole time? does he really not feel anxiety? was his nervousness over things like shinra leaving him or hell, this diagnosis, rendered null and void?

and then we reach the teal portion.... despair

(just a sidenote, tumblr has no teal color option so it'll just be blue)

in this sense, "the hole" refers to the endless downward spiral, and his diagnosis- but not just having it. no, "the hole" most likely refers to the moment izaya developed it in the first place.

who are you, if you thought you were in control your whole life, but you found out that the reason you do the things you do were because of foeces beyond your control? who are you now, having a label you know will cause everyone to see you as nothing but a stereotype?

why was he still alive, suffering like this? what point is it to be alive, controlled by something you can't fight, forced to make your life worse and worse and worse, until you die young?

so now what? who did this to him?

in the game, the hatred is towards "the player." and honestly this could have multiple different meanings when applied to izaya's own life

does he hate god? was he raised religious, his father being a christian, and was this what made him lose faith? what loving god would condemn someone to suffer like this?

does he hate his parents? after all, it was their genetics that passed this down, their upbringing that nurtured it, their neglect that made him the way he was. is it their fault?

or... does he hate himself, for being the way that he is? for having it in the first place, for not being able to overcome it, for having such a bad reaction to it?

for being too cowardly to kill himself?

which brings us to the final segment. awareness.

he says outright, the game is depicting the player's life. in the game itself, this ties into his mockery of players, but in a meta sense, it could be a hidden admission that it's depicting his life

especially the talk of meaningless games- fooling around with nakura creating small gangs, betting pools, and his eventual adult pastimes of messing with people. is his life enriched? no, it's merely occupied, and he knows it. he might have repressed it as an adult, but here, in high school, at this moment, he knows.

and if he can never truly alleviate his boredom, never truly be fufilled, then he can act like he's in control all he wants, but he's no better than a man falling in a hole.

[pumpkinsy0]

ik you've already done these but do u have any more curly (+papercut) interactions with the curtis gang

ou konnen m fè,,,m TOUJOU fè,,,pa jwe avè m,,,,

•yknow, they arent the biggest fans of curly, but they do take care of curly when he needs it, 1) bc hes their own, he’s a greaser they gotta stick together but also 2) hes tims younger brother, if tim found out they hurt curly theyd b in deep shit, but also hes a YOUNGER BROTHER, darry and two bit especially know how it feels to be scared for your siblings out there, they got that #maternalinstinct

•tim tells dally to look out for curly and angela when he's away or in jail, which he does, but the gang also helps a lil bit, for example soda makes more breakfast for dally to take them over to their house so they can eat, darry would drive curly, angela and pony to school, etc etc

•curly knows a lil more than he should when it comes to everyone in the curtis gang bc he eavesdrops on dally and tims conos, so sometimes he brings it up to tease them when they s scolding him or something and they hate it SO much, it throws them off guard

•soda and darry do not care that he’s a guest, curly, WILL get wrapped up into doing chores too, he wants to b around here so badly then he can act like it, on the bright side tho, curlys reached the status of “u have ur own toothbrush when u come over”

•this nigga curly eats up damn near all the snacks dude its like hes a vaccum and the gang r simultaneously impressed and annoyed cause how did u eat all that in such little time????

•when pony and curly r just sitting on the porch, they “conveniently” have the curtains open to keep an eye on em

•there r times where they catch pony and curly asleep on the couch and they dont do anything, they let em b, throw a blanket on those bastards and call it a day, for now

•the gang does NOT get pony and curlys indirect kissing they got goin on, like simple things like sharing a cigarette yea ok understandable, but the same fork and drinking from the same spot???? yall r so weird,,,not even bc they dont like them together, its more like a “if ur gonna do allat, just kiss already and stop beating around the bush”

•curly does NOT like dallas, he tries to show off to pony to impress him when hes “standing up” to dallas as he put it, pony usually hits curlys arm and tells him to stop it

•sometimes the catch pony drawing curly with curly staying still and they joke about them being an artist and his muse in the renaissance era, curly throws something at them to get them to leave

[obxone]

Goner

Edited-ish. ~410 words [Another shortie, but goodie]

JJ’s heart races, blue eyes searching the waves for you. His hands tighten on the edge of his board, waiting for you to resurface. The wave you tried to grab has wiped you out. It was a monster, and everyone knew it, but you were you, and he respected it even if it set him on edge more times than he was comfortable admitting. 

“Come on,” he mutters, his heart clenching as the seconds tick by.

“Thank fuck!” Kie breathes, and JJ’s chin jerks to follow her line of sight to see you surfaced and pull yourself back on your board. You paddle back out to them and notice JJ's gaze is glued to you.

“What?” You ask, flinging your wet hair over your shoulder.

“I thought you were a goner,” he mutters, shaking his head. “Scared the shit out of me.”

“I’m fine. No dings either.”

“Good.”

Kiara smirks at JJ, knowing that he is not sharing the fear he felt, or any of them felt over your risky decision.

“No more waves like that today, yeah?” She asks, and you bob your head before watching her move closer to John B and Pope, looking for another one.

“Hey,” you muse, bumping your leg against JJ’s once you are closer. “I promise I’m okay.”

He jerks his head in a solemn nod before reaching over. His hand is on yours and pulls the back of your hand to his lips. You blush, and when he releases your hand you gently shove him, nearly knocking him off his board. A giggle spills from your lips, and he shakes his head.

“Bad girl.”

You smirk, eyes raking over him. “I’ll show you just how bad if you are not careful.”

“Promise?”

You roll your eyes. Leave it to your boyfriend to run with whatever sex implied comment you make. “We’ll see.”

Pope smirks at you both once you rejoin the wait. Kiara catches one with ease, and you all watch her with smiles on your faces. “Nice wipeout.”

“Shut it,” you quip back, and he laughs. “Hey, J?”

“Yeah?”

“Do me a favor?”

He already knows without you saying a word as he reaches over and shoves Pope off his board. You giggle, and JJ winks at you. Pope splutters as he surfaces before flipping JJ off, and you laugh more. John B shakes his head, clearly annoyed with you all.

“Thanks, Baby,” you blow JJ a kiss.

“Anytime, Cupcake.”

"Way to turn on your brother," Pope mutters to JJ and tries to shove him, but he misses and you laugh at them. "Anything your girl asks and you jump, I see how it is."

You laugh more and JJ joins in. He knows it is true.

[humbuginmybones]

Here is the prologue to my new novel:

𝓐 𝓓𝓲𝓹 𝓘𝓷 𝓜𝔂 𝓓𝓪𝔂𝓭𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓶𝓼...

Description: "𝕷𝖎𝖕𝖘 𝕷𝖎𝖐𝖊 𝕿𝖍𝖊 𝕲𝖆𝖑𝖆𝖝𝖞'𝖘 𝕰𝖉𝖌𝖊..."

Alex Turner's heart has been broken. Now he's caught in a spot between lust and love... Or a lust for love. Playing through shows, falling in and out of bad situations, and getting really close to the album that'll make the band most popular...

And the common thread? The consistent spark? And the inspiration, the muse, the art piece?

*You.*

Alex Turner X AFAB Reader (AMAB version will be made available soon.)

(She/they pronouns used, reader is nuerodivergent and queer, but otherwise unspecified, this is for the conversation's sake.)

Disclaimer: None of the songs and lyrics are owned by me, and this does not represent the real people here! Obviously, I tried to write them as accurately as possible, but none of the events in this story actually happened. This story is also a bit different than other X Readers, and if that's not your thing, that's okay. Slow-burn romance, smut, strangers to lovers, open relationships, MLM, WLW, and a mix.

I hope you enjoy this, it's something I really wanted to put together, and was happy to write!

Have fun!

𝓟𝓻𝓸𝓵𝓸𝓰𝓾𝓮:

January 2012

The excitement could practically be tasted in the air. The winter air whipped around you, taking your hair carefully in its invisible hands. You stood in the long queue for the show that you had spent over half a year excited for - You were going to see your favorite band tonight.

Arctic Monkeys.

You had their fourth album on repeat lately, Suck It And See. It was an album that illustrated a tale of deep love, lost love, and love slipping away... Naturally, Alex Turner was an amazing songwriter, and those songs were poetry, despite the line in the titular track "I poured my aching heart into a pop song; I never did get the hang of poetry." Well, that was a bald-faced lie... Yet one couldn't help but wonder if Alex Turner had actually wrote those songs based off of his true feelings - The lovely song Cornerstone wasn't based on a true story - Yet the headlines as of late, had been blasting Alex Turner's personal life, and all it's juicy details... Suck It And See didn't seem so fictional after news of his breakup...

Yet you were the type who didn't really give a shit about what made the music, you just cared about the art. It often felt like Alex Turner soundtracked your life, why would you need to picture those songs being about someone else when you could relate to them? It's the same thing with many other celebrities, like Taylor Swift (Who was releasing a new album this year, and you couldn't be more excited!)... You had been lost in thought the entire time that you were in the queue, daydreaming about this day to finally see your favorite band.

It was slightly nerve-wracking, you were a little scared that the line wouldn't move fast enough for you to get inside on time, and the sun went down, so it was cold in dark - But that's a normal anxious feeling, and it was soon quelled as the groups in front of you went quickly. The queue stretched around the venue, and the fans were so excited... They held signs with lyrics, or asking the band members to marry them, and tons were wearing leather jackets, or had gelled their hair, after Alex Turner's latest look change. He had been known for being a 'cute boy' for years, his hair getting fluffier and fluffier as the years went on - Until at the end of 2011, when he made a drastic change in his style... Gone was the haircut you had dubbed 'Mushroom Head', and now came this biker wannabe, a biker who was acting like he just walked out of the 1950s, as if he would fit in with the characters from a film like The Outsiders. Yet it was an exciting change... You felt like this era was only getting better and better - From interesting music videos that focused on the drummer Matt Helders, to a fake band for B-sides known as 'The Death Ramps', who also did collaborations with Richard Hawley and Miles Kane... And the band just felt more mature and in-tune than ever.

Your hand delicately handed the ticket to the scanner, the greeter outside of the venue. She smiled at you, and wished you a good time. You responded that you knew you would have a great time. And how could this night not be great? You had grabbed an amazing dinner and pint from a downtown pub, were dressed to kill with the coolest, most unique style on this side of town... Makeup that would make anyone jealous of your skills, and beauty that you were aware of, just never flaunted. You were so beautiful, but you never needed someone to validate that for you. But they still did. You complimented several people on the way to your seat, and they all responded sweetly, saying that you looked stunning! That validation was sweet - It was like life was falling into place - Like you could love yourself, and people could love you too, but you didn't *need* it. You were a beautiful person worthy and everything was enough for you.

Like tonight.

You didn't need to grab a drink or food, you were already full, and you really didn't want an emergency bathroom trip to ruin your concert experience or make you miss anything!

Settling into your seat wasn't hard - You had snagged a seat that wasn't exactly the pit, but wasn't the nosebleeds. You had a great view of the stage. The anticipation was killing you, you hadn't even looked up the setlist - You pondered what the opener would be, the finale... You played with the items in your bag, coming to a concert wasn't always the safest, and England wasn't always the safest, but you knew that you lived in a safer area, and you were prepared for anything... The security guards were fine with everything in your clear bag, and you scrolled through your phone, through Tumblr, mindlessly scrolling in anxiety yet excitement.

The opening band, The Vaccines walked onto stage, and they played a great opening show.

Fidget, fidget, fidget.

You kept fidgetting, way too excited for the band you were finally going to see, after months and months of hoping, and wondering how this was gonna play out.

5 minutes. 15 minutes. 30 minutes after The Vaccines had walked off... Until, the band finally walked on... The crowd lost their shit. Matt played the first few beats of 'Library Pictures', and the crowd wouldn't stop cheering for the next hour or two. You couldn't help but smile for the whole fucking show, singing along with so much passion, you knew every single lyric, and you were dancing, feeling the music through your body. The people around you smiled and complimented you on your looks and dancing, and none of them minded that you were having a great time - They all wanted to share that experience.

A little over an hour into the show, the band played 'The Hellcat Spangled Shalala'... The most ridiculous title of a song for such a bop - Alex Turner was acting all cute, interacting with the audience, forming hearts with his hands and arms, blowing kisses into the audience, singing with passion - His muscular arms practically bulging out of the black T-shirt he had picked for the night, and sweat gracefully dripped off his body. His hands and fingers masterfully playing the guitar and his cheeky smiles shined through as he sung the lyrics he put his whole heart into writing - He was truly trying to hide the heartbroken man he truly was deep down. His eyes kept scanning the crowd, and his eyes fell on you... You were a bit far away, his eyesight had to slightly strain, but your distinct style and wondrous dancing made him smile. Mentally, he dedicated the bridge and the last chorus of 'The Hellcat Spangled Shalala', to you - You definitely seemed the type to be a hellcat - His heartbroken mind and soul slightly hyper-fixated on you. It's not like he was trying to be weird or random - It was a slight obsession that just fell into his mind because a beautiful person had just crossed his periphery.

"And in a hellcat spangled cavern

When your judgment's on the road

And you're acting like a stranger

'Cause you thought it looked like fun

And did you ever get the feeling

That these are things she's said before?

Her steady hands may well have done the devil's pedicure

What you waiting for? Sing another fucking

Shalalala, shalalala

Shalalala, shalalala"

The crowd sang along with much glee, but you noticed that the crowd wasn't as into it as the other songs... Reminded you of all the middling reviews you had read about Suck It And See... That it was indistinct and there was nothing special - That was a moment were the critical were looking for something bad, not good about it - Suck It And See was kinda the perfect combination of Humbug and the Submarine soundtrack that preceded it... Alex Turner was only getting better at songwriting - But it didn't seem the crowds were clicking with the new album as much either - You could see it from the stage that Jamie's smile faltered, as he played his riff. He quickly regained it and his charisma, as he turned to smile at the audience again. It just seemed the crowds didn't care for Suck It And See... Which was a shame, it seemed the boys had put their hearts into that record... It was an attempt to sound poppier and groovier, and well... Perhaps the next album, if there was one, would expand on that. For a moment, Alex would play his new songs to diminishing returns, and stare at the pretty girl whom had caught his fancy.

Snapping back to it, snapping back to his music, his art, he finished the show with a bang. And you had no idea that the simple bit of eye contact made you occupy his mind - You were realistic - You were a supporter of the band, and you didn't entirely expect the band to hear your individual cheers and gratitude. Which wasn't a bad idea. Alex didn't even know your name, yet you vexxed him.

It was a great night, you went out to the pub from earlier, posting on Tumblr and Reddit your experience and photos from the concert - It was a wonderful night. You ate some greasy chips, sipping another pint of ale, talking with others in the pub about how amazing the concert was - you ate the chips, ordering a dessert - Tonight was all about treating yourself... It was amazing. This night would be a highlight for years to come.

And Alex had a great night. He slumped into his hotel bed in the dim light, and after a few moments, his mind wouldn't allow him the sleep he desperately needed. He got up from the bed and grabbed a pad of paper and a pen... He started throwing together words on those papers in his hotel room, lines about Lone Rangers, Electricity, kisses, time-travel, and the old Valentine's phrase of 'R U Mine?'... Lightning cracked outside, and he separated the paper. One song would be known as 'R U Mine?' the other would be known as 'Electricity'.

And they were both about you.

(Song of the chapter: The Hellcat Spangled Shalala)

[emotionlcss]

i’ve complied a LONG  list of plots that i want after digging through lots of plotting posts, so pls give this a like if you’re interested in any and i’ll message you! ( contains taboo things )

Religious girls are so fucking hot tbh. Like yeah make sure you keep that cross necklace on while you’re stretching your ass out with a plug and fucking your throat with your favorite dildo. I’m sure your God loves what he’s seeing from you 😂

ok but fuck, unhappily married corporate dude having an affair with his hot young assistant is one of my favourite trashy tropey plots someone gimme

a plot where yeah i’m dating my older brothers best friend who is also older than him and me but my brother doesn’t know and lots of sexual tension and he fingers her at the dinner table and whenever the friend sleeps over he always goes to her room and sleeps in her bed until morning until he has to get up to lay back at her brothers room to make it seem like he was there the whole night oh my god PLEASE

“i’m dating your sibling, but now i’ve met you, i’ve realized that maybe i picked the wrong sibling. but that’s not going to stop me from touching you underneath the dinner table, and screwing you in your parents bed.”

oh to be an aggressive hockey guy who gets into fights during matches and has to be patched up afterwords by the exasperated medic who has a soft spot for me who’s always telling me to be careful and sometimes we fight over my reckless attitude and maybe it gets heated one night and the medic yells “i care about you asshole!!” and i need to reevaluate our every single interaction

substitute teacher who likes giving out assignments and students hate him so much for that then one night, big brother bought a friend home and shit, it’s the substitute teacher who literally called you out for not passing your homework, and fuck, he is smirking like a total asshole.

Muse A happens to walk in on Muse B while they’re masturbating. Either Muse A offers to help after finding themselves too attracted by the sight to really turn away, or Muse B continues to work towards getting themselves off, indicating that they were masturbating with Muse A in mind.

Muse A has a friend over, who admits to having a crush on Muse A’s relative, Muse B. When Muse A confesses to having similar feelings, the two discuss the possibility of maybe coming onto Muse B with the idea of a naughty threesome in mind.

im always trash for taboo relationship plots:

- relieving him from sexual frustration with a handjob or blowjob - being his cum dump every day - fucking while hiding - riding him in the middle of the night and forcing him to cum in her - handjob in the backseat on a roadtrip - public sex outside a party - glory hole at a party or club bathroom

Also, presidents party girl daughter who has been assigned a new secret service bodyguard. He has no idea what he’s in for or the trouble she attracts. She has a problem with the word ‘no’ and he likes to say it a lot.

“it’s the middle of the night on a saturday and i’ve been thrown into holding by the cops and am i high or did i just get thrown into the same holding cell as a celebrity???” au

“while hiding from the paparazzi i ran into the first building i saw and it turns out you work here and what the fuck do you MEAN you’re closed and i have to get out, have some MERCY!” au

“i just went to one of your shows, and now an hour later you’ve tweeted about some gorgeous person you noticed in the crowd and wait why does this describe me exactly” au

this is a holy place, so you better be quiet and respectful while i screw you in the confessional booth.

I have a gigantic crush on you and you called me on the phone while I was masturbating but I picked up anyway and you caught on to what I was doing but you didn’t hang up??? Does this mean you like me??? Does this mean we’re gonna have phone sex???

I hid in your closet to scare you as a joke but when you came in you started masturbating and I can’t just get up and leave but if I get caught in your closet you’ll think I’m a pervert I regret my life choices

We’re roommates and we always look through each other’s mail and I certainly was not expecting to find a vibrator when I opened your package how much time do I have to re tape this before you get home

I bought dick popsicles as a joke but you look really hot how you’re sucking on that fuck

AGE GAP AUS

do clubs where you can wear a masquerade mask and be anonymously fucked and watched by dozens of people only exist in fanfiction or is there a membership card i can apply for

M/M PLOTS I DESPERATELY NEED:

- we’re costars working on a film (plus points for both of them playing the love interest in one of those annoying love triangles) and fell in love backstage, sneaking around each other’s trailers and whatnot - we’re on the same sports team but one of us is still in the closet, so we make out in the showers after training and vanish from parties to kiss in the car - i thought you’re dating my sister/brother but what do you mean you’re just friends and hanging around the house because you’re interested in me?? - i’m a big rock star and you’re my opening gig, and after the show we share sweaty kisses and have our own aftershow party in the tour bus you were the first boy i kissed but we never saw each other again after that party. years later we meet again and it’s like a throwback in time - i thought i was straight but there’s this cute af boy who makes me question my sexuality and turns my world upside down - bad boy turning soft for a soft boy -  *slams fist on the table* I’M ALWAYS A SLUT FOR NERD/JOCK DYNAMICS!

OR JUST ANYTHING HERE

[stormcried]

CRACKS KNUCKLES TIME TO LORE DUMP. (i blame bravo SAKDSHF)

Okay, so we're going to start off with the fact that Drake lives on the streets, yeah? Drake ACTUALLY and PURPOSEFULLY avoids going to find another family because Drake HASN'T moved on from his grief or his childhood. He pushes it down as hard as he can to say "yeah my childhood was kinda shit lol". There's a reason for that.

Drake lives on the streets that way he does is because he actively avoids dragging other people into his mess. There are two reasons. A. He believes he's so fucked in the head and unable to control his urges to do the things that the older kids do in the Misfits (drink, do drugs / weed, smoke, get into arguments / fights) and to him? That's just a normal thing he believes older kids do, and he copies that to copy their coping mechanisms. You have to remember that Drake living with The Misfits are a bunch of runaways, orphans and outcasts in the late 80's / beginning of the 90's, so, stealing was a LOT easier than it is in modern times.

SECONDLY; Drake believes he's too fucked in the head and isn't lovable because he pushes people away for a reason so they either don't get killed because of him or because they don't want them to become a target of the bad people that hasn't been seen in the nearly three years he's lived on the streets. He's just not a good kid and he believes people could do better than him if they want to take in Drake. Drake STILL grieves and hates himself for supposedly being the one to finish off his parents murder, so he still is scared he'll end up killing someone just out of trying to protect himself.

Drake actively steals from other Misfits members at this point because he doesn't even see them as family or allies, the only ones he leaves alone are the ones he knows are younger than him (mainly the kids under 11/10), otherwise his actions are fair game for the Misfits which end up either A. getting into arguments of who stole from who, or B. Drake is your main culprit because he got caught a couple times with the hand down the cookie jar so to speak. So, they immediately point the finger and ofc Drake denies, denies, denies.

So; his actions warrant him to believe he's not exactly 'top kid model' for people to adopt him. Plus, he's gotten to the point now where Benjamin will actively start kicking Drake out of the Misfits as a punishment (not that he gives a shit anymore since he's found the abandoned office building). Another issue that he has is that he's got NO respect for authority since said authority in the past had abused him and made him hate the system. Because of the actions of the Orphanage when he was just nine / ten, he hates ANY and ALL adults that he comes into contact with. Muses that Drake interacts with that are adults who aren't quite close to Drake yet get this treatment of "your my enemy, fuck off." type of deal. Adults HURT him. They took his family away from him. He gets notified three weeks later in the hospital that he's going to be sent to a foster home and he's barely had time to grieve his loss.

Once sent to this facility, the adults there (again the fucked-up system) don't give him time to grieve much less understand WHAT was wrong with him and why he believed he killed his mama and dad. His innocence DIED at ten years old when he spent the first time alone on his tenth birthday crying his eyes out when he realizes no one is going to help or save him. No matter how many times he prayed, no matter what 'supernatural' being is out there, nothing came to help him which is why the Misfits when they came when they did was his ONLY answer and he craved people who were just like him in a way, only to find out WHOOPS it's still a fucked up system and the older teenagers there are fucked in the head with their own issues and they take it out mainly on everyone there, so now drake hates teenagers and adults believing they're all the same.

If someone WANTS to try and take Drake in, they're going to have to understand he's lived almost THREE years in the Misfits where bad behavior was essentially never punished, so Drake doesn't give a shit what he does and what he says. He's a bad mouthed and disrespectful kid whose only coping mechanism is his underage tendencies of again drinking and smoking (he'll try to hide it sometimes from your muse if he feels like it's going to get taken away) and his 'best friend', a stuffed dragon toy that he stole from a kid in the orphanage a couple years back and just like his scarf he is DEATHLY defensive of that thing.

TLDR since I know I rambled a lot: Drake got fucked over by the system and adults and the Misfits haven't given him any positive room for growth so he says and does what he wants MAINLY without consequences because he'll hurt people who try to stop him too. He's shanked a few adults with his powers in the past for stopping him from surviving and stealing. So everyone is essentially his enemy now and if by some miracle you have Drake become docile towards your muse, he WILL be clingy and overprotective of the ONE good thing he's got in the life of shit he's lived.

[sadistpet]

KNOWING YOUR PARTNER WELL CAN POTENTIALLY MAKE WRITING TOGETHER A LOT EASIER.

tagged by: I STOLE.

tagging: curtsies. you may steal from me

Name: frances ! i have gone by Many different names in my time though

Pronouns: she/they !

Preference of communication: UM i have avoidant personality disorder which makes communication in general kind of super scary and hard but i like talking in tags and replies to posts and sometimes dms if i’m confortable !! same with discord

Name of muse(s): my current girlies are ivan raidenovitch raikov (this blogge) and leo kasper (ppravitas) !! my super duper scrungies

Experience/how long (months/years?): um i think 12 years unless you count pretending to be a horse on club penguin as rp

Platforms you’ve used: mainly just tumblr ! i did use skype, fb and twitter Very rarely and i’ve written on discord a few times :3

Pet peeves / dealbreakers: um generally just being a dick or bigoted. or liking weird shit or shipping minors and adults that kinda thing. like oh... naur thank you... get that away from me neow

Fluff, angst, or smut: all of the above and more PLEASE !!!! im not very used to writing smut but i would like to do it more. i love angst i always love angst even if the whole time im going NOOO SOB SOB i love it its so good. and fluff my beloved... everybody needs some sweet stuff sometimes and i love it. so ya tldr any and all and yes.

Plots or memes: looks around frightened i get supar scared plotting honestly cause i never feel like i contribute much RFHJGF but i enjoy like. setting out a general idea type thing :3 umm ask memes tend to be easier though

long or short replies: prrrrobably somewhere in the middle ?? but if i had to choose id say long because i cannot shut up ever and i also love reading long replies so grins.

Best time to write: um i dont really have one honestly ?? usually like 1am or like... the afternoon since that's when i'm mostly free but yeah :3

Are you like your muse(s): i am like raikov to a frightening degree . hes me but if i didn’t have the avpd to keep me in check . like we're both blonde haired, blue eyed, fem. we both like excessive eating, sitting in our rooms and admiring our interests, reading, being cheeky, sleeping. i am not exceedingly similar to leo BUT we are both cluster b so there’s some overlap for sure :3

[rinqueen6]

MY SHAKESPEAREAN LOVE AFFAIR | Shakespeare x Y/N

a/n: this is one of the four fanfictions written by yours truly and @oflethe during my community day stream (on June 5th, 2023, using the game frantic fanfic)

summary: shakespeare meet cute???

warnings: no editing in sight, sexual innuendos, and a really messed up plot

(each time there is a “-” there is a switched writer; it starts with lethe)

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I woke up to my stupid alarm, in my stupid bed. I got out and stared at my lifeless blue eyes in the mirror. Hi, I'm Y/N. Just another girl in this G-dforsaken World. I put my long brown hair in a messy bun and changed into my Paramore tshirt and skinny black jeans. As I put on my non-broken in Dr Martens, my mum walked in.

"Y/N," she started, looking exhausted "you have a visitor."

B-but, who would want to see a mess like me?? As I walked down our villa's stairs I saw him -------------------- , standing there, a wolfish grin on his face.

"S-shakespeare?" I whispered, too taken aback by his molded back hair.

"Yes," he grunted sexually. "It's me. Your new family."

"That's right, Y/N." My mom yelled. "You're useless and not a part of my family anymore. Shakespeare is adopting you."

I was so scared I peed a little.

"Adopted? Me?"

"Let's go baby. You're like a midsummer's night dream or whatever."

Shakespeare took me to the carriage and threw all my bags in the back. I sat in the front seat, trying to ignore the fact that the horse in front of us was shitting like crazy.

"I hope I never see you again." My mom said and slammed the door behind herself.

"Time to go, Y/N. Your new life awaits." Shakespeare put a quill in the carriage's ignition, and we were off. To my new life. My new home. -------------------- To a new century.

He rode the carriage into a new old age, and I found myself standing in front of THE Globe Theatre.

"So," he startled me, "I suspect you'll be right at home playing with the boys."

Yeah, I prefered boys' company over other girls, since I'm not like them and all, but what did he mean??

I would find out soon that he meant to make me into his image. A girl that pretends to be a boy playing a girl on stage. I soon became the biggest actor his stage had ever seen, and soon, I became his biggest muse. His Cleopatra. His youmg Juliet to his old-ass Romeo. Anne Hathaway was no more, in the end it was me and him- my William, my Shakespeare.

[the-silver-peahen-residence]

||Rage from within||

Hi there everyone. It's time for another drabble. In this one, it's involving Willie and his mistress again. But, it seems we got more guests so lets see where this goes hmm?

||Drabble Summary||

Even after her and Willie's punishment, things have gone back to normal like it didn't happen but even so, both kept a hard memory of it. However, it seems something else has happened that made Shrika furious. What could this be? Read to find out.

||Warning||

~Torture is present and seen

~NSFW is present (Blood, dead bodies, cut up bodies, guts, etc.) If this makes you uncomfortable don't read please

~Snapped demon ready to kill but also warning

~Heavy scaring is present

||Guests in this drabble||

Shrika, Dale, and Rick along with the few others belong to my best friend and rp partner @lovelyxhorrorswho also runs @demon-blood-youths

Willie Watt is From and belongs to the animated serious Batman Beyond. He also belongs to me due to having him as a muse.

((Note: This drabble will have heavy grammar mistakes and errors but this was written for fun. Also, you were warned of heavy gore and other things that will be present in this drabble. If you are not alright with these, please don't read it. Other than that, I hope you understand but also enjoy please.))

At first one would say this night is pretty good for anyone that loves to fly. Admiring the moon that shines over the area of New Jersey. Well, that is for everyone else except one. Right now, Shrika magpie, the monstrous killer a.k.a terror of the skies was angry.

Very very VERY angry. She wasn't expecting her night to turn out this way but it seems like it. Her evening was alright even after sending Willie off to do some tasks for her but she was not expecting to get the horrible message from a follower.

~~~~~Earlier that night~~~~~~~~~

"......."

Shrika was relaxing waiting for Willie to come back even if she sent him out to get something. Only to find out one of her followers comes back wounded but he was giving her terrible news. Dale and Rick felt the anger slowly forming around Shirka as the others did too.

"...Your lying...this isn't true.."

"I..It's true. I..I wouldn't lie to you I-"

"...You are lying to me..you have to be. Tell me your lying.." she said in a cold tone scaring the follower.

""N..No no. I wouldn't lie. Please, I'm speaking the truth. He really was-" That's when he got grabbed by Shirka to flip him on the counter holding a blade to his throat ready to cut him. Her eyes looked cold not liking the news.

"I don't like when you guys lie to me. Where's Willie! I told you idiots to keep on him as you were ordered! Now you come to tell me this shit!?" she barked as the other was scared.

"W..we did! We did but we got ambushed by some enemies and they took him. He fought them off but...they just took him. It's the truth you have to believe me!" he was scared thinking she would cut his throat but Shrika didn't move, her eyes looking more angry.

"I TOLD YOU TO STOP FUCKING LYING TO ME! WILLIE IS NOT A WEAKLING! I KNOW THAT AND YOU IDIOTS DO TOO! WHY ARE YOU TELLING ME SUCH LIES!?" she said.

"It's true ma'am! W...we tried to help him from the ambush tonight but they were surrounding us and did something to numb his power. We tired to help him but they only left this.." another follower walks over showing something. It was one of Willie's blades. It was broken but soaked in blood. She knew that blade that her eyes widen to see it. She gave him this to add to his collection and as a reward for his loyalty!

".........."

"M..Miss Shrika?" she saw her drop the other who scrambles to his feet moving away afraid but she looks down almost clawing the counter with her knife. Dale and Rick was about to speak but she beats them to it.

"Find. Him. I don't care how you all do it, find him before I fucking kill you all that was with him and not backing him up." she said with the upper part hidden.

"B..b...but miss Shrika-"

That's when she slams her fist on the counter. "I SAID NOW!! GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY SIGHT AND FIND HIM!" she said as the followers got scared rushing out of the living room to find Willie. Shirka panted looking down as she was holding her face but she looks more angry only to let out a supersonic screech from the living room alerting the other lovely horrors to find out what is wrong.

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That leads to right now. Matt along with the others were spread out to find him. Even if that's the case Shrika was silent. This was new to her; she's never gotten this angry before-well not after being humiliated by that damn snake and bat but this..this was different. As she flies through the sky trying to find some clue, she lands on a roof top her talons digging into the building trying to calm her anger down but it was not.

'Damn it, why am I worrying like this?! This is unlike me! I know Willie can take care of himself but...but he's mine. Who the hell would fucking even touch him!? When I Find out who I'll.....I'll...' She looks quiet but feels a breeze blowing.

'I know Willie always said he would always follow my orders. He wouldn't disobey me. No matter what. Even after what happened..' she remembers even from what he told her.

'Ill always follow your orders. No matter what they are. I'll live to forever serve you mistress..'

".......What is going on? What is happening to me? Am I.....?"

Willie can keep himself safe but someone must have did some sneak attack to get to him. Yeah, that's it. But why...why does this feel more upsetting to her?

Willie isn't weak and she knows that but their was something off from this. Even so, she had to find him. As she was about to take flight, she looks to see something moving but got a update. "What is it Dale and Rick?"

"We found something Ma'am. It seems we have something." Dale looks but Shrika was turning her head to them.

"Are you sure?"

Both nod that she looks ahead. "Show me where.."

After a while, both Dale and Rick shows Shrika where they got a lead to where Willie might be. It seems to be in some abandoned building somewhere far north. She didn't expect to find this place but she did notice some guards that it leaves her more annoyed. However, she did notice that the other Lovely Horrors were down below so she lands near by.

"There you are! We were wondering when you would even show up." Matt looks to her but she changes back to her human self even if she was clearly angry.

"So you say he's in there?" she asked seeing Sid nod and looks.

"Yes. We got a scent thanks to Jason. He picked up Willie's scent from the broken blade you gave him. He's in there.....On the top level." So he was here. Shrika was gripping her knife. He was here. She had to get him out of here.

"Alright then. I'm going to get him out...." she said.

"Your doing this alone? I think we will be helping ya even if this is well-"

"I get it but I told you before Willie is mine so I can take care of this." she looks to Jason who held his hands up but Matt said nothing looking to them before he sighed.

"Let her do it. We can get the others out here. Since you did say before Willie was yours then go and get him." Matt looks to her as she was looking to the building. The asshole that kidnapped him so now she can get him back. Being quick, she was ready.

In the building, the guards were standing out looking ahead into the disturbing forest. They didn't want to be out here long but as they were speaking, they saw a shadow move to look. "Huh? Did you see that?"

"I did. Who's there!? Show yourself!" the other shouts aiming but before the two could do anything, something shines from two blades before stabbing the two in the head. They got pinned to the wall spilling blood before others heard the noise.

"!?" More guards looks from inside aiming at the door but that's when the door busted open, showing HYDE freaks who rushes in suddenly. The guards were shooting at the HYDE freaks but some quickly tackles the few stabbing or killing them in a blood mess. Shrika rushes in while in her humanoid bird form. Red eyes glowing in the room but she was trying to find Willie. He was here! He had to be.

"Spread out and find him! I want this place ripped apart!" she said seeing the HYDE freaks doing as ordered. They broken crates, smashed windows, even broken down doors just to try and find Willie. However, she hurries off to the stairs to head up.

She did kill any other that tries to stop her, stabbing them with her throwing knives as they were either pinned or hit through the window. They were in the way; she needed to find him! A few screams being killed or some being hurt. Some tired to shoot at her only for her to glare.

"GET OUT OF MY WAY!!!" she lets out a supersonic caw as most scream in pain or some feeling their ears bleeding. She stabs a few using her beak to throwing more knives at them. They were in her way! She needed to get to Willie!

In a while, she keeps heading up leaving a blood trail till she arrives to the third floor. She saw two double doors but right away brings it down with her talon nails. The broken wood of the door hitting the ground to show the opening of another room. However, she saw some gang in front but it seems to be some that either was trying to harm Shrika's followers and thought it was a idea to kidnap her second helper.

Not a good idea.

"Alright! Where is he!? Where is-" As she speaks, the others move but she saw to make her eyes widen. She saw Willie! But he was coated in his own blood, looked pretty beaten up and badly hurt. Cuts and bruises were seen on his skin and face. Even his shirt was soaked in his own blood. He had some sort of needle in his neck, side, and stomach but they seem to have tortured him! He didn't even hear his mistress voice while looking down before one backs up.

"......" Shrika said nothing, her red eyes widen seeing him like this. Willie was there but he was badly injured and hurt. She felt her heart almost stop but she was slowly digging her talon claws into the ground.

"...W...willie....."

'What did they do to him?' she felt her eyes looking at him like this. He was hurt. Tortured. Beaten to a bloody pulp.

'What have they done to him?' Angry, she felt so very angry. She wanted to rip them apart. She wanted to stab them till they chock on their own blood.

'Why?...Why why why Why!?' Even now she was having trouble holding back seeing the now scared members afraid of the monster of the skies.

"How...how dare you...HOW DARE YOU!!!!!" Suddenly, she dashes into the room and begins killing them for doing this. She lost control killing each one. She stabs a few with her talons, ripping out the guts or spilling them on the ground. A few others got stabbed with the hidden knives in her wings while twitching to their death. She didn't leave one alive while going on a rampaging killing spree.

'None of them deserve to live! None of you deserve to see the light of day ever again! NONE Of YOU!' she screams in her mind even grabbing one to screech out only to even blow their ear drums then stabs them using her beak. She didn't stop till not a single one was left. However, that leaves one more who was crawling back terrified.

He saw this monster soaked in the blood of her kills, slowly heading towards him.

"STOP! Stay away from me you monst-" she slams her talons down into his stomach but she didn't say anything to even rip him in half spilling his blood everywhere. Even now, she was panting from the kills and yet she looks to slowly see Willie.

"......"

He didn't even respond to all that but she heads over to him while changing back. Shrika was coated in their blood but looks to see Willie. "Willie......Hey, can you hear me?" she held his bloody cheek but she checks his pulse to see if he was alive. It took a second but she did feel a heartbeat. He was alive. Sighing, she goes to work on freeing him when the other lovely horrors get up.

"Shrika! Did you-Woahhhh.." Jason saw the mess she made but she didn't answer when Dick and Dale helps with carefully picking Willie up from the chair.

"Seems you found him but he looks like shit.." Cobin said but she remains quiet.

"Don't remind me. Even so, the problem is taken care of. But we can leave this shitty place..." she hissed angry but the other lovely horrors said nothing but follows with the HYDE freaks cleaning up everything but the bodies were taken care of.

~~~~~Later~~~~~

Shrika was quiet but was sitting in a chair by a treated Willie. He wasn't a demon like her and the others so he was healing as any normal human would. For now, she looks at him even with the hopes of him waking up soon. He's been out for the moment they brought him home.

She couldn't believe he got kidnapped but by some lowlife scum. She did warn her followers to do a better job when it came to helping either her or Willie. But she ignores it this once. Right now, she was watching Willie still resting in bed in bandages and was treated thanks to Pete.

"....."

'I never lost it like that before about anyone. Willie could take care of himself so why.....why was I so upset about this? Why did seeing him like that make me snap?' she thought looking at her hand but she looks to him to reach and hold his bandaged cheek.

"You alright Shrika?" she blinks to look seeing Matt standing there but he saw her look quiet to sigh.

"I'm fine. I'm just keeping an..eye on him till he wakes." she mutters with Matt walking over to look at the resting Willie. He did looked all better thanks to him but that tells him that she seems worried.

"Ah, I get ya. Well, Pete did heal him but he just needs rest is all. You need to rest too. You shouldn't be up all night because of this." she knew that true but Shrika said nothing to look at Willie.

"I know that but I don't need to miss him being awake if he needs something." she said but Matt blinks to hear this.

"Again, he'll be fine. You need to rest up. You had a long night so I suggest you rest." he said but she looks to Willie again. "But I will say, I never expected you to snap like that."

"...I was angry only because those fools took what was mine. I wouldn't let it slide like that! Even if they dared to harm him! He belongs to me. He is mine and only mine." she said and Matt knew that.

"Even if you snapped tonight when seeing him?"

"......." She didn't know why she snapped but Matt gets the feeling maybe their was something deeper between her and Willie. Though, that was her business and hers alone.

"I get it though that might be telling you something Shrika. You know our ways in our fraction but..seems something is showing even if you are not showing it." Wait, what did he mean by that?

"........"

"I'll leave you be but remember. He will be fine even if he'll take longer to recover due to being human...he'll be fine." when saying that, Matt turns to leave as she watches him go. Even so, Shrika looks to hear the door close but sighed looking back at Willie. Even now, she was quiet to look at her hand. Was she showing worry and something else? Just what is this? For that moment, Shrika held her hand to her face covering her eyes when she laughed a little low even if she was unsure.

"...What the hell is happening to me?"

[silvcrignis]

@manufactoredxbyxdesign ♛

@manufactoredxbyxdesign Punky’s out here throwing you to the WOLVES, they just made a lucky choice because I’m a favourite player lmfao.

{Meme}: [ ♛ ] send me your url and i'll tell you the following; {x}

My opinion on;

Character in general: It’s so sad that I have nar actually played a single Resident Evil Game (I used to watch my dad play them back when I was a smol) or touched a single DBD match but somehow still ended up hyper fixated on this character bc not only was he EVE R Y WHERE back when I was a kid he was my like favourite type of shitbag smarmy over confident character hdhghg I would probably write Albert Wesker if I had the confidence or the complete lore knowledge to hfhgh the perfect live action FC already exists for him thanks to Buffy 😭

How they play them: Hgdhgnh I’ve told them this personally but they’re soooo good, like I hear Albert’s voice when they post something??? Like I love him, a lot of people love uwuing softening villains & I’m like bro they’re fucking evil they may have tender moments or people they are softer with but that’s an EVIL hoe, stop pretending they didn’t do nothin’ wrong. He’s written so MEAN & I fucking adore that, it’s the same way I portray my Severus Snape bc that man has called his own spouse a fucking FOOL before & that’s. My. T y p e, Like I need them to understand I’m not just saying this bc they gave my shit stain gremlin girl a chance (okay maybe a little bc this place has burnt me many times b u t) I’m saying this because I genuinely don’t think they realise just how GOOD they portray this nasty snarky PHD wielding grifter man 😭

The mun: Hurt them & feel the sting of my blade, I swear to God, I will break into your home at 3:37 AM & slather cream cheese & onions on the inside of your pillowcases if I find out you ever legitimately hurt their feelings. Like I was so scared to follow them bc their writing was really on point & canon character blogs be acting stank as hell here especially to me bc Keira isn’t an easy™️ OC girl. & like idc if someone roasts me but I will r I d e for my squad, especially the ones who put up with my ridiculous spammy bullshit like they do hhhhh they deserve better than some of the absolutely manic posts I send them fr fr but I usually make up for my transgressions by sliding them the gud Albertcore.

Do I;

Follow them: I do, I followed their second blog @lxdyvenxm so fucking fast when I saw their post it gave me whiplash ghhgbhjn

RP with them: Of course I do, I have to stick all the pale haired tsunderes together in one spot though Al is a low-key yandere wearing the tsundere skin tbch but he’s deffo part of the club.

Want to RP with them: I… I need Keira to leave this man alone bc every time I get a new idea for Keira the DBD verse her first thought is “What would Albert think about it~🖤🖤🖤?” Yeah she’s a lil obsessio over him but I’M normal hfhgh I don’t want them to think I’m a weird stalker like I don’t want into Albert Wesker’s pants this CREATURE is the one who does!!!!

Ship their character with mine: The concept of them together is terrifying & I mean BOTH Keira & Albert & uhhh the other two shinies (YOU KNOW WHO grhfghf) like they would put the “Power” in the would power couple before some crazy shit starts going down in that Fog… So yeah I do, I want them holding hands while those hands are covered in blood… Because they’re making out while stabbing a person. While holding the same knife. Little known fact about me I fucking LOVE murder couples, especially where one’s a little more fucked up than the other but the other isn’t bothered by that instead they use their slightly calmer head to plan out some REALLY fucked up ideas for them to do together.

What is my;

Overall opinion: Send a long text get a long text ba- Oh wait wait that’s like summin different. Follow them. Love them. Ask about their headcanons bc their headcanons are really good & so fascinating??? Let Albert dismember & bully your muse, Keira wants to film him throwing around their body parts everywhere with the tentacles pls she said it’ll be super funny~~~~

**Note: Mun’s answer are all to be completely honest. Don’t send url if you don’t want brutal honesty.

[countlessrealities]

@sinruby​​​​ sent: 🍓 What is something you and the mun disagree on? (for Rick!)  ❄ Did the mun ever forced you to do something you didn’t want to do? (for Bill)  🙏 Do you think the mun would be able to survive in your world? (for Mabel) Muses talking about the mun || Accepting !

“S-Something? How about everything?” Rick blows out a displeased breath. “I-I’d have an easier time to pick something we agree on, b-because that’s a fuckin’ short list. An-And I’m not even considering all the shit they do in real life, b-because I have opinions on that too. B-But I get fuckin’ bonked or-or sprayed with cold water whenever I address it, s-so...I’m leaving it alone. N-Not worth the trouble.”

He shrugs casually, but the annoyed frown on his face tells that he isn’t so happy with just leaving the subject be.

“I-I could say the same shit Morty said, a-about Scotty wanting to shove angst an-and bad shit down my throat, b-because they really want to do it, b-but I don’t want to be repetitive. E-Even if it irks the hell out of me. I-Isn’t my fuckin’ backstory tragic enough? N-Not for them, apparently.”

An eyeroll. “I-If I had to pick...W-We disagree a lot on the best way to approach new RP partners. I-I always tell them to just shove me in their inbox or-or whatever, an-and who cares if they didn’t tell them which muses they want. S-Sucks to be them, we pick. B-But they are so fuckin’ awkward an-and end up just sitting there an-and waiting and pushing their stupid interest checker on dash, h-hoping that people will get their heads out of their asses. W-Well, fuck, they should fuckin’ get that it doesn’t work. M-My strategy is much better. T-They should try it. I-I mean, what’s the worst that can happen? T-The other person ignores the ask. B-Big deal. An-And they can always...”

“If you’re done, Rick, it’s my turn,” Bill cuts in, sing song tone both cheerful and threatening at the same time. “We get it. Your ego is so big that it will wilt and die like a cheap flower if it isn’t constantly put in the spotlight. Now remove yourself and your insecurities.”

A loud and angry HEY! echoes from the background, but Bill merely ignores it.

“Now, where were we? Ah, yes. Something I was forced to do against my will? Waiting for that cretin to finish rambling.” His only eye rolls slowly in the socket. “Aside from that, nothing major. I do whatever I want. We made a deal, me and the mun. And I’ll keep my side as long as they keep theirs. As simple as that. Shooting Star, you’re up!”

Mabel lets out a sigh. “...I wish Scotty had kept the asks separated. Or that they had let me go before those two.”

She doesn’t like to be mean, but both Bill and Rick deserve it, even if for different reasons.

“Uh, would Scotty survive in Gravity Falls? I think so. I mean, Weirdmageddon aside, the other creatures...you can handle them, as long as you know what you’re dealing with and as long as you pay enough attention. Dip-Dip and I managed, and we’re just 12, so...Give them a journal and I’m sure they’ll manage. They’ll get a few bruises and some scares, but yeah. I think they might actually have fun! And they can be as unhinged as Grunkle Stan was with those zombie and know martial arts, so...that helps. Not to mention that they wouldn’t have to do it alone, because there’d be us to help! I think it would be great to have them on the team!”

[livealittleoc-cb]

b d k l p t -Felix🐾

B ─ Breeding. Is this one of their kinks ? Do they often have unprotected sex ? Have they ever had any pregnancy scares ?

🍷: Oh definitely, I need you to know you’re all mine princess~ Have to mark you in every way possible~ Unprotected is better in my opinion

D ─ Dreams. A wet dream my muse has had about yours, and whether they’d want to make it come true.

🍷: Wet dream…? *he flushes* um…

⭐️: Won’t admit out loud but definitely had a wet dream of Felix in cat ears and a tail~

K ─ Kissing. How important are kisses in their relationship ?  Any favourite kind of kisses ?  Do they have any rituals involving kissing ( never leaving for work without kissing the other, always sharing a kiss goodnight, etc… ) ?

🍷: Kissing is t that important, I like them but Ill survive without them. Maybe just a kiss goodnight or before leaving to do something

⭐️: Lowkey a lie he would make out with Felix in the middle of a full room if he didn’t get at least a peck for the day

L ─ Lingerie. Do they enjoy wearing it and/or seeing their partner in lingerie ?What kind of lingerie do they find the sexiest ? Any other clothing they love seeing their partner in  ( like grey sweater pants, wearing nothing but an apron, really short shorts, etc… ) ?Do they often wear what the other likes, just to please them?

🍷: I’ve never envisioned myself wearing lingerie but I think I’ll look hot in it~ *eyes Lix* you lingerie would be the greatest sight this world has to see and it’s all for me~ *he winks biting his bottom lip* Silk is definitely sexy but lace is so nice~ Tight anything, skirts, maid outfit, dresses, short shorts, crop tops, the list goes on and on~ I’ll definitely wear whatever will make my princess flustered and shy~

P ─ Public. Have they ever done it in public ?  Were they caught ?  Do they have a favourite public place to do it ?

🍷: Public sex…hm~ *grins*

⭐️: If Lix is okay with public sex Di will literally do it with him anywhere 🤧 bathroom? Yes. Park? Yes. Some random parking lot in the middle of no where in his car? Yes.

T ─ Turn ons & offs. What do they do to turn each other on ?  Is there something the other does that turns them off ?Have they told them about it ?

🍷: Oo hm… *he flushes lightly* um

⭐️: He’s not good at voicing this shit- but~ if Felix were to come out of no where with cat ears he’ll definitely be carried away. Maid dress too, how small Felix is compared to him would also be a turn on. I think he would lowkey enjoy if Felix tried to top him or take control 🤧 he seems like a switch to me a lazy dom (I hope that’s the right termmm) and a slightly bratty sub who can be obedient if he really wanted to haven’t completely thought that out tho

I’m doing his emoji I got tired of the question marks 🤧

@mxthxidols

[luna-writes-stuff]

“Help, I don’t know any of the songs for November Writings, but I still want to request!”

REQUESTS CLOSED

November writings 2023 masterlist

Unlike my other two years, I won’t take requests for other songs, but this doesn’t mean that life just sucks and you’ve missed your chance. On this list, you’ll find a quick one sentence summary of the song (or how I interpret it) and how it would likely be cooperated into a fic!

If your song is crossed out, it means it has already been requested. I’m sorry. First come, first serve. Hope you understand <3

1. I Don’t Wanna Miss A Thing (Aerosmith) Pure fluff. Endearing fluff. "I am so in awe of everything you do" fluff.

2. Always (Bon Jovi) "Where would I be without you" fluff. Potential argument/make up fic.

3. As The World Falls Down (David Bowie) Iconic. "Your life may be shitty, but I'm going to help you through it" fluff.

4. Time In A Bottle (Jim Croce) "If I could, I'd rearrange time so I could be with you for all of it" fluff.

5. As Long As It’s Not About Love (Dio) Character A being unable to say "I love you" - Character B knows this, but is patient.

6. Everlong (Foo Fighters) Character A reminiscing an old relationship when realizing how lucky they are to be in their current one.

7. If I Knew (Helloween) "If one day you'd just be gone, I wouldn't know how to ever get by."

8. Francesca (Hozier) POETRY. "You don't scare me off. I'll love you regardless."

9. Jackie And Wilson (Hozier) Hurt/comfort. "I feel like shit, but you make me happy."

10. Wasting Love (Iron Maiden) Indulging in short relationships/flings/fwb, and regretting not feeling love for a person who deserves it.

11. Angel (Judas Priest)

12. Prisoner Of Your Eyes (Judas Priest) Insecurities in a relationship/Character A feeling as if Character B doesn't love them.

13. All My Love (Led Zeppelin) (Yes, I know the actual meaning of the song and it's incredibly sad, but for the sake of fics, bare with me-) Feeling close to one another even after being physically seperated for so long/Reunion fic

14. Run To The Water (Live)

15. Promises (Megadeth) Character A and B are destined for one another, but they can't be with each other/Starcrossed lovers ("I will meet you in the next life.")

16. Nothing Else Matters (Metallica) YOU DON'T KNOW THIS ONE???? Go to the shame corner. Not caring for what others think or do, as long as you have each other.

17. The Unforgiven II (Metallica) Character A has had a messed up life. Luckily, so has Character B.

18. Until It Sleeps (Metallica) I'M GATEKEEPING THIS SONG SOOOO HARD SO PAY HER RESPECT. Hurt/comfort. Character A has been through some stuff and believes themselves to be unlovable. Character B disproves this theory.

19. Home Sweet Home (Mötley Crüe) Reunion fic. That's basically it.

20. Bliss (Muse) Character A being so in love and with Character B, yet also envying that person. ("Everything about you is how I'd wanna be.")

21. Eternally Missed (Muse) Character A feels unlovable, Character B wants to prove that they are not, but Character A has trust issues.

22. Mercy (Muse) Character A goes through some stuff and almost begs for forgiveness for something out of their control to Character B. Character B soothes them.

23. Unintended (Muse) THIS SONG IS TOO BEAUTIFUL TO REQUEST WITHOUT LISTENING TO IT SO LISTEN TO IT NOW. Character A wants to give Character B all their love, but they're still busy trying to patch up past traumas and ghosts.

24. Liar (Paramore) Character A was adament on denying their feelings for Character B for a long time, but Character B has known all along.

25. Just Breathe (Pearl Jam) Eddie's voice can send me to heaven any time he wants to fr. Character A needs a moment of serenity and peace with Character B.

26. ‘39 (Queen) Brian's voice is welcome to send me to heaven too. We have to de-science-fiction this song though, I'm so sorry. Coming back to a place/person, but it's not the same as Character A remembered.

27. Jealousy (Queen) Does this require a summary? It's the title. That's it. It's about jealousy.

28. Who Wants To Live Forever (Queen) Character A won't live as long as Character B (be this due to age, illness, etc.), and Character B struggles with this concept.

29. You Take My Breath Away (Queen) "Everything you do is so beautiful to me" fluff

30. (Can’t Get) My Head Around You (The Offspring) Will they won’t they

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It's like so complicated atp Bcz yes I wanna kiss kiss fall in love! But then I hate men like I'm confused if I want to be in a relationship or not? 😭 AND THE REAL QUES IS HOW WILL I GET INTO A RELATIONSHIP? Bcz a) my standards are so high I'm not sure if I can even find the man of my dreams and b) even if I did I'd probably never NEVER approach them and lose them for the sake of true love or prolly cuz I'd be scared of rejection

Hah...my love life is not gwenchana rn 😭 NO RIGHT TELL ME IM LIKE A CUP OF COFFEE AND ITD MAKE ME FEEL EVEN BETTER IF MY FUTURE MAN IS A CAFFEINE ADDICT 😭 (you're the first thing I need in the morning BRO-) MAKE ME FEEL LIKE IM THE YN TO YOUR PARK SEONGHWA ESP WRITTEN BY BAEKSY OH GOD 😩😩 YES NEVER GIVE UP NEVER WHAT FOR THEM FAKE ASS SCENARIOS

Nooo I promise it gets better or at least I think that bcz i get you it's about the chemistry which wasn't...reaching me. The art style is so pretty though and seunghyun is greener than grass so he's approved obviously AND DOESN'T HE KIND OF REMIND YOU OF YUNHO??? I bawled at the last few chapter though...Bcz they reminded me of Mr and Mrs park's ending 😭 AND MAN AM I WHIPPED FOR SEUNGHYUN!

Someone:- what's love to you?

Me:-

😭😭😭😭 OMG YES MR LAPILLION (I'm pretty sure that's the wrong spelling-) no you're so right the art style does play a major role in my selection of manhwas..I just like pretty things. And the art style of my in laws are obsessed with me did not disappoint. This man is so...like UGH I cant explain it he be making me feel things I don't even know i could feel- but the female's past life was...shit! Im still at the beginning so I'm hoping she gets her happy ever after!!

SO SAD IMMA HV TO SETTLE FOR SOMEONE WHO IS NOT HIM!!! LOOK AT THE WAY HES LOOKING- (he's a drawing, he's a drawing, he's a drawing-) I'm def gonna read secretary's escape now!! OH IVE HEARD OF THT MANHWA!! I see I've found how I'm gonna relax now...I hv my plushies and my pillows with my iPad ready to read!! I also heard Bout a good day to be a dog somewhere and he title IK ITS GONNA BE GOOD

Also ive never read a bl webtoon or a yaoi Bcz ik they can be veryyyy visual which I don't judge! But ik it's not style so yesterday I saw this one yaoi and it's ITS SO CUTE 😭😭😭 so hear me out, there's a guy who's ex gf drops a baby by his door when he comes back frm his military service and he become a single father, he doesn't abandon the baby Bcz he too was an orphan, so he goes to settle on the countryside AND MEETS THE HEAD OF THE VILLAGE WHO IS AN SCRUMPTIOUS, DELICIOUS MAN IN HIS 30s 😩😩😩 there dynamic is actually so funny and it's so cute like my heart beat like I was in love reading that. It's called 'our sunny days' it's worth giving a try so I'm leaving the name of anyone's interested. I MEAN LOOK-

Omg you're so right, watching people study or them being productive makes me wanna get my life together! Ok ok ok hol up imma give you a rough bg of the night crying crow, so the ml is an idol and and the fl is a detective and her job is to protect the ml, although it gets a little confusing as it progresses somehow it has a grip on me or maybe I hv weird tastes Bcz i saw ppl saying tht they didn't get it or how confusing it was 😭😭 BUT THE THING IS WHERE I READ IT I COULD NOT FIND THE COMPLETED VER. which is sad.

Ooohhh thnks bestie you've finally indulged me into my lovesick phase imma read a ton of manhwas. And there's just something about golden retriever energy though-

no because i get it 😭😭 the kiss kiss fall in love only be happening towards the fictional men 😭😭 STOP THAT IS SO ACCURATE FJWBDKHWKD there is also a lack of pretty men around <//3 how will we ever find one 😭

LMFAOOOO NOT GWENCHANA 😭😭😭 NO LITERALLY LIKE MAKE ME UR MUSE???? EYES ONLY ON ME ???? TELL ME HOW IM THE BANE OF UR EXISTENCE???? PLS FHWKDHW OH TO LIVE IN ONE OF MY FICS PLS IF DO ANYTHING 😭😭

i stopped reading it bc i get that he’s a green flag but where’s the …plot, need a little fiery banter with a little bit of hating each other and he gotta look rude??? STOP DO JOT DO THIS FIRST U SAY YUNHO WND THEN SEONGHWA HRQKHDWK

LAPILLION WHATEVER HIS NAME IS IM READY. IM WAITING PLS ARRIVE FHKWHDK THAT MAN IS SO FINE OH MY GOD THE ART STYLE AND THE WAY BE FUCKING BLUSHES LORDDDDDD TAKE ME HFMWHDWK IM EXCITED FOR A DAY TO BE A DOG suits eunwoo 😭😭

omg i haven’t read bl’s but im interested 👁👁 CRYING THAT LITTLE KID ON HIS TIDDIESNRJQMDKK DE WL

those reels with “doctor son/daughter” “un ambassador” “lawyer mother” and im picking up my pens and pencils

wait no bc now im confused on it??? 😭😭

UR WELCOME!! ill def add more once i read them but pls. i beg. read secretary’s escape. i, the way BRKWHDKWHDKW i run across my house when that man shows up on the screen

this is how i go

u know what, golden retrievers >>>> I SAID WHAT I SAID GOLDEN RETRIEVERS WITH A BLACK CAT FL. UGHHH

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z w u l b m for volgin?

🍎 ｡:*• ─ SEXY ABC. › ( a list of questions, from A to Z, to help develop some headcanons about our muses. most questions are nsfɯ, so please make sure you’re not a minor and read at your own risk ! )

Z ─ Zones. What are their most erogenous zones ?  Does their partner know all of them ?  Do they make sure to stimulate each other in said zones ?

despite volgin's scars being horrific and like ( everywhere ) - he loves them being gently caressed / touched by his lovers. he has scars all over his body & the best ones to touch are the ones along his back, up his thighs and on his chest. do this & one will absolutely feel the mild vibration of electricity coursing atop his skin.

he also very much into his ass being played with ( because ofc he is ).

W ─ Walk of shame. Has one of them  ( or both )ever done a walk of shame  ( trying to leave the place the other shared with roommates/family members unnoticed but being caught ) ?  How was it ?  What were the reactions ?

i think that initially during his and ivan's early relationship, there was some embarrassment / secretiveness shared by the two of them. i like to think that despite volgin's aggressiveness / smarminess; they genuinely shared a romantic bond initially and thus volgin wasn't as open and abrasive as he would be usually about a relationship. i think that there were many walks around the base where the two of them would pretend that they weren't just shacking up someplace ( though everybody would know anyway because the electricity would play up in the base when they did ! )

U ─ Unusual. What’s the most unusual place they’ve had sex at/in ?  Was it a good experience ?  Would they repeat it ?Is there an unusual place they’d like to try ?

hmm, i see volgin as a very sexual person but i don't think he's the type to just fuck anywhere - i don't think he has much shame / concept of where would be good and where wouldn't be good for sex. i imagine he's had sex in a lot of places that aren't bedrooms. probably a lot of interrogation rooms, office rooms, military bases, outdoors. that sort of thing. but i don't think he'd have sex anywhere super unusual - he's generally very open minded and if horny enough, would bang anywhere. ( he's just not in a position to have sex in unusual places ! )

L ─ Lingerie. Do they enjoy wearing it and/or seeing their partner in lingerie ?What kind of lingerie do they find the sexiest ? Any other clothing they love seeing their partner in  ( like grey sweater pants, wearing nothing but an apron, really short shorts, etc… ) ?Do they often wear what the other likes, just to please them?

he loves a partner wearing it - especially so when it's catered to him. for example, ivan's little panties with the lightning bolt on them? you bet that volgin bought him / had those bad boys made for him. he absolutely loves a partner who caters to what he likes. if a lover comes to him dressed in lingerie, he feels spoilt - he loves the attention / effort that they've made. it's his favourite thing.

in terms of his favourite clothing - he likes seeing a partner in collars / harnesses / small panties / figure-hugging apparel etc.

for himself? he doesn't really do dressing up and probably wouldn't for a partner. he enjoys either being totally naked or in his suit ( purely due to being afraid without that )

B ─ Breeding. Is this one of their kinks ? Do they often have unprotected sex ? Have they ever had any pregnancy scares ?

yes; i could absolutely see this being a thing that volgin would partake in. he'd like the thrill of fear / anticipation / ( simply barebacking ) his partner. i think that it's something he'd tease his partner over and very much wind them up about. of course it would be all consensual, but he would do shit like threaten not to pull out and such. the man's a monster owo

M ─ Masturbation. Do they engage in it ?  Together or alone ?  Do they enjoy watching their partner masturbating ?  Do they use any toys, or just their hands ?

yes but i could see volgin being more the type to get someone to fuck rather than masturbate. if he's horny, he'd sooner bring his lover into it than do anything himself. when it comes to mutual masturbation, he's not patient enough to partake in it - the man can't contain himself once he's horny.

were he to masturbate, i think he would use toys - probably for anal stimulation more than anything. the man is pretty kinky.