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You said ask if I want, so I'll ask. What do you mean by somewhat diagnosed autism?
I was a little confused until I remembered my pinned post lol--
Anyways, so pretty much, I was in the process of getting diagnosed for autism when I was just a wee sapling, but my mom made the tests stop because the doctor wanted to do a sound-based one that my mom thought would cause little me to have a meltdown.
According to my mom, she was already positive I had autism anyways, and that was enough for her.
Also, I learned that "fun" tidbit of lore only a couple weeks ago at Thanksgiving. Prior to then, my pinned post was a little different, though I don't really remember how exactly I phrased it-- probably something like "I'm not diagnosed with autism, but I have ample reason to believe I'm autistic."
Hope that sated your curiosity, anon. š /gen
(There's a short vent you didn't ask for below the cut)
I don't know whether to be upset about the botched diagnosis, or to just not care. Not the first time my mom stepped in the way of me getting mental health treatment though; she did similar with an ADHD diagnosis several years later, and she fought my actualized depression diagnosis for at least a decade before finally giving in. It's honestly just so wild to me that my mom is a degree-holding psychologist (as is my stepdad).
#autism#diagnosis#mental health#mental health treatment#self-dx#vent#self-diagnosis#op soeaks#not discourse
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I thought of a silly where emo Sanji and Zoro becomes frenemies as kids and Sanji sorta replaces Kuina being Zoro's rival that he can't beat. But they eventually get separated and still meet again in the future when Sanji joins the straw hats, but now their skills are equal This idea grew like a tumor in my head and made me think of a whole AU where Sanji is born emo n everything, but still meet and joins the straw hats regardless, he is cold blooded and kinda emotionless, perhaps even a little insane, but not necessarily evil, and he was taught his whole life that what he was was a good thing, but after joining the straw hats he is punished instead of praised for the first time for being mean and cold blooded and doesn't understand exacly why at first, but with time he gains humanity and emotions and starts becoming the original Sanji, pretty much like an inverse and wholesome version of the doomed yaoi angst where Sanji goes insane and Zoro has to kill him, man that single little thought of Sanji and Zoro as kids just fucking around snapped on me so hard i thought of all of this in less than 30 minutes. And i really like the view of Sanji all sad and awkward after doing something bad that he thought he was supposed to do but then finding out that was not right and looking like a dog after it's owner yelled at it for chewing their slippers
I'll also be using all my previous emo Sanji headcanons on this one where hes just kinda cringe and as his ideals colapses he just become some kinda jekyll & hyde typa shit. Also his hair changes colors very quickly rather than just slowly and realistically growng a different color, and if hes feeling bipolar and swap personality alot throughout the day it makes stripes on his hair
Some other hcs i have about him is that he doesn't smoke and do use his hands in battle, actually he loves fighting with blades, he also thinks cooking is mid but still does it and very well just so they don't go out of food and a good nutrition. On a normal Sanji AU he would still smoke occasionally and evict using his hands in combat out of instinct (idk he forgot hands can be useful in battle too) idk what anyone says emo Sanji is basically my son at this point. Thinking of wether in this AU, Sanji's sibblings will be normal or modified because him being the only one who was successfully modified also sounds cool, to be honest i don't care a LOT about the lore here, i am more mesmerized about the dynamic itself so anyone can interpret the lore however they'd like. Lastly forgive me for my unusually long rambling, i am so normal about Sanji having an evil and emo alter ego
#one piece#onepinece#op fanart#one piece fanart#sanji#zoro#black leg sanji#vinsmoke sanji#roronoa zoro#one piece sanji#one piece zoro#op sanji#op zoro#opfanart#art#zosan#sanzo#zoro x sanji#stealth black#crow soeak
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if i didnāt love myself i wouldnāt be hearing you so clearly. maybe thatās why they always say you have to work on yourself first. i donāt love all of me though. but i see the reasons for all theā¦ dilapidation. they all soeak to me. i did it again. pressing o when i meant p.
op // fgh // jkl 8 letters are in order on the keyboard. if e and i didnāt rise up there would be ten with a string of 9. 2 and 7 escaped. 27 is 9 (both are 36 which is still 9ā¦ wish fulfillment if your a cup) swim home with the string of words you say to your mom about what you figured out while you waited out your sentence. the keys are like teeth. oh i was thinking of piano keys made of ivory. but that isnāt the same as pearls. except to that exceptional dream writer. so i lost a pearl. had to go back into the oyster to fully mature. oyster has very interesting things attached to it. clams too for that matter. are oysters clams? are lions lambs? and hats are boats and pirates thieves. iām a boat. IāM the boat? did you watch adrift? and castaway. that sounds like the real world talking. wanting to breathe to live. those keys on the top shelf away from that long space (bar). 15 and 16 are 31. op is original poster. that was always broken arrow. my bow be so lonely without its arrow. sometimes i wonder if the things i say make sense and then i realize they must in some context. if sub is below then con must be from on high. yeah connor liked to get high, to stamp out the pain, til he got it right in the eye and his neckā¦ and in the heart. poor guy. poor poor guy. iām always my number one fan lol
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hey anyone else here want to die? or is it just me
#ahhhhhhhhhh#this is homophobia!!!!!#and the op uses gross ass gifs#soeaks#death mention //#acecourse#ace discourse#homophobia //#vague //#but ill tag them#>>>#widowmakerwrites#im p sure#h slur //#top post#archive
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law maker: makes a law that completely grants lgbt ppl the right to work, own property, have families / marriage / adopt, get surgery and access to healthcare. (doesnt mention aces or aros)
some of yall: thats great but idk if i can support it :/ the maker was a aphobe
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who "founded" the lgbt community? ive heard it was black trans women but i want to make sure and sorry for bothering you
no problem. when ppl talk about who founded the community. they usually are refering to Stonewall. which was the start of the modern fight for lgbt rights and equality in the US.
stonewall was a gay bar that got raided by police. and they took all the ppl dressed as women to ācheck their sexā. and any woman who didnāt have the socially-mandated ācorrectā genitals for a woman was arrested by the police. so then riots followed. for a few days.
Sylvia Rivera (a bi trans woman) and Martha P Johnson (a trans woc) were some of the bigger figures in the riots. another notable person was StormƩ DeLarverie (a butch lesbian woc) who during the riots escaped from the police wagon multiple times and physically fought 4 police officer while in handcuffs.
the riots sparked many other people to rise up against violence (mostly against gay and lesbian ppl bc trans was illegal basically) and formed groups and with the slogan ād*kes bash backā to literally fight back against the police violence against lesbian and gay ppl. (unfortunately around this time terf idealogy started getting popular. and many ppl saw trans women as ātransvestitesā and not really women. conversion therapy, aka torture, also became popular following the riots)
the stonewall inn riots were the single most important event that sparked the lgbt fight for rights in the us. with in two years after the riots there was a major lgbt group in every major city in the us.
some ppl call the stonewall riots āthe shot heard around the worldā for the lgbt movement. before everything was kept in secrecy and shame. and stonewall was the call to arms.
if there was never stonewall riots. there never would have been any of the rights and visibility lgbt people have today in the us.
#EDIT: corrected a poorly worded statement in the op that was transmisognyistic#sorry this got so long#this history means so much to me#soeaks#answered#page ref#conversion therapy //#police brutality //#terf mention //#but yeah#if it werent for the trans woc there leading most of it#and all wlw there really#stonewall riots#not ace discourse#archive
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>:(((((((((
quiz time again!!!!!!!!
https://uquiz.com/YjAt84
#why is the quiz so long op#u know i dont have a good attention soan#i fgae up after the first few questions godamitn#pjece of shit#limbo soeaks
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