#oops all angst!

[slouph]

Haikaveh 🌱🏛 To build a home ⚠️angst, memory loss

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@fallen-first-man {{Continued}}

The rough petting and scritches were on par with what Husk had expected, but if the bartender could face off with exorcist angels, then he could certainly survive the first man-child’s invasion of space. The cat stood there, lips pursed and ears flat. If Adam eased his enthusiasm just a bit, then those nails behind his ear might actually feel nice.

And then the fallen soul’s face was buried in his fur. Husk made a sound of discomfort, but stood his ground. There was something strangely intimate about the gesture that only highlighted how inebriated Adam was - there wasn’t a snowball’s chance in Hell that Husk would receive this treatment otherwise.

Adam’s next words were like a sucker-punch, and for a moment, the feline wasn’t entirely sure how to react. He could be brutal and give Adam a list of his faults and sins…but that didn’t feel appropriate in this moment. Husk liked to think of his brand of honesty as a cold shower first thing in the morning: waking someone up to the truth, but never with the intention to harm. Hell wasn’t just a place, it was a mindset. There was nothing to be gained from kicking Adam while he was down - not when he had probably tormented himself with his own shortcomings.

“I get it,” Husk sighed again, “bein’ alone in a crowded room. Seems to me, maybe you’ve been tryin’ so hard to build yourself up as this untouchable badass, that it became a self-fulfilling prophecy. When you’ve got a battered heart, sometimes you’ve gotta hide behind the lies you tell yourself to make it through the day. Problem is, people are smarter than you give ‘em credit for. They can smell that dishonesty, and what started as a defense mechanism winds up pushin’ people away twice as hard.”

[gomzdrawfr]

Merry Christmas!! they're exchanging gifts by the tree :3

[opeoism]

get out of your mind / and into my arms

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

We could have had it all...

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[zekkopunks]

yikes bro

[perfectsoyeggz]

Not a drawing request but do you have anymore headcanons for Harley….? Nothing specific

Harley headcanons?? Of course I have more!!! 🥳‼️‼️

- He strongly dislikes having pets, except if it was a fish. They're quiet and dont get in the way of his work. Doesn't have one though due to never being at home enough to properly take care of it.

- Always moving his body in some way, usually tapping his foot or cracking whatever joint he can. (This urks Leith to no end, and reason why Harley always does it around him LMAO)

- He has hypermobility, and it does cause some pain in his joints as a consequence. His hands and knees are usually what will hurt the most, since writing out reports and walking constantly will do that. Usually wears braces during bad flare ups. He does have a cane, but is very embarrassed about using it.

More underneath cause this shit's too long

- Almost never swears, if he does then you know something really bad must've happened.

- While it is VERY hard for him to openly talk, once he gets going about a topic he will not stop until you walk away.

- Foster kid, his parents gave him up for adoption when he was a baby. Never got adopted so he was stuck in the foster care system for all of his adolescence. One reason why he got so attatched to Elliot when he was in the YGP (I personally hc he was in the program around 15).

- As much as he strives to be perfect, as much as he wants to be something he could be proud of, he knows he can't ever fill that role. It's one reason why he drives so much perfectionism into his work.

- Has a "I had to suffer so you should too" mindset. Hates how well the (non test subject) children are treated. It's quite pathetic how he views them as a way to boost his ego, he struggled and fought his way to where he is, while they seemingly get things handed to them. Its why he views them as merely test mice.

- He never originally needed glasses, started wearing a pair he took from one of his foster homes to try and 'look' smarter at school. This backfired and his eyesight got fucked up for real LMAO But Elliot was the first person to help him get his first prescription.

- (More of a elliot hc but yknow) Elliot saw a lot of his daughter in him. Disregarding the future psychopath stuff- young Harley had a soft side that was strikenly similar to how his daughter was when she was alive. And when the time came, making the decision to let Harley go was even more painful.

[shoyododo]

see u in my dreams, maybe

shoyo hinata is a big dreamer, both literally and figuratively. he has grand ambitions as a volleyball player, which has led him to where he is now. he’s accomplished his biggest dream of joining a pro team, being able to play with his old buddies once again.

during the day, he’s practicing with his teammates, having the time of his life. he’s always present in the moment and ready for the upcoming future. if you ask him, he'd say he couldn't be any happier.

as soon as night hits, the moment he rests his eyes, he’s haunted by dreams of the past. behind closed eyes, the memories play on repeat.

he sees your face, a wide smile adorning your beautiful features. he sees you on the back of his bike, hair blowing in the wind, holding onto him for dear life. he hears your carefree laugh, the one that makes his chest warm, the one he misses so dearly. he feels your hands running through his hair, head in your lap while you’re whispering affections made for his ears only. his dreams are so vivid, like he’s travelled back in time. it almost feels like you’re here with him. almost.

by the time he wakes up, he has to come to terms with the fact that he’s alone. an empty feeling fills his chest when he turns to side to side and you’re not there.

that night in particular, he dreams of your last night together. your shaking figure, sobbing into his shirt as he hugs you tightly with his face buried in your hair. your hands are cupping his face, fingers delicately wiping his tears away as you tell him that you’re always going to be proud of him, no matter what. you share one last kiss before he wakes up to reality, the harsh reality in which he hasn’t heard from you since that night.

sometimes, the feeling of longing becomes too much. he looks for your number and presses ‘call’, but it never goes through. his texts remain undelivered. he assumes you changed your number, but that doesn’t stop him from trying. he has no idea where you are now. maybe you moved to a new city, a new country, even. he hopes wherever you sleep now, you see him too.

his one comfort is knowing that when he goes to bed tonight, he’ll get to see you again.

[modawg]

i would like percy to blood bend his own blood at least once pls (._.) like that sounds so crazy but the idea of percy getting stabbed or injured to the point that fight or flight starts kicking in causing him to bend his own blood to either kick ass or just live another day is a CRAZY concept to me

like we saw a slightly similar version of that in tartarus where he started tweaking but i feel like it would be so crazy to see it much more life or death then his going nuts like he did

like maybe he’d still overkill but it would make a little more sense since he’d be literally bleeding out yk what i mean

[bigidiotenergytm]

hey :3 did u guys know :3 in my canon hades is the first one eaten <3

[bb-eb-db-bb-eb-b-ab-f-b-ab]

LMAOOOO I CAN’T WITH THESE LOSERS THEY REALLY HAD EZRAN LIKE

[hinamie]

yeah sorry theyre tragic in this au too

jjk atla!au with @philosophiums

[arcainworms]

MJV but it's their relationship flaws

(I love living in happy fluff world as my fic output would indicate but let's be realistic here)

Jayce is a chronic fixer. He hates seeing people he cares about upset at him, and thinks that if he can somehow logic them out whatever's making them feel that way it'll be better. It doesn't fix it, especially when he's in a relationship with the two most stubborn people in the world.

In my MJV headcanons Mel and Viktor were together first, and that's given Mel a tendency to speak for him when Jayce asks him a question i.e. trying to figure out his preferences about something. This is a triple-edged sword, because Jayce has a tendency to treat Viktor like he's made of glass, and Viktor appreciates Mel's attempt to deflect that for what it is.

When he's actually mad about something, Viktor is just. The biggest bitch. He says shit that he doesn't mean and then immediately apologizes. Mel forgives him, never forgets a slight and will bring it up years later if they're being hypocritical. Jayce, on the other hand, will be sad about it for days.

Jayce almost always has to be the bigger person out of the three of them and play mediator whether he was involved in the argument or not, because neither Mel or Viktor will ever admit to being wrong under any circumstances. Mel does this for his arguments with Viktor. When it's his turn to mediate, Viktor tells Jayce and Mel that they're both being stupid 90% of the time.

Similarly, Jayce is in a near constant state of being exasperated by the fact they never talk about their own feelings, despite being happy to hear whatever he has to say. This is worse with Mel, who's rarely even willing to admit she's upset about something. When Jayce is feeling particularly self-pitying, he'll get mad at them about opening up to each other more than him.

Viktor gets super defensive about anything he takes as passive aggression, and will escalate minor irritation into a fight. Jayce, maybe surprisingly, gets the worst of it on long nights. He has a tendency to convince himself things don't bother him, and let them build over time until he explodes.

But they all love each other and they all know they love each other and they fix these things over time by talking to each other.

[horribluh]

hilarious mpreg zosan thought, sanji has a kid that has green hair but its not zoros kid. he has in fact never disclosed who the other father was (choose ur own adventure dead beat dad edition) and his siblings already have amazing technicolour hair so its not outside the realm of possibility for his biological children to also have weird hair colours. but when the kid pops out with green hair everyone immediately connects the dots that hey, doesnt the strawhats first mate that sanji famously doesn't get along with also have green hair? is this why sanji never said who the other father was? hes a fucking dead beat! get his ass!

this misconception integrates into everyones mind bc it makes too much sense to not be true and everyone is suddenly deadset on "protecting sanjis honour" and making zoro "take responsibility"

sanji is screaming crying throwing up disgusted bc no!!! the shitty mosshead is not the father!!! stop saying that!!!! but since he still wont say who the actual father is, everyone is just like its ok sanji, you dont have to defend a deadbeat even if he is your crewmate and sanji has no choice but to kill himself and also zoro for daring to have green hair

when the strawhats show up for sanjis baby shower they also unanimously come to the misunderstanding that sanji and zoro totally boned. franky goes as far as to call the kid mini marimo. brook makes a hundred innuendos, chopper is upset at the implication of them having unsafe sex, and robin alludes to "knowing all along" in a very ambiguous way. usopp is the only one who refuses to connect the dots and he is sanjis favourite strawhat fr. jinbei pats sanji on the back and says he hopes they work through their differences for the sake of their kid. sanji is dying, youre killing him, you're killing your cook

even more shenanigans ensue when zoro shows up 3 whole days late to the baby shower and is gaslit into thinking hes the father by everyone in attendance despite being Pretty Sure that he and sanji never fucked. zeff gives a pretty good shovel talk and nami gives an even better one (debt increment is involved) while zeff nods approvingly behind her and then luffy slingshots in all parents should be married right? and doesnt wait for an answer

anyway, like 2 hours later zosan find themselves standing at a makeshift altar on the thousand sunny, saying their vows. sanji insists to the very end that zoro is not the father so they dont need to get married but alas luffy isnt giving him a choice in this (he wants to eat wedding cake)

to sanjis eternal despair, the kid grows up to really like swords

additional zosan thought, sanji does not help things by shouting "this is all your fault!" the moment he sees zoro. zoro is futher gaslit

[orfisheus]

AU I've been workshopping where Tord dies post-The End and is stuck as a ghost bonded eternally to Edd until either one of them finds a way to let him move on.

And they also have to deal with their unresolved emotional issues with each other. :3

[top-shelf-tender-moved]

Husk’s chest heaved from the labor of trying to maintain even breaths, beads of sweat soaking into Alastor’s clothes. The moment a kind touch was extended to him, Husk curled tightly against Alastor, unable to prevent his body from shaking.

“I’m sorry,” he finally said, just loud enough for his keeper to hear. “I’m sorry I couldn’t fight back…”

*

When Niffty had come traipsing into his study and climbed his lap, loudly proclaiming Husk was on the floor, he thought nothing of it. Alastor had rolled his eyes and flipped his newspaper, in no mood to pick up the drunk again. If he got stepped on, it was his own problem.

When his little lady’s insistence had been more urgent and laced with the desperate tug on his pantleg, he’d finally come out to see what she!d been fussing about. And never could Alastor had imagined he’d come out to find his feline laying motionless in a puddle of blood. He’d almost frozen for a moment, blinking down at the sight and processing.

He was hard pressed to articulate just what he felt when he saw how injured Husk was. Hard pressed to admit the dim flicker of something almost…panicked, when he at first thought Husk was dead. Close examination had found a pulse, thankfully. Alastor had brought Husk back into the bedroom he’d had him in several nights before. He’d paced, trying to make sense of things. He couldn’t.

It was hard to think through the rage that boiled within him, and the very grisly things he was blueprinting in his mind when he got his hands on those mother fuckers.

Beyond rage Alastor almost felt like he’d failed. Husk and Niffty were ensured protection while contracted, and he hadn’t delivered it. …What if the Vees had been bolder? He might have very well opened the door to a dead cat. …He refused to think about that or the complicated twist a thought provoked.

“I asked you a question. How did this happen?”

@top-shelf-tender