#ooouuuuhhhh

[neko-machine]

autumn leaves .. in jj's hair ...

i had a really good selfship related thought but i don't know how to type it out siiggghhh

[isa-ghost]

I had a dream that Phil joined another smp and we eneded up getting more q!Phil lore and now that I woke up I'm lamenting it's not real ;;;;

Bits I remember is him reaching the End with someone else through almost a glitch? Like they were leaving the nether just as a ghast tried exploding the portal and it took them theyre. But like Phil finds a message for him in there? With a green feather in it.

So he follows the message and finds a secret base in the Overworld where he runs into Chay and Lullah???? But as if theyd hatched and became proper players. And it seems fine cause it's Sunmin and Ama voicing them but Phil feels a bit wary (and theres a point where "Lullah" makes a joke in portuguese instead of spanish and Phil corrects her) so the vibes are that it's something mimicking them or straight up hallucinations.

And after he leaves we get revealed that he's still somewhat possesed by the Ender King???? As in the jerk figured out a way to do the more subtle possesion and just influencing Phil and making him forget chunks of time where he was more in control.

I was gonna get villain Phil in my dream and now i'll never know how it goes ;;;;;;

Holy shit that's sick??? Omg???

Allow me to take thos and run for a moment, imagine with me real quick:

My personal belief is that person he went to the Nether/End with was Fit or Etoiles. Or maybe Pierre. Those are largely the people he'd break shit with.

I fuck SO HARD with "Ender King never fully left Phil's body, he left a shred of himself in him Just In Case and it's undetectable (for now)."

I don't know why I'm so stuck on the green feather. Like... Who or what could that be? Idk why I'm so hooked on it, something about that is just so compelling but I've got nothing as to how to run with it. Though for him to find the feather with the message and then find the kids hatched,,, Idk, maybe Chayanne has feathery wings that are green (bc you KNOW Lullah's would be purple).

Also possibly fake Chayanne and Lullah ooouuuuhhhh... Consider: It IS them but that shred of Ender King is amplifying Phil's already usually easy-to-trigger paranoia. Not to mention we don't know how long after QSMP this is, the kids could have plenty of time to change and learn. It'd make sense that Lullah would want to carry on her memory of the Brazilians by learning Portuguese and even if not that, it's not unreasonable to say that During QSMP she could've picked up plenty of Portuguese things from the Brazilians themselves. It's just that Phil has never heard (or perhaps doesn't remember ;D) her making such references.

This is post-QSMP ending since you said it was a new SMP. This is post Death Family finale. As far as Phil knows, his kids are either dead, asleep forever, or hatched into crows back home in Hardcore. How could they have left there to hatch? It's too good to be true. He refuses to believe it's them (at first) because he doesn't want to get his hopes up. He doesn't want to reopen that wound, it's not even closed yet in the first place!

AND THE SPICE OF HIM STILL BEING PARTIALLY POSSESSED. THE KIDS NOT KNOWING YET AND HAVING TO REALIZE IN REAL TIME AND HAVE THE HORROR DAWN ON THEM. AUGH. Like when they see him for the first time, it's SO CLEAR he's doing TERRIBLE and not even just because of the partial possession.

He hasn't been readjusting well to being alone in Hardcore again. He's disheveled, he clearly hasn't been sleeping well, he's closed off, standoffish, a little cold. Not the warm, chill, smiley father still fresh in their minds. He's resistant to making new friendships on this new SMP because he hasn't overcome the pain of saying goodbye in QSMP and is he Hyperaware that eventually he'll have to say goodbye again here and he Does Not Want To. He is just Not doing well mentally and you can physically see it when you look at him.

The fucking spice of the kids not being around to be vigilant and catch that shred of EK sooner, the fact that Phil's been in such a bad state that EK has just been free to fester inside him. And you KNOW the kids would blame themselves for not being around to be vigilant.

Phil doesn't know EK is still hiding in his body yet, he doesn't Know what's festering inside of him, and it's actually hard to say if he'd do anything about it if he Did know because he's so depressed and hurt, he's still grieving. After all, in canon, Phil was very upfront with the kids post-possession that if anything ever happened to them again, he'd give up and just let EK take him.

But I bet you Chayanne and Lullah would remember him saying that as soon as they clock that there's a shred of EK lurking in their dad. And they'd be TERRIFIED that it's on the verge of becoming a reality.

Dude your dream is COOKING, even without me taking it and stretching it out like this. I'm going insane. /pos

[nxght-shxft]

ooouuuuhhhh burnt out on art fight someone give me strength i need to draw a revenge someone pl

[batmanego]

i am so fucking scared of online multiplayer games like to a comedic extent like i tried to play rdo today and i booted it up and got to the first Matchmaking Play With Strangers part and panicked so bad that i immediately turned my computer off. like out of fear. because the idea of playing with strangers and strangers knowing i play the cowboy game scared me so bad i died basically. like i was like “ooouuuuhhhh these people that are also playing this game and enjoying it cant know that i play and enjoy it” Like what’s up with me

[m0rbs]

i still follow you from when you did marvel stuff . i know nothing about portal or star trek but you keep doing you :) ur art is amazing how are you so good wowow 💕

Ooouuuuhhhh 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺anon this is so out of the norm for my usual anonymous asks from that phase and you’re so very sweet. What character did you like. I will do a little doodle of them upon waking tomorrow. As a treat

[aritamargarita]

MS ARITAMARGARITA. YOU HAVE OUTDONE YOURSELF AGAIN. BEFORE READING THE LATEST CHAPTER I WAS STARVING. PARCHED. FAMISHED. MALNOURISHED. BUT I HAVE BEEN FED. I HAVE BEEN FEASTING ON THE LATEST GOLDEN EPISODE. (chefs kiss) IT WAS FUCKING DELICIOUS.

THIS WAS MY REACTION AFTER READING THE CHAPTER, HAD TO DO A LIL PRAYER OF THANKFULNESS AFTER (i lied im sorry im not religious) BUT OOOUUUUHHHH 😩😩😩😩😩😩 OBSESSIVE RAE BAE IS SOMETHING I HAVE BEEN CRAVING NEVER KNEW I NEEDED!!! ms reader being a girlboss as per usual and manipulating him. i usually don't condone it but my man fucking sucks so it's ok 😍😍 we'll think of it as reparations. (is that the right word?)

AND TO THINK HE WAS JEALOUS OF OUR FRIENDSHIP WITH STEVIE SO HE GOT WITH KIMONA? BOY-! JUST BE FUCKING NICE 😭 OK?? JUST BE NICE!! PLEASEN YOU DONT HAVE TO TRY TGAT HARD AND PLAY ALL THIS SILLY ASS GAMES💀💀 ITS NOT ROCKET SCIENCE JUST BE NICE I PROMISE YOU RAVEN, MY STANDARDS ARE SO LOW- that's why im into you.

IM SO HAPPY YOU LIKE IT...YIPPEEEEEEEEE

you and @awrestlinggirlwholoves80sbands and nca are like my biggest hypemen when it comes to rae omg. THAT MAN IS CRAZY but we love him anyway HEHEHE. RIGHTT I DONT CONDONE TOXIC RELATIONSHIPS...but if tis raven? yup those are reperations!

omg it was never that hard. it's the fact he has no other reason to treat us bad. HE IS JUST DOING IT BECAUSE HE CAN LIKE????? that's next level evil. but the consequence of us telling him we're the only ones there???? it all went downhill i fear

[ceratinus]

The amount of souls in the notes saying 《 I don't to to parties 》 ooouuuuhhhh It all makes sense now you are sheltered and boring

[rose-tinted-kalopsia]

maybe i was too emotional at that moment but wendy’s highnote in cosmic made me tear up when i first heard it “i just can’t say GOOD NIGGGGHTT OOOUUUUHHHH AHHHHHHHHHHH”

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nah i feel you 😭 wendy's high notes are ALWAYSSS top tier 😭 and like. it's always so pretty too 😭

[cielomist]

ooouuuuhhhh gale digitaldevilsaga....... my most beloved......

[wingsfromwhere]

Cant stop thinking about this video, at the 1 minute mark, the "ooouuuuhhhh my gaaawwdddd". Wish i knew how to search a sample, actually i just found it yay!

[polyhexian]

Ooouuuuhhhh god there's more of them

Oughhhh I forgot how much I love dolls

[twinkskeletons]

videos

[hollowtonesclips]

OOOUUUUHHHH

[holycowgirl]

ooouuuuhhhh miranda i love uuuuuu, even tho idk how to draw uuuuuuu

[uhhhhhhhhhimsadlol]

ooouuuuhhhh i haven’t posted here in five billion years but good lord. i wake up every morning and spend an hour or so debating if it’s even worth it to be alive bc i’m so miserable about being in the middle of a divorce with a man who has literally already replaced me and i share a HOUSE with him still