#ooogh like. long story short everything i do is annoying. im annoying. wjat is the point. i would not be missed.

[arrowsperpetualcringe]

I’m just checking in on you since I noticed your spooky month blog is gone and I know you had a rough time

Are you feeling alright? /genq

No 💖💞

I've been panicking and sick all day

My body feels like spaghetti from the nonstop trembling from all the attacks I've been giving myself they've just recent ly calmed down.

I need to not think about it or ill get nauseous

I've been feeling like a nuisance in the community in general honestly and I think it's been solidified in my mind

The blog isn't gone, just private rn

But idk.

The only thing that holds me back is the struggle of wiping away years of work, and like all the friends I made

the community is genuinely so nice and I don't wanna leave but idk

Idk man.