#oof this ones heavier than i thought it would be.. ignore me pls lol
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#sometimes its like would they notice if i kicked them from the server. i almost want to try it out of morbid curiosity#i really hate thinking like this and i know its not healthy but its like. picking a scab#maybe one day itll be like this never happened and we connect again. or maybe we'll drift so far apart that we wont recall being friends#in the first place#i. dunno. maybe this is all really stupid#i should be more emotionally mature by now#or at least know how to deal with this since weve gone over it like. four times#it just felt like for the last like ten months or smth ive been desperately fighting a tide#and now im just frustratingly floating down it now that ive seen they arent fighting it either#maybe. i think about these things too hard tho. maybe it never meant anything#at all#delete later#oof this ones heavier than i thought it would be.. ignore me pls lol
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all evens for the 69 embarrassing questions >u> cause I'm an ass
CONT: (for…. both???? on that last question?????)
69 Embarrassing Questions
// Because this is going to get long… >.>
2. Who’s you fictional crush/squish?
Rofl mine? I love a lot of fictional characters, including some of your guys muses and my own XDDD So, lots and lots! But Sigourney Weaver is like my celeb crush hahaha. As for Kaaras, he’s got a thing for the Hero of Ferelden and most Hawke’s XD Basically anyone who saved the world in some way :3
4. Worst insult you’ve ever given?
Both Kaaras and I have been bullied since young ages, so we’ve both been called many, many things. For me, I just don’t give a damn anymore. For Kaaras, racism doesn’t really get to him much anymore, or calling him an ox and a savage. Now it’s things like calling him selfish. Because, rofl…. he’s not. XD
6. How did you find out about sex?
Primary school, sex books or something me and my friends found. Lol, yeah! XD Nothing interesting. I never had THE TALK thank fuck. For Kaaras, it was all very… later on in life. His mother didn’t tell him much because she wasn’t very comfortable with telling him, and his father was dead by then so… Kaaras learned by talking to others about it, which… was overall awkward and embarrassing. He’s still very ignorant on a lot of things. XD
8. Worst Phobia?
For me, COCKROACHES DXXXX doifjgodifjgodifjg nope. For Kaaras, moths, but also failing people, losing loved ones, etc.
10. Ever been arrested?
I have not, Kaaras has been–twice.
12. Who would you let die if given the chance to save them?
Things like these are never that easy to predict, tbh. Because they are very in the moment, and I doubt anything like this will happen in my boring life, lol. As for Kaaras, he’d always try and save someone unless they were a lost cause. :’D
14. Something silly you believed as a kid?
EVERYTHING, lol. God, I dunno… Kaaras thought boys had periods, too. XDDD
Controversial role models?
N/A for me. The Maker, for Kaaras, lol.
Cringiest thing you’ve shipped?
I’m pretty particular on my ships, and generally only ship them if I feel that they have good chemistry and would WORK as a couple without being obnoxiously abusive. I like to give them backgrounds and fill in blanks and well… yeah, make them work for their relationship, not just put two random people together, lol. I go hard or go home basically.
What helps you fall asleep?
Kaaras is a lucky bastard who falls asleep like as soon as he hits the pillow -_- Mod is one of those people who can lay in bed for HOURS before he falls asleep. So… Robot Unicorn Attack 2 helps some nights XD Maybe a cuppa tea an hour or so before bed time?
What’s your age?
I am 26, Kaaras is 29
Honest opinion on religion?
Kaaras is a little more devout than I am, but we both are more agnostic if anything, brought up on heavier religions (I’m Catholic and he’s Andrastian). We’ve both struggled with religion, miserable pasts, etc, so… We both kind of believe that your own beliefs are your own. Look, so long as no one is shoving it down our throats and hurting people over it, then you can believe in whatever you want. Just don’t be an arsehole over it. Overall, though, Kaaras has much more faith than I do.
How would you describe your smile?
Dorky and stupid… Kaaras’ is also dorky and stupid, but it’s also a sweet, kind loving smile and I adore when he smiles. He has smile lines and I am JEALOUS! My cheeks are all pudge and his are all wicked looking :O
Ever dropped plans/projects and not said a word?
Kaaras? FUCK NO! Me? I have no idea… *walks away from meme like it was never asked* lol XD No, I’m generally pretty good, but there have been times I’ve worked on art or a fic and just dropped it.
Personality Type?
I am INTJ, Kaaras is ENFJ
Would you wear pajama’s in public?
Have done so in the past, and continue to do so, especially on a fast food run XDDD Kaaras has, yes, but he also just wears sleep pants and no shirt, so it’s nothing embarrassing. XD
Pineapples on pizza????
I dig it. :) Kaaras won’t say no to food XD
Do you have a dark sense of humour?
HAHAHA fuck yes. If anyone knows me… they know ;) Kaaras is pretty easy to make laugh, so… I guess? In a sense? Probably not so much as me, though. I’m definitely worse and more evil.
Top or bottom?
Kaaras is a switch during sex.
Pettiest thing you’ve cried over?
Hmm… probably a lot of dumb shit when I was super depressed. Depression warps everything and makes the smallest things feel like the biggest. As for Kaaras, I’m not sure. Probably a really nice gesture someone did for him
Longest time you’ve cried?
Either when my partner went back to America or during basically my 3+ year long depression >.> Kaaras, definitely when his father died.
Do you have a fandom OC?
Yeeeesss. *points to Kaaras and family* XDD I have some Transformers ones as well, and a Lion King Hyena. Mass Effect, Aliens... yeah, I have a few haha.
Have you ever used a base for drawing?
Absolutely! There’s no shame in using ref and bases, so long as you always give credit. I haven’t used a base in YEARS, though. They come in handy for beginners, especially. :)
Controversial opinion?
Skipping because I have work soon and am not quick enough at typing to get this one XD
Chest or genitals?
We’re both way more arse men lol.
Any scars?
Yeah, but nothing significant. Kaaras’ are more significant. Across his nose and bottom lip from the night his dad died. Appendix removal scar, bear teeth on his shoulder and dragon claws on his side.
url for an old cringy social media account?
Oof... I honestly DON’T know? Once I joined deviantART, I kept night-stalker13 as my main URL’s until I got others, but NS13 and fun-sized-owl are generally my go tos.
How long does it take you to get up in the morning?
I spend a good 30 mins on my phone before I get up, it helps me wake up, especially on work mornings. Kaaras is up and out of bed pretty damn quick. XD
Fave eye+hair colour combination?
Natural - blue eyes and blonde hair for me. Dyed, I’ll go for anything, I love brighter colours when dyed. Kaaras likes green eyes and red hair.
Do you do drugs?
No. And Kaaras is no also.
Did you go through a “RANDOM XD” phase?
Pls read this meme XDDDDDDD lol. I always use XD because tbh, when peopel don’t use emojis it makes me uncomfortable and they appear less friendly >.>
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