#ooc; i love to suffer

[add1ctedt0you]

Sucker for pain

That's for all the writers who look at jiang cheng and decide to put him through other unimaginable woes. <3 As if his life wasn't rough enough lol.

[noot-noot-shoot]

As much as i like a soft and healthy kouao-ship, i also love the idea of a scenario, where Koujaku somehow knows about the different timelines, where Aoba didn't return from Platinum Jail and was kidnapped, experimented on, tortured, etc. (don't ask me how he knows, i didn't think that far)

As a result of this knowledge Koujaku becomes excessively overprotective and completely obsessed with his lover's safety. Obsessed to the point, where Koujaku will follow Aoba around constantly and if he can't follow him, then he will instruct his team-members to watch out for Aoba's safety, Koujsku forbidding Aoba from going anywhere alone, etc. (all that stuff, y'know). Basically Koujaku wanting Aoba to become a prisioner in his own home

Aoba being like "What the hell is wrong with you" and Koujaku being unable to explain is predicament. Their relationship reaching a breaking point....

[yookoota]

This is what I meant when I say work has been difficult.

[altarfates]

I want to write wind breaker I want to write tokyo revengers I want to write owari no seraph do you see why this is an issue.

[yeonban]

Guy who was told to "apply for several internship places because the majority of students aren't accepted at the first option and we have no time to wait long before you have to do your internship report" and who, therefore, applied for two internship places; now has to do TWO internships at once because both places accepted him and he wants one of them for the CV perks & the other for the potential job he might gain from it postgrad. On top of attending his current classes and doing the tons of dissertation research + writing required for him to finish that damn paper in time for its defense

[skyheld]

I need it to be known that even though he doesn't have a page you are 100% welcome to throw things at or request things from hakkon he's very funny with or without ameridan

[midokai]

n defo has some sort of debilitating cleithrophobia that stems from all those years he was locked away in that massive room with no windows. he won’t enter any building ever if he can’t immediately see any windows or open doors from where he’s standing, he will straight up refuse regardless of where he is and who he’s with. even at his own apartment he lacks doors because it eases the paranoia of feeling trapped, with the exception of the main door the rest of the rooms in his place lack doors and are instead replaced by curtains. this allows him to move in and out from room to room without feeling locked in and also gives his pokémon more space to roam around freely as they wish.

[bludfell]

just wanted to take a min to thank y'all for following me here 🥺 aurora's my fave oc i've ever come up with and she's never far from my mind, so i really appreciate ppl being willing to write with her 🤍

[gcldfanged]

Me every time I get to buy baked goods from tous les jours

[zoophagist]

saw nosferatu and all i have to say is.... when can i see nosferatu again?

[best-bro-ben]

Uh

What do you do when you find out some of your friends are actually not very nice

And your brother and cousin are leaving with the rest of their friends so you have to go with them

Even though you still don't know if your parents are going with you

But you..

You still want to know why they did it and why they didn't say sooner

Um

I want to know for a friend

Not one of the people I'm talking about though

[ofyorkshire]

I am extremely soft about how BJ hunches forward to shield Clare and shushes her. It's not a thing that's brought up in the films, but she's in her early 20s here and BJ had just turned 16 a month ago, yet he consistently and unquestioningly takes the caretaker role. He protects her and keeps her calm enough to escape the Karachi Social Club shooting, he does his best to keep her morale up while they're hiding out, tends to her through her quickly crumbling mental health, and actively tries to find ways to get them out of their bleak situation. All before he's even 18 years old. And he keeps fighting to 25, when things finally end and he can finally rest.

Particularly, though, I can't look at that third screencap and not see shades of who BJ was implied to be when he was still under Rev. Laws' roof. Again, the films don't touch on it, but the novels suggest that while BJ did not have close or even very good relationships with the other abused neighborhood boys, he still was willing to take punishment for their disobedience. So I don't think that it's a huge leap to say that he probably looked after and comforted them as well, and... doesn't that body language kind of look like someone consoling a frightened child? Maybe. I could be looking too deeply at small gestures--there are only so many ways to shush someone, after all--but the thought still twists at my heart.

BJ cares so much for so many people. It's a shame that his compassion was what usually ended up getting him hurt.

[altarfates]

i say i want my muses to have a happy good fun time like a little liar and then sit there kicking my legs going like what if the person they loved the most had to kill them.

[blightoath]

if i were to tweak feyn's history/verse for inquisition and veilguard to be a fen'harel double agent...

because they traveled together some during the blight, leliana knows that feyn is an excellent hunter and tracker, and if anyone has a hope of finding the hof, it would be him. she reaches out to him about the wardens and asks in his help searching for the hof and the wardens in general. having been mentored by the hof in amaranthine, feyn has some ideas on where to go or what to do, and takes off to deliver the messages leliana needs.

by the time feyn gets back, he's set his sights on continuing the scouting, spying, delivery work with leliana--he spends literally 100% of his time in the field, getting things to or from leliana (or charter or others) via dead drops and pass offs to middlemen or other agents

(at this point, he's awol from the wardens. most assumed he died at adamant, which suits him just fine)

by the time of trespasser, no one thing can be contributed to feyn, he's made nearly no big moves himself nor been given anything of huge import, but his loyalty to the inquisition is known, and that's key

regardless of whether the inquisition is disbanded or given to the chantry, the current spy roster has to be shaken up to faces unfamiliar--so feyn gets brought in from the field to take on bigger and more influential work

eventually they decide they need a man on the inside and feyn, with his years of independent work, excellent memory, charm, tracking knowledge, dalish background, and warden improvements, makes a fine agent

feyn heads immediately to tevinter to start a long undercover mission. gets himself captured, enslaved, and put to work in a shipyard and storage warehouse, moving goods around

assists a fen'harel agent, who frees him in return and recruits him to the cause

after doing a few odd jobs here and there, it's revealed he has a talent as a tracker and is put to work to find various components needed in some of solas' rituals

his identity is discovered once during a mission. during the mission, one of the other agents in their three person squad had died in the line of duty, and rather than risk his time as a double agent coming to light, he killed the second agent. feyn was regarded suspiciously for a time since he was the only survivor to return, but eventually his skills as a tracker were needed

he is the agent who finds the lead on the red lyrium idol and tracks it to the auction house in llomerryn. part of his ability to find the lyrium idol is by tapping into his warden ability to sense darkspawn by focusing on the call of the blight within the lyrium. when asked, however, he just says he has a lucky streak and a good gut for guessing

feyn is one of the agents tasked with protecting solas during the evanuris prison transfer. while he's at the temple, he positions himself in such a way that he can kill solas with an arrow to the heart. he fully intends on doing so until varric appears and messes with his aim--the shot goes wide and in a stroke of incalculable bad luck, shatters some of the scaffolding holding up the statues

unsure if his cover is blown or not, feyn books it down to the center platform to at least steal away the lyrium dagger. two outcomes can occur:

1) rook makes it to varric first, gets ko'd, and feyn helps neve and harding escape to the lighthouse. until anyone knows any wiser, feyn keeps to his cover as an agent of fen'harel. saving rook, harding, and neve then was a choice made by him, showing that solas was actually interested in minimizing casualties, as he figured other agents in the area would fend for themselves after seeing solas shoved into the fade.

2) feyn makes it to the dagger but cuts his palm trying to get it and varric away from the emerging evanuris. neve and harding rush out to help and catch varric's last exclaimed word as "rook"--feyn's codename amongst leliana's reports. feyn then takes the place as rook, though he's torn between loyalties and ideologies

[nyt1ba]

She's behind me, isn't she ? @efloresce

[more-things-in-heaven-hell]

Sadly there is one universal constant in all the verses in which Lucifer falls regardless of who falls with him or who even starts the rebellion —- —

Fucker lands in Hell head/face first and is out cold when they crown him as king — he got no say .*

* save for swap verse where Mike did a good deed and took the crown from the pass out Angel on the ground.