#ooc: out of patience

[somewherebetweenrage]

SPOTIFY REALLY HAD TO CALL ME OUT LIKE THIS

[somewherebetweenrage]

I don’t have any muse today. it kinda sucks lol! someone please wake up the boys!

[ask-the-roommate-au]

let’s talk about the Old Moons death hmm? that sound nice Sun? i bet it doesnt. you didnt deserve him in the first place anyway. you killed your twin. you dont deserve him. fucking idiot.

-your least favorite anon!! :P (Drug anon)

[Sun... has left the room. Please give him a moment.]

It's just a hallucination- you're just hallucinating again. It's not real but you know it's true.

[lightofunova]

New Profile Pic for Arc 3!!!

[dirtytransmasc]

concept, cause the dynamics at play would be super interesting:

when Tuk and Neytiri are sucked into the hold of the Seadragon, what if Spider, unwilling to watch another one of this baby siblings, nor his siblings mother (despite everything cause he's a good kid), die without doing anything, jumps in after them?

they're now stuck in a flooding ship, spider knows his way around to a decent extent, they're all tired, they're all scared, they're all hurting. they have to depend on each other for survival.

Neytiri has to not only trust Spider, but has to follow his lead, has to trust him to guide her around a demon ship, has to untrust not only her own life, but the life of her youngest child to this boy.

Maybe they're separated, they have to find one another (my personal favorite scenario is that Tuk and Spider are together and he has to try and find her/guide Neytiri to him)

Spider taking Neytiri and Tuk's arms so they aren't separated by stray currents and raging waters (a parallel to "Sully's stick together"). Spider talking them through the breath holds he learned as a kid in case his mask malfunctioned before bringing them through the depths of the submerged ship (parallel to Jake and Lo'ak)

anyway. I just can't stop thinking about it. think about it.

Neytiri is faced with the fact that Spider jumped in after her and Tuk. he came for them, he put himself in danger to save them, to save her daughter. even after what she did to him. even after she held a knife to him, after she cut him, after she intended to kill him even after Kiri was released. he still jumped to her aid, even if he could have stayed with Kiri above deck where he was safe, he could have just aided Tuk and left her behind, but he didn't.

and there's so many ways to play with it and the aftermath. like.

Spider dragging both Tuk and Neytiri up the surface, trying his best to keep the trio afloat (namely Neytiri who was much less adjusted to the water and is exhausted by the night they've had) as they hope and pray to be reunited with the rest of their family.

maybe the stress gets to them and Spider just starts apologizing. I should have fought them harder. I shouldn't have let Lo'ak and Neteyam try and leave with me, I would have been fine. I should have seen it coming, should have taken it myself. it should have been me. my baby brother shouldn't be dead.

maybe he becomes partly delirious as he too gives into exhaustion, the big brother in him being the only part of him left coherent, so he takes Tuk close, whispering prrnen tsmuke [baby sister] over and over into her braids, assuring himself that she's safe and unharmed. he keeps praying to the Great Mother for his siblings to return to him unharmed. maybe he keeps asking where they are, if they're safe as his awareness fades and his memory weakens. all of his siblings. asking if Neteyam is ok, only to remember he's gone the second the words leave his tongue.

Jake and Lo'ak finding them when they come up with Payakan, both worse for wear, exhausted, clinging to one another, the only thing keeping their heads above water being spiders life vest, Tuk cradled between them. what a sight.

Neytiri watching as Spider looks over each of his siblings, taking them close, holding onto them as if they will be ripped away from him. the realization that he would die before he let that happen again hitting her like a ton of bricks the second she sees the look in his eyes.

a peace being made between the two in the wake of this event. spider silently claiming the role of big brother (he always was, but he had to pretend he wasn't. with Neteyam gone, he can't pretend he's not anymore), Neytiri silently agreeing.

idk man. it would be interesting.

[askmarcille]

Chat I'm going to be completely transparent with you all. I'm tired. I attempted to go through the messages, but after some unforseen drama that I got roped into, I don't have the energy to focus on the askbox right now.

That and no matter how hard I try, I can't seem to focus on anything to save my life right now. I do have adhd (wahoo) and I'm just so flighty right now it's incredibly difficult to just sit myself down and do the inbox. :'))

[ask-the-totally-real-peppino]

i wonder if fiend would spoil their own monster form….

that’d be funny hehe

WELL. MY HANDS ARE TIED.

[aamaranthiine]

been a slow comeback since ive been catching up at work. my receptionist quit right after i left for vacation, so ive been cleaning up that mess and taking over extra responsibilities.

im also doing overtime today and saturday. gonna be pretty low activity i think.

[clubsmarties]

This mfkng heat is a lot. Just know if you get a reply that's not queued. You're fucking special enough to burn my hand with an overheated phone.

[dangaer]

ships where muse a is outwardly insane and while muse b is much more calm than them, is equally or in their own way insane inside ( especially if its towards their dynamic with muse a. ) are truly beautiful though.

[skyheld]

SMALL PSA:

i'm going mostly blind into veilguard and probably won't finish it very soon, so i'd really appreciate any spoilers to be tagged for at least a couple months. if i post any spoilers early on they will be on a readmore and tagged d.a4 spoilers (w/out the period), and i'll make a note of when i start posting hcs/threads etc (and still tag them for as long as it seems reasonable).

i've started queuing my replies to keep myself from getting overwhelmed and hopefully have some time to do meme replies as well because i haven't been doing those in ages. this is both in case my activity drops after thursday but also to keep activity more even on weeks when i work more, so it's possibly a permanent thing. atm the queue is set to post once a day but i'll likely set it to higher in a bit. the plan for now is to post meme replies as i finish them so not everything is on queue and then see how it works out.

[somewherebetweenrage]

@defectivexfragmented and @sioraiocht should know that i ship your Peter and Matt so hard and i read literally everything you guys put out for them 💕

[ahollowgrave]

I have so many ideas for screenshots and such little drive (': Opening Gpose is such a struggle lately and it's so frustrating!! Sometimes the nicest thing you can do for yourself when you're hitting a creative wall is to go do literally anything else. I'm very happy that the Stardew Valley update hit when it did because I've just been sinking into a new farm and letting ideas simmer. Mermaid AU was also a blessing because man I do love mermaids so much and seeing folks having such a blast with pirate/mermaids aus got me sooooo excited to join in on the joy. (Thanks for sharing your joys btw<3)

[byanyan]

ok so executive dysfunction kicked my ass today l-lmao...

[masquenoire]

Barring any new asks, I think that's the last of those 'icons only' memes and it was very fun doing them all! Thank you so much for sending them in everyone, I'm feeling more confident about activity again and will hopefully be inspired to write a bit more often from now on providing schedule eases up sometime soon!

[fadewalking]

Anyway, young Astarion