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o i forgor to talk abt miku expo!!
DUDE it was one of the most fun things I've been too aaa my calves are still sore from all the standing and dancing I did lmao. I hope it didnt annoy anyone near me that I was singing along to everything aahahaha (but also everyone was singing to Miku and World is Mine so I don't feel that bad abt it)
Sat next to a super sweet person who lent me and my friend spare lightsticks ; w ; and it was just. so awesome being around other vocaloid fans wow
The merch line was waaay too long both before and after the concert and I had like a little over an hour of driving back home to do so I didnt even bother
my friend that I brought with me had a blast as well!!! which was super reassuring becos he knew next to nothing abt vocaloid going into it.
OH ALSO THE LIVE BAND? SPECTACULAR. We were close enough that we could see them and aa they were singing along too. Seeing them get super into unknown mothergoose was the highlight of the night tbh (and yes i cried during it yeah yeah)
my camera is garbage🚮so the image and audio quality is blugh but here's a sweet little vid some of us singing to world is mine ^_^ (VOLUME WARNING)
#i have a few others but i dont need to torture ya'll w/ my singing lmao#i have a love hate relationship w/ my clip of intergalactic bound becos im INTO IT dude. but im the only one singing so im EMBARRASSED LMAO#also halfway through the concert two ppl slightly taller than me came to the seats right in front of me and all they did was stand there -_#the rest of the crowd was great but ofc i sat behind some rocks gaah#but it rlly wasn't a huge deal i only noticed between songs#like it was just that and one other thing that kinda urked me that night but thats it#it was completely outweighed by the good#o other random things: rin and len cosplayers giving out banana oranges and miku jerma pins (I got a pin)#it was funny becos they took one look at me and said ''you like jerma dont you'' and gave me one LMAO#the super cool miku furry taking picture w/ everyone#the little dance some cosplayers did in line (i think it was dance robot dance i forgor)#the two guys standing in front of me in line that were just exchanging leo/need memes lmao#all the gumi cosplayers!!!!#ok ok ill stop!! there's so much i could talk abt but ill stop here lmao#scout.txt
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"Average person has glass embedded in their body 2 times in their lifetime" factoid is actually just a statistical error, averag person has glass embedded in their body 0 times in their lifetime. OP, who finds randomly gets glass (or someyimes ceramic) in their skin 4 times a year and has successfully pulled them all out of their body no matter the number or size by themselves, is an outlier and should not have been counted.
Can I NOT be Glass Georg world.
#I be in my house havibg a time and notice a small bit of pain on a certain toe a couple of times too many#i joke its glass#i check#its GLASS#I cant FUCKING ESCAPE IT#ONE TIME I WAS GOING YO MY LIVING ROOM AND THOUGHT TO MYSELF “ahaha imagine glass randomly stabs me again here”#I do a little whimsical dance that has me landing and spinning on a heel and it was on guess what#thats right. gLASS.#FUCK SAKE.#aND THATS ONLY TWO STORIES OF HOE GLASS KEEPS JUST BEING IN MY BODY.#rant post#BUT LIKE KINDA FUNNY ON MY SUFFERING
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tutu + my own # history with it ofc did inspire me to ballet au cehc before which only exists in my brain and will take forever to actually write...
(cocks gun) theater's haunted. as it tends to be... what if we were trying to sort our weird little feelings out but also the skull was there
#bell.txt#heathcathy#they got the classic messy history only two childhood friends in Prestigious Dance Academy could have#havent danced together in forever etc etc mutual abandonment or whatever... by the end they probably put on giselle because <3 of course#at times its sad the tag is so empty but 1. i dont wanna use twitter and 2. kinda fun to use it as ur own little sandbox#witness me put this canon couple through countless weird little worlds#this sai file is kind of full of shit... i should post my best friends gloves emoji some time
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why did i leave dance classes
#i did not like it but mom forcefully got me into one of them when i was a kid okay those classes were bad i admit#because she also got me into singing lessons at the same academy and that was. not good im sorry i do not sound good it was a nightmare#but then in seventh grade i again started dance classes and the exercises were ruthless but i had so so so much fun once i adjusted#because i got the hang of it and i was kinda good#it was so fun atleast something out of the house#but then we had one show and i left the academy or maybe the moved but i did not go back and i miss it so much#the two guys who taught us were so. idk weird and now that i look back at some things also kinda inappropriate 👁️ maybe idk#but other than that i had so much fun going out for practicing on the stage etc etc socialising too i miss it so much#it was mostly contemporary and western#dad used to say i should learn khatak too but then i used to hate it#if only i had given a chance to kathak and continued with contemporary atleast i'll have something 😭#and yesterday i was thinking about that dance performance in school and i remember i did not want to do it because i was scared i had lost#that whatever. idk#i miss it now i'm the awkward dancing cousin at weddings because i hate everyone there and i lost the practice 😭#they moved**
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Louis Unreliable Narrator Rant
It rly does piss me off bc some ppl with 100 percent sincerity refer to Louis as “a liar”. I keep scrolling past a fanfic on ao3 that called him “the duke of deception” or some shit
What does Louis ever lie about???
(besides armand/rashid but a. obvs that was an armand decision since armand is The Canonical Liar even though ppl don’t always act like it for some reason, and b. that doesn't concern Louis's veracity in telling the story of his past cuz armand/rashid is in the present)
Anything Louis gets “wrong” about his story are details he’s suppressed due to trauma/misremembered/or interpreted differently from others ("lestat") due to his state of mind. None of these things are lying. Unreliable narrator does not mean LIAR bc thats not how stories work. MEMORY IS A MONSTER is the tagline of his story. MEMORY IS A MONSTER - You FORGET, it doesn't. Not "MEMORY MAKES YOU LIE ABOUT THINGS" or "LYING IS A MONSTER" or "LOUIS LIES A LOT AND LOVES IT BC HE'S A MONSTER"!
~Louis' more prominent discrepancies:~
-Was it raining: He doesn't remember. Not a lie
-Claudia's reaction after Lestat's "death": Louis is demonstrably traumatized by the attempt to kill Lestat and has repressed some of the aftermath of that night due to that trauma. He literally doesn't remember Claudia's objections/choking her. When Daniel points out that she sounds upset with him in her diaries, those memories come flooding back - as we see in little jarring bits of flashback. Those jarring flashbacks are Louis REMEMBERING WHAT HAPPENED. If Louis was purposefully "lying" those flashbacks wouldn't resurface in that way: the show is (very effectively) presenting that information in the same way you would be confronted with a traumatic memory. Louis is visibly rattled by this and has to run and kneel in his traumagarden to process this bc HE LITERALLY HASNT PROCESSED IT BC HES BEEN REPRESSING IT FOR 80 YEARS Not a lie
-Could Claudia dream or not: She wrote in her diary that she couldn't and he believed her. Not a lie
Then the trial flashbacks
(For the sake of argument I’ll assume "Lestat’s" versions of events we see flashbacks of in the trial are more accurate depictions than Louis’ original descriptions bc that is essentially the way they are framed and Louis tells Daniel to use that version in the book)
ALTHOUGH IT IS IMPORTANT TO NOTE: THESE ARE ALSO A PART OF LOUIS’ DESCRIPTION OF EVENTS!!!! Lestat is not present at the interview, Louis is. Lestat is not turning to the camera and breaking the fourth wall to tell us his version; Louis says that as Lestat spoke he felt transported back to those events and was seeing them differently. That's why we see them in flashback. We cannot have a true flashback from Lestat's perspective in s1-2 bc Lestat is not here to tell his story (and it would break the entire structure of the show). Any flashback we see is Louis' recounting. In the case of the trial, Louis is literally recounting Lestat recounting a version of events that Louis is then recalling and processing with added context (this show is a mindfuck).
So even the more “”TRUE”” version ppl like to use as evidence of Louis’s “”lies”” is also coming from Louis!!!!! Louis is the one correcting his own account!!!
The show is built around Louis telling Daniel/the audience his story. Anything we see of the past storyline (New Orleans-Paris) comes from Louis's mouth or Claudia's diaries (and sometimes Armand). Lestat is not a part of any of this. People who frame Lestat is some truth-teller revealing the "REAL story" behind Louis's "lies" is forgetting that Lestat is not part of the interview. Any ""truth"" Lestat tells is coming from LOUIS.
Some quotes from 207 bc I don't have a disc drive on my macbook to screenshot my blu-ray lol
This is our transition into the first nola flashback
<Armand: Lestat stood on that stage, took all the familiar pieces of Louis's life, defiled them, bent them into a Lestat-shaped effigy.>
(Including this to show that even though Armand is co-narrating this part of the story, Armand was ready to discount everything Lestat said. He frames Lestat as taking 'familiar pieces of Louis's life' aka the events as Louis recalls them, and 'defiling and bending them' aka changing/misrepresenting them to make Lestat look better. Any representation of "Lestat's perspective" being valid/"true" is coming from Louis's mouth)
<Louis: But some...Some of it now...
Daniel: What?
Louis: I remember...being out of my body at the time. I was in Paris, but also in New Orleans. Lestat took me there.>
The flashback is Louis remembering things differently, not Lestat's own memory.
-Claudia's turning: Louis's and "Lestat's" account actually don't differ that much. Lestat has a few extra lines of dialogue and is more emotional, Louis tries to turn Claudia himself and begs more profusely, but the basic events are the same. Louis brings Claudia in as she is dying, begs Lestat to turn her and Lestat does it. Louis was near hysterical in this moment so he didn't recall it with complete accuracy. Not a lie!
<Lestat: But he was in a terrible panic. Guilt had seized reason. Claudia on the ledge of death.>
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<Louis (at the trial, to Claudia and the audience, looking visibly confused): It's not how it happened.
Louis (in Dubai): It is how it happened. I didn't think it at the time. But...yeah.>
As Louis realizes he misremembered events, he corrects himself. We see him do this several times over the series. We also see him insist he wants to get "every detail right" and "wants to remember". Where are people seeing a lying liar who delights in lies???? The whole purpose of the interview is "truth and reconciliation"?????????
-Coffin room exchange: This is one of the most traumatic events in the series/Louis's life so I think it goes without saying that he wouldn't be able to recall it with complete accuracy BUT ALSO!! We see the domestic abuse in 105 recounted from Claudia's perspective. We go from Louis narrating Claudia's diary entry about realizing she was made to be Louis's sister, to her returning home and the ensuing violence as it was witnessed through her eyes. She can hear snippets of an argument but was not privy to what happened in the coffin room. The only part of this that is from Louis's recollection is when Lestat takes Louis into the sky, and we return to Claudia's perspective after Louis is dropped.
The coffin room exchange was omitted in Louis's original telling because it isn't in Claudia's diary entry. If you think about it in-universe, Louis is reading Claudia's diary to Daniel describing the violence breaking out - then they go into the coffin room, Claudia is slumped on the floor outside the room trying to catch her breath, and then Lestat bursts through the wall with Louis - when Claudia watches Louis taken into the sky, Louis would naturally feel the need to fill the gap of 'what happened' before he plummeted to the ground, bc Claudia is certainly wondering what happened in her diary entry. It wouldn't necessarily make sense for Louis to interject over Claudia's entry (describing her feelings at hearing them through the wall, being convinced the violence was over and attempting to recover and then her fear at seeing violence break out again) to say "hey also me and Lestat exchanged words in the coffin room", there just isn't a natural narrative gap there like there would be for Louis/Lestat vanishing into the sky.
But I think more likely Louis doesn't remember the coffin room exchange BECAUSE we see a flashback of it in 207 and as I've established, these flashbacks are Louis remembering things. They are not a direct line to Lestat's memories, because Lestat is not in the interview to recount his own memories, and even a memory he recounts during the trial is being recalled by Louis in the Dubai present. Outside of Claudia's diaries, we only ever have access to Louis's memories of things (barring 205). There is a clear slant towards Lestat's POV in the coffin room memory, so I think it's safe to assume it's Louis recalling the memory as Lestat presents it during the trial. Part of why I think this is the basic framing, but also there are a couple lines of dialogue from Claudia's POV in 105 that we don't hear in 207 specifically when she is sitting outside the coffin room:
this part we hear in both POVs
<Louis: It's okay. We're done. It's over. Stay where you are, okay?>
this part we only hear in Claudia's POV
<Louis: We had it out*. We just...[coughing] need a moment here. [coughs] Just...[gasps]>
The second dialogue time-wise lines up with a moment in Lestat's 207 POV when Lestat is panting on the ground and sitting up for a few seconds and all we hear is silence before he says "You're gonna leave me." The show could have had Louis's second dialogue here muffled or in the background or something but it omits Louis's words entirely to show that this is Louis's recollection of Lestat's remembered version of events, and is not entirely "accurate" either. Why would Lestat focus on/acknowledge Louis comforting Claudia in this moment, when he is thinking about Louis leaving him? He wasn't thinking about that, and his POV reflects that. I don't think the show forgot these extra lines or something, cuz they have the script and easily could have inserted them in the space where Lestat is silent but they did not. A deliberate choice to show Lestat's account is not the omnipotent "truthful" account, but is just one perspective.
(We also know that the coffin room exchange was included in the trial script to make Louis less sympathetic to the audience, because when Lestat says "I am burdened with my maker's temper" Santiago corrects him back on course by saying "Uh, no. You were teased until you toppled." The coven wanted this exchange in the trial script to frame Lestat's drop as an escalation brought on by Louis aka to victim-blame him and make Lestat look less culpable. So even if this is "truth" it is being presented with bias)
Also it is interesting that we get no reaction shots/commentary from Dubai Louis during this entire part. We see Paris Louis once before the "You're gonna leave me" starts and he's shaking and looking confused as Lestat speaks, but there is no assertion on Louis's part of "this is how it happened" or not the way he did with Claudia's turning. We don't even get a shot of Dubai Louis again until after Lestat goes off script to take accountability for the violence.
It actually looks like Armand was the one narrating this entire part to Daniel (Lestat's account of the violence-the coffin room exchange-the apology) because the next time we cut back to Dubai, when Armand tells Daniel that the projections went off-sync, Daniel is already sitting facing Armand and Louis is sitting silently with his hands in front of his mouth. It looks like Dubai Louis hasn't spoken at all since he told Daniel to go with Lestat's version of Claudia's turning. He doesn't speak again until Daniel asks him what he thought of Lestat's apology.
I'm not totally sure what to make of Louis's silence here...because I don't think Lestat fabricated the coffin room exchange. I think because this comes on the heels of "You should go with Lestat's version" of the other flashback we see, this is another instance of Louis going oh, okay I guess it happened like that, you can put that in the book too. But it is a more significant departure from what we were previously shown than Claudia's turning, so idk why they don't have Louis comment on it at all. Either way, Louis doesn't object to what Lestat is saying, which is at least a passive acknowledgement of the events as he presents them as reflected upon by Louis after the fact so NOT A LIE!
Anyway Louis has basically never lied in his entire life so I'm gonna need ppl to stop calling him a liar :)))) it would also completely undercut the main fucking theme of the first two seasons for Louis to be characterized as a ~~~~liar~~~ vs. a person who is being Monstered by Memories so if you call Louis a liar you are calling Rolin Jones a liar and I'm gonna tattle on you to Sir Jones so he won't let you watch the show anymore <3
*netflix subtitles this as "we had enough" but that doesn't sound like what he's saying to me and the netflix subs match the AMC subs which are notoriously inaccurate so!
#iwtv meta#??? kinda mostly just me yelling#also hate when ppl say stuff like Louis “lied” by never mentioning lestat being nice?? when yes he literally did?#if you think lestat was nice sometimes its bc you saw lestat be nice in the show...the show narrated by louis....#im thinking specifically of lestat comforting louis in 102 and being all cute when he had tuxedos made#like do u get that is louis telling daniel about a time lestat was nice??? how many times do we hear HE HAD A WAY ABOUT HIM#the talamasca does not have a drone camera in the past filming louis in 1911 Everything we see is something louis is telling us!!#i know a lot of ppl have this perception of liar louis from the books but thats bs#bc for one anne rice didnt write that first book planning to retcon it all later so as of book 1 everything louis says is true until it isn#AND FOR TWO.....when you actually read lestat's “corrections” of louis's “lies” none of them are actually louis lying????#lestat says “he lied” and everything he uses as evidence is “louis didn't know the truth”. you cant lie about something you dont know??#its all louis didnt know i was secretly rich cuz i didnt tell him. louis didnt know i only killed bad ppl bc i didnt tell him#the ONLY thing book lestat points to book louis as being misleading (by omission) is that sometimes louis begged him not to leave him#and sometimes they hung out with claudia and danced#ooooo king of lies book louis!! sometimes his abusive ex was nice to him!!! AND HE DIDNT MENTION IT AT ALL#but even those things wouldnt be lies if they applied them to the show bc show louis has described lestat being nice#and louis has described his own love of lestat at great length#its almost like book louis and show louis are operating differently in two different narratives with different goals in mind#bc theyre different characters and you shouldnt conflate them bc then you would see neither of them clearly#ok im done now time to be normal again <3
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Struggling so hard to make the designs for the performing dragons im not that smarttt
#dragon lore theyre probably aliens. i mean all the species are since thats not earth but theyre alien aliens#everyone agrees theyre not one of the Intelligent Species but theyre cool i mean we dont even see them that much#theres no humans in this setting but the dragons have human hands and feet#and leg wings#it works thats not the part of their design im struggling with#idk how their symbiosis w the rainforests work yetttt#also a group of dragons is called a performance. but also a group of dragons is only two. you'll only ever see dragons in a pair#and during their performance#nobody knows what the fuck those are for. fight for territory? sex dance? theyre bored? how it works is that theyll meet on a clearing#(not sure if the animals arrive first or if theyre already there waiting for them)#and then they'll get up in two legs and dance! kinda#its like half dance half pretending to be the other's mirror but no ones quite sure who's mirroring who#the loser gets eatenn i think#they also have big ass crests tgat are giving me so much pain and grief and these change color like octopus skin#i need my pc please please please please#talk tag#rouxinol
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pro: ran into a coworker at a bar last night who I don’t really talk to usually (he works upstairs, I work downstairs) and we talked and im pretty sure we were highkey flirting and he bought me a drink and the bar merch shirt i was interested in and thanks to the power of alcohol i guess i asked for his number and he gladly gave it to me and. yeah
con: i have the second worst hangover i have ever had and have been fighting for my fucking life just to eat saltines
#it’s getting better but only now that it’s like. 6pm#as weird as it sounds part of why this sucks is that I volunteered to come into work today cause there’s a concert going on nearby which#usually means we’re at least somewhat busy -> make better tips#and I couldn’t go in because well. you know#I’ve been sick and dying in bed all day unable to move or eat or anything#let alone take the bus and go to work#but. as much as I wish I didn’t go this overboard I don’t totally regret last night cause.#yeah. potential thing going on with cute coworker guy. OH and potential job opportunity at my favorite bar in town#apparently said coworker Also has a job at the bar in addition to where we both work and the bar is hiring barbacks at entry-level#so I have someone to vouch for me and the bartender we were talking to seemed to really want me to apply too#one thing that’s kinda funny to me about all this is that the first two places (a bar then a club) we were at felt really mid because they#were packed with way too many straight people (at a gay bar and a gay club)#but the bar we ended up at (where we ALWAYS end up at. it is the oasis. it is the only thing I can rely on) felt. like. not overwhelmingly#straight? at all? I mean part of it’s just luck in a way with just who happened to be there and all that but it’s also that the staff seem#pretty significantly populated with queer ppl#I complained to the bartender about how the club we were at (one of the biggest gay clubs in the city- if not The biggest) just felt kinda#meh because yeah maybe there were some guys dancing in jockstraps and whatever but the crowd itself like. did not feel largely queer#or at least didn’t have the spirit I’d hope for in a queer space if that makes sense. felt very conventional. not enough wild outfits and#makeup and gender fuckery and so on#and the bartender was like dude I KNOW right? I went off outside there once about the invasion of cishets when this space isn’t FOR them#and so on and so forth. and god that was So real.#so the experience at my beloved bar last night was like. 1) guy comes up behind me just to order a drink but i was saving a seat for my#friend who was in the bathroom and mentioned that in case he was looking to take the seat. chatted a little. ended with him pointing out#that a guy nearby was trying to holla at me.#2) I look over and yes. the dj is. in fact. looking directly at me and mouthing the lyrics to whatever song was playing pointed my way.#it was pretty sweet honestly I think it was partly cause I looked like I was shy and alone#3) whatever gay shit was going on with my coworker and i. amusingly he seems to get more flamboyant when he drinks just like i do.#im not 100% sure what his sexuality is but i Am 100% sure it is Not straight. but yeah. if it hadn’t been so close to closing time ive been#hardcore wondering where that would’ve gone. maybe its for the best that i had to go when i did cause i was pretty drunk and who knows when#I could’ve hit the amount of drunk it takes to like outright say hey just so you know i’d suck your dick right now if you wanted
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Two rats having lunch
Two rats having lunch
The vermin
The vermin
Enthusiastically munch!
TWO RATS
ON THE GROUND
EATIN FOOD
GRILLED CHEESE AND
TOMATO SOUP
#i almost want to make a cover b/c two trucks sounds really funky but I physically can’t put my brain through that#I just don’t like sex songs and shit#unrelated sorta but I watched Rocky horror picture show around Halloween and I dissasosiated so much that I barely remember what happened#the rest of the night#the whole of that day sucked too because that was when I was left outside for three hours at a dance that I only went too because my mom#wasn’t home so she couldn’t drop me off for the sleepover after and I thought it would be fun to show up as a surprise because I didn’t#think I’d be able to before!#but they forgot about me and I was crying outside in late October and everyone forgot abt me#even the teacher that came over to check on me. she said that she’d come back in a few mins and I said that was ok but she didn’t#I never blasted Spirit Phone into my ears as loud as I did that day#anyways that should’ve been another post in of itself sorry lmao#still mad about it even though I know it’s my fault I’m upset and they weren’t really at fault#I kinda fucked the friendship because I was very emotional and I haven’t had friends in YEARS so I didn’t know how arguments work?#and the only time I had real arguments was with my dad and that usually felt like a ‘you have to survive this make yourself right so he’ll#leave’ kinda thing#yay love trauma dumping good night guys
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“It is cool how WCS becoming more and more popular. One day it will be like ChatGPT - everybody would use it.”
Direct quote from a longer message a man easily twice my age sent me after I kept turning him down for dances because he made me very uncomfortable
#he also said if I decided to get a masters or PhD in biomed#I could add superpowers to humans on top of what ELON MUSK is trying to do#I really wish I could post all four screenshots of the messages#honestly this guy makes me deeply uncomfortable and the situation is still fresh#so I probably shouldn’t be laughing at it too soon#but it’s either laugh and share it or continue to be horrified👍#he did kinda start leaving me alone of his own volition#so hopefully he stays leaving me alone#or I will have to take it to the wcs community leaders here because that shit ain’t gonna fly with me#and all the friends I’ve made here know about him#the worst of the messages is definitely the ‘thank you for the dances; I am sorry I pushed for too many; I just really liked your smile#so it was hard to resist - but I promise to behave’🤢#also this was only after I had interacted with this man face to face maybe two times#GROSS#but anyways guys yeah west coast swing is gonna be just like ChatGPT#west coast swing#wcs#by yours truly the omelette of cheese
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I just thought about how Sailom’s first time was with Kanghan and it made me cry 😭
i'll give you another reason to cry, it was kang's first time too. they're each other's first everything. and (probably) last too.
#dr#anon#asks#naomivents#anon you sent me at night but now it's morning and i'm crying thank you <3#i don't think the kang who was crushing on pimfah ever got laid lmao#sailom really got the only guy he ever wanted effortlessly#king shit good for him#ngl i'm not a fan of the marrying your first and only relationship as a concept#not against it. i just don't prefer that#it's a me thing lol#But. if these two don't end up marrying i will be shocked#the way these two are rn. i don't see any other possibilities#they're teens they make Stupid decisions#but i feel like they're mature enough to understand each other?#kang can get obsessive (in ways that can be seen as red flag irl) and that will grow the more they are together#and i feel like sailom will start being vocal or atleast leave hints on how much he Likes that#look i don't have much to go on with other than stalker kang#“my kinda ex is stalking me bc he wants me back uwu” <- sailom#and! ballroom dance at bar#never forget. kang getting in trouble to save their friend turned him on#sailom clearly liked those mf insane as well#they know what the other wants and that's gonna grow the more They grow yk?#i feel like sailom likes the insane actions bc he knows that's one way of kang expressing his care for him. and he is right lbh#and he's a little insane too so there's that#and that's why i feel like no matter what they have to go through. they're gonna do it together#or apart but still end up together. like ep 10#this is the kangsailom in my head lmao not sure how much of this is made up by me but yeah#i didn't know i had these many thoughts so appreciate the ask tho i dont think this is what you wanted 😭
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get you someone who looks at you the way hayama-san watches his team 💜💜💜
#this is vee speaking#i’m feeling like a toxic hayama stan rn and i’m actively fighting the mindset since there’s no reason to be lol#like i was watching a different anime japan panel he attended and mced for that kimura was also a part of#and got my fight and defend instinct triggered because kimura wouldn’t stfu and let hayama-san do his job#and jokingly teased him for almost missing a cue because hayama-san was humouring him#the panel was interesting to watch lol because kimura wasn’t the only big personality on that stage#and did later get called out for talking over people lol this just wasn’t the kinda chat panel he wanted it to be#anyway so that happened and i needed to detoxify my psyche lmao and looked at some 8th live pics LOL#i’m pretty sure this was during if i follow my heart actually!!!!!!!!#like while watching that day one performance there was a camera angle that happened to include hayama-san in frame#and he honestly looked like he was in awe lol it’s that solos pOWER—#you know what just makes me happy???? the way takeuchi-san and hayama-san both patted sakakihara-san a job well done after moonlight shadow#it was giving kuukou and hitoya looking out for jyushi vibes which is probably why they did it and i love them for it lmao!!!! 😭😭😭😭#the smile on sakakihara-san’s face too WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH 💜💜💜💜💜💜#i’ve also been feeling very insane about hayama-san’s skirt from day two lol#the way he dances and struts and sometimes twirls in it had me acting up!!!!!#it’s got a silver buckle on the side but you wouldn’t know that if he didn’t have some hip action going on since his sukajan covered it up!!#mmrgpphhhmhhrrghhpphhhhrhmhggrrrrrmphhmh#hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhrrrrtghgffrfghffrfggrgggfrfhfrrgggggrrrfhhgffrfh#whew!!!!!!!!!!! that was a good detoxification!!!!!!!!!!! 🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗#c: seiyuu stuff
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y'know i like fever set 9 cuz transgender but also fever remix 6 is the most consistently great set in fever i think. launch party, donk-donk, bossa nova, love rap n remix 6. what isn't there to like.
#puppy rambles#rhythm hell#best set from each game:#tengoku set 6 (best tengoku sequels and two of tengoku's best games (cosmic dance and rap women))#ds set 7 (built to scale 2 is kinda meh but it has the dazzles 2 frog hop 2 fan club 2 n remix 7. if only the dazzles 2 was different-)#fever set 6 (as i said in the post)#n planet land (space dance is best tengoku game lockstep is probably in my top 5 for ds cheer readers is pretty high up for fever#n kitties! is the best new megamix game excluding karate man senior which is like. sort of a sequel but also not-#it's honorarily a sequel)#fever remix 6 my beloved#remix 9 best fever remix tho obv
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daily whistlepaw until a becomes PoV day 761
chibi whis at your service (long rant in the tags, I am more than open to constructive criticism)
#Warrior Cats#whistlepaw#WindClan#medicine cat apprentice#there's going to be a few of those chibi whisses as I try to imagine how i'd draw in that style more#it's only for a single idea I had for a potential thing I could add to a poster 'm kinda working on with a teacher that draws humans way#better than I do#I proposed to have a very chiby style with pastel colors and shit#and yeah we're going to be working on it together#this is the second poster i'm working on this fucking year#what is going on with me?#the thing is that If the poster is to be given those chibi characters they'd be humans#now i'm a little shit so they'd Have to be more diverse than the usual white kid that goes to my school#but my teacher'll be ok with that#and they'd be humans#I hate drawing humans since the anatomy is a mess#and the other poster had me tracing images of real humans and curse a whole lot to have two REALISTIC silouettes of peoples holding each oth#other kinda like they are dancing#anyways chibi
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You guys. So my mom just tore into me because I decided not to go on this daytrip thing that my parents have planned to do tomorrow. Even though she literally told me that I didn’t have to go if I didn’t want to. Ma’am!? You literally offered that I didn’t have to go. Don’t offer that if you weren’t actually okay with it. This is why I am almost incapable of saying no to people. Because for my whole life I’ve been taught that even if someone says it’s okay if I say no, it’s actually not and I get punished for it. I just wanted a day to myself to rest and recharge especially since the rest of the week is going to be INSANITY.
And then, when I tried to tell her that I’m feeling really anxious because my throat’s been sore most of the day, not only does she fully dismiss that I might be sick, but she threatened to cut off my therapy because it “doesn’t seem like you’re making any progress.” So now I have that to worry about.
I’m just so done with both of my parents at this point and I’m starting to realize that maybe the best thing for me actually would be to get as far away from them as possible after graduation.
#if i actually am sick i guess i'm just gonna have to try to hide it#and pretend like everything is fine#i'm so tired of this same song and dance over and over again of these two acting all supportive of me and my mental health#up to the point that it's inconvenient for them and then they throw a fit#my mom literally told me today that she doesn't understand me at all#bitch stfu you've never even tried#and then she yelled at me because my writing 'seems to be the only important thing to you'#WOW I WONDER WHY#totally has nothing to do with living in a hostile anxiety inducing environment#ugh i'm so sorry i'm just really angry right now#like earlier i was just kinda sad and anxious but now i'm PISSED#lily babbles#laur's traveling woes#gonna put all my complaining during the duration of this trip under that tag in case anyone doesn't want to read them
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playing animal crossing new leaf n on saturdays K.K slider will play songs at your request in the club n its a genuinely transformative experience with stupid good quality headphones. im home again
#sugar.text#it's really lonely. theres like 6 seats and it's just me#and shrunk dancing in the corner like a maniac to lullabies lmao#theres something about acnl for me (nostalgia) (its literally just nostalgia) (and a newfound appreciation for life sims)#i dont really get into escapism where i as a person am a focus usually but like#i could die in acnl happy#this is my omori kinda thing#its really really frustrating that i can only play this for another day or so else I'll injure the shit out of my wrist for a week or two#theres nothing for me irl atm so itd be nice to have something to sink into#alas
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idk what it was but teenaged me wanted The Normal American High School Experience™ so fucking bad, it was insane
#like i transferred to a different school district for high school#which over all was a net positive for me#but it was a charter school and for some reason i was so hung up that it it 'was missing things'#like 'we have tables instead of desks....we don't have homecoming....we don't#have a football field....'#like i wanted the kinda of high school experience i only saw on tv so badly i almost wanted to#transfer back to my shitty old school just because it was 'normal'#it definitely had way better food though#BUT STILL#when i heard i got into the charter school i was so damn e#happy and excited that i was leaving the school district where i was bullied#that i danced for my room for almost two hours straight#and at that point i hadn't danced since i was 7#and i almost went back to the place i was so happy to leave over trivial things like#well. basically the the Aesthetic™ of the school#'idk my old school had a football field... .' KID YOU DON'T EVEN LIKE FOOTBALL!! WHAT'RE YOU ON ABOUT#mickey.txt
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