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[symbiosisonlinepublishing]

Combination engineering, physics and chemistry principles to solve problems related with nanotechnology.

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[minuluver]

3/7/2023

Work as normal. Went outside to view the cherry blossoms that were blooming to appreciate them before they're gone🌸 still trying to stick on my caloric restrictive diet~ picked up some lowishhhh calorie vinaigrette dressing.

Made appointments to go try on wedding dresses in Knoxville👰🏻‍♀️ I'm super excited! Looked at asking bridesmaids to be gifts~

Went to the gym and did a bunch of cardio~ a person near me ripped a smelly one while I was on the treadmill. The most terrible experience while running 🙀 I think it was the girl doing weighted sit ups lol~

My cat Meatball is super cute.

Did the new deep dungeon with Jaja, Split, and Suzu 🎉 stayed up too late trying to unlock the loporrit tribe quests and island sanctuary up keep🥹 also Devon got a haircut and is as always super handsome💕

[sadlilquartz]

Fleeting being

I'm ephemere. I will soon be erased physically, living in the sorrows and souvenirs of my loved ones. Why if we die so soon we take things so seriously? Is why all we are is emotions ? Why we hold so much onto them ?

Since I was a little girl all I was sure of is that I could die. That was scary. Not the death itself but all the uncertainty around it : like how? when? what will happen after? what will happen before?

Since then I've been longing for my death and anxious about everything else.

[hinatashoyo-desu]

062224

I decided to revisit a book in my shelf habang naghihintay ng mga confirmations sa mga inapplyan ko. Para din kasi mabalik ko yung hilig ko on reading books. Pinili ko ulit tong book na to. I bought it, I think, in 2016 ata? I'm not sure pero yun binili ko siya years ago.

And damn, revisiting books seems so helpful din talaga. Siguro kasi nasa age na ko when the author was at the same age when he published this. And this fucker made me cry. Kasi lahat ng nakalagay sa libro, totoo. From curiosity hanggang sa maging in-denial ka until ma-realize mo na you have to accept the reality but not abandoning what you really are as a person. Life lessons in a nutshell ganon. Tas sobrang timely din kasi gawa in my situation right now, nasa point na ko na I'm looking for my purpose in life. Nakakapagod, nakakasawa. But when I read this book again, I realized na it's pointing me from where I stopped the last time (iyak malala talaga). We're too busy finding our purpose in life to the point that we are forgetting who we really are as a person. Dahil na rin sa mga trials and challenges natin in life kaya ganon pero the book reminded me na it's all valid but always remember one thing, love and forgive. Always. Love yourself so that you can love others. Forgive yourself so that you can forgive others and have a peace of mind na sobrang hirap hanapin and makuha nowadays. And na-realize ko rin don na failures are things that you should accept so that you can ascend to even greater heights. Sa book, I saw it as Morrie's disease and death (sorry sa spoiler). It helped him realize the greater things in life not just being present or alive literally. And not just Morrie, even Mitch got his world turned upside-down when doing this "final thesis" with his coach.

Wala lang skl. Dami ko pa na-realize bukod dyan eh pero that's for me na lang din siguro. Sa ngayon, kung umabot ka man dito, I want to recommend you the book. If you're struggling to find yourself, try reading that. It really helps.

Yun lang. Salamat sa pagbabasa and sana masarap ulam mo today.

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[onlinejournal]

After a dream

Today I woke up slowly. My head hanged in an awkward way. I was aware I was asleep yet I knew that the very real feeling of the sheets and the sight of the ceiling were close. In the meantime I dreamed.

It was a very self-soothing, pitiful dream. Plenty of suggestions of traumatic experiences, a soft sci-fi setting, people in awe and me being the moral victor on seemingly grand yet pretentious issues. But beyond the feeling of grandness, I was captivated by its literary ideas too. So I dragged myself out of hypnagogia to record these findings through audio. It must have been a good thirty minutes of laying there, head beside phone. Lots of uhs and ohs. Finally it was done. I thought about it, but I was too lazy and proud to record what I felt were non-important and even-more-shameful details within the overall narrative. I lingered some more in bed.

When I rose, my mind was clearer than usual. Act, don't think - was the crux of it.

[doyoueverfeelme]

030124 - 0124

Good night.

It was an ok day. Today is my first day with the journal. This was originally an advise from an asshole. But the thoughts I have is unbearable at this point and I need to let them out. Also therapists are retarded and I don't have a community to talk to so it's the best solution I could find. An online journal in Tumblr. It's here because I also need a little bit of attention. But will be anonim for sure.

I decided to help myself mentally today. I made an old notebook into agenda and planned my days and weeks. It helped me. I will not force myself to conquer the world in 1 day anymore as I now understand it takes way longer and nothing is more important then my piece and mental health.

I always believed that to let go is for weak. and I never knew how to let go, I can't let go. I'm not weak. I hold. I keep. I'm like this. I hate people who let go. Why

[hydroxchange]

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[formeandmytherapist]

what is this for?

as it says, for me and my therapist. I just wanted a place where I could come and dump my thoughts. typing is faster and let’s my brain think as fast as I can type. so it’s like a journal. but, i want it to be public. there’s something about putting my thoughts, feelings, and emotions out there for others to see - even if no one sees them. and to keep it truly like an online journal - i’m anonymous. if i discuss people, they’ll have fake names. you’ll be able to gather some information about me, purely based on context clues, but hopefully, nothing that will lead you to me.

who is the you? the you is you. sure. but also me? anytime I ever tried to write in a journal growing up, i always would start to write it like i was talking to someone else or writing a book about my daily life. so. the you is you. the you is me. the you is the fictitious reader in my head (which is also kind of you).

CLEARLY, i am not trying to be proper with spelling, punctuation, grammar, or writing rules. these posts are purely streams of consciousness. 

is this actually for my therapist? well, probably not honestly. if i share this link with my therapist, i’ll likely write for my therapist and not for me. masking even in anonymous writing and that’s not the point. however, my therapist does give me writing props now and again or questions to think about and mull over. it may be easier for me to write those thoughts out here and then transfer to my therapist. that’s why its for me... and my therapist. 

i am still working on figuring out what i’ll be writing. will there be a sign off? will there be posts about people in my life? (fake names as previously mentioned). what about the places i live, travel, or deem important? my daily habits, my choice in food, my favorite tv shows and books. i am completely unsure. honestly i just don’t want people i know to find me out (especially if i’m talking about them). currently, i don’t see that happening, but what if i become this huge viral sensation where the WORLD demands to know who i am? then my secrets are out. for good. soooooo, you see the dilemma. 

anyway,  i got on here today to finally create this tumblr because i had something that i wanted to write about, but then i figured i should create some kind of introductory post. oofta. 

so signing off i suppose? by a letter? by a phrase? by a call to action? unsure. but just because i don’t do it in post one, doesn’t mean i can’t introduce it later. (she tells herself) (also I'm nonbinary) (so i’ll probably use different pronouns throughout) 

-me 

[latherthebloodonurhandsromeo]

having a bottom locker is so humiliating you're telling me i have to get on my knees to get my books fucking bullshit

[samiskulls]

💖 hi there, thanks for stopping by 💖

I'm Sami ^_^ the most shy attention whore you're bound to meet! This is my place to post cute, sexy pictures of myself and things that I love!

35 yrs old // Queer // Live in the DMV // Married 10 yrs, Poly-ENM

Aiming to be the 1st outwardly Covid conscious SWer 😁💖

Inbox is open 🤗 I love chatting but please know I usually reserve any dirty talk for my mutuals. And please, whether you're a moot or not, ask before you send any pictures!

Consent is sexy!

(I reserve the right to not chat with you if you are deemed to young [even if you're over 18!] or any other reason! )

💘 LOVE 💘

Sexting, audio/voice, blow j0bs, spankings, light choking, f!ngering, oral fixation, black gloves, being tied up/restrained, faux bl00d, biting, tattoos, monster fuckery

❗❗DNI❗❗

Minors, Ageless/Blank Blogs, TERFS, SWERFS, Fascists, Zionist, Boot-Lickers, Bible-Thumpers, P3dos, General Shitbags

❗❗NOT INTO❗❗

Inc3st/under@ge play, scat, rough humiliation/degradation, p!ss, pregnancy, r@pe, feeders/feedees

Pretty new to this whole NSFW thing, so,

💖 Be nice and respectful to each other 💖

Hoping to start an OF at some point, so stay tuned!

PS: Follow my SFW backup blog @samiskulls-onlinejournal just in case I get got!

[angelbaybeh]

I cannot give any of my peace of mind away. There are so many messed-up events happening in today's world. I do not have the mental capability to stress about my own life on top of all the other things happening. I do not listen to the media. I do not know the number of deaths happening each day. I don’t care to know the details of the truckers' protest in Ottawa. It does not matter whether Karen does not want to wear a mask or get the vaccine because there’s a chip inside trying to control her. Karen is just selfish, privileged, and uneducated. I could not care less what people decide to do with their lives. It’s frustrating that it’s impeding my chance at getting some new normalcy back. It will never be the way it was before. It would be nice to regain some social events, travelling abilities, not having to be scared of contracting a virus or staying away from places I once enjoyed. I’m over this whole thing, unfortunately it’s only beginning.

[simplydifferentlydia]

Pitfall

What is that?

What is that you feel?

That's the pain,

That's the pain my dear,

It's eating you alive every day,

Every day you say?

Every day, hidden away,

Until you look in the mirror and see the pain pulsing through your veins

That IS the pain

That is the pain

When you see others living,

& you have to look away

That is the pain

That is the pain

When you see others love

& you have to run away

That is the pain my dear,

That is your pain

..

How do I help it fade?

[thishumanexperience]

Greetings!

I’ve finally started this writing blog after much deliberation, and after spending hours looking at best blogging platforms, I still decided good old Tumblr was the most fitting for maximum freedom of expression. lol. The anonymity to just be myself. This blog is pretty much intended to be my online journal - my thoughts, feelings, experiences. Just the power of the written word. No post schedule; just life as it comes.  Who knows what this will turn into. If I get some people reading my writing, that’s more than I could hope for, but I’m not setting any high expectations. For now, I’m glad I’ve started something. Stay tuned, I guess.