#one of the things i hate the most aht this is i thought my room would have like the bed rxcactly where my bed st home is and my

[pepprs]

hi

[bo0zey]

Pick your favorite questions from the list.

i will do them all for u 0.o

1. Name cianna [see-ah-nah]

2. Nationality mexican irish german romanian hungarian french

3. Age 20

4. Birthday december 17, 1999

5. Zodiac sign (or your primal zodiac sign) sun: sagittarius; ascendant: leo; moon: aries

6. Gender female

7. Sexuality uhhhhhhhhhhhh idk but i will willingly kiss either gender

8. Your looks (add a picture or describe yourself) /tagged/my-face or u could just google pictures of fat rats

9. What do you/did you study? I’m currently a sophomore nursing major!

10. What's your current job like?/What job would you like to have? I’m currently a microbiology TA and I love it :) My dream job would be something with animals, like a vet tech or veterinarian

11. Your birth order i’m the oldest!

12. How many siblings do you have? 2 younger brothers

13. Do you have good relations with your family? my mom was my best friend, my dad and i get along better now that i’m in college, my brothers and i get along pretty well & we’re staring to get closer now that they’re getting older n growing up n developing their own personalities lol

14. How many friends do you have? errrr idk this is a hard question. i have a lot of acquaintances but i’d say i have maybe like less than 10 real friends??

15. Your relationship status single :D

16. What do you look for in a SO? funny!!!!!!!!!must be humorous!!!!and sarcastic and a little weird w darker sense of humor so we can laugh n be dumb together!!!!!!! also i would like them to be kind to me and those around them bc mean ppl suck. also they have to like animals. also i would like them to be loyal and trustworthy and 110% in love w me. and for physical stuff idk kinda attractive but NOT CONVENTIONALLY ATTRACTIVE like i personally don't really like the typically ‘attractive’ person??? 

17. Do you have a crush? currently in love w the cute chinese boy who lives across from my dorm room even tho i have never even spoken to him n he is totally unaware of my existence!!!!!!!! hahah oops :D

18. When did you have your first kiss? i mean technically 3rd grade i think but that doesn't really count so like maybe 16????

19. Do you prefer serious and meaningful relationships or casual dating/one night stands? i mean in the long term i would definitely like to have a serious relationship but at the moment i’m only into casual stuff bc my heart isn't ready to be broken again sknfkjdbnkjd

20. What are your deal breakers? errrr i’m not sure....cheating is a no no, ppl that are interested in fucking every single person they see is a turn off, DUMB PEOPLE like ppl you can't even have a proper conversation with bc they're so DUMB, and ppl who r mean/judgmental/arrogant

21. How was your day? ok! accidentally slept thru my math class but caught a glimpse of my crush across campus when he was abt to smoke a cig and i got chipotle n i online shopped a ton from shein

22. Favourite food & drink deep dish spinach pizza from giordano’s & orange vitamin water

23. What position do you sleep in? i fall asleep on my left side hugging a body pillow

24. What was your last dream about? ate a braid of hair and inside the braid was bacon

25. Your fears not going to make it thru nursing school, not being financially stable as an adult, not having a family of my own, probably more but those r currently top 3

26. Your dreams i don't have any idk....maybe having like a house of my own and having as many animals as i want?? and i would like a loving partner with a daughter of our own

27. Your goals survive nursing school and lose 40 pounds and don't die before my cat

28. Any pets? i have a dog named cherry Cola, a cat named Leto, and a betta fish named Perc

29. What are your hobbies? writing stories about people in love, listening to music

30. Any cool places in your area? in my college town??? NO it sucks. in my hometown??? Not really it’s a small lil village with only restaurants and parks. but at home i’m near downtown chicago so that’s cool i guess

31. What was your last awkward situation? the first thing that comes to mind is my FIRST and so far ONLY encounter with my crush. we live in the same dorm building and i was wearing my nursing scrubs and had no make up on and about to go upstairs to my dorm, and then i heard footsteps and i was like ‘hahaha what if its my crush’ AND THEN HE FUCKIGJNG appeared from down the hallway to go back to HIS DORM [which is RIGHT ACROSS FROM MINE] and i literally STARED at him, then threw open the door and RAN UP THE STAIRS LIKE I LITERALLY DIDNT EVEN HOLD THE DOOR OPEN FOR ME AND HE WAS LIKE SO CLOSE BEHIND ME I WAS JUST SO NERVOUS MY FLIGHT OR FIGHT RESPONSE TOOK OVER AND I FUCKING FLED I LITERALLY RAN AWAY FROM HIM I AHTE MYSELF SO MUCH IM SUCH AN IDIOT!!!!!!!!!

32. What is your last regret? errrrr idk i regret a lot of dumb things.......

33. Language/s you can speak English n a LITTLE bit of Spanish

34. Do you believe in astrological stuff? (Zodiac, tarot, etc.) i’m really into zodiac stuff and i have got to say they are pretty spot on in accuracy idk

35. Have any quirks? ummmm ofc!!i am the quirkiest person i know hajnjfxbkjx like if u asked my roommates/friends they’d probably be better at answering this than me bc i don't see anything abt me as quirky but they always tell me i am quirky and do weird things but idk man I'm just existing 

36. Your pet peeves err idk currently its ppl that constantly brag about dumb shit

37. Ideal vacation somewhere warm with me + the ocean + the loml + unlimited alcohol

38. Any scars? yeah :D both emotional AND physical!!!!

39. What does your last text message say? ‘ok thats a more than fair statement’

40. Last 5 things from your search history how many carbs should i eat, chipotle bowl calories, is the grim reaper the angel of death, ceftriaxone adverse effects, red man syndrome

41. What's your [device] background? lockscreen is a peach-theme background i made and home screen is my weight loss goals

42. What do you daydream about? the characters in my stories.................and being skinny 

43. Describe your dream home pretty brick house??? flowers outside??? 3 floors--main floor, basement and upstairs??? 3 bedrooms n 3 bathrooms maybe??? master bedroom has its own bathroom!!! and open concept main floor. big kitchen and very homey n warm all around. as for like an apartment i want something cozy and aesthetically pleasing and warm 

44. What's your religion/Your thought about religion i don't have a religion but if ppl do have a religion then thats not my business

45. Your personality type entj but only bc i got 3% extraverted; i am very closely related to intj tho n i think i fit that one better

46. The most dangerous thing you've done uhhhhhh probably operating a vehicle while high out of my mind. definitely the dumbest thing i ever did 0/10 would recommend anyone ever doing that

47. Are you happy with your current life? its ok but it could probably be better. i want to be done w college and skip to the part where i have a successful career and my own home and i can lay up w the loml every night

48. Some things you've tried in your life alcohol???weed??gummy edibles....

49. What does your wardrobe consist of? sweaters/sweatshirts/leggings

50. Favourite colour to wear? black, maroon, peach, purple, gray, idk

51. How would you describe your style? oh jeez idk i wear whatever i want so like e-girl when i really try and basic white girl when i don't care

52. Are you happy with your current looks? no i hate everything about myself lol

53. If you could change/add something to your appearance - impossible or not - what would it be? more freckles on my face....also be thinner n have longer hair

54. Any tattoos or piercings? my nose and septum are pierced!

55. Do you get complimented often? kinda by my friends but i always yell at them to stop so they don't compliment like as much bc they know i hate it but they still do it sometimes idk

56. Favourite aesthetic? i wanna be an e-girl yo!!!!!!!!! 

57. A popular trend that you dislike nobody has a crush on me and i hate it

58. Songs you're currently obsessed with? pied piper by BTS

59. Song you normally wouldn't admit you like. anything by BTS lol i used to like be embarrassed for how much i like k pop but now i don't really care lol #stanBTS2020

60. Favourite genre? rap/r n b/alternative

61. Favourite artist/band/genre? i listen to every genre except country sooooooo yeah i really like billie eilish, BTS, the weeknd, juicewrld, lil nas x, trippie red, post malone,

62. Hated popular songs/artists? i don't rlly like selena gomez or justin bieber or taylor swift

63. Put your music on shuffle and list first 5 only - RY X i.f.l.y. - Bazzi novacane - frank ocean jungle - drake bang! - trippie redd

64. Can you sing or play any instruments? no and no

65. Do you like karaoke? no but i like to sing along to songs when I'm alone

66. Own any albums? haha noooo i got apple music son

67. Do you listen to radio? What stations? errr RARELY i used to listen to r n b stations tho

68. Favourite movie/series? idk donnie darko?? i also just finished tharntype n that was really good. also i liked tokyo ghoul. AND GIVEN IS REALLY GOOD

69. Favourite genre of movies/books/etc i like horror/scary/paranormal/funny movies and i like love stories in books

70. Your fictional crush/es danny phantom, ken kaneki

71. Which fictional character is you? uhhhh idk...

72. Are you a shipper? List your otps, if so frerard, ryden, taekook, mewgulf

73. Favourite greek god? idk they all kinda suck but maybe hades

74. A legend from where you live that you like i don't really know any:(

75. Do you like art? What's your favourite work or artist? i like to look at art! i think van gogh is cool

76. Can you share your other social media? ig: ciannnna venmo: ciannnna

77. Favourite youtubers? i don't really watch youtubers but maybe shane dawson and emma chamberlain

78. Favourite platform? twitter

79. How much time do you spend on the internet? too much time

80. What video games have you played? Which one's your favourite? i once played GTA5 that was fun!

81. Your favourite books (manga also counts) idk i don't really read anymore:/ i was into the hunger games and the twilight series when i was young. now i kinda read online manga and i really liked BJ Alex and killing stalking. and like for online books the unholyverse series, a splitting of the mind, the anatomy of a fall

82. Do you play board/card games? no but i like to play checkers and uno and cards against humanity

83. Have you ever been to a night marathon in cinema? nopee

84. Favourite holiday halloween is cool also christmas is alright bc gifts

85. Are you into dramas? i’ve been getting into thai boys love dramas lol sue me

86. Would you use death note, if you had one? um YES.

87. What changes would you make in the world, no matter how impossible, if you had the power to? everyone needs to be a little kinder and have a crush on me

88. Could you survive a zombie apocalypse? absolutely not I'm not physically fit and don't have useful skills

89. If you had to be turned into a paranormal being, what would it be? vampire duh [or maybe ghost]

90. What would you want to happen to you after your death? i want to see my mom

91. If you had to change your name, what would be your pick? idk something cool ... i love the name Daisy

92. Who would you switch your life with for a week? idk probably kylie jenner

93. Pick an emoji to be your tattoo idk the alien? 94. Write 3 things about yourself - only one of them must be true -im very productive with my time management skills -my favorite color is purple -i don't get nervous when I'm alone in public

95. Cold or hot? cold

96. Be a hero or be a villain? anti-hero

97. Sing everything you want to say or rhyme? sing if i’m good at it but if I'm not good then rhyme

98. Shapeshifting or controlling time? shapeshifting

99. Be immortal or be immune to everything aside from natural death?immortal

100. ..... or .....? ......?

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Margate forever

This is my write-up of my visit to Margate, including Wheels & Fins and meeting Carl. It’s pretty long but I wanna recount all of it. So if you’re sick of hearing about it, feel free to skip! If not, read on... (small trigger warning for mentions of anxiety and depression)

I arrived in Margate at about 14:30 on Saturday the 8th of September, having been travelling for the past fortnight. I wasn’t feeling too great as I arrived, but that mood began to lift as soon as I stepped out of the train station. I don’t know if it’s because I’m a Northern girl or if I’ve just been largely misinformed, but I always thought Margate wasn’t a nice place. Anyway, that is so not true! It’s a lovely, fun, and really quite beautiful seaside town, and I honestly felt taken with it as soon as I arrived.

I walked from the train station to the Smiths Court Hotel, looking out over the beach as I did so, dragging my bursting suitcase and feeling so much better. It was about a twenty minute walk, and before I knew it I was at the hotel, just three hotels down from the Albion Rooms. The Albion Rooms stuck out like a sore thumb nestled in the row of other tall, slim hotels, and as I arrived the finishing touches were being made to the gold paint on the outside of the building. I had a quick glance, then headed to my hotel.

A little while later I met @suchasinistergame and @missoneminute in their hotel room. It’s always a joy to see @suchasinistergame, and it was so exciting to meet @missoneminute for the first time ever. I immediately felt so happy to be there with them, and I had this feeling like something amazing was going to happen, but I almost wouldn’t let myself believe it.

We met up with @getaddictet and Charlie who just generally make my life brighter, and we hung around outside the Albion Rooms for a little while. Nothing was really happening, so we all kind of did our own thing, I spent some time with everyone, and ended up diving headfirst in to a Chinese takeaway at 21:30, before heading to bed. We were all just desperate for the next day to arrive I think.

The next day, aka the best day of my life, started out a bit weird. We had a plan in place and that plan disappeared pretty quickly, haha! I originally wanted to get to the festival when it opened at 12:00, and everyone kind of had different plans, but of course we all ended up outside the Albion Rooms. We saw John, and he’s so lovely. He chatted to everyone and went off to get some food. Then Peter came out, and the atmosphere was so electric, everyone was so excited. He said hi to everyone, and I kind of mumbled hello to him (you know I’m a Carl girl right but... damn, Peter is attractive in real life), and got to see @missoneminute and @suchasinistergame give him presents, which honestly was enough for me, it was a great moment. I also got to meet the lovely @exarcadiaelux around this time too!

Oh, and then he was talking to some other fans, and he took two of them in to the Albion Rooms, because one of them had a Libertines t-shirt on and he apparently had never seen the design before or something? And he wanted to adjust her t-shirt for some reason, so he took them both inside, and about half an hour later she emerged wearing a totally different shirt. So weird, but classic Peter.

Anyway, we finally got to the festival at around 14:30. I got a wrist scarf (which I was unnecessarily excited about) and then we went to the barrier, where we stayed for the next six hours. Totally, definitely, unbelievably worth it. We saw John Power, Mic Righteous, Cabbage, Reverend & the Makers, Echo & the Bunnymen, and then at 20:20 we finally got to see The Libertines. And what a show it was.

I’ll be honest, due to the events that happened afterwards, I feel like the gig was a (wonderful, exciting, amazing) blur. But what I do remember is going fucking crazy and being so, so happy. I just completely let myself go; I screamed out the lyrics, I danced and flailed about because that’s how they make me feel, and it was the best (well... second best) feeling ever. 

They were on top form, the gig was just amazing, and the banter and atmosphere was fantastic. There was a wonderful energy. The songs that stick out to me were Heart of the Matter, Gunga Din, and What Became of the Likely Likes. But the final song, I Get Along, absolutely blew me away. I was buzzing, it was the most wonderful experience.

After the gig, I managed to grab a setlist, which was great for me because I’ve never managed to get one before. I was so happy it was for this gig! And then I met the lovely @orchidsonthewindowsill, and we all headed off back to the hotel.

I think @getaddictet and I were the last ones to find out what was happening, but basically, we happened to be staying at the same (beautiful) hotel where the VIP party was. I think our minds actually exploded when we found out. I can’t even put in to words how shocked, excited, anxious, and downright gobsmacked i was. Stuff like this does not happen to me! We agreed to meet everyone downstairs, and we were so excited (and I desperately needed a drink to calm my nerves) that the two of us rushed down as soon as we could. And of course, as we ran down the stairs and arrived at the hotel reception, Carl was stood there, drinking champagne from the bottle.

So basically, I died. I was fucking scared man. But I kept thinking “be cool, be cool”, because this opportunity was too good to give up. I could lie and pretend it wasn't a big deal but it fucking was. So @getaddictet went straight to Carl and talked to him - he recognised her immediately. I’ll let her tell her experience herself though, and I’ll just say what I remember. I was anxious and shy especially because @getaddictet and Carl were already talking. But somehow I found the courage, and I just sort of joined in their conversation, instead of standing there like a loser.

Carl finally looked at me, and said, “oh sorry, hi I’m Carl” and I said “hiya, I’m Jess”. We said how much we had enjoyed the gig, and he said that he had seen us down at the front, and he said he knew we’d been there for ages, and then he said that he really loved to see fans going crazy like we had been because it made them feel encouraged and he liked to see fans having fun. I said something like, “oh my god did you really notice us at the front?” and he said yeah and then he said, “wait, you’re not from down here? Are you from Hull?” and I laughed and said, “No, i’m from Sheffield,” and he said, “Oh right, Sheff!” and he tried to say “sort thissen aht” (”sort yourself out”) which he absolutely couldn’t do hahaha.

I don’t remember what we talked about next but basically there was a bit of a lull in the conversation, and I realised this was my chance to finally say what I had always wanted to say to him. So I kind of put my hand on his arm (happy sigh), and I said it. @getaddictet kindly stepped aside and gave us space to have a bit of a moment.

I said, “I just wanted to tell you that I haven’t been a fan for very long, but you have really, really helped me to change my life around. I was suffering with depression and I was very unhappy and after discovering your music, my life has gotten so much better and I’m so much happier. So thankyou.”

He looked so genuinely touched and he said, “that’s such a nice thing to say, thankyou. And you’re all good now with everything right?” and before I could answer he said, “aw, I know it’s not that simple with these things”, and he leaned in to me, kind of half hugged me and kissed me on the cheek (dead for the second time). I was so overwhelmed and so touched by his reaction. I don’t even remember what I said in response.

I really know that other people have had longer, more in depth encounters with him, but to me this was just... it was everything. He probably doesn’t even remember it because he was pretty drunk and he meets so many fans. It doesn’t matter. The fact is, I got up the courage to speak to him, and to tell him about my depression, and I got a picture with him! I hated it at first cause I look like a gorm but I decided that I love it instead because I look so happy on it. (One of my best friends literally said, “I have never seen you smile like that in twelve years.)

I also managed to grab Jon McClure, lead singer of Sheffield band Reverend and the Makers, and we had a really fun exchange. I said “I’m from Sheffield!” and he gave me a massive hug (he’s like 9ft tall I swear man) and asked if I’m an Owl or a Blade (if I support Sheffield Wednesday or Sheffield United) and was pleased when I said I’m an Owl (I don’t really give a shit but my family are Owls so whatever). I also said that I’m from Hillsborough and that I loved their gig at Tramlines. Jon was lovely and a typical Yorkshire bloke. I asked for a photo, and he said he’d grab me after he went for a fag. True to his word, he found me later and we had a picture together. (Needless to say, most of my friends and family are more impressed about me meeting Jon than meeting Carl haha.)

I had literally only eaten cold chips for the past 24 hours so everyone kindly accompanied me round Margate trying to find a takeaway that was open. We didn’t succeed, but we did see Peter on his swegway gliding past the Albion Rooms, and I was finally drunk enough to say hello to him, but he went back inside pretty quickly and we didn’t talk to him properly.

We got to bed at about 3:30am and I got up at 6:50am to travel back to Sheffield (rock n roll, innit) and when I was stood outside the hotel at 7:30am, I was just getting in to the taxi when I heard someone say “hi”. I turned around and Jack Jones of Trampolene was stood in the doorway, dressed in a lovely blue suit and swigging a can of lager. I was slightly mortified because I looked grotty as fuck with my hair tied back and my bent glasses on, but I was so happy I just called out, “hiya!”. He came over and asked if I was okay. I said I was buzzing and he laughed. He said he was staying at Peter’s for a bit and that he hoped I’d had a great night. I said I was honestly so happy, and it had been the best time ever, and he said that was cute. Then I asked if he remembered me from Sheffield (I went to their gig at the end of April and met Jack there very briefly) and he was like, “Psht, of course! That’s why I said hello” which made me so happy, and he gave me a huge bear hug and wished me a safe journey home.

So that was Margate. Wonderful, exciting, anything-can-happen Margate. To say I’m happy is an understatement. I feel like I have a new lease of life. I was anxious and nervous about all of this and it turned out brilliantly. I know I’ll be smiling for days if not weeks. I get that some people do stuff like this all the time and it’s not a big deal to them, but it meant the world to me.

Big love to @getaddictet @suchasinistergame @missoneminute @exarcadiaelux @orchidsonthewindowsill and Charlie for sharing the experience, what a gang. x

(I also just want to say, in case anyone is offended or really cares, I’ve never been diagnosed with depression or anxiety, but I’ve suffered from both on and off for the past few years. I understand people have had worse experiences than I have but I have struggled in the past.)

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BTS Orchestra! AU | Yoongi

Been waiting for a free moment to be able to upload this, enjoy!!

Jimin ver. | Seokjin ver.  

AGSHDJFKFLF IVE BEEN WAITINF DOR THIS MOMENT FOR A LONG TIME GOD BLESs

ALRIGHT LETS GET DOWN TO BUSINESS

ok so like min Yoongi is v interesting person ok

he’s really not the type of person u would imagine being in chamber orchestra (ok kinda but not really)

Tbh he really only did it bc his mom wanted him to do extracurricular activities and he really hates exercise and sports

and he quote on quote said that “marching band is so much work, why would u do that to urself”

so the next best thing is surPriSe surPriSe orchEsTRA

so he auditioned for the piano bc u kno that’s his specialty

and the teacher was like “wOWOWOWOW YES WELCOME”

and like he was great, he was pretty lowkey about it tho like he went to practice and did his part he was p chill

but then like halfway through first semester of freshman year he kept noticing how the bass section had only like one bassist and he was like ?????

where the other bassists at

and the teacher was like “no one really plays bass, our previous two bassists graduated last year so now we’re down to one”

and Yoongi has always had a thing for the bass, like when he listens to music that’s one of his favorites part to listen to

sO as the semester goes on and the orchestra keeps playing and stuff

Yoongi is like “my music senses are tingling, something is wrOnG”

but he can’t quite figure it out, and then one day while the orchestra was practicing and he didn’t have any notes to play he was listening and then bAM

he was like ?????????? “I cANT HEAR THE BASS PART”

he almost had a crisis right then and there

and so after that practice he went up to the conductor and he was like ,,,,,,, “listen…I know I auditioned for the piano but like,,,,,, next semester I’m switching to bass”

and the teacher looked at him and was like “Yoongi are you sure?????”

I mean the orchestra teacher is always down for more bassists but like if Yoongi becomes a bassist theN WHO S GONNA FILL IN FOR PIANO

but the music teacher accepts and Yoongi is like “I got u I’ll be good, u won’t regret it”

so Yoongi spends the next few weeks plus the whole of winter break learning how to play bass

he practices everyday so that he can be decent enough to play when school starts again

not to mention he had to learn all the music for the upcoming concerts and festivals the orchestra always competes in in the second semester

and like Yoongi is v hard working he tries his best to be a good bassist bc he just wants the orchestra to have a good bass section

he may seem like he doesn’t really care about orchestra but in reality he loves it so much and it’s the best decision he has ever maDE

anyWAys so when he tells his parents and they’re like as long as you don’t give up piano we’re ok

Yoongi is like great yes ok we have a deal, now take me to rent a bass from the music store plz

tbh he ended up buying one

and named it B.C. which stands for Bass Clef

whenever someone asks him why he named it that he says its “clefer”

geT iT

bc bass reads bass clef,,,,,,

no,,,,,,,o k

listen that joke made Kim Seokjin wheeze for a good 5 minutes ok it was a goOd one

sPEAKING OF KIM SEOKJIN

WHEN YOONGI FIRST JOINED ORCHESTRA JIN WAS THE FIRST ONE TO ACTUALLY BEFRIEND HIM

bc when Yoongi decided to join orchestra he was like “it’s ok if I don’t make friends, I’m just here for the music”

but lmao that idea jumped out the window when Seokjin greeted Yoongi on his first day and convinced him that they were now orchestra buddies

tbh Yoongi had no say in it, but he respected Seokjin as a good ass musician and a good human being and was like “listen,,,,,just give me some space from time to time and I’ll be good”

a trUE BROMANCE

THEY HANG OUT DURING CONCERTS, YOONGI SLEEPING UNTIL ITS TIME TO PERFORM WHILE SEOKJIN RUNS AROUND HELPING THE KIDDIES GET TUNED AND ORGANIZED

AND THEY’RE ALWAYS BUS BUDDIES OMG BLESS

AND WHEN THE ORCHESTRA HAS FUNDRAISERS TO RAISE MONEY FOR THINGS THEY NEED SEOKJIN ALWAYS DRAGS YOONGI TO THE EVENTS AND MAKES HIM VOLUNTEER

HALF OF THE TIME ITS JIN SCREAMING FOR PEOPLE TO COME BUY THINGS AND YOONGI JUST SITS BEHIND THE CASH BOX HALF ASLEEP AND ALL POUTY ITS TH E CUTEST TH IN G

ITS GREAT

YOONGI PRETENDS TO GET ANNOYED BY SEOKJIN BHT IN REALITY HES REALLY GRATEFUL JIN WANTED TO BE HIS FRIEND

ANywaYs after Yoongi basically abandoned the piano section lmao, the orchestra didn’t have a pianist for a while,

it didn’t really make a difference sometimes tbh bc u can’t really hear the piano part in some pieces so it doesn’t matter

but for others it’s like ,,,,,“we don’t have a pianist for this piano part but we will have to play iT”

and Yoongi sometimes feels guilty so he’s always trying to figure out how to fix it

this is where you come in, bc you two have like math together and one day during class when there’s a substitute you pull out sheet music for Clair de Lune and u put in ur earphones and basically submerge urself in the music

and Yoongi can hear like parts of the song and he’s like ???????

so he turns around and notices u and he taps u on the shoulder

ur like “hold up” and u hold up a finger bc ur at this part of the song u really like and u don’t want to stop

and when it ends u pause the music and pull out an earphone and ur like “what’s up”

Yoongi just stares at u and he’s like “you play piano???”

you’re just like “yeah, why”

and he’s kinda just comes out with it and he’s like “have you eVer thOught of jOining chamber orchestrA”

and ur like “not really no,,,,,,,I just kinda do piano on the side as a hobby”

Yoongi’s like “listen, we desperately need a pianist we haven’t had one in a while plz audition”

tbh ur like why is this kid I’ve only ever had like two conversations with suddenly asking me to join orchestra

Yoongi can sense ur reluctance by the way ur looking at him

so he’s like “look I know we don’t ever talk and tbh u probably don’t know my name but like at least consider it please, we’re doing Adagio in Sol Minore, and we really need a pianist”

and ur like wow this kid is really adamant about me joining orchestra

so ur like “listen, ok I’ll audition, but dONT GET YOUR HOPES UP OK”

and Yoongi is like “yES THANK YOU SO MUCH YOU WONT REGRET IT,,,,”

you’ve never seen this kid who is usually sleeping in class so excited

it’s kinda cute,,,????

nO Y/N sNAP OUT OF IT U DoNT EVEN KNKW HIS NAME

“my name is Yoongi by the way, Min Yoongi, I play bass”

wow it’s like he read your mind or somETHINg

“im Y/n”

but then the bell rings and Yoongi gets up and waves at you before saying “nice to meet you I hope to see u in orchestra!”

and then he’s zooming out of the room

and ur like what the hell jUst hapPend

so now u basically dug urself a hole saying you’ll audition for chamber

but ur like wait,,,,,,,,he didn’t tell me where to go or when the auditions are

so u ask one of the other kids in orchestra you happen to have a class with and they’re like “oh!!! Auditions are today after school!!!!”

ur like whAT TODAY

and u start to freak out u didn’t know they were todAy

u don’t even know where to go like where the hell evEN IS THE MUSIC BUILDING MIN YOONGIIIIIII

so after class ends u scavenge the school for your friend the one and only Kim Taehyung bc u know he’s in band and he should know where the orchestra room is and not to mention he owes u constant favors bc of all the shit u do for him

so when u find him, he’s like “oh hey y/n,,,,,what brings u around h-here,,,,”

tbh taehyung is kinda scared bc he ‘accidentally’ tripped u when u were going up the stairs earlier that day and he thought u were gonna finally get ur revenge

but u end up being like “take me to the orchestra room proNTO”

and Taehyung is like w ahT

but he doesn’t argue and leads the way

and when u arrive ur like “thanks Tae, but don’t think this gets u out of what u did to me earlier u punk”

Taehyung just smiles sheepishly and waves before running away

you take a deep breathe before entering the room and the teacher instantly notices you bc lol no one is there

and she asks if u here to audition for the piano section and u like um,,,,, yeah ,,,,,

so she tells u to sit down and play a few scales

and u ace those bc they’re super easy

and then she tells u to just play anything and ur like ,,,,,,wha t

but she just smiles at you warmly and says to not be nervous

but ur not nervous bc u can’t play anything

ur nervous bc u don’t exactly have an idea of what to play

but then you just end up pulling Clair de Lune out of ur bag from earlier and ur like well,,,,,,,here goes

when you finish and look over at the teacher you not only notice her mouth open with tears in her eyes but u also notice another figure in the room who is staring at you like you are the most magnificent human being in the world

and ur like “oh”

and then the music teacher is getting up and clapping for u and patting u on the back like “that was so beautiful, please join chamber orchestra you would be an amazing addition”

and honestly how can u say no to her when she’s looking at you with that puppy dog look on her face and tears in her eyes

and then u glance at Yoongi and he just lifts an eyebrow as if to say “so what’ll it be?”

and finally u just smile and look back at the teacher and nod your head and she squeals and hugs u and ur like o,,,kAY,,,,,,,

she tells u to come to practice next week and sends u on ur merry way along with some sheet music so u can look over your parts

Yoongi follows you out and he’s like “listen,,,,,thanks for doing this…I know it was last minute,,,,I really appreciate it”

u just kinda look at him and then smile

and Yoongi’s heart kinda stutters and he’s like wow,,,,,this person has a really nice smile and I can’t help but stare

so after a few weeks you’ve basically integrated into chamber orchestra pretty well

and you actually really enjoy it bc the people are so sweet and the music is fun to play and ur like !!!!! This is fun!! !!!!

also every time Yoongi sees u playing piano he’s like ,,,,,.woW why am i so attracted to them whAT IS haPPENIng tO ME

and he asks Seokjin and Seokjin and is like ,,,,,,,Yoongi, my child,,,,u like them

and Yoongi is like "w-whAT NO THATS IMPOSSIBLE"

Seokjin is like “really tho is it reaLLY”

and Yoongi kinda has this mini crisis bc he’s never felt this way about anyone and he doesn’t know how to act and it really affects him

so he starts to avoid you and ur like ,,,,,did I dO something

bc the first couple of weeks he’d actually go out of his way to talk to u and it felt nice to have a friend

and u really enjoyed his presence like wow what a great human being

but u also really like Yoongi too, you’ve come to a conclusion with ur feeling,,,u really like this quiet but attentive bassist named Min Yoongi

and the fact that he starts to ignore u really hurts u and ur like ?!!!??????

so one day u plan to confront him bc ur never one to just let things like this go like u want to knOW WHAT U DID DAMMIT

so u ask Seokjin to help u and he’s like ,,,,“say no more I have the perfect plan”

but he doesn’t tell u what it is and ur like SeokJIN I NEED TO KNOW THE PLAN

but he’s like “nonono I have it all covered u just say what u have to say when it happens”

and so Seokjin plans this huge elaborate thing over with a few other friends and it takes place at the spring concert that is in a few days

and basically he plans to shove u two in the one of the instrument rooms and lock the door until u work out ur problems

it’s ur typical cliché plan but Seokjin lives by it and he’s like “I’ve tried it before it works wonDERS”

so the day of the spring concert arrives and Yoongi is still ignoring u and ur like Jin,,,,,plz tell me that the plan is going to happen soOn

and Jin just winks and tells u not to worry

which makes u woRRY mORE,,,, jIN and so at the concert Yoongi and Seokjin are hanging out like usual backstage

and you’re out front helping the orchestra parents sell refreshments and things for a fundraiser waiting for ur time to go up to play

when suddenly Taehyung comes running up to u with his band uniform half on and he looks all panicky and frantic and ur like !!!!!! “Tae what’s wrong!!!!!!”

and he’s like “someone was messing around with the piano and they broke a key!!!”

and u kinda expected it to be something more serious but still dumb so it takes u a while to comprehend

but then ur like ,,,,,there’s only one piano backstage and that’s the piano we use to perfORM SOMEONE BROKE THW PIANO WHAT THE HELL

so u two take off running and Taehyung leads u to the music room and ur like “oh no where is my baby I have to see my baby”

but all of a sudden someone shoves u into the instrument storage room and ur like !!!!  What the hELL

ur screamjng profanities at Tae bc whTa the heLL KIM TAEHYUNG

and then u hear someone behind u sigh and say “they’re not gonna open the door I already tried”

and u freeze up bc u know that voice

so u slowly turn around and Yoongi is just lounging on one of the random bean bags the room has

and ur like ????? “What are u doing here”

and he’s like “I could ask u the same thing"

but then something in ur head clicks and ur like oH, so thIs was Jin’s pLan

tbh ur kinda seething inside bc what the heck Seokjin but now that u have Yoongi here ur extremely grateful

so u sit down on one of the other bean bags and ur like “so what do we do now?”

Yoongi just shrugs and says “dunno, just wait it out until it’s our time to go and perform and they’ll have to come get us

ur like "but we don’t perform until the end of the concert!!! we’ll be in here for hours!!!”

and Yoongi doesn’t really know what to say to u so he just doesn’t say anything and u think hes like being v rude

so ur like “what’s your problem?????!!!”

and Yoongi is kinda startled bc he’s never heard u raise ur voice and he just looks at u

and ur like “first u practically beg me to audition for chamber and then decide to ignore me like I don’t exist what the hell is ur problem Min Yoongi!!?? Why do you hate me?!??”

Yoongi doesn’t know what to say bc he didn’t know him ignoring u would affect u so much

and he sees the tears in ur eyes threatening to fall and his heart starts beating frantically and he’s like oh no I made them crY

and so he’s like “you think I hate you,,,?”

and ur like “well what else would it be?!!!!???”

Yoongi scoots over to u and his heart is beating really fast and he grabs ur hand and intertwines ur fingers

and ur like ??????? ,,,,,he has nice hands,,,,,,,

“I don’t hate you,,,,in fact it’s far from that, I like u so much it hurts to be around u, I’ve never felt this way about anyone and it really scared me and I didn’t know what to do so my natural instinct was to ignore it and you”

his confession really surprises u bc u didn’t,,,,expect,,,,thaT,,,,

but then u hit his arm and ur like “why didn’t u just tell me?”

and he’s like “bc I knew u probably wouldn’t feel the same way”

and ur like “you big idiot of course I would like u, I won’t have joined orchestra if I didn’t”

but yoongi takes that as the ‘I like u but as a friend’

so he releases ur hand and he’s just kinda looks at the ground all deflated and stuff and he’s like “I see….”

but ur like wow this kid must really be slow

and so u softly say his name and when he looks up at you

you lean in until ur both touching foreheads and Yoongi is holding his breathe bc woW

and ur like “I mean I like like you, dummy”

and then u lean in to kiss his cheek but he moves to capture ur lips and it’s the nicest most softest kiSs evER

it really catches u off guard and ur like WOw

and then Yoongi starts to pull away bc he doesn’t feel u react but ur like 'nO IM NOT DONE’

so u link ur hands around his neck and pull him closer and he smiles into the kiss and u both are like “yEs”

when u break apart u just stare at each other with pure bliss on ur faces

and Yoongi has this slight blush on his cheeks and it makes u want to gush over him bc he’s the most amazing human being you have ever met soft yoongi is precious

and Yoongi’s breath is just taken away bc you are so beautiful and amazing and wonderful and he doesn’t know how to react aside from smile his gummy smile at u bc he is so incredibly happy rn

words cannot describe the way you two feel it’s pure and utter bliss

what a cute couple, soft yoongi and soft y/n bLEsS

just two music dorks who really really like each other and are slightly nervous around each other but still support each other a lot  (´∀｀•)

Bonus:

tbh u both kinda just stay in the storage room cuddling on the bean bags until Seokjin deems it necessary to finally unlock the door

and when he does he’s greeted with two lovebirds asleep on the bean bags, arms and legs tangled

and he just has to snap a photo bc this just screams cute

and he kinda just pats himself on the back bc wow he is a true matchmaker,,,,,.,“good job Kim Seokjin, well doNE”

[thenewbrotherhood]

Tamsin -I walked straight to the lounge room, grabbed the nearest bottle of, anything we had and sat, I realised I didn't have a glass, huffing a little at the thought of getting up. Nope, I was in no mood to move very far and I was feeling. I wasn't really sure what it was. Unimportant, insignificant. Those were two of the words that came to my mind. So as this wave of emotions came over me I opened the bottle of liquor and drunk straight from it. Ignoring the sounds of Ax coming down the stairs. Ready to drink the night away if I could. Somewhere in the back of my mind I knew this was the proper respond or the best thing to do but didn't care. Not as Ax was about to go out into the night- Ahtlas Knowing that once Murhder had set his sights on something, it was useless to try to change his mind, Aht paced the kitchen and fumed, even as Ax descended the stairs and presented himself to their uncle for inspection. Smirking as he listened to the short list of weapons his brother thought would be good to fight Lessers, he actually rolled his eyes at the length of chain. Grabbing a beer from the fridge, he made way from the kitchen through the living room door to get away from the sound of his brother's excitement. The thought of Ax lying in a pool of his own blood because of his inexperience and stupidity and his Uncle's fucked up plan was enough to make him nauseous. Stopping in his tracks at the sight of Tamsin alone and already drinking, he sighed and moved to join her. Practically letting himself fall onto the couch beside her, he propped his feet up on the coffee table and took a long drink of his beer. "He's a fucking idiot. He and Murhder. Fucking. Idiots." Tamsin -I turned to Aht and there was a look on my face that would have said many things. Aht knew me very well, lovers and friends and more than that my guide in this world that was now mine. But like whip lash thing had changed. And I knew that my face was full of irony, sadness and not a little anger. There may have been bitterness as well. I lifted my glass to my mouth and drunk before I spoke. Shaking my head- Your uncle chose the wrong one to go with him. He should take me and be done with it. -I hadn't meant my words to be cutting and hard truth at the same time but I was frustrated and sick of the constant mess surrounding me- Ahtlas -It felt strange to be so close to Tamsin again after everything that had happened. He knew he had all but abandoned her for a life of fighting the enemy. What he never could say was that it was all for her, and for Ax and for his sister, and parents. He fought for those he loved and she was part of that. It was only now that he could see that the last year had taken a toll on her spirit and guilt was added to the sick feeling in his stomach.- I couldn't handle it Tam. I can barely let myself sit here while Idiot #2 walks out thinking a chain would do anything to a Lesser. -Mimicking her, he put the Beer bottle to his lips and drank most of it.- Tamsin -I finished the drink I had in my hands and poured another and the tension in me started to wain. But I wasn't about to let a opportunity like this pass. Turning to Aht, I knew I looked like I felt. Angry and tired.- then you know how I feel. How I've felt for months now. You go off into the night and you could be killed at any moment. And then you come back here and pretend I don't exist. That nothing we have been though means anything. -I pause for a moment to let my words sink in- and what is it for. To protect me? You think the way you have been acting has helped me? Even the Brothers have shellens. Even I know this. -and I know there is one more thing I have to say and I do- do you want me to hate you is that it? Ahtlas -He paused, the beer halfway to his lips, suddenly speechless. He blinked, cleared his throat, looked down at the bottle in his hands then sighed. She had hit the nail on the head. He had indeed thought that if Tamsin was mad enough, she would forget about loving him and turn to Ax, who would always be there for her. If he could be assured that both his brother and Tamsin were safe with each other, he could sacrifice himself so neither had to. It had never occurred to him that in saving them, he was hurting them. Taking another deep breath, he released It slowly as he forced himself to look at her. His voice was small and quilt ridden- Yes. I wanted you to be safe, and to have someone around for you. Ax..I thought he would be here always. The other night, when both of you got hurt made me realize that I can't keep you both Away from this but...I know I fucked up with you Tam. I'm shit at this. Ax is not. Despite everything I've said about him tonight, and what I'll probably say later, he's a damn good guy who won't hurt you like I have. I'm....I'm sorry Tamsin. -He knew it wasn't enough but it was All he had at the moment and he let the words linger between them- Tamsin -Pursing my lips, I let the words you said travel around the room. Of course it wasn't enough. How could it be. There would always be a bond between Aht and I that ran deep. He was the first one to give me blood and he was the first male I had made love to as a vampire. In a new life. And yes I loved him, but I loved them both. I felt like I was in the middle of a maelstrom. My heart and mind pushing to find the best answers, the best way to survive all of this. I wasn't sure now was the time. I had already said what was in my heart. I moved the glass and drunk more of the liquor. I went to speak and I knew my voice would crack as I did but it was the only way- what do we do now? -and tears started to well up in my eyes- #AnotherSaturdayNight