#one of my roommates also has only about 6 months to live left

[there-will-be-a-way]

Can't wait to go to therapy to tell my therapist that I will lose my home and that one of my closest friends is going to die

[alotofpockets]

Hard launch | Florence Pugh x Singer!Reader

Where you and Florence hard launch your relationship and your new album

A/n: faceclaim for this is Florence as Taylor Swift and Reader as Gracie Abrams

Marvel masterlist | Words: 2.6k

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Over the past few months you have been all over the world. Your world tour started out in America and after a little break, you had continued to the European leg of the tour. While you loved touring, performing, and spending time with your fans, you craved the feeling of home. 

There were multiple places in the world that you called home. But only one of them was a constant, and you were about to walk into her arms, as you turned the keys to open her front door.

As soon as you opened the door, your girlfriend was in your arms. “Hi baby, I’ve missed you so much.” You whisper into her shoulder as you hold her close. “Why didn’t you say you were coming home today? I would’ve picked you up.” Your girlfriend had been at a couple of your shows, but since she was on set for most of your tour, your schedules didn’t often line up. 

You still had a few shows left in London, but you had the weekend off before you were performing 6 shows at Wembley. “I wanted to surprise you.” You leave your bags at the door as she pulls you into the home. Both your jobs required you to be in different parts of the world often, that’s why you decided that instead of moving into one of your houses, you just moved in together and kept both your places. Meaning that you shared her home in London, and yours in Los Angeles. 

After catching up for a bit, during which you lay cuddled up together on the couch, you told her you had really missed her food, with all the simple and easy meals you had during the tour. “Well, I was planning on filming a Cooking with Flo, so you are in luck, my love.” 

She was getting the ingredients laid out, while you set up her camera for her. You had been there from the start of her Cooking with Flo series, where she would film little videos on her phone and post them to her instagram story. You had been in London for work when covid hit, and you weren’t able to travel back to the US. There weren’t a lot of people that you knew who lived in London, except Florence who you had met a couple weeks prior, you shot her a message and moved in with her the same week.

The difference a couple of years could make. The two of you went from strangers, to roommates, to best friends, and finally to lovers. Florence her cooking show had also expanded. No more wobbly iPhone uploads to her Instagram story, but proper camera setup on a tripod and streaming the show live on YouTube.

“You know how I’ve been having special guests on the show?” You nodded. Even when you were away you kept up with her cooking videos. “Would you want to join me tonight?” The two of you kept your relationship away from the public, though many people had their suspicions, neither one of you had ever spoken out about it. 

That’s why Flo fully expected you to say no to her questions, but you surprised her by saying yes. “Really?” She asked excitedly. “Yes really. We can give them a little teaser for what’s to come, right?”

You had been working on a new album, where you wanted to put focus on what fame had been like for you. The way that everything you did was criticised by the media. That had been one of the reasons that you and Florence kept your relationship away from the public. 

Over the years you have hidden not only your relationship, but also parts of yourself. When you were younger it felt like something you just had to live with now, but you didn’t want to anymore. You wanted to be yourself and not care what people thought, and your next album would be the first step.

“Alright, ready to go whenever you are.” Florence says once she has checked everything over one last time. “Yeah, let me just finish this post and then I’ll be ready.” Your girlfriend walked over and leaned on your shoulders and watched you write the little caption you were giving your post from the last show.

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y/n_y/l/n: Thank you to everyone that came out last night, it was an honour to play in front of a crowd like you! I can't believe we are nearing the end of the European leg, this tour has been amazing so far, and that is all thanks you x

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You put your phone away and set up the laptop for the livestream. A little countdown started counting down a minute while Florence got ready behind the kitchen island. You turned on the camera and waited to the side waiting for Florence to introduce you.

The countdown on the screen ticked down and Florence got ready to start. “It’s Cooking with Flo, bitches! Today we’re joined by a very special guest. You’ve been asking for this for a while now, and I have finally convinced her to join me. Please welcome Y/n to the show!”

You stepped up beside her. “Hi everyone! I’m so excited to be here.” You spoke nervously. Florence chuckled lightly, you were used to performing in front of thousands of people, but standing in front of this camera got you nervous. “I am so glad you’ve finally agreed to come on the show. Do you want to tell them what we’re cooking?”

“Yeah, for sure. We are making truffle pasta with one of Florence's own recipes today, and I for one cannot wait to try it.” Florence laughed, “But before we get to that part, we will show you exactly how to make it.”

Florence explained every step to the camera and you followed her lead on what to do. The conversation flowed easily between the two of you, the familiar banter making it feel like it was just another evening at home. A sense of familiarity you’ve been missing so dearly while you have been on tour.

She handed you a whisk and told you to mix up the ingredients you had just put in the bowl to make the sauce. Out of the two of you, Florence was definitely the one cooking most of the time, she was amazing and you were.. Well you were nearly decent. 

“Careful there,” Florence teased, “we don’t want the sauce all over the kitchen.” You laughed at your hand covered with the sauce, because it had definitely gone over the edge of the bowl. “No? I thought you were wanting to redecorate the kitchen. This seems like the perfect colour for the walls.” You joke back.

While your cooking and playful banter went on, the chat was blowing up with comments. Many of them were excited about seeing the two of you together and noting the chemistry that was evident on the screen.

You stayed on the easy tasks while Florence did all the hard work, but neither one of you minded, you were just enjoying the time you were able to spend together. 

With the pasta and the sauce presented on two plates, you thought the dish was done. “It smells so good, I cannot wait to taste it!” You already reached for a fork, but Florence stopped you. “Hold on, it’s not done yet.” She grabbed a truffle and the grater and got to work.

With the most serious expression, Florence delicately shaved the truffle over the pasta, her concentration made you giggle. “What’s so funny?” She asked with a raised eyebrow. “It’s just that you look like you’re performing surgery on that truffle.” You have to try hard to hold back your laughter.

“This is art, okay?” You don’t just throw truffles around.” You burst out laughing, unable to contain it any longer. Her serious tone combined with the silly way of putting on the truffle fully sends you over the edge.

“Hey, this is important stuff!” Florence tried hard to stay in her serious character, but failed as she watched the tears spring in your eyes from your laughter. “Truffles are a very delicate matter!” She got out through her own giggles.

You doubled over, clutching your stomach, and before you knew it, you had collapsed onto the kitchen floor, laughing uncontrollably. “Oh no, we’ve lost her!” Florence exclaimed, setting down the truffles on the counter to check on you. “I think I've broken Y/n.”

Florence always had the ability to make you laugh, but right now she got you so far that you could barely breathe, and the tears were streaming down your face. Florence snapped a quick picture before turning to the camera again. “Don’t worry, I will share that with you later. Now, let’s try this pasta.” 

You stood up as you were wiping your tears. “Wait for me! I wanna try.” Both of you take a bite at the same time. “Oh my god, this is so good!” Florence smiled proudly. “You heard it here first, people, you can even impress mega pop stars with this meal, so try it out at home.” You rolled your eyes playfully, “Food easily impresses me, but you should definitely try this recipe, because this was delicious.”

“And that’s all we have for tonight. We are going to enjoy this meal and soon Y/n will head to Wembley for her final shows of her Europe tour. Thank you for watching, and I’ll see you next time!” You both wave to the camera before it shuts off.

“I’ve missed you so much.” You say as you walk into her arms. “No one can make me laugh as much as you do.” She held you tight while telling you she missed you as well. 

"I can't believe we did that. The fans are going to lose their minds." Florence says as she walks both your plates over to the dining table. You smiled, feeling a warmth in your chest as you looked at her. "I think we just gave them something to remember." Florence smiled and leaned in to kiss your cheek. "And this is just the beginning, my love."

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florencepugh: An all new Cooking with Flo out with special guest Y/n Y/l/n! Watch how she takes a break from her tour to spend some time on my floor 😂

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y/n_y/l/n: In my defense, the floor was very comfortable

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Your next few shows in London were incredible. A sold out Wembley night after night, was something you didn’t even dare to dream of a few years back. But now you were playing your sixth and final sold out Wembley show of this tour.

Nervous was an understatement. You had announced things on tour before, but this, this was something on an entirely different level. While your piano was being set up on the stage you talked with your fans. 

“Most of you have been with me for a very long time, and have stuck with me through the many changes I have gone through as a person and with my music, and that is something I am eternally grateful for. The support I get from each and everyone of you, is what gives me the strength to evolve.” 

While you were still nervous, you also felt a sense of serenity. The fans in the stadium were excited even when they had no clue what was coming.

“Growing up in the spotlight for me came with a lot of negativity. Something I haven’t spoken about often. It has made me hide parts of my life, parts that no one should have to hide.” 

You didn’t think you’d get this emotional, but you had to wipe a tear that had started rolling down your cheek.

“I decided that I no longer want to hide these parts of me to make other people happy. I am the one that should be able to share my happiness, and that is something I’ve been working on this past year. I’ve taken a deep dive into what fame has been like for me, the struggles, and the things that I’ve had to hide away.”

You paused for a moment, taking in the crowd that was listening to your every word. The people that have allowed you to continue to make music. The people that loved you unconditionally, no matter what the media had put out about you. The people that have defended your honour again and again.

“All of that, I’ve put it into something that I am very proud of.” The noise of the crowd grew with anticipation. “And I cannot wait to share it with you… so I won’t! New music coming soon on my next album "The Secret of Us.” 

The screen filled with the announcement and the crowd went insane. You stood there basking in the love the fans were throwing your way. The clapping didn’t stop for minutes. You sat down on the stage, looking up at the audience with tears in your eyes.

You got up again, because you weren’t done yet. “And if you’ll let me, I would love to perform one of the songs from the album for you tonight.” You smiled as they cheered even louder. 

“This song is called Close To You, and it’s one of the most meaningful songs I have ever written. The reason that it is so meaningful is because it’s about someone who means the world to me. This person has been so supportive of me throughout my career, they are a big part of my happiness. The things I want to let you be a part of from now on.”

There really was no turning back anymore, that made you extra nervous, but also excited, you didn’t want to turn back, you only wanted to move forward.

“Performing this song with me tonight, as well as on the album, is my girlfriend Florence Pugh. Please welcome her to the stage!”

You watched as she walked onto the stage in her yellow dress, a big smile on her face as she waved to the crowd who was loudly cheering.

You started playing the first chords to the song as Florence made her way to the microphone stand that was just placed next to your piano for her.

I don't got a single problem with provocative See the bodies, how they burn, it's just the way it is Smoky, dark, crowded room, I need nothing Under pink light in June 

You start singing, while making eye contact with your girlfriend, who started strumming the guitar. 

I was so cool, but then, all of a sudden You saw me look at you Florence joined you in the next verse, like you had practised so many times.

I burn for you And you don't even know my name If you asked me to I'd give up everything To be close to you

The two of you continued singing until the final verse. It was just you singing the final part.

You should be mine for life, I'll be signing Every dotted line Chemical override, ultraviolet You could be mine tonight

The crowd went absolutely crazy and you could not believe that you had just done that and gotten instant support from thousands of fans. Florence looked at you with nothing but pride as she opened her arms for you.

You hug her, “I am so proud of you.” She tells you loud enough for you to hear over the cheering. In response you grab her face and place a kiss on her cheek. “Thank you.” With tears falling down your cheeks you turn to the audience and wave and thank them too.

Florence left the stage again and you continued performing the rest of your set like nothing happened, though internally you felt amazing.

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florencepugh: Incredibly proud of you, always. Thank you for letting me be a part of this amazing album, I cannot wait for the world to hear your briliance.

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After a couple more songs you closed off the show by thanking the fans over and over again. “You’ve made this tour incredible, I will never forget the memories we’ve made here. Thank you!”

The moment you get backstage, Florence flies into your arms. “You did it, my love!” 

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y/n_y/l/n: What a way to end this leg of the tour. I am incredibly thankful for all of your support, and cannot wait to share my new album with you soon! And Florence, thank you for being my biggest supporter though it all 🫶🏻

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florencepugh: So proud of you 🫶🏻

fan1: New music and a new favourite ship? that was not on my bingo card

fan2: The hardest of hard launches

fan3: AAAHHHH

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y/n_y/l/n_updates: Y/n and Florence Pugh after performing their love song from Y/n's upcoming album.

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fan1: They are so cute!

fan2: I want what they have

fan3: So happy she finally doesn't care anymore. All the best to them

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[whalyrae]

DANCE WITH ME - CHAPTER 7

“If you want to keep a secret, you must also hide it from yourself.”

Summary : All your life, you thought you were a beta, a simple and boring beta. Until everything change. But now that you've presented yourself as an omega, how will you manage to live and hide it from your six friends and best friend, all alphas and all in the same pack? (a/n : I'm a shit for summary I'm so sorry-)

Genre : soulmate au (of course I'm a bitch for this), omegaverse, bangtan alphas au!, omega reader, fluff, angst, eventual smut, polyamory relationships

Status : In process

Word Count : 5k

Warnings : the usual one I guess, like smut, angst, fluff (yeah its a warning for some people ) mention of depression, abusive parents (physically and morally), violence and blood, PTSD, scars, self harm,…

Tag list : @ghostlyworld @kawaiikpoplover268 @scuzmunkie @iamkookiesforyou @00ihatesnaku @stellauniverse @akemiixx01 @aceofcards05 @strxwbloody @seoul9711 @amara-mars @alex-walker-86 @yoongicatcat @xicanacorpse @maciesmess 

A/N : It took me more time than I thought to write this sorry (again ;-;) dealing with mental health issues is shit really I wish I was strong and courageous like my characters LMAO. So as an apology, this chapter is a little longer than usual :D Hope you'll like it !

I'll never thank u enough for all the likes and shares despite the looong time I take to write and publish the next chapters ;w; that's my only motivation to keep writing the story tbh...! (I have severe impostor syndrome yes...... ^^) so thank you again !! Don't hesitate to let a comment here, or in my inbox !! ♥

Also I made a playlist for the story ! If you have any songs who made you think about the story, you can share it to me and I'll add it on the playlist ! ♥

Masterlist | ao3 | wattpad | Spotify playlist

Chapter 6 // Chapter 8

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A/N² : again it's barely proof read, sorry for the potential mistakes TwT

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The day has come. The practice exam was this afternoon. 

When you woke up this morning, you felt like you wanted to throw up. Being stressed was an euphemism. You didn’t even know why you felt like that. You spent the previous weeks practicing, alone and with Wooyoung. You even had some help and advice from his boyfriend, San. 

You never get why you were so stressed. Once the music started, all the anxiety and apprehension would disappear. It had always been that way when you danced. 

These last few months, your body was really testing you, and you weren't thanking it at all. 

You knew the steps perfectly, you and Wooyoung’s coordination and synchronization were perfect. You were more than ready, you knew it. And despite that, you were anxious, sure you’d fail everything, having bad notes, failing your scholarship after working so hard…

“Y/N ?”

The sudden voice startled you. In your kitchen, you were the last remaining in this apartment. Your roommates had already left, wanting to rehearse one last time before the exam. 

You would have done the same, but the stress and anxiety had given you such a stomach ache that it took you longer to get out of bed. 

You weren’t surprised to see Jimin not really anxious. You'd never seen him stressed when it came to dancing. And from the relaxed attitude Hoseok and Jungkook had shown since you'd met them, you suspected they were in the same category as Jimin. 

When you recognized the voice and noticed Jin facing you, you couldn't hide your surprise. 

“I thought you all left for work ?” you asked him, trying to stay calm. 

“Yoongi don’t need me at this hour,” Jin replied with a chuckle, “I'll be more of a nuisance than anything else. Is everything all right?”

You noticed the two cups of coffee held in his hands when he handed one to you. You silently thanked him and took a sip after blowing on the top of the cup to not burn yourself. It was delicious. Jin's coffees were the best. He'd never forgotten how you took it, ever since the first time he'd served you on the day you met. 

"I can smell your stress from the doorway, you know?" he said after a few seconds, seeing that you didn't answer because you simply didn't know what to say. 

You chuckled and pursed your lips, it was a nervous laugh. 

"Is it that obvious?"

"Trust me there's a picture of you next to the word anxious in the dictionary!"

Okay, the next laugh was more relaxed, more sincere. Jin had this sense of humor that some might find heavy and boring, but it was just the opposite for you. You were always the first to laugh at his jokes, sometimes even against your will. But what could you do? Jin was naturally amusing. He had a way of lightening the mood quickly and with just a few words. 

“Everything will be fine, you don’t have to worry about that.” He kept talking, as he took a step towards you, "You've worked hard, you've done your best, there's no reason for you to fail. Don't forget that you're good, you're really good."

Delicately, his hand came to rest on your shoulder, provoking a slight discharge that was anything but painful. 

How had you never noticed that what you felt for them, for him, wasn't friendship? That need you felt with every physical contact, your heart racing, your stomach twisting in such a pleasurable way. 

You felt both foolish for having been so blind and in denial all this time, but at the same time relieved to have finally been able to put a word to all these things, to finally have a clear vision of the situation. 

The only thing you couldn't control, and wouldn't control, would be the boys' reaction when you admitted to them that you were an omega. Because yes, now that the end of exams had arrived, and on top of that, you were going to be entitled to two weeks' rest, you were going to have to tell them (part of) the truth. You'd promised yourself you'd do it, you couldn't back out. Especially as your next heat could come at any moment. 

Perhaps that's also where the stress came from, that uncertainty, that lack of knowledge about the coming heat you were so worried about, about how you were going to manage it, about...

"Y/N... you're overthinking again."

You bite your lips nervously, shaking her head with a nervous smile. 

“Ah, yes, I’m sorry… I guess it’ll be better at the end of the day !”

Jin shook his head with a chuckle, and his face changed quickly from a most serious one, maybe the most serious face she had seen since she met him. 

“I’m sure it’s more than just… this exam, but you won’t talk to us, nor Jimin. You know we could never leave you, or judge you, no matter what it is ?”

So they all noticed you were acting differently, didn't they? Of course, they could. You weren’t the best to hide when something was wrong. And even if you were, Jimin could read you like an open book. And you did not doubt that he would have later confided to his partners. 

“I know, and it’s the same for me, I just… need to get done with this exam first.” you began, your voice trembling, “I know I haven't been... the most agreeable person lately, and I'm sorry for that, sincerely…”

You looked away, for some reason feeling your eyes sting, as if you wanted to cry. 

“Hey, hey, listen... look at me, please,” Jin's hands rested delicately on your cheeks. He waited patiently, and resumed once your eyes met, “You don't have to apologize, we all go through moments more tense, more difficult than others that make us more tense and nervous, no one here holds it against you, believe me.”

You nodded. He wiped the few tears from your eyes and leaned to place his lips on your forehead. And it's a good thing you had a certain amount of self-control, that you could restrain your actions, your desires, and your impulses, because the only craving you had right now when you felt Jin's soft lips against your forehead, was to raise your face and have your lips meet his. 

It was the hardest thing you'd ever had to do. 

“Ah, I have an idea !” he exclaimed as he stepped back, leaving you with a very unpleasant feeling of emptiness, “I'll drive you to your class, we'll go through the café, and Yoongi will give you croissants and coffee for you, Minnie, Kook' and Hobi!”

You blinked several times, not taking your eyes off him while he moved into your apartment to grab your bag.

“Wait!” You called out as you grabbed his arm, “I thought Yoongi didn’t want to be disturbed before the opening?” 

"Oh don't worry, we’ll be quick. Plus if it's you he won't say anything." Jin shrugged with a smirk as he handed her her bag, “You know, he doesn't show it, but he has a soft spot for you.”

You raised your eyes to the sky, trying to prevent your body from betraying you, but you couldn't. You could already feel your face and ears heating up. You knew Yoongi's temperament; he had his own way of showing affection to the people he loved. You also didn't doubt that he cared for you, but to use the word “soft spot”... 

“You're blushiiing...” Jin suddenly teased. 

“I'm not!” you exclaimed as you walked past him with your head down hiding any hints of blush if there were one, “Let's go! I don't want to be late!"

You didn't want Jin to be able to see what effect this was having on you, what effects they all were having on you. And that damn body that would only betray you... the coward! 

“Yes ma'am!” Jin couldn't hold back his giggle and stepped out with you, wrapping his arm around your shoulder. The warmth of his embrace, his very singular scent didn't help your mood at all. “Aaah what are we going to do with you, little tsundere!”

“I'm not a... argh, you know what, never mind!” 

You didn't know why, but you had a feeling it was going to be a very long day. 

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When you arrived at the dance hall less than an hour later, you quickly spotted Hoseok, Jungkook, and Jimin chatting with each other. Jungkook was the first to spot you and waved to you with his eternal big smile that melted you every time. 

You looked around for San and Wooyoung, remembering the day before that Wooyoung told you that some of the second and senior-year students would be there to watch the first years, which added a layer of stress because some of them, being alphas, were the ones who had almost harassed you to be an omega at the beginning of the year. 

But as you and Wooyoung had said to each other in the café when you first met: "We'll take the opportunity to nail all those pretentious alphas who like to spend their lives looking down on us!" 

And that was your main motivation right now. 

"Noona! We're here!" he exclaimed, drawing the attention of several students to you, which you decided to ignore because all their attention would be on you in about a dozen minutes anyway. 

"Oh great pastries!" exclaimed Jimin, taking the box from your hands as you handed it to him, "They're from Yoongi hyung!"

"Thank god, I love him so much, I'm starving..." muttered Jungkook who didn't wait to open the box and take out a cupcake which he bit into instantly. 

“Oh, you have Jin's scent on you...” Hoseok didn’t seem to be interested in pastries and approached you. You almost had the impression he was humming you quickly. "Hey, you're wearing his hoodie!”

You and Jin had gone to the café where Yoongi was already, and as Jin had told you earlier, Yoongi's face, initially shut and ready to scold Jin by reminding him that he didn't like to be disturbed in the morning, had immediately softened on seeing you appear beside him. Jin noticed this immediately and didn't stop himself from pointing out that he'd been right by giving you a little nudge on the shoulder and a chuckle, making you grumble as you did your best not to blush again. 

Yoongi of course understood why Jin had brought you along, because like everyone else, he knew that this day was important for Jungkook, Jimin, Hoseok, and you. 

He didn't ask any questions, he didn't even say a word. He just walked away and packed some pastries he knew you or the boys would enjoy, and you even noticed that he'd slipped a Strawberry Shortcake into the box, your favorite.  

When he walked to you and handed you the box, you could have sworn he brushed his fingers against yours on purpose, sending a long shiver down your spine. But he didn't notice, or so you hoped because even if he did, you didn't see any reaction from him. 

Once back in Jin's car, you noticed that you'd forgotten your jacket at the apartment, and unfortunately, you didn't have time to go home again. Jin hadn't hesitated to give you his hoodie, a café-au-lait-colored hoodie that was far too oversized for you, and you were floating in it, which made him laugh.  

The reason you couldn't say no was his smell. Like all of them, Jin had a very particular scent, very sweet but very strong, which invaded your whole being the moment the hoodie's fabric settled on your body. That same warmth returned to your stomach and probably also to your face, but Jin couldn't see it since you'd pulled the hood over your head. 

How could a simple piece of clothing make you feel so safe? 

“Noona? Noona!” Jungkook’s voice startled you, “Is everything fine? Don’t tell me you’re stressed!”

You blinked a few times and noticed your four friends staring at you, Jimin looking a little more worried than the others. Perhaps because he knew you best. 

“Ah yes, yes I’m fine!” you assured with a small smile, "Of course I'm stressed, not to be would be a sign of recklessness!"

"Well, I'm not really..."

"That's exactly what I'm saying!" you exclaimed, cutting off Hoseok who just couldn't help but laugh, "Ah and yes it's Jin's hoodie, I forgot my jacket at the apartment..."

"You could have asked me, I would have given you mine," Jimin muttered before receiving a small elbow from Hoseok. You looked at him, confused, and rubbed the back of your head with a shy smile. 

"You can give it to me if you want. No, wait... that's not what I meant..." you frowned, more to yourself, and tried to hide the heat wave by imagining yourself having not only Jin's scent but also Jimin's on you. 

"Oh no? What did you mean then?" Jungkook leaned towards her with a small smirk, "If you want I can pass you mine too, and I'm sure Hobi will do the same!" 

You frowned as you realized that Jungkook was starting to tease you, suspicions confirmed when Hobi also tapped him on the shoulder. But the mere idea of being surrounded by all the smells of your roommates and friends was enough to send a wave of warmth through your lower belly and your whole being. 

You had to change the subject, avoid the conversation going any further, or maybe find Wooyoung... 

Just when you needed it most, Wooyoung came up behind you and almost jumped on your back, snatching a laugh in the process. 

"Yo, did you miss me?" said Wooyoung in a cheerful tone who had his arm wrapped around your shoulder, he turned to your three friends and greeted them, a thin smile on his lips as he saw Jimin's reaction. It had reached the point where Wooyoung liked to make fun of Jimin's reactions, as he was the one who was the most protective of you, and according to Wooyoung, even jealous and possessive. But you still refused to believe it, being 100% certain that Jimin felt nothing but deep friendship. 

"You can't even imagine," you said ironically, rolling your eyes before grabbing Wooyoung's wrist and pulling you away from your three friends, "there's one last thing we need to discuss, good luck for later!"

"If you think we need luck..." chuckled Jungkook, making you roll your eyes at him again.  

You quickly walked away with Wooyoung, isolating yourselves in a corner of the dance hall, before letting out a long sigh.

"Wow, you don't look good, tense? Don't worry, we'll handle it!"

"Partly, but not only, there's something really weird going on..." 

You quickly told Wooyoung what had happened with Jin, then your reaction to your previous conversation with Jimin, Jungkook, and Hoseok. 

He remained silent for a few seconds after your explanation, before simply shrugging his shoulders. 

"It's a common thing with omegas, it's called a nest. Well, it's not a nest, but your behavior bears a strong resemblance to one." 

Seeing your confusion, Wooyoung gave a little laugh, not a mocking laugh, but an affectionate one, because indeed, you had a lot to learn. 

He then explained to you that a nest is usually a place where an omega can be comfortable and relaxed, whether they are in heat or just having a bad day. It mostly is the omega’s couch, filled with soft things, the most smelling like their mates if they have one. When they are mated, omegas can share their nest with their partner. 

"But that's the basic definition, made by idiots who like to put us in cases. It's happened very often with us that one of our alphas made a nest himself, because as long as it comforts them, why does it have to be only for omegas?" 

You nodded and smiled. Well, of course, Wooyoung was right, and when you learned this, you wondered why you'd never heard of what a nest was before today. Having grown up in an all-alpha family, a very closed-minded family at that, you weren't surprised that they didn't practice this sort of thing. Thinking back to your mother and sister, you realize that they could both use a little bit of it. As well as a good therapy.

"So that means it's not a sign that I'm going into heat?" you asked, a long sigh of relief leaving your lips as Wooyoung nodded. "Good, I wish I could tell them before it happens, I wouldn't like to... force it on them you know." 

"I understand, don't worry. Are you planning to tell them today?" 

You'd had a long talk with him the day before, about your decision to tell Jimin and your friends that you were an omega, to tell them the whole story. 

"Don't forget that if anything goes wrong, our door is wide open to you! Hongjoong hyung will welcome you with open arms, even though I'm sure everything will go perfectly!"

Wooyoung's optimism could be contagious at times. But he was right, you shouldn't think about the negative, you knew your friends after all, and you knew Jimin better than anyone else in this world. They wouldn't reject you for that. 

You hadn't had time to reply, the teachers, and a few senior students, including San, entered the room. The first-year students fell silent, knowing that the serious part was just about to begin. 

°°°

"Wait, you're first?!"

Jungkook exclaimed, looking at the grade board a few hours later. He turned to Wooyoung and you, as did several students who whispered words you didn't even understand. 

Slowly, you walked over to the board and looked at the sheet of paper on which the grades were written.

Jungkook Jimin and Hoseok were second. It had to be said that their performance was incredible. They had successfully mixed their solo and trio performances, creating a highly original tableau while respecting the given instructions. 

But apparently, the teachers preferred you and Wooyoung's performance. Even if there were only five small points that set you apart from your friends. 

A week before the exam, you and Wooyoung came up with the idea of teaching each other's solo choreography to the other. The solo instruction was that the creation had to be original and from the student himself, and there was no indication that the duo dance partner couldn't participate. Several of you had this idea in your class.

It seems this technique had paid off because you were now top of the class. 

"I don't believe it... Y/n pinch me please," asked Wooyoung in a whisper, before letting out a little scream as you obeyed. "Hey, that hurts!"

"You asked me to pinch you!" you exclaimed, turning to face him. 

"But it wasn't serious! Ah, we're first noona, we made it!" Wooyoung's face lit up and he took you in his arms, making you burst into a frank laugh, but also a way of letting out all the stress accumulated over the last few weeks. 

You hugged Wooyoung for a few seconds, unable to hide your joy and relief at having achieved such a formidable accomplishment, knowing the talented dancers in your group. Of course, you couldn't help but feel a hint of satisfaction at being able to rise above Jimin and your friends. 

You, who'd always had that imposter syndrome when dancing alongside talented dancers like Jimin, Jungkook, and Hoseok, seeing your name inscribed in front of theirs made you realize that you belonged here, that you deserved it, like them, like Wooyoung.

San called Wooyoung, who jumped into his arms and couldn't help but share his joy with his boyfriend. San hugged him back, praising him. He stretched out his hand to you, and you gave him a high five as he winked at you.

"Noona!"

You turned to Jimin, who was walking towards you with a smile like you'd never seen before. Behind him, Jungkook and Hoseok seemed to be just as happy for you, and that only made your heart beat faster. 

You'd always known that between you and Jimin, there'd never been any competition, but you'd had this little thought that maybe Jungkook and Hoseok wouldn't be like him, and you were so relieved to find out that you were wrong. 

“It’s amazing, you are amazing!”

Jimin couldn't resist taking you in his arms, hugging you tightly. This time, you couldn't refuse this hug, you needed it. The stress of the last few weeks was fading away, and you missed your best friend's touch more than ever. 

Anyway, you'd tell them tonight that you were an omega, you didn't want to hide anymore.

°°°

Or maybe, you could wait a little more? 

Because now that you were probably a few minutes before telling (one of) the deepest secrets you ever had, you didn’t know if it was a good idea. 

They were all here, you were all in Namjoon, Jin, and Yoongi’s apartment. They had decided to order a multitude of dishes and side dishes, which you shared on the coffee table. At the center of the table was a large bouquet made by Taehyung himself, who couldn't help himself when he heard how well Jungkook, Jimin, and Hoseok and you'd done. 

“Y/N please, don't forget us when you'll be one of Beyoncé's main dancers, okay? I'd love to have an autograph!”

You nearly choked on your soda at Jin's remark, causing general hilarity. 

“I don't want to dance for Beyoncé!” you couldn't help but laugh despite it, and you got up to grab a towel from the kitchen to wipe yourself off, “ah I swear Jin... you do have an imagination...”

You rolled your eyes as you heard them still laughing and joking about it. From the kitchen, you had a perfect view of the living room and your friends. They were eating, laughing, and teasing each other. There was no negativity in the room. You didn't want to risk ruining it now. But at the same time, you told yourself that if you didn't do it now, you'd never have the courage to do it again. You'd then have your heat without the ability to hide it, things could then degenerate one way or another, and you could lose them forever. 

The thought only was enough to bring tears to your eyes. 

“Hey Y/N, everything okay?”

Yoongi's voice startled you, and you realized that he had joined you in the kitchen. The others didn't seem to have noticed your sudden tension, too busy with their conversations, unlike him. 

You didn't answer, just stared at him blankly at first, and could read the worry in his eyes, but also that little spark of gentleness that was so peculiar to him, a look that could give courage to anyone for whom it was intended. That look meant “You can do it, everything will be all right.” 

It was the same feeling you had when you spoke to Jin earlier this morning, except that Jin passed it on with his words. 

Your heart beat too fast, your mouth went dry. You had to do it. 

Without breaking eye contact, you finally opened your lips, and the words came out slowly, in an insecure, trembling voice. 

“I'm an omega.” 

The others didn't seem to hear you. Yoongi remained silent for a few seconds, without saying a word. Seconds that seemed to last an eternity. Seconds when you had time to imagine the worst possible scenarios, and he seemed to have guessed it.

It was only when he gently took your hand in his that you noticed it was shaking. 

“I know.” he murmured in a soft, reassuring voice, seeing your eyes widened with surprise and confusion, he shook his head with a small laugh, ” Later.”

You opened your mouth to reply but soon saw Jimin's face in your sight. 

“Noona! What's the matter? Are you alright? Did you burn yourself? you-”

“Jimin, let her talk, will you?”

This time it was Namjoon who had spoken, his voice sounding just as reassuring as Yoongi's. Everyone had fallen silent and was staring at you. You looked at each of them, ending with Jimin, whose gaze was filled with unspeakable concern.

You felt a slight pressure on your hand from Yoongi, who wanted to give you the courage to go for it. 

So, like with him, you did your best to gather your thoughts, to coordinate your voice and the words that should come from your lips.

“I... I am an Omega...”

Unfortunately, your voice was shakier than the first time. You couldn't help feeling even more ridiculous as you felt your eyes sting with tears.

“I am sorry... truly sorry I... I didn't mean to hide it...” you managed to articulate, ”I thought I was a beta until... recently and... I panicked.” you take a deep breath as you squeeze Yoongi's hand a little tighter, ”I'll understand if you're angry with me, if you don't want to be friends anymore or...”

“Don't be ridiculous!” 

You recognized Jimin's voice and embrace, which came suddenly, but which you accepted with barely hidden relief. His voice was shaking.

“You're my best friend, the most important person in my life as if that could change over something as trivial as that!”

You couldn't hold back a tear that ran down your cheek. Tear that couldn't finish its way when Yoongi ran his finger over your cheek to wipe it away. 

“It doesn't matter if you're an omega, an alpha, or a beta. You're our Y/N, we love you just the way you are!” exclaimed Jungkook, who sounded just as relieved as Taehyung and Jin. 

Namjoon nodded with a small smile and approached you. You had trouble seeing him, as Jimin had decided to cling to you. 

“It happens frequently actually. You think you are an alpha, and it turns out you're a beta, or an omega, or the other way around.” He explained, placing his hand on your hair as you acquiesced, which he began to stroke in a way that was intended to be gentle and reassuring. 

“You all don’t seem that surprised…” you said as you remembered words a few minutes ago, and when you heard Jungkook cough, you turned to him, confused. 

“I… I heard you a few weeks ago, you were on the phone with Wooyoung… Yoongi hyung heard me and we told the others…”

Ok, this one you didn't see it coming. But in the end, it doesn’t matter anymore. 

“Why didn’t you tell us? Why didn’t you tell me?” Jimin finally asked, looking at you curiously, and somewhat a little hurt by your silence, which you thought was totally valid. 

“Minnie, can you let go of her ?” Hoseok asked with a little laugh. 

“No, I have months of hugs to catch up !” he exclaimed, his grip on you tightening a little, making the others sigh. But you couldn’t help but let out a laugh. You didn’t mind it at all. You need it more than anything right now.

Oh how you missed his embrace, his warmth, his scent all over you. It felt so good, so right to be in his arms. It felt like where you should be. 

It felt like home.

“I didn't tell you because... when I saw the disgust... the disappointment in my mother's eyes...” You shook your head, swallowing back your tears, “That's why she asked me not to come anymore. I couldn't have supported... I couldn't have supported losing you too...” You looked at Jimin who held you closer to him, "to lose you all..."

Admitting these words out loud was harder than you thought. You weren't the kind of person to talk openly about your feelings, fears, and anxieties. 

“I don't want things to change, I don’t want you to treat me differently...”

You bit your lower lip. Your heart was beating a hundred miles. 

“I hope I never have to meet your parents,” Hoseok said in a cold voice you'd never heard from him, and strangely you found it oddly seductive.

“What a bunch of assholes,” Taehyung said disdainfully.

“I'm not even going to correct you this time. What a bunch of jerks.” Jin shook his head, frowning.

“Look, who cares? You're an omega, so what? Is this about your heat? We'll find a way to deal with it, just like we do with our ruts. We don't care, that's not the most important.” Namjoon smiles affectionately at you, “The main thing is that you feel comfortable with us, that we're all comfortable with each other, that's how a pack works after all, isn't it?”

This time, you hid your face against Jimin's shoulder, unable to hold back your tears any longer. 

“Wait... did I say something wrong?” Namjoon asked somewhat panicked, making the others laugh, even you, between sobs. 

“Don't worry, some stress to relieve.” Yoongi grabbed Namjoon's hand, kissing his cheek at the same time, before moving back to the sofa. “She’s fine now, everything will be fine from now on.”

“Ah Noona, I was so scared!” Taehyung exclaimed as he came around to hug you from behind, his torso pressing against your back. 

All these weeks, all this stress, this tension, this constant fear of living through this fateful moment had just come to an end tonight. 

Wooyoung had been right, once again. Things couldn't have gone better. 

Perhaps there was still the feelings thing, but for the moment, you didn't want to think about it. You just wanted to enjoy this moment, this acceptance you'd never had before today. You just wanted to enjoy Jimin's warmth, which you'd missed so much, and Taehyung's, and even Jungkook, who'd added to the hug somehow. 

As Jimin said, he didn't let go of you all evening, snuggling up to you like a Koala to its branch. You don't remember how the evening ended, except that you found yourself lying in a bed between Hoseok and Jimin. 

And for the first time in what seemed like an eternity, you slept a nightmare-free sleep, your heart and soul as light as they'd ever been. 

[asamary]

the fact in the lil redraw dogday has the heart on his mouth broken while catnap doesnt

it is a nice detail i like :3

(ﾉ)•ω•(ヾ) thank you!!

And if y'all didn't see, the others are smiling because of the poppy gas, just like the cartoon where they all laugh maniacally:3

And also about this au⤵︎

Angel and the player from the original poppy playtime are one and the same. They are the same person, but the path they trod were different, creating this mirror like world angel resides in.

The player wanted to work in playtime co, while angel only wanted to live with their grandmother. In angel's the hour of joy, the prototype didn't order the toys to kill everyone, but only wanted all the scientists who tortured them . The VHS tapes of their experiments were giving to a kind employee who went to the police to report playtime co's dark secrets. After the police came in to investigate, the scientists and elliot ludwig himself were gone without a trace. The employees left, and the children were given to the other orphanages. But some children also wanted to live near the toys.

Months past and the toys are given a town as their home, away from the city to not draw attention to them. Some of the toys have the children living with them. And there is also a school up to 6 grades, Most of the miss delight are the teachers and the smiling critters visit once in a while as the special guests.

There are times where they explore the other town sides, it was here where bobby first met angel. Angel who was making flower crowns by themself. It was here where they two became close.

Years past, but the prototype still persuade to find the missing scientists, some of the toys also joined in this search, but instead of giving them to the police, they want to do the deed themselves.catnap was once the most to kill some of the scientists, lying to his roommates about him with his midnight shift. But when angel came, the prototype saw how close he became to them. Told him to rest and have some bonding time with his roommates. At first he wanted to reject it, but the prototype doesn't take a no for an answer. He saw the toys as a family in this town, and all he wants is for them to live happily.

(Practically the prototype is not a manipulative person but a support dad for catnap in this au:3 pls note my english is not the best soo if some sentence doesn't make sense pls tell me (＞��＜;) )

The player can see angel, and they are envious of angel, but is also happy that angel doesn't have to go through what they had to. Like a big sister from the shadows.:)

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BOXER

nct dream (hint of the boyz)

details ␥ fem!reader x boxer!jaemin (ft. haechan)

genre ␥ smut with a plot, fluff?, lil angst +

━ after getting cheated on, you get invited to an underground boxing match but you stumble into some dangerous territory and that’s where things take a turn.

warnings ➠ explicit language, drugs, alcohol, overstimulation, flirty banter, praise kink, threesomes, corruption kink, fingering, dry humping, knives, rope bunny, blood, cheating, violence, and if there is more please let me know. *some may not be included in all parts*

MINORS DNI

!!these characters are completely fiction and do no represent the idol!!

A/N

Hope you enjoy my first piece of writing! This has been sitting in my drafts for over a year and i finally decided to post it.

part two

PART ONE

You and your boyfriend Sunwoo are on the couch watching a movie until his phone goes off. “babe I have to get going, chanhee will be here soon” he kisses your cheek and he leaves since he was already dressed before you even arrived.

Recently every night before your Friday night shift, you seem to notice he leaves at the same time and uses the same excuses to leave. Of course, you want to hang out with your best friend but you also want to be with him. You hardly get the chance to spend time together and the only time you see one another is after classes and twice a week which is not enough.

You watch him from the corner of your eyes as he gets ready to leave. Where is he going and why isn’t he telling you? Tears start forming around your eyes but holding them until he leaves is the best option. Speaking up about what is hurting you isn’t the easiest to do.

You are tired of Sunwoo throwing you around. He was the perfect boyfriend up until recently he started to be weird and his anger was getting unmanageable. One wrong thing you’ll say and he will start blaming you for everything which made you mad because you tried your best to be good to him.

Sunwoo hated seeing you cry, it angered him….

The door opens and Chanhee spots you crying once again. “Sunwoo again,” he says while rolling his eyes and dropping his bag on the floor. “Come here y/n” he pets your head as you’re crying.

“He left again and I didn’t even get the chance to say anything. Do you know where he goes” you look up at him and he nods no.

“Next Friday is our 6 month anniversary and if he leaves again we are over. I can’t hold on any longer I’m sorry” Both of you stay there in silence while tears fall down your eyes.

“I’m tired of seeing you hurt, do what is best for you and the rest I can take care of” Chanhee wipes your tears and stands up to get you a glass of water.

Two figures come in and Chanhee shoos them away. “Whyyyy we want to spend time with y/n too” Hyunjae screams “y/n tell your bff to stop hogging you” Jacob joins in. You laugh at the tiny blue-haired boy trying to push two buff men out of the living room.

“Chanhee it’s ok I’m fine now,” you say standing up and walking towards them.

“Did Sunwoo leave already? He was supposed to carpool with us” Hyunjae furrows his eyebrows. Chanhee looks at you and with that look, you already know what to do.

“He didn’t mention he was going with you guys” chanhee starts.

“Did he say anything to you?” Jacob points at you.

“Nope he just received a text and told me he has to go” you respond. 

“Weird…do any of you want to come instead?” Hyunjae whips out 3 tickets.

Chanhee takes them and smirks because he did overhear his roommate say something about this  the other day “I’ll pass- take y/n instead, I can cover your shift”

You grab the tickets and it’s a ticket with an unrecognizable location on it. The back has a bunch of little letters that state some sort of agreement.

“Where is this?” You ask.

“It’s an underground boxing show. They have these huge matches and two of the famous boxers are fighting tonight which would be a huge cash price” Jacob nudges you “wanna come”

“Yeah, I’m down. Can I get ready? I have a couple things here already”

“Sure we still have time” Hyunjae looks at Jacob then you.

“awesome” you grab your bag and hug Chanhee goodbye because he is already heading to his room.

“call me if anything happens ok” you both do thumbs up and then you go to sunwoo room to get ready.

*on the way to the match*

You play with your nails nervously because you are still a bit sad about earlier. The boys drive off the road and drive through a concrete tunnel with graffiti all over with glowing red tape which you assume is a symbol. For about 10 minutes of driving through a dirt road, you see loads of trees.

Jacob hands the keys to the valet parking worker and parks his car somewhere. You follow them through another dirt pathway which is lined up with a few securities.

"How did you even find this place," you ask.

"Our trainer transferred here, so he can start working here full time. Supposedly Sunwoo was offered a spot here which I am not surprised because he is a great fighter" Jacob said.

"Oh" is all you can say. The weight off of your shoulder left after hearing that. Of course, you don't like the idea of him getting hurt while boxing but you also were relieved that you finally know what he has been doing.

For now, you just want to have fun since you hardly have time to do anything different around here. You see a gray building and small windows at the top with loads of lights.

The men at the entrance take tickets and they make everyone sign papers while being metal detected. The building is filled with thousands of people and the building was definitely soundproof because you could not hear the amount of talking outside.

You sit in between both of them and look around at everything. The whole place looks like a concert arena, just this one smells like a mix of all sorts of drugs, alcohol, and sweaty men. Your eyes land on the line of girls dressed in provocative costumes and beautiful hair, topped with glittery makeup. You were amazed at how confident they all looked.

The first pair of fighters start and Jacob gasps "It's Lee Jeno he is the second-best boxer in the history of dungeon boxing."

"Who is the first?" You wonder while looking at how fast he is throwing and dodging punches.

"Na Jaemin, this new generation is beating all of the past generation records. Those two together will whip out everyone in here" blood streams down the other opponent's mouth while Jeno’s hand is raised up.

 Lee Jeno wins which makes everyone chant his name while he puffs his chest and throws his fists up for everyone to chant even louder.

More people fight and you have the urge to go to the bathroom. Both of them look very concentrated “I’m going to the bathroom real quick” you say to Jacob.

“I can take you, the best match is at the end,” he says standing up right away but someone behind us yells at us to sit down.

“It’s fine I’ll go on my own I see the bathroom sign” you lie and leave towards a random door before he gets the chance to react.

There were so many people in the pathway that you had to push through as politely as possible but someone bumps into you which makes you bump into this couple towards the back wall. You apologize regardless of them paying attention to you since they were making out.

You felt the back of the jacket being pulled back aggressively once you turned around. “Why the fuck did you bump into us you dirty bitch” you were met with some angry girl’s eyes but then your boyfriend’s?

Her body is still pressed against his. “Pathetic” you grab the girl's arm off and throw it down with all your force.

You pass through two security guards and through the gray doors. It's another door but it’s locked. You were already hysterically crying and trying to twist the door with blurry teary eyes. The security guards just stare.

A couple seconds later the door opens and it’s two other males with clipboards and suits on. “Why were you trying to open the door,” the short one says.

“I was trying to go to the bathroom and this was the nearest door I saw,” You say.

“Where’s your ticket,” the other says.

“I don’t have it with me it’s-“ they cut you off again.

“Ok so not only don’t you have a ticket but you went through the VIP area and passed security to a door you aren’t even supposed to see”

The back doors that you just went into, opened. It was Sunwoo and the girl. “Oh look it’s the little lost girl who harassed us,” she says.

“Do you guys know her?” the short one asked them. Your teary eyes meet Sunwoo’s but he is avoiding your eyes. “Obviously not! why is she even here” she smacks her gum even more.

“Look I wasn’t looking for trouble I just want to know where the restroom is and move on with my day” tears stream down your cheeks on how frustrated you feel.

“Fine I’ll take you to our bathrooms but this is a one-time thing because-'' the short one was about to talk but the girl cut him off.

“Don’t let her in, she is probably undercover investigating us. Treat her like the rest of them” she says.

You were tired of standing there, you were trying to leave without saying anything or else you would start uncomfortably sobbing. “Jisung grab her” before you can even think, you feel a pair of arms lift you up.

“Put me down. Why am i- Can I at least let my friends know where I’m going”

They didn’t respond and all you saw was sunwoo at the end of the hallway walking into another room. You are too stunned to even be hurt about it. As you pass the many gray doors with numbers on them you start to feel sick.

He stops in front of room 07 and it’s the biggest door in the hallway. They both scan their faces then the door opens. After those doors, there are glass sliding doors. Again they scan their face and get a finger scan “Put your belongings in this bin and take off any layers” you take off your bag, shoes, and jacket.

You are left in your dress. The sliding doors open to reveal an elevator. You never expect such a trashy building on the outside to have these things like this on the inside. As you guys are going up, you notice how good-looking they are. “Do not look at us, look at the wall” Renjun says getting out his taser.

“Renjun relax” Jisung says, you laugh then Renjun puts away his taser and says sorry.

“He has trust issues, don't take it personally. We are just dragging you here or else Jia will complain to Haechan and we all hate her” Jisung explains.

“Why do you guys keep her then?” you ask.

“The crowd loves her and we don’t want to look for another person to replace since it’s a whole process. Plus she’s crazy” Jisung says.

“Stop talking to her until we investigate. You’re saying too many names and too much information” Renjun eyes you every three seconds while typing away on his phone. You had no idea who they were, what they did, but you know this is getting serious.

“We will have to keep her here for a month just to make sure she doesn’t say anything” another guy appears with a black silky button-up and dress pants as soon as the elevator doors open.

Your mouth dries up not only because of what he said but how he looks. His eyes are staring at you intensely up and down. 

“We haven’t investigated her yet” Jisung says since Renjun also seems to be confused. 

“No need. I found her right away and although she is not connected to anyone, she is dating the dude that has been seeing one of our show girls so that is a little suspicious. Explain why you are trying to get in and how you even got here.” Haechan questions you.

“I was trying to get out. There is no way I am staying here! i have a job and i’m a student” you try to turn around to leave but he pulls you back. 

"Do not make another move until I say so. I know your weaknesses sweetheart or should i say [your username] " meaning he probably looked through everything you have done online and you catch on to what he means. You don't move but he leans into you "go it" he whispers into your ear and you nod yes.

"Words sweetheart".

"got it" you respond.

"So now you are mocking me" he smirks and towers over you. His tie dangles over your face as you look up at him.

"Renjun, Jisung you guys are good to go now. Make sure Jaemin is prepared. Do not let anyone enter until I say so, including you guys. We will have a meeting about this one later”

"I have a name" he shoves two fingers into your mouth. "You are not aware of what I am capable of doing and who I am so do not even think about talking back to me"

You start to heat up by the way he is speaking to you because he basically knows more than anyone if he got your laptop information. You want him to get even angry at you, so you suck on his finger that is pointing at you and swirl your tongue around. He hovers over you and shoves his fingers deeper into your throat. "Stand up" he lifts his fingers with you attached to them and releases his fingers out of your mouth. You just got cheated on so the most you can do is live up to your fantasies.

Haechan smirks at you then looks where you were seated. You left a small puddle of your wetness. "Now that you have done your little show...it is time for your punishment" he sits down and pulls you to sit on his lap.

He takes off his tie and puts it over your eyes, you hear his belt come off and he buckles it onto your mouth. "Since you don't listen when I tell you not to speak or move" he spanks your ass "once you step into my office you have to obey me pretty girl" his hands grip your hips.

You start to move your hips against his thigh. You cannot stand the heat pulsing through your soaking core. He grips you harder and speeds your movements, moans start pouring through the belt.

"Who knew a person like you would be this desperate that fast. Exactly who I have been looking for but you bark back and I do not like that. You know what bad girls like you get" you nod your head no furiously so he can do something other than guiding you through his clothed thigh.

He demands you to get on all fours on top of the couch. Haechan unzips your dress and unclasps your bra. The belt from your mouth is removed and it is covered in saliva. The belt comes in contact with your ass which releases a couple fluids that are now dripping down your thighs so you cross your legs for some sort of friction. "What part of do not move do you not understand" he grabs both of your hands and belts your wrist. Your face is now smashed into the couch. 

"What do you fucking earn from edging me this long. Look at your fucking pants just whip it out for fucks sake, you are-"

"Shut the fuck up" he puts his knee between your legs and starts rubbing it around. "You need to learn how to keep that mouth shut" he shoved his knee further and pressured more. Your plan trying to hold back the screams fails.

He has a rope in his hands and you smirk "fuck" he rolls his eyes and starts to tie your hands then wraps it around your chest and stomach. Haechan tightens it even more in your thighs and brings the ends of ropes to your ankles.

He was about to put the rest around your mouth but you looked at haechan with lust. His face is spotted with moles and his eyes are framed with beautiful lashes. "You are pretty you know that" he looks at you in the eyes with anger but lust. "Do not sweet talk me"

"Are you going to kill me? you can at least make me cu-" he shoves a gag in your mouth and ties it. Your hair was pulled back by his hands and you looked up at him. He kneels down to be eye level with you "why aren't you scared of me?” 

-END OF PART ONE-

authors note :)

I hope you enjoyed the first part! this is my first time writing these types of things or in general so hopefully, I improve further on. If you have the time please leave some feedback it would mean a lot.

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SPLATOON OC TOURNEY ROUND 2 BATTLE 6

Talia Yareli by @gingergari vs Dutch by @seffien vs Tami (inkling name), Ruthless And Valiant Creature From Muni Eru Kaiyo (salmonid name) by @wyrm-in-a-closet (art by @lynxz-studios)

OC BACKSTORIES/PROPAGANDA!

TALIA

HERE IS HER WHOLE POST BTW!

from the form

Talia (age 24 (~16 in splat1), pronouns he/her) is from Calamari County! Her family consists of her mother, her older sister Moselle (28, a firefighter) that she looks up to a lot, and her younger sister Ren (18). He originally moved to Inkopolis to make a living as a pro battler, which he did for a few years with his roommate turned girlfriend Peri, maining both Dynamos depending on the kits given. Then Grizzco opened for business, and it turned out that they paid pretty well all things considered, and that they were both *really* good at it. (They also thought it was fun for the most part) Since they were consistently hitting the upper ranks of Profreshional, when Grizzco expanded to the Splatlands the pair were invited to relocate as Eggsecutive VPs to help support the branch and to help train up some new recruits. That's how Victoria (Eggs) and Fiorello (Safety) ended up joining them :] Speaking of nicknames, Talia has the worst name memory in the world and has a lot of trouble remembering the names of people and occasionally objects, so he gives them a nickname she remembers a lot better. (Peri is a nickname! But sometimes Talia falls back on pet names until he remembers either her nickname or actual name) He is very worried that he comes across as rude for it (or anything in general) so tries to be as friendly as possible. He was the one that gave Safety the life preserver gear as a gift! Talia is a huge fan of Big Man (finds that he relates to him the most) and did cry when he lost the leader splatfest :( Also cried when he was homesick and tried to get her favorite dish, clam mochi, at a Splatlands restaurant which turned out as you would expect. His favorite splatband is Sashimori. Talia is friends with my Agent 3, but does not know the truth about Grizzco.

DUTCH

was confined to a literal cabin on the woods with and by her dad. she disliked it (and him), so she left for inkopolis via train.

An inkling born to ordinary parents who worked at Gone Fission power plant. However, a salmonid big run happened in the area, and because Grizzco didn't yet exist, it had to be abandoned, and Tami's parents were killed. Tami herself, who was also there, was badly injured and lost her right arm, was found by some salmonids, but because she was a young inkling the salmonids didn't know what she was and so instead of killing her took her home. She then spent almost her entire life growing up with the salmonids, and became a very skilled fighter, but also starting a band with a couple other salmonids. They make music that's like horrible to listen to and will overestimate you. Once she was 14, she joined the war on salmonids on the side of the salmonids. Over time Grizzco expands and poses a larger and larger threat to the salmonids, so Tami decides that she's going to go try and put a stop to it, because she's the only one who could make it to inkling civilation without being killed, although that doesn't change the fact she didn't know the language, culture, or anything. After spending several nights on the streets of splatsville, Tami is found by Tide, an octoling who's been living there for some time. Tide takes Tami under their wing, despite them knowing nothing about each other. Over the next few months Tide teachers Tami inkling language, has Tami participate in battles (where she fuckin rocks at it bc she's been literally trained for war), all while Tami searches for more info on Grizzco, but unfortunately nobody knows shit about it. Finally she happens across Cuttlefish and eventually falls into Alterna, where she has no idea what's going on until eventually wow Mr. Grizz is there. She fucking kills him and then just kinda leaves without really joining the squidbeak splatoon she just wanted to kill Mr grizz. Anyways then she and Tide probably go back to salmonid or something I haven't really figure this out. Sorry for the text wall

[kakisocks]

A master list of Kylux fanfics

Here is a list compiled straight from my bookmarks on ao3 of all fanfics that include kylo ren, hux, and a little bit of Kylo x Ren as well. This list also has redemption fics that focus more on Han and Ben having healing time

(I’ve tried to say what each one is kind of about and the completion status)

Fluff

All The Way To Your Door (Kylux, Modern AU, Friends to Lovers, Complete)

“Six months ago, Armitage Hux fabricated a fiancé, never expecting to have to drag him to a funeral in Georgia, pretending to be something they weren't. The problem was, Ben Solo was everything Hux had ever wanted.

Ben Solo had hidden his love for his roommate for years, thinking that someone as perfect as Hux would never want a broken soldier like him. But he was wrong.

Sometimes you have to tell a lie to find the truth.“

How To Be Human: A Guide For Sentient Beings (Kylux, Complete)

“ Kylo Ren has spent at least half his life training to be a perfect weapon of the Dark Side. It hasn’t left a lot of time for developing social skills. Only once he’s aboard the Finalizer, forced to work with the First Order, and General Hux, does Kylo begin to see the importance of his social interactions. Fortunately, the Finalizer’s data library has a collection of self-help manuals on file. Kylo Ren is a quick learner, and General Hux makes for the perfect case study. [illustration for chapter 6 provided by kylostahp] “

I Know You’re Out There (Kylux, Complete)

“Nine-year-old Ben Organa-Solo and fourteen-year-old Armitage Hux begin writing letters to each other as part of a correspondence program between the children of the New Republic and the remains of the Empire. It starts with introductions and a list of their favorite things, then later Hux unknowingly encourages Ben to step onto the path that will make him one of the commanders of the First Order, and ends with Hux ending it before he could realize who Ben has become.

Even so many years later, Kylo still thinks about it sometimes.“

Allemande (Kylux, Complete)

“ Hux has come to the United States to study concert piano under one of the top instructors in the country, leaving his friends and native England behind. In his new school, he encounters Ben Solo, who lost his hearing as a child. For Hux, living without music seems unbearable, but Ben shows him that there’s goodness, too, in silence. “

Dr.Sexy (WORKING TITE) (Kylux, Complete)

“There's a lot of things in the world Armitage would rather do than take Millicent to the vet. Change the oil in his car for example. Or perform surgery on a very much awake hyena. So he limits the visits to the absolute bare minimum. Not only because Millicent hates going, but also because he feels sorry for the poor staff who have to handle Millicent in her most feral form.

But then his luck runs out and he has to take her to the surgery. Or has it? Because as it turns out a new vet is in town and that vet is not only really good with cats but also quite handsome and charming. Neither Millicent nor Armitage ever stood a chance against Dr. Kylo Organa.“

boys on the radio (Kylux, Teenage AU, Modern, NOT Complete)

“The new kid is terrible.

Hux doesn’t even know when he started here, it’s like halfway through the semester and suddenly there is this tall glowering goth kid with safety pins through the lowest set of his ear piercings and regrettable lipstick and the world’s loudest fucking music, it’s not even in English half the time, apparently making his permanent home in the metal shop. Hux wouldn’t care if he didn’t have to go through the metal shop on his way to and from the darkroom, or if the fucking darkroom itself had any soundproofing to match the velvet blackness of its lightproof door and walls.

Several weeks into the school year, eleventh-grader Hux's relatively peaceful independent-study art elective turns into an exercise in infuriation with the advent of Kylo "It's My Name, Okay" Ren and his inability to shut the fuck up. It turns out that Ren is okay with a torch, but abysmal at pretty much everything else -- except, well. Sometimes he makes up for it with Pop-Tarts.

Now with illustrations by kromitar and raffe!“

The Destroyer (kylux, whump but only a little, Complete)

“The Hound of the Emperor has failed him. He prostrates himself before his ruler and awaits his punishment. Will it be imprisonment? Torture? Death?Kylo Ren welcomes it all in the face of his failure. But Emperor Hux has something very different in mind.“

Scherzo (kylux, teenage AU, complete)

“Five years ago, Armitage Hux met a boy named Ben Solo at Endor Cross High School. Ben changed Hux’s life irrevocably, teaching him a whole new way of communicating and loving him deeply. Now, Hux is preparing for his final recital at Juilliard and the nerves are getting to him. He and Ben have grown together, though not without a relationship’s up and downs. As a phase of their life ends and they begin anew, their commitment resolidifies.

A follow-up vignette to Allemande.”

Curve (Kylux, complete)

“An aftercare scene."Hux is always amazed at how much Kylo can take.And how much Hux wants to give him."“

Home Is Where The Heart Is (kylux, teenage AU, smut is involved, complete)

“ Ben joins a rather unexpected family when he moves into his new foster home with Han and Leia Solo. “

Butt Actually I Love You (Kylux, Modern AU, complete)

“ When Ben ends up in the hospital for a more serious reason he realises a few things about Hux. “

Jingle Bells (Kylux, Crack, more funny than fluff, complete)

“ When Hux needs a date to annoy his father Phasma comes through with her near mythical gym buddy Kylo Ren, the perfect man for the job. “

echo in the halls (Kylux, Modern AU, complete)

“Ben is in the hospital; Hux has a strange dream at his bedside.

For Kylux Positivity Week 2.0, Day 8: Favorite Trope“

What We’re Made Of (kylux, complete)

“On the morning of your 5th birthday, you'll wake up with a new toy beside you, one that is made in the image of your destined soulmate. Young Ben has a little wooden General with orange hair and a woolly greatcoat that matches his little cap, whilst young Armitage has a soft plush of a Jedi, one with soft dark hair and two brown buttons for eyes.The two boys are happy with their new toys. Their families, however, are not. It shapes them.

(a Kylux Mini Bang project with amazing art created by @5ovspades)“

Home Remedy (kylux, Modern AU)

“ Ben learns Hux is sick, Hux learns to let his boyfriend help him, Rey learns a bit more about Techie, and Techie learns what home feels like. “

The Meaning Of Courage (ben solo and Han solo good parenting, complete)

“ In a universe where Snoke is driven out of Ben's mind during Ben's childhood, the trauma of the experience lands him in the hospital, where he gains insight from a friendly nurse. “

Never Tell Me the Odds (kylux, father son healing, complete)

“He might have given his son brain damage, but at least he was bringing him home to Leia.

Kylux Avent 2020: Day 13: The Past“

First Snow Fall (kylux, happiness, complete)

“ The Emperor watches the snow fall and muses on the differences between then on Starkiller Base and now in the capital. “

A Parsec in His Jackboots (kylux, complete)

“ When Hux is injured in a skirmish and rendered unable to speak, Kylo has to take over command of the Finalizer. He thought that Hux was good for little, but he discovers that the ship wouldn’t run without him. For two weeks, Kylo is the sole commander and realizes that maybe there’s more to Hux than just a nice uniform. “

The Way To A Man’s Heart (kylux, complete)

“ Armitage Hux learned by experience that you don’t feed strays because then they’ll follow you home and you’ll be stuck with them forever. At least Millicent is cute… no one told him that feeding his co-commander would have a similar outcome. “

Grounding (kylux, complete)

“ Kylo Ren suffers a psychotic breakdown, and Hux helps bring him back to himself safely with a lot of patience and tenderness. “

Lilies and Lace (kylux, complete, non-binary kylo, sexy undertones)

“ A young Colonel Hux takes a stroll through the Royal Gardens of Naboo for some solitude after a long day of negotiations with politicians. His appreciation of the flowers is interrupted by another politician who is just as beautiful as the garden. “

Gifts (kylux, complete)

““I’m sure you’ll like it,” Kylo says, surprisingly taciturn. “Did you know, that in the New Republic, today is a holiday?”

“Is that right?” Hux asks, willing to indulge him. Kylo truly brings out the more indulgent side of him, in more ways than one.

“Yes. It’s for lovers,” Kylo explains. “They exchange gifts and promises with one another.”

It sounds exactly like something they would celebrate in the New Republic. Once, he would have detested it, but now he can see the appeal. Not that he would ever admit as much out loud.

After a moment, Kylo continues, gesturing to the bag next to him. “So, I got you a gift.”-In other words, a Valentines Day canon-verse fic about our two favourite evil space husbands.“

The Storm Is Passing (kylux, complete)

“ A very brief glimpse about 6 months on into the "relationship" of Governer Armitage Hux of Arkanis and his one pleasure slave, Ren. “

Father of Mine (kylux, complete, teenage AU)

“All Han ever wanted to do was to come home from work, store away his worn-out boots in their reserved cubby hole Leia demanded he put them away in before busying himself with whatever minuscule tasks his precious but demanding wife had for him. He did not want to deal with Brendol Hux.

He should've known things wouldn't go according to plan.“

Against All Odds (kylux, complete)

“Welcome to Solo & Solo Smuggling Enterprises featuring a reluctant Hux.

Kylux Advent 2020: Day 17: New Beginnings“

Don’t Go (kylux, agnsty ish)

“Kiss #3: Goodbye.

Saying goodbye is never easy.“

Predator and prey (kylux, complete)

““You broke into the palace. You got into my chamber. You have me at gunpoint. What now, Armitage?”

Day 2: Canon Divergence“

Smut

Against the World (Teenager AU, Complete, Kylux, Bottom Kylo)

“"His association – for lack of a better word – with Hux had started when the ginger nerd found him crying in the bathroom one day, during class hours, and had just watched him making a mess of himself without saying anything."

- Or how the two most despised boys in school develop a deep friendship over their hatred of humanity and planning petty revenge against their bullies.”

Kylo / Male / Human (Naboo) (Kylux, Bottom Kylo, Complete)

“Kylo is a mail-order groom, trained to be very submissive and do whatever he’s told. He has been groomed to offer himself sexually to anyone that appear displeased with him. Hux knows it’s wrong but takes full advantage of this.Inspired by a Kylux Hard Kinks prompt that went something like the above. Link lost to time.Please heed all warnings.“

Knot Finished (Hux Ain’t Human really, Kylux, Bottom Kylo, Complete)

“ Kylo learns a bit more about Arkanis physiology through practical demonstrations. “

Knot Fully Human (Bottom Kylo, Kylux, Hux has an alien dick, Complete)

“Broke: "Hux is a xenophobe" 

Woke: "With a fully Arkanis mother, Hux is a half-human hybrid and his xenophobia is a deeply ingrained self-hatred that comes from his abusive father"

Bespoke: "See above, AND Hux has an alien dick"

And Kylo Ren had no idea going in.“

Five Times General Hux Said I Love You and the One Time Kylo Ren Did (Kylux, NOT Complete)

“ General Hux is a cold hearted bastard but despite his best efforts he can't help falling in love with the Force user. “

His Royal Highness (Kylux, Complete, Bottom Kylo)

“Day 1 Prompt #2 - Kylo Amidala

Kylo Amidala needs help from Supreme Leader Armitage Hux.“

With Love In His Heart (Kylux, Bottom Kylo, Rough BLow Job, Vomit warning, complete)

“Hux fucks Kylo's throat until Kylo throws up. Hux doesn't stop. Kylo lets him keep going.(An anonymous serenade to Kylux, the trashiest ship there ever was.)“

Drifitng Haze (Kylux, Bottom Kylo, Complete)

“Heat curls low in Hux's belly, deepening when he turns his head to see Kylo peering up at him from beneath his lashes, eyes warm and unguarded. Sleep softens Kylo, makes him more open and vulnerable in a way that he never allows once he's up and about. It's a secret only the morning hours and Hux are privy to, a fact that causes something possessive to flare inside him. Only he can see this. Only he can have Kylo like this.

Written for this kinkmeme prompt: "Hux loves fucking Kylo when he's sleepy because he's so pliant and submissive when he can hardly keep his eyes open."“

Measures (Kylux, Modern AU, Bottom Kylo, Complete)

““Snoke lets his grad assistants conduct rehearsals?” Kylo arches an eyebrow.“Has to. It’s a departmental thing.” Finn shrugs. When the grad student taps the baton on the edge of the stand, Finn rolls his eyes and hisses, “This guy’s a real asshole, though.”Kylo’s gaze falls back onto the redhead. He’s tall, probably only an inch or two shorter than Kylo, with a tight mouth and posture so rigid that it makes Kylo snort. Finn goes pin-stiff on his stool as the assistant’s eyes zero in on the bass section.

Kink and Classical Music AU for the Kylux Big Bang 2016, illustrated by http://milkcraving.tumblr.com :3″

All My Sense Are On Fire (Kylux, Bottom Kylo, Complete)

“ Classic Kylux! Kylo and Hux hate each other but they can't be apart. Kylo Ren is a virgin (but not by the end!). “

The Flore And The Crow (Kylux, Complete, Non-explicit smut)

“ General Armitage Hux is invited to a Naboo party with the promise of a private audience with Kylo Amidala. Instead, he’s pulled away by an intriguing young man named Ben. Ben is clever and almost as sharp as Hux, but where’s the prince? “

Acquiesces To Disorder (Kylux, Bottom Kylo, Hogwarts AU, Professor/Student relationship, complete)

“ Ben knew his seventh year a Hogwarts wasn't going to be a walk in the park, but his stupid crush on his Potions Professor really doesn't have the right to make it all the worse. He tries to keep his head down, and avoid comparisons to his mother, the Minister for Magic, and his father, the renowned criminal. All he wants is to hang out with his best friend Poe, learn about cool creatures, pass his classes, try not to make an idiot of himself in front of Professor Hux and get through the year. Life has other plans. “

Princess (Kylux, Complete)

“ Hux smokes, Ren chokes. “

Wax On,Wax Off (Kylux, Complete)

“The second strip is no better and if he’s not mistaken there's a smug little smile on Hux’s face while he uses one of the wooden sticks to scoop up more of the green wax. He never should have agreed to this. Surprisingly enough it gets worse the closer Hux gets to his junk, anticipation rising in his gut when the warm wax goes up the side of his cock. This time he can’t keep the little whimper to himself, ears turning red when his cock gives an interested twitch at the treatment.

Oh no.“

Paul Sevier/Monty Schafer (Kylux Adjacent, Series of Oneshots)

Breath In, Enjoy The Ride (Kylo Ren x Knight of Ren, Orgy, Complete)

“ Exhausted Supreme Leader Kylo Ren returns to his quarters. His knights comfort him. “

Take On The Storm (Kylo Ren x Knights Of Ren, Omega Kylo Ren, complete)

“After Luke tries to kill him, Ben Solo flees the temple with six other padawans. When Ben panics and loses control of his powers during a disastrous first heat, his fellow padawans have to find a way to help him quickly, before he and they are torn apart.

I can't find the original prompt, but I'm pretty sure it came from something written by @solohux on tumblr.“

Put In Work (Kylo Ren x Knights Of Ren, Complete)

“Kylo ends up in a stringy situation with the Knights of Ren. Who knew what kind of work they had in mind when they let him join?“

Awareness Spectrum Narcotic (Kylux, Bottom kylo, Complete, Night Club setting)

“ “That’s it,” Hux cooed, rolling his hips up until Kylo was sitting flush, his dress a puddle at his waist as Hux’s hands slipped back around his body. “You’re the whore, darling—you know what to do.” “

Unskilled & Unaware (kylux, Complete)

“ The new Supreme Leader tries therapy. “

Know Your Shadow (Kylo Ren x Ren, Complete, bottom kylo)

“ After Ren allows him to travel with them, Ben follows the Knights of Ren back to their ship. While they travel, a conversation about what it really means to be a Knight of Ren leads to something much more. “

Public Indecency (Kylo Ren x Ren, Complete, bottom kylo)

“ Having just been deflowered by Ren, Ben follows the Knights of Ren to a cantina, where he intends to learn about his second new indulgence: drinking. When they get there, Ren puts Ben in his lap, an embarrassing but seemingly innocuous decision until Ben learns just how Ren intends to amuse himself while they wait for their drinks. Ben never expected he'd be doing something like this in the open at a cantina, but he can't refuse with how much of a thrill it is. “

Devour (Kylux, Omega Kylo, rape/non-con a little between kylo and snoke, Complete)

“ Kylo's heat suppressant medication gets destroyed on Starkiller Base. He goes into heat on board the Finalizer. “

Meant To Fall (kylux, NOT complete, Omega Kylo)

“ Omega Jedi Ben Solo finds himself struggling with his destiny when he meets Alpha Lieutenant Armitage Hux. “

Sheep Shit and Other Things (Kylux, Complete, bottom Kylo)

“ “Leave the kid alone, Sue. Can’t you see he’s at sea?” Ben isn’t sure if he should be grateful for the stranger diverting the woman’s attention or offended at the implication that he’s stupid. He knows damn well what she wants out of him, thank you very much, and he’s about to say just that when he sees the owner of that Irish lilt and the words die in his throat. “

Purple Kimono (Kylux, Omega Kylo, Complete)

“ Grand Marshal Hux decides to do a surprise audit on one of his ships bound for a mission after a small argument with his Omega. Kylo goes into heat shortly after Hux leaves their quarters and decides to ride out his heat alone, pleasuring himself on Hux's couch and wearing his favorite purple robe. At the last minute, Hux decides not to do the mission and comes home to discover Kylo went into heat a day early. Kylo agrees to let his Alpha help him with his heat after Hux apologizes, but that doesn't stop him from giving Hux an attitude. Sex ensues. “

Share The Load (Kylux, Complete, Alien Dick Hux, Trans FTM Kylo, bottom Kylo)

“ Hux runs into Kylo while dealing with his unique Arkanan biology- and Kylo is dealing with some self confidence issues. It's a match tailor made for the both of them. “

Taking Advantage (Kylux, Bottom Kylo, complete)

“ When Hux had gotten the brief that he’d have to extract his unfortunate counterpart from a bar on Tatooine, the last thing he’d expected to find when he got there was that Ren had somehow managed to get himself enslaved by a Hutt. “

Knot Today Satan (Kylux, Werewolf Hux, bottom Kylo)

“In hindsight, he should have made the connection when he had run into a fucking werewolf on the one day he was running about ten minutes early.

When he saw it, them, he’d been frozen to the spot. The huge creature had been lurking at the edge of the woods across the road, tall, gangly, and partially covered in rusty fur.

One part of him, the rational part, is screaming at him to run and save his own ass before the fucking cryptid across the road decides to have him for breakfast. Another part of him, the part that may or may not be a furry, is telling him to bare his ass and run over. And one more little part, a very confused and questionably sane part, is reciting a lesson on basic magnetism he had in high school. But before he can make a choice the werewolf blinks their reflective eyes at him once and vanishes back into the trees.What the fuck just happened?

Or: The one where Kylo gets railed by a werewolf in the woods.“

Cops And Robbers (Kylux, Bottom kylo, complete)

“ Ben likes his job, is proud of it, proud of carrying an FBI badge in his pocket and the cases he’s had a hand in solving. He’s good at his job. Or, he was until a string of robberies spanning the US landed in his lap, everything from elaborate jewelry heists to residential burglaries all tied back to one person. One person so elusive and infuriatingly untraceable that Ben might just be stuck on this case until one of them dies. “

Make A Mess Of You (Kylux, Bottom kylo, complete)

“Hux gets Ren a new toy. It's familiar in a surprising way.

(For KMNU's Horn-a-thon. Prompt was "Rubber")“

Wookie Wash (Kylux, bottom kylo, complete)

“There had been posters, propaganda on the minuscule level. Nobody had been bold enough to do anything directly, but Hux could tell the decision had not been taken well by his men. That was when he had prompted the head of morale on base to do something about the insurrection, and she had told him she would fix it. Hoping he had finally washed his hands of the matter, Hux had gone back about his day as normal. That had been three days ago, before all the racket.The issue with the campaign was that the model who had been shown in the ad was... Incredibly attractive, to say the least, and apparently the morale officer said that that man was none other than Kylo Ren. Now, nobody had ever seen his face before, but everyone always assumed he was ugly. Hux loathed drama and gossip of all kinds, it distracted his officers from their important duties... But even he couldn't get over the ridiculousness of the new advertisement. There was no way in the galaxy that such an attractive man could be under that mask, and Hux wanted to get to the bottom of it.“

Shadow of Your Heart (Kylux, NOT complete, omega kylo)

“After the fall of the empire Luke Skywalker fought a rising evil in the outer rim, a villain named Snoke who tormented his young nephew. With Snoke defeated, Leia sent her son to be trained as part of the new order of jedi, in the hopes that it would keep him safe.Now 16 years later, Ben is an omega and caught between his desire for freedom from the simple and sheltered jedi life, and his mother and uncle's desire to shelter him after the attack in his childhood. Assuming the name Kylo Ren to hide his identity, Kylo is finally set free from Luke's teaching to serve as a jedi aide to his mother in the senate. It is meant to be a safe mission, despite the fact that it includes the integration of a radical fringe group into the New Republic. But the leader of the First Order, a slender alpha, has other goals besides political advantage.“

Pink Cadillac (Kylux adjacent, bottom Clyde, complete)

“ Clyde has never met Stensland, he’s never even seen a picture of him. This should raise red flags, but Stensland has never seen him either, and neither of them have asked for a picture. Clyde likes the anonymity of it, that way it’s easier to live the fantasy because if a picture of him were to ever make its way onto their chat it would be obvious that he’s nowhere near as small as he wants to be. “

Butt It’s Stuck (Kylux, Bottom Kylo, complete)

“ Ben gets high and makes a dumb decision, Dr. Hux has to fix it for him, god forbid his boyfriend be normal for once. “

Gingersnap (Kylux, Drag Queen Kylo, Bottom kylo, complete, Modern AU)

“ When he first moved here drag queens were something he’d only seen on tv and people he mostly perceived to be pretty little twinks with a lisp or aging chain smokers with clown makeup. Nowhere in his expectations did he factor in a drag queen like Kylo Amidala, a queen so jacked she looks like she bench presses the whole swim team before breakfast. “

What We Did For Love (Kylux, Omega Kylo, complete)

“ They were both born wrong but that’s what made them perfect for each other. Hux is a slim Alpha and Kylo is a bulky Omega. Neither thought they would ever find a mate, but after the destruction of Starkiller, Kylo goes into heat and Hux finds he can’t resist him. “

90 Day Fiancé (Kylux, complete)

““Maybe that means you’ll be more inclined to choose me,” Hux hints, glancing over at a drone buzzing by with a sneaky look on his face. Perfect, he’ll create as much support for himself with the public as possible.

"What I choose doesn’t matter,” he croons, making it sound as romantic as he possibly can to hide the true meaning of the words.

"I know, I'm just trying to make the public like me," Hux reaches out to stroke Kylo's cheek as he smiles, "It doesn't matter what I want now, either. If the people want us, is Snoke going to tell all his trade partners no?"”

He will find a way.” No doubt about it. Snoke has his fingers in every branch of government, spies and agents everywhere.

"We'll see," Hux wants so badly to kiss those beautiful, plush lips stained with lipstick and berry juice. He can only imagine how sweet Kylo tastes as he crosses his legs, not wanting the evidence of his arousal to get leaked to the entire net, "I would not lose faith so quickly. If I want something...Well, I'll do anything to get it."“

In Your Debt (Kylux, complete, omega kylo)

“ Things work a little different in the Order then they do in the Resistance. “

Floss Me (Kylux, Modern AU, complete)

“ Hux, Kylo's boyfriend, is aghast to find out how rarely Kylo flosses (i.e. never) and he can't take it anymore, so he decides to take matters into his own hands. Kylo's mind, however, takes things in a different direction, and it turns out both of them enjoy the rather unexpected results. “

Starting From The Top (kylux, complete, bottom kylo)

“ when Hux finally gets Kylo Ren into his bed, he finds out that Ren is much more insecure than he thought. Well. He'd have to fix that. “

Into The Brighter Night (kylux, bottom kylo, complete)

“During a diplomatic summit between the First Order, the New Republic, and the New Jedi, Ben Solo encounters Lieutenant Armitage Hux and is immediately taken. Though he doesn't have a plan, he sneaks out to Hux's tent that night and catches him in a private moment.

Six nights Ben Solo warmed Hux's bed.“

The Little Dumbass (kylux, mermaid AU, complete, bottom kylo)

“ Happy in his own little bubble Kylo spends his days collecting the pretty things the humans drop in the water and exploring his favourite places along the coast, until he meets the most beautiful merman he's ever seen. Only things aren't always what they seem. This Kylo learns the hard way. “

Bespoken: Satin and Lace (kylux, complete)

“After a memorable first fitting, it's time for Hux to deliver the goods. The sequel to the Tailor!Hux AU Bespoke.

[excerpt]: "You look--incredible." Hux tried to ignore that fact that the words seemed to strangle in his throat. "Extraordinary, in fact.""'I don't think that there's anything worse than being ordinary,'" Ren quipped. He took a step forward, his eyes darkening. "To be otherwise is to be unforgettable."

Another step. Hux could feel the competing coolness of the silk with the heat of Ren's skin. He could give into both, if he leaned in just a little bit more.”

Bespoke (kylux, complete)

“ long and busy week leaves Hux exhausted and eager to close up shop. But when a tall and handsome stranger walks in and requests a uniquely custom-made item, how can he refuse?

[excerpt]: "What are you interested in, then?"

Ren strode over to inspect a jacket that decorated one of the dress forms. It was made of a dove grey vicuña wool and was exquisitely cut, with perfectly pitched sleeves. He turned over the cuff, thumbing the cerise silk lining which lay hidden underneath. There was something proprietorial about the way he handled the smooth fabric--the silken material flowing over his thick fingers like the juices of cooked cherries staining his skin--that felt uncomfortably familiar.

Hux swallowed, conscious of the tightness which reappeared in his throat."

This," Ren said softly. His eyes flashed dangerously, pinpoint amber lasers trained on green, the delicate and lustrous sendal firmly ensconced in his hand. "I want you to make me something out of this."“

Free Use (Kylo Ren x Knights of Ren, bottom kylo)

“ A day in the life of Ben Solo - free use cumslut of the Knights of Ren. “

Honeycomb (kylux, complete)

““I know a guy.” Poe always knew a guy. He knew a lot of guys. He had a guy for everything.

“A guy,” Ben replied.

“Yep.”

“Who can do what?”

“Oh, you know, this and that. Got a lot of money, a little time. You know how it goes.”

Ben was beginning to feel like maybe he was the stoned one. “I really don’t.”

Poe leaned forward on his elbows, charming crooked grin lighting up his handsome features, the kind of smile that won over everybody who crossed his path. “You give him a little time, he’ll give you a little money.”“

Making Puppies (kylux, omega kylo, complete)

“ Supreme Leader Kylo wants to give his Enforcer, his Grand Marshal, his beloved Hound a family, so they get to work on starting one. “

Wicked Game (kylux, complete)

“Ben Solo is gone. He died along with all the others at Luke Skywalker’s academy. From his ashes rose Kylo Ren, the apprentice to the Sith Lord Snoke. His transition to the dark side is nearly complete, but Kylo takes a moment to rid himself of one final, if tenuous, connection he has to the Jedi ways.

It’s time to abandon his celibacy.

(Kylux Positivity Week, the 3rd, Day 5: First Time)“

For His Eyes Only (kylux, complete)

“Day Two: Put it on Kylo

The prompt says it all really. Hux has something special for Kylo.“

Cover Me In You (kylux, complete)

“ Newly made governor of his Arkanian province, Armitage Hux sets out to buy a pleasure slave for his household. He finds exactly what he wants in an imposing man of impressive size—where it counts—called Ren. “

Fire and Moonlight (kylux, complete)

“❄ #KyluxAdvent, Day 4: Fireplace ❄

On a blustery winter night on Arkanis: a secret meeting between two lovers at a remote apartment. It's the only place Kylo Amidala and Chancellor Hux can be together, without having to hide their desire for one another.“

Conquer and Devour (Kylo Ren x Ren, complete)

“ “The Ren’s judgement is impartial, it doesn’t care if you live or die. It will burn the Light out of you, one way or another. All you have to do is convince it that you deserve to live.” “

When Christmas Comes (kylux, alpha kylo, bottom kylo)

“"Kylo bit his lip as he tried not to show Hux how much that simple touch was already affecting him. Because an Alpha shouldn’t want this. An Alpha should never crave for his sweet albeit feisty Omega to fuck him into submission like this, to make him beg for more with each delicious thrust."

Or the one where Alpha Kylo bottoms for his lovely Omega.“

This Is The Future The Republic Wants (kylux, complete)

“"Why would a First Order officer let a Jedi padawan undress him?”“You tell me,” says Ben. He flicks open another of Hux’s buttons. “I can’t think of one reason.” Hux pushes his chest forward, offering himself for Ben to touch. “The First Order opposes everything the New Republic stands for.”-Major Hux, assigned to Hosnian Prime to assassinate a New Republic politician, gets lost at a Pride parade. His sterile, self-righteous First Order upbringing did not prepare him for the debauchery he encounters. Hux runs into trouble, but when all seems lost, a handsome padawan appears with solutions to several of Hux’s problems.“

Put Your Money On Me (kylux, complete)

“Broke college students Ben Solo and Poe Dameron decide to try their luck in a new, fancy club where neither of them belong. When Ben is propositioned by a rich businessman, he agrees to spend one night with Armitage Hux in exchange for a solution to all their mounting debt.

Will Ben take the money and run back to the safety that is his not so boyfriend Poe? Or is Armitage Hux the one person who can give him everything he’s ever craved?“

Devotion and Reverence (kylux, omega kylo, complete)

“Senator Kylo Amidala is openly omega, and just as openly unreachable. They have high standards for who they might mate with, and their high position has helped keep those standards aloft. But when an Emperor willingly goes to his knees for them, they might be swayed.Emperor Armitage Hux has trained for years to be stoic, patient, and guarded. His self restraint is next to none. So it quakes him to his core that not only does he want to do away with those restraints, he willingly kneels for an untouchable, unreachable Senator.“

a matter of time (kylux, complete)

“Armitage Hux, Dark Side adept and Supreme Leader Snoke's apprentice, has grand plans for his ascension to the throne, and he'll need General Ben Solo's help to get there. His unfortunate Force bond with the scavenger girl is simply a means to an end.

For Year of Kylux's "Role Reversal" prompt week!“

The White Hound (kylux, complete, smut is hinted)

“Kylo's in white. That's it. That's the fic.

When Hux becomes Supreme Leader, one of his first orders is to put Kylo in white. He didn't realise it would be quite so inconveniently distracting.“

and you said, kiss me (kylux, complete)

“The Master of the Knights of Ren shifts on his feet like a cadet. “I brought you a gift,” he says lowly, through a strange static. “One best enjoyed in private.”

Hux’s brain stutters.

“It’s food,” Ren elaborates before Hux’s overtaxed mind can conjure up any embarrassing ideas—around a mind-reader, no less. “Messy to eat. You would appreciate the ease of cleaning.” Or: Ren returns from Gelda with a honeyfruit for Hux. Things get out of hand.“

Rebirth (kylux, complete)

“Over a year after Ben Solo disappeared on his hunt for Armitage Hux, Poe is sent a clue by one of his informants. While the video doesn't give any clues as to where Ben is, it certainly shows exactly who he's with and how he's spending his time.Fully embracing the name Kylo Ren, Poe's former partner shows that years of rebellion and disciplinary actions are in the past. By the General's hand, he has been reborn, and he is now the embodiment of control of mind and body.“

To the Hunt (kylux, no smut but kinks are here, complete)

“Emperor Hux throws a lavish masquerade ball to network with the political elite. To liven things up, he makes it a costume ball, and decides for this one night Ren might as well be his Hound in truth. Is it a way to deliver a subtle message to his political opponents, or is it just an excuse to lead his Knight around by a leash in public? Of course it’s both. Hux knows exactly how to mix business and pleasure, after all.

Written for the Kylux Big Bang 2016! Featuring art by @tashacho“

Cravings (kylux, complete)

“ Kylux have a ritual after Kylo comes home from battle. It involves food, sex and a mouth gag ~ “

NSFW Kylux Art (kylux)

“What it says on the tin! Enjoy! <3

TAGS UPDATED AS CHAPTERS ADDED

PLEASE HEED THE CONTENT WARNINGS AT THE TOP OF EACH CHAPTER“

Whump

Until Death Do Us Part (Modern AU, Demon Hux AU, Complete, Kylux)

“In response to a drunken dare Kylo has landed himself with an allegedly cursed box from Ebay that comes complete with a nice cuff and his very own demon intent to drive him mad and eventually into the grave. Why is it always him? As if his life doesn't suck bad enough already.”

Why are Things Like This? (Kylux, Kylo Whump, Sadly NOT Complete)

“ In a Universe were the users of the force have been killed in fear of their powers several hundred years ago there are only about seventy of them left. Like a rare breed of animal they are held as slaves in the hands of the rich and evil. When Armitage Hux is still a child he meets a young slave named Kylo, the precious slave of Snoke, Lord to the biggest empire in all the galaxies. He does not realize until much later what Kylo actually is, but he does realize that the system they live in is wrong. His goal to gain power will lead him to a future of change, and hopefully also to Kylo again. “

Beg. Scream. Curse. Cry. (Kylux, Rape/Non-Con but not from Hux, Complete)

“Ben Solo (~20 y/o) is captured by the First Order when they take a rebel base. As a prisoner of the First Order, he’s used as a form of entertainment (especially Brendol Hux). Armitage Hux (~23 y/o) doesn’t agree with this.Stay tuned for eventual retribution but it’s a bumpy ride along the way!“

Closed Circuit (Kylux, Complete, Mpreg)

“How long could a man- even a force user- live, with an injury like that?After the collapse of Starkiller Base Hux must find a way to save Kylo Ren, but he may lose himself in the process.“

We All Turn Into Stardust One Day (Kylux, Complete)

“(I do not give my consent for this work to be transferred to any other sites, or apps such as Fanfic Pocket)Hux has always been a carefully contained storm; when Kylo Ren is killed, the dam finally breaks.“

Finally (Kylux, Complete, Self-Harm warning)

“ “Is that why you harm yourself? To punish?” He already knows the answer and the way Kylo visibly folds in on himself is proof enough. “

Magic to Make the Sanest Man Go Mad (Kylux, bottom kylo, Complete)

“Jedi Ben Solo, handsome hero of the New Republic, accompanies his uncle Luke on a memorial trip to Tatooine. As Luke mourns his family, Ben meets local peacekeeper Major Armitage Hux. Hux is unimpressed by his reputation, and proceeds to give him a scathing lesson in galactic politics before taking him on a suicide mission.

Ben falls hard.

Later, spending the night apart, both hear a holotransmission from the floor of the New Republic Senate that reveals Ben's grandfather as the infamous Darth Vader. Ben does not take this well, and falls hard again.“

In The Days Still Left (Kylux, Complete)

“ The instructions are clear, but following them will take more strength of nerves and willpower than either General Hux or Kylo Ren could have anticipated. With Starkiller Base destroyed, they are sent on a mission that will test their loyalties and bring things to light that may have been better off kept in the dark. “

Instrument and Measures (kylux, complete)

“Hux cares for Ren after Snoke’s harsh lessons, until he must face a moment of truth. Basically just injured-Kylo hurt/comfort in a non-linear narrative.*Hux is certain, therefore, that Ren cannot not-feel Hux's genuine desire to help and care for Ren. But it often seems that Ren can't quite believe it; that he discounts the perception as Hux would a physically impossible sensor-reading: the instrument must be faulty. Hux has concluded that the only way to proceed is to keep re-supplying the anomalous data-point, until Ren seems content to exist in a galaxy where grav-up reads as grav-down and the surfaces of suns as absolute zero, if only behind the door-panel of Hux's quarters.“

Find Me (Kylux, ghost kylo, complete)

“ Loneliness is a crushing weight on his chest, drawing him abruptly from his slumber. “No one visits my grave anymore.” He’s barely aware of speaking, they don’t feel like his words. Just as abruptly as it arrived, it disappears leaving him unsettled in his own skin. “

all that you love will be carried away (kylux, complete)

“Supreme Leader, the oscillator is failing. The collapse has begun. There is nothing that can be done.

Hux, sent to retrieve Kylo Ren from the dying Starkiller Base, has lost almost everything, and has little patience or tolerance left for anyone or anything--particularly not Snoke's pet pseudo-Sith and his amateur theatrics. But you do the job that is in front of you, to the best of your ability, and you hold on as long as you can.

Now with illustrations by givenclarity!“

Oceans of Infinity (kylux, complete)

“ After yet another defeat at Rey's hands, Hux is there to take care of Kylo. “

Keep Your Hands Firmly Pressed Into the Earth (Kylux, Stockholm syndrome recovery, intense, happy ending,complete)

“ Part 2. After being held hostage by Hux for two years, being broken and twisted into a new shape, Kylo has been rescued but his road to recovery is far from over. His family is there to help, but they can only help when he is ready to accept it. Ben isn't anywhere near ready to be his own person again, and it will take a lot of hard work to excise Hux's influence from him. “

keep in the dark (to stay out of the light) (kylux, Stockholm Syndrome, Torture, intense, complete, has a happy ending sequel with healing)

“ Modern AU. Smuggler Kylo Ren runs afoul of Armitage Hux, head of the First Order crime ring. Instead of killing him outright, Hux decides to keep him for his own instead. Kylo is none too thrilled with the situation, but Hux has plenty of patience. He wants Kylo to be his in every sense of the word, and they've got all the time in the world. “

Make It Up To Me (kylux, complete)

““There is no us,” Hux hissed between his teeth, his fists clenching and shaking. “You ended anything between us when you did this to me.”

Hux confronts Kylo after the events of Crait, and doles out his own abuse to even the playing field- with some dire realisations.“

Worth (kylux, complete)

“ Snoke has Kylo believing he's worthless- and strikes at his very core to get him to believe it, and have a breakdown. Hux makes sure his lover knows just how much he's really worth, and gives him some much needed TLC. “

on my way home (ben and han healing moment, NOT complete)

“Ben Solo was stuck on a wasteland; he had been since he was sixteen years old. Jakku was a good for nothing planet, nothing more than a sandy waste of space in a wide-open galaxy. Not to mention the brat he'd been forced, or so he claims, to take responsibility of when her folks dumped her in the junkyard at nine years old. He had severed his force bond long ago and resigned himself to a never-ending battle of windburn and starvation just to keep himself hidden and safe from those who wanted to use him.

That is, until an ex-Stormtrooper and a know-it-all droid came crashing down from the sky, and his pseudo little sister decided to join them for the ride. She drug him along, too, of course.“

The Force Has Other Plans (not reylo and not kylux, han and ben healing ?, NOT Complete)

“ Ben Solo has lost faith in the force. Having not seen his parents in 23 years, and suffering at the hands of Snoke, he runs away from everything, letting the universe solve its own problems. Hiding away from both the First Order and the Resistance, he lives as a scavenger on Jakku with a reprogrammed BB-9e, named Sphero. Until, one day he gets caught in the middle of a situation he never wanted to find himself in. Now on the run from the First Order with a fellow scavenger, a rogue Stormtrooper and a BB-unit carrying a map to Luke Skywalker, Ben can only hope that this ends soon. But, the force has other plans. “

Black and Blue (kylux, complete)

“Kiss #5: Where It Doesn’t Hurt.

Ren is a damn idiot. Yes, again.“

Lighthouse (kylux, self harm warning, complete)

“Kylo self-harms.

Hux understands.“

Patricide Can Be Cathartic (kylux, complete)

“ Hux has one of his recurring nightmares, and Kylo helps him break free of a stagnant pattern in order to gain catharsis, and console his inner child that has needed comfort and healing for decades. “

One Day More (kylux, complete)

“ Kylo laid one pale hand against the viewport and watched the space around it turn opaque with condensation. He would be there, soon. Would be with him, soon. “

Strictly Business (kylux, intense, Stockholm syndrome, complete)

“ Modern AU. Ben Organa is a paralegal at Armitage Hux's corporate law firm. When his performance starts to suffer from overwork, Hux takes him on to be his personal assistant as a special project. Hux pulls him into a manipulative relationship on his own terms, certainly not Ben's. Ben is drawn further into Hux's life, learning about his family and secrets best left buried. As Hux's emotional hold on him deepens, Ben struggles to keep his head above water, even as he starts to wonder if Hux truly cares for him or not, and whether Hux's attention is worth the high cost. “

Reconditioning (kylux, intense, complete)

“Ben Solo is one of the FBI's most promising young agents. While he's had a few disciplinary hiccups, he's intelligent and not afraid to do what needs to be done. His personal life is a mess, and he may not look like your typical federal agent, but he might be the only man for this job. Ben's looking for a promotion and something like the glory his parents always talked about before he was born.

The FBI is looking to take down one of the country's most elusive prostitution rings, specializing in the types of sex that Ben's boss has only read about in the novel his wife hides under the bed. Ben is going undercover as a "slave" in order to gather information on the ring's leaders, purchasing a premium package from the agency. 30 days as a slave to a professional Master, and a guaranteed sexual experience of a lifetime.

He gets chosen by Hux, or the General as he insists Ben call him, and he quickly realizes that no training could have prepared him for this experience. Every day, Ben, or Kylo as he is known at the club, finds out more and more about the organization, but the more he learns the less he wants to destroy them.“

Off Record (kylux, complete)

“ General Hux stumbles across a feverish Kylo Ren and finds himself reluctantly taking on a caretaker role. Kylo's sneezes are unintentionally destructive, and some of Hux's thoughts are louder than others. “

A Good Day (kylux, complete)

“ After decades together, Hux and Ren embark on a new journey. “

In a Nutshell (kylux, complete)

“ After years in exile, Leia’s son must ask her for a favor. “

NFWMB (kyloren x ren, complete)

“ Ben was harmed and Ren won’t stand for it. “

Redemption

It Will Never Be Kylo Ren (Very Brief Kylux, Father Son Healing Story, Complete)

“ Han Solo didn't regret getting hauled into the intergalactic war by a teenager and a crazy old man. Han Solo didn't regret putting his ass on the line for that poncey Princess that unfairly insulted him, constantly. Han Solo never regretted that time he drank twenty-something glasses of dragonjuice at a weird canteen on Ryloth -- or the time he did it again. But he did regret one thing: failing the most important person in the entire galaxy. Ben Solo was his baby boy, the only being in the vast universe that called him 'dad' -- his proudest title -- and a word that he missed so much hearing. After promising his wife, General Leia Organa, Han Solo makes one final attempt to reach out to his lost son and to bring him back into the Light. Now stuck on a frozen wasteland of a planet with nothing but each other, a cave and a blistering snowstorm, Han and Kylo Ren have nothing other to do, than to finally talk and hope that the cold doesn't turn lethal. “

Always Finding Trouble, The Curse of Being a Solo (NOT Complete, Father Son Healing some more, Still barely any Kylux)

“ Kylo Ren has decided to give Ben Solo another chance. But of course things aren't that simple. With Snoke still torturing him at every turn, Ben struggles to keep hold of the Light, but at least this time he has help. Han Solo is determined to aid his son by doing what he knows how to do best, running away. At least this time he's taking his son with him, and by the Galaxy is he going to make the most of it. It's time to teach Ben the ropes. He'll make a Smuggler out of him yet. “

Compassionate Reality (Kylo and Han healing, complete, possibly my favorite fic with kylo ren in it ever)

“ This was the biggest lie of all. Snoke believed he was hewn marble. He at the helm, chipping away until Ren was scratched and scraped into what he desired him to be. But he just wasn’t. “

strike me down (Ben Solo x Rey, its very mild in my opinion, the only reylo fic you’d see me read, more focused on han and ben healing, and redemption, NOT complete)

“ Kylo Ren's father is dead, but he isn't gone. And dying hasn't made him any less determined to bring his son home. The question is, will Kylo Ren allow it? “

Miscellaneous

Lonely Spirits Flickering (Kylux, Complete)

“Armitage Hux did not believe in afterlife.

Turned out, afterlife believed in him.“

Breaking The Ice (Kylux, Complete, Modern AU)

“Ignoring the noise of a crowd comes easy to Hux as he glides along the Ice. It does nothing to interrupt his flow as he enthrals them, demanding the attention of every soul.

Ignoring the enraged screaming of a hockey player on the other hand is much more difficult.“

Empty Space, Watch The Waves (Kylux, Modern AU< Merman Kylo, Complete)

“The longer he thought about it, the less he could deny it. Impossible as it seemed, it had been real. He had bloodstains on the sleeves of his shirt to prove it. He had so many questions, and they kept him up well into the night. What was that thing? A merman, he supposed, silly as it sounded, but since when were they real? Were there more like him? If he was real, what else might be out there, undiscovered?

And one question above all: how had he survived?“

Screaming Colour (Kylux, Soulmate AU, Complete)

“For as long as Hux can remember, he's been able to see everything in brilliant, vivid colour. His mother tells him that it means that he's got a soulmate somewhere in the galaxy who's waiting for him and little Hux is excited to think that his soulmate can see things in the amazing colours that he can.But one day, the colour begins to drain from Hux's world.

(Soulmate AU where you see everything in perfect colour until your soulmate dies)“

The Black Squadron Leader (Kylux, Rebel AU, NOT Complete)

“It was inevitable that they would meet; the General of the First Order and the Black Squadron Leader, an entity that had been a long time thorn in his side.The General, however, could not have anticipated the way their meeting would turn out when he walked into the holding cell to meet the rebellious and incorrigible Ben Solo.

((This story is still in its initial stages and is subject to change))“

do we indeed desire the dead should still be near us at our side (kylux, melancholic, Han and Hux meet, complete)

“Hux finally meets Han Solo.

---

The title is a quote from 'In Memoriam' by Lord Alfred Tennyson“

searching through shadows and snow (kylux, complete)

“ After Exegol, Ben Solo goes into exile only to discover that he's pregnant with Hux's child. He gives birth to a baby boy with bright red hair and tells him stories of his father. But even with a second chance at life and his son's light, Ben's grief grows stronger every day, because Hux is dead...isn't he? “

Flyboys (kylux, complete)

“ England, 1941 - Armitage Hux, pilot in the Royal Air Force, has finally gotten command of his own squadron. But instead of a group of well-trained British pilots, he gets twelve inexperienced American volunteers. Among them is Ben Solo, a talented young fighter pilot who would be the best in the squadron if it wasn’t for his temper. As they take to the skies, Hux and Ben find themselves forming an illicit but powerful bond against the backdrop of a world at war. “

he’s not a villain, he’s just a boy (kylo and Anakin Skywalker and Obi-wan kenobi, NOT complete, time-travel fic)

“"It's not like they're going to go out of their way to share their secrets. Bastards, more interested in interfering with the Senate and politics rather than actually doing what they're meant to."

"They're at war against the separatists as well mind you. They've stretched themselves out way too far."

Kylo looked up to see the two patients looking at him, both looking away when they saw that he caught them. Kylo scoffed under his breath and went back to his thoughts.

It took a moment for their words to register in his mind. His tentative grasp on the force around him wobbled and almost escaped his hold. It took all of his control to not let it burst out from him.

Separatists?“

[17gz]

do you mind me asking what just happened w you guys’ roommate? of course lmk if youd rather not talk about it, i just didnt wanna ask about the situation through replies and thought itd be better to ask here in case youd wanna answer privately 🙁 regardless i hope you two are okay

tldr:

a friend i've known for 6 years + the two of us moved into this apartment last summer

i'd lived w this friend a few years before this and i thought they'd grown and worked on shit (boy was i wrong)

things were okay in the first half of our lease, minor problems but it seemed like we had a good foundation laid out for living together and we had plans to renew when this current lease ended

abt 4 months ago, my roommate met this person off a dating app and they basically immediately got together and their partner showed up one day and never left

even after trying to put boundaries down abt this, they didnt listen to any of it

i also don't trust their partner bc everyone thats met them has caught some of their lies. their entire story doesnt check out

the partner (on the day our friend found recent texts on their phone to their ex) got evicted from their old place bc they couldnt pay rent and they kinda cornered us and "asked" if their partner could live with us (not paying any rent btw) and we had rly no choice but to say yes

on top of that, their partner has been fatphobic and shitty and disrespectful to us on a near daily basis. nobody in my friends life likes this partner, not their parents or any of their friends, and especially us. i tried talking to my friend about this and they acted like they took it seriously but clearly didn't...

shit kept building after they were making us feel uncomfortable and intrusive in our own apartment for 4 months, and initially i said we could renew the lease since $875 rent per person sounded tempting + i found this unit + i like this unit + i hate moving, but it just really wasnt a good idea

the final straw was my friends partner being extremely rude and disrespectful to my high school friend during pride (my hs friend is a trans woman) and when we talked to them about it, they denied everything and deflected so fucking hard, we were completely fed up with it and realized that 4 months of this has been hell and i can't do another 12 months of this

last tuesday, we told them that we would not be renewing our lease, which ends july 30. we apologized about the late notice, and explained our side and tried to be as sympathetic and helpful as possible abt them renewing the lease with other roommates, but they were upset and i get being upset, so i was giving them some space etc

we made our conversation as mature and non aggressive as possible, ive been trying to stay as collected and polite as physically possible, especially since we are the only two men in this unit

they started being extremely passive aggressive and rude and awful to us throughout the past week, and even when i was helping them figure shit out with our landlord etc, they were still so rude to us... i mean slamming doors and stomping their feet and rolling their eyes when we walk past and deadbolting the door when we leave the apartment etc

after so much hostility etc in this unit, we stayed with mutual friends for the weekend and we told them abt everything and they were all extremely supportive and said we were not at all in the wrong for this, and that we have been extremely patient with them for so long. even a friend i didnt expect to side with us was 100% on our side and wants to talk to them one on one

we're in the process of applying for a new unit and fingers crossed we can move out asap. we started properly packing today, and during that, our friend asked to talk to us

they asked what we left out of our convo and what personal issues we had, i said i'm not comfortable talking about that until we're in our separate apartments and things have cooled down more. they were really mad that i was firm on that, they accused us of creating the tension and hostility in the apartment, despite the fact that we have actively been avoiding causing shit because our stress levels are through the roof and they're already demonizing us to others bc we put down a boundary, i can't be petty etc and give them an actual reason to demonize us.

as we kept talking, they were like. shaking with rage with a smile on their face and saying passive aggressive shit to us and saying we need to move out sooner than our planned move out date...

important context: my dad is the guarantor, i found this unit, and 99% of the furniture etc we have here is ours.

(disclaimer before i say this, i know various people with BPD. people that will take accountability for their actions and take steps to work on their coping mechanisms and behavior etc.) but this "friend" has BPD that they use as an excuse for every single one of their shitty actions and does not take any responsibility for their behavior. their partner, as far as i know, is not diagnosed with anything and while i'm no psychiatrist, i've had 3 diff people (including my actual psychiatrist) say this is telltale NPD. again not to say that makes you a terrible person, but when you don't take any steps to work on yourself etc and harm others around you, thats what i take issue with. its the definition of a volatile BPD + NPD relationship...

ive also been there for this friend more times than i can count. i've wiped so much snot and tears from their face, i've put aside my own shit to help them and i've done so much for them. thats rarely been reciprocated... they do not give a shit about us and it completely showed today when they talked to us and it became clear they were trying to financially trap us here and they're furious that we put a boundary down. they treat us like their parents, their therapists, and their savings account, and if we EVER did something like that to them, the fallout would be nuclear.

i'm literally shaking typing this and hearing them come out of their room slamming doors and shit. i don't know what they're capable of, and i don't know if they're planning on doing anything, but im afraid because i don't know. i've been having nonstop panic attacks recently and the living situation here is adding immense stress on top of the apt hunting process and moving process. i feel fucking sick genuinely

i'm sure i've left a LOT out, but its been nightmarish here

[pjthedaft]

GoFundMe:  Help Me Leave an Unsafe Living Situation

Hello everyone, I have decided to go forwards with seeking help here given that this is my only social media account not linked to my real life.  I have set up a GoFundMe, I hope photos of my cat will suffice, it’s important to me that I remain as anonymous as possible since I don’t know who might see this or how long I might be stuck here.  Again, I’m really sorry for asking for help in this way, I would never do this if I wasn’t really afraid.  Any amount of money helps, please don’t feel pressured to make any large donations, even $1 is helpful.

Here is the link: https://gofund.me/63078cd5

I’ll copy and paste the description from my GoFundMe page because I think I described my situation best there:

Hello, my name is PJ. I am a 21-year-old mixed indigenous transmasc. I am physically disabled and autistic, because of this I am unable to work. This GoFundMe is to help me raise enough money to move out of my unsafe living situation and into an apartment with my partner. This goal will cover first and last months rent (required to move into most apartments where I am), and moving fees. If we go above the goal, all extra donations will be used to replace important things that have been broken due to my situation. I've added pictures of my cat instead of myself for safety reasons, since I don't know how long I will be here or how much reach this will get, I must remain as anonymous as possible.

8 months ago, I was forced to move into an apartment with no toilet and a man I did not know. Early this winter, our shower also broke. I have been living with no toilet and no shower, forced to use doggy bags and bathe in the sink. All because my roommate (who is the only one with the necessary contact information) refuses to have the landlord or a plumber over. My living situation has gone from bad, to completely unsafe. My roommate regularly grabs my face, neck, and pins me against walls. As well, he is currently going through a court case for groping someone.

Last night, when he threw a party and got blackout drunk, was my breaking point. Our friend came over because she was going through something bad and needed to be away from her house. My roommate entered my room uninvited, he got aggressive and yelled at our friend because she had told him repeatedly not to grope her or grab her throat (this is not a new boundary, she has told him this since they met). My partner and I had to confiscate and hide all the alcohol. We spent at least 6 hours repeatedly having to talk him down, manage his emotions, and keep him and our friend separated and monitored until she could leave and go somewhere safer. She was incredibly anxious, she left in tears and is now afraid of my roommate. All she wanted was a safe place to go, and she ended up in an even worse situation.

When my roommate and I were alone together, he grabbed my face and said something about taking out sexual tension towards me. To me, this was completely out of nowhere. My roommate has been my friend for the past 8 months, and now I am too anxious to even leave my room. I am alone in the house with him most of the time, and I don't have anywhere else to go. Last night, when I finally fell asleep, I had night terrors reliving my CSA, SA, abuse, and childhood trauma of managing my alcoholic parents. I woke in the middle of the night having a panic attack, and my partner had to stay awake with me for an hour because I felt so unsafe. I am afraid that, because my roommate grabs my face and neck, pins me against walls, and has now confirmed sexual attraction towards me, that he may assault me as well.

I need to move out of this apartment as soon as possible, but living off of government support leaves me with absolutely no money to save after all my necessities are paid for. My partner works a full-time job, but for them alone to save enough money would take at least 6 months. The thought of being here for that long, most of the time alone with my roommate, is incredibly anxiety inducing. After my roommates behavior, I don't feel safe.

If you have even a share to spare, anything helps.

[wizardfrog69]

Helppp ii just watched girl interrupted and i have an idea, yosano as an mental hospital doctor(idk how to call it, just a person who helps with the patients😭) and her mentee nb s/o whos a patient here, s/o might have borderline disorder if u want

Sorry if its complicated or cringey 💀, just a random though of my head

I just watched girl interrupted and it's a good film 10/10 would recommend, I also read some more about bpd but I'm probably gonna read more. So idk if s/o is supposed to be a mentee or patient so ill go with patient. Thanks for the request! :)

'•.¸♡ patient ♡¸.•'

Psychologist!Yosano x mentally ill!gn!reader

I'm not a mental health professional so I'm not gonna mention the mental illness cuz I could portrait it wrong or something and I don't want to mislead people and this isn't romanticising any sort of mental illness!

Fluff

Tw!!! Suicidal thoughts

If this subject is triggering in anyway please do not read, your mental wellbeing is more important.

Masterlist

Enjoy! :)

You just signed yourself into a mental hospital to get better, you were promised this place was going to make you feel way better. The hospital halls were as meek and blank as one would expect, dull colours and emptiness for the most part. The room you were assigned was a bit more lively yet the bars on the windows made you feel like you were trapped there for entirety.

Your days there were miserable and boring, there was nothing to do there, not like there was anything to do at home either, if you were home you would probably be laying in bed sleeping or looking at the ceiling think up little stories in your head. Here you could stare at a different wall and a roommate telling you about something which you only drowned out to be background noise.

You had forgotten why you signed yourself in, if you were completely honest with yourself you felt as though there was no hope left for you, people should have just let you to die but they couldn't and had to intervene.

The hospital made you see a new doctor, you've never seen her before but many of the other patients there said she was only there to steal their money and she works for the capitalists as do all therapist and others, or that's what you believed, maybe you were just told to believe that and everything you believe in is a thought forced upon you by someone else.

You were told to walk into an office and as soon as you saw your new doctor your swore your heart skipped a beat or two. She must have realised you weird around her because she told you it was okay to sit down. She must have thought you were nervous, hopefully she doesn't know how you feel about her, she was so beautiful and her voice was like heaven to your ears.

The only thing you looked forward in your day was visiting her in her office where you talk about everything and anything but your feelings for her, she us your doctor after all and you didn't want to see another one. All you had on your mind was her, when you awoke, during breakfast, lunch, dinner, when you stared at the TV screen the only thing you thought about was her and her only.

How long has it been now, 5 months? 6? You had a plan to confess your feelings and you knew you were getting out soon you wanted to ask doctor Yosano to see you after you left.

You entered her office as per usual but this time she drew your attention to your smile, it was the first time she saw a genuine smile from you. You told her you had a surprise for her but only if she could confirm that you would be leaving some time soon. You didn't hate the place just that it wasn't a place for you, with all the people and all and beside you couldn't do anything with sharp objects so how were you possible supposed to cook?

After carefully confirming you would be leaving that week you decided to ask her to meet you a day after your leave from the hospital in a park near by. She agreed to your little idea because you seemed so happy from it.

You were waiting at the park, sitting on a cold bench. You saw Yosano approach the bench and you stood up. 'I need to tell you something Ako.' Yosano smiled to herself from the nickname you've been calling her a while. 'What is it?' She asked in her usual tone. 'I think I like you, like I want to spend time with you and stuff.' Your eyes were filled with hope, completely different from the ones which saw the hospital for the first time.

Yosano didn't know how to respond, you were no longer her patient so it could workout but could the two of you really work out? She asked you to take a walk while she can think about it and decide while talking to one another. After walking for a few minutes she decided to date you as she also developed feelings for you over time.

༺♡༻ 𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 ⋆ 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊 ༺♡༻

As you can tell I have no idea how Yosano's personality is.

I'm really bad at ending stuff.

I'm thinking of writing more for anyone from the ada but idk who or what I should write yet.

Have a wonderful day/night and don't forget to drink plenty of water and stay safe! :)

-lots of love, Az

[uncloseted]

Hi I love your blog and I love that you give such good advice to everyone, I’m hoping you can help me too since I have no one irl to go to. I’m a 25 y/o F, never had a boyfriend, never been on a date, and last year I met this guy at my job. He’s 38. He worked with me for 6 months, he would always try to get off work with me since we got off at the same time to take the same train home. He started asking me exploratory questions about marriage and kids since he first met me. He kind of creeped me out because he would send me texts like “I saw your work shirt has cracks on it from your big breasts” or “I like how small your feet are” After those 9 months he quit and a week after confessed that he likes me and that he spent those 6 months “trying to learn about me” and said he couldn’t tell me anything until after he left the job because he didn’t want to get in trouble or get me in trouble. I resisted him a lot for 4 months after, because I honestly wasn’t physically attracted to him but he kept insisting that I didn’t see what he wants to show me, he said I should try it out and see how I feel, that way we can say we “at least we gave a good effort” and then I finally accepted a date. The first date was really nice because I can see it took him a lot of planning, he took me places he knew I liked, that I mentioned before. After that we went on 3 more dates. The issue for me was after those dates he never asked me to be his girlfriend but we somehow became a relationship thing. He was calling me his girlfriend so I went along with it too but it scared me since I’ve never been in a relationship. Btw I live with my family and he was living with roommates who didn’t like him so he wanted to move out. I’ve never lived on my own. He started talking to me about how we should move in together. This is something I didn’t want to do because I’m very traditional and want to be married before I leave my family. I’m European and he’s American btw. We live in the US. It also seemed to me like he was pressuring me just because he wanted a better place to stay. We talked about it and he later found a new roommate. He said if I require marriage he is willing to marry me so we can start living together but it all seems too fast for me. He pressures me a lot and says I need to be married soon and have kids before I’m 30. Something about how having kids after 30 is difficult for women. He always tells me I don’t have time. I’m very gullible and naive and believe people easily. In the beginning he got me gifts. 2 plushies, a hat, gloves, and he would write me love letters. Currently he has stopped all of that and when we do go out for dates he plans them but I am the only one paying for everything. That started when I wanted to be nice and pay for our food, but since then it seems he always expects me to do it now. One day my card didn’t work when I tried to buy a coffee for $7. He ended up paying it but few mins later he said “You can send me that $7 for the coffee right?” It hurt me because I wouldn’t bat an eye to get him something and would never want to ask for the money back. I’ve paid for meals that were $60 and didn’t mind, but it seems like he cared so much about losing $7 for my coffee. I don’t bring this up to him but it kind of makes me feel like I’m being taken advantage of. I don’t mind helping him because he lives paycheck to paycheck, and somehow I have more money than him. I’ve paid for his Ubers so he can get home and I would take the bus back home. I’m not materialistic but it feels unfair. He’s very sweet and makes me feel safe, I’ve opened up to him and I’ve never done that with anyone. He’s never met my family but I’ve told him that my mom wouldn’t be a fan of our relationship because she wants me to marry someone inside my culture. After he heard that he started telling me that my mom is toxic and judgmental. That she’s keeping me in a cage because I live with her at my big age. It’s not about my mom not letting me go, she just wants the best for me. I later opened up to her about my relationship with him, told her all

I later opened up to her about my relationship with him, told her all these things and she didn’t like it. She told me to stop seeing him. I also tried to tell my coworkers about him, the ones who knew him. One of them was a girl who worked with him as well, she told me she felt weird around him because he tried to always take the train home with her too. She said he made it look like a coincidence but she saw that he was waiting around for her by the trains. He later brought up that coworker girl to me, he said me and her was the only girls he would ask those questions to. I asked him why he asked her too, and he said because she’s young and he was curious. She’s 18 btw. I thought that was a weird response, saying that she’s young. He also tells me that something he likes about me is that I’m 25 but I still act like a 16 year old. And he likes that I don’t have any experience, and he said I’m easy to mold into what he wants. He also says he likes that I’m very submissive. My coworkers also told me he gives off creepy vibes and that I shouldn’t talk to him. I wasn’t physically attracted to him but now that I’ve hung around him for a while I’ve grown to have feelings for him and he wants to build a life together. He says he wants to “continue his legacy” by having kids with me. I tried to break it off with him but he didn’t let me, he said it took him a long time to find me and that he doesn’t feel like he can trust any other women when it comes to marriage, “especially American women” because they are more likely to ask for a divorce and “destroy his life”.

So right away, I'm seeing some red flags here. The fact that he's so much older than you and was your co-worker, that he stalked you and sent you inappropriate text messages, that he's done the same thing to another young girl, that he kept perusing you even after you turned him down for four months, that he's attracted to you because you don't have much romantic or life experience, that he's pressuring you to move faster than you're ready for and pressuring you to have children, that he's stopped giving you gifts and started expecting you to pay for him, that he's never met your family even though you live with them, that he's trying to isolate you from your family, that he wants to mold you into his perfect partner, that he's attracted to the fact that you're submissive and still act like a teenager, that he's focused on "continuing his legacy", that he doesn't want to date an American woman because they're "untrustworthy" and "will ruin his life" by trying to divorce him, and not letting you break up with him are all red flags.

All together, from what you've said, this sounds like a person who is looking for a young, naive partner who will only focus on him and do all the housework, emotional labor, child raising, and moneymaking without expecting anything in return, without having a life of her own, and without having the freedom to leave. You deserve better than that. You deserve a partner who wants to see you grow into the person that you are instead of to mold you into the person that they want you to be. You deserve a partner who's excited to show how much they love you, whether that's through giving you gifts or doing things for you or just telling you how much you mean to them. You deserve a partner who is excited to meet your friends and family and to tell your friends and family how excited they are to be with you. You deserve a partner who's willing to wait until you're ready to make big steps in the relationship. And you definitely deserve a partner who wants you to be with them because you want to, not because you're trapped due to marriage or cultural expectations or children.

I know it can be hard to break up with someone, especially someone that you care so much about and who's your first experience with romantic love. I know it can be hard to imagine what life would be like without that person, and it can be hard to imagine life with someone else. But I think you deserve better than this, and I hope that you find someone who is so amazing that you can't even remember what you saw in this guy.

On a more practical note, if and when you try to break it off with him again, there are a few things I would suggest. When you're actually breaking it off, be really clear about the fact that you're ending the relationship. Give reasons for why you're initiating the breakup, but don't give excuses, and don't feel like you need to give lots of detail. I would suggest making it clear that you need a clean break and that you don't want to talk anymore, since it seems like he's someone who's persistent. "I broke up with you, and as we've discussed, I'm not going to communicate with you anymore" is hard to tell someone, but it's important to hold that boundary for yourself if the relationship is truly going to end. Don't respond to his messages, don't call him, don't let him talk you into meeting to "get closure", don't try to "just be friends". Normally I would suggest blocking him on all platforms to make that easier, but since it seems like he may have a tendency towards stalking, it may be a better idea to take screenshots of all the messages that he sends you after the breakup in case you need to file for a restraining order down the line. I would also let both your parents know that you've broken up with him and that you've gone no-contact so that they're prepared in the event that he shows up at your house.

I really hope that I'm being overly cautious and that he's actually a great guy who respects you and wants what's best for you, whether that's being in a relationship with him or not. But from what you've said and from what the other people in your life have told you, it seems like this just isn't a great situation for you to be in.

[evergreen-femme]

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why has my appearance always been, overwhelmingly probably, the main thing i've always been concerned about? it eats my brain and always has, and i can only recognize that i like myself as i exist *right now*, that i am finally pretty, sometimes. and yet ill look at pictures of my body from just 6 months to a year ago and think "what the fuck she was so hot what happened" every single time. and idk if this is some kind of mental programmimg error or loop or something because my mental architecture was developed in the complete absence of ever feeling even remotely good about how i looked. like it doesn't even know how to handle positive self-perception, much less process it and incorporate it into my self image. poor girl needed some positive body image and never once got it or thought she was worth anything. idk it feels like such an overwhelming need these days im crying just thinking about it

like literally that manga panel with the "if i can't be cute then what's even the point of living"... that feeling stretched out to infinity all the time

yeah im a girl but i feel like i only got to be a cute girl for like less than a year and that almost all happened during the really traumatic circumstances of me coming out. and the cute part was always mandatory for me. i feel like if i can't see myself as cute im going to die, but it just gets into my head that i transitioned on the cusp of my 30s and not my 20s and there so much socialization and fun and dressing up i missed and i feel like because of my age i have maybe a year or two of that left and even then i feel a bit too old for it.

like i was a huge nerd but more than that i was just the socially stunted outcast. i never even had friends close enough to invite over throughout my entire childhood. not one. i got to party a bit in college but i wasnt a fucking GIRL then so i stood around being *really really* bad at being a guy and hoping like. girls would notice my skin and how pale i was or something idk. obviously never happened. i got told by my roommate how badly i fumbled the possibility to be the "pimp of our dorm building" because i tried to join a female friend group. over and over he'd talk about it and he never fucking got that i just wanted to be one of them! i just wanted to wear dresses and get pretty together and feel cute and accepted and not on-guard for once. ofc it never got that far (god, god i wish it had my life would have been so much happier) bc of me. and my stupid sexuality. like i hooked up with this weird girl who hinted at doing bdsm with me (ofc it ended up with her wanting me to dom and nothing happening bc of that) but she told fucking everyone and i literally had started reading all this girl's writing to get to know her and writing bad poetry about her (ugh) but yea turns out she was cheating on her boyfriend back home ¯\_(ツ)_/¯¯\_(ツ)_/¯¯\_(ツ)_/¯ and just wanted to hook up and tell everyone the details (like lol he has a big cock but is submissive 🤢)

like over breakfast

and then poof nobody wants to be my friend anymore.

but anyway yea i just need to have that life that i never got in my 20s but all things are convalescing to make me believe that im too old for it and i'll have to live the rest of my life carrying that yawning absence with me

and its already so heavy at 31 i dont know how im going to be able to handle it as i get older

also worth noting that that was my first sexual experience ever.

[justsomerandomfanfic]

Murder Mystery: 6/22/23

Evidence: #1 | #2 | #3 | #4 | #5 | #6 | #7 |

Good morning/afternoon/evening, Fellow Detectives!

We have so crazy important information coming in.

We ran the unknown number, and it came from a burner phone, so we are unable to figure out who exactly was sending those messages to our victim.

We also asked Miss Gracie Ann Kelly, the victim's roommate, about the messages, and she claimed that she did not know that Miss Dean was getting them.

We also spoke to Miss Braxston about the messages, the cheating incident, and to ask more about the reason why she took the victim's phone. One the first topic, she said that she knew about the messages, after going into the phone. But, she doesn't know who would send them. Next, she told us that in March of this year, Miss Dean found that her ex, Henry Campbell had been cheating on her with his current girlfriend, Eliza Hopkins.

She continued that Miss Dean was very hurt by the incident, having gone to Henry's apartment and walking into the event. A fight did comence, but it was mostly verbal, claimed Miss Braxston from her memory of Miss Dean's accounts. She continued that Miss Dean tried to stay as calm as possible, but it was difficult when Henry's girlfriend, Eliza was acting as if it wasn't a big deal; and Miss Braxston recalled that Miss Hopkins taunted Miss Dean into a physical fight, but Mr. Campbell stopped that from happening.

In the end, as told by Miss Braxston, Miss Dean broke up with Mr. Campbell and left the apartment. They didn't speak for a month, until Henry apologised and they somehow rekindled their friendship. Miss Braxston then continued that she was worried about Miss Dean and was highly against them staying friends.

Lastly, Miss Braxston said that the real reason as to why she took the phone, was because she knew/was worried that the police wouldn't be able to solve the murder. She took it upon herself to take the phone and begin her own investigation, in which she actually did find some pretty important information that may help us in some way.

Here is what she found;

Miss Dean's best friend, Heidi Palmer, has an older brother. His name is Zavier Palmer. He was said to be pretty close to our victim, and from Miss Braxston's accounts, she said that it was known information that Zavier wanted to pursue Miss Dean in a relationship, but she turned him down.

Secondly, Miss Palmer has a boyfriend, Theo Watts, who lives with her in their apartment. Not much is known about Mr. Watts and his relationship with our victim, but we'll have to bring in Miss Palmer to ask her some follow-up questions.

Lastly, Miss Braxston found out that Miss Dean was friends with the college's main janitor, Joe (Joseph) Holland. Miss Braxston previously went around the campus and asked other students about Miss Dean and Mr. Holland, and all that knew her or was some sort of an acquaintance, said that they've seen Mr. Holland with Miss Dean on my occasions.

We did some further research, here are the three new Suspect description Forms;

And, yesterday afternoon, an anonymous caller called the station and reported that they were worried about their personal safety. They told us that they had been stalked by someone in the past, and when they saw the messages we sent to the press, they were worried that they would be killed for surviving their stalker's advancements. When asking if they would come in to make an actual report, they continued to say that they were too scared to come forward before hanging up.

We tried to trace the call, only to find that it was at an old phone booth a couple miles out from the college. Who knew phone booths were still a thing.

Overall, we are still working on getting that warrant for Miss Braxston's and Miss Wells's dorm room.

What do you think of this, fellow Detectives? What should we do next? 🤔

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@micheleamidalajedi @eatmyshortsz666 @justsomeoneintoomanyfandoms @doctoriletyougotogalaxy @marinette-the-clarinet @howlermonkey69

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[captainmaplesblog]

Life of Lea Volume 1 Chapter 18: Epilogue: Hotel service with the side of magic

As everyone was mostly done eating their eggs, bacon, hash browns & pancakes, Daisy cleared her throat to get everyone’s attention as she was going to announce something to them.

“Being that there aren’t many rooms in the main house, for the time being, all of you will have to stay at the resort on the condition you work at the hotel’s restaurant” Daisy proclaims. 

“Well being that Sergean has our magic clones in our dimension for the time being, it would work fine with us, but also we don’t want to take advantage of your kindness, Staying at a resort is not cheap either, so who will do what at the restaurant” Mom replies with a smile.

“Well as the second assistant to Lady Gwendolyn, I will have that all taken care of and sorted out, just be sure to wake up at 6 a.m. for the 8 a.m. shift” Daisy explains. 

“Oh…wonderful my first ever job,” Lea thought to herself in reluctance. 

“Will we have roommates to help split the payment?” Lea asks curiously.

“Huh that’s a good idea, Lea, let’s do that” Dad exclaims.

“Rock, papers, and scissors again” Alyssa suggests before taking a sip of her orange juice. 

 “Sure, why not?” Cloud replies excitedly.

Everyone then split up into pairs before battling each other. While they battled, Daisy summoned a purple notepad and pencil to keep track of the battles. 

“First, Lea vs. Cloud, Lea wins, Vanessa vs. Sergean, Sergean wins, BJ vs. Elizabeth, BJ wins, Nick vs. Lea, Lea wins, Sergean vs. Noemi, Sergean wins, Mimi vs. Cloud, Mimi wins, Michael vs. Ellen, Ellen wins, Alyssa vs. Nancy, Nancy wins,” Daisy wrote down.

“Quick question, What’s the point of playing the game if the couples will be sharing the rooms?” Edward points out. 

“Ah, well that only removes 4 out of the 13 of us, for one thing,” Daisy exclaims.

“True but wouldn’t it make sense to not change who rooms with whom since they started their journey?” Edward adds.

“Well only the couples shared rooms while the rest had their rooms up until now” Lea replies awkwardly as she realizes who she may have to share a room let alone bed with for 4 months.

“Sounds like you have an idea on who should bunk with who” Mom exclaims as she looks at Edward.

“Yes I do, Noemi, Michael, Cloud & Alyssa in rooms 308 & 309, then Ellen, Nancy, and BJ in room 310, Mimi & Nick in room 311, Vanessa, Elizabeth, Lea, and Sergean in rooms 312 & 313” Edward replied proudly like he did something smart.

“Huh alright then, are you all ok with Edward’s idea?” Daisy exclaims as she de-summons her notepad and pencil.

“Sounds fair to me” Mom replies before turning to look at the others, “What about the rest of you?” Mom adds. 

Everyone nods in agreement as Lea sighs in relief and thinks, “I’ll just share a bed with Vanessa.”

“Those I grouped up, I want to let you know that the rooms are all jointed up rooms like dorm rooms,” Edward says with a smug smile.

 “Oh that’s fine as long as we are all on the same floor” Mom replies happily.

“Wonderful now that this is all settled, I’ll get the room keys for all of you “ Daisy exclaims before making her way to the resort. 

After Daisy left, Sergean went around talking to the others. Lea got comfortable on the living room couch as she got out her sketchbook from her backpack as well as her pencil case. She then goes to the page where she had the map that was made at Lady Georgia’s as she was going to add Lady Gwendolyn’s house and the resort. She paused as she wondered what the resort was called.

“Hey Edward, out of curiosity, what’s the name of the resort?” Lea asked. 

“Oh it’s called the Iceberg, Why?” Edward replied curiously.

“Drawing it on the map of our journey so far,” Lea says as she shows it to him.

“Oh…you even have the sightings of the missing here” Edward exclaims as his attitude softens.

Lea blinks a bit before she hands him her sketchbook, “I don’t know if you are up to date with all of the sightings but your sister did make it to Lady Georgia before heading over to the Air Region to get more seeds” she explained.

“So she would have come back home when she said she was going to be…she kept her promise…thank you for telling me” Edward replies with a bright smile.

“Yeah, no problem,” Lea said nonchalantly before going back to her seat on the couch to draw. 

Mom watched them quietly as she helped clean up the kitchen for Daisy in the meantime.

“Mom, why are you cleaning up for Daisy?” Lea asked as she outlined the Northern Hills before moving over to draw the main house.

“Well, she made us breakfast as well as provided us shelter for the next few months, and gave us jobs to help as well” Mom listed out for Lea. 

“Yea…ok” Lea replied before drawing the outline of the Iceberg resort and moving on to ink it in.

“You should be helping her out, Lea” Vanessa added as she washed the dishes. 

“Yea, I’ll dry them when you guys are done” Lea replies before Daisy makes her way back to the main house. 

“Alright, I am back- w-wait hold on, Noemi and company, you didn’t have to clean up after me, I wasn’t gone for long, plus you guys are my guests, Edward should have done it” Daisy exclaims as she approached Vanessa & Noemi.

“You two are handling a lot already with Lady Gwendolyn missing” Vanessa replies before signaling to Lea.

“Ah well…ok,” Daisy says as Lea gets up to dry all the dishes.

“I’ll put them away, don’t worry about it, Daisy,” Edward says before showing Daisy Lea’s map in her sketchbook.

“Huh alright then,” Daisy says before getting a better look at the map  & sightings. 

“Do you have more notes or info we should be clued on?” Edward asks curiously.

“Yeah, it’s all in my sketchbook” Lea replies as she dries the dishes.

“You have pretty handwriting,” Daisy says as she goes over to Lea to give her a high five.

“Thanks, I found calligraphy cool in the 8th grade and actively worked on it," Lea said proudly.

“Really? Why is that, princess?” Sergean asked curiously as he put the dishes away.

“Papa got me the calligraphy kit and I made a promise to him” Lea replies calmly and yet bluntly.

“I believe you,” Sergean says as he is caught off guard by her sincerity. 

“Did you make a promise to your grandpa when he gave you the family spellbook?” Lea asks curiously after high-fiving Daisy.

“...Yea I did and still do” Sergean replies with some hesitation in his voice.

“Here’s to always keep our promises,” Lea says as she raises her hand to him.

“Heh, yeah, to keeping promises” Sergean replies with a soft chuckle before giving Lea a high five back.

“Lea, where can I put your sketchbook?” Daisy asked.

“On the table by my bags please and thank you” Lea replies as she goes back to drying the dishes as Sergean puts the dishes away.

“Got it, After you both finish, I’ll show you guys to your resort rooms,” Daisy adds as she puts Lea’s sketchbook by her bags while Edward makes sure Sergean is putting the dishes away in the correct places.

“Ah…ok, cool” Lea replies as she moves on to drying the utensils after she finishes with the plates and cups.

As Lea, Edward, and Sergean finished drying and putting away the dishes, everyone got their coats & shoes back on and got their bags as Daisy then led them all to the Iceberg. She then took them to the elevator and took them over to their resort rooms. 

“Well here is where you’ll stay for the next 4 months, let me know when you are done unpacking, and I’ll show you to the Penguin’s igloo restaurant on the first floor” Daisy exclaims as she hands them their room keys. 

“Of course, we’ll finish as soon as possible,” Mom replies with a friendly smile.

Everyone then went into their rooms with their belongings, Lea looked around the large resort room. 

“Dude, can you believe it? We are having our first vacation together” Vanessa exclaims with a side smile.

“Yeah, I guess it is, another first for us” Lea replies as she puts her belongings in the corner of the room by the desk.

“It’s also a lot warmer inside but I guess the resort must have a good air conditioner with all of the snow,” Vanessa says as she puts her belongings.

“Yes the air system, is quite efficient, all of it was made with magic” Sergean replies as he puts his belongings on the right side of the desk along with Elizabeth’s belongings.

“I wonder what we will have for lunch,” Elizabeth wonders out loud.

“Thinking ahead are you? How charming of you, dear sister” Sergean exclaims sarcastically.

“Oh, sorry did I say that out loud? Silly me” Elizabeth replies embarrassed as she scratches behind her head.   

     “I mean it’s ok, we are gonna be staying here for 4 months, getting familiar is normal, Elizabeth” Vanessa reassures her. 

“True, you are right about that” Elizabeth replies before they make their way to the hallway to meet up with the others.

“About time,  now we wait for the adults to finish up so I can show you guys to the Penguin’s Igloo” Daisy exclaims as she gets up from her seat on the floor. 

“Ok, we are done now,” Mom adds as Alyssa, Dad, Cloud, and her get out of their room.

“Great, now, we just have to wait for Mama, Aunt Nancy, and BJ to finish up” Alyssa exclaims before taking out her cell phone from her hoodie pocket.

“That’s an oddly shaped clam scroller” Daisy replies as she notices the rectangular shape.

“Clam scroller? In our dimension, it’s called a cellular phone” Alyssa exclaims a bit confused.

“May I see how it works?” Daisy replies curiously. 

“Sure…” Alyssa says hesitantly as she gives Daisy her phone.

Daisy went through Alyssa’s phone as she found the contact list & called Mama and put her call on speaker.

“Hi, this is Daisy, I’m calling on Alyssa’s phone to see if you are all done” Daisy exclaims politely.

Lea snorted a bit as she laughed before Mom shushed her to be quiet.

“Ah yes, we’ll be out soon, just waiting for BJ to finish up in the bathroom, first” Mama exclaims. 

“Ah, of course, I understand, see you then” Daisy replies before ending the call and giving Alyssa her cell phone back.

“Huh…that was impressive, nice” Alyssa exclaims.

“I manage well for a reason” Daisy replies with a proud smile.

“Yeah, it’s shows” Lea adds before Mama, Aunt Nancy, and Bj took the longest to get out before they finally joined them in the hallway.

“Now let’s go downstairs,” Daisy exclaims before leading them to what appears as an elevator that appears like a chameleon which caught Lea off guard making Alyssa snicker before entering the “elevator.”

“Chicken” Alyssa exclaims after everyone gets in.

Lea grumbles a bit to herself as Mama admires the “elevator” as they make their way.

“Whoa, what a nice elevator” Mama exclaims awkwardly.

“Oh? Is that what it’s called in your dimensions? Here, we are just moving around with air magic mixed with levitation magic” Daisy replies.

“So teleporting tubes?” Lea exclaims excitedly.

“Actually, yeah, that’s what it’s called,” Daisy replies impressed that Lea guessed it correctly.

“Oh cool,” Lea says as she didn’t think she would guess correctly.

“Onward now” Daisy replies as they finally make it to the first floor.

Daisy then leads them all over to the Penguin’s Igloo. Daisy showed them around the restaurant, before taking them to the storage room with their decorations and showing them where the food and drinks were kept.

“And that’s the tour, I will have your schedule by the end of the week, until then focus on your learning magic” Daisy exclaims.

“Wonderful, we can give the lessons between lunch breaks” Sergean replies excitedly.

“Hold on…won’t that lead to getting burnout?” Daisy says concerned. 

“Hm…then every other break and days off,” Sergean replies. 

“You pinky promise that you’ll speak up when you feel burnout and not lie about it?” Mom adds as she makes eye contact with him.

“I…um yes, I pinky promise, Mrs. Guerrero” Sergean replies before bringing up his pinky hesitantly.

“Good, I’ll hold you to that, Sergean” Mom says before wrapping her pinky around his pinky.

“I understand, I am a man of my word” Sergean replies before letting go of her pinky finger.

“Good, I’ve been meaning to ask where are Elizabeth and your parents. Neither have you talked about them, do they know where you two are?” Mom asks curiously.

“Last I heard Mom was helping Dad with something work-related and I’ve texted them about our whereabouts” Sergean replied simply.

“I see, Elizabeth, have you been in contact with your parents as well?” Mom asks her.

“Huh? Yea, yeah I have” Elizabeth replied as she was reading a text message on her clam-shaped smartphone.

“That’s good,” Mom says as she could tell that Elizabeth wasn’t completely listening in the conversation.

“Alright, let’s go explore the Ice Region before magic lessons” Lea exclaims as she isn’t too excited to get a new type of homework.

“Yeah, no, not yet, we are gonna learn the basics now” Sergean replies as he takes out the spellbook from the holder on his leg.

“Yea…ok,” Lea says in defeat before Sergean brings everyone outside as well as summoning their winter clothes and shoes back on.

“Now everyone, please stand in a straight horizontal line” Sergean exclaims as he summons a box with paper weights.

Everyone nods in agreement as they all get into a line.

“OK with these paperweights, this is what we will practice levitating, to levitate anything, in your mind say Light as a Feather said the topic will come to me” Sergean explains as he brings out pennies, rose quartz clusters, and big potions.

Lea looked at the first pieces of rose quartz clusters on the snow wondering where he got those from.

“Any questions before you start levitating?” Sergean adds as he is practically beaming with excitement to teach the others magic, Elizabeth notices as she snickers a bit.

“Yeah, I was wondering where you got the rose quartz from?” Lea asks curiously.

“That’s not what is-” Sergean starts to say before Elizabeth cuts him off, “He has a gem collection at home” she snickers as Sergean gets embarrassed. 

“Oh! That’s neat, they’re pretty,” Lea replies pleasantly surprised.

“What? Really?” Sergean says stunned but delighted at Lea’s reaction.

“Yeah, I like learning and I can tell you take good care of your gems” Lea replies happily before everyone turns and attempts to levitate the paperweight items.

Lea was having flashbacks of a show, she watched with Dad about angels and witches. Once everyone accomplished levitating the pennies, rose quartz clusters, and big potions, Sergean then levitated big snow-covered boulders in front of them.

“Next, I will have you lost levitate these boulders next,” Sergean says as he writes down in his notebook afterward.

“Everyone you are doing all good so far, good job” Elizabeth adds with a smile.

Everyone then nodded in agreement before they moved on to levitating the boulders which made the snow fall off.

“Wonderful now, next try levitating yourselves” Sergean instructed them as he went through his lessons in levitating from elementary school from what he remembered.

“Wait, what word do we replace for this?” Alyssa asked before they could continue with the lesson.

“Use the words with Light as a feather I will become” Sergean replies simply.

“Ah ok,” Alyssa exclaims as everyone listens and gives it a try.

“Light as a feather I will become a bird in the weather” Lea giggled for a moment to herself as she liked how it rhythmed in her head before she realized within the blink of an eye, she was high up.

“U-U-Uh I am high up, how do I get down safely?” Lea says as she tries not to freak out.

“Simply say ‘as Light as a feather I will land on my feet” Sergean replies as he drops his notepad and pencil as he gets ready to catch her just in case.

“O-Oh ok, ‘As Light as a feather I will land on my feet” Lea proclaims before she begins falling fast.

“Idiot! You never say it out loud spoken magic is too powerful for a beginner, shit I should have explained this beforehand” Sergean replies in a panic before jumping up to catch her in his arms and landing on his ass on the snow as he had reacted rashly.

“S-Sorry, I was scared, thank you for catching me, lunch will be on me,” Lea says as she catches her breath and tries to process what just happened.

“With what money? It’s fine, I’m sorry for not explaining in detail, I forgot that you lot weren’t born here” Sergean replies before putting her down on the snow gently, “ Honestly, I shouldn’t have gotten so excited to teach have gotten so excited to teach right away” Sergean adds as Lea was further caught off guard as this was the first time seeing Sergean look guilty. 

“Well you taught us how to levitate objects not float, but you did good today, Sergean” Lea replies as she tries to cheer him up before getting up and helping him up from the snow.

“Yes, I guess you are right, a win is a win, I suppose,” Sergean says before getting up, I’m stronger than you, but I appreciate your sentiment” he adds.

“Of course, we are friends now, right?” Lea replies awkwardly.

“Yeah, I guess so,” Sergean says before sighing, “Did you add something to the spell?” he asks. 

“Um, yeah at the end of the sentence, I added become a bird in the weather, since it rhymed with the first part” Lea replies sheepishly.

“Ah well…that is how spells can become more powerful, thus why we make the spells as close as possible to being straightforward, especially with beginner learning magic users,” Sergean lectures a little bit.

“Oh…so what I did was reckless for a beginner…got it…sorry” Lea replies a bit discouraged.

“It’s alright, nothing wrong with being eager to learn, let quick thinking when engaged in a battle, now let’s go have lunch” Elizabeth adds as she desummons the paperweights that Sergean had summoned earlier.

“Out of curiosity, where is home for you both? You had us stay at your family vacation house” Mom asks as she checks visually on Sergean & Lea if they are okay.

“Too close, Mom” Lea thought to herself as she backed up.

“Oh we live in the Ice Region, yea the vacation house was something our Grandpas made for us in case of anything, like electricity issues or blackouts or family events” Elizabeth replies as she shows Mom a picture of the Herrera household as they all made their way back to Penguin’s Igloo.

“Oh, that’s a beautiful house,” Mom says with delight.

“Thanks, it’s cozy and we are out of school at the moment because of winter break, school doesn’t start for me til mid-January then I’ll be back at home til you guys are done in April, where I’ll be in spring break and rejoin you guys, I’ll still be going over your magic lessons though” Elizabeth elaborate.

“And with what you learn from Sergean, you will all fight me to help train you” Edward adds as he greets them at the entrance of the Penguin’s Igloo.

“Hold on, how old are you, Edward? Don’t you have school as well?” Dad replies with confusion.

“Uh…I’m 17, I graduate from high school in June, so I’m also on my winter break, I’m a senior while Elizabeth is a freshman” Edward says baffled.

“You’re 17? I thought you were 19 like me, damn your young” Vanessa adds.

“Hah no, is it because I am tall?” Edward replies bashfully.

“Yeah, you tall enough to play basketball, football, and even soccer” Lea adds as she imagines him playing those sports as she remembers her time playing soccer at 10 years old.

“I suppose so, but I am happy in my kickboxing & boxing clubs” Edward replies proudly before bringing over the menus for them to look at.

“Really? That’s cool” Lea replies before looking at the menu she also remembered her time in Tae Kwon Do as she still had her purple belt back at home along with Alyssa’s.

“Yep, anyways, what did you learn out there?” Edward asked before taking his seat by Daisy and Cloud.

“Levitation, it was great til Sergean forgot some important information then I had my big sister floating up in the sky about 20 feet in the air,” Alyssa says upset.

Lea looked at Alyssa with joy in her eyes as she was filled with delight that her little sister was showing some concern over her for a change.

“I mean Lea should have asked questions first instead of just talking about Sergean’s rock collection but at least he caught her after he told her how to get back down” Alyssa adds before rolling her eyes at Lea like don’t make this a bigger deal than it.

“Ok, ok no need to keep stoking the flames, let’s eat” Elizabeth exclaims as Lea is now sad and looking at her menu longer.

“Sure” Alyssa replies annoyed as she was getting more hungry.

“So…um what are guys hungry for?” Daisy asks before putting her napkin on her lap.

“The hushbrowns & pancakes with coffee sounds good to me” Mom replies before putting down her menu on the table.

“Oh yeah, that sounds good, I’ll get the bacon, eggs, and hushbrowns” Lea added after him.

“Hold on shouldn’t we wait for a waiter?” Alyssa replies as she looks around the restaurant to see the other guests around them.

“Oh, right, oops,” Lea says shyly as a waiter with medium red fiery hair comes over to them.

“Hello, I’m _____ and I will be your waiter today, what will we be starting with?” the waiter exclaims as they make noise in the restaurant so they don’t catch his name.

They then turn to give their orders to the waiter.

“Got it, your orders will be brought over as possible” the waiter exclaims before making his way to give the Chef & team to start making.

“Huh, he had similar eyes” Lea says name for some reason,” Lea says curiously.

“Similar to what?” Cloud replies as his stomach growls with excitement.

“Not sure, I can’t remember her name for some reason,” Lea says as she could see her face only.

“Do you remember what they look like?” Mimi replies as she turns to look at her.

“She had fire hair that was tied up into a ponytail,” Lea says before gesturing with her hands on how tall and how long her hair was.

“Oh, you mean Lady Georgia” Mimi replies before looking at the crowded restaurant to get a better look at the waiter that took their order.

“Maybe it was one of the brothers” Nick adds before he tries to remember what Lady Georgia’s twin brothers’ names are.

The red-haired waiter came back with their drinks and orders afterward.

“Enjoy” the waiter exclaims before leaving them to eat.

“Looks so good,” Elizabeth and Lea say happily in unison before they start to eat their eggs then bacon, and hashbrowns.

“Lea, don’t forget to have your napkin on your lap” Mom adds which makes Lea pout as she puts the blue napkin on her lap before going back to eating her eggs.

After everyone finished eating, the waiter came back with the receipt before Edward got out his coin pouch from his side pocket before paying for lunch.

“Hold on, you don’t have to pay for us, let’s us pay” Mom exclaims.

“It’s OK, you don’t have our currency at the moment, plus I work tomorrow, I don’t mind paying the bill, I do with my siblings and parents too especially on birthdays or if they running low for a bit” Edward exclaims with a polite smile.

“Oh…um alright, thank you, we’ll pay next time, promise” Mom replies shyly.

“Sure,” Edward says as the waiter takes the check and goes to the cash register. 

“I wonder where Edward works at” Lea wonders to herself as she drinks the last of her orange juice.

“So what do you do for a part-timer job?” Mom asks curiously before taking a sip of her coffee.

“Oh, I work at the Mixing and Swerving Bubble Tea Cafe, it’s down the hill in the Ice Region” Edward replies before getting out his clam phone to show her pictures of all the boba teas and food that get made there.

“It’s my mum’s business” Sergean adds before taking a sip of his orange juice.

“Really? That sounds adorable and looks delicious but good for her, we should go over there soon, I’d like to meet your parents” Mom replies politely but sternly.

“Oh, um sure, why not” Elizabeth says as she glances at her clam phone in her pocket. 

“So…will we be sure to contact them as soon as we finish eating,” Sergean replies like he is making a promise.

“So…after learning how to do the levitate spell, what will we learn next?” Lea asks curiously before taking another sip of her orange juice. 

Alyssa looked at her in disbelief as she ate her scrambled eggs covered with ketchup.

“Uh…most likely a defense spell pr a speed spell or an illusion spell, I’m not sure, if anything, I’ll contact Lady Lilth for the teaching of making potions” Sergean replies as he didn’t want a repeat what happened earlier.

“Oh um okay, yeah that makes sense,” Lea says as she wonders what that spell will be as she starts to imagine it in her head.

“ Out of curiosity, what’s your favorite spell, and can you show us this spell?” Cloud adds randomly.

“Oh, that’s a good question, I don’t mind showing and teaching the spell” Sergean replies as Cloud downed his cup of water.

The waiter then comes back with the change, “Thank you for eating with us today, have a nice day” he says before leaving the table.

Edward pockets his change as he puts it in his coin pouch. Lea and Alyssa stack their plates with the other plates as Sergean & Elizabeth put the napkins & trash into 2 neat piles. Dad looked at them confused but let them be before they all summoned more winter clothes on themselves. Sergean then levitates some snow off the road before summoning seats for all of them.

“I will need a volunteer for this, any takers?” Sergean asks as he turns to look at them.

“I volunteer” Edward replies as he goes over to Sergean.

“Great, get 12 feet away from me for this demonstration” Sergean exclaims. 

“Everyone keep your eyes peeled,” Sergean says as he snaps his fingers and moves his arm, “Like a swift uppercut you shall be stopped in your tracks” Sergean proclaims as Edward then thrusts into the air as the pile of snow follows suit as he got disarmed as ice froze around Edward like a nicely formed human ice cube.

“This spell is called The Uppercut of an Iceberg” Sergean exclaims with his green eyes lit up. “It is labeled as an offensive & defensive spell” he adds before melting the ice to free Edward.

“Sometimes someone just needs a slap back into reality, very badass spell, Sergean,” Lea says very impressed and excited for the next few weeks in the winter as her dark chocolate brown almond eyes sparkled with the same amount of pureness. 

[The End of Life of Lea Volume 1]

[pjthedaft]

gofundme?

putting feelers out because i hate that i might have to do this, but how would y’all feel about a gofundme to get me out of my living situation?  i know i don’t have a lot of followers and i don’t post much anymore, but tumblr is my most anonymous and thus safest social media site for something like this.

for context i am physically disabled, autistic, and unable to work.  for the past 8 months i have been living with a roommate, in an apartment with no toilet, and now no shower since the early winter.  the landlord has already threatened to evict me because of my roommate who does not care for his animals or clean, leaving me and my partner (who does not live here) to do everything.  my roommate regularly grabs my face, grabs my neck, and pins me against the wall.

last night, was the final straw.  he threw a party, got black out drunk, and yelled at our friend (who came over because she was already going through something really rough and needed an out) for telling him that choking and groping her was not okay.  my partner and i had to hide the alcohol, manage his emotions, and keep him away from our friend until she could find someplace safer to go, for at least 6 hours because he was so erratic and aggressive.  he had grabbed my face at one point when we were alone and he said something about having sexual tension towards me, which came out of nowhere.

it’s left me feeling very unsafe.  i woke up in the middle of the night to have a panic attack, and i had many night terrors reliving my childhood CSA, abuse, and managing my parents alcoholism.  i have stayed locked in my room all day because i am afraid of being alone with my roommate.  my partner stays over most nights, but also works a full time job, so i am alone with my roommate most of the time.  i would like to leave as soon as i can, but living off of government support leaves me with no extra money at all after the necessities are all paid for.  i will not be able to save, and the only local support available to be requires an eviction notice (which i don’t have).  my partner also does not make enough for us to be able to move any time soon (it would take probably at least half a year of saving, and the idea of staying here for that long is incredible anxiety inducing).

apartments where i am require first and last months rent.  it will also be hard for me to find a place that isn’t in an unsafe neighbourhood, borderline unlivable (bug infestations, broken stuff, neglectful landlord, etc.), or living with people i don’t know (which after this is extremely scary to think about).  the only furniture i’ll have will be a mattress on the floor, and a broken desk.  I’ll have to replace a lot of things, like dishes, pots, pans, etc. because everything keeps getting broken.

the purpose of a gofundme, would be to raise at least enough money to cover first and last months rent and moving expenses so my partner and i can move into an apartment together asap.  at most i might set a goal to raise enough to also replace some one the important broken things (mainly cookware and dishes) and maybe get some furniture.

[hoonssluts]

A/N: This is another draft that has NIT been worked on in forever, this was a request but I slowed down on my writing so I never finished this and I have no idea where I was going with this. This is not proof read and this has been in my drafts for 6+ months. Enjoy.

fuxxin’ love - soobin♡

contains: smut, soft!dom soobin, fwb!yeonjun, sorta rough sex, college au, slight fluff.

THIS IS FUCKING LONG I DIDN'T MEAN TO

Your face buried into the left side of Yeonjuns neck, breathing heavily as your coming down from your high. Yeonjuns slender fingers rubbing circles into your back, slightly tickling you.

“You okay?” He questions looking into your face while you peel yourself from his body. You give him a weak nod and smile.

“Yeah, but can you get me some water?” You request, pulling out some loose pajama shorts and a over-sized shirt from you drawer, stumbling a bit while putting on your shorts.

“Yeah, of course.” Yeonjun leaves your room with his boxers on going into your kitchen.

You and Yeonjun have been sleeping together for about 3 months now, and no one else knows. Its sort of like a friends with benefits thing, I mean yeah you thought he was a fairly good looking guy but you didn’t want a relationship with him. He also felt kinda bad for fucking you because his bestfriend, Soobin has a crush on you. Yeah Soobin was cute like really cute, the way his cheeks are always puffed out due to them being chubby and squishy, the way his eyes turn into a small soft arch when he laughs or smiles, and how polite and gentle he was towards you whenever you two spoke nonetheless you didn’t really have a crush on him, what he doesn’t know won’t hurt him, right?

Yeonjun walks into your room handing you a glass of cold water. “Do you have morning classes tomorrow?” He then grabs his shirt off of your fluffy white carpet, slipping it onto his small yet toned body.

You give a small smile, as a way to say thank you. “Uh, yeah but its just literature.” Taking a small gulp before setting it onto your nightstand, tidying up your bed due to recent events. Looking up at Yeonjun, his hair is a mess.

He lifts an eyebrow, “So that means I can’t stay over?” He asks while sliding on his black sweats, running his hand through his blond hair.

“It sure does” You reply walking over to him, slowly but surely pushing him out of your bedroom. You two walking into your living room area. “You need to leave before my roommate gets back and sees you.”

He lets out a sigh, walking over to the front door. “Fine. I’ll see you later.” Flashing a quick small smile before leaving your apartment.

                                            next morning

You walked into your literature lecture hall 5 minutes before it started, scanning the room to see any open seats so you can settle down, while in the process you see Soobin with two other boys. You knew their faces but you couldn’t remember their names at that moment. He never sat there but oh well there is an open seat next to him so what can you do.

With a big cheeky smile you walk over to them. “Hey Soobin.” You set your things down and take your set. Looking over at him, his cheeks now red and flustered from your smile towards him.

“H-hey, y/n.” He replies softly, turning his body towards you. You made his heart flutter almost every time you were with each other, which was quiet often since you always group up for projects or study together. Soobin has always thought of you as a innocent crush I mean that doesn't mean he never thought about fucking you a few times but he never said anything about since the both of you were only friends.

“Me and Gyu are going to go sit down there, we can’t see the projector” A tan skinny boy with wine colored hair utters while dragging an other boy with loose black hair, flashing a quick smile before taking off leave you and Bin alone. Taehyun and Beomgyu, those are their names. You talked to them a couple of times but never a really vivid conversation. 

A few minutes passed, you just taking notes as per usual but you did catch Soobin staring at you a few times. It was cute, and so innocent just like him.

The lecture has finally ended, packing up your notebook and pencils you looking up at Bin, seems like he was waiting for you.

"You don't need to wait for m-"

"Wanna hang out later tonight?" He asked, looking down after his question, cheeks turning pink.

You had nothing planned, so why not. "Yeah, that sounds great."

Soobin's face lit up to your response. He couldn't believe you actually said yes. "W-well, we can hang at my place since you have a roommate and all."

"Yeah, see you later Bin" A wide smile spreads across your face as you exit the lecture hall.

~°~