#one “friend” who wanted to do short filns on youtube like the ones that have entire crews turned me down saying id steal her fame | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

alchemiclee · 6 months ago

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I wish to have a friendship and work partners and creative minds to collab with like the hsr VAs. every time they do stuff together, it's always so beautiful and wholesome and supportive. what they have is what i've been wanting for years. i've tried, but finding a group of people who are wholesome and genuine and kind and creative and want to do projects with me and hang out and all that has been impossible so far and i'm so sad😭😭😭

but i'm glad it exists somewhere in the world at least, and they share it with us.

#I JUST WANT WHAT THEY HAVE 😭😭😭😭😭😭#theres been so many times ive tried asking people i thought were friends to work on stuff together and they turn me down #because they either dont believe in me ir feel threatened like ill take something from them or think i'm just trying to use them #one “friend” who wanted to do short filns on youtube like the ones that have entire crews turned me down saying id steal her fame #basically. she said id get in her way and use her and take everything and she refuses to share. i want nothing BUT to share!#(she also then decided she wanted to work with people that arent me and i realized she wasnt a true friend but still)#IM SO SAD I HAVE TO DO EVERYTHING ALONE AND CANT WORK WITH OTHER PEOPLE BECAUSE OTHER PEOPLE SUCK #lee text #lee rants #lee rambles #sorry ill always complain about not being able to do things i want because i need help. like my if i can stop one heart from bresking mv 😭#hsr

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