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Pac: [Cell] had some brutal attacks, you know? And I have a trauma with that. I just hope that nothing happens again...
Bagi: Did he do something to you?
Pac: Mmhm. I don't remember well, but it hurt a lot.
Bagi: Damn. I didn't realize how terrible it was. Now I understand your distress. I didn't think he attacked you, considering you kind of broke out of prison together.
#Bagi#QSMP#Pactw#Pac#Cell#Tangentially#Approximate translations please feel free as always to hop in and tell me if there's a better way to translate this#Anyways. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#AAAAAA HE KNOWS NOW#I can't believe I missed the reveal I need to scroll back in the VOD#I'd like to clip more stuff but I'm not sure where to begin#also Twitch clips crashed on me once again#I've got like 50 things from Fit's stream alone I don't know how I'm gonna post all that#Like I'll stagger it obviously but agh
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FINALLY have wrestled my brain into sitting down and watching Good Omens and it is, in fact, very good!! Incredibly good!! Absolutely in love with it ♥️♥️♥️
It does, however, hurt terribly
#as a queer with hella religious trauma fucking OW 😭😭😭#Aziraphale is exactly who I used to be#and Crowly is so much like who I am now#'I only ever asked questions' yeah me too 😭#i really thought i'd kinda made peace with my religious trauma but it turns out i very much have not 🙃🙃🙃🙃#i'm like 2 eps into season 2 currently but i do know generally what happens and I DO know how it ends#and it breaks my fucking heart bc I'm going to be so upset with Aziraphale but I'm gonna understand him better than I want to#bc fuck if I didn't think I could fix heaven once#i really hope that when that line of thinking comes crashing down around him spectacularly#it doesn't do so in a way that kills any hope and makes him act apathetic as a defense mechanism to pretend it doesn't hurt#bc Crowley and I are already here and I want Aziraphale to avoid that#and it sucks and Aziraphale is too good to end up like this I want him to be ok 🥺#Crowley was too good to end up like this too but he's already here so I just hope he can heal better than I apparently haven't#idk I'm in love with this show and these middle-aged gay men but I'm also incredibly fucking triggered lmao#like ow mr gaiman good job but also kinda fuck you but also please I'm trusting you to give this a good end
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Yasmine: drives
Beatrice: hanging onto the Jesus handle for dear life
#warrior nun#sister beatrice#sister yasmine#this scene is such a fave#superion getting fancy with her beatdown#cam being so Done with yasmine#ava absolutely launching herself out of the van at first opportunity#'I've already been hit by a bus once I'd rather not get in another car crash thanks'#bea outwardly collected but inwardly has a thousand yard stare#yasmine the human personification of 😬
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agacrs (assigned gamer at computer repair shop)
#quil's unholy underworld#shitpost#not once did I mention gaming on this laptop#but he spoke about potential problems and fixing it like i'd said it crashed during a game#and just now he called to update me and was like did you say it died while playing a game?#no sir i said it died overnight not once have I mentioned games#so. if anyone wonders what I look like. apparently the answer is gamer girl#anyways it's looking like my computer is completely and entirely fucked#good think black friday deals are coming up
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feels like i'm stuck in the hellscape that i left after covid but it's just living alone with my dad for more than a weekend
#also i've figured out what's wrong with my cat. i know i shouldn't google diagnose and i'm not a vet (much as i'd like to be)#nor is my human medical knowledge very extensive despite the degree#i also know i'm too anxious about this stuff#but i think he had a seizure#right in front of me#won't go into detail because i'll spiral if i type it out#was sat on the ground with him after that and my dad decides it's the right time to have a go at me#berating me for leaving the room every time he enters#which i did once because he was crashing plates together and i'm autistic ffs#i need to finish studying because there's nothing i can do for my cat other than watch him and make sure he doesn't fall#he's got a small cut on his noise from yesterday which i've tried to clean but he's too wiggly#was a worm in a previous life confirmed#i'm so paranoid that it's not a cut and actually just a bleeding nose#he seems happy and chill as per usual but i need to say something to someone idk what to do#my dad has lived with this cat for 10 years and still avoids referring to him or calling him by his name so that's out of the question#i won't talk to my brother about it because i'd be pushing onto him what's probably just paranoia that he really doesn't need to hear#so i'll tumblr vent. and wait for my mum to get back#should be tomorrow then i'll feel like i'm a real person again
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HOWEVER !!!!!!!!!!
#i recognize that not everyone we're soulmates with are meant to be in our lives forever#sometimes it's a couple years. sometimes a lifetime. sometimes it's days. regardless i'm doing better than i was then#in so many ways#but i have a lot more growing to do of course. as we all do. i've been trying to reflect. i constantly feel drained and i haven't had a job#idk what's wrong with me or what to do with myself or my life man#it feels like i'm a chrysalis#i'm in this cocoon barely existing while i think and grow#but i hardly feel human or like i exist and i haven't since my dad died#and i lost rae and my home and my friends and their cats and all their family members at once#i feel like i took a ride on the wings of another only to come crashing back down. but with way more knowledge and experience than before#because i'm in the same spot. living with my mom again. it's not that big of a deal ik it's almost impossible to get your own place now#but i'm not spending so much on food and eating way too much anymore#and i'm not as stressed daily as i was living there#i can't say it was better than here. but i miss it#i don't think i'd trade it though. i'm content here in comparison. i just wish some days that she had stuck by me#but it's okay. she wasn't in love anymore and knew our differences#i'm a lot better now it's just hard to look at it all in the mirror#personal#words
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[[ Starter for @needlenxggin !]]
Okay, that was definitely a first in all her times of travelling through space.
Starfire had been flying like normal, using her communicator to make sure she stayed on course while making her way back to Tamaran. Then, suddenly, she was completely thrown off course, as if an insanely strong gust of 'wind' would have hit her. She could only assume it must have been a ship passing too fast for her to even see, or perhaps even an actual attack aimed for her for some reason; but right in this moment, she couldn't really assume or think much. She completely lost control of her flight through this force pushing her, getting flung around hard enough to just spin and fall along with the force, and she could sense that she was entering an atmosphere at some point. Until the crash, she still was unable to do anything or stop herself. Needless to say that she left a huge dent in the ground, though thanks to the tamaranean sturdiness, at least she wasn't knocked out or any badly wounded.
Groaning as she got herself back up, the first thing that Starfire realized was that her communicator, which she had held in hand as whatever this was happened, did not survive the forces and all that she was holding anymore was a shattered piece of technology. Tucking it away, she lifted herself up further to now stand again, and then looked around. Starfire definitely didn't recognize the planet, but the more important part was that she was stared at. No wonder by that entrance she must have made. "I... I greet you. I do not mean harm," Starfire spoke, repeating as she was going through the languages she knew, like any tamaranean usually did when making contact with someone they didn't know what language they would speak.
#needlenxggin#✫ General Tag (Starfire(Canon)) ✫#✫ IC (Starfire(Canon)) ✫#not sure if she crashed right next to him somewhere or if he approached once the crash happened; but yeah I assumed he's close to her alrea#let me know if you want me to change something; or if anything doesn't work!#ah yes question of language too - should we assume this planet has something different than earthen english?#in which case; I'd need to ask if you'd rather have star happen to know the language already#or if she should... well; learn it her way (idk if you know how she does it; basically through kissing someone)
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i genuinely want to do the barge task on taskmaster so bad
#taskmaster once again making me want to pick up mad hobbies#it looks so fun. like i'd crash but i'd have a good time#also yeah that canal sure got suezed great job ivo
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i crawl out of my cave. i reblog 20 posts within 10 minutes and disappear for weeks again like a skittish rat
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medical mondayyyyyyyyyyy
#welcome to the er it's a trash fire of epic proportions#houston we have a problem#THREE CODES AT ONCE. eugh#i only had to jump in on one of them and then i just assisted with the aftermath of all three#but it was a mad scramble for crash rooms#i'd stop picking up mondays but it's my favorite coworker's regular shift
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Have officially begun the process of moving all my content onto the new blog bc my faith in support to actually fix the issue does not actually exist.
If it gets fixed I'll keep using this blog like I've been and just consider the other one a backup. Otherwise I won't be deleted this blog, but I won't be using it regularly (if I continue to), and not for posts meant to go into tags.
I'm not following people yet bc I'm still in the process of moving posts, which means mass reblogging, which means 200 posts straight per day until I'm caught up.
#DCB Comments#a couple of y'all followed me anywhere when I was doing a test run for smth tho LOL#you two are gonna get swamped until I catch up sjhkfgsj#and I mean y'all are free to follow the new blog. just. like. you're gonna get buried in the reblogs for now lol#I'll still post my DCB runs stuff for now since that was always just a personal tag#but big kid meta/discussion posts will be on the new blog bc apparently I'm also not showing up in people's notifications#when I reblog stuff/reply to it. no point in trying to have a conversation when my blog is like#80 percent shadowbanned. :') I can still send/receive messages but#that's basically the last functionality left that I seem to have for ppl who get shadowbanned#which apparently usually happens bc of logging into the blog on a VPN and it blacks you automatically for that#unfortunately my Opera browser has a built in VPN that is usually on#and while I don't usually use Opera sometimes I have to bc my comp physically cannot handle#going onto people's (user).tumblr.com versions of their blogs on Chrome#it will literally freeze the computer for at least a solid ten to twenty mins and then either the page will crash#or the entire browser will crash. started to happen kiiiind of recently? but yeah. sometimes I just#have to check actual blog pages on other browsers and I've had to use Opera for that before#so my VPN would've been on and... yeah. can p much guarantee that's what got my shadowbanned#apparently staff can take up to several weeks to even respond/resolve the issue so I ain't waiting#at least not to move my stuff bc I'd rather it just be done and over with if I end up using the blog#instead of having to do it all once I'm actually ready to use the blog#most of the stuff I'm reblogging rn is the oldest stuff from the sideblog lol#like back when I moved things from there to here. it's easier to do now since I'm just clicking my previous tags but#I'm still gonna hit a daily dead end unfortunately so may as well get started now
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Happy to announce I have once again beat BG3, this time without transforming and I gotta say. I do like that ending better
#sorry Orpheus I don't think you're making it back home ever again#I'd like my romantic partners to NOT be grossed out by me after 100+ hours of wooing them#anyways I got to see the Karlach 'I adore you' scene 3 more times cuz it crashed once and I had to reload once. gotta say.#it hits just as hard every time. I think I might just actually be for real in love with her or something#gonna end up like those people who marry cardboard cutouts at this rate#bg3
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in the beginning of s.ubnautica, you're knocked unconscious by the lifepod breaking down... i think in the au 76 would be knocked out, but my s/i would not be. they'd be halfway through figuring out a way to make clean water when he wakes up and have to rope him into helping.
#i imagine 76 doesn't particularly want to work with them but once he sees the Very Crashed aurora he gives in out of necessity.#in my mind 76 would be more of the exploring/gathering resources type#while my s/i would struggle to dive very deep and focus more on making tools to help them.#i'm unsure if i'd use runa... they're my s/i for 76 of course but i don't know how well they'd adapt to a more passive role.#i think it mayy work. different life paths can make a huge difference of course ^^.#gush:{🎯}
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ugggggh. i had a stress dream about applying for a disability payment. they still haven't got back to me and i really need to call and chase it up but i'm so anxious about it. i hate having to explain how little i can physically do. and i hate that they are probably going to turn me down because my doctor didn't write the right shit in my evidence. i'm so fuckin tired man. i just wanna live, why does it have to be so fuckin hard to keep living?
#negative#im not doin so good#we went out today and it was fun but i'm crashing#mad that i'm already awake again i was hoping i'd get to sleep through the night for once
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y'know i started working on a Strauss arrangement for two oboes as a fun side project recently but now that the trio for my recital is probably fucked maybe i should seriously finish working on it today and throw that on the program in its place?
#sasha speaks#i know another oboist who'd play it with me. would need to convince my pianist to add another piece but i think i could do it#but i'd pretty much need to finish the arrangement Today in that case. which means working on it all afternoon#and getting none of my real homework done instead...#oh beethoven trio. i love you but you prove to be so elusive for me#i swear i've had the hope of playing it like three or four times and every single time without fail that i try to get it off the ground#it crashes and burns!! come on!! i just want to perform it Once already#oboeposting
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talking to a guy and he’s like “how the fuck do you have all this shit memorized?” my brother in christ i memorized a movie as a kid because i got bored during state tests
#it's not like it was even all that much#''all this shit'' being storylines for different games and some of the story arcs in the world war z book#and like some anime storylines#but i'd finish the state tests early#and i knew it#so for two days leading up to the test i'd just watch whatever movie (it was frozen i was a frozen kid)#and then during the test i'd finish and just stare at the ceiling the remaining time and ''watch'' the movie w soundtrack and backgrounds#and like. even the fucking credits#y'know what add that to the list of ''shit i should probably mention if i ever look into a diagnosis''#did y'all know tiptoeing is apparently a neurodivergent kid thing?#my sister's two sons have autism (her daughter probably has adhd) and she keeps sharing info on autism and it's like huh.#i had a lot of that.#and i have a brother that didn't get diagnosed til his 20s 'cause he started to crash and burn in college#but he was like. completely nonverbal as a kid for years and they were just like ''oh some kids are like that''#like i would repeat EVERYTHING if it like. made my mouth feel good? and that's a type of stimming apparently#because my nephew does the exact same thing where he'll hear a word once on a commercial or something#and repeats it over and over with like. same intonation and everything
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