#once again we say fuck karina braun

[marleysfinest]

hello friends I have a New Chapter for you!

   Someone’s screaming. Is it screaming? It’s rhythmic, almost timed. A woman is screaming, muffled in the distance. It’s different every time; first it’s short, then it’s a prolonged wail. It’s so repetitive. Is someone helping her? Someone’s in front of me on their knees. The air fills with black smoke. I can barely see them... who is that?

[buckybansre]

my baby | reiner braun

warnings: angst (??) w/ happy ending, sorta fluffy at the end, hurt/comfort, references to alcohol.

pairings: reiner braun x fem!reader

word count: 3.2k

synopsis: reiner finally returns back home and all seems well. but is it actually?

it has been months since you got to see reiner and maybe even years since you got to see him for more than a few days a time, you hadn't realised how much you missed him until you were shuffling through groups of people who waited for their family members, just to get to the front so you could see him as soon as he got off the train.

so much time has passed since he was given the armored titan and sent on a mission across the sea, you guys never really had the chance to have a concrete conversion about what happened on paradis, but it was obvious that reiner avoided the subject so you didn’t push on it too much.

you always got self conscious about if his feelings for you still remained when he’d disappear for weeks at a time, but your high hopes persisted for your relationship regardless as you waited behind the gate for reiner to come through.

with his mother, karina standing next to you, your heart felt like it could pound through your chest at any given second.

i wonder if he’s gotten bigger,

i wonder if he’s grown a beard by now,

i wonder-

“reiner!” you heard his mom yell from your side, which immediately snapped you from your thoughts.

“r...reiner?” you looked at him, he looked different but still the same old reiner nonetheless.

he’d grown so big, and had stubble growing across his cheeks. you never smiled so big when you saw someone.

fuck, you really missed him so much. your mind couldn't help but ponder off to the next time he’d be requested to leave for another mission. it broke your heart. he only had a few years left, and in your head, those years are yours. they belong to you, you both earned this.

is that selfish of me? you thought, chewing on your bottom lip.

no. you reassured yourself. i am not selfish.

“y/n? i missed you so fucking much, god.” he rushed over and wrapped his around your waist, engulfing you into his warmness. his familiar scent of cigarettes (you had zeke to thank for that) and cologne quickly filled your nostrils. you only hugged him tighter which caused him to chuckle.

you’d forgotten that you cut about three inches off of your hair until reiner commented on it.

“did you do something new to your hair?” he whispered, shutting his eyes as he hugged you tighter. “you’re so pretty.”

your cheeks grew with a fiery feeling as he released you from his grasp and laid his hand on your cheek, running his thumb across every feature of your face which caused you to laugh.

reiner greeted the rest of his family, keeping his arm around you the entire time.

“let’s go home,” you said after he finished greeting his family, taking his hand into yours and leading him back home. “you need to rest.”

—

reiner always assured you that when he got back from his big mission, he would come and live with you, and he upheld that deal. you guys were so young, and it seemed like only a silly reality. but now, it had become real.

once reiner initially arrived back from paradis, you two moved rather quickly to pick a home before he had to leave again to aid the warriors in another mission.

the house was perfect for the two of you, and a family as well, if you and reiner ever decided you wanted to take that step.

you, so badly wanted to take that step. but reiner on the other hand never spoke about it, so neither did you.

nevertheless, the house seemed so tiny, even tinier when you were there alone.

you always insisted on decorating the house whenever reiner came back. it was your ultimate goal to make him feel wanted and welcomed.

he needed that reassurance, and you were more than happy to provide it.

“so.. do ya’ like it? i know it’s small and…” you trailed off as you both made your way into the house, seeing a banner and a few balloons spread across the dining room.

“what? no, it’s great, baby. as long as i get to come back to you, everything is great.” he cracked a smile as he shut the door and pressed a quick kiss to your forehead.

“i can’t believe you still like me after all this time, or wanna be with me even. it’s crazy, really,”

the mutual crush between you and reiner began when you both were nine. reiner was training to be a warrior and you, well, you liked to watch.

you’d sneak to their practices and watch reiner do all of the drills and after, he’d confront you on your innocent stalking.

from then, the rest was history. you grew close with the other warriors, always having their favorite baked treats on hand when they had a hard day of training.

bertholdt was the one to make you confess your feelings to reiner once it was for certain that he was inheriting the amour titan and that they’d be traveling to paradis.

you missed bertholdt. so badly.

him, reiner, you and annie were inseparable. always being spotted together.

your heart broke badly when you found out they’d be inheriting titans, because from then, a timer would always be clocking down.

thirteen years.

“i only have a few years left, i don’t know who i’d rather spend it with,”

that.

that made your stomach churn in all different kinds of ways. he only had a few years left before he’d be gone forever.

you wished that he never got the armored titan, even back then you’d pray and pray that porco would get it instead of reiner.

selfishly of course.

“we never talked about this but, um, how were things… in paradis…?” you chewed on your bottom lip, your eyes carrying their gaze from the counter up to his eyes.

“interesting to say the least,” he sighed, shaking his head. “i’m going to go freshen up and then we can go to a bar, okay?”

“uh, yeah, about that, your family wants us over for dinner.” you looked at him and smiled slightly. “your mom made something for you and gabi,”

reiner and gabi’s relationship always made you smile. it’s what stemmed your wanting to have kids with reiner in the first place. he’d do anything for gabi.

“oh yeah, okay,” he nodded with a smile, kissing your head before walking into the bathroom to shower.

what the fuck does he mean by interesting? and what the hell happened on that island?

you brushed it off and walked into your bedroom and begun to brush your hair in order to flatten the stubborn flyaways that came up since you did your hair this morning.

reiner came out of the bathroom within a few minutes and had a towel wrapped around his waist, droplets of water still covering his torso.

your cheeks quickly heated up as you got up quickly, even though you’d been with reiner for years, and even seen him naked multiple times, you still got flustered at the sight of him.

“uh, i’m gonna go uh, help you mom prepare dinner,” you walked out of the room before he replied. “meet me there in ten.”

it always shocked you how it wasn’t awkward between you both and everything just went back to normal so quickly.

you hoped to be married to him soon, have a few children and live in this house with him until his years were over.

you hoped.

you grabbed your jacket and bag and began walking towards the braun house. reiner’s mom made sure that when you two picked a place, that it was close.

you knocked on the door twice before it was opened by a small brown haired girl with gleaming brown eyes.

“gabi!” you grinned and leaned down to hug her. “i heard about what you did, it’s very impressive,” your fingers smoothed her hair back as you looked down at her.

“y/n! thank you!” she giggled before taking your hand and leading you into the house. “where’s reiner?” she peaked behind you before squinting her eyebrows.

“oh he’s just getting dressed, he’s gonna meet me here,” you replied as you step into the dining room of the house. “i wanted to come a bit early and help.”

you started by placing the plates and utensils on the tables for all the guests, then you helped karina make a pitcher of tea and by then dinner was ready.

you all sat at the table as karina and reiner’s aunt placed the few dishes of food onto the table.

“where’s reiner y/n?” reiners uncle asked as he began to cut into his food.

you did the same and began cutting into your food, answering before taking a bite.

“i dunno, he said that we would meet me here,” you took a bite of food and swallowed. “perhaps he fell asleep or something? i’m sure he’ll be here soon.”

everyone at the table nodded and with that, gabi began retelling her story about what happened on the battle field.

she was an impressive warrior candidate, and that’s saying the least. but you didn’t want gabi to inherit the armored titan, because similarly to reiner, you didn’t want her to have a short life.

but gabi seemed so happy, and it sickened you to your stomach. marley is poisoning these kids to want to be tools of war. it made you even sicker how every eldian parent thought this was normal, not even normal, they thought it was a prize of some sort.

it wasn't.

as gabi kept talking, no one realized how much time was passing. by the time she was done telling her story, everyone was finished with their dishes and the pitcher of tea was empty.

“i don’t know why reiner didn’t show,” you said, shaking your head to yourself as you began to help gabi clear the plates off of the table.

it isn’t like him to skip out on family dinner the day he gets back.

“he’s probably just exhausted,” the small girl shrugged as you both headed towards the sink.

“i think you’re right,” you smiled down at her, ruffling her hair as the dishes made a clinking noise in the sink.

you put on your coat and grabbed your bag.

“i’ll let reiner know that you guys missed him,” you said to everyone, earning a mix of goodbyes before walking out of the house and onto the windy street.

your shoes clicked against the sidewalk as you walked the few minutes it took you to get back to your home.

god, these things were killing your feet.

“reiner!” you yelled as soon as got through the front door. “why the hell didn’t you come to dinner?”

you looked well throughout the house and he was nowhere to be found, he wasn’t at home.

well then, where hell was he?

“fuck, reiner.” you sighed and put back on your jacket before heading out of your house once again.

you suspected him to be at the bar since he mentioned it earlier. it was either that or a damn emergency happened and he was with the other warriors.

you hoped it was the second one. because why else would he pass up dinner with his family on his first night back?

it took about fifteen minutes for you to reach the bar nearest to your home. by the time you got there you were shivering and your feet and hands were freezing.

as you walked into the bar you were greeted by the workers, you nodded in their direction and gave them a small smile in reply.

your eyes glazed around the room for the tall blonde, it didn’t take long for you to spot him sitting on one of the stools at the bar, downing another glass of brown liquid before requesting another.

you walked over to him and placed your hand on his shoulder. “reiner,” you say sternly. “i’m glad you’re okay but why didn’t you sho-”

“y/n! my girls here, everyone!” he grinned as his words slurred, wrapping his arm around your shoulders and squeezing tightly.

he’s definitely had one too many.

a few other drunk people cheered and he smiled at you before pressing a wet kiss to your cheek.

gross, reiner. you cringed slightly at the feeling of his wet lips against your cheek.

“reiner,” your voice was soft as you gently moved yourself out of his grip and sat in the stool next to him, frowning slightly at this sight of him. “can i have a water with no ice, please?”

“what?” he asked with a chuckle as he began to pick up his next glass of brown liquid which you quickly took from him and replaced it with the water you asked for.

“you didn’t come to dinner. everyone was so excited to see you.” you sat the glass down on the counter, trailing your finger around the cold rim before you made eye contact with him, sighing softly as you gestured for him to take a sip of water.

“oh fuck me,” he chuckled deeply, pushing the water slightly to the side. “it would’ve just been depressing, all they wanna know is how my time on the island was. i would rather die than think about anything that happened on that island ever again,”

what?

he’s never said anything like that before. but then again, you guys never made time to properly talk about everything.

and now, you felt horrible because of that.

you didn’t know what your boyfriend was feeling, which seemed to be a lot. yet, you were left completely in the dark.

but, that’s your fault for not inquiring sooner.

you shook your head.

no.

but everything that you just thought was completely true.

your eyes widened and you felt like ten pounds of weights were suddenly attached to your heart. it hurt that he would even talk about himself like that.

your eyes grew slightly watery, as you looked at him. in this light, this sight of him looked so different, he looked… unhappy, maybe? you didn’t know.

he was ruff, so jagged with scratches placed across his chin, bags under his eyes, his hair stuck up in different directions and the stubble growing across his cheeks that looked so handsome to you earlier just added to the look.

he looked tired.

but tired of what?

“let’s go home,” you said softly gently taking his hand after placing some money on the counter to pay for whatever reiner had been drinking.

“you asked me about paradis earlier,” he started.

“reiner,”

this isn’t the time or place. why now reiner? god.

“no let me talk, y/n.” his eyes met yours, they were filled with hurt and anger. the water that clouded his eyes could pour out any second but it refused to even trickle slightly.

you let him talk, even if it was in the middle of a halfway busy bar and the pair of you were gaining looks by the minute.

“everything that happened on that island was so shit,” he chuckled sadly. “did you notice how i was when bertholdt didn’t come back? i couldn’t even save annie.”

“reiner, i…”

“bertholdt is dead and who the hell knows what’s happening to annie right now! i failed them y/n! bertholdt died because of me!” he yelled and a tear finally trickled from his eye.

you guys were gaining the attention of people by the second now.

“i doubt that’s true, reiner.” you clenched your jaw.

reiner recognized that as a lie, but you didn't.

“no it is true, i’m a monster, y/n! i killed so many people! i killed my comrades! they didn’t know any better!” he stood up and tears just kept coming from then.

a tear fell down your cheek and you wiped it quickly. “reiner, please just let’s go home we can talk about this there,” you took both of his tense fists into your small hands and your thumbs crossed over his calloused knuckles a few times.

“y’know… even since we were kids, i always thought you were the most beautiful girl i’d ever seen,” he whispered, now cupping your face and looking down at you.

“and that always kept me going but i don’t know if i…” his voice cracked and he finally noticed the immense hurt on your face.

his heart dropped. he thought he lost you. causing a stupid scene in the middle of a bar, what the hell was he thinking?

“please,” your voice still somehow remained soft, your lips even ever so slightly curving up into a smile. “let’s just go home, okay?”

he silently agreed, ushering you both out of the bar as the pair of you gained looks from the others in the bar.

the walk back home was silent, but he still persisted to hold your hand the whole way back home.

you unlocked the door and reiner went straight to the bedroom but you stopped in the kitchen to fill up a glass of water for him.

as you walked into the bedroom you saw reiner sitting on the edge of the bed, looking at his lap.

you sat the glasser on the dress and walked over to him, rubbing his back as he wrapped his arms around your waist. unexpectedly, reiner began to quietly sob into your torso.

“you’re not a monster, okay? you were so young, you didn’t know any better. it’s not your fault.” you said quietly, kissing his head.

he brought you onto his lap and you wiped the last few tears that dropped.

“i’m sorry,” he whispered. “i wish i never inherited that stupid titan, i should’ve been here with you. i should be able to live a long life with the girl i love. i earned that much, right?”

a tear fell down your cheek, now knowing that you both shared the same regret of him inheriting the titan and learning the new information that he would’ve wanted to live a long life with you.

“yes, yes you did.”

you wrapped your arms around him tightly. “none of this is your fault, i promise. no one blames you, you were just a kid.”

he nodded in response, looking down at you.

“if anything it’s marley’s fault for putting such hard expectations on children.” you reassured him once again, pressing a longing kissing his temple.

he leaned down and pressed his lips to yours, his hands on your waist as he kissed you gently.

you kissed him back, draping your arms loosely around his neck. your stomach piled with butterflies as you felt reiner’s hands travel down your back before he pulled you closer.

your heart was heavy once again, but for a different reason.

you were in love. reiner was all that you yearned for, and he was yours. only yours.

you inhaled his scent indirectly, smiling against his lips as you felt so safe and warm within his arms, with his lips pressed to yours.

for once, you were optimistic about the future. because, well, everything felt so bright and perfect in that moment. you wished you could stop time in this moment and just replay this moment over and over again. you’d never get tired of it. and that way, reiner would never have to leave you again.

you sighed happily.

“i love you,” he whispered against your lips.

you rested your forehead against his and your eyes met his gleaming hazel pupils.

“and i love you, always,”

please don’t translate, post (on other platforms) or rewrite my work. requests for one shots are always welcomed, pls send!! <3

love, pey !!

[kyojinofbraveos]

Chapter 94 Thoughts

Chapter 39.

And here we are, finally reached that famous hometown after 55 chapters.

Except, it is not that much of a home anymore. 

It is a cage that put a wall around. 

Sounded familiar? [Insert Vogel im Kafig]

But Reiner returns to home without Bertolt, so this is just heartbreaking. Specially after episode 36 of anime, aka yesterday’s episode, and after hearing how Bertolt screamed about how they are gonna return home. To Reiner, it is not that much of a home anymore.

As all Warriors return to Rebellio with no exception, even the shifters who were promised to live like honorable Marleyans as I pointed out here, we witness how douchebag Marley is, again.

This chapter really shows how absurd everything is at Marley, like Braun Family’s words about Paradis or that Korslo dude scaring mentally injured Eldians. We must remember no one is fully at fault here, Marleyans are treating Eldians this way because no other way was shown to them and Eldians are accepting this because no other choice was given to them.

In this brainwash game Marley is playing, it is all or nothing. Either you are gona brainwash a whole generation or not gonna brainwash at all and not just gonna brainwash the minority Eldians, but also gonna brainwash your own people about how low those Eldian rats are. You are gonna built walls, both literally and morally walls. Brainwash at finest. From elders to children.

My Son Reiner

There is a supreme hoe living in Rebellio, Liberio?, and the only good thing she has done is giving birth to a sweet potato that is gonna be known as Reiner Braun. Her name is Karina. She once didn’t give any fucks about the Walls™, must be something about Braun genes, that separate this two society and she ended up with a baby all by herself because her Marleyan lover dumped them. This is the story of how our baby boy Reiner is born. 

As Reiner was growing up, Karina put all the weight she is suffering on Reiner. She wanted to be a Marleyan to live a proper life with her Marleyan lover, so she gave Reiner as a Warrior candidate to make this dream true and Reiner, who wanted a proper and loving family, put everything he has on this way so that they can be finally happy. He wanted to be enough for his mother, like he is not suppose to be enough with the way he is.

So he tried his best and was chosen one of the Warrior candidates because of his loyalty. Ironic, I know. Chapter 42 Flashbacks

Another ironic point is how much Gabi and Child!Reiner look alike. No wonder they are relatives. 

Chapter 91.

Chapter 94.

The morals are not same yet the goal is, or was. Reiner changed a hell lot after living through hell within those Walldian monsters. The same speeches he used to sermonise is not working on him anymore.

Look how dark Reiner’s eyes are when he listens Gabi’s parents praising her about such a great Warrior she is even though where she needs to be is school and what all Warrior children need to pass is Maths. Reiner is not happy to see how he is idolized by his cousin and how she is going to die because of her childish attitude and their family’s support.

Also notice how he is the one that is not smiling when Gabi tells their family about her heroic war stories, or about his war stories about those demons living in that island. While his mouth says something different, his face tells another.

But out of all Reiner faces we see at 94, of course my favorite is this hidden smile at bottom.

How cruel those monsters were indeed, Gabi. lolololol.

He tries to make Walldians sound evil, he tries to look like he approves what Braun family is saying yet he can’t fool anyone. He doesn’t think they are evil, they are monsters or evil. None of the sides are. As someone who experienced both sides he knows there is not a bad or a good side and believing that there is, is a childish delusion. Nobody is pure yet nobody is at fault. He can understand both sides quite well as someone who has been at both. The loyalty he has for Marley as a Warrior at past took many things he loved from him and he hates it. Yet that doesn’t mean he is gonna betray Marley, that would be betraying last drop of family he has left and betraying other Warriors like Annie and Marcel. He is depressed, incredibly tired and suffering from a thousand mental illness while trying to pick which Warrior kid is gonna yum him for dinner. 

Reiner who screams about Marley propaganda and dreams about being a hero at the age of ten is dead and buried.

Chapter 94.

Yet, that screaming face is still alive.

Chapter 93.

But the cause of that is different now. To prevent Gabi becoming a Reiner 0.2, to make Falco save his waifu and maybe to make what Falco think happen. Maybe.

Berutoruto, Annie and other Warrior Kids

Bertolt was born as a cinnamon roll since mother womb. Unfortunately, he was a very talented one so he was picked as a Warrior candidate. It was such a waste to see that he is talented at shooting yet never witnessing this while he was... You know... Alive. Sobs.

Yet, I am glad to see that RB were close even before coming to Paradis. And that Annie has always been this indifferent. And how yummy pure young Zeke looked.

All of these kids were chosen for a special ability that makes them different from others, Annie’s fighting skills, Pieck’s intellect, Marcel’s strength; but no matter how different all these kids are, they got something in common.

They got no will of their own. 

Bertl said the same about himself at the very beginnings of this manga, but this is accurate enough to say about all the Warriors which is why Marley wants to pick children for this hard mission. That is why they are being shifters at a very child age. So that they won’t built opinions of their own, so that they won’t grow because if a Warrior lives that long, they might rebel against Marley. Smart plan. They seem to be picking one teenager, see: Zeke, to lead them and 5 tweenies to inherit the rest of the titans. 

I like to see how honest Porco Galliard is. He is a roast master because his parents give him the ultimate roast with that name. In the name of Ymir Fritz, were you out of names Galliard Family? Poor kid. Yet, his honesty is pretty much appreciated, in a land like Marley honesty is a really rare thing to see. Kinda reminded me of Jean, and him carrying Colt also shows he cares about his underlings so he is only mean to Reiner.

Isayama really seem to enjoy memes this month. Be it this , or homework memes like this or this.

9th Titan status is still mystery. Maybe it flied away.

Though I am sure Marley still has it. Someway.

Amputee-kun

Okay, okay okay. Confession time.

I never believed that random dude was something important. I just thought he was some Rando McNobody because it didn’t make any sense to me that Eren is on mainland.

It still doesn’t.

Yet, that dude is screaming Eren to us. This reminds me that one time where Eren saved Mikasa for the first time in his titan form while everyone was like “What could this abnormal titan be?”. I asked why and how Eren can transform to a titan, it was a big mystery that days.

So I am asking this again.

Eren.... Why are you in Marley and how did you get there? But mainly, just why..?

Reasons and theories are flying around. 

Since I want to believe Eren has grown a lot after all the stuff happened, I think he has his reasons. We are gonna see it one way or another, maybe after Eren revealing himself, like RB did once, we are probably gonna return to island to see what happened in Paradis during those 4 years other than playing with battleships.

Once Isa said there isn’t so much difference between Warriors and Soldiers. I can now see what he meant. They are both trapped behind the Walls, the sky they look up is same yet their goals and what they are trying to achieve is slightly different. 

And we end the volume with Reiner being fucked up yet handsome as ever, with long waited Warrior flashback and with that hoe Karina. 

Would it be too much to ask if I say next month is also gonna be Warrior chapter?

Thank you all for reading!