#on the window to not get panic attacks

[eatdrinkandburyme]

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[faytelumos]

Jason Todd

Give Me a Character

How I feel about Jason? I love him. He's my boy. He's a martyr. He's a cautionary tale. He's always been doomed since the day he was born. The very universe itself conspires against him because readers wanted him to die. So he dies. Again and again, in every universe, he dies, and he fights, and he tries to make the world a better place, and he wants to be kind, but he is doomed, always, every time, even when he comes back. It's tragic, and I hate what they've done to him, but without it, he wouldn't be the same person. He wouldn't be my blorbo.

JoyFire (Jason Todd x Roy Harper x Koriand'r) is my OTP for this guy. And I will say it out loud, I also enjoy JayTim and JayDick. I like JoyFire because it's like… the family you choose. Each of them has trauma about getting left behind in some sense. So they'll never leave each other. Even if Jason's a jerk sometimes, he will never, ever leave either of them hanging when it matters even a little. And they're the same for him. I like JayTim because Tim thinks Jason is so annoying, and Jason thinks Tim is so smart and capable, and so there's a little bit of pining in there? Especially in the opposite way one would expect by looking at them. But Tim knows that Jason's smart, and I kind of ignore a bunch of the ugliness that happened right around Under the Red Hood with them, to be honest. Not completely, but some of it. I think that Tim can admire Jason's ingenuity and persistence even when he's rolling his eyes at him, and I think that Jason thinks so highly of Tim, even when he refuses to ever say it out loud. And as for JayDick, maybe some of it is just me smashing my favorite dolls together. I freaking love Dick Grayson. Who doesn't? And I freaking love Jason, and they have a complicated relationship, but they love each other, whether you want it to be brotherly, friendly, or romantic. They love each other, and I'll take that in any flavor I can get it.

Non-romantic OTP is also Jason and Dick. You cannot tell me these two don't share the braincell when they're in a room together. But also, they can be hyper competent together. If they're both motivated and working together, they can do anything. Including building a heated roof pool out of cardboard, a carbon metallic alloy, and a "borrowed" shop vacuum.

(Also gotta mention that I adore father-son pair Bruce and Jason. The two of them are just so wonderful together, how Jason brings such joy into Bruce's life and Bruce just wants Jason to heal and realize his dreams, ah!)

Unpopular opinion about him? Willis was a good dad. [lifts a megaphone] Willis Todd was a good dad! He was a victim of a broken system and turned to crime because it was the only means he had to provide for his family! Any time he laid a hand on Jason or Catherine was still unjustified, but it was because Willis was a deeply frustrated and scared man who had no system or room to handle his negative emotions or feel accomplishment in his life! [puts down the megaphone] Domestic abuse is never okay, and that goes the same if a woman is the abuser. But Willis was not an asshole, he was a poverty-stricken petty criminal with the most minimal support system. He loved Jason, and he loved Catherine, and he tore himself up to do his best to provide for them all the way to the end. His story is a sad one, he was not the villain, and I hate it when people say Jason is better off without him and didn't mourn him or feel bad about his death.

There's a lot of things I wished hadn't happened to him in canon, but most of all, I hate what Zur En Arrh did to him.* It was absolutely terrible, and then the fact that nobody was left to give Jason any support at all after the fact because they were all chasing Zur really gets to me. The way that one panel just showed him trembling, so small, alone, asking anybody at all for help…. It breaks my heart. Because it's always like that for him. He ends up alone, on his own, because he's the black sheep and he's mad about it, and he defends people who others leave behind. And it breaks my heart in a way that actually very truly makes me sad. Because there are people who think he deserves it. Including the writers.

[colorbandiits]

A great way to end my night, with my physical violent neighbor drunkenly trying to get break into my apartment and smashing my window when I told him to get the fuck out

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[iero]

Was so proud of myself yesterday because I didn't have a panic attack for the first day in easily a month to immediately have one as soon as I got back to the place today... When will this end?

[crj-200]

first off, congrats on your last shift. second, what's wrong with the enclosed bucket I have GOT to know

thanks!! and the bucket is a nightmare lmao. you get less control over the spray because of how the nozzle works, you can't see out the main window because it's full of tiny little cracks and hazy (so differentiating between "super stubborn ice buildup" and "worn off paint" is near impossible) and it jerks really bad when you turn the bucket in certain directions. it's miserable for deicing CRJs. i can't stand that thing

[alilweirddragon]

There’s nothing like waking up to what sounds like heavy breathing outside your open window and when you go check there’s absolutely ✨nothing there~✨

[bluebellhairpin]

Wow last night was rough.

[anotherpapercut]

one of these days I'm going to be in a tik tok for being a bitch to idiots who are loud and disruptive in public

[harrowharkwife]

had a quick lil menty b this morning 👍 doing better now tho

[funfetti-art]

Spotted this guy watching me through my window last night. I don’t think the arm belonged to a person.

[anonymolly]

annoying that the family trauma makes me sexy but the sex trauma doesn’t. but whatever I guess

[gncrevan]

anybody else have a wasp problem this year? they're not supposed to be active at night, but this year they're outside and flying towards lights as early as 2 a.m. i keep having them try to get into my apartment if i forget to close the windows before turning on the lights for more than maybe a minute. just had three at once trying to enter through my kitchen window 💀

[tony-andonuts]

I hate living in the us so much this shit is cringe