#on the struggle bus today
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you ever just hate yourself and your work so much that you want to vom
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Thursday, January 4.
Existential Ben Affleck.
Well it's January 4, after all—indeed it cannot be anything else. And nothing quite distills the suffocating existential weight quite like another image of Ben Affleck trying, and failing, to carry out the most menial tasks of the day. There is a little Ben Affleck in all of us. So once you're done staring at the sad, widening pool of coffee at your feet, come celebrate this gaping abyss of a month with a series of Affleck-inspired gazes into the void.
@batfleckgifs
#today on tumblr#ben affleck#up against it#ben affleck is on the struggle bus#ben affleck coffee#ben affleck smoking.jpg#dunkin donuts#donuts#spillage#misfortune#existentialism#existential dread#existential crisis#existential thoughts#the void
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Ooooooo Crow u wanna write about Mist milking Zeph's cute little tits soooooo bad
-Void
i hate you for ever suggesting that 1) zephyr has little titties and 2) they wreak havoc on the others by making them leak
what do you get when you put a strict top and a dom in the same room? you get a very soup-brained air ghoul who absolutely "hates" losing to daddy mist and her clever fingers
they/them zephyr (cock for their anatomy) and she/her intersex mist (cock/cunt for hers, though only the cock is mentioned here). good ole lactation kink w/a spicy side of Daddy mist ahead
If you asked Zephyr if they liked to be broken, taken down to studs, they'd vehemently deny it. Very few things—and very few ghouls—can ruffle their feathers and challenge that cool, unbothered facade that graces their features. If they’re ever submitting, it’s their idea, through and through. They swear it.
Mist is the anomaly.
Zephyr doesn’t know how she gets them to play (and lose) her little games. They’ll swear up and down they hate her dirty talk, her degradation, hate the way she can get their eyes to roll from just a little pinch to their nipples, hate how she makes their brain go fuzzy by simply grinding their cocks together. Somehow, she never fails to break them down to the barest of bones—and suck out the marrow while she’s at it.
They hate it. You have to believe them.
“You like being daddy’s little baby, don’t you?” Mist coos at them now, straddling their lap with them bullied straight-backed against the headboard. Tiny hands roaming all over their neck, their chest. Pressing and prodding at all the spots that somehow make them incapable of forming coherent thoughts.
Zephyr makes some unintelligible protest, a pink blush blooming on their cheeks.
“I think you do,” Mist answers for them. “You don’t have to pretend for me, hm?” She smooths her thumb across their lips, smirking when they part easily. “There you are, no need for scowling. Daddy’ll make it better.”
Her hands float back down to their tits, puffy and full and begging for attention. Mist had pulled them into her room when she noticed the twin spots on their t-shirt this morning, even through the black fabric. She had licked her fangs, giving them her signature predatory look that meant You’re mine.
Mist tweaks one of their nipples, sighing happily when a drop of fluid leaks out and drips onto their pants. She pinches the other, wringing a drop out of that one too.
“Takes nothing to get you to leak, does it, little bird?” The water ghoulette cups their swollen chest with both hands, framing pert nipples between her thumb and pointer fingers. Squeezing against the build up of pressure just so, just until that sweet milk flows out and dribbles over her hands.
“Mist,” Zephyr groans, wringing their hands into the sheets. “Lucifer, oh.”
She echoes their noise with an empathetic, slightly exaggerated one of her own. “So wet, baby. Just like a water ghoul,” she tuts.
Their cock kicks in their pants traitorously. They try to shake their head, deny it somehow. But it’s futile under Mist’s nimble hands and her wicked tongue.
“You are though, look at that.” She holds up a hand in front of their nose, wet with streaks of milk. Zephyr whimpers—curse the Dark One below, they fucking whimper—head lolling backwards like it’s just too heavy for their shoulders. A sure sign of their imminent defeat once again.
Mist knows it too. Always knows when they reach the delicious point of no return. She surges forward, melting her body against theirs, looming over them with a gaze so piercing it could cut glass. Hungry. She rubs her nose along Zephyr’s, slow and teasing. Relishing in the fact she’s about to take away the last shreds of their control.
“Want a taste, little bird?” she whispers, holding their chin and slipping her thumb between their lips.
The roll of her hips that follows and the taste of themselves on their tongue is just the beginning of their demise.
#crow caws#void#ficlet#the band ghost#the band ghost fanfic#crow writes#mist ghoulette#zephyr ghoul#mist/zephyr#zephyr/mist#zephyr x mist#mist x zephyr#intersex mist#cw: lactation kink#i hope you like void im kind of on the struggle bus today so its short <3#yeah you fuckin got me#*points at you* your turn to write zephyr and mountain tho#i know this isnt everyones thing sorry if you were hoping for somethin else
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EXCELLENT!!
#started this drawing a month ago#finished it in one sitting today#bon appétit#bill and ted#bnt#bill s preston esquire#ted theodore logan#it’s 1 am i have work tomorrow#my art#bill and ted’s excellent adventure#on that colour theory struggle bus#beep beep bitch
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this cup of tea will fix me
#and if not this cup of tea#then surely the next one….. surely…..#ray.txt#ray.png#i’m onboard the struggle bus today friends i’m just. i’m so fucking tired
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#tb polls tumblr#adulting#work#jobs#struggle bus#the struggle is real#nothing is wrong#I just don’t#that’s it#I just don’t today
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this is lowkey embarrassing and sad but ive literally forgotten how to talk to and be friends with people
#i legitimately had no friends last year on campus and now im like a fish out of water#most of my friends are online and it’s so much easier that way#bc people aren’t afraid to approach me yk#like im aware my resting face is less than friendly#and im gigantic (5’11)#but i swear im not mean#like guys pls im probably more scared of you than you are of me#and it’s harder now bc i commute but i made an acquaintance today getting on the bus and i hope i didn’t freak the out#oh and another kn psych bc we seat buddies#college struggles#college student#college life#vent post 💋
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#uh oh i am#feeling very much not like a real person today#just incredibly anxious for no reason i know of#like my body's still in hyper go mode but i mean#this is my first day off in 5 days so maybe thats in?#like i cant convince myself to relax or that i dont have something im pressed for time to do#and im just so tired#and its creating this weird space where i feel Iike im existing a little to the left of reality#the wind is warm and the sky outside is an expanse of blue with crested clouds but i cant take it in#attention span is all over the place#going from like sad to happy to The Longing to feeling left out of my own life#what the fuck brain can i just have#one normal day when im at home BLEASE#i wanted to write today! but even when im sitting still its like im floating#caspost#tbd#sorry i don't mean to complain i feel like ive been doing that alot lately#i am the captain of the struggle bus and its careening into traffic#my mind has the mouth feel of pop rocks and the look of tv static
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The curse is once again upon us. The twist of a thousand knives wakes me this day.
The Curse of the Mummy's WTomb
(don't mind me I am once again using this app as a period tracker)
#Seriously though womb#now is not the best time#I am on holiday and these sheets could NOT be whiter#Please lord give me the emotional strength not to murder my entire family today#It's a challenge even without the curse turning me into a Werebitch#I forgot to pack my Myoovi. All aboard the struggle bus.#I'll get back to BG3 posting tomorrow I swears
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having so many ideas for WIP is great, amazing even… but not when you can’t seem to get the chapter started off properly ☠️ i am struggling to start off part three to Rowing Pair 🥲🥲 everything feels wrong and i don’t like it
#HeLP mE#struggle bus is real#don x allie#don hume fanfic#don hume oc#writers block#bobby moch best vibes coming i swear#the writing God’s don’t like me today#send good vibes pls
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#today on tumblr#ben affleck#ben affleck smoking.jpg#ben affleck coffee#existentialism#existential crisis#existential dread#coffee ben#ben affleck is on the struggle bus
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I know I generally embrace being autistic but today the hardest parts of it were really in the foreground for the entire fucking exhausting day… having auditory issues on a VERY important phone call that I needed to make and fighting for my life to understand what the poor sweet insurance lady was saying because the audio was so distorted… having a way-too-long discussion with my sister where I (1) promised to “castrate [her baby daddy] like a hog” for ghosting her and genuinely meant it (thinking about stuffing his nards as a wall trophy tbh, if he doesn’t wanna be a dad so badly then surely it’s no loss to him!) and (2) argued with her about laws that are stupid and shouldn’t apply to her situation (that’s a long story)… which probably did not make her feel any bit better and honestly I think both of us are much more stressed out afterwards. like some situations get me so outrageously mad that I literally cannot handle it and I need to remove myself from the conversation because the other person isn’t budging because it’s something they have zero influence over and they are just trying to explain the damn thing but it’s Wrong in my eyes so I feel the need to argue my case and how the fuck does anyone put up with me
like I know I don’t go into much detail about personal issues on here (or much of anything re: IRL me) but uh. that’s a huge thing I struggle with and I have no clue how to change it. It’s like, does no one else have common sense? Why can’t anyone else see this? and it feels like screaming into the void and it makes me feel terrible and it only stresses out the other person who is Not Getting Paid Enough (well, at ALL) to deal with Whatever This Is
#the hyperfixations are fun and there’s a lot about being autistic/ND that I am grateful for#but when I’m driving the struggle bus it is HARD#I still wouldn’t change my situation because neurotypicals have problems too and from the sound of it? their problems are stupider#autistic problems are like. I Am Irrationally Angry At Bad Person Doing Bad Thing Because I Can’t Achieve Justice Here#or the classic My Senses Are Overwhelmed And I Am By Definition Not Equipped To Handle This#whereas NT’s just seem like they all came straight out of the Are The Straights Okay subreddit- but instead it’s Are The NT’s Okay#and they’re not#sorry I just had to ramble. rough week. rough day. getting better. still stressful.#I’ve had other problems today but those two specifically were exacerbated if not directly caused by My Brain Being My Brain and like.#no fucking wonder I’m on anxiety meds. No fucking wonder they help a little but only scratch the surface#it’s baked into my DNA to be stressed or upset or all of the above about basic life situations#I would never say that it’s a bad thing to have a strong sense of human justice but oh lord is mine CONCENTRATED#to the point where I have to exit conversations just because I get so mad over literally just. Information itself if it sucks that hard#guys my autism made me into a chihuahua help
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I've kind of ordered them from most work to least work but I have all the ingredients for these meals and even the most complicated meal would take me about 20 minutes to prepare so idk
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soooo tired and hungry and i keep getting stuck with work BUT througg thoughts of shinobu i will persist u_u
#just over 1.5 hours left at work arghh i am struggling with it today for some reason#if i miss the last bus or it doesnt stop for me today maybe i cry#so tempted to just get an uber in the first place but life is extra expensive atm so i really shouldnt :((#shinobuuuuu wish you were here with me <3
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i sat down to work on bus fic and this came out instead
#oops?#the adhd was strong today#bus fic is still churning along but it's looking less likely i'll have the next chapter out before the end of the month like i'd planned#anyways hope you enjoy this#joel and his fears#the last of us fanfiction#the last of us#tlou fanfiction#joel and ellie#fanfic struggles#tlou fic
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Gives u a blanket (in ref to the post)
^ me waddling away with the blanket I’ve been given
#mochi speaks#ueueueue thankie#we are on the Struggle Bus™️ today#warm blanket to burrito into forever
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