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The whole "bkg dropped in ranking because of bad attitude" does not make any sense. Is hori questioning his own writing? 430 chapters of development and he's suddenly treating him like how he was in the sport festival. What was the point of all the development? Literal arcs of his internship and remedial course learning to be better towards public and everyone. Idk man if my character still needs best jeanist to tell him how to behave like in s4, then I have failed his writing. A character that is obviously set to have a redemption arc, gets a perfect one, but doesn't get any conclusion on it because of one last chapter. But I guess gag scenes and hahaha is better than a proper conclusion.
Also the example he brings up as "bad attitude" is unbelievable. He's scuffed up and is obviously fighting a villain. A dumb civilian gets in his face trying to take a Pic... In the middle of a fight with Katsuki using his dangerous quirk.... Is the society that stupid to get offended by that yell? I'm not even gonna mention how much hori is pushing "society has become better" but ppl are still treating heros like celebrities lol. Adding to all this, even if he wasn't fighting a villain, the person still didn't respect his boundaries and he had every right to tell them off.
Epilogue is written in a way you may think he's trying to sabotage him to make other characters look cool lol
And if I want to talk about how his goals were ignored and demolished and how he doesn't even have a conclusion I need to make multiple posts lol there are so many things about him in that chapter that doesn't make any sense. This is why I can't accept anything from it.
He gave him a car and good look to distract his fans from his writing lol
#If Katsuki isn't your most favorite character and you haven't focused on his writing for years pls don't insert your opinion on this matter#Because I've seen ppl are saying he has a car and 2 friends and a job he has a good ending#we're not talking about Jason from my regular academia we're talking about the deturgenoist from a super hero show#Where he repeats his goals millions of times during the show#And all of them are nowhere to be seen at the end#Bakugou Katsuki#Katsuki Bakugou#Mha#Bnha#my hero academia#Kacchan#Katsuki#Bakugo Katsuki#Katsuki Bakugo
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HELP
THE FIRST THING ODYSSEUS DOES IN THE TROY SAGA IS SACRIFICE A BABY TO SAVE HIMSELF
THE LAST THING HE DOES IN THE THUNDER SAGA IS SACRIFICE HIS CREW TO SAVE HIMSELF
I HAVE BEEN MURDERED BY THIS MUSICAL THANK YOU VERY MUCH
#now to listen to it on repeat for 500 million years#glacier rambles#epic the musical#thunder saga#epic the musical thunder saga#all caps
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y'all fw my new wallpaper
#i relistened to some bmc songs while making this it was very therapeutic#so unrelated but god i love relistening to bmc the songs are so good RAAAHHHH#had I love play rehearsal on repeat for like a million years#its almost like bmc has been my special interest since 2017....but that could mean nothing /j#shang tsung#mk1#mortal kombat 1#sodaclub network
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[its own post and not in the tags] five years later i have spent muuuuuuuuuuch time agonizing over finding the limits of my responsibilities and the exactitudes of my fuckups and how profusely and heartfelt i would apologize for them if he ever came wanting one. however i also suspect unless he got more well-balanced about a lot of things real quick in this time that he would put more blame on me than im interested in taking.
and now that im no longer thinking about this every single day ive lost some of the authenticity of my desire to prostrate myself in repentance and go for the more kneejerk instinct to blame /him/ for more than he was actually responsible for lol. and some like. preemptive unfair irritation at the expectation of him blaming me for things.
and so [avpd wins!] i still think the best option for both of us is to continue not crossing paths and dredging this up lol. bc i think all i could manage politely is the heartfelt but precise apology and then i would have nothing else i wanted to interact w him about without fighting kjsfg. thank u me every day for irritating him into giving up the pretense about wanting to stay friends so i could work this all out in the privacy of my brain and not At him
#now once a year i just agonize abt what to do w one of his emotionally significant belongings that ended up w me in the move#whats the correct timing on figuring out how to contact abt him on that and also making it clear this is not an overture to#talking to him again kjsdfg#meanwhile me and my roommate BOTH went thru this about each other for an extremely disproportionate number of years#for the time we actually knew each other before. just to actually talk about it one day now and find out she had a completely different#understanding of what went wrong and our respective [handwaves] cancelled out and didnt actually matter now. so.#i lucked out of taking responsibility for that one too!!!!!!!!!! lmao#which is good bc im still resistant to on that specific issue ig id sum up now as being functionally aro <- guy who kinda sucks tbh#guy who demonstrably should not be dating people but still thinks about dating people. luckily the 10 million obstacles keep me from#repeating any of this! <- applying dbt wrong
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did you get banished from bluesky? i was wondering why my timeline was so empty 😭
oh no i’m having like an EPIC mental breakdown and deactivated LMFAO i miss yall so bad but im so all over the place rn that i needed to take a step back. i’ll be back soon i promise i am just trying to deal w mental illness on top of my body actively shutting down lol
#somehow multiple severe personality disorders and pure autonomic failure do NOT go hand in hand#i rlly do miss my bloomfies so fucking bad but i’m just gonna be negative as hell and have no filter rn and yall do Not need my bs#mainly bc i rlly fucking love the lil community i’ve found myself a part of and don’t want to ruin that with having a Moment#most of yall haven’t known me for that long so jsyk december is the hardest time of year for me bc a million traumaversaries#so i kind of lose the plot a little#on top of that something happened at TIT that really shook me and i’m recovering from that still#i don’t know how long that will take tbh or if i’ll ever be in the phandom the way i was BUT i miss my oomfs so ill be back asap#as soon as i can trust myself to not have a full bipolar+bpd combo freakout at nothing i shall engage w socials purely again#until then i listen to hypnotic spells on repeat and live on ao3#hopefully the new year brings better shit than december did x#sorry for any confusion ily guys i am just. not coping . the whole dying thing + What Happened kind of pushed me over the edge#i am managing as best i can i just don’t wanna put that on yall
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เอาเลยมั้ย (Let’s Try) Ost.Only Friends เพื่อนต้องห้าม - Khaotung Thanawat
#only friends#OST#khaotung thanawat#i love the song SO much it fits the vibe of the show so well#khaotung sounds amazing#ofts#only friends the series#let's hope if won't take gmmtv a million years again to put it on spotify#i need to listen to this on repeat on the bus
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imagine a 15yo boy running up to a 92yo retired blind woman & judo flipping her into the ground. this is a bit rude, right?
#how do i explain to my 1 & 2 year old cats that they can't wrestle with the 19 & 20 year old cats#Prettyface was so fucking mad at Cinder for doing that she yowled at him & Creach puffed up his tail#i think he's learned not to do that shit but Cinder hasn't yet so he keeps trying to wrestle with everyone#he needs a lot of mental stimulation cuz he's weirdly smart so he starts doing weird shit when bored#like he'll just walk around a room & bite things. like. bite one thing. hold it in his mouth. drop it. move on to the next thing. repeat#& he'll sit on my laptop & watch whatever i'm doing on it#i think i might set up every single one of his puzzles tonight & put all of them out at once & see what happens#for the record he ALSO has a catio but he's not the biggest fan of being in there. he likes hanging out with people#so he has like a million pet puzzles & he eats dry food out of them because he likes that better for some reason#he loves treats. he just likes dry food being the reward for solving puzzles. i don't know why
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why do i kill myself worrying abt shit for WEEKS that ends up being fine and over in 10 minutes. why do i do that why is my brain so automatically ready to catastrophize everything
#easiest inspection of my life there was literally only one thing wrong#but damn if the past month hasn’t just been me physically ill from anxiety and overwhelm#realistically ik why im like this. probably the repeated trauma of my life falling to pieces a million times#after the unthinkable keeps happening it’s like Well anything cld go wrong and it will. it has#oh well. it’ll happen again next year
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thinking about the calm before the storm. the night before a great battle with warriors gathered under the stars, embers cackling as war stories are exchanged and jokes cracked with the clink of last drinks. last laughs. last happiness. sitting next to the one you love, who may feel your love for them, but have never heard the words spoken from your lips.
when the soldiers retire for their last rest, so do the two of you. heavy is the silence, not to be broken. yet in closed quarters do you share the last touch. fingers tracing flesh to memorise. the last embrace as they pull you closer, heaving chest to beating chest. warmth. kissing away your chance to confess, the last shared breath.
“tell me upon our return to each other. when victory is sweet and freedom blooms for us. promise, only then shall you tell me.”
the last wish.
“i promise.”
#can you tell ‘a million years’ by adele has been on repeat for me today#i need this with sanemi i can’t lie
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Skybreak & Essenger - Mothman
#finally a new song to listen to on repeat for the next million years#also essenger is so underrated but his music definitely changed my life <3#essenger#skybreak#mothman
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hes back! i still cant believe hes back!
#i mean hes been back since christmas eve#peepaw did what peepaw does and started meddling#and i wanted so badly to back out#i wanna keep him forever ;n;#and this time ill be able to#he'll get everything he could ever want#ducati leather trench coat bright red looks like 10 million crawdads FUCKIN'#and now i just like to describe him as looking like 10 million crawdads fuckin#along with calling him a sad pathetic wretched drowned sewer rat of a man#with love of course#i think im in love with him but im gonna stay in denial#history repeats as it so often does#here we are again almost 20 years later#also hes SO salarian-coded~#its hot. its sexy.#screaming crying yowling like a cat in heat
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#You spend your days in wait for bad news#(found a new song to have on repeat for a million years)#jo says stuff#noah kahan#Spotify
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hello! i hope you're doing great, just wanted to say hi and that i can't believe that you actually took the time to rb all the interactions on your fic, that's so sweet 🤧 also i know i kinda said it on my rb but i absolutely adored don't sweat it, i actually do want to turn back time and read it for the first time again, that's how good it was, I'll keep looking forward to your writing! and sorry if my english it's kinda bad cause it's not my first language hehe, anyways, take careee , i hope to be back on your asks more often to say hi💗💗
who's bad at remembering to check her inbox?
j is bad at forgetting to check her inbox.
THIS IS ME RN. sitting on my bedroom floor biting my fist w love hearts floating around my head
i genuinely was (see: i still am) so overwhelmed w all the love and all the feedback it received and the fact that it's still getting notes/rbs/tags almost a month later i-/,.fsgfkds I SOUND LIKE A SCRATCHED RECORD SAYIN THIS OVER AND OVER AND OVER BUT I'M JUST SO GRATEFUL AND WHOLEHEARTEDLY PLEASED THAT U GUYS ALL LIKED IT ENOUGH TO INTERACT AT ALL😭 this ask has made my day btw i'm sorry it took me so long to get my ass in gear and respond to it, you are such a lovely lovely lovely person and i will be sending u the best vibes and energy for the rest of forever, friend<3
#fb : don’t sweat it.#i repeat. i am just. some guy. i am merely a speck. i did not expect in a million years for my silly self indulgent words to Do This whfhds#bein alive is so strange and bein perceived is WEIRD but sometimes. it is also so wonderful. bc people like u exist here w me too <3#i hope ur pillows are cold and your water is crisp for always ;-; <3#q.
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in that delightful period of time in which I become, in the middle of working on a project, unarguably convinced that the whole project sucks
#it's turning out to be a really fucking long one too#it has six sections. part one and six should not be particularly long. but I am only about halfway through the first of the main four. mayb#and it is Longer Than Intended#I'm beginning to feel like it's too long. and I'm repeating myself. and it's awful.#but agh#I'll continue to work on it#and then when the first draft is done (one million years from now) I will leave it until I forget about it#and then I will reread and probably find it's a lot less bad than I think it is#all kinds of magic may be worked in the edit#or with the magical advantage of forgetting the painstaking process of writing it
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today's adhd tangent is:
if i had to pick a Least Favourite Character from good omens, it would probably be a tie between hastur and sandalphon - and i mean that as a compliment to ned dennehy and paul chahidi, they're very effective at making my skin crawl
neither hastur or sandalphon are in s2 (hastur got demoted in a cut line because neil didnt want us to think that it was important, which begs the question IS IT or was it just a throwaway line?) (and chahidi was unavailable - meaning we got seraquel and muriel!), so i'm headcanoning them taking a holiday in limbo or purgatory or some sort of Medium Place and lol wouldn't it be funny if The Worsties ran into each other
...i don't want to have a crack!ship i don't want to have a crack!ship oh god damn it
#repeating a lot of information everybody already knows is what i do best#good omens#since my last crack!ship is CANON i need a new one that will Definitely Not Ever Be Canon Not In A Million Years#if they come back in s3 as Star-Crossed Drinking Buddies or something i'm going to crawl into the nearest black hole
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I love my mom but sometimes, for lack of a better way to put it, she acts like an entitled boomer. It's already a peeve of mine when people bitch about kids and what they're bitching about is kids doing completely normal, expected shit for kids to do but my mom takes it a step further and implies my nieces doing normal kid idiocy is like a personal failing and ok. Look, my youngest niece is rammy as hell this kid is a bowling ball and she's here to win, but she's seven. I expect seven year olds to be Like That and be empty head no thoughts until they break something, that's normal. No sense in getting pissed off at a seven year old for acting exactly the way you'd expect them to, but the thing that extra pisses me off is that instead of just making peace with this and teaching any of my nieces where they went wrong and how to fix it my mom just kind of expects literal children to be able to just get some verbal feedback and figure it out?? Like come on now, I have 2 siblings surely she should know zero kids are equipped to get not very useful feedback and figure out how to apply it to everything??
My oldest niece gets it the worst and every time my mom says shit about personal responsibility I want to roll my eyes so hard they pack their bags and go on a vacation to Hawaii because my niece is 12 (almost 13)- if she's not taking 'personal responsibility' then someone didn't teach her how to or at least not in a way that stuck and worked for her. It's actually the adults personal responsibility to teach a child how to develop emotional maturity, not for a kid to be grated about all the damn time like any 12 year old is equiped to be The Most Emotionally Mature Ever. Problem being my mom is NOT good at taking feedback on parenting so if I say anything I gotta wrap it up nice and sweet and make sure it comes off almost more like offering advice rather than criticism, which irritates me because "if your so pissed off about this behavior why don't you do something about it and NO not the only thing you've been trying for years and complaining doesn't work because fucking obviously why do I have to explain this to someone who surely knows far more about parenting than I would" is a lot easier than my methods that aren't working any better than my mom's.
#winters ramblings#the biggest problem is that when i HAVE pointed this out she points ME out. half the time i never even needed to be tokd what for#my susters did dumb sbit and i decided not to do that same dumb shit but like you cant take a particularly smart kid#and decide ALL kids are like that. neither of my sisters were like that especially my middle sister#so like why the hell am i being used as an example here lmao im not relevant in this case#my nieces are not weirdly smart emotionally like i was and id also like to point out HALF MY PARENTS WERE DYING#for nearly all of my childhood that i can remember. im pretty sure THATS what made me Like That. i just had am awareness most kids dont#because most kids arent as unlucky as i was to go through something so harrowing. my sisters also had shit but not like that#their shit i think made it hard for them to do relationship stuff whereas mine made me a snart kid and an extremely distrustful adult#still if youre mad a kid is acting A Fool its the ADULTS job to make sure that kid is bding taught ahat they need to know#in a way THEY understand and put to use. not repeating how YOU understand shit over and over again#my mom is great dont get me wrong but sometimes she does shit and i want to roll my eyes because its so stupid#kids do not naturally posess every adult skill in the book and actually will probably take their WHOLE livesto develop#so instead of being mad a seven year old rams shit around give that kid 80 billion reminders every time theyre rammy#not to do that. drop in an example where they brine so.#something they liked because nothing convinces kids to behave like being reminded that they actually like their stuff#and even then a million more things will break. thata how kids work#if i busted some shit being rammy then that would be that abd id clean it up. kids deserve the same courtesy
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