#oliver x tess

[tvshowscouples]

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[penvisions]

gone to the dogs {masterlist}

Pairing: Boston QZ! Joel Miller x F! Reader ; brief mentions of Boston QZ! Joel Miller x Tess Servopoulos

Summary: What happens when the world ends in such a violent way that it robs you of your very humanity? Do you submit or raise your hackles and fight back? The answer is obvious to Joel Miller, known for being someone to not to cross even in the most dangerous corners of the Boston QZ. The answer is obvious to you, too, who transformed in his likeness.

Word Count: 15k - ongoing

Warnings: canon typical violence, canon typical language, canon typical gore, outbreak fic, dark fic, dark joel miller, mean joel miller, joel miller is uptight, reader wants to change that, sub! joel miller, dom / sub dynamics, degrading language, violence, heated interactions, adult language, fighting, references to injuries, blood, sexual content, rough sex, p in v, smut, unprotected p in v (it's the end of the world, y'all), sexual propositions, oral (m and f receiving), more to be determined!

A/N: this is a little different than my typical fic style and characterization!! but it's been so fun to explore the meaner / take no shit counterpart of this reader character to olive in {by the grit of sandpaper}. they both mean so much to me and this particular one really came at me out of nowhere! ♡♡

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[cowgurrrl]

Omgggg Charlie. I love her. Could I please get a fluff piece of Joel having a cute little night in with her when she is tiny - mom is on patrol shift. It’s just him and nugget Charlie at home, him cooking, doing bathtime and doing HER LITTLE CURLY HAIR and just reminiscing about being a girl dad again

Charlotte Sometimes

Pairing: Joel Miller x fem!reader

Summary: “Maybe our world will grow kinder eventually. Maybe the desire to make something beautiful is the piece of God that is inside each of us.” — Mary Oliver, from “Frank Marc’s Blue Horses” aka this ask [1.4k]

Warnings: talks of Tess and Sarah, Joel being the softest girl dad in the world, chronic pain, marital bliss

Joel never took care of his hair. Before the Outbreak, all his knowledge about hair was learned to protect Sarah's hair. Thanks to a lovely woman he met at Sarah's daycare, he learned about bonnets, leave-in conditioners, braids, and so much more. Joel would often come home from work with cracked and exhausted hands, but that all got washed away when Sarah sat in front of him with combs, sweet-smelling products, and hair ties. They'd listen to music together, talk about their days, and laugh as Joel worked his Dad Magic. Spending time caring for his daughter's hair was his form of meditation. 

After the Outbreak, he couldn't even look in the direction of the shitty FEDRA shampoo and conditioner without feeling pieces of him crumble and splinter like the face of his watch. He was always a rinse-and-go kind of guy, but especially so once he settled in Boston. There was always somewhere to go, something to do. He didn't have time to be alone with his thoughts, and he didn't want to. Tess washed his hair for him when he broke his arm during a shake-down. "You're killing me, Texas," she said when she brushed his hair back. She was the first person who ever cared for him the way he cared for Sarah. And it scared the shit out of him. Still, even after all those years, he remembers how she called him Texas and gave his malnourished strands attention. He remembers how she reminded him of that soft, vulnerable part of himself, and he buried it as deep as he could until he met you.

Joel never cared about his hair until Charlie was born with identical ringlets and wave patterns. The Miller Curls is the affectionate name for it. Everyone in the Miller family has had some version of The Miller Curls. Joel and Tommy's mom passed it down to the boys, and then the boys passed it down to their kids. Sarah and Camille have a scarily similar curl pattern, and Joel has given Tommy all the help to nourish her hair. So when you first noticed the tight curls forming on Charlie's head, you let Joel take the reins. 

By the time she's three, they have their own routine. Once a week, you work a night patrol shift with Maria or Ellie, sometimes Tommy, and he makes dinner. He usually makes more than is necessary for just three people, so you can take leftovers to Ellie or whoever you're working with that night, and you leave home with a full belly, Tupperware, and kisses from your favorite people. The second you're out the door, it's over. 

They chase each other around the house, color on the floor, sing loudly to whatever's spinning on the record player, and play guitar together. Well, Joel plays guitar, and Charlie just kinda makes up songs and dances. He strums to keep time with her, but she interrupts him with laughter and requests for new songs. Tonight, it's "Mommy's Song," which is what she calls your favorite Beatles song. When the sun gets low, they pick up the living room together, and Joel carries Charlie upstairs to take a bath.

He takes his time washing the marker off her hands, brushing the tangles out, and shampooing and conditioning her hair. Once she's out and in her pajamas, she sits in front of Joel and hands him the products he asks for: leave-in conditioner, spray, and cream to hold her curls. Maria and a few other parents in Jackson made their own stuff and taught Joel how to mix different oils and herbs to strengthen and condition her hair. It gives him a sense of pride, knowing he can take that extra step to show how much he cares for her. When he's done with the products, he lightly scrunches and wraps stray pieces around his finger to encourage the curl formation. 

By the end of their routine, Charlie is nodding off, her cheek smushing against Joel's knee. "Let's get you to bed, baby girl." He murmurs as he kisses the top of her head and carefully picks her up. She buries her face in his neck and wraps her arms around his shoulders, feeling nothing but safety and love as she falls asleep on him. 

When he lays her down in her bed, she doesn't immediately let go of him. She groggily blinks her eyes open to look at Joel in the moonlight shining through her window and smiles. "I love you, Daddy," she yawns and kisses his cheek. "I love when you do my hair, too." It's the last thing she gets out before rolling over in bed and closing her eyes. Joel sits there, as starstruck as the day she was born, and has to take a deep breath to stop himself from crying. 

"I love you, too, Charlotte." He says, but she can't hear him. He tucks her in a little tighter and kisses her temple again before leaving her room. 

When you get home from patrol, he's asleep on the couch, snoring with his arms crossed over his chest. You've told him repeatedly that he doesn't have to wait up for you, that you'll see him in the morning or when you crawl into bed. Nearly four years of marriage, and he still doesn't listen to you. You walk over to the back of the couch and push his hair out of his face to kiss his forehead, rousing him awake. He hums and lifts his arm to hold your hip. "If you keep falling asleep here, you're gonna fuck up your back." You whisper as he leans his head back to get a kiss.

"M'back's already fucked up." He says, his voice gravelly and deep from fatigue, and you laugh. 

"You guys have a good night?"

"The best," he says. "She told me she loves when I do her hair." 

"She did?" You gush, and he smiles softly. "I'm telling you, you've got a talent for that kinda thing." Joel Miller, hardened survivor and killer, has spent the last three years becoming a pro at handling his toddler's hair. There's a joke in there somewhere, but you're too tired to try and find it. 

"How was patrol?" He asks, and you reach for your shoulder. 

"All clear. I think I've gotta switch back to my handgun 'cause the shotgun is hurting my shoulder."

"Could be the cold, too."

"Could be how many times I've dislocated it." 

"And that one time you caught a bullet right," he trails his hand up until his thumb can press into the thick scar tissue near your collarbone. "There." He says, and you hum. You sigh and pat Joel's chest before walking over to the coat rack and shrugging your jacket off, wincing as you do. 

"Why don't you go to bed, and I'll join you after I take a shower?" You suggest, and an idea lights up his brain.

"Your shoulder gonna be alright?"

"I'll manage." 

"Y'know..." he starts, standing from the couch and waltzing over to you. His hands snake around your waist, and you raise your eyebrows at him. "A very smart lady once told me I've got a talent for doin' hair."

"I think I remember hearing that." You tease. 

"You gonna let me wash your hair for you, darlin'?" He asks, that stupid, sleepy southern drawl doing it for you every time, and you fight a smile. "To rest your shoulder, of course."

"Of course," you echo, squinting at him. You try to wrap your arms around his neck, but shooting pain stops you from getting very far. As much as you want to fight him and make him go to bed, you could also probably use the help. "You can wash my hair only if you promise to stop falling asleep on the couch when I'm on nights." 

"You drive a hard bargain, Mrs. Miller." 

"Mm." You hum. He pretends to think as his thumbs make soothing circles into your shirt. 

"I promise to try and stop fallin' asleep on the couch." 

"I'll take it." 

"Yeah?" He asks, and you nod. He kisses you and your injured shoulder, a gentle, sleepy smile on his face the whole time before he leads you upstairs and to the bathroom that still smells of his homemade products and Jane's lotion. 

Joel Miller never took care of his hair. At least, not until he had someone like you running your hands through it or daughters who needed him to care. Who would've thought that big, broody, dangerous man with the scar across his nose would be the same man to color on the floor with your baby or brush her curly hair or fall asleep on an uncomfortable couch just to make sure you got home safe? 

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[patdkoala]

Not So Perfect Family

Pairing: Joel x Female Reader  Warnings: Smut, Joel being Daddy obvi, Ellie being the teen daughter we all once were, found family, slight choking if you squint, unprotected sex (I mean where would you even find condoms in a apocalypse?)

Joel and Ellie were doing just fine on their own and they were just trying to get by. It wasn’t until they arrived in the town that Joel’s brother was in where Ellie hit it off with one of the older women in town. (Y/N).

She is smart, courageous, loud, determined, and basically the mother that Ellie always needed. 

After Tess passed, Joel and Ellie both needed that motherly figure around them to keep them both in check. 

Except Joel won’t except (Y/N) around. 

“I don’t need you mothering me. I’m not the 14 year old,” he said to her while she helped to clean his wounds. “Fine, bleed out and die for all I care but don’t you dare get mad at me when that little girl in the other room kills herself because she doesn’t have you around anymore,” (Y/N) said back to him as he then just rolled his eyes and let her continue to help him. 

They all went on hunts together and they stuck together like a family. 

When they got captured or taken in by other people, they were always asked if they were a family. Joel at first hated when people would just assume that he and (Y/N) were a couple and that Ellie was their child but now he’s gotten so used to it and Ellie is more his daughter than she ever was anyone else’s at this point. 

It honestly wasn’t until Ellie told Joel to make a move on (Y/N) that he noticed how close they actually were.

“Why don’t you just ask her out or something?” Ellie asked as she put on her jacket. Her and Joel were going out to go get dinner. AKA they were going to go shoot down a rabbit or deer of some sort while (Y/N) stayed back and rested since she had gotten pretty beat up in the last fight they had with a clicker. No one got bit but it sure did get close.

“Right, I’ll just take her to Olive Garden,” Joel said as he cleaned out his rifle. “What’s Olive Garden?” Ellie asked with curious eyes. “It’s- nevermind. I’m not going to ask (Y/N) out because that is not important,” Joel said as Ellie shrugged.

“Well, I think it is important because everyone needs some lovin every once in a while and I know you haven’t had any since Tess and I don’t think (Y/N) has had many boyfriends because I heard your brother call her stand-off-ish. Whatever that means,” Ellie said as (Y/N) walked in the room.

“Who said I was stand-off-ish?” “My dumb brother.” “So you don’t think I am?” She asked as she placed her hands on her hips. “No, I definitely do but my brother had no right calling you that,” Joel said as (Y/N) smiled at Ellie. 

Joel and Ellie left and when they came back the house looked almost clean.

They had found an abandoned house in the woods and it hadn’t been destroyed by infected or ransacked by hunters. It was almost in pristine condition. Except for the fact that there is no running water or gas. So they made all their food on a campfire in the backyard and they promised to only stay there during the night. In the daytime, they will try and get to the next town over to get more essentials.  

Joel cooked up a mean rabbit in the backyard while Ellie changed out of her snow covered pants. (Y/N) and her made up a board game without a board. Sometimes Joel would join in if he wasn’t in a grumpy mood. 

But for some reason, tonight felt different. 

They had had many nights as a family together. Nothing new there. But for some reason when they finished dinner that night things were different. 

“You should get some sleep, kiddo,” Joel said to Ellie as (Y/N) finished braiding her hair. “Fine, but in the morning I demand more stories about BP (Before Pandemic).”

“Alright. Just head up and We’ll come check in on you in a minute,” He said as (Y/N) tied off the braid with a ribbon and then Ellie ran up into the child’s bedroom that was perfectly left undestroyed in the home. 

There were three bedrooms in the home. It was a nice home. Joel could only assume that there was a big family living there before because in what is now Ellie’s room there is a bunk-bed, a desk, a crib fit for a toddler, and it had a beautiful sliding door closet.

Joel’s room is the second biggest room across from (Y/N)’s room. Joel’s was probably the office since their isn’t a bed in that room but a nice couch. He insisted on taking that room only because he knows it’s not right to take a nice big queen sized bed from a woman like (Y/N).

“We should clean up and lock up,” (Y/N) said as Joel nodded silently and then he got up and locked the doors and put a dresser in front of the front door like he had for the past month of them living there and then he put a desk in front of the back door and a string attached from the desk to the dresser so that while they are upstairs if someone or something breaks in then they will know. 

They headed up the stairs and they snuck quietly into Ellie’s room. She was tucked under the covers of the bottom bunk and she actually looked peaceful. “Good night, baby girl,” Joel whispered as (Y/N) smiled at the man.

“What are you smiling at?” He asked as she turned a bright shade of red. “Nothing, I just love your love for her. It makes me almost forget that the world ended. Because when I look at you and her I can almost think for a small minute that you two are actually a father and daughter and we are just a happy family not fighting for their lives,” (Y/N) said as Joel then went to wipe away a tear from her eye. 

She hadn’t even noticed she was crying. 

“If the world hadn’t ended, I would have never met you,” He said as she smiled. “That’s not completely true. Because I like to think everyone is always connected. And that maybe we would have met it just would have taken a while and we probably wouldn’t have been as close as we are now.” 

“We could be closer,” Joel said as they both realized they are now standing outside of Ellie’s room. (Y/N) had her back to the door and Joel was standing awfully close to her. 

“Joel, what are we doing here?” (Y/N) asked in a sort of out of breath state. 

“Whatever you want me to do.”

And with that he wrapped one of his hands around her face and another around her waist as he pulled her close to his body and into a deep kiss. 

Her hands traveled throughout his hair and she tugged slightly which caused a moan to fall from his lips. 

He noticed that might cause Ellie to wake so he picked up (Y/N) from her ass and had her wrap around his body so they could go into (Y/N)’s room. She was the one with the queen bed and all. 

(Y/N) fell to the bed so effortlessly and Joel hovered over her slightly as he pulled off his many layers of clothing. 

“Take off your clothes,” He demanded in a hush bedroom voice. Not the mando voice.

She took off her clothes and then they both froze for a short second realizing that they were standing and sitting there completely naked and about to have sex for the first time in god knows how long for either of them.

In that very moment they both just smiled at each other in an unspoken consent and then went back to locking lips with each other.

Joel had one hand wrapped around the back of her neck and another on her thigh as he kissed her. (Y/N) didn’t know what to do with her hands. She kept moving them all over his body. She didn’t want to ever forget this moment.

“Just fuck me,” She moaned as he chuckled into her mouth and then like a good boy, did was he was told.

Their bodies fit so perfectly together like puzzle pieces. But like, the lost ones at the bottom of the tray. 

Joel started off slow and then once he knew she was comfortable he worked up a steady pace and went faster. The only problem to that was she started to make noises. 

“You need to shut the fuck up or else you might wake the kid up,” Joel demanded as (Y/N) tried her best to contain her moans.

“I- uh- can’t - oh- fuck- please- don’t - stop- uh-” She said what little she could in broken english. Joel just continued to fuck her until he felt himself getting closer and her pulsing around his throbbing dick.

“Please. Don’t stop” She finally said in a complete sentence as Joel thrusted one last time as he came in her and then she came shortly thereafter. 

They laid in bed motionless for a good hour before they noticed the sun coming up so they got dressed and went to sleep. 

In the morning, Ellie woke up first, per usual, and she went into (Y/N)’s room but to her surprise found Joel and (Y/N) cuddled up together.

“Did you two finally fuck or was this to just keep warm?” Ellie blurted out as Joel threw a pillow at her. “GET OUT, ELLIE!” He yelled as she giggled and ran out of the room.

“Glad to see that even if we aren’t her mom and dad we can still traumatize her like parents,” (Y/N) said as Joel smiled and then rolled over to go back to sleep after muttering something or other. 

[amywritesthings]

SEEING YOU, SEEING ME (2/7)

Pairing: Joel Miller x Reader

Word Count: 1.4K

Summary: After handling a life-or-death favor for Tess, you're in deep shit. Until she can make things right, she suggests you lay low at her place for the week. The issue? It's also Joel Miller's place, and you're pretty sure he hates you.

Warnings: PRE-TLOU setting so no show spoilers, Mentions of death and violence, Age gap/difference, Slow burn, Angry!Joel, Eventual Smut, Enemies to Fuckers, Sexual tension

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CHAPTER TWO: BREAK IT TO ME GENTLY

The abrupt clang of a pan hitting the metal frame of a stove wakes you.

Out of your dead and delayed sleep you jolt, panicked and ready to run at a second's notice. Your chin whips around to find the source of the noise, accustomed to loud meaning bad, but you are met with the opposite:

In the open-wall divide of the apartment, Joel Miller stands only a few feet away. Dressed in the same clothes as yesterday, he sports a tattered olive rag draped over his shoulder. He busies himself with the black, worn pan in his left hand, only glancing under his brow with mild interest when the mattress creaks in the scattered fright.

“Thought maybe you died,” he greets with something that sounds almost like a hollow joke. His wrist turns, sifting the contents in the sizzling pan below.

You open your mouth to argue, but the aroma of food — fresh, real food — dissolves the thought into thin air.

He follows the trail of your eyes to the pan and speaks plainly.

“Had an extra egg in the fridge.”

Eggs.

The scent is scrambled eggs.

Your eyes round with interest. “You have eggs here?”

“Not anymore,” he says, lifting a spatula to push the food from the pan and onto a nearby plate. “Have to go grab more.”

Your stomach growls with need.

It would be rude to ask — right?

Except he doesn't give you a chance to: Joel leaves the stove with a plate in hand, half-full by a rationed scrambled egg. Without a word he sets it down at the dining table, cleared off from the night before.

At first, you don't move from the edge of the mattress. Bouncing your attention between him and the steaming plate of food, you wait for verbal confirmation.

Permission.

"Are you gonna eat it, or are you gonna waste it?" he absently asks over his shoulder when he returns to the stove, shoveling out a second egg to another plate.

You hesitate, stuck between calling a bluff and accepting what’s happening right in front of you: a gesture of kindness, even if it may not be his idea.

You slide off the bed to meet him in the tiny kitchenette, sitting awkwardly at the table once littered with drugs and alcohol.

“Thank you.” 

“Don’t thank me yet. They're not good."

"Oh." You pluck a tiny piece with your fork, surveying the fluff of yellow. "I wasn't much of a cook either, before this."

Lifting the fork to your mouth, you taste test with a tiny piece.

It’s good.

Maybe not gourmet, but it’s good enough.

Melting at the taste of something rare yet familiar, you hum in appreciation and dig in for more.

“Christ, I haven’t had eggs in forever. They’re so fucking expensive at the mart.”

Once Joel picks up his own plate from the kitchen counter, the apartment is alive with the sounds of forks scraping at ceramic. It’s supplemented with a soundtrack by the outdoor hustle and bustle of the Fedra soldiers and the citizens of the quarantine zone.

It feels peaceful.

(It feels normal, in the irony of it all.)

Neither of you speak, too worried about making the food last, until he chirps up. Finished first.

“So are you gonna disclose what it is exactly that you did for Tess?”

Joel turns to discard his plate into the nearby sink, only to lean back against the counter. His arms cross over his broad chest, expectant. 

"I think I deserve to know what it is I'm housing you for," he adds.

You look up from your fork, catching his eye.

“I don’t think she’d like that.”

"No?"

"No."

“Well she ain’t exactly the one here playing babysitter,” Joel counters, gliding the tattered rag off of his shoulder and down his chest to drop it into the sink.

You roll your eyes, stabbing at the last remaining piece of egg on your plate.

“I mean…  I wouldn’t call this babysitting, Miller. I am a grown adult.”

His brows furrow, but he doesn’t argue.

Instead he asks a question that catches you both off guard:

“You know my last name?”

You pause, hovering the fork near your mouth as you formulate a response.

Is that supposed to be a surprise?

(As if it's a crime to call him as anything but a stranger.)

“Everyone in the zone knows you,” you reply with apprehension. “It's not exactly a secret who people go to if they want shit done around here.” Then there’s the obvious in the room, though it’s closer to a church mouse than an elephant in size. “And besides, we… have worked together a lot, so I've heard it once or twice.”

Or twenty, give or take a shift.

He stares, hard, before clenching his jaw. 

“Yeah, I know we have. Just didn’t think you knew my name, s’all.”

Wait.

You blink.

“You mean you—”

Both of you still into silence as you cut off your question, eye to eye.

"You mean I... what?" Joel begins, suspicious.

You're going to sound like an idiot.

Eyes closed, you inhale a bit of strength before taking one last bite of what’s left of the egg on your plate.

"You know me?" you ask.

"Know you?" he repeats, and you nod. "Seriously?"

You nod again. Joel lets out a huff, adjacent to a humorless laugh.

“I know your face, sure. If I recall right, then you’ve been on a few of them jobs.”

“Oh.”

His brows knit as he re-adjusts his stance against the counter.

“Why? S'that surprising to you?”

“Very,” you admit under your breath. “I didn’t think you watched what I did or saw me at all."

He runs a hand over his face, scratching at the salt and pepper scruff lining his jaw.

“No, I didn't watch you, but I saw you,” he replies, matter of fact. “Probably the only one I get stuck with who actually puts some back into their shit."

The slight praise blossoms something warm in your belly, full from a cooked meal.

"Except," he starts with an uptick in his voice, "I didn’t peg you as the type to run around with Tess.”

You try not to smile, but it’s too late. "No?"

"Not in the slightest."

"I don't think a lot of people can peg me as any type of thing, 'cus none of these people really know me," you admit a little too honestly. "Not really in the market to be known."

(Kind of like you, you want to say.)

Joel nods at nothing in particular, contemplating with his attention to the floor. Abruptly he clears his throat and hikes a thumb back to the weather-worn refrigerator in the corner.

"I need to grab some extra food, then, if this is gonna be a couple of days."

Something flutters in your stomach; not as pretty as a butterfly, but something less twisted than a bee. Any conversation that isn't a fight is an improvement.

Maybe you misjudged the situation.

Maybe Joel just doesn't want to be known, same as you.

You shift in your seat to shuffle through the back pocket of your jeans. “I have ration papers if you need more to cover the cost.” 

The corner of Joel’s upper lip scowls as he shakes his head. He pushes off the counter to walk towards the table where you sit.

“Keep ‘em – I got plenty.”

“You sure?”

“Yeah.” He tugs the jacket off of the back of the unoccupied chair, flicking out the collar once it’s finally on his torso. “You put that in the sink, then, when you’re finished? I’ll get around to ‘em when I come back.”

“I can clean both sets of dishes, Miller,” you argue as he passes by you to reach the door of the apartment. “It’s the least I can do while I'm stuck here.”

Hand on the doorknob, Joel turns his chin to study you one last time.

"Right."

His lips purse like he wants to say something, as if it’s tickling the tip of his tongue, but ultimately decides against it. Instead he settles with a huff through his nose; a sound of resignation. 

“Just don’t touch anything else.”

Author's Note: We've gotten the intro out of the way. Next chapter is when things start to get juicy, I promise. The response to this fic has been wonderful and the google doc is nearly 10K, so you KNOW we're in it now. As always, comments & reblogs are adored. Thank you for reading!

[sarahsmi13s]

The Family I Chose

whumptober day 7: disowned by family

pairing: natasha 'phoenix' trace x bestie!reader

characters: natasha trace, fem!reader, oliver trace, the dagger squad, nat's family (tess, elijah, mason, and brody)

warnings: 18+ MDNI, language, teen pregnancy, mentions of abortion, abusive parents, disowned by family, standing up to family, crying, please let me know what i'm missing

a/n: this is for whumptober! please please please proceed with caution and use discretion, protect your peace

also if you are on the whump taglist but are not familiar with a character, you can skip it will not hurt my feelings!

also also, i do want to apologize for getting this up late got distracted while writing it so i finished it later than i had hoped

whumptober 2023 masterlist

summary: the quote "blood is thicker than water" is often misused. the full quote is "the blood of the convenent is thicker than the water of the womb". meaning, the connections you choose to make are stronger than the ones you're forced to have

Natasha held her cheek, tears in her eyes as she looked at her mother.

“How could you?!” Tessa, Natasha’s mother, screamed in her face, holding the positive pregnancy test up. “You slut, can’t keep your legs closed around that boyfriend of yours. And look where that got you, pregnant at seventeen. I can’t believe you could be so reckless!”

The plastic stick was shoved into Nat’s chest. “Mason brought that to me after Brody found it, at least one of my daughters has the decency to be honest with me!”

Natasha looked from the test to her mom. “I-I swear I was going to tell you, but-” 

“‘But’ what, Natasha Jordan?” Elijah, her father, asked, stepping in. His arms were crossed over his chest as he glared at his eldest child. “I don’t think that you were gonna tell us, because if you were then you wouldn’t have left your test in the trash!” He yanked the test out of her hand and broke it before throwing at her feet.

“I didn’t know how to tell you! I was scared, I didn’t know how you were gonna react! And clearly I was right to worry. Because parents are supposed-”

Smack

Natasha held her cheek again, wide-eyed at her parents who stood there with their faces contorted in anger and embarrassment almost. But love? Compassion? Sympathy? None of that was present.

“Terminate it or pack your shit and leave,” Elijah said coldly, face unchanging. 

Natasha felt sick to her stomach at her father’s heartless words. The ultimatum proving her fears right.

Despite the things she wanted to scream and shout at them, she just nodded curtly and left. Not even bothering to get in her car as she left to go to her best friend’s house.

“Tasha? Hey, Nat are you okay?”

Phoenix blinked and shook herself out of her thoughts before smiling at you. 

You were the best friend she ran to that day eleven years ago. The best friend that caught her when she launched herself at you as she sobbed, words fumbling out of her mouth as she tried to recount the horrible things that her parents had said to her. The best friend that helped her pack up her bedroom, leaving it looking like Natasha never lived there and considering you found a box of every photo of Natasha that no longer hung on the walls in the basement – you had made the right choice, even taking the box with you when you left.

You were the best friend that helped her through the pregnancy, considering Jasper left the moment he learned Nat was pregnant. The best friend that threw her a baby shower and helped her stay on track with school as she got into those final months. The best friend that held her hand in the delivery room when she gave birth to little baby Oliver. The best friend that held her when she learned that Oliver was deaf and would never hear her voice. 

You were her rock then, and you were her rock now.

“I’m just nervous…” Nat admitted, playing with her hands as she looked up and over at the group of pilots playing with her son. “It’s been eleven years since they abandoned me… gave me a horrible ultimatum. Now they want to come here and be grandparents? I don’t trust it.”

You nodded, “And you have every right to be hesitant. They were supposed to be your parents and they turned their back on you. You have every right to set whatever boundaries you want. If they don’t like it, they can fuck off and go back to North Carolina with their shitty attitudes.”

She smiled at you, “Thank you Y/N, for everything. I don’t think I could have done all of this without you.” You hugged her tightly. “I’m always gonna be here for you, and that little rascal over there. You and Ollie deserve the fuckin’ world.”

Nat sniffled and pulled back to wipe her eyes, “Thank you.” “Of course Tash.” 

You both smiled at each other before a nerf arrow flew between you two. You look over to see Oliver on Fanboy’s shoulders with his new nerf bow and arrow that Bob had got him.

“Someone wanted his mama!” Mickey put Oliver down and sat next to you on the beach chair.

Nat smiled at her son, “Did you say thank you to Uncle Bob?” Oliver nodded, sending her a capped tooth grin, “Yes, I’m like Hawkeye now!”

You smiled and tickled Oliver’s sides to get his attention, “Hey Ollie, why don’t we get you a target and Uncle Jake can train you to hit the bullseye.” He nodded and turned to Nat, signing ‘please’ over and over, making her laugh. “Okay baby, we’ll get you a target.”

You smiled at them and Oliver ran over to Jake, letting the pilot pick him up.

Hearing footsteps approach, you turned your head, and your smile dropped immediately.

“Nat,” you said, the seriousness in your tone catching her attention. “What is it?” You nodded in the direction, “Your parents are here…”

She tensed but nodded and stood up.

“Do you want Ollie?” Jake asked. But Nat shook her head, “I want to talk to them first, alone.”

That word ‘alone’ was directed more at you and you nodded but gave her hand a gentle squeeze to let her know you were there if she needed you. She gave you a smile and squeezed your hand back before going to her parents and younger siblings.

“Natasha,” Tessa greeted curtly, clearly trying to peek around her at Oliver. “Mom, Dad,” Nat said, crossing her arms as she looked at them both.

“I’m gonna be honest, I’m surprised you agreed to meet with us,” Elijah said, looking from Nat to the group behind her, playing with Oliver. She shrugged, “It’s been eleven years, I’m willing to give you a chance.”

Mason stepped out from behind Tessa and Elijah, “Hi, Nat…” Nat smiled gently at her sister, “Hi Mason.” “I’ve missed you.” “I’ve missed you too.”

“So, when do we get to meet our grandson?” Tess asked impatiently. Nat rose an eyebrow, “Your grandson? You think you just get to call him that? After what you did?”

“Look, Natty,” Elijah tried but Nat held up a hand. “No, you don’t get to call me that. Before I ever let you anywhere near him, I’m laying down ground rules.”

Both of her parents groaned, “Really? You think you can lay down ‘rules’ for us to see our grandson?” She nodded, arms still crossed, “Yes, I do, because he is my son.” “Fine.” 

Nat’s temper was rising but she wasn’t going to freak out, because she knew that would get her nowhere. And even though Ollie couldn’t hear her, he could see her and it could scare him, and the last thing she wanted to do.

“First, you will never be alone with him.” Tessa looked offended, her hand over her heart as she gasped, “Do you not trust us?” Phoenix arched her brow again, “Honestly? No I don’t. But that’s not it. My son is deaf, none of you know sign language and I doubt you would learn.”

“Deaf? Did you not get him cochlear implants?” Elijah asked, almost disgusted. 

“No, because he is perfect the way he is. And don’t act like that after what you said.” 

Nat was already at the end of her rope, it had barely been five minutes. She doesn’t know why she thought it was a good idea. Maybe she wanted to fix that scared teenager, the one that sat in the bathroom with her best friend speechless as she stared at the two lines.

“That was eleven years ago Natasha,” Tessa sighed, acting like they hadn’t pulled the rug from under her when she needed them most. 

“He told me that if I wanted to stay at home, I had to get an abortion. And now you both want to come here and act like you give a shit?! Seriously?!”

Nat tongued her lip and shook her head. “This was a mistake…” 

“Daddy?” 

Nat’s head whipped up to see her brother holding a two year old girl.

“Yeah, princess?” 

Nat saw red.

Her brother, her nineteen year old brother, had a two year old daughter? And their parents let him stay? 

What the actual fuck?

“Oh, so Brody could have a kid in high school, but I was told to either terminate my son or get kicked out? That’s fucking rich. Tessa, Elijah, go fuck yourselves.”

Both gawked, “Excuse us?”

“You fucking heard me.”

“Look, if Brody had just left Lainey it would have ruined our reputation. Just like you being pregnant.”

Natasha laughed, “Right, right, because it’s all about the reputation or the company. Fuck you and fuck your reputation.” 

Elijah stepped forward, “But you’ve helped our reputation, have you not? With you joining the Navy and then graduating Top Gun. Being the best of the best?”

She shook her head, “I did this for me, my son, and my best friend. This reputation I’ve built is mine and mine alone. The people who disowned me aren’t allowed to enjoy my accomplishments.”

“We didn’t disown you.”

“Really? Because when Y/N and I went to pack up my stuff, Y/N found my photos in a damn box. Then out in public you ignored me. You didn’t come to my graduation after I worked my ass off! I still work my ass off!” 

She turned and looked at the squad, you and Oliver. 

“You aren’t my family.” 

Natasha pointed at the group with tears in her eyes, “They… They are my family. The family that I chose… The family that chose me.” 

She let the tears fall, “They actually love me and they love my son. They learned sign language when they didn’t have to because they love my son that much. They have supported me, sure things were bumpy in the beginning, but we came out stronger on the other side. Because we care about each other. You two care about nothing other than yourselves and I will be damned if I put my son through that.”

Tessa and Elijah were speechless, and behind them Brody and Mason had smiles on their faces – proud of Natasha for doing what they were too scared to do.

“Take your entitled asses back to North Carolina and never contact me again.”

All her parents could do was gawk and make unintelligible noises, but they didn’t move to leave.

Then you approached and they were huffing and leaving, “C’mon Brody, Mason, we’re leaving.”

Nat held her composure until her parents were gone and she just ran into the Hard Deck. 

“Tasha! Nat!” You called after her. But it was no use, she was inside the building. You sighed and hung your head, she needed time.

After talking with Mason and Brody for a few minutes, you walked down to the group.

“Hey, I need Ollie,” you said to Bradley as you got closer. He nodded and got Javy to get his attention.

When you saw him looking at you, you spoke and signed, “Mama needs you bubba.” He nodded and ran over and grabbed your hand. You smiled and led him to the Hard Deck. 

“Hey Penny, where-” “My office.” 

“Thank you.” 

You and Oliver went to Penny’s office and opened it to find Nat sobbing on the floor. 

Oliver immediately got in her lap and hugged her. Nat wrapped her arms around him, hugging him close as she cried.

You get on your knees beside her, rest back on your heels as you rub her leg. She looked up at you and you smiled softly at her. You reached up and wiped her tears gently.

“I think she’s healed now…” Nat croaked out, scratching Oliver’s head. “That scared, hurt teenager… she’s got some of her dignity back. Finally let it out…”

You smiled and kept her cheek in your palm, “I’m so proud of you, Tasha.” 

More tears filled Nat’s eyes and she started crying again as she nuzzled your hand, “Thank you, Y/N… for everything. I couldn’t have asked for a better best friend.” You nodded, smiling at her still, “Neither could I.”

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[danganronpaisbest]

Danganronpa x Criminal Case AU

(Contains university district characters from season 1, season 5, and some ocs)

Main Roles

Mary Lou Hong: Protagonist (Ult.Groupie)

Bart Williams: Support (Ult.Informant)

Tess Goodwin: Antagonist (Ult.Psychiatrist)

Prolouge

Rule Breaker: Olivia Wright (Ult.Donator)

~Chapter 1~

Victim: Riley Davis (Ult.Drummer)

Blackened: Stephanie Griff (Ult.Tennis Pro)

~Chapter 2~

Victim: Sally Hooper (Ult.Actor)

Blackened: Olly Oliver (Ult.Singer)

~Chapter 3~

Victim 1: Lisa Edward's (Ult.Libarian)

Victim 2: Toby Hansen (Ult.Director)

Blackend: Samantha Collins (Ult.Fan Girl)

~Chapter 4~

Victim: Adrian Lynn (Ult.Cosplayer)

Blackened: Penelope Rivera (Ult.Influencer)

~Chapter 5~

Victim: Tess Goodwin (Ult.Psychiatrist)

Blackened: Josh Anderson (Ult.Jock)

~Chapter 6~

Survivors

Mary Lou Hong (Ult.Groupie)

Bart Williams (Ult.Informant)

Cindy McMinn (Ult.???)

Randy Lockheart (Ult.Fashion Designer)

!!Mastermind!!

Tyler Wright (Ult. Affluent Progeny)

[pastelearthling65]

Hear me out! Danganronpa x disventure camp

Fiore as hiyoko saionji

Kai as yasuhiro hagakure

Maggy as kotoko utsugi

Jake as mikan tsumiki

Gabby as angie yonaga

Dan as shuichi saihara

Aiden as rantoro amani

Alec as kirumi tojo

Ally as tsumugi shirogane

Ashley as aoi asihima

Connor as the ultimate imposter

Drew as K1b0/kiibo

Ellie as maki harukawa

Yul as miu iruma

Riya as junko enoshima

James as byakuya togami

Rosa maria as sakura ogami

Tess as hiroko hagakure

Grett as mukuro ikusaba

Will as jataro kemuri

Lake as nagisa shingetsu

Nick as sonia nevermind

Hunter as kaito momota

Lill as mahiru koizumi

Trevor as kokichi ouma

Tom as nagito komaeda

Give me ideas for oliver, karol, emily, derek, krystal, nina, marcus and miriam.

[issy5316]

Dangan-University AU (university district x dangaronpa au (FT. Season 1 grim U's students (+ some staffs/Xtra characters)

Characters 1# (the victims in the game Og) :

Rani goshawalla : Ultimate ??? (Idk yet,pls give ideas)

olly Oliver : Ultimate lead singer

troy takiguchi : ultimate star quarterback

Lisa Edwards : Ultimate ( same with rani,i got no idea for her talent)

Tom Blackwater: Ultimate??? (Idk too,maybe ultimate sneaker/spy in disguise or something?)

Aaliyah banks : ultimate Champaigner (not sure)

Tyler Wright : Ultimate bussiness heir

Irina nemovska (Appears later in story) : Ultimate au pair

Madison Springer : Ultimate Honor/popular student ( idk what to do thh, since Madison is an lead cheerleader, popular girl sorority president,prom queen material,etc,so i thought she Must have good grades and be Perfect/honor student)

Xtra : - Tess Goodwin : Ultimate??? (Her actual talent...before being revealed to be the ultimate Mastermind of this part of the game)

For fandmade Cases you Made in your au,you can add their ultimates the way you want :)

you had me at the danganronpa theme! there's still original cases for this district, so it will take a while before every has their role, but i like the ideas you got so far :D

[tvshowscouples]

If you love Tess&Oliver (Smallville) and you want reblog or like,this is the link of my reblog couples :)

thank you

[amyispxnk]

tagged by @sp00kymulderr , tysm 🫶🫶

Last song: Sunflower - Rex Orange County

Currently watching: Hilda season 3 😋

Three ships (I am literally only in the tlou fandom so it's all tlou): Tess x Joel (my faves), Ellie x Dina (miss them too much), Me x Joel (best ship ever)

Favourite colour(s): purple. Any purple

Currently consuming: a latte flavoured daim and some mountain dew. Yum as fuck

First ship: Harry x Hermione from Harry Potter heelp

Relationship status: single with an intense fear of being alone for my entire life but we won't talk about that for now

Currently working on: Daddy issues part 3, and a smutty oneshot. But my brain is fried so I haven't gone on docs for like.. weeks

Last movie: The Perks of Being a Wallflower (first time watching it and i sobbed)

NPT: @olive-fics @cool-iguana @javiscigarette @gracieispunk @leonslass @josephquinnswhore @mrsmando

[lily-blackstone]

RULES

Figured I should probably make one of those "Rules for Requesting" posts since I do wanna take requests to write more sooo-

THINGS I WILL NOT WRITE:

1. I will not take x OC requests mostly because I kinda have to see a lot of the character to be able to properly write it, so I would most likely butcher the OC's personality

2. I will not write romantic scenarios with child! Reader unless the character is a kid but even then, it'll only be light crushes.

3. If you're homophobic, transphobic, racist or any of the like, don't come to my blog.

4. If you're rude, you will be blocked.

5. You can request character x character though chances are I might not do it unless it's explicitly canon

6. I won't be writing characters being abusive or toxic. I also can't write break ups or rejection, sorry-

7. No NSFW, BDSM, smut, any of that shi-

More may be added in the future.

THINGS I WILL WRITE:

1. I mostly write x reader, I'll write fem, male and gender neutral

2. Though I do romantic requests if you have nay platonic request, PLEEAASSEE TELL ME. I love platonic content-

3. I'm okay with writing Child character x child character but again, small crushes and mostly platonic fluff.

4. Angst is very much welcome.

5. AU's are welcome (Especially time loops-)

More may be added later

FANDOMS I'LL TAKE REQUESTS FOR:

Fairy Tail

Arthurian Mythology! (I'm really into that rn so please do send requests plsplspslsplspls-)

Obey me! One Master to Rule them All

Where's Tess

Tasokare Hotel

The Prison Boys

Wandering Witch: The Journey of Elaina

Gakkou-Gurashi!/School-Live!

VOCALOID: Hatsune Miku, Kagamine Rin & Len, KAITO, MEIKO, Megurine Luka, Gumi Megpoid, Gakupo, Fukase, VFlower, Oliver

UTAULOID: Kasane Teto

FANLOID: Akita Neru

SPY×FAMILY (I haven't read the manga and will not do romantic x reader's for Yor and Loid and Obviously not the kids)

Genshin Impact: Archons only. Also if you have any request that takes place in the SAGAU AU I made (Aka, the AU in the "That Time I Foundd Out my Grandma's a God" fic) I'll gladly do it separately!

That's all for now, more may be added later.

[kanatanabramovic]

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[amywritesthings]

SEEING YOU, SEEING ME (7/7)

Pairing: Joel Miller x F!Reader

Word Count: 600

Summary: Five Weeks Later - The Epilogue of Our Story

Warnings: None; this is just a finale piece.

( Read on AO3 )

Previous Chapter | Masterlist

EPILOGUE

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FIVE WEEKS LATER

The dilapidated building that houses Tess and Joel is on your route to the Boston Quarantine Zone occupation office.

It's a thought that never occurred until the moment you stepped foot out of their small studio apartment to greet broad daylight for the first time in days. It's an unassuming space in a row of nothingness, but now?

You thought its significant would mean nothing by now.

You still look every time you pass.

Jobs are just as they’ve always been: messy. Unpleasant. Tiring. From street sweeps to sewage to trash collection, you keep your hands busy when you mind should not. Your arms ache from hard labor.

By the time sunset arrives, you’re too exhausted to dream. 

It’s better this way.

Joel Miller doesn’t speak to you; can’t, when he’s nowhere to be found. He signs up for the hardened jobs in the early morning and twilight hours, away from the noise and the crowds. At least, that's what you assuming. He could be running out-of-bounds errands for Tess or trading jobs with that brother of his. 

Tess doesn’t bring him up when you pass her in the food kitchen lines. Small pleasantries and jabbing jokes, just like before. 

The week spent at their place is virtually a forgotten memory.

(Is it better to be seen once and never again, then not at all?)

On your way to your next sweep shift, Jeanine absently greets you at the touch point, Fedra-issued broom in hand. Yours is the last in the trash can in which they're housed.

She trades you for your proof of labor papers (I was here) and stamps a blank entry to get started. You greet her with just as bland of a reply and take the mangled thing, already feeling the ache in your bones when your hand closes around the handle.

For six grueling hours, you mind your business cleaning up the streets and sidewalks of the third quadrant — sweeping dirtied paths, collecting debris near alleyways, tossing tattered and forgotten Firefly flyers into trash bags.

In a minute, you’ll be free from another day of hardship and free to sit in your apartment alone.

Then you feel something brush against the small of your back.

Immediately you rip your gaze from the ground to connect with a familiar sight: salt and pepper hair, scruffy beard, a worn olive flannel rolled up to his elbows; Joel Miller’s dark eyes stare down at you with an indiscernible question.

Your lips part to say hello, but the words die on your tongue.

All you can do is stare back.

He says nothing, but his hand lingers on your shirt. Waiting.

Joel's drops his arm to his side and pointedly turns his chin towards the nearby alleyway. Like a magnet, your eyes follow.

Then he takes to a slow stroll, leaving you to cross the street and into the threshold where wandering eyes cannot see him.

But you can.

You don’t expect him to stop abruptly at a door, pulling the rusted thing wide open. 

He turns to sweep his hand towards it, gesturing an unspoken invitation.

Your stomach flutters with a feeling you abandoned in a bed that didn’t belong to you.

It's reckless, but you'll take reckless if that's what he's willing to give.

Gently you situate the broom's handle against the adjacent brick wall and cross the street, too.

It only takes two steps to make it to the curb.

Twelve to meet him at the door.

You are the first to enter.

Joel Miller is the last to leave.

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Author's Note: That's a wrap! I can't believe this is finished, and I couldn't be more proud of the story. Of course, this does not have to be the end, not really! My one shot "reckless." continues these two in the future, and I am happy to hear your thoughts and potentially take story requests in my inbox.

For now, I bid you adieu for the airport. Thank you for the early birthday wishes.

[ao3feed-brucewayne]

Alternate Events 4: Multiversal Clashes

by cer1992

The fourth installment of the "Alternate Events" series that begins one month after the heroes of the various universes defeated the enemy forces from Earth-X and Earth-64. It's only a matter of time before a new threat arises and not only brings everyone together once again, but leads to chaotic clashes across the Multiverse.

Words: 66842, Chapters: 12/12, Language: English

Series: Part 4 of DC Multiverse Crossovers

Fandoms: Smallville, The Flash (TV 2014), Arrow (TV 2012), Supergirl (TV 2015), DC Animated Universe (Timmverse), DC Extended Universe, Superman (Christopher Reeve Movies), Supergirl (1984), Superman Returns (2006), Smallville Season 11 (Comics)

Rating: Not Rated

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Categories: Gen

Characters: Clark Kent, Kon-El | Conner Kent, Oliver Queen, Barry Allen, Kara Danvers, Lex Luthor, Lois Lane, Chloe Sullivan, Kara Zor-El, Earth-96 Clark Kent, Diana (Wonder Woman), Bruce Wayne, Wally West, J'onn J'onzz, John Stewart (DCU), Shayera Hol, Victor Stone, Arthur Curry (DCU), Courtney Whitmore, Ralph Dibny, Cisco Ramon, Caitlin Snow, Laurel Lance, Lena Luthor, Alex Danvers, Astra (Supergirl TV 2015), Kara In-Ze, Cythonna (DCU), Tess Mercer, Eobard Thawne, Martin Stein, Billy Batson, Galatea (DCU), Kent Nelson, Dinah Lance, Zatanna Zatara, Black Canary (DCU), Vixen, Mar Novu | The Monitor, Justice League (DCU)

Relationships: Kon-El | Conner Kent/Courtney Whitmore, Clark Kent/Lois Lane, Barry Allen/Kara Danvers, Oliver Queen/Chloe Sullivan, Laurel Lance/Oliver Queen, Bart Allen/Caitlin Snow

Additional Tags: Crossover, Multiple Crossovers, Multiverse, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Superman vs Superman, Smallville/Arrowverse crosssover, Dimension Travel, Smallville (Post-Series Finale), The Flash (TV 2014) Season 4, Mind Control, Doppelganger, Sequel

source https://archiveofourown.org/works/47588158

[chrancecriber]

Chilltrax (May 04, 2023)

23:55 Forty Cats & Arentis - Zen 23:51 Kc Lights Feat. Leo Stannard - Cold Light (6am Remix) 23:51 C H I L L T R A X - Musique Nonstop 23:46 Two Lanes - Reflections (Il Lo Remix) 23:42 Everything But The Girl - Caution To The Wind 23:38 Lp Giobbi Feat. Dj Tennis & Joseph Ashworth - All In A Dream 23:33 Morcheeba - Oh Oh Yeah 23:29 Arto - Now You're Gone 23:29 C H I L L T R A X - Toh Cymbal Roll Bass 23:25 Evelynka - Letting Go 23:22 Beacon - Pay My Debts 23:18 Ran The Man - Swimmingpool 23:14 Sound Quelle & Tailor - Where We Should Be 23:10 Khotin & Tess Roby - Fountain, Growth 23:10 C H I L L T R A X - The Chillout Channel, Chilltrax 23:05 Blank & Jones - Floatation 23:02 Indigo Eyes Feat. Kehina - All Over Again (Remix) 22:57 Morgin Madison & Ryan Lucian - From The Start (Mm Chill Remix) 22:54 Holen - Not Too Late 22:50 Mansionair & Vandelux - Empty Promise 22:50 C H I L L T R A X - Escape 2 Music 22:45 Alampa - Caravan 22:41 Melosense - Nous 22:36 Nils Hoffmann Feat. Julia Church - 9 Days 22:32 Monolink - Turning Away (Parra For Cuva Remix) 22:28 Chris Malinchak - Photograph 22:28 C H I L L T R A X - Toh Moon Boots 22:24 Satin Jackets & Panama - The Future 22:20 Faodail & Kakadu - Painting In Shades (Edapollo Remix) 22:15 Il:lo - Cynnes 22:11 Shallou & Daya - Older 22:08 Cannons - Loving You 22:08 C H I L L T R A X - Be Svendsen World Comes 22:04 Shingo Nakamura - Falling Off 21:59 Eli & Fur - Better In The Dark 21:55 Two Lanes Feat. Kwesi - Another Time 21:52 Sultan Shepard - Sirens 21:47 Deep Sound Effect Feat. Svetlana Voice - Dreaming About You (Dj Aristocrat Remix) 21:42 Ry X & Olafur Arnalds - Colorblind (Whomadewho Remix) 21:42 C H I L L T R A X - Twcc High Standard Of Quality 21:38 Elderbrook - Wasted On You 21:34 Jimpster & Oliver Night - Ascension 21:30 Duckmaw - Distant Worlds 21:25 Zero 7 - In The Waiting Line 21:25 C H I L L T R A X - Slurry Toh 21:20 Dj San & Sebastian Moore - In Your Eyes 21:17 Tep No - Deep Sin 21:12 Double Touch Feat. Reigan - Greatest Day 21:11 C H I L L T R A X - Something I Should Tell You 21:07 Heard Right & Oracle - There For You 21:03 Flexible Fire - Amatista 20:59 Vintage And Morelli Feat. Arielle Maren - The Light (Flexible Fire Remix) 20:56 Lost In Pacific & Hanging Valleys - Escape 20:51 Be Svendsen - State The Obvious 20:51 C H I L L T R A X - Chilltrax - Chill Out Piano 20:47 Reel People & Muhsinah - Something New (Kraak & Smaak Remix) 20:42 Mahalo - Nothing Matters (Lipless Remix) 20:38 Palladian - Zagara 20:35 Liz Cass - Blue 20:31 Disclosure Feat. London Grammar - Help Me Lose My Mind 20:30 C H I L L T R A X - Ct The Backward Chillout Channel 20:26 Jones Meadow - Fences 20:22 Nicholas Gunn & Alina Renae - Angel Eyes 20:18 Aftruu - Falling Asleep 20:13 C H I L L T R A X - Valante Io Toh 20:09 Royksopp - Me&youphoria 20:05 Everything But The Girl - Forever 20:01 Sons Of Maria - Outbound 19:56 Camelphat X Cristoph Feat. Jem Cooke - Breathe (Camelphat Just Chill Mix) 19:56 C H I L L T R A X - Cool Refreshed Smooth As Can Be 19:53 Vandelux - All I've Ever Known 19:49 Passenger 10 - Voices In Her Head 19:44 Kidnap Feat. Leo Stannard - Moments (Ben Bohmer & Nils Hoffmann Remix) 19:40 Rocket Empire - Astoria 19:35 Jody Wisternoff Feat. Sian Evans - The Bridge 19:35 C H I L L T R A X - Toh Dzihan 19:31 Satin Jackets Feat. Mandy Jones - In This Life 19:27 Emmit Fenn - --amman 19:22 Alan Cerra - Radiant 19:19 Xixi Feat. Kwesi - Close To U 19:15 Lapsley - Levitate 19:15 C H I L L T R A X - Escape The Noise 19:11 Pableno - Heights 19:07 Washed Out - Time To Walk Away 19:03 Floa & Phonic Youth - Falling Away 19:00 Giants' Nest - Heart Void 18:55 Eli & Fur - Better In The Dark 18:55 C H I L L T R A X - Comes To Chill Out 18:52 Ben Macklin Feat. Emma Brammer - Stay With Me (Fvhm Remix) 18:47 Cahelo - Bananaquit (Mass Digital Extended Remix) 18:44 Flight Facilities Feat. Your Smith - Heavy 18:40 Elderbrook - The End 18:35 Chris Malinchak - Can't Quite Understand (Extended Mix) 18:35 C H I L L T R A X - Glitchy Toh 18:31 Cinnamon Chasers - Surviving The Fire 18:27 The Knocks Feat. Foster The People - All About You (Equal Remix) 18:24 Flexible Fire - Marea Turquesa 18:20 Gold Lounge - Higher 18:16 Kelela - Contact 18:16 C H I L L T R A X - Street Life Worlds Cc 18:11 Above And Beyond - Sun In Your Eyes (William Orbit Remix) 18:08 Reel People & Paula - Vibe (Moods Remix) 18:04 Eloi El - Stick Together (Blonde Maze Remix) 17:59 Fakear - Crystal 17:54 Shingo Nakamura - Come Closer 17:54 C H I L L T R A X - E-chilled-music 17:50 Kx5 & Sofi Tukker - Sacrifice (St Mix) 17:45 Mass Digital - Thoughts Of U 17:41 Leaving Laurel - The Family We Find 17:36 Royksopp - Here She Comes Again 17:36 C H I L L T R A X - Toh Freesound 17:33 Jako Diaz & Leyet - Only You 17:29 Blonde Maze - When You Move 17:26 Sum Wave - Milkyway 17:23 Harvey & Oscuro - You're All I Want 17:23 C H I L L T R A X - We Are The Music Makers 17:19 Jones Meadow & Clara Mendes - Em Baixo 17:16 Dex 1200 - Ongea Nami 17:13 Leisure Feat. Muroki - Summer Season 17:09 Mango & Cloudcage - More Than This 17:05 Eric Hilton - Forming Star 17:05 C H I L L T R A X - Organ The Chillout Channel 17:00 Nicholas Gunn Feat. Chris Howard - Thought Of You 16:55 Boerd - 2far 16:50 Billion Watchers - Rainman 16:46 Emmit Fenn & Shallou - Hollow 16:42 Rufus Du Sol - Hypnotised 16:42 C H I L L T R A X - Escape 2 Music 16:37 Deep Lo - Lost In You (Soire Remix) 16:33 Satin Jackets Feat. Tailor - Somewhere In Paradise 16:29 Hausman & Lumynesynth - Faded 16:26 Farius - Coming Up (Hold On) (Dokho Remix) 16:25 C H I L L T R A X - Toh Cymbal Roll Bass 16:22 Sebastian Davidson Feat. Lewyn - Second Hand Love 16:18 Morgin Madison & Ryan Lucian - From The Start (Mm Chill Remix) 16:12 Ghenwa Nemnom - Story Of A Battle (Chris Zippel Remix) 16:09 Catz 'n Dogz Feat. Jaw - Time 16:09 C H I L L T R A X - Come Along Children - Need To Chill Out 16:05 Everything But The Girl - Caution To The Wind 15:59 Sons Of Maria - Are You 15:56 Elderbrook - All My Love 15:53 Rocket Empire - Lima 15:48 Bob Moses - Enough To Believe 15:48 C H I L L T R A X - Toh Moon Boots 15:44 Kidnap & Pinkpirate - Things Change 15:40 Boehm - Who You Are 15:36 Edapollo - By The River (Faodail Remix) 15:32 Two Lanes - Searching (Ct Fixup Mix) 15:28 Andrew Nagy & Joel Winterflood - Little To None 15:27 C H I L L T R A X - World Comes To Chilltrax.com 15:22 Volen Sentir & Makebo - Into The Stars 15:18 Little Dragon - Water 15:15 Cannons - Loving You 15:11 Odsen - Retrospective 15:07 Above & Beyond & Marty Longstaff - Gratitude (Aname Pm Mix) 15:07 C H I L L T R A X - Worldschilloutchannnel Orbit 15:03 Melosense - Nous 14:58 Double Touch Feat. Reigan - All I Want 14:53 Arley & Sirolf - One Day 14:48 Blonde Maze - Night Light (Hessian Remix) 14:48 C H I L L T R A X - Slurry Toh 14:43 Zaven - Voliere Amplitude 14:38 Cubicolor - Wake Me Up 14:33 Arkangel - Paradigm 14:27 Royksopp Feat. Pixx - How The Flowers Grow 14:24 Jones Meadow - Expect 14:24 C H I L L T R A X - Chill Out Chilltrax 14:20 Logic1000 - 21 14:16 Heard Right & Oracle - There For You 14:12 Drama - Don't Hold Back 14:09 Woven - Brushes 14:05 Alampa - The One 14:00 Kelela - Enough For Love 14:00 C H I L L T R A X - The Chillout Channel Redux 13:55 Steven Weston Feat. Tae - Same Dream 13:51 Ross Quinn - Away With Me 13:46 Darius Feat. Benny Sings - Rise (Darius Remix) 13:42 Flexible Fire - Amatista 13:39 Moby - Porcelain (Arty Remix) 13:39 C H I L L T R A X - Valante Io Toh 13:34 R Plus & Faithless Feat. Amelia Fox - It's Enough (The Last High) 13:29 Mango - Skyline 13:24 Emi Ca - Just Breathe 13:18 Missfeat - The World Before (Niko Garcia Remix) 13:18 C H I L L T R A X - Fresh And Fascinating 13:15 Everything But The Girl - Forever 13:10 Blank & Jones - Floatation 13:06 Kx5 Feat. Hayla - Escape (Chill Mix) 13:01 Chris Malinchak, Kiesza, Malin - Tree 12:57 Electronic Bodyguards - Stronger (Pete Herbert Remix) 12:57 C H I L L T R A X - Escape The Noise 12:53 Tomb & Lewyn - All But A Dream 12:48 Rufus Du Sol - See You Again 12:44 Holen - Breathe 12:41 Olan - Wake And Return (Little Dragon Remix) 12:36 Zero 7 - Don't Call It Love 12:35 C H I L L T R A X - Backward Rvb Where World Comes 12:32 Vintage & Morelli - Once Upon A World 12:27 Max Cooper - A Model Of Reality (Tor Remix) 12:23 Tagavaka - Oxygen 12:18 Cahelo - Bananaquit (Mass Digital Extended Remix) 12:18 C H I L L T R A X - Toh Dzihan 12:13 Farius - A Big Life (Sound Quelle Remix) 12:10 Floa & Phonic Youth - Falling Away 12:06 Approaching Black - Sensitive 12:01 Nicolas Godin - The Border 12:01 C H I L L T R A X - Magnifyingglasssogood4u 11:57 Vandelux - All I've Ever Known 11:54 Tennyson - Iron 11:50 Aparde - Know You 11:46 Arto - Now You're Gone 11:41 Moe Turk - Silently 11:40 C H I L L T R A X - Donations 230425 11:36 Wassu & Mimi Page - Within Me 11:33 Nils Hoffmann Feat. Gordi - No One Else 11:29 Logic1000 Feat. Big Ever - Natural 11:25 Xixi Feat. Kwesi - Close To U 11:21 Cashmere - All Of My Heart 11:21 C H I L L T R A X - Twcc High Standard Of Quality 11:18 Aftruu - Falling Asleep 11:13 The Knocks Feat. Muna - Bodies (Tycho Remix) 11:09 Reel People & Paula - Vibe (Moods Remix) 11:05 Satin Jackets - For What We Have 11:01 Cannons - Tunnel Of You 11:01 C H I L L T R A X - Chilltrax - Chill Out Piano 10:56 Royksopp - Beautiful Day Without You 10:52 Leaving Laurel - The Family We Find 10:47 Steven Weston Feat. Lapsley - Like I Used To 10:42 Nicholas Gunn & Alina Renae - Angel Eyes 10:39 Two Lanes - Lights 10:39 C H I L L T R A X - Toh Freesound 10:34 Eli & Fur - Where I Find My Mind 10:30 Billie Eilish - Everything I Wanted (Aquadrop Remix) 10:25 Il:lo - Cynnes 10:22 Tep No & Noak Hellsing - I Won’t Need You 10:17 Odesza Feat. Olafur Arnalds - Light Of Day (Parra For Cuva Remix) 10:17 C H I L L T R A X - The Chillout Channel, Chilltrax 10:13 Edapollo Feat. Kendl - Afterglow 10:10 Jones Meadow & Clara Mendes - Em Baixo 10:06 Westseven Feat. Angus Powell - Go Right Through (Sound Quelle Remix) 10:02 Tomb - Unbound 09:58 Giants' Nest - Crema 09:53 Northern Form - Mend 09:53 C H I L L T R A X - Escape 2 Music 09:48 Michael Kiwanuka - Final Days (Bonobo Remix) 09:44 Kx5 & Sofi Tukker - Sacrifice (St Mix) 09:41 Otr Feat. Shallou - Heart 09:36 Sound Quelle Feat. Daniel Robinson - Tempest 09:32 Duckmaw - Distant Worlds 09:28 Morcheeba - Even Though 09:28 C H I L L T R A X - Toh Cymbal Roll Bass 09:24 Evelynka - Letting Go 09:20 Embliss & Lumynesynth - Phases Of The Moon 09:16 Valante - Vana 09:12 Zimmer Feat. Panama - Make It Happen 09:12 C H I L L T R A X - Listen To This! 09:08 Morgin Madison & Ryan Lucian - From The Start (Mm Chill Remix) 09:05 Dex 1200 - Ongea Nami 09:00 Sons Of Maria - Always 08:57 Sg Lewis - Honest 08:53 Shingo Nakamura - Focus 08:53 C H I L L T R A X - Be Svendsen World Comes 08:48 Cinnamon Chasers - Surviving The Fire 08:44 Ross Couch - On Fire (Downtempo Mix) 08:40 Sultan Shepard - Sirens 08:36 Nils Hoffmann Feat. Malou - About You 08:32 Massive Attack - Paradise Circus 08:32 C H I L L T R A X - Street Life Worlds Cc 08:26 Ghenwa Nemnom - Story Of A Battle (Chris Zippel Remix) 08:22 Elderbrook - The End 08:17 Eelke Kleijn Feat. Diana Miro - You 08:12 Volen Sentir & Makebo - Into The Stars 08:11 C H I L L T R A X - Donations 230425 08:07 Melosense - Can't Replace You 08:04 Cannons - Loving You 08:01 Sum Wave - Milkyway 07:57 Christian Burns - Everywhere 07:56 C H I L L T R A X - This Is A Journey 07:53 Satin Jackets Feat. Tailor - Somewhere In Paradise 07:49 Baynk Feat. Drama - 1 Chance 07:45 Pines Feat. Akacia - History 07:42 Flexible Fire - Marea Turquesa 07:37 Royksopp - Something In My Heart 07:37 C H I L L T R A X - Slurry Toh 07:32 Reel People & Muhsinah - Something New (Kraak & Smaak Remix) 07:27 Nicholas Gunn Feat. Derek Luttrell - Lose Control 07:23 Jones Meadow - Entrance 07:18 Monolink - Turning Away (Parra For Cuva Remix) 07:14 Khotin & Tess Roby - Fountain, Growth 07:14 C H I L L T R A X - E-chilled-music 07:11 Lar - Collide (Jody Wisternoff & James Grant Remix) 07:07 Kaskade With Project 46 - Chains Chilled 07:03 Heard Right & Oracle - There For You 06:59 Giants' Nest - Heart Void 06:56 Chris Malinchak - Happiness (Eternal Moment Mix) 06:56 C H I L L T R A X - Ct The Backward Chillout Channel 06:52 Joachim Pastor Feat. Nathan Nicholson - Saint Louis 06:48 Farius - Coming Up (Hold On) (Dokho Remix) 06:45 Morcheeba - The Moon (Kutiman Remix - Version B) 06:41 Two Lanes - Searching (Ct Fixup Mix) 06:37 Tycho - Weather (Nitemoves Remix) 06:37 C H I L L T R A X - Valante Io Toh 06:31 Dj San & Sebastian Moore - In Your Eyes 06:28 Rezident - Wellenlainge 06:24 Pableno - Heights 06:21 Alex Hook Feat. Rene - You Showed Me 06:17 Phello - Timelapse 06:16 C H I L L T R A X - Escape The Noise 06:12 Bonsaye - Viaje 06:08 Everything But The Girl - Forever 06:05 Ferr By Ferry Corsten And Youth Novels - Hands 06:01 Rocket Empire - Astoria 05:57 Nightcap - The Two Of Us (We Only Need) 05:53 Fabio Vee & Mike D' Jais - Consolation 05:52 C H I L L T R A X - Donations 230425 05:49 Aether - Jupiter & Saturn 05:45 Elderbrook - Wasted On You 05:41 Teemid - L.a. 05:35 Mass Digital - Little Things 05:30 Blank & Jones - Floatation 05:26 Zimmer Feat. Fhin - Lost Your Mind 05:26 C H I L L T R A X - Toh Dzihan 05:21 Sound Quelle & Tailor - Where We Should Be 05:17 Andre Aguado - Through The Night 05:14 Holen - Not Too Late 05:09 A.m.r & Lumynesynth - Unfinished 05:09 C H I L L T R A X - Dionigi/the Chillout Channel 05:05 Floa & Phonic Youth - Falling Away 05:01 Melosense - Nous 04:56 Satin Jackets - Don't Worry (Lost Desert Remix) 04:51 Ry X & Olafur Arnalds - Colorblind (Whomadewho Remix) 04:46 Above & Beyond - Believer (Marsh's Guatape Remix) 04:46 C H I L L T R A X - Worldschilloutchannnel Orbit 04:41 Nicholas Gunn Feat. Chris Howard - Thought Of You 04:37 Blonde Maze - Something Familiar 04:33 Fakear - Crystal 04:28 Jean Vayat & Evelynka - My Soul 04:28 C H I L L T R A X - Chill Out Chilltrax 04:24 Sons Of Maria - Outbound 04:20 Kx5 & Sofi Tukker - Sacrifice (St Mix) 04:16 Edapollo Feat. Akacia - Run 04:12 Cahelo - Bananaquit (Mass Digital Extended Remix) 04:12 C H I L L T R A X - Glitchy Toh 04:08 Attom & Kwesi - Rogue 04:04 Reel People & Paula - Vibe (Moods Remix) 04:00 Avira & Nourey Feat. Tom Bailey - Favourite Game 03:55 Arkangel - Paradigm 03:55 C H I L L T R A X - This Is The Way 03:51 Lipless & Blue Noir - Alone 03:48 Embrz Feat. Abroad - Rise 03:44 Tomb - Unbound 03:41 Chicane Feat. Moya Brennan - Saltwater (Chicane Slow Tide Remix) 03:41 C H I L L T R A X - Toh Freesound 03:36 R Plus & Faithless Feat. Amelia Fox - It's Enough (The Last High) 03:31 Ferr By Ferry Corsten And Rich Walters - Limbo 03:27 Vincenzo - You Knew 03:23 Vandelux - All I've Ever Known 03:19 Lapsley - Levitate 03:19 C H I L L T R A X - Organ The Chillout Channel 03:15 Jones Meadow - Powerlines 03:12 Darkdark - No Symmetry (Giraffage Remix) 03:07 Ad Brown, Ltn And Cat Martin - Miss You 03:02 Palladian - Zagara 02:57 Sg Lewis - Lifetime 02:53 Kelela - Enough For Love 02:53 C H I L L T R A X - Escape 2 Music 02:48 Royksopp - The Ladder 02:42 Steven Weston Feat. Tae - Same Dream 02:39 53 Thieves - Two Days 02:35 Running Touch - Why Do I 02:32 Flexible Fire - Amatista 02:28 Shallou Feat.wales - Begin 02:27 C H I L L T R A X - Donations 230425 02:23 Satin Jackets Feat. Mandy Jones - In This Life 02:19 Pines Feat. Fractures - Rewrite The Ending 02:15 Approaching Black - Sensitive 02:12 Eli & Fur - Wild Skies 02:12 C H I L L T R A X - Cleanliness Don't You Agree 02:08 Morgin Madison & Ryan Lucian - From The Start (Mm Chill Remix) 02:03 Leaving Laurel - The Family We Find 02:00 Forester - Saint (Shallou Remix) 01:56 Che Jose Feat. Jodie Knight - Freedom (Mass Digital Remix Edit) 01:53 Giants' Nest - Flower Burst 01:53 C H I L L T R A X - World Comes To Chilltrax.com 01:49 Kidnap & Pinkpirate - Things Change 01:46 Two Lanes & Panama - Rolling Back 01:42 Woven - Brushes 01:38 Leisure - Be With You 01:35 Zero 7 Feat. Danny Pratt - 400 Blows 01:35 C H I L L T R A X - Twcc High Standard Of Quality 01:30 Deep Lo - Lost In You (Soire Remix) 01:26 Hoki - Memories Of Love (Dsf Remix) 01:22 Xixi Feat. Kwesi - Close To U 01:18 Tycho Feat. Rum.gold - Run Away 01:14 Duckmaw - Distant Worlds 01:14 C H I L L T R A X - Toh Moon Boots 01:10 Flume Feat. Emma Louise - Hollow (Logic1000 Remix) 01:07 Cannons - Loving You 01:01 Ghenwa Nemnom - Story Of A Battle (Chris Zippel Remix) 00:57 Cri - Stranger 00:57 C H I L L T R A X - Musique Nonstop 00:53 Kx5 & Sofi Tukker - Sacrifice (St Mix) 00:50 Emmit Fenn - What Falling In Love Is For 00:47 London Grammar - Baby It's You 00:44 Holen - Breathe 00:39 Claptone - Under The Moon (Cassius Remix) 00:38 C H I L L T R A X - Slurry Toh 00:35 Jako Diaz & Leyet - Only You 00:31 Edapollo - Standing There 00:26 Valante - Eio 00:21 Max Cooper - A Model Of Reality (Tor Remix) 00:18 Kelela - Contact 00:17 C H I L L T R A X - Chilltrax - Chill Out Piano 00:14 Dex 1200 - Ongea Nami 00:10 Henry Green - Shift (Edapollo Remix) 00:06 Heard Right & Oracle - There For You 00:02 Vintage & Morelli - Once Upon A World