#okita sōji

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Siri play Majima no majirock for THE HUNDRETH TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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what if you can befriend other wild animals too in ishin and take them home🦊🐾

commission for @sixteentharcana on twitter

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Many majimas~

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Some silly drawings I did yesterday.

Finally I finished playing Ishin, I enden up falling in love with the game! 💖 I really wanted to play it since a year ago when I discover it, so I literally devoured the game ajfjqjf 😭💖

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Hakuōki's Okita Sōji and BPD

As I mentioned in this post, I was recently diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder and think/HC that Sōji has BPD too.

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Like people with BPD, Sōji is rather distrustful of people but also very scared of losing people dear to him and because of that, he keeps most relationships rather superficial (even with Heisuke and Saito). He starts off distrustful and unapproachable towards Chizuru as well and it takes a lot of her showing genuine interest in and care for him till he starts opening up and trusting her.

When Kondō dies, Sōji loses the person he unhealthily centered his whole life, identity and purpose around, it's devasting for him. After that, Chizuru becomes his replacement for Kondō. It's a healthier attachment, since she's more on par with him and has the time and energy to have a deeper relationship with him. Yet, in the CG above, he shows his fear of loss and desperate clinging onto the most important person in his life and states that he will never let Chizuru go, even if she doesn't want to be with him anymore. That's abusive and unhealthy, btw.

In his Bad Ending where Chizuru dies, he kills Kaoru and then himself, not wanting to continue living without his last remaining attachment figure.

Sōji's past

Sōji very likely developed the deep fear of losing people dear to him/attachment figures when his parents and his sister left him to Kondō back when he was still a child. The latter could have made him feel like his sister didn't love him, that he was unwanted. On top of that, the kids at the Shieikan bullied him. Until Kondō showed kindness towards him, he was completely alone.

His past also influenced his self-esteem. Since Kondō dedicated his life first to the Shieikan, then to the Roshigomi/Shinsengumi and didn't have much time for Sōji, Sōji probably thought the way to get/keep Kondō's attention was to be useful to him - first as a student, then as a Shinsengumi member. Or maybe his self-esteem was so low that he thought he only deserved Kondō's attention/to live if he was useful to the only person he deeply cared about.

(And we all know why Sōji hates Hijikata so much: Because he is jealous of him for having a deep, equal relationship with Kondō.)

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Yakuza, Like a Dragon & Judgment enamel pins

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OKITA SOJI YOU LOOK SO PEACEFUL BUT I KNOW YOU THINKING ABOUT STABBIN' SOME FOLKS

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だんだらごはん CHAPTER 9.6: Omake Manga

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hot yaoi base okinobu, hope everyone enjoys this great masterpiece

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My in-depth okita review

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Okita, my beloved

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The pink outfit is her best look imo

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Hi! You might know me on Twitter as @ DailyShuten. I’ve revived this old Tumblr account to have another place to post my art in. These are some of my works that I uploaded to Twitter.

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