#okay thats me for the night buh bye

[jessiesjaded]

Mulder in season 1 episode 4, Conduit.

[majimassqueaktoy]

Kiryu Kazuma - Yakuza 0 // Like A Dragon Infinite Wealth.

[flipflopitstimetomakeart]

🦇⚙️👀

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is this something people ship? idk,,, i just wanted to draw them LOL

(also this took me a really long time because i kept putting off rendering their clothes 😭)

[look-at-the-soul]

Endless love

(Modern) Tommy Shelby x reader

✨ I wrote this for @justrainandcoffee Alfieversary! My dearest Flor who knew fanfiction and Peaky Blinders would cross our paths! Thank you for always being so kind and generous-and talented!-, becoming mutuals here for a short time and somehow it feels as if we knew each other in person. Cheers to many, many more Alfieversaries!

Summary: Y/N is “forced” to leave her husband and baby for the weekend, so join Tommy to sort parenthood by himself for a couple of days. How will he deal with everything? Including a fussy baby.

Word count: 2.5K

A/N: we know I try to make moodboards right? 🤭

“Okay, erm so there’s milk storage enough.” Y/N mumbled, taking one more look around the bedroom. “Emma’s nappies are in the first drawer, keep her bunny close to-“

“Her face, I know.” Tommy produced a small chuckle, trying hard not to roll his eyes as he had already heard his wife’s instructions for almost a week. “Love, just leave that there, take a deep breath and have a margarita for me, we’ll be fine.”

Looking down at his six-month old he found her big beautiful eyes staring at him.

Y/N blinked nervously, this was the first trip away from Emma, it’s was a natural thing to be nervous.

“I can’t drink a margarita, remember?” She pointed at her breasts for a clearer message. Although she really wanted one.

This was actually her first real going out in a long time, somehow her life had been turned upside down full of baby trips to the doctor’s appointments, quick trips to get the groceries, restless nights of feedings. Thats why when Tommy insisted she should make the trip with Rose and the girls, she thought it would be a good idea to have a little time to herself.

But suddenly, her phone started ringing and loads of messages arrived simultaneously.

“Are you su-“

Tommy cut his wife’s words. “Yes, now go before Rose comes up to take you.”

Y/N gave Tommy a worried look, she couldn’t help it.

“Say goodbye to mama,” he waved Emma’s little hand. “Buh-bye mam!” He imitated a childish voice.

Y/N felt her heart clenching inside her chest when she kissed her daughter’s chubby cheeks.

“If you need anything just call and I’ll be back.” She rushed to say before kissing Tommy’s lips. Stepping out of their home, she blew them a kiss.

Tommy finally felt confident enough to release the air he had been holding. He was beyond nervous for not having his wife around whilst taking care of their baby, he was actually panicking to do anything wrong.

As Tommy closed the door he saw Emma’s lip quiver and a second later, she let out a big cry.

“Oh no, no darling don’t cry.” Tommy tried to soothe her. Small legs kicking with such force that made him think of a small tornado. “It’s alright, mama will be back in a couple of days…” he mumbled tried to get his daughter to settle.

His phone started buzzing in his pocket, he tried to rock Emma, but her cries became louder. Pressing the green button so fast that he didn’t look at the name on the screen.

“‘Lo?”

“Is Emma alright? I heard her crying.”

Tommy gasped. “Yes, of course, it’s the television… there’s a baby crying.” He lied.

He noticed Y/N’s hesitation so he rushed to assure her everything was fine and encouraged her to have a great time with her friends. Then, Tommy searched the channel with calm music Y/N used to rock Emma to sleep, in an attempt to settle his baby.

“How can a little thing like you cry so loud?” Tommy sighed defeated. He was one step from giving up. “I don’t know how your mama does it.”

He had tried everything, absolutely everything. And nothing seemed to work.

Was his baby sick? Hurting?

“What is it baby girl?” He wiped away the tears from her eyes, long lashes wet, chubby cheeks red from the intensity of her cries.

A sudden flashback appeared on his mind and with long strides, he walked into their bedroom hoping to find Emma’s bunny in its place. It had been a birth gift by Rose, and his daughter didn’t seem to like anything else.

“Look… here’s your bunny.” He tried tickling her cheeks. “And let’s take Mummy’s blanket alright?”

Tommy felt on the brick of desperation, was he really a useless father? One who couldn’t make his daughter stop crying?

His heart was aching.

Tommy wondered how would they survive for the entire weekend without Y/N. He started seriously doubting his parental skills in that moment.

Wrapping his baby in Y/N’s blanket seemed to bring some comfort for his baby. Groaning he covered his face with one of the thin cloths they used to go outside, it was small piece that only covered his features partially but then he heard a small giggle and a raspberry from Emma.

Startled, he removed the sheet from his face and looked down at what was making her giggle.

“You liked your silly daddy?” He asked mimicking a ridiculous voice.

He tried the trick once more.

And to his surprise, Emma giggled again, there was a bit of droll on her chin, big blue eyes sparkling just for him.

“You like Mr. Napkin?!” He asked in disbelief. “Yes you do!”

Getting up, he got a larger napkin from the kitchen and after covering his face again, but he added his glasses.

“Mr. Napkin needs help to see.” He repeated what it seemed like the best acting performance ever. “Oh! I see a beautiful happy little girl.” He turned to face his baby laying in one of his arms.

Emma laughed uncontrollably and kicked her legs happily.

“You know what? Mr. Napkin needs a smoke.” He announced, producing a cigarette from its case. But once he added it to his performance, he noticed a small pout. “Oh no, no… that’s a bad habit, don’t do it.”

Once he got his little girl to settle again, he sighed relieved when he saw the big yawn she offered.

“Mr. Napkin would like a nap too.”

But before he could close his eyes, his phone started ringing and the sound woke his daughter up.

“Shit. Alfie what do you want?”

“Just making sure you’re in one piece still… heard the Misus are having the time of their lives.” Alfie announced.

“I know you’re miserable when Rose is away, but I’m busy here mate.”

“That’s exactly why I was calling, to offer some child support.”

Tommy snorted. “Alfie the last thing I want is you taking care of my daughter.”

Alfie didn’t took that personally, he knew as a matter of fact that he had the opposite effect in Tommy’s daughter. “When will you finally admit your daughter likes me?”

“She likes pulling at you beard and your dog.”

“Look we both know you’re going to make the girls come back earlier from their trip and the least thing I need is having Rosie mad at me at your fault, so meet me and Cyril at the beach.”

“That sounds like an awful idea.”

“See ya.”

The actual plan worked like wonders, Emma was thrilled to spend time with Cyril, because being honest, he got all protective over Emma, and despite his size he acted like a cotton ball, bringing her sticks. But Tommy wasn’t going to admit that out loud.

Of course Alfie teased him endlessly for acting over protective towards the baby just because he made sure his daughter wouldn’t suffer damage from the sun. Or any kind of damage for that matter.

“What are cha gonna do when your little pumpkin starts messing around with boys and-“

Tommy gave him a death stare.

“Wha? You can’t keep her locked mate…” Alfie pointed out as the girl grabbed some sand in her small fist.

“That’s not going to happen.” Tommy answered with a clenched jaw.

Just the mere thought of it, made his insides twist.

And to Alfie, to have the chance to tease Tommy it was like the cherry on top, it was something he wasn’t going to let it pass.

By the time they went back to their apartment, Emma was sound asleep in the back seat.

After changing his baby girl into a pajama set, Tommy walked around the place to set the alarm and taking the remote, he turned off the lights.

To his surprise, he got a message from his wife.

Missing you both like crazy! xx

We missed you too, Emma was thrilled to take a little trip to the beach xx - he replied.

Almost immediately, his phone started ringing and the photo of his wife holding their baby appeared on the screen.

“I know I said I wasn’t going to disturb you, but…” her sweet voice made him smile.

“‘S alright, I was just getting ready to sleep.”

“But it’s still early.” Y/N pointed out turning around to look the hour.

“I am exhausted.” He dragged the words.

Turning the call into video, Y/N noticed the bags under his eyes. The dim light cascading over his cheekbones.

“Looks like someone’s having the time of her life.” He complimented.

“We had a massage and I ordered a virgin cocktail.”

Tommy shook his head. “No booze? What’s the fun in that?”

“Stop temping me.” Y/N pouted. “I’ll let you’ve some rest, tomorrow it’s going to be a long day.”

Tommy yawned and wished his wife a good night.

****

A babbling sound make him open his eyes asTommy tried to fix his blurred vision.

Groaning, he got up. “Morning, sunshine.” He kissed the top of her head as he pulled her against his chest and went back to bed.

Instinctively, Emma started nibbling his nipple.

“Oh sweetie, you won’t find anything there.” Tommy explained with a chuckle.

But Emma wasn’t in the mood and a round of loud cries started right away.

“I get it, the milk provider is moving right away, give me a sec.” He got up and carried his baby towards the kitchen, to prepare the bottle for her. A few minutes later, Emma was sucking happily.

“Such a drama queen eh?” He stared at her soft features. Wondering what life had in store for her. “What do you wanna do today? We can go to the park, or the pub bet your uncles would love to see you.” He proposed as his baby was focused on her milk. That way he could get some help because everyone in his family adored his daughter.

Despite his wealth, Y/N refused hiring a nanny. She was adamant to be in charge of everything related to their daughter. And being completely honest with himself, he was grateful for being able to spend quality time with his first born, Y/N deserved all the credit for that, she helped him feel comfortable by giving his daughter a warm bath and helping as much as he could, being a present father.

She had already threatened him to include a hairstyle masterclass so he could learn to do braids and pigtails.

After a quick bath for him and another one for his daughter. He felt proud of managing to put an asthetic outfit for Emma, he actually went safe with clear colors God forbid that one time he changed her into a set that didn’t match, Y/N scolded and teased him endlessly. As Tommy was looking in one of the drawers for a clean sheet so he could place his baby on the floor, he found a small box where Y/N kept a bunch of things she said that were useless but you might need some day. The thought made him chuckle, but a sharp movement opened the lid and its content fell to the floor.

That’s when he saw something that caught his attention.

A playful smile spread on his lips and he rushed to the living room to set everything.

It took him a while to carry on with his idea, but once he was finished, he stood there proudly to admire his creation, the smile on his daughter’s face told him he did a good job. Oh, the things he’d do for that little Miss Sunshine. She had him wrapped around her little finger.

Snapping a photo, he pressed a few buttons to send it to his wife.

“What is that?!” Y/N asked raising her voice, excitement was evident.

Tommy’s chest expanded proudly as he looked at his mini-me in awe. “She’s being giggling nonstop.”

“This is the best idea ever!” Y/N sounded surprised, so he was still able to be one step ahead.

“Cheapest trick to keep her busy.” Tommy added, sending the photo to the Shelby’s chat group.

“I can’t wait to go back home.” He knew being away wasn’t easy for her, specially because she was so attached to Emma.

“The day will fly by and you’ll be back before you know it.” He tried to cheer her up. His eyes darting back to his daughter, still amazed by the balloons.

“Look at you, I leave you for a couple of days and you win the award parent of the year.”

“That’s what you get for abandoning us.” He joked.

“Hey!” Tommy heard Rose’s voice in the background. “Only emergencies! Is Tommy missing an arm?” He heard some weird noise and then she spoke clearly. “I hope you’re taking good care of Emma.”

“Of course.” He wasn’t sure if he should be more scared of his wife or Rose.

“Good, then were stealing your wife for another day and we’re already planning the next trip.” She warned, and this time around, it was Y/N turn in the background saying that she didn’t want to be away from her daughter again.

“Have a fabulous day, I gotta change a stinky nappy.”

Ending the call, he decided to order some food, the last thing on his mind at the moment was to prepare something. At least he got a great deal by keeping his daughter busy with the balloons and that granted him a few minutes to stand outside in the balcony to smoke a cigarette while keeping an eye on his baby.

And the rest of his day went just like that between naps, babbling and the little sounds his daughter made. Later he’d pick a book to read to her.

****

Sunday finally arrived and after driving for a couple of hours, the girls left her by the apartment lobby first, so she made the trip to her floor quietly and since she didn’t tell Tommy what time they were coming back, she took the chance to surprise him.

He didn’t know, but she had been watching him in the baby monitor app on her phone. As a matter of fact her heart felt full last night when she realized her baby wouldn’t settle and after a couple of minutes, she saw Tommy getting up from the bed and climbing the crib -big enough to fit him-, to sleep with his baby.

She knew he was the best father their daughter could have.

And another proof was that moment while he was feeding Emma and he started singing a Romani song and ever so gently he explained their baby he came from gypsies and she too, had gypsy blood running in her veins. Y/N wanted to bottle the two of them along with those moments that made her confirm her deep love for that man.

But Y/N was the surprised one when she stepped into her apartment and found Tommy sleeping on the couch with Emma lying on his chest fast asleep, his arm wrapped around her back protectively. Her small hand closed in a tight fist over her bunny’s ear.

The image was instantly tattooed in her heart as a lifetime memory.

And she knew, her heart was full and that this was an endless love.

Master list

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[emma-cantmakeuphermind]

Dating Stanley Uris Would Include:

Warnings: none really cuz its stan uris, some smut but like idk how to write smut for stan,, and some cursing (any smut included will be under the cut)

uses she/her pronouns so just lemme know if i need to make a copy with other pronouns

tbh yall probably met in math class

like freshman year

like yall got partnered up to do a project or sum 

thats when your friendship began to blossom

you would go to each others house to work on the project 

while working on it the two of you became really good friends

he introduced you to the losers club 

they asked if you wanted to join

you said yes ofc

no one could believe you were his girlfriend

i mean- you seemed like, actually cool

not that stan isnt cool...

he asked you to be his girlfriend, and my he went as red as a cherry

you engaged the first kiss

you both blushed so hard

he kissed you again

and again

and- well lets just say he loves to kiss you

for dates you could be doing anything really

he likes to take you bird watching 

at first you thought it was kinda boring 

but slowly it grew on you

always cloud gazing when the sky is that perfect shade of blue with huge white fluffy clouds

likes to take you out to eat at the fanciest place in Derry

...well idk if you could call it fancy

but he loves to take you out to Dairy Queen

never lets you pay

like never

ever

even tho the food is dirt cheep cuz

1. its the 80s

2. its Derry

and 3. its fast food... how are we sure that meat is actually meat?

his parents absolutely adore you

they don’t think he could’ve picked a better girl to be with

he loves to tell you he loves you

you do too

those convos always go a lil sum like this:

“y/n, i love you”

“i love you too, stan”

“mm i love you more”

“well i love you most”

then you’ll straddle his lap and wrap your arms around his neck and kiss him

then he’ll mumble

“touche”

when you make out

its soft as hell

things with him rarely get rough

and if they do...

someones either 

a. pissed him off

or b. made him insecure

bless you if that ever happens

less pg13 things down bElOw

okayyyy here we go 

i dont really know what to write here but um ill try

yall took each others virginity

obviously

he loves to go slow

and when you run your fingers through his curls

my god he loves it

always wears a condom

hes not taking any risks

always asking if youre okay and if you need anything

most of the time hes more of a dom

but will definitely be a sub if the mood is right

more of a moaner than a groaner

has a huge praise kink

convince me otherwise- oh wait you cant

always makes sure you come first

the after care king istg

when the two of you are finished he’ll immediately go run you a warm bath

leaves you a soft towel and clean pajamas

once you get out and dry yourself he’ll spoon you in bed

giving you soft kisses behind you ear

breathing in your scent

falling asleep together after a night of pure love

okay im done with that buh bye

[whumps-and-stuff]

more goofy whumper stuff

does caretaker have an SO? and if they do, where does said SO live so i can kill them?

DAAAAVE? DAVE GET IN HERE. YEAH. YEAH COME 'ERE. YEah whumpee does a spot on Al Pacino. Whumpee do it. Look, dave look.

I was looking through your records and it says here that you were a sugar daddy. WHUMPEE YOU DOGGGGGGGGGG

nonono i know you're gagged but can you at least TRY to tell me what blizzard you want

*texting whumpee* dude can i borrow your microwave "excuse me what" i need it for a torture thing i saw on insta "i mean okay but- WAIT WHAT NO"

WHUMPEE COME SETTLE THIS. The dress is blue and black, right? "no it's white and gold." It seems like you just WANT me to torture you. "IMEANBLUe and black!!! It's blue and black! Yup, that is a blue and black dress if ive ever seen one" thats what i thought.

fuck that was supposed to kill you

fuck that wasn't supposed to kill you

are you SERIOUS?? now i have to rebuild my lairrrrr

holy shit i actually punched them

YOU RIPPED MY OUTFIT!! DO YOU KNOW HOW EXPENSIVE THIS WAS??? IT WASN'T I GOT IT FROM TARGET BUT STILL IT WAS COMFY!!

Everyone has someone they look up to. Mine just happens to be Dr. Doofenshmirtz.

I've been thinking about getting some sort of slogan or jingle... maybe something like WHUMPER IS GOOD WITH A WHIP! WHUMPER HAS CURVY HIPS! WHUMPER IS COOL! WHUMPER IS HOT! WHUMPER CAN HURT YOU A WHOLE AWFUL LOT! .... you dont have to make that face.. I'm a whumper not a songwriter.

this is my pet frog, sock. he has a top hat :D i come to see him whenever I'm sad. that or i come down here and beat the shit out of you. :)

You do realize that hurting you doesn't make up my whole life? I happen to have hobbies. Sometimes I go out with my walking group. We like to go to Bingo Night. Also I bake. So, uhhh...TAKE THAT.

"yeah. I know right? and- yeah. Exactly! And they're just so annoying! Like i tell them they can come out of the basement if they're good and they don't listen! Yeah. Oh okay. Okay. See you at bingo. Buh-bye now." *beep* That was Doris. We met at Auntie Anne's one time and we've been besties ever since! I made us friendship bracelets. :)

jeez sorry i didnt know you liked the goldfish THAT MUCH.

why does the world hate meeeeeeeeee

I'm a psycopath making a difference!

SHUT UP DAVE I DO NOT HAVE A CRUSH ON WHUMPEE

NOOOOOOOOOOOOO DAMN IT

I might or might have not killed an entire elevator of people.

[this was inspired by a screenshot of a similar post ive seen! unfortunately i dont know the user's @ :( tell me if you want more content like this or if you want regular writing!] [update: i got the user’s @! thanks to anon for the message and thanks to @dawrittenkitten for the list inspo!]

[mamawolfblood]

Chap 8 Up the creek

Chris: Last time on Total Drama Island... The competitors were forced to conquer their deepest, darkest fears. Not all of them succeeded, but others surprised the group and faced their fears head-on. In a shocking twist, Tyler let the Bass down when he was too chicken to face the chicken. Get it? [laughs] And it was "Buh-Bye, Tyler." Once again, the Bass find themselves behind. Can they pull this one out of the water? Find out today on Total. Drama. Island!

Iris an the Others listed to Chris explain the challenge.

Chris: Bass, Gophers, today's challenge is a true summer camp experience. A canoe trip. You'll be paddling your canoes across the lake... [spookily] to Boney Island! When you get there, you must portage your canoes to the other side of the island, which is about a two-hour hike through treacherous, dense jungle.

"Wait you mean one of the most flocked to paranormal hot spots. That Boney Island!" Iris said alarmed Chris laughed "I take it you don't mess with that?" He asked looking at his daughter. "Why else would I carry sage and sault. They can do anything to you." She said quivering. "Are you sure it was blood you were afraid of?" He asked skeptically. Iris nods at him.

(Confessionals)

Iris

"Look you cant physically do anything to a spirit. But if provoked or even on a wim, they can seriously mess you up. That said please don't let there be a dip shit on this team. Oh wait Lindsay and Beth both dipshits."

*static*

(Confessional end)

Geoff: We've gotta pour what?

Chris: "Portage." [fly buzzes] Dude, walk with your canoe.

Geoff: Oh.

Chris: When you arrive at the other end of the island, you'll build a rescue fire that will be judged by me. The first team to paddle home and return their canoes to the beach is the winner of invincibility! Move, campers, move! Oh, wait! One more thing I should mention. Legend has it, if you take anything off the island, [spooky voice] you'll be cursed forever!

[thunder]

Iris looked at her whole team. "None of you do anything to piss off the Island. So many people have died at that place." Leshawna "White girl more superstitious than my granma. Take a chill pill we will be fine." She said patting Iris on the back.

Owen: Yeah, haha! A cursed island! Whoo!

Chris: Now, get in your canoes and let's have some fun!

Owen: Yes!

[toilet flushes]

Beth[coming out of the bathroom]: What'd I miss?

Chris: Canoes.

Everyone got in the canoes and made our way to the island. Leshawna was watching me. "Hey so how are you and Duncan doing?" She asked trying to get my mind off of things. "He wants Courtney. Thats ok did think we would get together anyway. " I said feeling my heart brake with every word. "Girl let it go he will see what a prize he lost. Far as I'm concerned you are one of the sweethearts on the island. If you ask me the best way to heal a broken heart is revenge." She said not knowing what she just suggested.

When we get on the Island and start walking. I look over to my right and there they were giant  Beavers.

We all started to run being chased by these over grown carpets.

Chris: [confessional] A remnant of the Pleistocene Era, the woolly beaver is a day-active rodent indigenous to Boney Island. Oh yeah, and they're meat eaters.

(Confessional Off)

After losing the overgrown carpets and dodging the diving birds trent gets caught in quick sand.

(Confessionals )

Iris

Ok maybe the spirits are not behind the killings in this place. The Island is still a death trap though honestly this is a place Antonio would love.

*static*

Trent: Right. How am I supposed to know what quicksand looks like? It looks just like sand.

*static*

Chris [laughs]: Can you believe they fell for that?! Haha, I set it up, but I didn't think anyone would walk into it! Haha, that's just great! [laughs]

*static*

(Confessionals Off)

After getting trent out of the sand pit we make it to the beach. The bass got their fire going. What a shocker with someone who carries a lighter.  "Beth stand here look up at the sun and smile." The sunlight reflects off her  braces strategically placing a magnifying glass the fire was started. Izzy made a bomb out of tree sap and other things. This giving us the edge. We stayed to head back, when Izzy gave the bass advice on how to get to shore. "They are the enemy dip shit don't help them." I said Glaring at Courtney and Duncan.

(Duncan Confessionals)

I think she is gunning for me and Courtney. Whatever bring it on small town girl.

*static*

(End Confessionals)

We were almost there when DJ swam past us taking victory for the Bass. Leshawna: You cost us the game! You are dead!

Izzy: Right. Okay, you are so lucky that my license to kill is currently expired.

At the Elimination Cerimony.

[dramatic music]

[wolf howls]

Chris: And now, the always anxiety-inducing marshmallow ceremony. When I call your name, come and get a marshmallow. Beth. Trent. Gwen. Cody. Owen. Heather. Leshawna. One last marshmallow. The person who doesn't get this marshmallow will walk off the Dock of Shame and take a ride on the Boat of Losers. Who's it gonna be?

[helicopter blades whir]

RCMP Guard: Izzy! We know you are down there! You are under arrest!

Leshawna: You mean all that trash you were talking was true?

Izzy: No. Just the RCMP part. See ya! You'll never get me alive!!! [laughs maniacally]

Chris: Well. That wraps that up. Night everyone.

I stayed by the fire Leshawna's words in my mind. "Yes revenge sounds good to me." I said with an evil smirk.

[hypmicscenarios]

Chance Meeting (2)

A/N broke it up into three parts but you can read full work on Ao3! 

“Riou, Riou, Riou,”you said outloud,”hes....kind of cute isnt he?”,you said, looking down at dog in your lap who was flipped over, demanding belly rubs. “Aaaaa D/N, I think Im catching feelings. not serious though! I mean, we’ve never even held a conversation but...he is cute...and hot..ahhh!”,you covered your face. No no, it was only proof that he was way out of your league if you continued to list the good things about him. When it came to love, you definitely had the least bit of experience in that area. Besides, your cute dog came into your life and you just sort of got into your own routine. Love had become the last thing on your mind. However, you couldn’t stop yourself from being curious about him. “Well, we saw him yesterday. I say our chances might be low. I have to get ready for work anyway, I have the night shift,”you said towards your dog. You didnt mind the night shifts, but you would rather not have them. Your job was in a pinch though and you were simply too kind to say no. You were a waiter at a restaurant. The only thing that bothered you was coming home down the sketchy streets at night, but you always carried pepper spray with....and maybe a mini knife disguised as a pen. You always made it home safe though....until today. Everything was cleaned up at work and the guests were gone. Your boss offered a ride but you declined, saying your place wasn’t too far. Also you were considering his exhaustion. He was sweet, but you knew the night had been pretty busy and you were understaffed. So, you walked home yourself. You always had your headphones on, looking down at your phone. 5 minutes into your walk, you felt like you heard something, so you stopped and turned around. Seeing a mysterious man, dressed in all black. It just smelled trouble. You walked a bit faster, then faster, eventually you found yourself running as fast as you possibly could until you ran into another person, half afraid it was him, but your terrified eyes disappeared once you saw it was Riou. You bit your lips, trying not to cry and spoke,”t-theres a man chasing me and he-”,before you could finish, Riou walked forward, his hands clenched, waiting for the man to show up. Which, he did. “Sir, you should know not to pick on women or any helpless and innocent being at all,”he said firmly. What happened next made your eyes almost pop out of their sockets. Riou had single-handily taken the guy down, like nothing! Was he a police officer or something? That was way too smooth. You saw him take out his phone, assuming he was calling the cops, then he walked back to you. You quickly bowed,”Thank you so much Busujima-san! really, you saved my life,”you looked up,”how can I repay you?” He shook his head in disagreement,”I used to be a naval officer, my whole job is based on protecting those who cannot protect themselves, so no payment is needed.but you should be more careful at night, do you not read or watch the news?” You bit your lip and looked away,”maybe...not. I suppose I should though. I definitely would have let my boss drive me home,”you said. You now had a frown because you were a bit sad you were so careless. “Im sorry, I really will start doing that from now on but still, thank you again, I really appreciate,”you said, looking up with the small smile you could muster up.  “Come on, I���ll take you home. do not leave my side.”he stated firmly. You nodded and spoke,”u-uh, yea, thanks, sir yes sir,”you said and mentally hit yourself. Really? Sir yes sir? But you were surprised when you heard a chuckle. or...you think you heard a chuckle. It was gone too quickly. Did he laugh at you? Why did he have to keep doing more things each time to pull him to you?

Once you arrived at your doorstep, you bowed your head,”sorry for making you go out of your way to take me back. Please get home safe.” You looked up and you couldn’t believe his next words. “theres no need to worry, I live right there,”he said, pointing to the door next to yours. You were neighbors?! Since when! You could have sworn on your life that no one lived next to you, least of all him. Oh no...and you had screamed so many times. Did he hear that too? Before you could process it, he spoke,”have a goodnight then Y/N-san,”and he left, opening the door to his apartment and shutting it. You quickly went into yours and slid down as you shut the door, your dog greeting you. “No fucking way....”,you said aloud, ignoring the consistent licks on your face.  This was all too much, thank god you had no work tomorrow. 

Change of POV to Rio’s

He closed his door and took off his jacket. What an eventful day. And he did that person seemed so shock he lived next to her? He was already aware of the fact, so why weren’t they. and how could they be so careless? This L/N-san was an interesting person. and their paths seemed to cross a lot. He also needed to get some sleep. First, he had to take a shower though. For the rest of the night though, he couldn’t get L/N out of his head. A bit irritated as to why, he forced himself to sleep sooner than expected.  The next day, he woke up and figured it was cleaning duty. He took out the trash first, opening the door and seeing L/N standing there. Riou blinked as she got scared and dropped her keys. “sorry for the scare,”he said and went to take out his trash. As he went back up to the apartment, he saw L/N and their dog, who went towards Riou. “Hes fine, I dont dislike dogs,”Riou said, bending down and giving him a couple of rubs. “I never asked his name.” he said, while petting him. “Ah, D/N, thats his name,”they responded. “I see, Im done with my pets,”he said as he stood up, looking as they laughed and said,”you dont really have to state that...but thanks, he loves them.” Riou nodded and headed back to his place. That person definitely made fun of him and his way of speaking, but he less upset, and more couldn’t stop thinking about their smile. Why was that? No...he should turn on some music, do his chores, workout, and forget about it. A couple of hours later, he sat down on the couch. His shirt was off and sweat was dripping down his body. Suddenly, his phone rang and he furrowed his brows,”how much?”,he asked. Dice responded over the phone,”how rude! I just miss your cooking, say say can I come over today please??,”he asked. Riou answered,”by all means. so, how much?” Dice chuckled,”okay you win, I’ll message you the amount.”

Once Dice showed up, Riou let him in,”eat first, money second,”he said, blinking as Dice hugged him. “Ri-chan I missed you so muchhh”,he said, moving his head in Riou’s chest. Riou couldn’t take the physical display of affections and took Dice off of him,”thanks, the food is ready.” Dice pouted as he mumbled,”not even an I miss you back.” They sat down at the table and Dice spoke,”soooo, whats going on with Doctor Isolation in these parts? anything new? give me something, you never have anything.” Riou sighed as he ate his food,”I rescued the person who lives next to me from the attacker on the news, will that suffice?”,he said. Dice’s eyes lit up,”Woah! How cool! were they cute?” Riou lowered his eyes,”why is that of any concern? you should just be glad theyre safe.” Dice smirked,”and...do you know their name?” “Yes, why?”,he answered.  “do you think theyre cute?”  “no comment.” 

“you need more friends you know...or even a partner,”Dice said. “I have you, why would I need more?”, Riou asked. Dice frowned,”I make you hang out with me. I want you to have someone you want to hangout with...even though you never make plans with me.” Riou rolled his eyes,”thats because thats you job.” Dice continued to question him about L/N that he eventually kicked the other out...but of course L/N had to be coming back from work. “Dice n-”

“Hey hey! my names Dice! Im this loners friend,”he said as he pointed at Riou,”please take care of him, I’ll leave him in your care,”he turned around,”They are cute by the way, just like you said,”Dice said with a wink, knowing it would it make him mad. He held onto his bag of money and dipped before he was choked,”Buh-bye Ri-chan!~” Riou sighed and looked towards L/N,”sorry...he’s a handful. have a good day.” and then he left. Its not like he could exactly deny what Dice said, then that would just put him in an even stickier situation! He sighed and flopped down on his couch, planning out Dice’s murder in his head.

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Hatred= Love? Drunk minds.. Sober thoughts

Rating: A for Angst

Pairing: Bjorn Ironside X WOC

Word Count: 2,173

AN: Only one more chapter left loves!  Enjoy! 

Chapter Before

 As far as I was concerned Bjorn and I were finished. That night on the flight back home to the city I realized what had been staring me in the face all along. Bjorn did not want a partner, he wanted someone who raised children and did what they were told and that is not who I am.

What I wanted in life was important and he could not accept it then he could find another. I had made up my mind, I never wanted to see another Viking again if I could help it.

  When I touched down in LA I packed away my things and made arrangements to move out of my old apartment. It was time for me to grow up and be an adult, No more Bullshit. I had a business to run. I was in my second week back at work when I was called into the my bosses office. I was worried that my extended trip away had hurt my chances at advancing within the company. I took a deep breath and walked into the glass office.

  “Silve-Enah, Its good to have you back.” He Smiled putting down the papers he was holding.

 “Its good to be back Sir.” I smiled uneasily unsure of where this was going.

 “You practically made this company what it is today, but im sure you knew that already..” He crossed his hands on the wooden desk.

 “Sir?” I was staring to feel uneasy and sick to my stomach.

 “Your trip away made me realize two very important things; One you play a huge part in this companies success and two we can not survive without you!” He chuckled but I was holding my breath.

 “It is my Honor to welcome you to the big leagues.. Congratulations Miss CEO…”

  Those words turned my world completely upside down. All my hard work had finally paid off, id reached my goals. It was time to set some new goals and the first thing on my list was a home of my own.

  I changed my Number, Changed my hair and did my very best to delete Bjorn from my life. I worked every day so I was kept extremely busy. When I wasn’t working I was moving into my new house. I spent the weekends decorating and working out. My new life was finally coming together and I had everything I could have asked for.

  It was my first early Friday since the three weeks I had been promoted. I kind of had plans with Liza for the night but on the other hand I craved sleep.  I hung my bags on the hook behind the door and went to let my German Shepard out of his kennel. Her name was Bourbon, she was a three year old rescue pup I adopted from the local shelter. Her Tags jingled and she jumped up to be pet and scratched.

 I walked into the kitchen to fill her food bowl and then went to the laundry room to change into some sweats and a white tang top… Buh Bye bra!

I was looking at my wines on the lazy Susan when Bourbon started barking wildly.

Someone was at the door, figuring it was Liza I shushed Bourbon and went to the door. I opened it straight away without checking and was standing face to face with Ubbe. He worse a tan shirt under a leather jacket and jeans.

 “Happy to see me?” He smirked expectantly.

 “How the fuck did you find me Ubbe?” I frowned.

 “I will tell you everything you want to know if you let me in.” He said and reluctantly I stepped aside so he could enter. Bourbon padded up to Ubbe wearily and sniffed his out stretched hand.

 “She's kind of skittish so don’t be shocked if she wont….” My worlds trailed off as Bourbon came and sat right at Ubbes feet so he could pet her. She licked his hand and he scratched her between her ears. Ubbe looked over at me but just smiled smugly.

 “Well then, can I offer you a drink?” I said walking back into the kitchen.

 “I’ll have whatever you are having.” he grinned.

 I poured us both a glass and watched him over the rim of my own has he brought his to his lips. New world clothing suited him well and he was quite handsome.

 “Okay Ubbe, what are you doing here.” I sighed going to sit on the couch.

 “You of course, you just disappeared and no one had heard from you. If it wasn’t for Lagertha and Ragnar, Bjorn would have already flown back here to look for you.” he chuckled.

 “What do you mean?” I asked setting down my glass intrigued.

 “Bjorn spent the first week searching for you in neighboring towns, but when he realized you weren't there he knew you’d flown back to LA. He was going to bring you back home but Lagertha and Ragnar told him he did not deserve you and that if you wanted to leave it was your choice and his fault.” He lifted his glass and drank deeply.

 I laughed because he grimaced when he swallowed the mouthful. “It is not Ale Ubbe!”

 “It sure isn't!” He blanched.

 “I am not returning to Kattagat, No matter who tries to bring me. I have a home and life here, I am the queen of my castle. Bjorn does not deserve me.” I puffed out my chest and spoke firmly.

 “I was afraid that would be your answer. I told him it was pointless to send me. If you had left I knew your mind was already made up.” He laughed softly and took another drink but this time it was much smaller.

 “What would you do if you were me?” I dared. He did not answer right away but when he finally did it was quite profound.

 “I would search my heart, it is impossible to be somewhere forever when your heart lies with another somewhere far away. I would ask myself if it was what I wanted.” he looked at me with the same Striking blue eyes as Ivars and Ragnars.

 “The only thing I'm searching for is the bottom of this wine bottle.. I'm not going back with you.” I jumped up from the couch suddenly.

 “Why, We both know you don’t belong here! You’re a warrior not some corporate puppet Silv!” Ubbe jumped up from the couch to meet my wrath.

 “I DON’T EVEN KNOW WHY YOU CAME HERE!” I had snapped. Everything that had been burning in my chest for a month was spilling from me.

 “I CAME HERE BECAUSE BJORN ASKED ME TO!” he snapped back. He was leaned over the glass table pointing at me as he shouted.

 “OH YEAH LETS PRETEND THATS THE REAL REASON YOU’RE HERE! YOU JUST WANT ME TO BE A MINDLESS FUCKING ZOMBIE LIKE THE REST OF YOUR WIVES AND WOMEN! WHY DON’T YOU TAKE YOUR VIKING SCUM ASS BACK TO MARGRETHE!” I was fuming and seeing red. The veins were popping out in the side of Ubbes neck. He stormed off from the living area to the front door, he got half way there and in a swirl of anger he turned around and came at me like a bat out of hell.

 “Fuck this game, I'm going to get what the fuck I came here for..” Ubbe reached out quick and snatched me up the way you snatched a small child misbehaving. I crashed into him painfully hard and he smashed his lips against mine. I was shocked but it wore off fast and I reached up and shoved Ubbe away. He came for me again and I decked the shit out of him forcing him to finally step back. We both stood in the living room staring at each other…

 “Ivar was right… Bjorn does not deserve you.” He turned from me and walked right out the front door. I could not move as Bourbon stood in the entrance way growling after Ubbe.

     Ubbes POV

  I held the towel to my face while I sat back on the bed in mine and Bjorns Hotel room.

 “I told you she hits hard brother.” Bjorn Chuckled bringing me more ice.

 “Well it was either that or getting mauled by Her animal.” I winced as I removed the towel and replaced it with ice.

 “She's an amazing woman Ubbe… I have to get her back.” Bjorn held his head in his hands. Long gone was the arrogant man I had grown up with. He looked lost for once…..

    Silvees POV

  It was still pretty early after the altercation with Ubbe, I opened a second bottle of wine and sat with Bourbon on the couch. The kiss with Ubbe was amazing, Margrethe was a lucky woman but it did not stir a single thing inside my heart. There was only one man who could do that and somehow the truth of that statement saddened me.

  I looked over at the table behind the couch at the black and white photo of Bjorn and I during our first Yule. I picked up my phone and slid open the contacts to Bjorns name. I still hadn't been able to delete it when I came back to the states. I knew he wouldn't answer because he was all the way in Kattagat.  

I dropped my cell back on the couch and got up to put my empty wine glass in the sink. I corked the remainder of the bottle and put it on top of the fridge. Bourbon was curled up in her kennel but I knew I needed to let her outside one last time before we turned in. I patted my thigh and she stretched and followed me to the front door. I opened the screen and she took off out into the yard, I was standing in the doorway singing to myself drunkenly while I waited for her to come back.

 My Lady Gaga Solo was interrupted when Bourbon started barking. I walked out on to the porch to see what her problem was and almost fell down the stairs.

 “Bourbon shhhhhhhhhhh! Haha... Bourbon I'm drunk but her name is Bourbon she should be the drunk one.” I laughed to myself.

 “You always did prefer to laugh alone…” A voice I knew so well came from the walkway making me look up from my thoughts.

 “What-ter you doing here?” I said opening my eyes wide to see Bjorn. There was no use in trying to sober up.

 “I came to see you but if you want me to leave then I will.” He turned to go when I didn’t respond.

 “Wait…” I called out. Bjorn came back towards me and stood on the bottom stair looking at me.

 I took the opportunity to really see him. For the last few years we had spent so much time fighting that all the good things about us had been forgotten.

 “I am sorry Silve-Enah….Just take me for the brute I am and know that I don’t deserve you.” He came up one more step.

 “Fuck-k na you don’t” I frowned. “ But we’re up shits creek without a fucking paddle because I'm in love with you, you stupid bastard.” I Held out my arms like a child and he wrapped his firm arms around my waist and my legs went around his.

 “Take me home..” I Said buried in the crook of his neck. I had missed his scent so much since I had left.. I had no idea where were going to go from here but there was one thing I had to say before we went inside.

 “Bjorn ?” I pulled away and clumsily held his face between my small hands.

 “Yes Silvee.” he said.

I leaned in real close and whispered, “ Ubbe Kissed me.. But I punched him.”

 “Thank you for telling me..” he chuckled.

 “But you already knew that didn’t you..” I frowned.

 “Maybe…” He leaned forward to kiss the end of my nose.

 “Have I told you I hate you ?” I smiled.

 “Almost every day of our lives together….” He smirked kissing my lips this time.

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Spider and a Spark - part 4

Part one  Part two  Part three Part five

Y/N waited anxiously in her room at the tower. She knew how scary it was to do your first interrogation and knew how nervous Peter was for it. Her hands anxiously shook at her sides as if she was shaking a ghost liquid off of them, her eyes constantly looking out the window and back to her phone. 

“Y/N why are you nervous?” Finn’s voice made her jump, she had nearly forgotten that she was wearing the suit and that it was capable of feeling what she was. 

“I- uh- just waiting for an important message.” She finally responded.

“For a mission? I was unaware of the Avenger having a mission in the books today, would you like me to contact Mr.Stark and ask for more information?” Y/N’s eyes widened. Tony couldn't know about this or he would quickly put an end to it and an end to anything Spiderman. 

“NO NO NO!” She quickly yelled. “If you wouldn't mind locating Pete- I mean Spiderman that would be the most helpful.” 

“Understood miss Inferno.” A small map appeared in Y/N’s sight, showing Peter in a parking garage near the peer. It wasn't to far from where she was so she figured she would just go meet him there. She was about to leave when her phone dinged from where it was plugged in on her desk. “New message from ‘Insect kid’ would you like me to read it?” Y/N nodded as the message appeared in her vision. 

‘Staton Island Ferry, 11. Be on it as a normal civilian, you can be my eyes on the inside and help me find out who this guy is.’ Peter had plan and Y/N couldn't wait to help him with his big break. She quickly pulled a pair of jeans over her suit and a comfy shirt on top. She shoved her mask in her bag and made her way quickly to the ferry using one of Tony’s private cars. It only took a few minutes before she was sat nonchalantly inside the ferry as it pushed off from the port, glancing around at the different faces for anyone who seemed suspicious. She pulled her phone up to her ear, a call from Peters suit connecting the two. 

“Alrighty Y/N, look to your left, by the window third row.” Y/N followed her instructions hers eyes landing on an older gentleman who seemed to be talking with someone sat behind him. He locked eyes with her for a moment and she smiled politely before looking away and out the window again. The guy he was talking to stood up and walked away and Peters voice started in Y/N’s ear again. “Thats the guy from the bridge the other night, but I don't know who he is talking to. Keep an eye on that guy, I’m going down to where the meeting is.” 

“Please be safe Pete.” Her voice was caring and Peter couldn't help but smile slightly as he swung himself down and around to the back of the ship. There was a collection of guys standing around the one he recognized from earlier joining them telling them about a white pick up truck. 

“Y/N this is perfect. We have the weapons, buyers and sellers all in one place.” Y/N smiled, proud that this was going to be Peter big moment. “Incoming call from Tony Stark, goodbye Inferno.” Karen cut off the phone call and Y/N’s eyes grew wide. 

“uh-uh yeah Pete. I’ll call you as soon as we dock. Love you, buh bye.” She puled the phone away pretending to hangup as the older man from earlier looked over to her once again. Nonchalantly she lowered the phone and slid it into her bag underneath her mask. Suddenly the guy stood up quickly, a clearly agitated look on his face as he stormed away. A bad feeling sunk in the pit of Y/N’s stomach as she too quickly stood up, running into a nearby bathroom. she locked the door and quickly hid her bag in one of the stalls before slipping her mask over her head and stripping the clothing covering up her suit. She slid out of the door, running past the people as fast as she could to not be noticed. Leaping over the railing of the stairwell she landed on the bottom level with huff,  Peter nearly throwing a group of people at her. 

“I gotta say the other guy was way better at that thing.” Peter said pointing over to the alien gun. they heard a pounding further down the car park and locked eyes with the older guy who had been upstairs before. They were about to take off running before they were suddenly ambushed by the FBI. both lifted their hands looking franticly around. “What are they doing here?!” Peter yelled over to Y/N. She was about to answer before a loud roaring sound cut her off, her eyes growing wide as she saw further down the giant vulture wings moving towards them at a quick rate. 

“Move!” Peter and Y/N both yelled as they tried to move as many FBI members out of the way of the car that was no being hurled their way. The bird flew past, heating up a gun as he called out for his minions to go upstairs. Peter tried to shoot a web to stop one from leaving but it was quickly shot away by Vulture. “Y/N try and stop them!” Peter yelled and Y/N nodded, avoiding another blast before sneaking through a door way and trying to follow the other bad guy. She was running quickly after him before another blast shot through the level she was on, the power of it shoving her sideways. She quickly got back up and frantically searched around for the guy who now seemed to be lost in the crowd of worried passengers. 

“I lost him Spiderman!” She yelled, Peter not paying much attention to her words as he continued to try and battle Vulture. There were more shots now that Y/N could hear, she looked around trying to see if another had been hit but nearly screamed when many giant beams cut through the ship. Y/N saw out the window the Vulture fly away and she huffed, running quickly to push people out of the way as the ship creaked and began to break apart. She was panicking now.  This had so suddenly becoming something so much bigger than a simple arms deal bust. Now hundreds of civilians were in danger and she could do much about it. 

“FINN CALL TONY!” She shouted. Suddenly Tony appeared on the screen, he was in the avenger tower cleaning his suit. 

“To what do I owe the pleasure mis-” Tony began, not looking up at the screen that held what Y/N was seeing in front of her.

“STATON ISLAND FERRY. GET HER NOW!” She cut him off, yelling loudly. He jerked his attention from his suit and saw the horror of what was unfolding I front of her. SpiderMan swung around shooting webs to try and connect the ship back together. Tony was already in his suit, the phone call hanging up as he flew quickly to where they were. Y/N watched as Peter swung around connecting as much of the ship as possible together by his webs. for a moment the boat stopped creaking, and Y/N felt as though she could breathe again. That was until someone cheered and a loud snap sounded. Y/N watched as one web breaking lead to another, causing a chain reaction.Water began rushing onto the ship, people nearly falling into the cracks. Y/N pulled as many of them back, trying her best to keep them as safe as she could for the moment being. She looked over to Peter who was now being stretched between the two halls of the ship, his own screams being masked by others. 

“Come on Iron man...” Y/N whispered as she stepped away from a family she had just helped, watching on her map as his dot grew closer. The ship started to push together, Peter thinking he was actually doing it. She ran over to where he was, as his eyes met with Iron Mans outside of the window. 

“Hi SpiderMan. Band practice was it?” Peter’s arms slowly dropped in defeat as he looked around, his eyes meeting with Y/N’s before he took off. He swung and followed Iron Man, trying to catch up with him and see what he could do. Y/N consoled a few of the families, making sure they were all okay as Tony welded the ship back together. She bit her cheek as she made her way up the stairs to the top of the ship where Peter sat defeated as Iron Man flew off. 

Y/N found herself sitting next to Peter in silence onto of an isolated roof looking over the bay. She couldn't find the words to say to him as he looked off in the distance sulking. She knew he would be pissed if he found out she was the one to call Tony, but she didn't know what else to do. There would have been so many casualties if it had continued. Tony’s dot appeared in her view again coming towards where they were sat. She quickly pulled off her own mask, running her fingers through her hair and letting out a stressed sigh, she swung her legs back over and walked away slightly needing to get a moment of space. Peter watched her before his attention was pulled by the sound of Iron Man’s suit flying to where they were sat. 

“Previously on Peter screws the pooch, I told you to stay away from this. Instead you hacked a multimillion dollar suit so you could sneak around behind my back, doing the one thing I told you not to do.” Y/ could see Peter tensing up at Tony’s words.

“Is everyone okay?” He sounded so broken. Y/N had a sad smile as her heart ached for him. He only cared about protecting everyone else. 

“No thanks to you.”

“No thanks to me?” Peter was mad. He stood from the roof and began storming towards where Iron Mans suit was still hovering. Y/N knew this wasn't going to end well. Talking back to Tony never ended well. “Those weapons are out there and I tried to tell you about it but you didn't listen! None of this would have happened if you had just listened to me!” His voice cracked and he began to chuckle looking back at the suit in disbelief. “If you even cared you would have actually been here.” The suit front opened and Tony stepped out with his jaw clenched as Peter stepped back in shock. 

“I did listen kid. Who do you think called the FBI? Huh? Did you know I was the only one who believed in you? Everyone else said I was crazy to recruit a 14 year old kid. Hell even Y/N said I was crazy and she was recruited when she was 12!” Tony gestured over to Y/N but Peter never looked away from him.

“I’M 15..” Peter whispered. Wrong choice.

“NO THIS IS WHERE YOU ZIP IT! Alright the adult is talking!” Tony was beyond livid. “What if somebody had died tonight? Different story right because that’s on you. And if you died.. well that would have been on me. Or even Y/N. God forbid you make her go through that.” Peter finally stole a glance over to where Y/N stood, staring like a scolded child at the scene in front of her. The worst thought ran through his mind in that moment, if he had died she would have been devastated. She risked so much for him constantly and it would have eaten her alive if she hadn't been able to protect him. God, if he had been the reason for her to die, he wouldn't have been able to live with him self. “We don't need that on our conscience. which is why Y/N called me.”

“Yes sir, I’m sorry-”

“yeah sorry doesn't cut it.”

“I just wanted to be like you.” 

“And I wanted you to be better.” Y/N felt a tear slip down her cheek, those 7 words had haunted her for years. Tony having had nearly the exact same conversation with her years ago. Peter stared at the ground between the two, unable to look at either of them as the words hit him just as hard. “Okay, well its not working out so I’m going to need the suit back.” Tony looked over to Y/N as she too jerked her attention up to him in anger. Peter begged, his heart shattering as he admitted that he was nothing without the suit. “Lets go kids. Now.” Tony turned, leading the way off of the roof. 

“Pete..” Y/N stepped forward reaching out for him. He jerked away from her, biting his cheek to stop from crying as he locked eyes with her own teary ones. 

“I can’t believe you.” that was all he said before he stormed ahead, following Tony. Y/N was left on the roof, the only sound to be heard was that of her heart breaking. She could never forget the hurt in his eyes.

“Y/N LETS GO.” Tony yelled, she took a deep breath before running to where he was calling from having no choice but to listen to him.

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Life these days in general..Part 2

Lalala. Ok im back to finish my post :) 

I had to run to pray so had to stop last night. Also i just woke up and my heads all &^$&$*Q( so I might talk crap :) 

um ok i wasnt planning on writing about it but like thats the thing which came in my head right now cause im kinda sleepy so yeah. My brothers like going to leave for Canada like in 23 days. ok so how do i feel? um kinda okay. like i am sad but like i want all the best for him. its like, i know i will miss him a lot, like a lot lot. we dont really spend a lot of time together though. but like i still will miss his presence in the house and ik i will cry for sure cause even now sometimes although its just for a tiny second but whenever i think of him not being around after some days and it being this way for almost ‘one entire year’ before he comes back inshaAllah my eyes do get teary, but theeeen yeah its just for a second and then i handle it. but like i said, i wouldnt want it any other way! I am really happy he is leaving and i wish all the best of the best for him inshaAllah. 

Ok and btw Alhamdulillah these days im handing life better. like i didnt have a ‘horrible’ mood swing this week although i was about to crumble though ._. btw when i say these days i mean this ‘week’. thats what these 2 posts of mine are about. soooo yeah, now heres the thing!

So like sometimes I get this random feeling. like my lifes so messed up everythings a mess and all, whether its my daily life or like some goals in future, and then like i cant do anything i have to sit tight, take a pen and paper and like jot down stuff i gta do or smthn. like things i have to do withing these days, thngs i have to do today maybe, some for this week. some maybe ‘life goals’, some, in a year ._. Like yeah. Thats what happens when youre a perfectionist and you like things to be super organized. But one thing i can handle Alhamdulillah is being able to be ‘flexible’ with all the plans and ideas. meaning i dont think i get really devastated if it doesnt work accordingly cause i am aware of that and its okay but the problem here is the urge to get everything organised and listed from the ‘beginning’, like to start with in itself. 

And ^ that happened last night, and then guess what? After i was done ‘scribbling my plans and shit’ i was then freaking out trying to figure out if i ‘missed something out’ like Wth.. why does it even matter, i mean i can just write whatever i want whenever i want why do i have to freak out ugh. so yeah i didnt work out, i went straight to sleep. 

Okay so when im handling life pretty fine Alhamdulillah, I start getting this fear. like. ok. everything is ok now, meaning something is going to happen soon, something bad. and that scares me. So whenever I get happy, i get scared too.

And in one of my earlier posts i also talked about the fear i have of idk.. i mean, i always think of him.. And I just want everything to be so perfect between us.. like ok this doesnt even make sense but still. i mean ok we dont talk and all and no really less about each other right now blabla but we love each other and i dont want to mess that up. Now ask me howd that happen? See, i dont know ok? but i just dont want it to happen. and that scares me too. i mean idk. its like that entire post of mine from earlier. i mean misunderstandings, irrational thoughts, silence, guilt, sadness. whatever. Ugh. (*&^%$#$%^&

But also. Ive heard all the saying about how ‘distance’ separates people, how lack of communication affects people, the silence. and a lot of other things. and i totally understand the basis upon all these saying, and i do have to agree to all of it too but. 

But me and him, I think we are more in love right now than we ever were.. Now dont get me wrong, we were really in love before too but like if you have to compare. if something did happen, then the love sure did increase. a lot... Alhamdulillah <3 

Also, since past 4 or 5 days, theres this warm feeling in my heart. Like he’s engraved in it. Like he is here, and not going anywhere. Like he is -home- Yeah ‘home’ that is the word stuck in my mind whenever i feel that warmth <3 now why im saying its recent is because, i mean he is always there in my heart but like not with this feeling, as in, im scared, worried usually. he is my biggest prayer and i want to get married to him but like these days i still do of course lol but like theres this feeling of warmth, like i do want him, and i also ‘know’ that yeah i will get him one day inshaAllah. <--- like i have that confidence that hope is so strong it just brings the warmth. its like he is here, except that he is not actually BUT he will be ‘actually actually here’ soon, i just need to hang in there a little bit longer, inshaAllah. 

^ UGH, I hope i make sense lool 

Hmph. I guess thats it for now :)  Also on a side note: His recent snaps = HEART LOVE HONEY CANDYYY!!!! And one of them makes me literally start laughing out loud every time i see it <3 <3 <3 :D :D :D 

ok buh-bye 

c: 

[helplesslycanadian]

Chapter Intro.

Kay so this IS a work in progress, it's the first thing I have written in like...... six... maybe five years. So I guess you could call it a rough sketch. *smiles then hides* UH BUH-BYE!!!

Chapter Intro

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I have been trying to find the right words to help put this all in order, but it seems like everything I come up with just falls flat. I have been wondering lately if the choices I have been making have been the right ones or the wrong ones.

I know most typical stories, be it romance, adventure, or even tragic have a basic start, a short summery as to what is happening or whats going to happen. So I guess you can say this is mine. Not a very good one, I know. But it is the best I can give you right now.

Best place too start would be well… the start I guess, if I’m going to be typical about it. About three maybe four years ago something big happened, and when I say big, I mean monstrous. In very sense of the word. Mount Ebott, a place that seemed to be completely deserted and just your typical mountain, turned out to be so much more.

An underground realm housed by actual ‘monsters’ took the whole world by storm. I would very much like go and say everything was… lollipops and sunshine when they surfaced, but, if you watched the news or even read those little articles on facebook, you know how cruel people can be.

But, that would also mean you know how kind people can be, how loving and generous they could be. Either way, again this was four years ago… Would rather not talk about that right now, but don’t worry, I’ll get to it later.

I met them two years ago, so kind, and loving, funny, tall, like really tall, but the best couple of monsters you could ever meet. a couple of skeleton brothers, Papyrus, despite being the younger brother, you wouldn’t be able to tell with how bloody tall this cinnamon bun is. But he is, I meet Pap first actually. I still laugh when I think about it. And get a little grumpy.

- - - € - - -

“AHHHH!!! PLEASE!! IM NOT READY TOO DIE YET!!!!”

I stood in the cereal aisle trying to find the lucky charms when i heard this yell, I kinda panicked a little thinking 'Oh god someone is serious trying to rob a groceries store?!’ I took a small peek around the corner and couldn’t help but chuckle when I seen them.

“SILLY BIG HUMAN, I DON’T WANT YOUR LIFE… I JUST WANNA KNOW WHERE THEY KEEP THE SPAGHETTI SAUCE…?”

I slowly made my way over to the tall creature with a basket on my arm and a grin on my face. From the back he was a very tall, slender person, first glance if it was a quick one, you would think it was death or slender man. Probably why that poo man freaked out. I walked till I stood next too slender and looked between the two. just to discover slender man is actually skeleton. A really, really, REALLY tall skeleton. 7'3 maybe 7'2, thats like Eiffel tower tall to my 5'8.

“There anything I can help you with hun?”

The two of them looked at me, skelly brightened right up too say something but the human dude beat him to it.

“Please! Help! Get this… this THING away from me!!”

Skelly’s face dropped. And this man was the one of those people anyone working in customer service use to practice 'the look’, the one thats pretty close to the 'mom’ look and the 'no nonce’ look. Its funny to see people shrink back into them self when you give them this look…. Good god….

“Umm… okie, come on hun I’ll help you find your sauce.”

“THANK YOU MISS HUMAN!” That happy smile, how it was possible for him to do it, I don’t know, still thought it was pretty neat.

Poor thing, I wasn’t sure how long he had been on the surface. I could only guess he was still adjusting the everything. Hell, I lived on it for twenty-three years and Im still adjusting.

- - - € - - -

Papyrus had this air about him that a lot of people just brushed off, I first noticed this the second time I met him. Give off the air of innocents but be ready to strike if need be. But I could also see why Pap would try to keep up the act. The second time I met with Papyrus was my first meeting with his brother.

Heh, an 'undead creature of hell’ after my own…. soul. Papyrus and his brother are like total poler opposites, it is hilarious to get them going. And heart warming to see the lengths they would go too for each other.

- - - € - - -

“Lets see… What the… peach puff#2, antique white#3…. fuck ha tomato#4!!!”

“MISS HUMAN!! LANGUAGE PLEAS!!”

I feel like I jumped three feet into the air at the sudden shout.

“Heh, Sorry kid, don’t think Pap meant for you too jump out of your skin.”

'OoOoohh noooo!’

“Oh Oh, the puns comes in forms of new?”

“PLEASE MISS DO NOT ENCOURAGE HIM, PLEASE!”

I had to giggle at the look of distress and happiness on his face.

“Okie hun, I wont. Im Kora.” I say as I held my hand out.

“Heh heh, don’t mind him. Not use to seeing that many colours. He is Papyrus, and I’m Sans… the skeleton.”

Sans chuckled as he reached for my hand as Papyrus seemed like he was too engaged in the colour palettes to even try to answer. Then it happened, a loud sound. A kind of loud and obnoxious kind of sound.

“GAAAH! SANS YOU DID NOT! YOU BONEHEAD!” “Sorry bro, but when yah gotta go, yah gotta go!”

All the while Papyrus groaned while i stood there giggling like a fool.

“Either way, its very nice too meet you both.”

- - - € - - -

Papyrus had insisted we trade number before we parted that day. And we did, as time passed we became pretty good friends. Papyrus wanted me to meet his other friends, but after everyone came to the surface they kind of scattered.

After things kinda settled, from what the boys told me, Alphys got a job working with the government, with her girlfriend as her personal bodyguard. Sans got offered the same job apparently, but chose to stay with his brother. Such a sweetie.

Torial is working with the school district, or at least trying to. She was able to get a school open for monster and human children alike but they where short staff at the moment.

Sans told me they visit every once and awhile, more holidays and occasional personal visits cause Frisk missed their uncle. Before I knew it five months had passed. And much to his displeasure, Sans became my new cuddle buddy. I developed this habit on our movie night of falling asleep on him. For a skeleton Sans is very…. comfy. Papyrus likes to a Sanswich when he sees us, its cute.

I asked Sans once if he would ever take a big government job, he said if he wasn’t such a lazy bones maybe. My mistake. We had a really long talk, not much detail about it… Okay i was a little drunk when it came up. What I do remember Sans saying something about other universe, about things that shouldn’t be that are, soul mates and bonds, magic…

And thats how we got into this big mess. Hi, my name is Kora Carrier. And I guess this is the story about how my life went from simple with two lovable skeletons, too… a bit hectic with timeline shenanigans.

P.S Error, Dust, Black, Edge, Horror, and Hunter…

You guys are fucking dicks.

[survivormarmoreal]

Episode #9: "we're here for the messy bitch game play right" - Annabelle

Tribal was f*ckin wild. Like didnt see that coming and Nicole we literally never talked so dont come for me. 👏

So far Nicole’s attempt hasnt affected anything. And plus Sharky took more of the heat and more blood on his hand and I did for coming up with the Nicole vote. Like im scream team to the end but like it works better for me if people dont see me as a huge threat right now unlike Sharky. I think i might be in a good spot and with an advatage with this immunity hopefully i can win.

Well... I refuse to be booboo the fool right now. I have conflicting information currently about who voted me so guess what? I am not gonna trust anyone LMAO. Everyone is denying and pointing the fingers at others and its fucking pissing me off. Like just own up to voting me so i can have a clear target my fucking god. Like goodbye see you soon!

from my confessional cause i just went off in it LOL about the last tribal: i know brian and sharky did not vote me nate and bryce are being fishy maynor seems non exsistant keaton is literally opening his big mouth and getting himself in more trouble i trust anna enough and nick thinks he is "iconic" for an idol play like boi con-fucking-gratulations that you can do something many have done before you

Like, im so done with these people, just let me play my idol in peace smh

So I basically threw this challenge. I just put myself for most of the positives and I put Keaton for most of the negatives. With a few random answers sprinkled in. I get so nervous about really trying on Touchy Subjects because Im worried about revealing my alliances and stuff. This way I just look cocky. And Keaton and I are already on bad terms so me putting him for the negatives might piss him off but probably not anyone else. Ugh

ok so me snapping and voting matt is really annoying KJFHDSAKJFDHS idk why i did that! i was crazy back then... so current thinking is that me/matt/keaton voted matt. and then nicole did keaton and everyone else did nicole. i dont think anyone suspects me but like they woudlnt tell me if they do FJKASDHFKJ apparently matt thinks that nathan did it and anna thinks that it was keaton and maynor and im just like :| FSAJDHFKD. also this comp is about to ruin me like my answers are def gonna make ppl hate me and plus i wrote myself for some good ones which i never do but idk im just really feeling myself so cant wait for the crushing weight of reality to knock me down a peg or two when i get like "next voted out" "doesnt deserve to be here" AFJKSDFHKAJ but maybe not... anyways i recently got obsessed with shakira again like.. im thriving

https://i.imgur.com/5o6sz3j.png when i tell u i screamed JKDFASHKJAD

Okay so Touchy Subjects ALWAYS blows up my game. Like I got all the ones that make people target you. Running the Game. Biggest Snake. Physical Threat. I even somehow managed to get "Trust the Most" and "Best Liar". HOW!? And now I'm super worried because if I wasn't on everybody's radar before I sure am now. And I have no idea who I can trust after those rogue Matt votes. I even feel slightly sketched out by Nick. He's acting...weird. And he keeps telling everyone there is a war between me and Keaton. Which I guess is sort of true because Keaton is throwing my name out there. And obviously I would rather him go. 

everyone is so extra JKDAHSKFJ matt making a post about how the ppl who are lying and saying they didnt vote him are personally effecting him are terrible like.. ok sorry for not exposing myself get over it u got 3 votes one of which were ur own and maybe if u were more active and didnt reply with one word responses no matter how hard i tried to get u to speak i wouldnt have thrown the vote on u. im just like so over his entitledness that ppl confess to him like who do u think u are KJFHADKJFDH. i feel like maybe im being too mean so if matt reads this after the game im sure ur just in ur feelings or w/e and u did say u had personal stuff going on but like thats not an excuse to go on tirades in the tribe chat when no one but u cares.

keaton is the worst person ive ever met (and i know zach :s) weird of him to choose white ppl saying the n word as his hill to die on but um i got the cannon ready to aim and hes going :airplane: to jury.

OK, so basically Annabelle wins immunity!  Good for her, but she's literally not doing enough for me to feel beyond happy for her kjHD... like she's nice and I like her, but at the end of the day, I really don't think she's doing much to propel herself and she's just getting kinda lucky... considering the first and now second immunity have been somewhat luck based... ya....

Keaton's the name being thrown into the mix already (it's only 9:11pm), and I really am fine with that this time around!  I like him, but I think he's just someone who can easily go now and it not be bad for me in the future.  He's already thrown out Sharky's name and basically called out Sharky to his face, so I'm kinda shaking in my booties.  As long as it ain't me, I'm happy enough to listen, but I just don't want any big surprises like the Matt votes, again.

Sharky has been thrown out as the biggest threat in this game right now, and while I think it's very apparent to everyone, I can't have him going anywhere right now.  No fucking way.  I love the shark man.  He's my favorite... he cannot go anywhere... I need him!!  So buh-fucking-bye, Keaton!  I may like you, but it's not enough to keep you.

Keaton is trash.

Let me elaborate on my previous confessional. So first Keaton tries to call me out for mentioning his name which I didn't do (I did admit to it to save the drama so thats partially on me) but he tries to call me out in public after the vote. Gross. Then after the challenge he starts gunning for me hard. He wants to claim I was doing the same but I wasn't gunning for him very hard. Because i didn't care if he went. He wasn't an ally but he wasn't a threat either. until he started trying to tear me down. Also let's be clear this all started because EVERYONE thinks he's rude and annoying. Then he tries to come for me in pms calling me out for spreading lies. Which again I NEVER DID. So I straightened him out on that. Then he tries to do the "If I don’t get you out now I never will and then we all lose." which is BULLSHIT. Don't get mad and angry with me just because I'm playing better than you. CHILDISH. Then in the tribe chat he says "As a player he can burn. As a person he's enjoyable." IS HE TRYING TO MAKE ME HATE HIM!? First of saying I can burn makes me want to really drag him. Also bro you and i don't talk you don't know shit about me as a person. You did that just to feed this "Feud" thats going on. STFU. Bye. Whichever one of us goes I'm glad I won't have to talk to his KIRBY LOOKING ASS anymore. I wish Marie had stayed.

Okay I can't lie I'm super nervous about this vote. I just don't trust anyone. I'm talking to Annabelle now and was like "I'm down to vote for anybody" because I'm not sure where she's at and I want her to know I am a vote for her.

Well. Good thing is that i wasnt dragged with with what Nicole said which is good with me. I didnt get any touchy subject which is also great. My two best allies Sharky and Keaton both did which means they’ll be targeted before I do. Which is awesome. Me and Nathan dont want to see Keaton go so we got Annabell and Bryce to be with us for a 5 person voting block thats going after Matt. Thats right, Matt is going home. Keaton plan was to try and distract Sharky and fight with him and have both of their names on the chopping block. This means that Matt wont see this blindside happening. And if Sharky has an idol, he’ll waste it cuz he won’t be getting any votes. Its gonna sbe wild af. Be ready.

Its been very quiet this morning. The plan has been set so im hoping that nothing else shatters the plan. The idol search doesnt like me as it likes Nick. Only thing i found was an advantage for next immunity which was an extra point butnit was touchy subject so i kinda threw it cuz said my name for the ones i felt where really bad. And i want to give a shout out for host Drew. You are an amazing and cool person.

OK, so Nathan has been going behind me and Sharky's back to target Matt... and I'm just shook to my fucking core.... bless Annabelle's big heart for telling Sharky because it gave us some room to snap hard.  I know Matt has an idol, and I cannot wait for him to pull it out at tribal.  I think that Nathan is thinking very short term and thinking him not telling me and Sharky is just some move he can make on his own, but as the Touchy Subjects' results showed us, Nathan thinks he's running the game but Sharky is actually doing it.  Getting this info... what a fucking legend...

Annabelle doesn't want to be screwed because of this whole situation so Sharky wants to avoid voting Nathan out but I lowkey don't care.  Nathan keeping me out of the conversation makes me lose all trust in him.  I know I'm not the target, but it doesn't change the fact that he's trying to run the game behind my back.  It's not going to work, sir.  It won't.

Ok... I'm angry, but I'm going to have to control that anger and turn it into making the best decision for my game and that will be to work with Matt and Sharky till the end.

Brace yourself this is going to be a LONG ONE. So last night I basically went to Anna and tried to save my ass because I really haven't been sure how genuine our alliance was because of our history together. She basically kept saying she was in a tough spot and this and that and so I outright asked her if she was considering voting for me. And she was like absolutely not. Which is such a relief. HOWEVER! She confesses that Nathan has created a secret plan to vote out Matt. He specifically told everyone not to tell me and Brian about it. EXCUSE ME? Aren't we in an alliance dude? So thats really pisses me off. But supposedly they have the majority for this plan. So that means I don't have to worry about myself as much. But I don't want Matt to go. Especially after this proved that he's one of the only ones I trust. So I'm thinking out of 9 votes we have 3 we can maybe use the steal a vote or something to try and get a majority. CUT TO THIS MORNING. I tell Brian about this secret plan and Brian tells me Matt has a freakin idol!!! So now we can use his idol and even if there are 5 votes left Matt/Brian/Myself control that vote then. Now the tough part...I need the vote to stay on Keaton because if it goes to anybody else Anna is going to think I screwed her over. And I promised her that her telling me wouldn't bite her in the ass. I also need this to stay TOP SECRET because if anyone finds out I leaked the plan they are going to come after me and I love Matt but I don't want to destroy my game to save him. So we need to have Matt use his idol and all 3 of us need to vote for Keaton.

God these people. I am VERY sure I am getting votes tonight and it's ok. Why? Cause I have an idol fuck these cunts. If not the WOOO love a minority!

i'm playing a super dangerous game right now but it's ok hopefully it works out we're here for the messy bitch game play right and i also just like play better in chaos so let's keep it that way once the game gets boring people will think of me.

Y'all I'm feeling real shitty about this week. I still feel super in danger. i feel like everyone is lying to my face. But I'm also worried for Matt. Luckily he has an idol so he'll be safe but the fact that he's catching votes at all is concerning. I hope it's Keaton going out but you just truly never know. This could be my time.

So it seems Matt might be an option for the vote but the questions I have are: Do I trust Matt enough to tell him he’s getting votes? Am I willing to make an early move? How will this will effect me moving forward? And when thinking between Keaton and Matt... I think I know my decision…

The shit hit the fan. Somehow Nick knows the hidden real plan that it was going to be Matt tonight. Keaton keeps lying to Bryce that he’s doing Sharky but Bryce is the number we have to have majority over Matt. Keaton is being sketchy kinda. Hopefully the plan goes according and Matt goes because last time he was doing a witch hunt for those 2 votes. Im going to be drinking at tribal tonight. Shit is too stressful.

Keaton is idoled out in a 6-3 vote.