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sclfish · 2 months ago

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someone tell me to stop feeling guilty for being so inactive on here when i remade my indie with the plan of only coming on when i wanted to so i would enjoy it and not get burnt out 😩

#it's stupid because i know people aren't going to be mad at me for it #like you guys are all so cool and chill and understanding #but i still feel bad whenever i don't reply to things right away #anyway #i'm hoping to get to some things this week #i've just been in a gif pack making mood #and i've been enjoying the less stress that's come with not being in groups rn #and not feeling like i HAVE to be doing replies on anything #it's been so nice for my mental health #i've been actually able to enjoy doing replies this way instead of just feeling like i have to churn them out #okay that's it it's 5 am i need to sleep #gn folks love you all

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r26yz · 1 year ago

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he’s back!

#procreate #type : fanart #bungou stray dogs #bsd #bsd season 5 #uh… i havent watched the recent episode but i #am glad that bbg is okay…#uh kinda #dude ive been with my lil princess sleeping beauty mode for two years… i need time before i move on from the prev mode #but im GLAD MY BABY IS GOING TO KICK SOME ASS IN STYLE #he looks like a hobo… or like hes gonna ban someone into the shadow realm #but with stylw #nice new coat under him to and i LOVE TOGAS #akutagawa ryuunosuke

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quins-makeshift-menagerie · 3 months ago

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*slides in* had to go to urgent care last night cuz I just! kept! vomiting!

Needless to say I am definitely taking this week off lmao….

#I am okay!#but I apparently lost like 5-6 pounds and needed fluids via IV #they said I was pale lmao #but this will pass given time just gotta #manage it in a particular way #now if you’ll excuse me that Benadryl stil hittin I am going back to sleep good MORNING

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baeshijima · 3 months ago

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since maintenance has (i think) officially started . . .

MAY ALL MUALANI WANTERS BE MUALANI HAVERS !!!

MAY ALL KAZUHA WANTERS BE KAZUHA HAVERS !!!

MAY ALL KACHINA WANTERS BE KACHINA HAVERS !!!

MAY ALL KINICH WANTERS BE KINICH HAVERS !!!

MAY ALL RAIDEN WANTERS BE RAIDEN HAVERS !!!

GOOD LUCK ON UR PULLS AND HAPPY 5.0 + HAPPY NATLAN + HAPPY 4TH ANNIVERSARY EVERYONE 🫶🫶

#just genshin <3 #goodbye fontaine u were the goat o7 #capitano capitano capitano....#but yea personally i dont think ill be rolling for anyone other than mavuika bc archon and ayato whenever his rerun is #(<- u have avoided me enough... its time to come home....)#capitano is a maybe depending on playstyle #same with ororon and chasca but for them its playstyle + also if i like them enough #but either way i need to stay strong for dain my beloved.... we are officially in the secon to last region #and then next thing we know he is playable and i have no pulls 🧍‍♀️#SO !! i will be saving for him unless there are charas that i /really/ want ��#okay now i will be sleeping bc its 11 pm and i wanna actually not feel dead when i wake up at like 4 or 5 am :D

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chaos-bringer-13 · 2 months ago

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My brain just hit an old hyperfixation (is this what it's called? I hope I used the word right) and oh dear am I losing my mind now. I need to write a story I think. About this one old guy. He's unhinged. There's so much information about him and yet not enough. I want to explore his character so much. He's definitely a criminal - at least he was one - and I'm 95% sure he can do actual real magic, and he's a musician and an artist and an actor and a magician and a philosopher and a traveler and a conman and so much more and also I think he's some kind of immortal. Maybe he just has a VERY long life. It's strongly implied he was a pirate at some point of his life. He started a cult by accident several times. My conspiracy theories about him include him being a secret god.

He's also a freaking round blue raven. Someone save me from my mind.

#seriously why is he so cool #he's like. a ball.#he's ROUND #if no one stops me I'm gonna make an au and introduce all my mutuals to a russian cartoon that lives in my head rent-free #it has an obviously mysterious old man and an old woman who seems to be very normal but actually has some weird past as well #and they're in love you can fight me on this THEY. ARE. IN LOVE.#there's a disastrous scientist who keeps forgetting to sleep and is kinda cute in a nerdy way #there's a mechanic guy who lives a bit away from everyone surrounded by tech and he's actually unhinged #he's a single father btw. he made a robot baby because he was lonely. it's very important for his character.#I WILL ship the scientist and the mechanic because no one can stop me <3 #there's a local farmer who was a famous disco dancer an archeologist and a VERY famous actor in the past. he doesn't care about it anymore.#he was like. Captain America actor kind of famous. or Superman.#and then he just committed a bunch of crimes for his new friends and left to live in a village far away from big cities #all those people with very suspicious past raise a bunch of children together #absolutely inseparable adhd and autism best friends boys who I think are capable of destroying the world #and toxic teenagers couple:#a girl who honestly needs to figure herself out first before dating anyone and a poet boy who is SO deeply in love with her it's not okay #the farmer dude also has a rebellious teenager niece who visits him sometimes #and the mechanic's kid is usually in space but sometimes returns and I am not ashamed to admit that I cried during some of those episodes #I am going to think about them. they are so important to me.#I am going insane.#also yes they are all round animals. if you're wondering.#someone just tranquillise me already or something. it's 5 a.m. and I am losing my sanity

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starheirxero · 4 months ago

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No but genuinely I genuinely cannot stress enough how badly I want more Lunara lore. I want to know about the resets. I want to know more about their Eclipse. I want to know about their Sun and Moon. I want to know about the handful of survivors left. I want to know how many alien civilizations they've treated the exact same as humanity. I want to know their inner turmoil. I want to know if they ever once hesitated before killing someone. I want to know their weaknesses. I want to git some nitty gritty and even if we can't get some like that, I still want more than what we have now. or else i'll die. badly

#xero says things #okay jts 5 am i need to sleep BUT I #LL STILL BE THINKING ABOUT THEM .#VAs if u hear me . lunara extras. please ...... lunara extras for a poor lost soul HDJSD /silly #sun and moon show #the sun and moon show #tsams #evil lunar #lunara

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icewindandboringhorror · 10 months ago

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sneeping with his legs up over his head for some reason... weird boye

#cats #love the second picture... skrungly sleepy well rested boye face...#since he's an elderly boy now sometimes when he wakes up from a nap he looks a bit scruffy and squinty eyed #Hard to beleive he's like 15 though.. he still looks like a kitten to me.. due to his giant round creature eyes and childlike demeanor #I think it's interesting that like... baby cats are babies. kittens are kittens. and you can tell a cat is like 'young adult' phase #looking from like a few months to maybe 1yr or 2yrs.. but after that they just always look the same to me #a 5 yr old cat is a 10 yr old cat is a 15 year old cat. unless the cat in question is particulalry aged or youthful #I still have so so little energy... it's been icy here this week. like not even FUN but just scary icy even thoguh i lOOOVE the cold #and its my favorite weather. I think it'd be okay actually if I had a woodburning stove/fireplace/hearth thing. literally thats my only #concern with the power going out. I genuinely don't mind stuff like having to go to the bathroom in buckets or cook over a fire or do other #less conveninet things. Its just that if eveyrhtng is electric then you have no way to cook and all of that. well.. and I literally need #background noise to go to sleep lest my ocd sprials become so loud I am slowly driven into maddness.. but a few battery packs or something #and a phone with one downloaded video I could play on repeat is fine for that. I dont need internet. ANYWAY.. so so sad that my fav #orite season ever (winter) is here. and the first cold of the winter is like... just an ice storm that you cant even walk in. I #love like 4 feet of snow where you can play in it and stuff. But just a thin flat sheet of a few inches of ice over every imaginable surfac #is not really playable. the wind speeds are so high and so many trees fall it's actually not that safe to go hang out outside anyway unless #you were in a totally clear open field. which is SAD also because i love ice and high winds. i love to stand out there and get whipped in t #he face with ice crystals and feel like I'm in some dramatic movie or something. but alas.. the threat of being attacked by a falling tree.#I did go out some but again it's like. literallyyou cant walk on it. so I just squatted and dragged myself along the ground lol #One of my stories has a whole section where the main characters are trapped in a deadly cold environment for a week and have to use magic #to survive and etc. etc. so I'm always like.. ouuu.. I should go in the ice.. it's Writing Research actually.. *foolishly gets frostbite*#THOUGH yesterday I went on a harrowing evil journey down a bunch of icy hilly roads to go check on some person's cat because the cat #had been left in the house for like 5 days at that point with nobody to check on them and nobody else seemed to want to do anything #about it (like call all of the neighbors or try to get someone out there) so I just went myself with a roommate who agreed to drive me.#It seemed acting totally normal and I gave it more food and water but.. I am still worried about it.. Apparently the person will be able #to get back to their house tomorrow but.. I dont trust them. But I couldnt take the cat with me because it's like.. a stranger's cat #basically and also no carrier + very skittish.. so I feared if I just tried to carry them bare handed they'd definitely leap from my grasp #and then it'd be like.. sliding on a sheet of ice chasing a cat and so on.. I still think they need to be watched for health issues tho >:|#ANYWAY.... many cat adventures lately... and strange weather... I wish for a normal week without always so many Things Happening.. augh

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skitskatdacat63 · 2 years ago

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2023 Australian Grand Prix - Fernando Alonso & Max Verstappen(by Zak Mauger)

#okay okay okay last post before i sleep i swear'#i was just trying to find some pic of nando to post on my insta story and then these pics bewitched me heart and soul #HE LOOKS SO GOOD THEY LOOKS SO GOOD #okay really need to sleep its literally gotten light outside UGH #ive been stuck only watching and making posts for this race since 1 am....5 hours #yea im sane wdym #good night ill try not to stare at these pics for too long #max verstappen #fernando alonso #fa14 #mv1 #2023 australian gp #we do a little bit of f1 #f1 #formula 1 #formula one

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risingsunresistance · 26 days ago

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drew this earlier to distract myself from the filling i had to get

#i've been having a dental battle for an entire year now btw please help #getting out of college was just ''okay time to get my life together!'' and turns out that's really hard #when you havent been to a general dentist in 5+ years and havent seen a doctor in over a decade #doctor has gone okay but i still cant sleep and my sleep medicine hurts my chest which is a ''STOP TAKING IMMEDIATELY'' symptom :/#dentist tho... get me out of here. im so tired. so many appointments...#but anyways funny piggie. chat i am so tired i need positive enrichment #online environment is miserable and offline environment is exhausting #chat #awa

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clonedchaos · 1 month ago

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Based off this post.

#I legit can’t come up with anything good #I’m running off like 4-5 hours of sleep okay?#monsterverse #legendary godzilla #shimo #kong #Shimo x Kong #They’ve been running around in my head all day #And there’s no content for them I’m in pain 😭#I’m legit about to start a fanfic about them #I need good fluffy content #“fine I’ll do it myself”#Does anyone else ship them or am I the only one???? 🫡#Poll #godzilla x kong: the new empire #gxk: the new empire #godzilla #Buff monkey man and his golden retriever wife or somethin

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wantonlywindswept · 1 year ago

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me: hmm who to romance who to romance

me: gets to the party scene

me: wait why is everyone all ready for sex now I BARELY KNOW YOU

#bg3 #ace problems #i know bg3 is all about catering to the people #infamous bear scene made that obvs #but like #i need a romance first! backstory! history!#it should take more work than this to enter a relationship with companions!#why yes i did romance fenris in da2 why do you ask #also kaidan in mass effect including no romance in me2 #look i'm too ace for this shit #anyway can't get over gale talking about his ex all the time #(tho he did compare me to his cat so point in his favor)#so i'm def gonna go karlach and maybe?? halsin?#cos apparently there's poly #larian how am i supposed to decide if i wanna sleep with halsin when i've said .5 words to the man #honestly #maybe i've missed out on a bunch of companion interactions??#idk man #EDIT TAGS: OH APPARENTLY YOU CAN'T SLEEP WITH HALSIN YET #okay that makes more sense now #edit again: ALSO WHY IS 'SHARING SOME WINE' AN INVITATION TO SEX #LARIAN PLEASE I'M WAY TOO ACE FOR THIS #this party is a minefield #EDIT 3 THERE IS NOT NECESSARILY SEX AT THIS POINT IN TIME

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unusualshrimp · 3 months ago

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i like the freedom that comes with having money but it requires having a normal job. but having a normal 9-5 job makes me want to die. and it doesn't matter if it's from the office or wfh. i only feel like an alive person when im actually doing the things i want to do (directing) but since i am new to this whole thing it will not pay me anything for a while. so trying to do what i love requires me to be financially dependent on people. being dependent on other people like this Also makes me want to die. why is it like this has anyone noticed this is a bad system helloooo

#i know Realistically if i keep going i will end up earning enough money from doing things i like #however. at the moment. i don't. and it's undignified and humiliating to ask anyone for anything and i hate it #it doesn't matter how much i love or trust the people i just hate asking. but i also need a minimum amount of food.#my friend from college sent me money yesterday and im so grateful and i love her so much but. i wish there was another way gghhh i feel bad #okay i should Really go to sleep now it's almost 5 am what am i doing

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evilwriter37 · 8 months ago

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My body after a cortisol crash: "Hey, you're exhausted and need to rest and sleep."

Also my body after a cortisol crash: "What the fuck is sleep?"

#I can't sleeeeeep #I got about 5 hours #but it's like... 3 am #I need more #I'm going out to breakfast early #come on body let me sleep #personal #vent #adrenal insufficiency #chronic illness #actually chronically ill #okay to reblog

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inniave · 4 months ago

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posting for e.x.a.r. - [ 'it's out. keep it out.' ]

#i'm pretty sure sar posted the whole drawing on their blog awhile back #anyway it's almost 5 am we should be asleeeeeeep but i wasn't gonna kick xar out yk #idk how the hell they made that track but it scares the hell out of me #music #my music #i never know what to do for the artist tag for our own stuff cause not all of us say who made it (and we don't always know)#and the name we chose for like soundcloud and stuff is kinda mostly a placeholder i guess???????#depends how we spread the projects i guess #why am i always posting music in the middle of the fucking night when nobody is gonna see it #🙉🙈🙊#ITS NOT MY FAULT VULNERABILITY IS SCARY!!!!!!!!!!!#:/#okay bye #is it still considered an album art if it's just one song #i won't change it cause xar don't want me to but #i just wonder #okay actually goodbye now #i need a snack and sleep #love u all <3

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trash-bin-ary · 2 months ago

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I can go on that ramble about the future and housing and aromanticism though now. It’s like man, the future is already something that is so inconceivable to me. To then have the sexuality that does not allow me to slot in the cookie cutter you find a romantic partner that you end up moving in with is terrible. And like In this economy I sure can’t live alone, and I know at least when I’m sick I desperately want someone to be there. And then there’s I’m likely to move around a bunch how do you deal with that housing, other than the work having paid housing. like constantly having to find somewhere that’s looking for roommates and it isn’t terrible? And then long term, when I find a job I stay at for a while (that’s remote so I’d love to live in a remote place) is it like I find a place to stay and then I’m stuck there forever and I just have to hope that I make good friends at this new place. (Friends that don’t want to live exclusively with a romantic partner no less.) I want to live with close friends so bad and I’m not sure if that’s a feasible thing for my future. I’m a person that has so much hope so I have to assume that yes it will work out, I do believe that. But man just hearing someone mention it, sparks that hope.

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kevin-sedai · 1 year ago

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The vibe really deteriorated as the day went on, and now I'm sitting in bed, awake, feeling like garbage

#it was an okay weekend but i was jittery and numb for most of it #tried to write christmas cards for the first time in 2 years. cried while doing so and then had to lie down after i did 5 #i got frustrated with the story i'm writing and considered dropping it or deleting the whole thing #spent friday alone pretty much all day which normally i'm fine with but for whatever reason made the loneliness really hit hard this time #spent all thanksgiving day waiting for a familial confrontation #got asked by my 6 year old nephew how old i was and then he followed up with 'well why arent you married what are you doing'#which i'm pretty sure is something he heard in a conversation someone else was having and he repeated it bc he's 6 fucking years old #which btw i don't hold against him or am mad at him about bc he's an innocent kid #but that made me feel really shitty #spent an hour today panicking about this dog virus #and in between all of that i was self diagnosing myself with mental illnesses #which made me feel awful bc it made gaslight myself in thinking maybe i wanted one?#which is so fucked up to the max and i'm so sorry for even putting that here #but i put this all here bc i could never have this conversation with people irl #they'd get too worried or they'd think i'm overreacting or i need to date or need to do something with myself besides read #i'm so sorry everyone #i'll try to be better #i just had to put this out somewhere #and i didn't put this in a journal bc my last entry sounds so teenagerish out of context i don't even want to look at it #anyway i have to try to sleep i have to go into the office early tomorrow #i'm sorry guys #i really am😔

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