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Choice Theft in the second degree, with utter disrespect
“To take the choice of another … to forget their concrete reality, to abstract them, to forget that you are a node in a matrix, that actions have consequences. We must not take the choice of another being. ”
from Perdido Street Station by China Miéville
The way Genji, Kumasawa, and Nanjo constantly refer to the rape as being like…The One Sin that Kinzo ever did in regards to Beatrice 2. As though they weren’t there actively helping him to raise her in isolation, imprisonment, lying to her about the world, about herself. As if that’s not also a nightmarish abusive situation already, just on it’s own. We have so little of Beatrice 2, but it’s an undeniable fact that she was a human utterly devoid of agency in every single way.. They stole from her even the choice to be angry or upset or aware about what was happening to her, what had happened to her. Of the choice to be a human and not a witch. Of the choice to be a daughter and not a wife. Genji’s half-truth phrasings during the games too when dodging confirmation from the siblings about whether Kinzo had a child with his mistress are especially disgusting. Since he’s not just outright lying like Nanjo, but denying Beatrice 2’s personhood as an individual, and slyly using Kinzo’s grooming logic that she was not really herself, but someone else (her mother), even if he did genuinely feel bad for her. I’m sure Genji, Kumasawa, and Nanjo contented themselves by thinking that a bird in a cage doesn’t long for the outside. But that’s a theft in itself. And this choice theft is only continued with Sayo. Robbed of her own unsurgically-altered body. Robbed of the context of her life. Robbed of the ability to make choices based on those two things. And then in telling her, far too late, she is robbed of the mundane, uncomplicated love that had existed in her heart for Battler. Robbed of a lineage not tainted by the most horrific abuse. Robbed even of the ability to look at her own father, at the people who raised her, with respect. Like…HELL IS NOT HOT ENOUGH!!!!
#tw rape#tw incest#tw grooming#tw abuse#umineko#umineko spoilers#genji ronoue#kumasawa chiyo#terumasa nanjo#beatrice ushiromiya#sayo yasuda#kinzo ushiromiya#the last line is worded oddly about ‘looking at her father with respect’ but by that i mean. how she had a kind of somewhat positive view-#-of kinzo before#since all those last few things are stuff that she never really had#as in she was always related to battler#she was always the product of incestuous rape#and kinzo and the complicit servants were always people who did not deserve her respect#but that was her reality which they destroyed. again.#the way the servants try to have their cake and eat it too by subjecting her to all of this to ease their and kinzo’s conscience about-#-her mother is so insane. like after all this fucking insanity. yes let’s deliver the bombshells that will shatter her whole pitiful world-#- weve forced her to live in. okay mission accomplished!#and they did it all with those smiles on their faces they thought they’d finally reached the happy ending to their twisted little story#of course sayo has a right to know and SHOULD know but the servants i feel were not telling her for her sake#but for their own. like their way of showing contrition#rather than finding some better way to do this than destroying her life in one fell swoop#text
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Made cake at 11pm today to celebrate my engagement because my parents refused to be happy about it.There is perhaps a small amount of bitterness in me. Cake was good though. Even if it's kind of gray for some reason.
#my mom could not emphasize enough now disappointed she was with my lifestyle choice but that she wanted me to be happy#and like girl#okay thank you for trying but also#she was patting herself on the back so hard for being such a good ally and accepting of it#and like no#you're at best tolerent which I know is better than a lot of lgbtq people get#but god fucking damn it it hurts so much that I'm engaged was met with I'm so disappointed and became a long discussion about religion#like I know if my partner has been a man they would have at least said congratulations instead of how they're disappointed#I tried to show my mom the engagement ring and she gave me such a look of reluctant disgust before changing the subject#so she didn't have to actually see it#and I'm just#yeah#there's some disappointment and devestation#anyways#happy engagement chem 🥂wish you were here#id feed you my suspiciously gray cake so we could get food poisoning together#me as person
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No crafting updates today, but I did bake a spiced pumpkin cake! And I made salted caramel sauce this weekend, so tomorrow I'll make the salted caramel frosting. My hip's doing better than it was yesterday, but now the muscles around my knee on that same side are rebelling, so still no iron or rotary cutter for me
#the person behind the yarn#it's that pesky 'don't use objects that would be dangerous if you had a muscle spasm while you are having muscle spasms' rule#like. it's worked. I have not injured myself with the rotary cutter or the iron at all#and considering I have various conditions that boil down to 'might pass out disease' that's no small accomplishment!#and like I did implement that rule because of the one time my leg did buckle while I was using the rotary cutter#like. I managed to flick the safety on it as I was falling#but I don't want to rely on that consistently happening#and my muscles are twitching from mid calf to my lower back on that side#which is still better than yesterday where it was from head to foot!#sometimes I just have to remind myself that rule exists for a reason#and that I should not test its necessity#and also like. sometimes I have to say out loud (or in tags) the small victories#could not make the quilt today but I did make the cake! successfully estimated what I could make#for family dinner tomorrow! I wanted to volunteer to make more but limited myself to dessert and made the components separately and ahead o#time and I might need help making frosting tomorrow but that's okay#I am going to sit here with my hot water bottle and electrolytes and play stardew valley some more
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We are all afraid of something...
I wonder what Prince Gumball's biggest fear would be?
There's an episode (Five short tables I think) where it shows that he's afraid of dying alone/his own mortality to some extent. I imagine that because he's long-lived and most likely has watched many people die before him, he's scared that there won't be anyone else by *his* side when it's his turn. There's no way of knowing when or how, he wouldn't be ready for it, so that's probably double scarier for him. He's an anxious fella
#tag rambling MMMMM MY FAVORITE#this made me think if Gumball is actually just long-lived or if he'd become something like the Mother Gum after enough centuries have passed#triple scary then because other than Neddy(Nelly?) he's the only gum humanoid in Ooo that we're aware of#so what if the deal with the Mother Gum is like... She releases this tiny gum things (or they're released by themselves) into the wild#and good luck baby you better survive if you want our species to continue existing 😄#He and Nelly survived but what if he dies before reaching a Mother Gum-state. and alone on top of that bc that must be a scary process#And if he dies then that means Nelly is alone. and probably would go through that alone too#I think he's also scared of not having anyone to take care of everything he left behind if he dies#and to reassure his people and loved ones that everything will be fine despite his absence#now I'm thinking about the way i portray him because I make it sound like he's “unworried” about his own life & wellbeing#he gets stabbed and he's just like “it's okay don't worry about it” BUT what if he does worry and like..#he knows it won't kill him so he doesn't panic but he might panic if he realizes that he got stabbed a little too close to a vital spot#but at the same time he won't if there's someone else with him because if he panics they'll panic and everyone panics#and he needs to be the bigger person at all times and and#does this make sense or am i just yapping#anyway I love you Gumball i just threw my English out the window to talk about your issues with death 🫶#fionna and cake#prince gumball
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Gotta relax somehow.
#kh#kingdom hearts#khux#brain#my posts#echo's art#this one's a bit messier than usual cuz i needed something quick out of my system. so congrats to this piece only taking 10 hours this time#(<- excuse to draw the new ml symbol as his earring)#it was nice drawing this though cuz the entire time it was just: how much can i draw out of memory#anyways 👋 to the seven people who sat through the time i only drew brain#don't think i'll ever have that same energy again but if i ever do cuz of ml: i am so sorry#(edit: okay i need to clarify something since the tags have been bothering me for months. 조각 can translate to slice too not *just* piece)#(i know google translate directly translates it as piece since slice is a different word. but if i said cake slice it would still be a 조각)#(maybe it's on me for not clarifying better but yes. he just wants two cake slices.)
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I felt very underwhelmed by the Fionna and Cake Ending. Idk, after how episode 7 and 8 were so great and left us on an exciting cliffhanger and there were so many expectations for it to be an incredibly emotional experience and it was so hyped up—and then it just … fell flat for me.
I somewhat predicted what would happen in the finale and I was kinda fine with it (the unhealthy dynamics with Petrigrof, Fionna having to accept her unmagical world) but the execution really sucked in my opinion.
But putting my thoughts and how I would have executed it under a read more~
I liked their final goodbye in Simon’s memories but I think everything that led up to it could have been done better. Simon and (Gol)Betty’s reunion was one of the biggest things fans were looking forward to in the series. I felt that while seeing Shermy and Beth was interesting, it wasn’t a good move to bring them into the plot at this point of the conflict. Plus, the Casper and Nova’s metaphor, while necessary for someone as dense as Simon, was pretty much spoon feeding information the audience could already tell, so it felt like it was pulling more time away from that confrontation.
I felt like they could have pushed Simon’s self-sacrificial (suicidal) tendencies and emotions. We’re coming in from the heels of an episode that had Ice King dying sobbing in his last moments. Simon, when confronting Golbetty was very somber, so to speak. As a viewer, I wanted an explosion between them. With Simon finally getting out all the misery he felt in a world that he doesn’t understand / doesn’t understand him, living in the shadow of your crazed self that was embroiled in sadness and madness and magic for a 1000 years, and having no self-worth and when he (thinks) can finally escape this misery by becoming the Ice King, being useful and saving Fiona’s world too, she—the woman that he loved and who left him—won’t let him die. We see this frustration when Simon's mind is projected in Shermy but it isn’t as fulfilling since it presented as more comedic.
Maybe, even with Simon realizing how much Betty sacrificed for him and gave herself up, he’ll ask why, why she would do any of that in the first place for him (maybe digging more into Betty’s obsessive nature in the first place because it’s obvious she was obsessed with him from the start).
Also, having more of Betty’s voice! While we can tell Betty made the choices she made and that she has agency, I wish there was more showing of how Betty feels being a cosmic deity. Based on the posts on Tumblr, I feel like there’s some confusion on whether Betty is Golb, if they’re fused, or if she’s piloting him(?) like some messed up mech. It doesn’t even have to be a long scene. Maybe, a simple scene of Simon wondering if he had doomed Betty and Betty showing him like a slight sliver of the universe and she experiences it, and of course Simon can’t comprehend it , but she can and she wouldn’t trade it for anything. Immortality already seems so lonely, so I wish it was more explicit that Betty was going off on an adventure that she would very much enjoy.
Having to bring in a simple metaphor (Casper and Nova) to explain the unhealthy dynamics of Petrigrof’s relationship (which the audience could already tell) but not explaining enough the ultimately positive experience Betty will have makes me think the writers swung towards one extreme in a pendulum.
I also think Fionna could have been fleshed out a lot more. While I understand she’s a regular human, in comparison to how Finn was fighting in the original show, She’s not really as active (though I understand they are different). It seemed more like plot things just happened to her and all she could do was react instead of acting. I understand they were going for an emotional character development with her with how the fantasy world isn’t as fun as it looks, but I would have liked more actiony scenes of her kicking butt that wasn’t innocent civilians and maybe villains yet still realizing this isn’t the life / fantasy that she wanted. Idk I felt Fiona’s development could have been handled better.
I don’t like scarab as a villain but I understand his necessity. However, dropping off Lil Destiny, Jay and all the others into Fionna’s verse was completely unnecessary. Especially, since they really didn’t contribute that much to the final fight. I would have rather they stayed in their respective universes but have been included in the final montage with showing how their worlds became better due to Fiona’s showing up.
Really, this is my idea with the final montage:
Simon coming back from his adventures and going into his weird room garage museum or whatever, just to see Finn, Marcy and PB worried and waiting there. Simon says something about almost becoming Ice King again. Everyone flips out before embracing him in a tearful hug
More gumlee, they were amazing
I think everything going on in Fionna’s world was pretty good in the original montage
For the whole world that was created with the Lich’s wish, maybe show scenes of the other Mos roaming around. Maybe they become more advanced somehow. Either way, life begins again.
For the vampire world, maybe a group of humans running away from another group of vampires. Suddenly, all the vampires are ran over by the peppermint tank and out pops Baby Finn. The humans surround the tank and see all the weapons to fight off the vamps. Someone picks up baby Finn—it’s Minerva (I can dream)
With the whole world with the Winter King, the ice starts to thaw out from that winter kingdom. There’s more grasslands and forests. We see PB fixing and giving prosthetics to candy citizens. Life keeps going.
With farm world, we see Jay introducing Lil Destiny to Finn over dinner. Finn, with bandages over his head and bear hat still in place drops a bowl of hunter’s stew on the dinner table and stares menancingly at Lil Destiny. All of his kids stare too. The mood is tense as Lil Destiny holds her spoon to take a sip of her stew, only to really like it and grab the bowl and gulp it down. Finn ends up cracking a smile and all the kids laugh now that she’s officially been approved.
In Ooo, more montage of Simon hanging out with loved ones. Since everyone has gotten a tattoo (or at least tried to), it’s Simon’s time to go with the whole crew, except he’s so indecisive with what he wants and nervous about the pain that he keeps jumping off and coming back to the tattoo table, only to end up irritating the spider tattoo artist anyways. Everyone laughs about it
We see that glowing blue being that GolBetty turned into looking over the cosmos, looking excited about what’s to come Also, having all the finns interact would have been very math...
#These things seem better drawn than written but i feel too burnt out for that#I don't even want to touch upon the whole glitching thing that was never explained#I feel like these problems could have been remediated if the show had more episodes- aka the problem is capitalism#Really I think the finale was okay but they should have pushed the emotions and drama more#But also these are my opinions too haha#the finns all have a monthly facetime conference in my head no i dont know how it works but it does#fionna and cake#adventure time#fionna and cake spoilers#fionna and cake meta#adventure time meta
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puppets bunker and ddos attacks have never been so much fun
#me holding my alliance like a squeaky toy and only getting one commend for it#I held you together. I raised u. I saved u and this is the thanks I get#but no I fuck around and find out for funsies and it’s like. six commends#anyway I was telling my friend like. I don’t have to think—#okay both healers die in alliance C and I rez one#I look back at my own alliance and half of everyone is dead. co-healer included#and then a bunch of them die again on the same mech#we almost die to the flyers not being killed bc the other alliances are dying#we get to the alliance split and our tank has an issue come up so he has to afk#so I’m keeping this ninja alive on a prayer#then half of the alliance dies again bc they went the wrong way w the arrow chaser aoes#that happened twice. there was a 30 percent boss health percentage difference going on#the icing on the cake tho was after the phase change in the final boss—boom ddos attack#so many people disconnecting. so many dying#alliance B lost everyone but the dps#it was carnage and I’m sitting here like. trying to keep everyone alive#tho like. Im not mad or upset about it tbh#it’s the sort of healer chaos where you’re sitting there juggling a bunch of stuff#that scratches the peanut of my brain#it’s much better chaos compared to CT raid chaos#mostly bc shield healers are the most fun at those levels compared to regen. to me at the very least#I have more resources at 80 w whm compared to 50 when shit hits the fan#but also pressing more than two buttons is more fun#CT just becomes utterly unbearable when you have people causing problems on purpose#when it is not an agreed upon clown time#ppl always talk about how bosses in nier have too much health when im like#im glad for it bc i like seeing mechanics#I love myths of the realm but when the final boss of the first raid can be killed before the most interesting mechanic is kinda#it’s kinda dogshit#owen talks
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tfw someone writes the exact fic you wanted to write/read/spent months crafting but its smutty so therefore you cannot enjoy it *eye twitching emoji*
#when. when you have the dumb notion you wanted to be the first to write it#despite planning to write fucking two years from now#like. of course someone got it eventually#but now I feel bad bc who else wants to read that concept am I right. but then I remember that one post#don’t think like their cake is better than mine. think HOLY SHIT TWO CAKES!#if people like it people will read it regardless if they’ve seen it before. we will have wildly different interpretations it is OKAY#I’ll forget about it in a few days but WOW. the feelings it gave me. but remember! HOLY SHIT TWO CAKES!#be heard#vent in the tags#I suppose
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that test was hard, time to eat cake
#school#i love cake#comfort food#lolll#gonna cry#brb crying#sobbing#screaming#my grades are dropping#hahaha#im goign insane#its okay#thats what i tell myself#everyone is better than me
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also it's mel's wriggling day today! make sure to keep wil away from the stove
Odarem: "So we heard. Really think we wouldn't find out about this, Autumn?"
Snow: "Hopefully she will like our gifts."
Odarem: "I already told Wil that we had the baking part of things covered, so don't worry about that."
#odarem speaks#snow speaks#(un)leash the beast#afallatmak#autumn#my art#snow art#odarem art#okay dont look at this too hard I drew this so so fast bc I have to do smthng but I wanted to doodle for the occasion#and also ftr the actual cake they made for her is was better than this doodle jshakfdf
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How much icing do you all think is too much icing?
Another year, another attempt at baking a cake. Happy Birthday, Koro-Sensei!
#Emile's Arts#Koro-Sensei#Self ship#Self insert#It holds up better than last year at least!#I broke the layers again and the icing once again is too melty#AND the edges are TOO CRUNCHY how'd THAT happen???#I'm going to keep doing this year after year (hopefully)#Until I get good enough to recreate the cake in the show#That's the goal!#We're two in gamers!!#Also this is TWO years together with Koro-Sensei sense I watched Assassination Classroom for the first time March 2021#So anniversary AND birthday!!!#Irina's sweater is going to be the death of me but it's too late to change it the colors stay and I just have to be okay with it#I'm not but I have to anyway#first my first time seriously drawing Irina and Karasuma they turned out pretty good!! I'm happy about that!#Happy Birthday Koro-Sensei! One of these years I'll get it right
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being emotionally honest w ur loved ones is actually cathartic?? whadda hell
#personal#past 2 days I've just had some p productive conversations w my mother that have gone better than I'd expected#like she said she suspects that both her and my dad got some sorta neurodivergence for the same reasons I think I got em#so it was nice to hear it's not just a me thing#and extremely long-time orla lore followers may know I've had some religious baggage for a while#but my mum asked me and I said honestly that I just can't get on board w the politics of that specific church#and she was just like ''well that's okay ig. hope u find ur own path back to god so u can find the same healing I have''#and that's a convo I've been anxious about having for YEARS now so it's just a v pleasant surprise that she took it so well#also if u have bothered reading this far. it is my birthday tomorrow so I shall reward u with one (1) slice of cake#please prepare ur fax machine or 3d printer to redeem ur free slice
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watching splatoon videos and theyre like ‘the splatoon 2 campaign was so easy anyone could beat it’ and im just sitting here still on world two after like 6 years
#its intimidating okay#please you must understand: i am terrible at video games#im just happy i could make it through the 3rd games campaign (im ignoring the fact it was made significantly easier than 1 and 2)#watching people play through that Girl Power level gives me anxiety lmao#yanno how i got through octo expansion ? BUYING MY WAY THROUGH. tbf that shit was hard but idc that shit gave me gamer sweats HAHA#all those mem cakes ? they are not real AHAHA#and its funny bc i only played it to get the octoling n then realized i liked the inkling hair better so what was the reason ? none.#splatoon#splatoon 3#splatoon 2
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This may seem silly but this is what I needed to hear in 2016, so I’m going to say it now. It’s okay to feel hopeless or angry or scared or betrayed or even just mildly nauseous. However you feel is the right reaction for you. You’re just not allowed to kill yourself. You are too good, too valuable, too important for this to be the thing that takes you. Yes the world is a mess, but taking one good person out of it isn’t going to make it any better.
So take care of yourself. Wrap yourself in that blanket. Get that hug. Eat that mug cake. Find your life preserver whatever it may be and keep going. You are stronger than you realize.
Deciding to do something when you’re feeling defeated is hard. If all you can take care of is you today, focus on doing that. Tomorrow or a week from now you can look at what your community needs to do to weather the storm in the long term. Yes communities are hurting now, but having to grieve one more person isn’t going to make anyone’s life any better. Please keep going. Please don’t let this election take you too.
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#just whining don't mind me#working on a big drawing with 10 characters and in a perspective I'm not used to and I just saw someone drew and posted something similar#like vaguely but it looks so much better than mine would ever look#and I'm so incredibly slow and in art block#has me wondering if it's even worth it to finish it and post it#two cakes two cakes two cakes two cakes two cakes two cakes two cakes two cakes two cakes two cakes two cakes two cakes two cakes two cakes#I know it should be fun for me first but man orz it'd still be nice to have people see my art#I don't know if people would want to see it at all because it's just my au again and there's tons of better ones out there#i don't like feeling this way orz I'll get better again soon I hope#I'm working on it#I try not to be jealous it's just not fair#I just have to try harder and accept that my style and what I draw just isn't what most people want to see and that's okay#But for now I'm a little sad and maybe that's okay too
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My younger nephew was eating this key lime pie and loving it. There’s chocolate cake too and he asked for some. He’s not supposed to have it bc he doesn’t get basically any sugar or red dye and it’s got both. Poppop heard him ask me and he comes and puts the fork from the pie plate 2 tha cake plate and did a 🤫 then stood in the living room like ��
#he only took rly small bites cuz he knows he’s not supposed to have it and we all cleared out so I’m sure it like doubled the vibes#honestly idk why he got the okay for the key lime pie like that must have tons of sugar#I guess it just sounds better than chocolate cake
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