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Hello! So I am, months later, still in love with your drawing of John Pruitt based on the song The Noose. I was wondering if you had it available as a print? I would love to buy it.
Hello hello! I'm so delighted to hear that <3 I'm not selling any prints atm BUT i've been meaning to set a print shop for quite some time, so if I do eventually I will write about it!
#ask#okay i'm motivated now#whats funny is that I can't even print out my own art for my own pleasure
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posting this with absolutely no context
#am i a cryptid now? i log on like once in a blue moon to post cringe and then leave again#ace attorney#apollo justice#tikki#random stuff#my stuff#ooookay okay okay okay. anyone reading the tags can have a LITTLE context‚ as a treat#so. sitting on my ao3 currently is an unfinished fic with exactly this premise#i want to finish it so bad. it haunts me every day. people leave such nice comments and everything#but i just have no motivation. trust me i've tried#i thought that perhaps drawing it might finally kick my brain back into gear#i'm so sorry readers i'm sorry i WILL finish it i promise it's not abandoned#it was so much fuuuuun#tikki are you seeing this. cringefail author who keeps playing video games instead of writing lmao#anyway goodbye friends i am gone again. logging off once more
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Tough And Sweet (Like You And Me) ♡
'Gale looks unfairly handsome in the soft golden light of the late evening, but even more unfair is the fact that John can’t just bridge the gap between them and kiss his feelings away. The more time he spends around Gale, the more it feels like he’s being consumed by his overwhelming infatuation, and there’s not a single thing he can do about it that doesn’t involve the risk of scaring the man out of his life.
So he shuts the truck door behind him after promising Gale he’ll text when he’s safe inside, and he tries not to stare too forlornly as the truck putters off down the street and rounds the corner.'
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#tough and sweet fic#clegan#so nervous to post this!! been wanting to make this edit since i started this fic and finallllyyy did. i hope it does the boys justice <3#johnslittlespoon edits#buckbucky#feeling so sappy tn over them and how much love i've been so lucky to be shown for this silly little fic that has now taken over my life#i rly am so lucky sooo so lucky i think ab it sm i know it's just fanfic but!!#to have smth that feels so vulnerable to share be accepted with such open arms has truly been healing to me#i'm so very thankful <33 will never take it for granted#dedicated to c and ali for making me giggle and for motivating me endlessly w their kind words <33 sobs#okay gonna go hide back in ch7 doc and/or sleep now so i don't have to perceive being perceived
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Little bright colored outfit with a fun vest ~
(shoes from ebay like 10 years ago. everything else is thrifted)
#ootd#jfashion#fashion#fantasy fashion#mori kei#....like... adjacent... lol#no idea what style this would be lol.. makes me think of like whimsical vaguely fantasy themed childrens book character#finally posting one of my aforementioned seven million drafts of actual outfits and costumes i have finished and edited#the photos for but just never feel like posting lol..#I need to find one of those people whos like 'omg i am ADDICTED to social media ugh i wish i could get off of it#im just browsing and posting like 60 times a daaaaay!!!' and take a little magical bottle and suck some of the social media#enthusiasim out of them. for moi. In exchange they can have some of my 'literally just never in the mood to post or interact with the#outside world ever' energy. We can balance each other. huzzah and so on#Though I think maybe it's part of the general thing I've heard of like.. I can't remember if it was in reference to adhd or just some sort#of general execcutive functioning issue type of thing - but the idea that things have to be ''just right'' before you do something. like#'oh i need to do this task. but i have to wait until XYZ first' or 'oh i can do this but only if X specific condition is met' or etc#The fact that I even have to be in a Specific Mindset to post. or sometimes will delay posting on social media because like 'oh well#I'm going somewhere tomorrow. somehow this matters. i cannot spend 5 minuts posting TONIGHT. clearly it will interfere#somehow schedule wise with the doctor appointment i have 15 hours from now. yes. yes. i must wait until my appointment is over#tomorrow afternoon. THEN i shall post' or etc. etc. lol. NOT even taking into account the many days#I just genuinely and physically sick and it's not even a mental thing. I just physically dont feel like sitting at the computer lol..#ANYWAY.. trying to get back into it. trying to get a business bank account.. make a proper paypal so i can start selling sculptures again.#selling clothes and sculptures.. posting about such things then of course as one must. etc... chanting to hype up and motivate myself lol#But yes. this is my favorite outfit out of the bunch so I am posting it first I guess.. maybe others later..#Also the purple dress says its from shein. which I've heard is bad fast fashion stuff. but maybe okay since its second hand? I havent#been to the bins since like 2020 or late 2019 even. and I think stuff like shein and temu has only become poular in the past few years#but I bet if I went to the bins now I might would find a good handfull of that stuff. Probably now not much different than what you#find in a walmart or a forever 21 or actual physical stores you can go to though. I hear quality of clothing is down everywhere no matter#where you get it or whatnot. What bountiful joys unfettered capitalism and exploitation bestows upon us (<being sarcastic).#Wearing one of my favorite little vests though. I love the texture of it and the clasps on it
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song about something you'll never be forgiven for. beepbox link here, and a singalong under the read more :''-)
starting point "…so don't look back" i took your hand and led you astray into the light i fear i might have made a fatal mistake walk in a straight line walk in a straight line i couldn't ask i only hope that sinners are saved but in all honesty, my honor keeps me somewhat afraid walk in a straight line don't dare look behind ♫♫♫ i had a dream we tried to reach the finishing line but in the silence still the time we killed had come back to life walk in a straight line walk in a straight line the signs had merged into a single "end of the world" where every undead thing was damned to sing "esrever ni gnos a" walk in a straight line …tell me that you're fine ♫♫♫ walk in a straight line (walk in a straight line) don't dare look behind (don't dare look behind) tell me that you're fine (something that had died) you're still breathing right? (are you satisfied?) walk between the lines (how to save a life) don't dare look behind (change the ending line) reach the end this time (tell a little lie) bring me back to life… ♫♫♫ if i'd look back and held the hands that led me astray into the light i'd proudly cry "this is my final mistake" walk with me this time walk with me this time i should have asked i know the answer's somewhat cliché but was it worth the price and worth the pain? you're fading away— walk with me this time bring me back to life… if i'd look back… if i'd look back… if i'd look back… if i'd look back… if i'd look back… if you'd look--
#i've been sitting on this song for a while now... i really wanted to make a video for it but it's late and i can't afford to stay up#for much longer. and i know if i leave this for tomorrow it won't get finished until like. 839482394 months later.#i'm just glad i was able to sketch something that i don't completely hate LOL#anyways.. many many thoughts and feelings poured into this one#i will say the primary thing that inspired it was killua & gon#and also yhk . They Looked Back#wish i could somehow concisely explain my thought process for the song's original meaning but its somewhat convoluted#i guess in essence it was motivated by the idea of ''what if orpheus really did somehow manage to Not look back?''#''isn't it more tragic that way? that he never looks back and just keeps walking?''#sniffles. yeah. shoutout to killua ''rip to orpheus but I'm Different'' zoldyck for that one#theres a lot of other different ways to interpret the song but that one's still one of my favorites...... lol#okay hugs and kisses and goodnight.... maybe one day i'll be able to make that video of mine. smiles#lalala#fishbowl
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Miss, it's time to go to bed. Are you on your phone again? Sleeping late will ruin your lovely skin. This is the final warning. If you don't fall asleep now, We are going to dance. - "잘자요 아가씨" by ASMRZ
found this song and i was possessed to draw @starriegalaxy's butler Eclipse dancing to it
(also i apologize in advance for my horrendous hiragana, hangul, and cursive)
Textless, effectless version under the cut!
#fnaf eclipse#fnaf dca#dca fandom#fear factor au#he's sweet and multilingual#and his silly little dance will charm you all#the power of shoujo compels you#me drawing the roses: maybe people will be too distracted by the pretty butler bot to notice i don't know what i'm doing#me writing the hiragana hangul and cursive: maybe people will be too distracted by the pretty butler bot to notice i don't know what i'm do#took some creative liberties by giving him a tail coat#because he needed more sway to his silhouette#and i like tail coats#this is also lowkey a surprise for starrie after he presentation today#after i finished drawing i saw another translation that goes#“oh dear mischievous princess”#which is also good#but i like how “this lady is unstoppable” is also kinda motivating too haha#i'm not fluent so i don't know which is closer tho#i know “やれやれ” can be translated to “good grief” but i felt like “oh dear” fit the tone better#crab art#digital art#bright colours#okay i'm going to bed now before butler Eclipse dances the night away
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Growing up with strict, neurodivergent parents while neurodivergent yourself will have you as an adult acting like you've recently escaped the feywild. What are the tricky rules? Is everything accounted for? How do I ensure I don't accidentally step over the line into Impoliteness. You know the consequences aren't death and dismemberment but you might look down one day and find you've lost your shadow and all of your friends if you're not careful
#this post motivated by getting frozen yogurt with friends#and they tried to pay for me and I said I thought I was paying for myself#because I didn't know the acceptable amount and couldn't see their cups#so instead of risking having gotten too much and stepping over the invisible boundary of what it was okay to let them pay for#I played it safe and paid for myself#which is sometimes a risky play because it's rude to refuse a gift#but I said I thought I was paying for myself#implying I didn't know it was a gift and therefore am not refusing but rather not in a position to accept#because I'm a scared little child inside who wasn't allowed to get a small but was still hungry after having a baby size#or am I a refugee of the faewilds trying to lawyer my way through all of these rules nobody else talks about lmao#neurodivergent#neurodiversity#fae#fey#feywilds#socially awkward#social rules#politeness#idk how to tag things and I've been here like five years now send help
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They're so lovely, your Honour. Dadmare is king, his boys forever goofy. I refuse to stop complimenting your art-
The one where Nightmare, he HIGHLIGHTED concerning lyrics that he PRINTED OUT to show CROSS. It's so wholesome- he's such a dad and I love it. I love your art, it's so sweet. I love it.
Asdbkjbfjk STOP I'M GOING TO DIE hello 911 somebody's being nice to me on the internet help
Thank you!! <3 You are FAR too kind, I am sending 1 million good vibes directly to your home as revenge >:3c
He just worries! He wants his sons- I mean boys- I MEAN UNDERLINGS to be happy and when he hears one of them absolutely wailing about feeling numb and disappointed he wants to check in. Also he finally learned to use the printer without help and he's taking advantage of it.
It's also important to note this is all Pigeon's fault for having such amazing cool ideas and going feral with me about them, which is how we get things like this
Smooth.
#UTDR#UTMV#Ask#Thelunarsystemwrites#Pigeonstab#Tagging you because you're responsible for this motivation!!#But for reals alhdgdkks thank you so much!! This was way too nice it made me squeak when I read it <3#Also these are so messy I'm sorry#I just really badly wanted to draw something for this#And with tonight's thoughts I was inspired#Don't notice that I forgot my own tattoos in that first drawing#Genuinely hearing that I make the boys goofy is such a high compliment to me#I am always striving for goofy so thank you very much <3#Okay now I need to sleep for reals goodnight gang!!
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Hey long time no post! :D It's been a hot minute for sure lol but I'm back in full swing this weekend for grand festival 🩷💚 I decided to take on the ever so ambitious (for me lol) project of drawing all the idols over the next few days omg.. Am I ever gonna get to playing turf wars?? 。゚(゚´Д`゚)゚。 anw the squid sisters are up first YAYY!! And hopefully Pearl and Marina tomorrow, fingers crossed I can keep this going!!
#I'm team present btw hehe#also life update I went through a breakup a week ago yippie..#but I'm finally at some sort of normal right now so I'll be okay!!#it's been rough lol#But hey on the plus side its really motivated me to draw a lot!! :D#that's something!#artists on tumblr#art#cute art#digital art#digital illustration#teacolouredart#splatoon 3#squid sisters#splatoon#grand festival#splatoon splatfest#splatoon fanart#splatoon callie#splatoon marie#callie and marie#it's past 2 am for me btw I'M STILL GONNA GET ONE GAME IN TRY AND STOP ME#procreate#splatfest
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I'm an advocate for Stainmight. I love them so much and have been trying to convince others just how much sense they make as a ship. Stain would absolutely do anything for Toshi. He'd reform himself and become the best version of himself if Toshi asked it of him.
They deserve the world 🥹😭
HI HI NICE TO MEET YA!!! :3 You are so real for that... Also HE ABSOLUTELY WOULD!!!
Also let me give you those weird school doodles of em :3 ignore how their height makes no sense in every pic and other mistakes lol I did those instead of studying ಥ‿ಥ I PROMISE THAT I WILL COOK SMTH SOON!!!
(btw on the second pic Toshi forgot his scarf and Stain forced him to wear his but then they just decided to share it :D I might redraw it later and fix all the mistakes like Toshi's height LMAO)
ANYWAYS I LOVE ALL STAINMIGHT SHIPPERS GUYS PLEASE I WANT TO HUG YOU ALL AND SHAKE YOUR HANDS AND AND *explodes*
#cj 24#asks#art#doodles#school doodles#boku no hero academia#my hero academia#mha#bnha#all might#stain#stainmight#toshinori yagi#akaguro chizome#hero killer stain#I WANNA JUMP AND SCREAM BUT I'M IN SCHOOL RN HELP#I'm so excited I'm literally abt to explode#THANK YOU FOR YOUR ASK ANON!!! Wish I could see your nickname and follow you lol xD#I finally have motivation to draw em so that I can feed all of the stainmight fans#sorry that it's basically crumbs rn but hey that's at least smth#I have more doodles of them but they are uhhh not that great :')))#sooo umm guys would you be interested if I drew more of stainmight? :3#I will cook I promise (unless depression hits me again and I don't post for 4 months...)#btw sry for that I was just ummmm fighting demons#and also sorry for my followers cuz they are here for tf2 or other stuff and def not mha lol#all I draw now is crappy stainmight doodles and also my ocs#maybe I should post abt my ocs... BUT STAINMIGHT IS THE TOP PRIORITY RN!!!#okay sry for yapping so much BYE GUYS SEE YOU SOON#STAINMIGHT CANON!!!
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I realized that A Crown of Candy is actually the first time I've watched Zac Oyama play D&D, and it's frankly been wild watching how masterfully and quickly he sets up Lapin and the depths of this rabbit. I know it's been said that Zac's an excellent player, but it's one thing to hear and another to actually witness.
I feel like it probably shouldn't surprise anyone that the liar spellcaster with the religious bullshit is my favorite right off the bat, but it's funny because the first introduction of him did not endear me to him whatsoever, and in fact kind of off-put me, but every further piece of information about him, and in fact many of his offhand comments, feels like picking up a log on the ground and finding an entire microbiome underneath.
#yes I do know that his fate is not kind and frankly that makes it even better for me#I don't know how it happens (do not spoil it pls. I'm watching so slowly okay.) but regardless it feels fitting#also I was watching slowly but I will probably get through it faster now that I have motivation lol#me constantly: it's literally not that much content. just fucking watch it.#also me: but... I am so tired.... and so distracted..........#lapin cadbury#acoc#dimension 20
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"Together with Stéphane" [x] [image description in the article: Shoma Uno holds a piece of paper with his hopes for the second half of the season, which says "together with Stéphane", in Beijing, China, on December 10, 2023.]
―This season you are focusing on expression, but do you actually feel like there is a dilemma between the skating that you want to do and the current rules? ◆Until last year, yes. I didn't like that what is considered as a good performance is 'jumping'. [...] But it's what we do within the rules. We have to be able to adapt to any rule. So I also want to practice according to the current rules. Until last year, my opinion clashed with Stéphane's on this aspect. I only wanted results, while Stéphane wanted me to work hard on expression as well. But expression doesn't really bring points. Until last year I was thinking, 'No, no, I have to focus on jumps'. Now I agree with Stéphane. I don't know if it's because I'm in a state of mind where I'm satisfied with my results, but now I'm going in the same direction as Stéphane, so I want to do the things he wishes for."
―After your performance, you turn to coach Lambiel right away. Is that because you want to see his reaction first? ◆First of all, yes. This time, after the short program was over, he looked really delighted. He was really pleased after this free skate too, and I was really happy about that. There's a part of me that feels like I'm working hard for that. I guess that that kind of moments are what make me happy.
―Your fellow teammate Koshiro Shimada also said, "The goal of Shoma and I is to make Stéphane scream in excitement as much as possible.'' ◆Certainly (laughs). That's for sure.
―Does it motivate you to perform in a way that makes people around you happy? ◆Of course that's one of my motivations. However, making Stéphane happy is more like a "goal" than a motivation.
―You wrote "together with Stephane" on the cardboard. ◆This is my current state of mind. My heart, mind, and motivation are overflowing, and although this grand prix series made Stéphane really happy, I can still make him even happier. From now on, I want to do my best and work hard towards the next events together with Stéphane, and show the results in competition.
(Note: this was translated by me, but a much longer full translation has been shared here and here with more content than what I posted on tumblr)
#shoma uno#stephane lambiel#figure skating#grand prix final 2023#i really... have no words to describe this#the way shoma has been talking about stephane over these three grand prix events has been ... a lot#shoma loudly and aggressively proclaiming his love for stephane at every chance he gets was not on anyone's bingo card i think#i'm honestly shaken by all of this#his goal is stephane's happiness because that also means his own happiness and i will never be okay again ;;#but also: do not make this a place to complain about where he gets his motivation from please#or how he expresses it - you should trust his judgement by now
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So, I just saw my love life falling apart.
Is there any better motivation to shift !?
#i'm so not okay right now#but that's okay !#shifting#shifting realities#reality shift#shifter#shifters#shiftblr#shifting blog#shifting community#reality shifting#shifting motivation
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some c3e89 reflections
Fully losing my mind over all the cast's theories they talk about in the ep89 cooldown. The city being a massive funnel for Ludinus to suck up Predathos? Liliana thinking she can prevent The Worst Outcome, while insisting that Ludinus has some undisclosed redeeming qualities? Ashley continuously questioning the existence of Predathos? I love it. And I particularly love all the conversations about the gods, their importance for the world, questioning Liliana's assessment of them as tyrants, and that you can live your whole life on Exandria without knowing more than the gods' names. I also found their discussion of who deserves to come to Exandria interesting. They didn't really get too far into it, but the idea of a stolen homeland and the need for some sort of "restoration" is definitely something I've been thinking about since they've met some of the Ruidus peoples - there are some colonial/native parallels shining through. And just in general, it's wholly fascinating that even now - on the moon - it seems like, other than Orym and FCG, none of the Hells are actually particularly convinced that saving the Gods is necessary and worthwhile. They know that Ludinus is bad news, but they aren't in it to save the divine. I like that this leads to great in- and out-of-character discussions, but it must be difficult for each of them to find their motivation to put it all on a line for a cause that they only circumstantially stumbled into.
#critical role#C3e89#critical cooldown#Like ashton has his connection to the titans but I don't see that as a clear motivator#Especially now that his shard has been activated#They're probably in it because they wanna stick with the party which... Fair#Imogen and Fearne have personal connections#FCG wants to save the Changebringer (???)#I actually don't really get FCG and the Changebringer#This connection feels weirdly hollow to me#Chetney wants to... be remembered? I'm least certain of his motivation tbh#Laudna is driven by Delilah and her love for Imogen but she's also not really here for the cause#Orym wants to do what's right and what's necessary but mostly out of military duty and revenge more than clear determination#He would go wherever he's told he's most needed by his leader#Okay glad I worked all of that out in the tags don't mind me
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in my emo era cuz someone went to pull an all nighter and study smh
#angel yaps 💭#...lowkey should do the same#but no#instead i decide to mope around#don't even feel like writing man#my yap tag is so real tho#all i do is yap yap and yap#sena i miss you already#sometimes i feel bad for her#like she has to deal with my clingy ass#smh#manifesting i get my motivation to write#or study#idk anything#I'm sitting and being useless rn#okay I'll stop yapping in the tags now
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It's taking every muscle in my body to not share this wip. The linework is so good.. Faaartttt
#I've been trying so damn hard to not show WIPS ever since getting into jojo#Not really correlated but I figured It'd be a good time to start#Because the moment the people I'm excited to share it with see it I'm like ''okay well I guess I'm done now'' and my motivation plummets#Even to Jun (currently working in his room for most of the day) which is DREADFUL
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