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mrboogerlip · 5 months ago
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*inhale* PLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASE
Do chris king headcanons.
Wow!!! I was wondering if I would receive an ask about characters that aren’t my own! Whee! Thank you, anon! :D
I might have listed some stuff that was actually said in the game… I have a bit of a hard time remembering.
Chris is good at cooking because he went through a “Cinderella and her stepmother” type of situation. His parents forced him to do all the work around the house (cooking, cleaning, etc.) and treated him badly, favoring Aria instead.
Chris quickly “fell in love” with MC because they were the only person who showed attraction towards him. (Besides Aria of course LOL)
Chris gets very clingy and often asks for reassurance from his partner, maybe to even a suffocating degree…
Chris loves kids and wants to have a family of his own, but couldn’t have any in his marriage with MC because of financial issues. Also, I can imagine MC not liking children since they’re already such a blatantly mean person LOL
Chris was a virgin until he met MC.
Along with having a huge dick, Chris also has a nice big ass that even Marcus stares at sometimes!!! (I’m not sorry XD)
Chris always moans his partner’s name during sex, says “I love you” to his partner when he’s nearing his climax, and likes to cuddle afterwards! (I say “partner,��� not MC, since MC was awful at fucking Chris apparently...)
Chris is perfect at being both a submissive bottom and a dominant top. Although he’s usually really gentle and loving during sex, he can definitely get really kinky and go rough too!!
Sorry, I wish I had more. 😔 But hopefully you had at least a bit of fun reading~
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thekittyokat · 11 months ago
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you ever just have a lot, a LOT of feelings all at once about a character and not even remotely enough words or brainpower to FORM the words to describe everything you're feeling. so it feels like you may explode. yeah
#sorry i got really into my feelings about mark hoffman again#the very specific version of him in my brain that i really really wish i had the time and energy to properly share with you guys#saw#well until i muster the energy to explode all of my feelings out into a fic. if you want to TRY and understand#know that my three biggest hoffman fic insps right now are as follows#your best kept secret hoffman. a series of mistakes hoffman. and rushed like a dreadful wind hoffman.#there is a very clear throughline just know i am extremely emotionally compromised rn#thinking about theee fics vs the canon path hoffman spirals down#something something the absolute tragedy of watching a man's descent into madness#the transformation of a man into a monster#and what could have saved him from himself and kramer's corruption#sorry i'm rambling so much oh my god i was just having such a crying fit out of nowhere about this#do you think he could feel it happening. do you think he was aware he was losing his mind.#the script version of him fucks with me so bad. the crazed rankings and the longer hair and him not being well kept anymore#it's impossible to think he didn't know he was deteriorating#fuuuck okay i need to either chill or write a whole longfic rn#i project on that guy so much i truly don't know if i could properly write my vision of him#until i do something more substantial the full extent of my hoffman exists for me and my boyfriend only. they get me like no one else#well ginny and jenna also get me. please read best kept secret and a series of mistakes Oh My God#where am i going with this. i like tag rambling actually this is a nice way to do it without forcing EVERYONE to read my delirium#anyways if you've read all of this i think i love you? feel free to dm me about hoffman and my very specific headcanons and aus#maybe soon i'll try and start writing my fics about this tragic man#i could never say any of this on twitter btw they'd string me up for my opinions on him as a sad wet beast who could have been fixed#if only he hadn't been weaponized first#god i'm too tired to even be as embarrassed about this as i should be. thought i unlearned cringe already#but i've been spending way too much time on twitter and they HAAATE hoffman there#rip. i know it's not that serious but i'm sensitive rn and hate feeling lonely in my thoughts#ok bye for real otherwise i'll never shut up. i might tag ramble more often bc this was therapeutic in a way i needed badly#cat chat
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yoinkschief · 3 months ago
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please don't look at me this is the first time I've been self indulgent about Sonic since I was a kid this is making me flustered hrhghhh Amy Rose nothing could ever make me hate you
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softpine · 8 months ago
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can you please, please relate? i’m not holding up
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lazzarella · 9 months ago
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Could be off base, but I was thinking about Fang (again! Surprise!) and, with a couple of things he says, I don't think it's the hugest stretch that he might see himself as difficult to love at times? Which makes it lovelier that, not only is he loved so easily, but he also accepts that love so easily. Like, he knows that Tan likes him before Tan asks him out, but he never pushes him away, he never doubts it, like other characters might. And, I don't know, I just think it's nice. I really like the way his character is written
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teddybeartoji · 3 months ago
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i think i've gotten softer over the last few months and idk in a way i think i'm a bit embarrassed over it lmao well it's not that i've GOTTEN softer i've just been thinking more about what i'm actually into and what i am not into.......
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allgirlsareprincesses · 9 months ago
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Stop calling My Lady Jane stupid! It's not stupid, it's actually a very deliberate and carefully crafted show FFS. They purposely made it anachronistic and whimsical and sexy AF! And it's good at being all those things!
Just like how Bridgerton isn't real history either and it's not trying to be, but it's very good at being a romantic fantasy!
Stop trying to prove you have refined taste and just enjoy things!
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lakesparkles · 3 months ago
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HI EVERYBODY!! :D
I'm glad to say that I'm feeling way better now, it's the happiest I've felt in the last... What? Three weeks? And yeah, most people were right: what I needed was to step back and be out of the internet a little. (Not that I'm taking a break 100%, I'm just here less). I'm feeling like drawing again and this is great to me!!
Aaaand the lesson I learned is that your brain finds weird ways to improve your mental health: this time, to me, was to spend most of my time drawing Squid Game yaoi and watching Tik Tok videos. If it helps, it helps ig
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willowser · 11 months ago
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okay last thing and i know this is easier said than done and i think it's less of final end point and more of a continuous journey but once you let go of your shame and embarrassment over the things that make you happy, you'll have a lot more fun
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your--isgayrights · 8 months ago
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hm have i ever considered that people thinking my fic is abandoned is actually part of the metanarrative about the theme of the fic that includes "not forgetting about or valuing less something that is unpolished or 'half-finished' because it still can communicate full moments of genuine human existence and understanding between reader and writer" so actually I should stop being irked by 'is it unfinished' comments and just appreciate the way they nicely add onto this fully constructed and definitely deliberate quality of of metanarrative? no i have not but i am thinking that now and it is funny.
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lovetommyactually · 5 days ago
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The mind is a weird place
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softquietsteadylove · 13 days ago
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Badly hurt Gil and a caring Thena? :3
Gil blinked up at the ceiling. He really had no idea what happened to him. Last he could remember he was at work. They had a soup special so he was trying to get out the big stock pots from the shelf.
"Seems I'm still your emergency contact."
He nearly jumped in the rickety little hospital bed. It was like a dream, seeing her there next to him. But she smiled, holding a little paper hospital coffee cup and looking like she'd rolled out of bed to be here. Not that she looked bad, of course, but he knew her comfy hoodie and leggings were disguising that she had been in her pajamas already before coming here. It was her 'throw something on' outfit.
She still looked beautiful.
"You're still mine, for what it's worth," she admitted, albeit more quietly into the pitiful little cup. "Awful lot of paperwork, I recall thinking when I first considered changing it."
"Uh, yeah," he blinked. He wasn't seeing double at least, and he was pretty sure the faint glow she had was just because of the yellow-y light of the hospital combined with her natural prettiness. "You know what happened?"
Her light commentary left her and she frowned, her shoulders drawing inward. "You slipped at work. It was only a few small stairs of a tumble, but you got knocked out. They had to bring you here."
"Shit," Gil cursed, flopping against the pillows again. He was missing their busiest night, and that was besides the fact that the restaurant would not be happy about having to file a workplace compensation for his little accident.
"Are you okay?" Thena asked more directly, but just as gently. She leaned over in the chair she had dragged as close as she could. "Do you remember anything?"
He groaned, ruffling his hair, although he quickly learned that was a mistake, given the pounding in his head. "I was getting out some stock pots to make the soup special. We, uh, are supposed to store them lower down but it's easier to keep the food more in reach and the pots higher up."
Thena raised her brows at him, in a blatantly unimpressed way. "Because why have to get up on your tip-toes for salt when you could instead concuss yourself with a steel pot?"
He winced, and not just from his migraine. "Yeah, I guess that's about it."
Thena sighed, and he shifted in the bed uncomfortably. She had laughed it off, but she didn't really have to be here for him. They had called her because he hadn't thought to change his paperwork since their breakup. She had left the comfort of her home just to sit here with him. "I'm just glad you're all right."
He gave her a poor attempt at a smile. "Sorry, Thena."
He would have understood her being a little pissed at him for the whole mess. But she blinked at him, her eyes all teary. It made his chest clench; he always hated it when she cried, as rare as it was. His shoulders even flinched, wanting to reach out to hold her out of reflex.
"I was worried," she whimpered out with a wobbly lip. "I got a call asking if I was your contact, and they told me you fell, and were knocked out, and I would need to be here before you could be released, a-and-"
"Hey, come on sweetheart," he whispered, attempting to lean over in the bed to reach out for her. It really wasn't manageable, and also everything hurt.
She spared him, moving over for herself to wrap her arms around his neck. Her face buried itself in his shoulder, in a way that was so familiar it was painful (more painful than his body full of bruises). "Never do this to me again."
"I won't," he promised immediately. He wasn't sure how real a promise that was, the floors could get a little slippery sometimes, and he wouldn't say he was as naturally graceful as Thena. But he rubbed her back and turned his head so he could bury his nose in her hair. "I'm sorry, Thena. I'm okay, I promise."
She pulled away, swiping at her tears and making sure she looked annoyed with him enough that it would be chastising. "I'll be the judge of that. They've recommended you not be alone for 24 hours after you wake up, just in case."
Gil made a face, "I'm guessing I'm not allowed to get that surveillance at work?"
"Not a chance."
He sighed; they were really not gonna like this.
"They'll live," Thena drawled as she picked up her coffee again, only to immediately make a face and put it back down.
Gil eyed the sad little cup. "That isn't decaf, huh?"
"I'm sure it would taste just as awful if it were," she lamented, at least sitting back in the chair as she rubbed her temple.
Gil looked at the clock and then back at her. "I'm sorry they dragged you out here."
But she looked at him again with those big, beautiful green gemstones-for-eyes she had. "I would have come even if it were the dead of night, you know."
He smiled a little. He couldn't help it. He was glad to know that they hadn't ended on such bad terms that she would leave him to his own health emergencies. "Yeah, I guess I do know."
Thena tilted her head at him. "Not that there will be any more of these little incidents, now will there?"
"No, ma'am."
"Hm," she hummed to herself, but he could see that little almost-smile of satisfaction at the corner of her lips. She liked establishing herself as an authority in any situation.
He always told her she wore it well, that it was sexy on her. But he kept his mouth shut this time.
Thena looked over at the bag full of his possessions. "I've heard this go off a few times. Your workplace, I assume."
"Yeah, it's probably the boss man making sure I can't sue him for emotional distress or something," Gil sighed. He had a flash of panic as Thena pulled his phone out, trying to think if there was anything embarrassing he wouldn't want her seeing.
Had he taken the heart off her name in his contacts? Had he changed the colour scheme from the green that reminded him of her eyes? Were any of his top texts about how he was most certainly developing feelings for his ex-girlfriend and current 'something' again?
But Thena pulled it out and handed it to him before settling back in the chair and pulling out her own phone.
He pulled it up with a faint smile. He had half expected her to immediately open it for herself and start texting in his place. There was a time when she hadn't had any problem commandeering things in situations like this. He had found it a little bossy at the time, not that he'd mentioned as much.
Thena looked up from her phone, "do you want me to mention this to the others?"
He smiled at her even more. They really were different from when they had broken up, and he was pretty sure it was for the better. "Yeah, that's okay. I'm sure we would have told them eventually anyway, right?"
"Hm."
Gil went back to his phone, texting the guys at the restaurant and his boss individually, assuring them that he wasn't dead or even injured all that severely. Although he would have to miss yet another dinner service.
"It's okay," Thena began, and sheepishly at that. When he looked up at her she dashed her eyes away, "that I came here...right?"
He blinked, "they called you, didn't they?"
She squirmed, and he saw that hand tuck her hair behind her ear. "Yes, but I mean...had you had your choice of who would come, would it have been me, is what I'm asking."
Did he really want his ex to be the one waking him up and taking him home and monitoring him, she meant. Was it weird that they were doing something like this after having dissolved their live-in partnership more than a year ago? And if it wasn't, shouldn't it be?
But Gil couldn't stop smiling. Maybe they'd given him something for the headache while he was still out, but he was just so happy to see her. It was so soothing to hear her voice, so easy on the eyes to see her familiar blonde braid, no makeup, lazy clothes, bags under her eyes and all.
Thena finally managed to look at him again, toying with the end of said braid.
"There's no one else I'd rather have here," he answered honestly (maybe a little too honestly). Thena smiled down at her lap, too pleased with the answer to hide it but too embarrassed to do so directly at him. "Really."
Thena pressed her lips tighter together, something she did when she was trying to make herself smile less, not that it ever worked. But it was cute to see these habits of hers again. "So be it."
He eased back again. Maybe they did give him something, or maybe he needed more now.
Thena took notice of the very slight movement and leaned over him again. "I'm sorry, Gil, you can't go back to sleep just yet. They said they would check on you every hour. Now that you're up, I'm sure they have tests they need to conduct."
He pouted at her like a boy, "but I'm tiiiiiiiiired."
She smiled at him, and before either of them knew it, she pressed her lips to his forehead. "I know. Just focus on me."
Well, that he could do. He drew his eyes up to her beautiful, flawless face again. At least it was a nice way to keep himself awake. "Tell me about your day. Don't tell me you also fell down some stairs and got knocked out by a stock pot too."
Thena laughed faintly, filling the stuffy silence of the room. "Nothing so exciting, I'm afraid."
"Gilgamesh?"
They both jumped faintly as the door opened and both a doctor and nurse came into the room. The doctor looked at both of them, "and Thena--you're his partner?"
"I'm--he's--we're-" Thena tried and failed to get out as the two professionals just stared, waiting for an answer. Under the immense pressure, she managed to squeak out, "yes."
Gil looked at her desperately, but she was turning her head almost away from even the doctor. Nothing could hide the bright pink building in her cheek and spreading to her ears, though.
"Okay," the doctor smoothed over the weird vibe between them, moving over to the free side of his bed. "Gilgamesh, I'm gonna ask you some questions, okay?"
"Sure," he answered eagerly, although he was busy looking at his cute, flustered 'partner' sinking back into her chair and avoiding looking at him for all she was worth.
#Thenamesh Breakup AU#thank you so much for the ask!!!!#I hope you like it and I hope it's okay this is the au for it#I've been thinking of a scenario like this#because these two barely managed to change their addresses#let alone their contact information#all of that stuff Gil is worried about?#he had a green theme because he was like it's like her eyes!!!#he did remove the heart from her name but let's be real now#Thena's phone is worse#her background is STILL their trip to Australia#the background for her texts with Gil is a bear because she always thought of him as a big teddy bear#like it's EMBARRASSING but girl isn't good at change#that's why no one is allowed to look at her phone#anyway the doctor is like I don't know what the hell is up with you two but whatever look at this light#Thena is like oh god I've made such a mess of this I'm not his girlfriend but we're kind of seeing each other again#no one knows they're seeing each other again and it's not like they say they're dating#they're not back together they just text everyday and get together two out of seven days a week#and they're about two days away from adding those hearts back to their contacts but whatever#also their friends hear and they're all like Gil get well soon! of course#but then Sersi texts Thena like: how did you know Gil fell? where are you rn?#Thena just doesn't open the text because then maybe the question will go away#also she does take him home#takes the doc's advice very seriously#keeps him up for as long as humanly possible#basically checks his eye dilation every hour so he doesn't get any good sleep anyway#but yeah she's totally not still his partner
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sunnymainecoonx · 7 months ago
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Self indulgence a lil but even though like 80% of my drawings and posts in general are self indulgent..... anyways ya I wanna do smth special for my mutual bc they're silly which will consist of not talking to them :33
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suddencolds · 1 month ago
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// personal
how strange it is to observe yourself changing
#not snz#delete later#another suddencolds yap post 😭 i apologize#i have been trying to draft a post like this for awhile now... i suppose this is a subset of the many thoughts i've had lately#this year has been so strange??! i joked in january about taking a leave to metamorphose into someone more tolerable but#honestly i am not sure if i am more tolerable now... though i do feel like i've changed. :')#for the better? for the worse? unsure... i feel like i am finding out more and more that#my social battery is unfortunately finite 😭 and that i must be more selective in how i choose to spend my time 🙇‍♀️#i think all throughout uni the majority of my substantial social interactions happened#over text/online? irl i made a lot of acquaintances via classes and student organizations... but the number of#close friends i had and actively met up with irl was pretty low 😭 and that embarrassed me!! like#how can one 🫵🏼 be surrounded by so many smart people her age and come away with so few in-person friends?? ☹️ skill issue truly!!! 🙄👎#even now i sometimes feel like the need to defend myself from that uncharitable perception of me? as though the idea that#there is/was something wrong with me is something i need to actively disprove 🥲#taken objectively i feel like i'm doing okay socially 😭 i have a decent handful of irl friends that#i meet with pretty regularly and people do seek out my company... but there's this feeling at the back of my mind that#no one will believe me when i say it. perhaps because i am so deeply used to seeing myself as undesirable :')#(^ i think this was all more painful than i am getting across in writing and i am summarizing it all from a point of relative detachment 😶)#but anyways! i am older now and it feels like things are shifting... or that i'm being forced to acknowledge that i have limits socially#in terms of energy rather than capability. which is new :') and i've also been thinking about the feeling of closeness (or lack thereof)#that i feel when it comes to the various friendships in my life. i think i am really fully vulnerable like#kind of seldom actually... but on the rare occasion that i feel sufficiently attached i worry i come across as a little intense 😭#(if i have embarrassed myself in front of you i am very sorry 😭😭 i'm still figuring things out)#(not sure if anyone is still reading this but) these tags are getting long enough 🏃‍♀️
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snixx · 11 months ago
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post exam clarity is hitting me like a truck I feel sick
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sun-marie · 2 months ago
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#literally no feeling worse than getting a text from a a guy you know from your job and it being like#“hey this is [insert name] i hope you don't mind me texting you i got your number from work” 💀#like okay.#it's happened to me twice now and it's never with bad intentions#(and i mean i work at a convenience store so all the employee's numbers are posted in a open spot for calling-out purposes.#even though i. really wish they weren't.)#but like idk it never doesn't feel invasive#like sure you can use that number if you need me for work but if you wanna use it to be friends -#- i really feel like you should just wait until i actually give it to you? or at least ask me for it?#and like the first time it happened i don't hold it against the guy bc he was like 17 and social stuff like that isn't always apparent#and it was are last shift together and he didn't get the chance to ask me#but this dude who did it tonight is like 40 and at that point i'm like. c'mon man.#he didn't even introduce himself he just texted me carrying on a conversation we had today at work#now you've put me in a situation where i have to find a way to tell you i'm not comfortable with that -#- without sounding like a bitch or making you feel embarrassed#idk. maybe i'm being unreasonable? antisocial? unfriendly?#but i'm also a 24 year old woman and so i do have to think about Boundaries more then the boys/men i work with do :/#whatever. i do actually want to have more irl friends (like desperately 😅) but i do have boundaries and it's hard to be friends w/ someone-#- who just steamrolls over them without patience :/#anyway.#marie speaks
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